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In all his 22 years of life, this year's Valentine's Day was probably Hinata's saddest one yet.Since high school, he had been in a couple different relationships and his longest one -- lasting over a year -- had ended in October. Now, it was February, and the sadness of it all was crashing down on him all over again. The advertisements, the music, the yearly romantic comedies that came and went; it was all being shoved in his face at every turn. Even at school he couldn't escape it. The halls were decorated with hearts, red origami, homemade chocolate recipes, and couples stood in secluded corners to confess their love for another. Everyday, something new was bringing Hinata down. He vented his loneliness to his old friend Kenma during linguistics who suggested he try a dating app, but there was no way Hinata was ready to date just yet.
K: y not try casual sex?
H: HUH?!
K: theres so many apps for it. maybe u just need to get laid
H: What's wrong with you??
K: I kno u arent ready to date, but u could still spend the day w someone
Hinata thought about it during class, tuning out the sound of his professor who couldn't care less in the world if he was paying attention or not. He wanted to see what kinds of apps there were and his feet started tapping anxiously against the floor. Something about setting up a profile and scrolling through people's pictures got him excited; there was no way he could focus now. He packed up his things and quietly left the lecture hall, zooming his way down the hall and across campus to his dormitory. Luckily his roommate was a bit more studious than he, so he was likely going to be gone for a few hours for lab time and his study group.He quickly searched on his phone for dating apps and came across Grindr -- a gay casual-dating app with no subscription fee and is easy-to-use. Hinata knew a long time ago he was bisexual, but dating women seemed so much...easier, so he never actually dated a man yet. Maybe now was the time? In a few seconds, the app was fully downloaded and he opened it up excitedly to enter all his information. His profile photo was almost the same for all his social accounts since it was his favourite one that showed off the light freckles he always got in the summer time.Once it was all said and done, he put his phone down for a moment to grab a snack and his headphones. He wondered how many people would look at his profile and how many would actually message him. Was he even attractive to other guys? He never thought about it, but now he realized he had never actually been hit-on by another guy. What if he wasn't attractive? Or worse, was he too annoying for guys to handle? He started thinking this whole app idea was wrong when he got back to his phone to see he had five messages waiting for him."Hey cutie." Said one, but one look at his photo of his unibrow and fedora had him gagging."You've got a pretty mouth there, bet it'd look good around my cock ;)"Yikes."Hey there."Okay, this one seemed pretty normal and the guy in the photo looked like any other, with his hair short and styled, brown highlights throughout, and his abs glistening under the dim lighting of his phone's camera light. For a moment, Hinata couldn't believe someone like him was messaging him.
H: Hi! I'm Hinata Shouyou, what're you up to?
Was that a weird thing to say? Too enthusiastic? This whole dating app thing was getting to be too stressful.G: Nm, just chillin. Thinkin of going out tonight.
H: Oh? Where?
G: A bar I usually go to with my boys. You wanna join me?Hinata's heart beat fast, but mostly out of nervousness than anything else.
H: Uh, not tonight. I'm busy with homework.
G: Fuck you you fucking fag. You're way too much of a fucking twink anyway
Hinata's mouth dropped and his brows furrowed -- what the hell was his problem!? He didn't even tap out a response, he just blocked the guy and threw his phone down with relief."Guys suck! There's no way I can find a date! I should just give up!"
d-ding~
His phone alerted him to a new notification and he looked at it with annoyance. Should he even bother looking? Hesitantly, he flipped his phone over and tapped the screen open to the app. There wasn't a message, but someone had added him as a favourite. When he looked, he saw a pale young man about his age with stark black hair that fell flat against his head. He was mostly plain-looking except for his deep, intoxicating blue eyes that sucked Hinata in. Scrolling through his profile, he saw photos of volleyball, drinks, a few scattered selfies, and even some that bared his taught abs like every other Grindr profile. The man seemed harmless enough so he sucked up his courage and sent a quick message. Within seconds, he got a response.
T: Hi. What are you doing?
H: Nothing. Might do some homework.
T: College? What are you studying?
Oddly enough, Hinata found it easy to talk with this new person, Kageyama Tobio, and slowly his anxiety melted away as they talked about their majors, their past-times, and everything in between. It was going so well until--
T: So did you just make your profile today? I haven't seen you before.
H: Yeah, a friend said I should try it out.
T: You joined on valentine's day? That's kind of pathetic isn't it?
Hinata shot up from his lying position and aggressively crossed his legs. He was fuming! How could Kageyama say something so rude?!
H: Huh?! That's some shit coming from someone who's been on here since 2015!
T: What's that supposed to mean?
H: You've been on grindr forever! Besides, you're messaging ME on valentine's day, too! Doesn't that make you pathetic?A few moments went by for Hinata to stew in his anger. He always had a problem of being riled up easily, but because of his short stature no one ever took him seriously.
T: Yeah, I guess so. We can be pathetic together. Wanna grab some lunch?
"Whoa whoa, hold on a second." Hinata said loudly. "Did he just insult me and then ask me out on a date?! The fucking nerve of this guy! Who does he think I am?"
H: And WHY would I go out with you when you just insulted me?
T: Because I'll pay.
Hinata's whole thought process changed at the sound of free food and his stomach grumbled regardless of the snack he had earlier. He fought with himself over saying yes and whether that made him easy or not.
T: Well?
H: ...fine. Where should I meet you?
After a quick discussion of location and the best route to take, Hinata spent a minute or two collecting his nerves and fixing himself up in the bathroom. On the train ride over he quickly came to realization he was about to meet a complete stranger he had only been talking to for half an hour, someone who riled him up, someone who offered to buy him lunch. And they didn't meet on just any dating app, but an app specifically for casual dating, for casual sex. Was Hinata ready to hook up with someone he barely knew?Before long, he was getting off the train and walking towards his destination. As he neared his throat grew parched, his heart beat harder with every thumping footstep and his palms grew sweaty, making it harder to hold his phone steady.
T: It's on the top floor, rooftop patio. I'm here.
Hinata looked up to see the restaurant's name in yellow letters against a black background, advertising a spacious rooftop patio. Exhaling slowly, he entered the building and began climbing the flight of stairs to the top, one level above the indoor restaurant where a hostess waited to greet guests. Scanning the tables quickly, Hinata spotted a young man with black hair, hunched over his table and scrolling through his phone. It was him, it was the Tobio he had been messaging just an hour ago. His knees suddenly grew weak and he wasn't so sure he would be able to make it to the table in one piece. Somehow, he summoned what little courage he had and walked over to him.Tobio wore dark-washed jeans that hugged his legs with a white t-shirt and a pale blue, short-sleeved shirt overtop. He had no other accessories besides a pair of black sunglasses that sat on-top of his head. Hinata was relieved he actually looked like his profile photo and it made approaching him easier. Well, not really, but easy enough he didn't collapse on the spot when he spoke."H -- Hey. Kageyama-san?" He spoke so quietly, Tobio didn't even turn to look at him. He just kept scrolling."Hello? Tobio?"Just then, the man turned around and in that very second all of Hinata's courage came crashing down to the ground beneath him as his very soul lifted from his body -- it wasn't Kageyama. This man had a similar build, but he had brown eyes and a pot-marked face. Looking at his phone, he saw he was scrolling through Tinder, looking at various women's profile photos."Oh -- oh my god. I'm s-s-sorry. I--""Hinata?"Hinata looked to the left down the row of tables and saw the real Kageyama looking at him with a quirked brow. There were his deep blue eyes and his sleek black hair, that was the Tobio he knew -- or, barely knew he should say. He bowed to the strange man in apology and took his leave, hurrying over to Kageyama to sit down across from him before he lost the strength in his legs."You look like you just saw a ghost. Are you okay?"No, of course he wasn't. Hinata was already so nervous about this whole thing and now he just mistook Kageyama for someone completely different. He couldn't even find the courage to talk, so he just nodded."Okay. Uh, hi, by the way. I'm the guy you've been messaging for over an hour."Hinata huffed a small laugh and that seemed to help settle his nerves a bit."Hi, I'm Hinata."Kageyama smirked and Hinata settled himself into his seat with his arms crossed on the table as he looked over the menu. It was so odd meeting a stranger out of the blue like this, but it almost felt like meeting an old friend you hadn't seen for a long time."Have you eaten here before? I don't know what to get." Hinata asked as he gazed at the busy menu."I always get the ramen. They make it perfectly. But I heard their sandwiches are really good, too.""Oh, maybe I'll try the ramen too.""Want a beer? I'm getting one.""Um...""What? Oh my god, don't tell me you're under-aged." Kageyama seemed to lean away from him then and Hinata scoffed."Pfft! I'm twenty-two! It's just...isn't it kind of early for beer? I mean, it's only 2 o'clock."Kageyama seemed to relax as he released a sigh of relief."It's just a beer, we aren't getting drunk or anything. I'm pretty much done with school today anyway."Hinata thought it over and understood where he was coming from. Hinata was done with school, too, so why not? Having a beer might help him relax a bit more, anyway."Yeah, okay. I'll get whatever you're having."Kageyama nodded and when the waitress came over, he uttered their orders and sent her away with the menu. Now, as they waited for their food, they had nothing else to focus on but each other. Hinata felt nervous under Kageyama's gaze and fidgeted underneath the tabletop."You're pretty cute, much better than your profile picture."Hinata smiled and averted his eyes -- why was he so easily affected? He looked to Kageyama again and took note of how tight his gray shirt was and how easily he could see his pecs. Not only that, but the sleeves cut off perfectly to show off his biceps as he cradled his head in his palm with his elbow on the table. His jawline was sharp, but his nose and eyes were soft, and his lips -- they were the very definition of kissable. Hinata had never kissed a man before, but if tonight went well he would very much like Kageyama to be his first experience."So why did you join Grindr?" He asked."Um..." Don't say you were lonely, don't say you were lonely."Well, I never dated a guy before and I figured I should give it a shot.""And Grindr specifically because...?""I don't understand?""You know Grindr is for hooking up, right?""Oh, uh." Hinata blushed fiercely and he looked around to see if anyone was listening in. "Yeah, I know. I just thought dating might be a bit too much right now so maybe I'd ease my way in with some, um--""Casual sex?""Y-yeah, exactly."God this conversation was unbearable. Couldn't he have started off with something simple like 'what's your favourite colour'?"So, you have never been with a guy?"Hinata shook his head."Hmm...so I'm going to be your first?"Kageyama's eyes seem to ignite and a sly smile played across his face. The thought of Kageyama pinning Hinata to his bed had his cock pulsing in his pants and he blushed even further."Oh, so you're assuming this is gonna go well for you, huh?" He teased."You haven't made up your mind yet?" Kageyama asked, his smile fading."Not yet. You did?""To be honest," his voice dipped low so only Hinata could hear as he leaned over the table, "I wanted to fuck you the moment you walked through that door." He nodded to the entrance and leaned back, waiting on Hinata's reaction.Of course, there was no hiding it. Hinata's whole face was red by now and he felt breathless as his cock grew rock hard in his jeans. This man had such an uncanny effect on him, he didn't know what to do with the thought of being plowed by him in such a short time. As they stared at each other, blue eyes on brown, everything around them seemed to freeze and it was in that moment Hinata knew he was going to go home with him."Two ramens and two beers!"A high-pitched voice broke them both out of their daze and they leaned back to make room for the huge bowls of ramen. Immediately, Hinata chugged down a couple gulps of his beer to parch his dry throat, only to put it down and see Kageyama smiling at him proudly. He knew what kind of effect he was having on him, but knowing that seemed to turn Hinata on even more."You boys have any dates for tonight?" The girl asked. She looked sweet with her chocolate brown hair tied back into a ponytail and secured with a bow."Um," Hinata looked across to Kageyama who already had his mouth full of noodles. "Yeah, I think so."Kageyama looked up at him and Hinata smiled."Ooo! What do you have planned? If you don't mind me asking.""Oh, you know. Just a quiet night in. Chocolates and romantic movies and such."Kageyama smiled as he sipped up his noodles, keeping his gaze down at his bowl. Hinata did his best not to smile back at him."Cuute~! Well, your girlfriends sound like they have a long night ahead of them!""Oh, trust me." Now finished with his noodles, Kageyama cut in. "They definitely do."His hot gaze had Hinata trapped and he felt as if he were catching fire from the inside out. His cock pushed painfully against his zipper and he bit his lip to fight the pain. Kageyama was able to do so much just with his words, Hinata was aching to see what he could do with his hands, or that luscious mouth. The waitress, smiling sweetly, turned on her heels to assist other customers and the pair quickly gobbled up their ramen and beer, anxious for their night to get started.On the train ride to Kageyama's house, they remained quiet. All the seats were taken, meaning they were left standing; Hinata leaned in the corner next to the doors, his favourite spot on the train, and Kageyama leaned next to him. Only, he was leaning far closer than anyone should, but made it look so natural like he was supposed to be that close. His shoulders pressed against Hinata and he practically towered over him, creating this dominating atmosphere that left Hinata light-headed. Even without words he was still a master over his emotions. At their stop, Kageyama was first to get off and Hinata obediently followed him. They walked side-by-side in silence, but it wasn't awkward. In fact, Hinata enjoyed the quiet knowing he would slip up if he tried to speak at the moment. His erection had gone down a bit, but with each step towards Kageyama's place, his heart beat faster and faster."Wait out here for a sec." Kageyama announced before disappearing inside a Family Mart.Hinata was left puzzled for only a second before it clicked -- he was getting condoms. Why else would a guy need to make a stop at a convenience store?
At least he's considerate enough to buy more.
"K, let's go. My place is just down here."Kageyama had his hands in his jacket pocket now and Hinata looked at it curiously."What did you buy Kageyama~?""It's a secret. You'll know soon enough."Hinata scoffed and rolled his eyes. A few meters down the road they finally came to his apartment -- it was a small place, squished in between two other apartment buildings with a restaurant on the bottom floor. The stairs were narrow next to the restaurant with only a concrete wall to shield them from the outside. After climbing three flights of stairs, they came to Kageyama's place and he quickly let them in with a key. It was small alright, with a barely-there kitchen in the corner, a portable washing machine by the tv which sat on the floor, and a mere twin bed shoved into the corner. At the end of the bed was the door to the bathroom."This place is cramped! I'm pretty sure my dorm is bigger than this.""Whatever," Kageyama shrugged his shoulders, "it's a place to stay for now."While Kageyama kicked off his shoes, Hinata neatly removed his and placed them by the door. Kageyama took a seat on the bed and looked to Hinata, waiting patiently. Hinata's palms were all sweaty again as he took his sweater off and joined Kageyama on the bed. He didn't think this room could get any smaller, but now he was suffocating."Close your eyes." Kageyama said."Um...no.""Relax, I'm not going to do anything. You can trust me."Hinata gulped as he looked at Kageyama, wary of what he would do with his guard down. Hesitantly, he closed his eyes. He could hear his heartbeat in his ears and fought the instinct to open his eyes as Kageyama rustled around him, his weight lifting off the bed for a moment before sinking back down onto it. Something small was pressed against his lips and he reflexively opened his mouth. When the bitter-sweetness of a chocolate truffle melted on his tongue, his expression relaxed and he let out a satisfied moan."Mmm! So yummy!"He opened his eyes to see Kageyama smiling at him."I got them at the store. You told the waitress it'd be a night full of chocolates, so I thought I should at least deliver on that.""I also mentioned romantic movies, are you gonna deliver on that, too?" Hinata asked with his mouth full of chocolate. He tried hard not to dwell on the fact Kageyama had, in fact, stopped to buy chocoaltes just because Hinata had mentioned them."Maybe. If you let me taste that chocolate."Kageyama leaned in, his gaze transfixed on Hinata's small mouth and in turn, Hinata grew very quiet and nodded in consent. Kageyama closed the distance, his tongue sneaking its way into Hinata's mouth to lap at the chocolate that stuck to his tongue. Hinata was a bundle of nerves and hardly knew what to do with himself. He had kissed before, many times, he was just out of practice. Quickly, his tongue moved against Kageyama's and just when he was getting the hang of that, suddenly Kageyama's large hands were in his bright orange hair, gently pulling him back so Kageyama could dominate his mouth."Ah..haah."The taste of chocolate mixed with Kageyama's tongue had a numbing effect on his brain, leaving him unable to think and at the mercy of Kageyama's expert lips massaging his own with their lush softness. This morning, Hinata never would have guessed he would be kissing some strange man by mid-afternoon, yet he couldn't be happier knowing there was so much more waiting for him.Kageyama swiftly removed his top, revealing his taught muscles that were just barely hiding under his shirt and Hinata was practically drooling over him. He, too, removed his own top and tossed it aside to join Kageyama's on the worn wood floor. Without breaking their kiss, Kageyama pulled Hinata down on top of him as they lay on the bed and Hinata relished in the feel of their bare skin on each other. Kageyama's hands never left his hair; they pulled at his thick locks and combed through it, and when his lips switched to nibble at Hinata's neck he just about moaned from the much-needed touch."Kageyama....Tobio. Fuck." Hinata whispered and Kageyama groaned against his neck.When Hinata pushed his groin down, he was happy to feel an equally hard cock pushing back and suddenly his backside was aching for something to fill him. Again, he never had sex with a man, but he had played with his ass many times and even experimented with a dildo that now sat in an old shoebox under his bed. He knew what it felt like to be penetrated, but the idea of having an actual -- no -- of having Kageyama's cock pushing in and out of him left him hanging in anticipation. Before that, there were many other things he wanted to try; he was already dry-humping a guy, might as well cross some stuff off his list. He slid off Kageyama to lie beside him, shifting lower to lick and play with his nipple while his hand roamed over his stomach and under his jeans. Kageyama's gasp when his hand made contact spurred on Hinata's confidence to try even more."Can -- can I --""You can do anything you want, Shouyou.""Mmm!" Hinata whimpered at the sound of his name. He kissed Kageyama's nipple one last time, then quickly shifted to straddling Kageyama's legs while working at his pants.With a small lift of his hips, Kageyama's jeans and underwear were lowered in one go, revealing his flushed erection that was already wet at the tip with pre-cum. Hinata's eyes bulged at the size of him."Oh my god. You're so big!"Kageyama laughed."It's not funny! Do you have any idea how long it's going to take me to get ready?!""Not long enough." He uttered, as if threatening Hinata with his size and Hinata huffed, ignoring his blatant confidence.Getting back to business, he licked his lips and hunched over. This was his first time giving a blowjob, but he had dreamed of it many times before. Mimicking what he had seen in porn vids, he pressed the flat of his tongue underneath the head, keeping a firm grip of the base with his hand and looked up to gauge Kageyama's reaction. His cheekbones were a slight pink and his lips were parted -- he was feeling good. Hinata pushed forward, this time wrapping his lips around the head and dipping down to take what he could into his mouth.Unbelievably, he was actually sucking some guy's dick that he only met a few hours ago. And yet, it didn't bother him? He was actually kind of excited to be with someone new. He could find out what made him tick, which spots were sensitive and which he hated, how he liked his blowjobs, how he liked to fuck. Hinata was always ready to learn something new, even when it came to people."Oh fuck. Yeah, keep going."Kageyama's hand was in his hair again and Hinata hummed from the comfort of it. His mouth worked overtime, keeping his lips taught and his tongue wet while he breathed heavily through his nostrils. His hand jerked what his mouth couldn't reach until eventually, Kageyama was moaning and sinking his head into the soft pillow."I wanna fuck you so bad. Move."He popped off Kageyama's cock and allowed himself to be pushed back against the bed while Kageyama kneeled before him. He reached under his bed to grab a shoebox, much like Hinata's, and pulled out a bottle of lube and some condoms. The sound of the rustling aluminum packaging had Hinata buzzing and he wiggled excitedly against the bed."You sure you want this?" Kageyama asked while pouring lube onto his fingers. Hinata bit his lip while watching."Hell yes. Still kind of nervous though.""That's okay. Here."With his clean hand, Kageyama grabbed another chocolate and popped it into Hinata's mouth. Hinata hummed happily as he sucked back on the sweet, watching Kageyama's fingers dip below his waist and hissed when the cold jelly touched his entrance."Oh my god. This is really happening.""Take a deep breath. Focus on the chocolate."Hinata obeyed, rolling the truffle around in his mouth and giving in to the warm sweetness of it. Suddenly, a finger pushed inside and he arched his back, moaning from the familiar sting."You okay?"Hinata nodded and gripped the bedsheets as he exhaled, relaxing onto Kageyama's finger. Slowly, it pushed all the way inside before pulling back out to repeat the process over again. Hinata closed his eyes, unable to handle the intense blueness of them, and allowed himself to be massaged open by this stranger. When he ran out of chocolate, he would open his mouth as if begging for another and Kageyama would always meet his lips with another truffle. Almost five chocolates later, Kageyama was able to slip three fingers in and out of his hole and he pulled them out for a final time."I can't wait for this. You're going to feel so good."With the condom on, he came crashing down on Hinata, just barely hovering over him as he pressed the head of his dick against him. Hinata's legs were bent back over his hips, his ankles locking behind his back while his arms crossed over his shoulders. Their foreheads pressed together and this time, Hinata felt ready to meet his gaze head-on. Before Kageyama did anything, he kissed Hinata's chocolate-stained lips, licking at their sweetness and moaning into his mouth."Can I?" He asked when they pulled apart."Yes. Please."His hand reached down and he guided himself in. Hinata gasped, his lungs filling all at once with too much air while his back arched. Kageyama had nothing to say; even with all his prep work, he knew how much it still hurt and he kissed at Hinata's neck while pushing himself in slowly. Hinata was beyond pain, but at the same time he wanted it more than anything else. He clung to Kageyama desperately, pulling him in even closer until his hips finally stilled."It's all in. You did so good." He whispered against his hot skin. "I told you I'd be your first."Hinata, with tears in his eyes, laughed and smacked Kageyama's shoulder who laughed in return before breaking the comedy with a gentle pull out of Hinata's hot hole. Hinata's smile faded to form an 'O' shape as he moaned long and loud, hiccupping whenever Kageyama's hips flicked forward with a bit too much force. He couldn't complain though, not when his first time was handled so tenderly by someone who he didn't even know what he did for a living. He knew he was in college, but he didn't know how he could afford his own place or anything. Frankly, Hinata didn't care. Right now, he was so intoxicated by the feeling of another person, of someone wrapping their arms around him and feeling their breath against his skin. He loved how Kageyama felt so right inside him, so much better than any toy he had purchased, and how he could smell his soap from his shower earlier that day that still clung to his skin when he inhaled deeply. He loved that there were no strings attached with this passion. He was allowed to bathe in it greedily and take everything he wanted without regret. They were both in this for the pleasure, no expectations to call after or to even like each other after this. They were here to take everything they could from the other with no looking back."Hard -- fuck me harder!"Kageyama braced himself against the wall, resting his head against Hinata's shoulder and put more force into his hips. Hinata cried out happily, chanting 'yes, yes, yes' repeatedly while rubbing his cock raw until cum was pooling against his stomach. The sound of the mattress creaking became a symphony as it mixed with their cries and even Kageyama, who normally kept quiet during sex, was grunting and moaning in heat as he thrust everything he had into Hinata's willing body."Tobio! Tobio! I'm cumming!"Hinata hugged him close and Kageyama thrust faster, panting next to his ear which only drove Hinata's pleasure even higher. When he came, he sobbed Kageyama's name and spilled onto his stomach. His muscles twitched uncontrollably from his intense orgasm and a few seconds later, Kageyama spilled into him with a pained groan before collapsing onto him.They were sweaty, covered in cum, and breathless -- a sign of mind-blowing sex. When Kageyama garnered the strength to pull out, Hinata was still bathing in his warming afterglow and lie still on the old twin mattress. Kageyama got to cleaning himself off and came back with some tissue to clean off Hinata who, by the feel of his slimy cum rubbing against his skin, begrudgingly came back to reality.He just had casual sex with a stranger and now the façade of the situation was over. They met for sex and their orgasms signaled the end; deal is done; mission accomplished. Awkwardly, Hinata sat up on the mattress and Kageyama sat next to him."So, um. Thanks for lunch, by the way. I forgot to say that earlier.""No problem. Now I know free food is a guaranteed way to get with you."Hinata laughed and rubbed the back of his head. In the silence of the moment, he tapped the screen of his phone to look at the time -- it was only 5 o'clock. He wanted to stay longer, but now that they were done there was no point in overstaying his welcome."I'm gonna get going." He announced before getting off the mattress."Oh. You got plans tonight?" Kageyama asked."Um...no, not really. I just thought since...ah, since we did our thing that it'd be weird if I hung out a little longer."Hinata felt exposed, and not because he was standing naked in the middle of Kageyama's apartment. He was afraid of what Kageyama's reaction would be.Yeah, you're right. You should probably go. Thanks for a good time. His heart sunk at the thought."It's not weird. You can stay longer if you want. I was just going to watch some volleyball."Hinata lit up at the sound of his favourite sport."Volleyball? Is a game on?" He asked while pulling on his underwear and sitting next to Kageyama on the bed."Yeah, it's the high school games right now for who gets to go to Nationals.""Ahh no way! How could I have missed this!"Smiling, Kageyama set the television up and got to putting on his own underwear. They were still hot from sex, so underwear was the only tolerable thing to wear. He also got to pulling out his fold-away table and brought out some drinks while they finished off the chocolates.It might not be a romantic comedy, or a fancy dinner, or even a first date, but hanging out with a Grindr hook-up and bonding over volleyball while eating some Family Mart chocolates made Hinata's valentine's day more memorable than he could ever imagine.
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Nearly a week had gone by since Hinata last saw Kageyama. Even though Kageyama was busy with work and Hinata was catching up on his studies, they managed to text each other every. Single. Day.Just as Hinata was contemplating whether he should even text him after their first night together, Kageyama messaged him with a simple “Hey, did you go to school today?” and from there, their communication was non-stop. And so was the sexting.From the first moment Kageyama messaged him sultry topless pictures and intimate words of what he wanted to do to Hinata, he was hooked on it; he wanted to hear every little detail of how Kageyama wanted him and how he ended every day fantasizing about him. It took some practice, but eventually, Hinata found it easy to talk just as dirty in his messages.Thursday was Hinata’s short day with only one class in the morning. After his class, he messaged Kageyama.
Hey! I’m out of class finally. What are you up to?
>>I have another class coming up, but not sure I’ll go.
What! You have to go to class >:C
>>Not this one. I’ll just study at home.
Oh. Soooo that means you’re free? Maybe we can meet up today? ;)
>>Actually yea I was thinking about that. Any plans later?
Later? Why not now!
Nope!
>>Cool. The community centre on the east side is having a volleyball game tonight and they’re short. Wanna go?
Go? As in play volleyball? Hinata hadn’t played volleyball since high school and though he was above average as a player, he wasn’t sure he retained any of his skills. The thought of having to play an actual game left his stomach in knots.
Uhh…how good are they?
>>Not that good. It’s a group of alumni students and some older guys. It’s just for fun, no one gets worked up over losing or anything.
Ehhh I don’t know…
>>I’ll buy you dinner after.
Okay!! :D
With their plans set, Kageyama insisted on studying at home which forced Hinata to his dorm room for the time being. They weren’t meeting until 5 o’clock and it was only noon. He tried reading the chapters for today’s class, but knowing he was going to be seeing Kageyama tonight (and probably having sex) got him worked up rather easily. His roommate had class all day, so he flipped his textbook closed and resigned to masturbating on his bed. His imagination got the better of him and one session turned into two and from there he was tired enough for a decent nap. Finally, it was time to get ready and go. He wore loose clothing that he could play in and headed to the address Kageyama sent him. The community centre was rather old but featured a pool and gym on the first floor where their game was being held and a fitness centre on the second floor. When Hinata saw Kageyama standing by the entrance of the centre his heartbeat sped up. “Kageyama!!” He called out with a wave of his arm in the air. Kageyama perked up and smiled when he saw Hinata.“Hey, you made it. I was worried.”“What? Why?”“Well, you can be kind of dumb sometimes. I wasn’t sure you understood the directions.”“What!! If I DID get lost it would have been because your directions didn’t make sense! I had to use my map app!”“Whatever! My directions were perfect.” He says while rolling his eyes and turning to enter the building.Hinata follows behind him into the entrance where they switch into their gym shoes, then down the hall and into the gymnasium where the rest of the group was already stretching.“Kageyama-kun!” An older man says while jogging over to them. He is tall and bulky with some gray in his hair and deep-set wrinkles next to his mouth and in his forehead.“Thanks for coming. And you brought a friend! I’m Yokozumi Tadashi.”“I’m Hinata Shouyou. Thank you for having me!” Hinata bowed politely to the older man.“It’s nothing. We have played games while short before, but it’s so much more fun when we have the right number of people. Anyway, better start stretching, the game is going to start soon.”They left their bags at the back wall and started a series of stretches while next to each other. Kageyama is wearing all black sportswear and when he bends over to stretch his back his shirt falls just a bit to show off his lower back. His shorts go to his knees, but Hinata can see his thighs when he is stretching on the ground and sneaks a peek up his shorts; he feels dirty, but the thrill he gets when he sees his muscles under that loose clothing erases the guilt. He imagines running his palm up the back of Kageyama’s thigh, imagines the small gasp Kageyama would let out followed by that lusty stare he would give him. Hinata wants to pull those shorts down and bite him right on the ass to mark him and let other people know Hinata was there, then he would--“Hinata-kun! What position do you want?”“Huh??” Yokozumi is calling to him from the side of the gym and Hinata’s brain struggles to process the question.“On the court? What position do you want to play?”“Oh! Umm…doesn’t matter!”“Okay! Kageyama, setter then?”“No! I don’t want setter.”“What? But you always play setter?”“NO!” He yells and the team freezes. Hinata looks at him and notices he is trying very hard to avoid eye contact. “How come you don’t want to set?” He asks as gently as possible.Kageyama shakes his head. “I just don’t want to today.”Hinata nods and the team concedes. Soon after, they finish stretching and group up to go over the game plan. It is clear within a few minutes of the first play that the team isn’t very skilled. The blockers are uncoordinated, and their libero can’t seem to track the ball well enough to actually hit it in time, missing it every time by just a few inches. Hinata watches the point counter go up for the opposite team while theirs stays at an embarrassing zero. Eventually, Kageyama ends up as setter with Hinata as the spiker. Considering his outburst earlier, Hinata takes a moment to analyze Kageyama and notices he is exceptionally still and has his lips in a tight line. He’s tense.“Kageyama,” Hinata starts, but Kageyama interjects.“Listen, I’m not a good setter okay? I didn’t want to embarrass myself in front of you. I’ll do my best to match you, but it might be too fast. I’m sorry. O-oh and I might hit them too hard, so I’ll just try to toss slower. You know what, can we just switch?”Hinata has never heard him so nervous before or say so many words at once. Kageyama looks concerned and Hinata finds himself pitying him. He steps towards him and grabs hold of his arm to get his attention.“Just toss to me and I’ll hit it, ok? Just do your thing and I’ll do the rest. Don’t worry about it. I’m not very good either.”Hinata gives him his most encouraging smile and Kageyama visibly relaxes with an exhale. He nods and Hinata steps back into place. When the set begins, Hinata finally understands why Kageyama was so nervous. He sets the ball and before Hinata can even plan out his attack, the ball has whizzed by right over his hand and off the court.“Fuck! I’m sorry!” Kageyama says and Hinata waves him off.“No, it’s okay! I’ll get it next time.” They do a couple more plays and Hinata jumps higher, amazing nearly everyone in the gym, but he always barely misses the ball.
Ugh! I’m focusing too much on the ball! They’re already 10 points ahead! I gotta think of something quick!
He can see Kageyama is getting frustrated with himself. His eyebrows are stuck dipped in the center and his lips are peeling from how much he is biting them. Hinata wants so badly to run over and reassure him, but that won’t be enough. They rotate positions quickly and by the time they get back to their set-up with Kageyama as the setter, the opposite team is ahead twenty points. Their side has managed to score a couple, but only by technicality when the other team misses or hits it out of the court.Hinata wants to score a point with Kageyama. Not just for their team, but for Kageyama’s sake, too. He resolves to the only solution he can think of: he’ll jump as high as he can and hit the ball as hard as possible.“Kageyama! You just toss to me as best as you can!”Kageyama looks at him nervously and Hinata gives him the thumbs up. “Trust me! We got this!”With a nod, Kageyama gets ready. The other team serves the ball and their hitters bounce it up perfectly. Kageyama gets underneath it and sets backward to Hinata. Hinata plays out his game plan – jump high and hit hard without focusing on the ball. To do so, he winds his hand back and closes his eyes.He fills the sting of the ball hit his palm and breaks a wide smile. He hits it straight down with a satisfying WHUMP that echoes throughout the gym, followed by silence. When he lands, he opens his eyes to see everyone looking at the ball as it bounces off the court.“We scored!” He yells and throws his hands in the air. But no one else is cheering. He scans the crowd – his team, and Kageyama, are all staring at him with their jaws dropped.“What’s wrong??” He finally asks.“Hinata-kun…how…how did you do that?!”He is so confused.“Do what?”“Hit his toss! It was so fast I couldn’t even see it move, but you hit it!”“I-I don’t understand? I just hit it.”“HE HAD HIS FUCKING EYES CLOSED!” Says the blocker who was opposite him. Everyone’s eyes go wide.“You closed your eyes?!”“Well…yeah? I was focusing too much on the ball so I just—closed my eyes and hit it as hard as I could! And it worked!”He’s starting to get nervous being put on the spot like this, so he turns his attention to Kageyama. Kageyama is staring at him, but not like the others are. His eyes are wide and he has the biggest smile spread across his face.“Hinata, whatever it is you did, do it again.” He says and Hinata smiles with his confidence.“We tied!!”The whole team rushes to each other while cheering and hollering. Hinata gets a few rubs on his head from his thankful teammates and he is all caught up in the high spirits of the team. After that first spike, the team played better than ever, but they lost the first game because they were so far behind. After switching sides, they ended up winning the second and tied the game. It was just a tie, but it was as close to winning as the team has ever gotten.There are arms wrapping around him, pulling him in close until the scent of sweat mixing with cologne fills his nostrils and he instantly recognizes it as Kageyama. He looks up to see Kageyama wearing the biggest smile he has ever seen and his heart thumps wildly in his chest.“You didn’t tell me you were so good at volleyball!” He releases Hinata after one more big squeeze and Hinata must resist the urge to giggle from the bubbling giddiness inside him.“I’m not! I have never played a game like that in my life! Why didn’t you tell me you were so good?!”They’re so caught up in the excitement they don’t notice the other team waiting to shake hands until their captain catches their attention with a gruff clearing of his throat, and they scramble to the net to shake hands. As per tradition, the losing team must clean up the gym, so their team heads out shortly after they say their goodbyes and plan for another game the following week. They are all standing outside the gym and already, the team is begging Hinata to join their group.“Hinata-kun, you have to join us next week, okay? Promise us you’ll come!” Says one of the younger members.“Yeah! And every week after that. We seriously need a strong player like you on our team.” Says another.“Ok, sure! I had lots of fun tonight!” Hinata says with a big smile.The team part ways, all waving goodbye at Hinata and Kageyama who stay behind. Once the rest of the guys have walked a fair bit away, Kageyama grabs Hinata by his upper arm and drags him around the corner of the building. They are shrouded by darkness in the shadow of the front lights with Hinata against the cold cement wall and Kageyama hastily looking around themselves.“Kageyama, what’s wrong?”Kageyama takes one more look around them before turning his gaze onto Hinata. His eyes are very focused, his tongue swipes over his bottom lip quickly before he dives down and kisses Hinata deeply. Hinata’s shoulders bump against the wall as he is pushed back and though he is taken by surprise, he quickly melts into the kiss. Kageyama’s hands are on his hips, desperately pulling at his shorts by the fistful to show how badly he wants them off but must restrain himself. Hinata finds he is feeling just as desperate and throws his hands into Kageyama’s hair to gently pull and ruffle it up. The air between them grows hot as they pant between their kiss and soon, Hinata is moaning lightly as Kageyama’s hands are now cupping his taut ass and pushing their bodies together, forcing Hinata onto his tiptoes as they try getting impossibly closer together.“Pick me up, pick me up.” He whispers and Kageyama obeys, picking him up with a grunt and supporting him against the wall while Hinata locks his ankles behind him.Hinata’s hands are still in his hair while Kageyama now roughly gropes his ass, letting the tip of his middle finger smooth over his hole through his pants before lightly pushing against it; Hinata gasps when the tip of his cock pulsates.“You were so good out there. No one has ever been able to hit my tosses like that.” Kageyama praises. “I’ve been dying to kiss you this whole time.”His lips move to Hinata’s neck and Hinata laughs from the tickle of his soft lips on his skin.“You’re this worked up over a volleyball game? How lame.” He teases.“Don’t give me that. I saw you checking me out when we were stretching. Dirty old man.”Hinata snorts. During their conversations they shared their birthdays and found out Hinata was older; since then, Kageyama hasn’t stopped bugging him about it.“If I’m the old man, does that make you the twink?”Kageyama broke out of his lust-filled daze and laughed. Hinata is smiling watching Kageyama’s face light up when he laughs and feels so good that he was able to make him smile. “You’re cute when you smile.” He suddenly blurts out and is immediately blushing after. Kageyama seems a little surprised, maybe even a bit embarrassed? He shakes his head with a soft smile and kisses Hinata one more time.“Stay at my place tonight. Please?”Hinata blushes and bites his bottom lip. “‘kay.”Just as they are about to kiss, Hinata’s stomach grumbles loudly, breaking the sensuality of the moment almost instantly.“But first I want that dinner you promised!” His legs stretch out behind Kageyama when the thought of free food excites him in a totally different kind of way.“Tsk, now you’re just using me for free food.” “Hey, don’t even try to guilt trip me when you offered!”He jumps out of Kageyama’s arms and they try to straighten themselves out, awkwardly turning away from each other when they realize they are both sporting rather obvious hard-ons in their loose shorts. When everything is taken care of and they don’t look like they were just making out behind the rec centre, they head out together towards the train station for some much-needed sustenance.The sound of a key inside a lock is the only sound to break the silence of the small, dark apartment before the two men stumble inside. Kageyama has Hinata around his waist again, determined not to let him down until they reach the bed. He kicks off his shoes, ignoring the hard thump when they hit the wall, and Hinata tries his best to untie his high-tops behind Kageyama’s back and let them fall onto the ground, all without breaking their heated kiss. Their tongues are inside each other’s mouths and they take turns to suck and bite and moan when their hips bump each other. When Kageyama’s feet kick the bed, he kneels onto the mattress with one hand behind Hinata’s lower back and the other on the bed to gently let him down.“You’re so light and easy to carry. I like that.” He says with a smirk before pulling his shirt off.“Normally,” Hinata starts while maneuvering out of his shirt. “I don’t like being picked up. But when you do it, it feels nice.”“Hah, sounds like you’ve got a crush on me.”Hinata panics and his stomach cramps into a knot; he doesn’t even notice Kageyama’s lips on his shoulder. He can’t like Kageyama! They are fuck buddies and that’s it! If he starts to like him, he’ll totally scare Kageyama off and there is NO WAY Hinata is about to be “that guy” that falls for a fuck buddy. In a rush, he blurts out the first thing that comes to mind.“Yeah right! It takes a little more than free food and good sex for me to like you.”Kageyama pauses. Hinata feels a pain in his stomach like he was just punched, and the mood is so soured he can practically taste it. Was he supposed to agree with him?“Listen, asshole, there’s plenty to like about me!” Kageyama bites Hinata on the shoulder and the mood is restored.“Ouch! Like the fact you bite people??”Hinata grabs his hand on the bed, brings it up to his mouth, and bites down on the space between his thumb and finger. Somehow, they have devolved into a biting match, each trying to one-up the other and Hinata feels at ease being able to goof around like this with him. Especially after the stupid comment he made.
Why do I have to say the dumbest things?!
He is almost lost in his thoughts until he feels a gentle bite on his nipple followed by a hard suck.“Ahh!! Kageyama…”Kageyama looks up at him with his navy-blue eyes and suck harder, then lets his tongue circle around the hard nipple.“You like that?” He asks.Hinata bites his lower lip. “Yeah. Kind of. I’d like your mouth more if…if you went lower.”There’s a spark in Kageyama’s eyes and he obediently licks his way down to Hinata’s bellybutton. The wet heat has Hinata buzzing from head-to-toe. He pulls the rim of his shorts down just enough so he can suck at the soft spot right at his hip and groin, and Hinata bucks his hip with the spike of pleasure. His standing erection is outlined when Kageyama pulls the short down around it and when he bucks his hips again, the soft fabric rubs perfectly against the head.“Hey, can I prep you while I do this?”Hinata was about to nod and say “fuck yes you can”, but then the tacos he ate earlier stirred up a cramping grumble deep in his lower belly and he stopped. The thought of fried beans, beef, and corn had him mentally kicking himself in the ass. He really didn’t think this through, did he?“Uh…maybe not tonight.”“What? Why not?”“Because tacos, that’s why!”“What??” “Ugh!!” And he was saying Hinata could be dumb sometimes?“TA – COS. You know! It’s…it’s gonna be dirty!”He could see the lightbulb going off in Kageyama’s head. “Ohhhhh.” “Yeah! Dumbass.”“Well, that’s fine. I don’t mind. I’ll help.”He starts pulling Hinata’s shorts off and Hinata must sit up to grab his hands.“Absolutely not! You will not help! There will be no helping of any kind!”“Oh c’mon, it’s not that big of a deal. It’s just shit.”“Don’t say it! Agh!!” Hinata physically shakes the very image from his head.“You’re so immature. Let me help!”“I’m not immature! I barely enjoy doing that…thing by myself. There is no way I’m going to do it here. Look, please don’t make me do this. I really really don’t feel comfortable doing it here.”He’s begging Kageyama now with the biggest puppy-eyes he can muster. Kageyama is obviously not impressed, but he relents with a heavy sigh and a roll of his eyes.“Fine, fine. I’m not going to force you. You seriously owe me one, though.”“I owe you one because you aren’t forcing yourself on me?!”“No! You owe me one because,” he pushes Hinata down onto the bed and nestles himself right on top, “I’ve been looking forward to fucking you all week.”Hinata’s head goes light and his face is flushed with a seductive heat. This guy was really starting to have an effect on him.“I have, too. I really missed you being inside me.”Kageyama groans and hides his face in Hinata’s shoulder.“Stop right there or I won’t be able to hold back. Seriously.”Hinata smiles at how easy it is to tease Kageyama.“Have you ever sixty-nined before?” He suddenly asks with his face still buried in his shoulder.“Umm…once with my ex. Never with a guy, though.”“Well since your ass is off limits tonight, let’s do it.”Kageyama pulls away to sit up and starts slipping his shorts down. Hinata is hit with renewed excitement and pulls his shorts off all the way then lays down on the bed sideways. It takes some maneuvering, but soon they are both lying on their sides facing each other’s groin with their cocks in each other’s grip.“Okay, so the rules are whoever cums first has to get the next date.”“Wait – why are there rules to this?!” Hinata asks, pulling himself away from Kageyama’s eager mouth and ignoring the fact he said “date”.“Because it’s more competitive that way! And I know you’re gonna cum first and I’m tired of paying for everything.”“Wow, first off, stop offering to pay for things then! Second –”He’s cut off when Kageyama plunges his mouth over his cock and sucks back so hard Hinata breaks out into a soft moan. “N-not fair! Ngh!”Kageyama’s mouth is overflowing with spit that coats his cock easily with just two strokes from his tongue. His large hand is flat against the base and his mouth takes all of him in. Hinata can feel himself getting bigger with each suck of his lips and he must bite down to suppress the carnal groan that threatens at the back of his throat. Kageyama pulls back, admiring his work and stroking his length before he says,“You know, you actually have to suck my dick if you want to win.”Hinata opens his eyes to see the dry, semi-hard dick waiting in his hand.“Shut up, I know that!”He angrily takes the head into his mouth and sucks back to try and get some hardness going. Kageyama laughs at his reaction, then turns back to focus on Hinata’s flushed cock again.
There is no fucking way I’m losing this. Just watch asshole.
He works some saliva into his mouth and slicks it all over the head, leaving it glistening. He remembers from the blowjob he gave him before what he likes, so he sticks to that technique for a bit just to get him going. He uses the flat of his tongue to massage the underside of his head, right at the sensitive spot, smirking when he hears a faint gasp. Now there is the reaction he is looking for.He pulls back his foreskin, engulfs the head, and uses the suction from his lips to work over the smooth ridge of the glans. “Ohh fff…uuuuck!” Kageyama groans.His hips buck, forcing his cock further down Hinata’s mouth and hitting his throat; Hinata gags, but keeps up his work. Within minutes, Kageyama is fully hard in his hand and Hinata pops off to smear his spit all over the length with his hand while he catches his breath. “You’re so gonna lose, Tobio. I want steak and lobster tomorrow night!”He looks down between them to stick his tongue out at Kageyama but is disappointed when he doesn’t even stop to bicker. What Hinata doesn’t know is he’s just dug his own grave.Without even a pause, Kageyama pushes his head further down, engulfing his entire length in one try until his nose is pressed right into the soft skin of his sac.“Nnnn!!! Oh god!”Hinata fights off the sudden urge to thrust into his throat, gritting his teeth against the intense pleasure; but Kageyama isn’t done. With the head of his dick surrounded by his tight throat, he swallows around it a couple of times before bobbing his head back-and-forth so he is being throat-fucked by Hinata.“Shit! N-no! Tobio, s-stop!”
Fuck, fuck, fuck! This is so fucking good!
Hinata’s toes curl from the chilling pleasure that ghosts along his skin. If he doesn’t act quickly his orgasm will hit within mere minutes! He can’t swallow Kageyama down, he’s just too long and too thick for his poor throat to handle, but he does have speed on his side. He brings more saliva to his lips and takes as much of his cock into his mouth as he can. When he reaches the end, he starts sucking him off as quickly and smoothly as possible, keeping his teeth tucked behind his lips. His hand works whatever his mouth can’t reach and now it’s a race to the finish with both their bodies heating up at incredible speeds.Hinata keeps up the speed and wetness of his blowjob while Kageyama is still deep-throating him, needing only seconds to catch his breath before swallowing the entirety of him down again.
GLK, GLK, GLK, GLK
The sound of it is disgustingly wet, but fuck does it turn Hinata on and he imagines grabbing Kageyama by his dark hair and fucking his mouth until he shoots his thick cum out his nose.Oh….shit.His orgasm hits abruptly and he pulls of Kageyama, burying his face into his thigh so he can moan long and loud, letting his hips jerk as he cums hard into his throat. He doesn’t even need to look down to see Kageyama is smirking around his cock while swallowing his seed down. When it’s over, Kageyama ever-so-slowly slides off Hinata and licks his lips clean. “You know what? Steak and lobster sounds fucking great.”The next morning Hinata is woken by his alarm. The bright screen of his phone reads “0700” and plays an annoying, high-pitched tone that increases in volume the longer it goes on, so Hinata shuts it off quickly before it wakes the sleeping Kageyama next to him.Sharing a twin bed isn’t the most comfortable way to sleep and many times during the night Hinata debated just rolling off right onto the cool floor so he could spread out comfortably; but then Kageyama would do something inexplicably adorably like unconsciously pull him in close and Hinata would surrender to his aggressive cuddling.The sun is already high in the air, but the coolness of the morning seeps into the apartment through the thin crack of the window, making Kageyama’s unusually warm body heat tolerable and Hinata takes a moment to snuggle up closer to him.He is snuggling Kageyama’s side and runs his index finger down the center of Kageyama’s chest, over his pectorals and down his stomach, stopping when he reaches the dark hairs of his pleasure trail. He peers up to see his sleeping face and smiles when he notices the shine of drool dripping from the corner of his mouth onto their shared pillow.
Nasty Tobio. You’re no better than a baby.
Hinata snickers to himself. He is happily lying there, pressed to Kageyama’s side and admiring the beauty of him when his chest flourishes with a warm, fuzzy feeling he recognizes all too well and his smile disappears.He’s falling for him.
Shit! Fuck! I totally like him!
Hinata pulls away as softly as possible and sits on the edge of the bed, holding his head in his hands.
Stupid, stupid! I can’t believe I let myself get feelings for him! What the hell am I gonna do?!
Kageyama stirs behind him on the bed and Hinata panics, silently begging him not to wake up because there is no way he can face him right now. Luckily, Kageyama just shifts positions so he is facing the wall and falls back to his deep slumber. Hinata breathes a sigh of relief. Looking at him now, Hinata’s heart aches for him. He reaches his hand out and gently rubs his back, loving the feel of his skin on his palm and smiling when Kageyama hums in his sleep and unconsciously pushes into Hinata’s hand. Yup, he has definitely fallen for him. Hinata shoves his tongue into his cheek as melancholy washes over him; he didn’t think it would be this easy to fall for a sex buddy, but then again, he never thought he would meet someone as amazing as Kageyama, either. For all his faults like his constant scowling and poor outlook on the world, he was exceptionally caring. Perhaps if they met at another time, they could have become true friends and…even lovers?But this isn’t that time. Kageyama wasn’t looking for a relationship and what they had was meant to be fun and only fun, no room for feelings or drama of any kind.With a sigh, Hinata pulls his hand away and peels away from the worn twin bed. He silently dresses, gathers his phone and wallet, and leaves the apartment behind carrying his high tops in his hands. Once he is outside and at the staircase, he throws his shoes on and quickly ties them up; his chest is starting to hurt and he can feel tears welling up in his eyes, so he wants to be as far away from this place as possible. He has tied his shoes a thousand times over but this one time when speed counts his fingers stumble and he forgets how to tie his shoes in the first place. Frustrated, he wraps the laces around his ankle and ties them in a knot at the front then hurries down the stairwell. When he reaches the bottom, his tears are beginning to fall and he angrily wipes them away with the hem of his t-shirt.
This is for the best! If he found out I liked him he would just push me away. At least this way we can avoid that completely!
He hurries to the train station and heads to his dorm so he can shower and get ready for class. His heart is still aching when he enters his classroom, but now he has something else to focus on and does his best to ignore his feelings, even turning his cell phone off so he can truly focus. By 1130 when he turns it back on for lunch break, there is a message waiting for him from Kageyama.
>>Hey, where did you go? I miss you.
Hinata groans and a flurry of emotions start up again in his chest. He wants so badly to text him back and tell him how amazing last night was, but instead, he deletes the message and closes his phone.
This is for the best. Just ignore him and move on.
If only Hinata understood just how badly Kageyama was hurting, too.
----- CHAPTER BREAK -----
The following week after Hinata left Kageyama’s place, he was bombarded with messages from him. They started out worried.
>> Are you okay? Did something happen?
>> Shouyou seriously. Answer me.
Then the next day, hurt.
>> Did I do something wrong?
>> Did I say something?
>> We don’t have to go for steak and lobster. I was kidding.
Then a couple days later…anger.
>> Wtf is wrong with you?
>> Seriously, not cool. You could at least tell me what I did.
Until finally…nothing.Hinata knew he pulled a big no-no. Ghosting on someone -- especially someone you got along with -- was never okay; but that was part of why he did it. The more Kageyama hated him, the better. Then Hinata could move on knowing he had zero chance with him and Kageyama could write him off as an asshole with no class.Easy, right?So then why, almost a month later, was Hinata still waking up and thinking about him? He was always his first and last thought of the day. What was he doing? Has he moved on? Is he seeing other people? Did he start dating someone? How does he like his steak? So many questions he wanted answers to that he would never get. It left him feeling melancholic, leading him to delete his Grindr profile altogether; clearly, he’s not the casual-sex type. Then one evening, his college volleyball team was having a tournament – another painful reminder of Kageyama, yet that pain seemed to propel him towards the gym that was filled with loud cheers and the sound of the volleyball hitting off players. It was obvious who had played during high school and who hadn’t, but the team dynamic was strong and their captain was a natural leader.“Hey, have you been to the community center recently?” He heard someone seated behind him say.“No. Why?”“The volleyball team has a pretty crazy setter. I went last week to watch them play and he’s insane!”They’re talking about Kageyama! Hinata perked up in his seat and listened more closely. It was a bit difficult to hear them over the crowd and he had to focus all his attention on not looking too obvious he was eavesdropping“He sets crazy fast. I don’t know why they keep him, no one on his team can hit his tosses.”Hinata slumps in his seat.“Hah, lame. I should go watch sometime just for the show!”“No joke! Come with me this weekend so you can see what I’m talking about.”They both start to laugh and Hinata’s blood boils. He’s about to tell them off when—“WATCH OUT!”
BOMP
The warning made him instinctively turn towards the volleyball that was gunning straight for him; he saw it at the last second before his vision went dark and an intense, burning pain overwhelmed the left side of his face. It was a feeling he was all-too familiar with. Unfortunately, the impact didn’t knock him out and he was subjected to a series of laughs and mockery following the incident. None was worse than the sounds of the two students behind him.“Oh shit! Did you see that?!”“YES! Got him right in the fucking face! How lame!”What the hell was wrong with them? He grabs his bag and angrily leaves the stands before he loses his cool. He needs to put ice on his face, maybe even go see the nurse. However, his feet take him off campus towards the train station to Kageyama’s house.Was he crazy? Probably. There was no doubt Kageyama would be pissed seeing him, maybe even yell at him to get lost, but Hinata couldn’t stand this loneliness anymore. He couldn’t stand the thought of Kageyama out there on the court, setting the only way he knew how, only to have no one go for his tosses when Hinata was perfectly capable of hitting them. He felt as if he needed to be there for him. Maybe the smack in the face was just what he needed?A short train ride later, he was standing outside Kageyama’s apartment. The sight of the concrete building left him feeling light, like he could float away any minute if he didn’t keep himself grounded. He grinds the bottom of his feet into the pavement subconsciously.After a few minutes of silence, he headed for the stairs. Kageyama was on the third floor and with every flight he cleared his heart beat harder. His brain felt numb as he rehearsed the conversation in his mind—as if those ever went exactly as planned—and before he was anywhere near ready to confront the man, he was outside his door. He took a deep breath in.“Okay. You got this, Shouyou. Remember: it’s okay if he yells at you. He has every right to be angry. Don’t cry.”He exhales out.
Don’t cry. Don’t cry. Don’t cry.
KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK
He waits a few seconds, but there is no answer. Shit, what if he isn’t home? Hinata didn’t think he could bring himself to come back again, and he definitely wasn’t going to wait for another volleyball to hit him in the face again.
KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK
After an extended wait, he hears footsteps nearing the door and the doorknob turns before being pulled open to reveal Tobio. He was as gorgeous as ever standing there shirtless, his jeans loosely hanging from his thin hips, his hair messy and in disarray…Hinata felt breathless.“Hinata?” He says in disbelief.“Uh—yeah. H-hi, Kageyama. Um--”“What happened to your face?!”Hinata touches his cold fingertips to the warm, sensitive skin of his cheek.“Oh, I got hit with a volleyball. I have something important to tell you.”Hinata shifts his weight on his feet and Kageyama’s brows furrow.“I…I’m sorry. I should have texted you or something. I just…I thought of you and- now I’m here. Um. Can we talk?”Kageyama scoffs and shakes his head while running his hand through his hair. “This really isn’t a good time. Why- of all days- did you have to show up today?”Hinata is confused. What does he mean by that? His question is answered immediately when he hears a high-pitched, nasally voice call from inside his place.“Tobiooo~~ Come back here already!”Kageyama looks back over his shoulder and that’s when Hinata sees it all; the scratch marks on his neck, the light sheen of sweat on his body, the hastily dressed jeans with no waistband of his briefs peeking over the hem because he isn’t wearing any.“O-oh! Shit. I-I’m s-s-s-sorry!”Kageyama looks back at him wide-eyed and panicked as Hinata backs away.“No! Don’t go!” He reaches out for him and Hinata throws himself backward until he hits the concrete half-wall that keeps him from tumbling off the edge, though right now he wouldn’t mind if it happened to give way. Since it doesn’t, he dashes for the stairs. Tears are welling up in his eyes and his heart is breaking in two.
Don’t cry! Don’t fucking cry!
Of course, Kageyama moved on. Hinata was just a hook-up. Nothing more. What did he expect in coming here? That Kageyama would welcome him back, maybe yell at him and call him a dumbass, but otherwise take him back and agree to a relationship?
Stupid! You’re so fucking stupid!
His ears are ringing with white noise, he doesn’t hear anything around him except for the loud SLAP of his shoes hitting the concrete when he skips steps to try and escape.But Kageyama is faster. His bruising grip on his arm stops him and he is thrown against the nearest wall; his body presses against him, a muscular forearm across his chest to pin him down with the other against the wall next to his head. Hinata is struggling to breathe. He thinks it’s from rushing down the stairs, but a stuttering sob escapes his mouth and he realizes he’s been crying. He doesn’t dare look at Kageyama.“What the hell is your problem?” He asks in a low, growling voice. “First you ghost on me. I don’t hear from you in a month. Then you show up at my door wanting to talk? Who the hell does that?”Hinata keeps his eyes down to the ground when he speaks.“I’m s-sorry…I don’t know what I was thinking. I just…I-“ he inhales a shaky breath, “I missed you.”Finally, he glances up at him. He doesn’t care that he’s shirtless, or that his jeans are nearly falling off his hips; all he sees are his dark blue eyes staring down at him and the wet sheen of spit on his light pink lips.“You…missed me?”Hinata swallows hard and nods. Kageyama’s face softens for a second, then crinkles up in annoyance again.“Then why did you ghost on me?!”His arm presses down firmly on his chest as if he’s worried Hinata will run again. Then, the knot that’s been tightly wound in his stomach this whole month comes undone.“Because I love you!”They both gasp in unison. He wasn’t supposed to say “love”, he meant to say “like”! His gastric juices are bubbling up inside as a sudden wave of nausea hits him.“You fucking dumbass. That doesn’t make sense! Who ghosts on a person they love?! If you had stuck around then you would have realized that I love you, too!”There’s that word again, but Kageyama says it so casually Hinata doesn’t even have time to process what’s just happened, so when the pressure from his arm leaves his chest and he’s cupping his face with both hands while moving in for their first real kiss, Hinata just about collapses on the spot.The ringing in his ears is fading. His body is starting to feel again, slowly comprehending the familiar taste of Kageyama’s lips against his own; his muscle memory fills in the blanks and moves their lips together like lovebirds seeing each other for the first time in months, completely in sync as if no time has passed. When Kageyama pulls away, all anger in his expression has melted away.“So? What do you have to say for yourself?”Hinata’s mind is still working at a fraction of its regular speed.“…your hands are cold.”Kageyama frowns, then shakes his head in disbelief as he scoffs.“No, your face is warm.”With a smile, he pushes against Hinata with his body and kisses him again and again.“I’m never letting you go. Not again.”Finally, Hinata smiles and wraps his arms around his lover to hold him tight before he floats away on his new-found high.“And I’ll never leave you again.”For a moment, they remain still holding each other. The sound of light rain picks up in the background and the cool air surrounding them causes puffs of steam to escape their mouths with each slow, blissful breath. The sudden DING from Kageyama’s phone breaks the peace and he pulls away to check his phone; his smile falls instantly.“Come, let’s go upstairs.” He extends his hand out for Hinata to grab.“But your, uh…friend is there, isn’t he?”“Yeah. I’ll take care of him, don’t worry.”Together, they walk up the concrete steps to his apartment where Hinata waits outside while Kageyama deals with his guest. It is in this moment as he leans against the cold stone wall and feels his skin prickling with goosebumps that he reflects on the situation. He loves Kageyama, and Kageyama loves him. Someone he met only a month ago who was so brash and so…unrefined, yet managed to capture every bit of Hinata’s heart. He thought of what the future held for them – more volleyball, more time spent together arguing and betting, more of trying to one-up each other, more of that amazing sex Hinata didn’t even know existed until he met him.For the first time in months, he felt happy.“Ugh!”He breaks from his trance to see the other male coming out from the apartment; when he spots Hinata, his face scrunches together in clear anger and suddenly Hinata feels very, very small. He doesn’t say anything, he just looks him up and down, studying him – no – comparing him to himself as if deciding if Hinata was any better than he.He scoffs and turns away to rush down the stairs, hands in his jacket pockets, and out of Hinata’s sight. He wonders what conclusion he came to in that moment.“Shouyou.”Hinata perks up and the man is gone from his mind as Kageyama comes into view.“Is everything okay?”“Yeah, he’ll be fine. He just likes to be dramatic.”Kageyama gently tugs on Hinata’s hand and pulls him inside before shutting the door behind them. With one hand on the wall for balance, Hinata works at untying his high tops.“Nope, no time for that.”He is spun around and pressed against the wall by Kageyama’s hands on his shoulders before he inches closer, so his hips are pinned against his. They were kissing just moments ago, but now Hinata feels a dizzying sensation in his brain when Kageyama softly nuzzles against his ear with his nose and lets his tongue dart out to lick the outer edge of his earlobe.“A-aahh…Tobio…” Hinata sighs and Kageyama groans from the sound of his name. Hinata can feel his cock hardening against him through his jeans.“Every. Fucking. Day. I have been touching myself thinking about you.” Hinata shivers from the spike in arousal. “And now I have you here…this must be a dream.”Hinata swallows hard and lets his fingertips slide up the back of Kageyama’s toned arms before clamping down on his flexing tricep. He looks Kageyama straight in his blue eyes before speaking.“This isn’t a dream. You can have any part of me you like.”Kageyama’s hands go for his bright hair and tug hard as he tries to regain control, causing Hinata to moan ever so slightly. “Haah!”Their lips barely graze each other as Kageyama teases the touch with a smirk.“Tell me how you want it.”
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His mouth speaks before his brain can think.“Take me, Tobio. Make me yours.”There is a half-second pause that feels like a lifetime; Kageyama smirked with a fire igniting in his eyes and Hinata prepared himself to receive whatever kind of raw, primal sex he had just signed up for. When Kageyama dives forward to bite and suck at his neck, Hinata willingly makes room for him. Due to their height difference, Kageyama’s crotch met with Hinata’s waist, meaning when he rubbed against him Hinata could feel his hard, erect cock pressing against his stomach. With every thrust upward into him, Hinata was lifted until just his toes were on the ground, then dropped back.“Hngh! T-Tobio! You’re so hard!”He didn’t answer; rather, he growled lowly in Hinata’s ear and quickly unzipped his jeans to let them collapse onto the ground.“On your knees.”Hinata gulped and obeyed with a silent nod, lowering onto his knees between the tight space between the wall and his lover until his flushed dick was in his face. The sweaty musk that emanated from his groin left Hinata light-headed and, oddly enough, thirsty.“Suck it.”Without thinking, Hinata leaned forward and pressed his tongue to the meaty shaft. A hot sigh left the back of his throat upon contact – he had been dying for this moment for so long and now he could greedily indulge all he wanted without the guilt.But, just like a strike of lightning hitting too close to home, Kageyama’s recent lover jumped to the front of his mind and he recoiled from him.“Tobio. With that, um, other guy. Were you…did you use protection?” He looked up at Kageyama like a hurt puppy, dreading his answer.Kageyama’s upper lip twitched into a curl, his fingers quickly gripping Hinata’s hair to force his head back into the wall with a soft THUMP.“You think I would raw some fucker and make you suck me clean? Just how badly do you think of me?”Hinata was shocked by the sudden dominance, yet even more shocked by how quickly he submitted.“I’m sorry! I just wanted to make sure!”Kageyama scoffed and released his hair. He was so angry, Hinata could feel his heart beating from the fear he felt; so then why was he so turned on all the same? His dick was harder than it ever had been in the past, like he enjoyed being spoken to this way.“Are you going to suck me off like a proper boyfriend? Or do I have to show you how to do that, too?”Ah, there was that jab Hinata needed. It was sharp like a whittled stick and his mind completely ignored the drop of the word ‘boyfriend’. He adjusted his stance on his knees and went for his cock again, this time with none of the slow, deliberate movements from before as he was determined to show Kageyama what he was capable of. His fingers gripped his cock firmly, keeping the damned thing in position as he opened his wet mouth and slipped most of it inside until it hit the back of his throat.“Haahhh…mmm.”His moan was music to his ears and all the motivation he needed to keep going. He kept his lips loose at first as he worked his cock, leaving a trail of slobber behind until it was sufficiently wet enough for him to tighten up and increase his speed. Kageyama’s hands wove into his hair, gently at first, then each gripping handfuls and tugging just enough to cause pain in his scalp. Hinata’s brows furrowed and he glared up at the man, though his ferocity didn’t do much with a mouth full of dick.“You are so cute when you’re mad. It just makes me want to fuck you more.”Kageyama took over soon after, keeping with the pace Hinata set as he forced him back and forth over his length. Hinata allowed it and his hands rested on the man’s thighs for balance. It wasn’t long before Kageyama sped things up and Hinata could now taste the familiar, tangy-sour taste of his pre-cum on his tongue.“Ngh – Shouyou – fuck. Your mouth – so hot. Fuck!”He isn’t going rough or deep, much to Hinata’s approval; but the way he is using his mouth like a well-used cocksleeve has him feeling dirty…and he loves it. He swallows down every bit of cum he gives him, uses his tongue to massage his length wherever it can reach, and unknowingly digs his short fingernails into his muscular thighs as if begging him to use him to his delight. Just as Hinata is getting into the rhythm of things, Kageyama pulls him off completely and steps back.“Turn around. Now!”He is confused at first but obeys and spins around on his knees then leans forward with his palms flat on the wall.“Like this?”Kageyama clicks his tongue and steps forward to lift Hinata up onto his feet by his underarms. Hinata yelps when he is lifted so easily.“I did what you asked!”“Shut up.”His pants are roughly undone and drop to his feet; Hinata starts lifting his shirt up to remove it but is stopped by Kageyama’s hands on his cold waist and hot breath on his neck.“You have no fucking idea how much I’ve missed you.”Hinata is about to say something back, but then a hard, fleshy cock shoves its way between his thighs and he gasps.“Ngh. Shouyou.”He is held impossibly close, arms squeezing with each slow penetration of his thighs; he has never done something like this, yet his body automatically adjusts itself to fit against the groove of Kageyama’s body, increasing the surface area of skin-on-skin contact that brings an indescribable comfort to Hinata. His palms remain on the wall for balance, but it gets harder to maintain as the thrusts grow in desperation and strength, proven by the slimy trail of pre-cum that slicks his thighs.“T-Tobio.” He whines but receives only a low grunt in response.“Can I go raw?”Hinata is slow to react. Raw? What does he mean? Oh, right.“Um…I…don’t know.”“I promise I’m clean. And I trust that you’re clean, too.”“I-I know, but—I can’t think right now.”“Okay. That’s okay.” He says between kisses on his neck and shoulder. Is he disappointed? He doesn’t seem like it.Kageyama peels away from him and fetches the usual items from the shoebox at his bedside. Within seconds, he has his fingers lubed up and is inserting one right to his knuckle. “Ohh…mm!”Now THAT is a feeling he has missed. The feel of a warm body next to his, the sharp sting of penetration, the sound of another enjoying the view and feel of his body – this is what he loves most about sex. After a few thrusts into Hinata’s willing body, he can feel himself loosening up easily and another finger is squeezed in; Kageyama remains glued to him, constantly kissing or nipping his skin and pressing his palm into his lower abdomen for comfort. Hinata can feel he is getting needy, too, judging by the way his cock is dripping onto the floor and smearing onto his skin every time Kageyama tries to provide friction to the poor thing. Thankfully, it isn’t long until they both feel he’s justly prepared and Kageyama quickly rolls the condom onto his shaft before lining up with his lover’s entrance. Hinata adjusts his body by bending over low, hands flat on the wall, and back arched so his ass sticks out and shows off his asshole lewdly for him. Hinata is restless with anticipation and drums his fingertips against the wall.“Hurry!”He has one hand on his shoulder as Kageyama leans over him, the other guiding his cock to stay on target and he presses forward, grunting at first when the head makes contact and then breaking into a groan as he slides further inside him.“Oh fuck – Shouyou!”“Haahh – mmm yes, Tobio! O-hh how I’ve missed you!”He shakes his ass side-to-side, egging him on further and Kageyama takes the bait, watching as every last inch of him disappears inside the man. He gives Hinata a moment’s rest once he is inside; Hinata is having none of it though and shows his impatience by puling his ass back over his length before pushing back to fuck himself with his cock.“You are so fucking needy.”Kageyama growls and yanks Hinata’s head back by his hair to show he is the one in control.“Can’t you wait even one second?”What should have hurt only brought him immense pleasure and he sighs happily from the sting on his scalp. He shakes his head idly to answer him.“Fine, since you want it so fucking bad.”With one hand in his hair and the other on his shoulder, Kageyama starts to fuck him at a raw and brutal pace.
PAP, PAP, PAP, PAP
Their skin slaps together on impact and like a metronome, Hinata is hypnotised by the sound. He closes his eyes to listen to it, his mouth hanging open as a waterfall of lustful moans fall from his lips.“Yes, yes, yes! Fuck me! Yes! Tobio! Oh—god! Yes!”He can hear Kageyama grunting behind him and it only turns him on more; with every thrust, his own cock bounces wildly until it’s bouncing off his stomach, sending his pre-cum flying along the wall and floor.“How’s that, huh?! Tell me!”“It’s—good! So—ah! – good! Fuck!”“That’s right, baby. You love how I fuck you. You just had to come crawling back for more!”“YES! I LOVE IT! Don’t stop!”But just then, he does stop. He pulls Hinata from the wall and guides him down to the ground while kneeling with him, somehow getting him into doggy-style without his cock falling out. Hinata’s cheek now rests on the hardwood floor and Kageyama kneels closely behind him, his hands on his small hips, and continues to fuck him. Only now he has more leverage to go harder than before.
SMACK. SMACK. SMACK.
“Oof! Mm! Haah! Oh—fuck!”His slow yet hard thrusts rub against Hinata’s prostate and he just about loses his sanity from the intense pleasure he feels. His cock is now throbbing horribly, and he strokes it at speed he wasn’t even aware he was capable of.“Are you going to cum for me?” Kageyama asks and Hinata mindlessly nods against the floor.“Me, too. I’m going to cum so hard! Are you ready for it?!”“Yes! I want it! Cum inside me!”They both ignore the fact Kageyama is wearing a condom and lose themselves in heat of the moment. Kageyama is grinding his teeth as he fucks harder, faster, giving Hinata everything he has while also making sure he is feeling good enough to cum with him. Hinata’s whiney cries of pleasure give him the assurance he needs, and he drives his cock into his small frame over-and-over until finally, his release hits him like a tidal wave.“Fuck, fuck! Shouyou! Cumming!”“Tobio! M-me – too! Ahhh!”Hinata cums hard onto the floor below and Kageyama follows closely behind, his hips stuttering with his orgasm as he milks his cock dry with Hinata’s tight asshole. By the end of it, Kageyama is quivering. His thighs are shaking uncontrollably and his body is slick with a layer of sweat that beads on his brow and down his back; in all his time being single and having sex with random guys, he can say this is singlehandedly the greatest sex he has ever had. As for Hinata, his mind has gone blank. He knows there is a mess on the floor that is going to be impossible to clean once the cum seeps into the cracks of the hardwood, and he knows he needs another shower, but he can’t bring himself to move no matter how many times he tells himself he NEEDS to move.“Shouyou? Are you okay?”He groans in response.“Is that a yes or a no?”Another groan, only this time more annoyed. Now who’s the noisy one?“I’m gonna pull out. Brace yourself.”Hinata waits patiently as Kageyama gingerly slips his sensitive dick out from him and deals with the used condom. It’s all loose and flimsy, much like how Hinata feels right now and he happily rolls sideways onto the floor. The cool floor feels therapeutic on his reddened cheek, easing his eyes close as he settles to sleep right there.
I wonder when he last swept. Does he even own a broom? Maybe not.
Soon, Kageyama is at his side, cleaning up the cum from the floor before crouching down low to caress his face.“Do you want to go to bed?”“Nuh-uh. I’m comfy right here.”He doesn’t see the soft smile on Kageyama’s face when he brushes his orange hair from his forehead. He disappears for a second and returns with a pillow that he slips under Hinata’s head, followed by a thin blanket that he first covers him with before snuggling underneath and pulling Hinata close to his warm body.
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Hinata ponders for a moment, then an idea comes to mind.“Get on the bed. I want to ride you.”Kageyama’s eyes go wide as Hinata smiles sheepishly, then he huffs a laugh and kisses him before following his command. Kageyama happily plops himself onto the bed with his pillow behind his head against the wall. Hinata strips himself of his clothing, throwing everything aside before climbing into his lap; when Kageyama lifts his hands to grip Hinata’s waist, he slaps them away.“No touching! Not until I say so.”“That’s dumb!”“I don’t care, it’s the rules.”Kageyama clicks his tongue in annoyance but obeys the new rules and crosses his arms over his chest as if physically restraining his hands. Satisfied, Hinata gets to work on his loose jeans that were mostly undone to begin with and whips his dick out.“It’s been so long…” Hinata says while stroking Kageyama’s cock, getting a feel for it all over again like it was their first time together.“It’s missed you, y’know.”“Oh? You say that like you didn’t just have someone else in here.”“Yeah, but he isn’t you.”Hinata wasn’t ready for such a whopper of a response and he shuts his mouth tight, his cheeks burning with embarrassment.“Tobio…”“It’s true. I missed you, Shouyou.”“I…I missed you, too.”Hinata leans forward to kiss Kageyama again, only much slower this time. His chest explodes into a flurry of warm butterflies – he felt happy. When the moment is over and Hinata could resume his sultry activity, he reached for the shoebox of goodies by the bed to fetch the usual supplies. He passes the condom to Kageyama and coats his fingers in lubrication before sitting up on his knees and reaching back to stretch himself.“Wait. I want to watch.” Kageyama says suddenly.“But you are watching?”“No. Turn around. I want to see every detail.”“W-what! Don’t be embarrassing!” His face feels even hotter now.“It’s not embarrassing! Let me watch. Please?”Now it’s Hinata who clicks his tongue and he hesitantly gives in; how the hell is he supposed to say no to such a kind request? He turns himself around and leans over so one hand is on the bed, the other still reaching back and prodding his hole.“C-can you see?”“Mhm, this is perfect.”He still cannot believe he is exposing himself like this, but if it’s for Kageyama then it’s a bit more bearable. But only a bit. His lone index finger breaks past his entrance and delves deep inside him. Hinata sighs and feels around inside himself, looking for his prostate that somehow manages to elude him every time he plays with his ass. He must remember Kageyama is now watching him though, so he slowly slides his finger in-and-out while rolling his hips to match the pace. “Haah…mmm…”“You look amazing, Shouyou.” Kageyama whispers, then immediately breaks the rules by slapping his ass and gripping it firmly.“A-ah! No touching I said!”He is ignored entirely and now Kageyama is using both hands to spread his cheeks wide open.“Put another finger in.”“Stop ordering me around!”“Come on, do it please?”“Ugh!”There’s that please again! Hinata is annoyed but not exactly turned off. He slides another finger inside himself and starts to scissor his hole open, much to Kageyama’s awe.“I can see right inside you.”“I don’t need a narration!”“But it’s so fucking hot. Give me some lube.”Hinata’s hands are a bit busy so he looks to the lube on the bed and nods in its direction. Kageyama is quick to lube up one of his fingers and, like a curious little boy, shoves his finger inside without the slightest hesitancy.“Ah! Tobio—there’s so much inside!”“Yeah, but we both know you can take more.”More embarrassing words! This guy just doesn’t know when to quit, and now his finger is probing around inside him right beside his own fingers. This is not how Hinata planned for this to go!“Enough!”He sits up rather abruptly, forcing everything out of him and turns around in Kageyama’s lap to grab his wrists and pin them above his head.“I said no touching!”There’s a brief second where Kageyama is stunned before his shock evaporates into a teasing smirk.“What are you going to do, Shou—you--?” The way he drags his name out rubs Hinata the wrong way. “If you let me go, I’ll start touching you again, but you still have to get my dick inside you.”Oh.Shit.He’s right.Hinata peered down between them to see his erection pointing up towards his abdomen, already with the condom on as if teasing Hinata somehow. He looked around for something to tie Kageyama’s hands together, but there was nothing and he couldn’t risk letting him go to search for something; he needed a hand to hold his dick still!Or...did he?If his cock was hard enough, there was a possibility Hinata could just slip right onto him. It probably wouldn’t work, but he may as well try. While maintaining strong eye contact with his snarky lover, Hinata maneuvered his hips to lift his cock upright with his ass, then uses the cleft to guide his cock into place. Kageyama is smiling all the while, amused by Hinata’s efforts; whether Hinata can get it in or not, Kageyama would still be burying it inside his boyfriend, so he was a winner either way.Of course, Hinata was oblivious to this as he was focused on lining up his entrance with the hard cock that seemed to have a life of its own whenever it slipped and slid out of place. When he felt the damned thing press against his hole, he was all-too-quick to force his body down onto it. Kageyama groaned and let his eyes go cross while Hinata gasped from the pain. Yet, he persevered, sliding himself down, down, down until he felt his ass hit Kageyama’s thighs.The pain was nothing compared to the delectable fullness he felt inside his belly. When he rolled his hips in wide circles, he could feel every inch of his insides being rubbed, some more than others where the head dug in.“Oh—fuck. Grind that cock, baby.”Hinata’s eyes were closed and he kept a tight grip on the wrists in his hands as he ground back-and-forth aggressively, yet slow. It was such a strange feeling to have something foreign penetrating his body so deeply; it should hurt, but all he felt was pleasure that caused beads of sweat to form down his spine just as pre-cum beaded at the tip of his erection.“Tobio.” He whined and Kageyama lovingly moaned his name in response.When Hinata tired of grinding, he adjusted his knees and leaned forward, rising off his cock until just the head remained. Slowly, he leaned back, his body engulfing every inch all over again. By now, some of the lube had dried and there was the perfect amount of friction that had Hinata quaking.“Haah – nngh!”He rocked back-and-forth, slowly at first until he got the rhythm down and gradually increased the speed as he gained momentum from the rocking. His hands on Kageyama’s wrists provided the leverage he needed to rock even faster. His confidence was soaring. He wondered what kind of pathetic face Kageyama was making, now that Hinata had all the control and was stroking his cock like a god damned pro. Kageyama’s usual hard expression had completely melted away; his brows arched down, his eyes wide and showing the true beauty of his eyes that were the colour of the deep blue sea. His lips, normally kept in a tight line, matched the pink flush of his cheeks and were parted. The corners seemed to curve downward, making his expression somber. “What’s the matter, Tobio?~ Don’t like losing control?”He shook his head and Hinata paused his rocking to lean forward and whisper in his ear.“Too bad.”Then suddenly, he slams his hips down with a loud CLAP on impact, making them both moan in shock. The head of Kageyama’s hard shaft practically grinds against his prostate, making his eyes cross now as he bites his lip to focus on riding him. His slender hips easily work out how high they need to rise before his dick pops out and what angle to slam down so he doesn’t accidentally break his dick in the process. “Fuck! Fuck! Ngh!!”
CLAP, CLAP, CLAP
The sound is deafening in their ears and Hinata wonders if the neighbours can hear. Can they hear him moan? Their panting breaths? At the very least, he knows they can hear them call for each other by name.Good. He thinks. I want them to know who’s making him feel good.Kageyama is clenching his whole jaw by now and flexing his lean arms and torso to try and break free from Hinata’s grip, but the smaller man is holding so tight his knuckles are almost white – there’s no way he’s letting go now.“Shouyou! Slow down! I’m – cumming!”“Yes! Do it! Cum for me!”“Hah! Hah! Ngh…GAH!”He throws his head back against the pillow and Hinata slams down a final time; as his cock throbs inside him, dumping his seed into the thin condom, Hinata releases his hands so he can jerk his neglected cock. “Hunh…anh….Tobio…Tobio, I’m close…” he mumbles. Kageyama grips his hips, his fingers clenching whenever Hinata’s ass squeezes around his now sensitive cock and watches him come undone above him; his orgasm isn’t nearly as theatrical. When all is done and Hinata groggily opens his eyes to stare at his boyfriend, he sees his ejaculate shot far over Kageyama’s shoulder onto the pillow, trailing down with some droplets on his face before coming to a pathetic puddle on his abdomen. The two of them are well spent and smile lazily as they take in the sight before them and come down from their high. At some point they separate, each taking on a task to clean the other up before settling onto the twin bed to snuggle. Their foreheads press together, mixing their sweat, and their limbs somehow entangle themselves comfortably.“Hey, Tobio?” Hinata whispers, though he isn’t sure why he is whispering. Maybe so as not to disturb the quiet of the moment.“Yeah?”“Did you mean it? When you said you love me?”“Of course, dumbass. I don’t say that shit to just anyone.”A new kind of warmth has Hinata blushing this time and he nuzzles against his lover.“I love you, too.”
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The air around them is cold enough to cause goosebumps, but the warmth in Hinata’s chest seems to have blossomed out to every corner in his body.“So? What do you have to say for yourself?”Hinata’s mind is still working at a fraction of its regular speed.“…your hands are cold.”Kageyama frowns, then shakes his head in disbelief as he scoffs.“No, your face is warm.”With a smile, he pushes against Hinata with his body and kisses him again and again.“I’m never letting you go. Not again.”Finally, Hinata smiles and wraps his arms around his lover to hold him tight before he floats away on his new-found high.“And I’ll never leave you again.”For a moment, they remain still holding each other. The sound of light rain picks up in the background and the cool air surrounding them causes puffs of steam to escape their mouths with each slow, blissful breath. His hands reach for Kageyama’s bare hips and his lover nearly moans.“How are you so warm?”Hinata shrugs. “’Dunno,” and smiles wide when he runs his palms up Kageyama’s back. Kageyama hums happily, watching Hinata who has turned his hands downward and smooths over his back; when his fingers hit his jeans, Hinata bites his lip and slips his hands over his cold ass. Kageyama’s mouth parts, but he is silent. Hinata gently kneads and gropes at his pathetically flat ass and does his best to hold back a snort when he realizes he probably has a bigger butt than him. Then, unexpectedly, Kageyama grabs hold of his wrist and guides his hand to the front, pushing his palm against the rock-hard tent in his jeans.“Tobio!”“What? You’re surprised? This is what happens when you tease me. Take responsibility.”Hinata can only laugh, but Kageyama isn’t playing games. He grabs Hinata by his chin with his fingers and thumb on his cheeks to squeeze and hold him in place. He leans in and kisses him hard, his tongue diving in immediately to overtake his mouth. Hinata moans into the kiss and allows himself to be held in place. After mere seconds of intense kissing and rubbing at his erection over his jeans, Hinata gives in and exposes his cock to the cold outside only to wrap the long shaft with his delicate fingers and palm.Kageyama kicks his hips up in response. His hand retorts with a firm squeeze every tenth stroke or so while keeping his strokes light and quick. It isn’t long before he can swipe a proper amount of pre-cum over the head and he smiles.“Take off your pants.” Kageyama says and pulls his cock completely out before taking a seat on the top step and extending his legs out to rest on the lower ones.Hinata is peeling his skinny jeans off and appears calm on the outside, but inside his mind is running in circles.
This is insane! We are OUT. SIDE. It’s fucking cold! What if someone comes? What if some poor old woman is coming back from visiting her newborn granddaughter, sees us, and has a heart attack?! I’d never forgive myself! ABORT! ABORT!
Hinata straddles Kageyama’s thighs, his legs spread wide open and two fingers spreading his asshole for him while Kageyama spits into his palm and rubs it over his cock.
THIS IS CRAZY! What is this?? A hentai?!
Gently, Hinata lowers himself down onto the man’s erection, his eyes immediately crossing when he is penetrated and stretched open.
Ohhh….fuck that’s good.
Kageyama helps seat him all the way down, making sure to take his time while also hurrying before they get caught. When he’s inside completely, he grinds into his hole a few times as warm up. He pulls Hinata close to him, directs one hand to grip the back of his head so he can kiss Hinata as he fucks him, keeping his own hands on his hips so he can properly control the smaller man and keep from slipping out.“Ah—Tobio—holy shit!”“Mmm yeah baby, you just bounce on my cock and I’ll do the rest.”“Yes! Yes!”Hinata does so happily and he swears he can feel him going deeper each time. When he gets a bit more comfortable with the position, he throws in some new movements like swiveling his hips or bucking them forward with each down beat. Kageyama grunts each time, his eyebrows furrowing and mouth dropping open sometimes when it feels especially good; he seems to like it. This bolsters Hinata’s confidence and he works even harder at it until Kageyama loses control and gives in to him entirely.“Shouyou – I-I’m gonna cum. Holy fuck. You’re gonna make me cum!”His thighs are burning by now, but he must keep going. He has never had such control before and now that he has it, he can’t possibly let it slip away from some minor muscle exhaustion! He pulls away to rest his hands on Kageyama’s knees and in turn, Kageyama lays flat on the concrete with his head held up so he can watch him work. With more leverage and some weight taken off his thighs, Hinata can properly ride his cock; he does a couple of slow thrusts to get a feel for the very edge of his cock and when he feels he has it, he throws his hips down hard. They pull up again to the very tip and slam down to the bottom, gradually picking up speed until his ass is now properly bouncing up-and-down the hard, flushed shaft.“Yeah baby, get that fucking dick.”Hinata can feel his dick molding his insides into its shape, turning his body into a proper cocksleeve while he squeezes around him tightly with his hole.“Here it comes. Oh fuck—Shouyou, I’m—NGH!”Kageyama grips him hard and forces him down for a final time. Hinata can feel his dick pulsating inside him, even feels the sac of his balls against his taint every time they clench to pump more cum into him. Feeling his own orgasm close already, Hinata jerks his cock light and fast, twitching and gasping from how sensitive he is until shooting his cum all over the steps in front of him. They’re both left breathless and sweaty. The cool air is now a blessing as it kisses their skin, the heavy rain providing a sound similar to white noise and making Hinata feel sleepy almost instantly. “Shouyou…get up. Watch it though.”Hinata nods lazily and begins the slow rise off his dick. Remarkably, his cock is still standing, though lacking the incredible vigour from before. He feels the gooey, wet sensation of cum spill out of his ass and down the back of his thighs.“Eww.” He says, his face twisting disgustedly.Wait. Kageyama just came inside him. They had sex bare. He was just fucking someone else. Oh…oh shit.“Uh…Kageyama?” Hinata’s voice is shaky and quiet. “W-we just had bare sex.”Kageyama is standing now and pulling his pants up. “Yeah? So?”“Well…are you…y’know…”“Are you asking if I’m clean?”Hinata nods.“Yes, idiot. Of course, I’m clean. I wouldn’t have fucked you otherwise.” He tosses his pants to him and Hinata catches them with one hand.“Okay, but…are you sure? Like, absolutely, positively sure?!”Kageyama’s just about fed up and sighs into the air above.“Yes. But if you’re that worried, I’ll go get tested on Monday, okay?”The heavy weight of paranoia instantly lifts off his chest, his expression relaxing within seconds.“Okay. Thanks.”Just as he’s about done putting on his pants, a set of footsteps echo off the concrete; Hinata looks down the steps with panic, but Kageyama doesn’t seem to care since they are both dressed by now. Sure enough, a petite, hunched-over old woman rounds the corner with a cane in her hand and a small purse hanging off that same arm.“Oh! Hello boys. Please excuse me.”She has a genuine, sweet smile that fades a little when she catches Kageyama’s shirtless body.“My goodness! You will catch a cold that way if you don’t dress for the weather.”Kageyama shrugs and the boys part ways for her, smiling politely and bowing to her as she continues up the steps. Then they look to each other and break out into amused laughter.“Hilarious, is it?”They both whip their heads up to see Kageyama’s date staring down at them, his chin resting on his crossed arms on the half-wall railing of the steps.“Shit—Oikawa-san.”“Don’t even bother. I get it.” He says annoyedly.He starts his walk down the steps, stopping once in front of Hinata to eye him up-and-down. His nose wrinkles and he tilts his head upward with a huff before walking away with both hands in his jacket pockets.“Don’t worry about him. He likes to be dramatic. C’mon, it’s cold.”Kageyama leads them both upstairs when Hinata notices something on the wall as they pass: a white streak of what looks to be cum stuck to the side of the wall.
Huh. Guess we aren’t the first people to have sex on these steps.
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The following weeks seem to slip by like a dream. Hinata was doing exceptionally better at school, so well, in fact, he was even helping Kageyama with some of his work. They spent nearly every night and day with each other when work wasn’t keeping them apart. Hinata would spend a few days at his place, then he spent a few at Hinata’s (though it took some convincing on his part for his roommate to agree). They were so set into a routine it was like they had been dating for months, so it only made sense they moved in together.“The bed is made?” Hinata asks while taking another two boxes towards the door of his dorm.“Yup.”“And the window is clean?”“Yes.”“Oh! What about that old spaghetti stain in the kitchen?”“Ye—s. Oh my god, it’s clean!”“Okay! I just want to make sure! My roommate has been really good to me!”The community volleyball teams were heating up, too, and they started getting a lot of attention. First some articles in the district’s paper, then local media coverage, but nothing ever beyond that. Their team was good, but nothing near college-level good. Still, the stands were much fuller now and the teams always had a handful of fans cheering them on each week. Hinata even noticed a couple of familiar faces from the college tournament.Kageyama grabs the last box and Hinata shuts the light off with one hand, keeping the door propped with his foot. He gives the place one last look over, nodding when he’s satisfied and lets the door close so he can lock it, then slips his key under their welcome mat for his roommate to grab later.“We’re done! Are you excited to live together?”Kageyama only hums, rolling his eyes to the sky and twisting his smile.“What is that face for?! You asked me to move!” Hinata angrily elbows him in the side and Kageyama laughs.“Yeah, yeah. I’m excited. Are you?”“YEAH!” Somehow, even with two full boxes in his arms, Hinata has the strength and energy to leap off the ground when he yells.They load up everything into their friend’s car that he so kindly let them borrow for the day, then hop into their seats. As they head out, Hinata starts talking about how he has to commute to college every day now and that Kageyama owes him for his sacrifice. Kageyama immediately shuts it down, instead turning it on Hinata by saying how special he must be for Kageyama to want to share his space with him. It all unfolds into an amicable yelling match, just one of many they are bound to have as their love only grows stronger for each other.And neither of them ever opened Grindr again.…Well, except for the odd threesome they sometimes craved.