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|1| May 15, 2017It was 8:52, Jin got off at 8:30, the drive was roughly 20 minutes, with no traffic. It's fine he'll be here, I repeated."Babe?" I heard a sweet voice say.I nearly fell running to the door, I pulled him into a hug and just held on for a while, "You're here."He laughed, and I felt my heart sink to my stomach. I could smell it; I could smell Jin's cologne. Jin never wore cologne.I inhaled deeply, there was another scent, "Where were you Jinnie hyung?"His eyes widened for a split second, but I caught it, I almost wish I hadn't. His nose scrunched adorably and he waved his hand as if dismissing any thoughts I had.He smiled, he had such a beautiful smile, such plump and perfect lips, such white teeth. He hugged me back and laid his head on my shoulder for a few seconds.He lifted his head, gave me a kiss, and hit my shoulder, "I was at work silly!"I nodded and led him to the kitchen where dinner was waiting.|2| May 29thI could hear the sound of Jin's phone keyboard as he typed. I could hear the stifled giggles from outside the laundry room.Please let him be talking to Jimin, please.Yet somehow I know that wasn't who it was. Somehow I knew it was someone else. I knew by the way my stomach clenched. I felt like barging in there and demanding to see his phone. I wonder if he would give it to me, he has before when I asked for it.I heard the typing stop, and I backed away. I ran around the corner, and plopped onto the couch before the door even opened. Grabbing a pink pillow and laying it across my lap for good measure."Joon what do you want for dinner? Chicken or Beef?" I heard him walking toward me.He rounded the corner with the biggest smile I've seen in a while. He looks so happy, maybe he was talking to Jimin, or Taehyung, or even Hoseok.When he got close enough I pulled him by his arm onto the couch and nuzzled my nose into his soft brown hair. It smelled like the green apple shampoo I bought."Hm, beef?" I said into his hair.He laughed and wrapped his arms around my waist, "Beef it is Joonie."|3| June 8thI groaned as my phone died right before I got to the charger. I had to make a call in less than 10 minutes to a very important man that could make or break the future of some of the idols I just signed."Jin! I need your phone!" I shouted.I ran to the kitchen and Jin who was leaning on the marble island in nothing but a big pink sweater, and some leggings looked like a deer caught in headlights, his body frozen, and his brown eyes wide."No.""Jin I need to make this call, and my phone just died!" I said waving my hands frantically."Put it on the charger then." He said hiding his phone behind his back.I was too frustrated to even argue, I ran back to our bedroom and jammed the charger in my phone and anxiously waited for the 1% sign to show up. Thankfully it turned back on soon and the call was over with.I walked to the kitchen and Jin was asleep on the island. He looked adorable, his cheek smushed against his left arm, and the smallest bit of drool coming from his mouth. I took my phone out and snapped a quick picture. My eyes wondered to his phone. He goes through my phone enough to warrant me to do the same.I put the pin in, only to find that it was incorrect. No. He's had the same pin for 2 years. There's no way, I tried again.Incorrect password.I put the phone face down on the island and walked away.|4|This was the first time I had gotten Jin in bed since our anniversary 3 months ago, his job was tsling alot out of him. His day off was tomorrow, and we could do whatever we wanted since I had also taken the day off. Needless to say, I was enjoying myself.I kissed down his chin, to his neck, where I sucked and bit a little harshly."Yonkae!" He moaned loudly.No. He didn't, but he did, he just moaned another man's name in our bed. So it was true, all those hushed giggles, the extra time it took him to get ready in the morning, all the hiding, the jumpiness, it was all true."What did you just say?" My voice getting a little loud.Maybe I had heard wrong. Maybe, but I could tell by the way Jin's eyes nearly popped out of his head, that I hadn't.He panicked, he sat up quickly and shook his head,"Namjoon, I-I said Namjoon.""No you didn't. Jin what did you say?"He seemed to shrink down, he put his head I'm his hands and started sobbing, "I'm so sorry."My face felt hot from anger, "What are you sorry for Jin?"He looked at me and started crying, "I promise baby, I didn't mean to! He was just, he was so sweet, and he made me feel bea-"That was all I needed to hear. I got up and stomped to the closet, I can't stay here, I don't know this man, he isn't the man I married, the Jin I love would never cheat on me. He wouldn't, yet here we are."Baby please!" He ran to me, and was holding onto me like his life depended on it. His nails were digging into my skin.I heard ringing in my ears. I could barely make out Jin's voice. Everything seemed to blir, and I swear I could hear my heart break in half.I inhaled deeply, "Get off of me."His sobbing got louder, he put his head on my shoulder. I could feel the tears rolling off his cheeks onto my bare back. It hurt so much that I was the one who was making him cry."Please don't leave! Joonie I love you so, so much! Please! It was just a mistake!""Jin. I don't want to hurt you, let go."He did. He fell back onto the bed, and sobbed into the pillows. I walked into the closet and grabbed the big black suit case, throwing my clothes in. The whole process was a haze, all I could think about was him.Why did he do it? It wasn't like I was at work all the time, I let him know that he was the most important thing in my life, I would always make time for him.Who was it? Did I know him?I felt like crying, but I couldn't, my entire body was made of nothing but red hot anger. I was angry. Angry at Jin, angry at the guy, but mostly I was angry with myself, how could I let this happen? Where did I go wrong?I zipped the suitcase and grabbed my phone, and charger off of the bedside table."I love you." I said before walking out.