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Yoongi slowly climbed the stairs leading to his bedroom clutching his stomach. He had just been on the receiving end of yet another drunken assault by his stepfather. Going into his bedroom he closed the door and went right to the bathroom. A half hour later he emerged feeling slightly less disgusting and changed into his pj's before going over the the closet. He pulled out a small box and went over to his bed. Before opening it he made sure the door was locked before pulling out a small kumamon blanket, a small kumamon stuffie and a pacifier. Wrapping himself in the blanket he popped the pacifier in his mouth and laid down. Clutching the bear to his chest as he cried himself to sleep. When he woke again it was still dark outside but it was also raining. He got up to turn on the light and when they didn't come on he frowned. He went back to his box to find his nightlight but couldn't find it there which only upset him more. He wanted to cry out, to seek shelter in someone else's arms but he knew he didn't have anyone here. Instead he went back over to the bed, grabbed his phone and buried himself under the covers using the light. He covered his ears with his hands to drown out the loud noises coming from outside. He hated storms. Somehow he ended up falling back asleep, awaking by his alarm clock later on. Groaning from the pain he sat up and dug the heels of his hands in his eyes. Looking around he saw that the skies we're still dark and it was ringing slightly. He pulled his pacifier out and put it away along with his stuffie and blanket before going over to the window. His stepfathers car wasn't in the driveway. Which meant it was safe to go down and get something to eat. Unfortunately there was nothing in the fridge but his fathers takeout from the night before and he had learned his lesson weeks ago to not bother anything that belonged to him. Sighing he went back up to his room and began getting ready for school. Fifteen minutes till eight he grabbed his umbrella and began his walk to school. When he got inside he pulled his hood over his head and clutched his umbrella to his chest as he made his way to his first period class. Since he was early as always he headed to the seat in the very back. Pulling out his book he started going over his homework. As the first bell rang students started to fill the glass, someone sat next to him. Looking up he was meet with a orange haired boy. Jimin. Jimin was the only person who he had considered a real friend. "Hi Jimin.""Hey Hyung." Jimin grabbed his book bag. "I got something for you." Going through his bag he pulled out a small brown bag. He sat through bag in front of Yoongi and sat back. "It took me forever to find it."Yoongi eyed him for a second before opening the bag. His eyes grew slightly at what was inside. He quickly shut the bag and looked up. "Oh my god where did you find this?""I couldn't find it at any stores here so I went online. Ten different websites I finally found one. I know how much you wanted one so I got it for you." Jimin says.Yoongi couldn't help but smile. "Thank you Minnie."Jimin smiled. Yoongi only called him Minnie when he was little and he suddenly leans in closer. "Yoongi are you-""I'm not don't worry." Yoongi turned and put the bag in his book bag. Jimin was the only one who knew he was a little and only found out by accident. None the less he didn't treat him any differently because of it."What are you doing after school, do you want to come over for a while." Jimin says hopefully. "My parents won't be home so you can slip without having to worry about anything."Yoogni wanted to take him up on that, he always did whenever Jimin asked but he knew if he wasn't home when his stepfather was it would only end up bad for him. "I can't Jimin, maybe another time."Jimin sighed. "Come on Hyung it'll be good for you. I read somewhere that it's not good to keep your little self locked away like this. Just a few hours, trust me you'll feel better."Yoogni sighed and chewed on his bottom lip. "I'll think about it okay."Jimin nodded and turned back to his seat just as professor SeokJin came in. Yoongi tried not to think about it much but the though of being little with someone he trusted was tempting. He only ever got to be little at night and when he was in the comfort of his own locked bedroom. Opening his book once more he tried not to think about it to much.
OoOoWhen the bell sounded for the end of class Yoongi gathered his stuff and began to leave with Jimin but the teacher stopped him by calling his name."I'll wait outside." Jimin says.Yoongi walked over to the desk. "Yes professor SeokJin?""Is everything okay, you don't look too well." SeokJin asked.Young shrugged. "I'm fine, I just didn't get much sleep last night.""Are you sure?" SeokJin asked and Yoongi nodded so he decided to let it go, for now. "I wanted to talk to you about the field trip at the end of the month. Everyone else has already turned in their permission slip.""Oh um I don't think I'm going to be able to go." Yoongi replied.SeokJin frowned. "This trip is going to be a third of your grade. With you grades you can't afford to miss this. If you like I can talk to your dad and-""No." Yoongi says quickly. "Um I'll talk to him when I get home tonight, no worries.""Okay." SeokJin says.Yoongi smiled and looked towards the door. Jimin was waving him over. "Um I better get going. You really don't have to worry about anything professor SeokJin, everything is fine." With that Yoongi turned on his heels and left the room. Jimin immediately wrapped an arm around his waist. He could feel eyes on them as they walked down the halls, arms linked together. It's not like they were dating or anything. They were just really good friends. He glanced over at Jimin who was lost in his own storytelling and realized how attracted he really was. He didn't have a chance with him. Suddenly Jimin is watching him and he feels his cheeks burn as he looked away."So what did SeokJin-Hyung want with you?"Yoongi shrugged. "He just wanted to see if I was going on the end of the month extra credit trip since I haven't turned in my permission slip yet.""Why not?" Jimin asked."Haven't had the time to ask...he's been busy with work and besides I doubt that he would let me go.""Well maybe if you tell him why you need to go he'll let you." Jimin says."I'll try." He says even though he probably won't."Don't go to the lunchroom today." Jimin says but before Yoongi could say anything else he continued. "Meet me at the auditorium, I got something else I want to show you."Yoongi nodded. Once they got to his second period class their went their seperate ways. Yoongi hated second period more then anything. Well he hated it mainly because of some of his classmates. The class was already half full so he had to sit in the back row with the same kids that tormented him everyday. He tried not to let it bother him but as always he never could. So when second period ended he rushed out and headed to the auditorium instead of the lunchroom. It was empty so he just sat on the stage and pulled out his phone.
Yoongi: Where are you?
Jimin: I'm almost there, I had to stay behind for something. Are you okay?
Yoongi: No
Jimin quickened his pace to the auditorium and found Yoongi sitting on the stage. He ran over to him. "Hey, did something happen?""Something always happens." Yoongi says. His voice low. He starts playing with the string hanging from his phone case.Jimin frowned and held out his hand. "Come with me." He took Yoongi's hand and lead them on the stage and begin the closed curtains. He sat crisscross on the floor and Yoongi sat across from him. Going through his book bag he pulled out his another bag. "I know you don't like the food here so I brought you something."Yoongi sighed. "You didn't have too, I would have been fine.""You never eat and lately you've looked exhausted, I'm worried about you." Jimin says and Yoongi just looked away."I told you that I'm fine. You don't need to worry I just don't sleep as much as I use too. Plus there was a storm out and that only made things worse."Jimin watched as Yoongi slowly ate the food. It was obvious that he was hungry but trying not to show it but Jimin could see right though it. "Hyung you don't have to pretend around me, if you're hungry then eat like you are. No need to feel ashamed.""Shut up I'm not." Yoongi says but started eating normally anyway.Jimin watched him for a while before eating his own food. Once they were done there was about fifteen minutes left before their next class. "So have you given any thought about coming to my place after school?"Yoongi sighed. "Jimin I told you that I can't.""Only for an hour or two." Jimin says. "It'll be a perfect way for you to relax and feel safe for once while in little space."Yoongi tried to think of a way this would work out. If he got home before seven he'd have enough time before he stepfather got off at eight. "Okay fine I'll come over.""Awsome!" Jimin nearly shouts.
OoOoThe rest of the day flew by and before he knew it Yoongi was walking with Jimin to his house. He was nervous but excited since he's only ever been in little space when he's scared. When they got inside Jimin's house the other sat him on the couch."Stay here I'll be right back." Jimin turned on the TV and put it on cartoons before running off to his room. He went to his closet and grabbed a bin. When he got back to the livingroom he found Yoongi emuresed in the TV and smiled. "Kitty is that you?"Yoongi looked away from the TV and saw Jimin. A huge gummy smile broke out on his face as he ran over on him. "Minnie, yoongi missed you."Jimin smiled and hugged him back. "I missed you too and I want to show you something." He knelt down and opened the bin.Yoongi's eyes grew wide at the amount of stuff that was in it. Toys, stuffies and coloring books. Things he never got to do when he was little. "Is this all Yoongi's?""Well who else would it be for silly." Jimin pulled out a coloring book along with a pack of crayons. "Do you want to color with me?"Yoongi nodded excidently, he had no idea how to but he wanted to more than anything. "Can we color the same picture?""Yeah, why don't you pick on and I'll get us some snacks." Jimin went to the kitchen and grabbed a bag of cheese puffs, a juice box and even made a few peanutbutter sandwiches. He and Yoongi spent the next few hours coloring and playing together.It was the most fun little Yoongi has ever had. When his phone are went off little later he frowned. "I wish Yoongi didn't have to go home."Jimin bit his lip, he knew Yoongi had problems in his home but the other always brushed it off. Saying it was nothing and he was fine but Jimin could tell that he wasn't. Jimin could see how Yoongi favorited his waist from time to time. Wincing slightly if he moved around too much. He never talked to Yoongi about his personal life when he was little but now he was desperate. He just wanted his Hyung to be okay. "Hey kitty, can I ask you something serious?" Yoongi nodded. "Do you feel safe when you go home?"Yoongi paused before going back to putting away the crayons. "Not really, Yoongi always feels scared and alone when he's home. But Yoongi always feels safe when he's with you."Jimin smiled. "Are we talking about little you or big you?""Both." Yoongi picked up one of the stuffies and held it up. "Can Yoongi keep this one?""Yeah." Replied Jimin. "Can Minnie ask you another serious question?" Yoongi slowly nodded this time. "Does your stepfather ever hurt you?"Yoongi froze, eyes becoming unreadable as he slowly lifted his head to look at his friend. "Jimin?"'Crap, Yoongi's big now' He thought to himself as he sat back. "I'm sorry Hyung, I just thought-""And I told you there's nothing going on." Yoongi says. "Just drop it okay and don't ask me that stuff when I'm little. It's not going to do anything but upset little me.""Okay I'm sorry, I just worry about you." Jimin says."Well don't be, nothings going on at home." Yoongi's phone went off again. "I gotta get going through." He put the remaining toys back in the bin. As he was leaving the house Jimin walked him to the door. "Thanks for this Jimin, you have no idea how much this helped."Jimin smiled. "Happy to help, I love little Yoongi.""Sometimes I think you love him more then me." Yoongi says pulling on his hoodie."Awe come on Yoongi, you know you'll always be my first love." Jimin says.Yoongi felt his cheeks blush at the confession and turned his head away. "Shut up." He felt himself smiling. He went to open the door but Jimin stopped him by grabbing his arm."Come on I'm serious, just admit that you love me too." Jimin ran his hand up Yoongi's arm. "We both know that you do.""Jimin I've gotta go." Yoongi says softy pushing him away. "I'll call you later okay.""One second." Jimin went over and grabbed the teddy bear and held it out for him.Yoongi took it and shoved it in his bag. "Thanks Jimin.""You're welcome."
OoOoWhen Yoongi got home his was relived not to see his fathers car and when he got inside he immediately began cleaning up. Once he was done he went up to his room and closed the door behind him. Dropping his bag on the bed he pulled out the stuffie and put it in the closet with his other little stuff. Pulling out his phone he sat on the bed and sent a text to Jimin.
Yoongi: Hey, I can still come over tomorrow right?
Jimin: If not I was just going to bug you until you did.
Yoongi: Funny
He then heard the front door opening and closing and he frowned.
Yoongi: Gotta go, see you tomorrow
Jimin: Even though you'll never say it back I love you, sleep well Hyung.
Yoongi smiled as he read over the text again. Jimin really did mean the world to him but he couldn't help but feel guilty. Like he was being a burden to him because of his little. He honestly had no idea why Jimin remained his friend after he found out his secret. Jimin was the closet thing Yoongi had to a caregiver and he didn't want to lose him by becoming intimate with him. So for the sake of his little he pushed his romantic feelings for Jimin deep down even though it was killing him inside. Sitting his phone on the bed and stared at his bedroom door. He could hear shuffling outside the door and prayed that his stepfather wasn't drunk. Soon another door was being heard opening and closing, he let out a breath he didn't know how was holding before laying down on his bed. After striping down into his boxers he grabbed his phone again and called Jimin who as always answered immediately."Hey Hyung, what's up?""Nothing."There was a silence before Jimin continued. "Do you want to pick up where we left off on your story?"Yoongi laid there for a minute. "If you don't mind?""Never." Jimin settled down in his bed before grabbed a book from his nightstand drawer.Kumamon's greatest adventures. He began reading where he left off. Only stopping occasionally when little Yoongi asked him to describe a picture. About five minutes later Yoongi could be heard softly snoring and he smiled. "Goodnight Hyung, I love you."
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The next morning Jimin found himself sitting at the bus stop across the street from Yoongi's house. His hood pulled over to cover his face as to not be noticed by anyone. He peered up when he heard a car start and saw Yoongi's father pulling out of the driveway. When the car disappeared around the corner he waited a few more minutes before getting up and crossing the street. He knocked on the door a few times and stood back. When the door opened he couldn't help but smile at the sight of his Hyung who was dressed in Kumamon pj's. "Morning Hyung." He held up the bag. "I brought you breakfast."Yoongi looked at the bag then back at his friend. "You...you brought me breakfast?""Well you don't eat the schools food and you're always hungry in the morning so I thought you might want this." Yoongi looked around before pulling Jimin inside by his arm. "You shouldn't be here though, if my dad-""I made sure he was gone before I came over." Jimin says. "I don't want a repeat of what happened last time just as much as you do but I'm tried of seeing you worn out and hungry when you come to school. So every morning I'm going to walk you to school and I'm even going to bring you breakfast.""Why?""Because you're my best friend and even though you'll never say it back I love you." Jimin simply says. He couldn't stop the smile the spread across his face when Yoongi stepped forward and wrapped his arms around his waist. "Thank you Jimin."Jimin hugged him back. "You're welcome Hyung, now hurry up and eat so we won't be late."Ten minutes later the two left the house and began their walk to school. The walk was quiet but comfortable. Every now and again their arms brushed together until Jimin finally caved and interlocked their hands together. Yoongi's could feel his face darkening and turned his head away to not be noticed. When they got to school Yoongi expect Jimin to pull away but he kept a hold on his hand all the way to first period. Only letting go when they sat down in the back row......Later that day Yoongi was sitting alone in the auditorium during lunch period on his phone when Jimin made his way over to him. "Hey Hyung, I got us lunch." He hopped on the stage and they sat crisscross facing eachother. They ate in silence before Yoongi spoke up again. "Hey Jimin...why do you like me so much." He kept his head and voice low.Jimin stopped eating. "Why do I like you?"Yoongi nodded. "You're easily one of the hottest guys here and could get whoever you want but you choose to waste your time with me and my problems. You should just stay away from me, not going to do anything but ruin your life as well.""Is that what you want me to do?" Jimin asked. "To go away and never bother you again?""No." Yoongi says. "Truth is, you're the only reason why I haven't ended it all.""What?" Jimin says and Yoongi shrugged. "You think about that?""Sometimes." Yoongi says picking at his food."Yoongi you need to talk to someone about this." "I'm talking to you about it and that's enough for me." Yoongi says. "You're the only person I trust."Jimin shook his head. "What about professor Jin-Hyung?""If I tell him then it's going to involve everyone else and I don't want the whole school to find out." Yoongi says. "Promise me that you won't say anything Jimin."Silence"Hyung I'm can't promise you that." Jimin reached over and grabbed Yoongi's hand as it was going to his mouth. "What of something happens to you. We need to let someone know, someone who can help?""What if I get taken away!" Yoongi got up and walked away from Jimin. "I'll never get to be little again. What if I never get to see Minnie again? I don't want to leave Minnie!"Jimin rushed over and pulled Yoongi into his arms. "You're not going to lose me. I promise that I won't let that happen."Little Yoongi just held Jimin tighrer, afraid that of he let go he'd lose him forever."What's going on in here?" A voice bellows breaking the two of them apart.Little Yoongi tried to stop crying but couldn't stop the tears from coming as he hid behind Jimin."Everything is fine Professor Jin-Hyung, Yoongi and I were just leaving." He walks away to pack up their unfinished lunches.SeokJin turned his attention back to Yoongi who was still sniffling, hands buried in his pocket. To him the teenager seemed different. "Yoongi-ssi are you okay?" Little Yoongi quickly nodded and used the sleeve of his jacket to wipe his face. "Yoongi's okay?"Seokjin was about to say something else but Yoongi turned away and grabbed Jimin's hand when he held it out for him."We gotta get going, can't be late for class." Jimin says quickly before pulling Yoongi along with him. SeokJin just watched them go but something about Yoongi's behavior that was so familiar to him.Jimin put Yoongi's hood on his head and they went to the bathroom on the other side of the school. He grabbed a few paper towels and wet them when they got there. Yoongi was still crying, he was still a little and they still had school to get through. "Kitty I need you to calm down." He placed the wet paper towel on the back of Yoongi's neck. "I know all of this is scary but I need you to be big for me.""Yoongi doesn't want to be big." Yoongi mumbles. "Wanna stay little.""I know but we're still in school and no one can see little Yoongi here." Jimin grabbed Yoongi's face in his hands. "I promise that you can slip when we leave but I need you to be strong now, I need you to be big."Yoongi nodded as he pulled him back into a hug. The bell sounded but he ignored it, Yoongi was his first priority. About five minutes later Yoongi was no longer crying and he was breathing more evenly. "Hyung." He says hestiently."Yeah." He pulled away from Jimin and continued to wipe his face. "Sorry.""Dont apologize." Replied Jimin. "Are you okay now?" Yoongi nodded. "Yeah.""Come on, we better get to class." The younger says."Thank you Jimin."Jimin smiled. "You're welcome Hyung."..........Jimin's house5...6...7...8...9...10 Ready or not here I come!Jimin walked through his home in search for Little Yoongi. After coming up short downstairs he headed upstairs. He went to his bedroom first and immediately spotted a big lump under his sheets. He smiled. "Kitty where are you?" He says walking further into the room. "Lets see is he under the bed? No. Is he in the closet? No. I wonder where he could be." He sat on the bed and laid back on the body under the sheets. "Wait...why is my bed so lumpy?" Turning around he started poking at the lump which earned him a few giggles. "Wait that sounded like my little Kitty. Is my little Kitty under there." He went to lift the covers but Yoongi shot up instead. "Rarrrrrr." He tried to run but he was immediately caught by Jimin and pulled back down. He was then attacked with tickles and kisses from the other. "No...stop...Minnie...Minnie stop." When the attacks finally stop he just stared up at his caregiver. "Minnie found me!""Of course I did, I'm the best at hide and seek." Jimin says sitting up. "Are you hungry or do you want to find me this time?""Yoongi wanna find you!" The little says excitedly jumping up and down on the bed. "Alright but you have to count to ten." Jimin says getting up.Yoongi stopped. "But Yoongi can't count that high.""Well how about you count to five two times and then come and find me okay." Yoongi nodded and sat on the bed before covering his face with his hands. "One...two...three...four...five...one...two...three...four...five. Here I come Minnie!" He hopped off the bed and slowly made his way downstairs. He checked the kitchen first before going to the living room. He looked behind the couch and under the dinner table but didn't find anything. "Minnie!" He decided to go back upstairs. All the other doors were shut so he went to Jimin's room again. "Minnie...are you here!" He looked under the bed and sheets but once again came up empty. He was about to give up when he saw the closet door moving. Smiling he quickly ran over and opened the door. He squealed when Jimin ran out and picked him up. Throwing him over his shoulder and spinning them around. "I found Minnie, I found Minnie!" He yelled when he was dropped on the bed. "Yeah you did." He took in the littles red face. "Come on let's get you some water."He took Jimin's hand as they headed downstairs. "Can Yoongi have cookies too?""Yeah but I'm going to get you some real food first and you have to eat it all if you want them okay." Yoongi nodded and sat at the table. He decided to finish coloring his picture while Jimin made his food. About ten minutes later he was half asleep at the table. Jimin carried him back up to his room and laid him on the bed. Since Yoongi had to leave at six he decided to just let him sleep until then.......Thirty minutes till six he began to wake him up but the older just whined and turned away from him. "Yoongi time to get up." He whispered."Yoongi doesn't want to get up." The little mumbles. "Wanna stay here with Minnie where Yoongi feels safe. Don't like going home...wanna stay."Jimin sighed and ran his fingers through Yoongi's hair. He knew he shouldn't press it farther but he couldn't help it. "Why don't you want to go home?"Half asleep Yoongi shifted. "Daddy hurts Yoongi sometimes. Yoongi doesn't eat and it's scary there.""He hurts you?" Jimin says. "How does he hurt you?""He hits Yoongi and makes Yoongi do stuff Yoongi doesn't want too." Little Yoongi shifted again and sat up on the bed. "Minnie is the only one who makes Yoongi feel safe, wanna stay with Minnie." He crawled over and straddles Jimin's waist. Arms going around his neck as he rests his head on his shoulder. "Please don't make Yoongi go back."Jimin wrapped his arms around Yoongi. "You don't have to go back, you can stay with me.""Promise." "Promise." Jimin didn't know how or what he was going to do but there was no way he was keeping this to himself. He had to tell someone about Yoongi before things become even worse. He had to keep both big Yoongi and little Yoongi safe, he had too......When Jin got home he dropped his keys and briefcase on the table beside the door and removed his jacket. He could hear a voice coming from the kitchen so that's where he went. He found his husband sitting at the table on his laptop, papers scatrered all around him. "Long day?"Namjoon sighed. "You have no idea, the joys of being a college professor." He leans his head back as Jin leans down to press their lips together. "How about you?""Same as always." Jin says sitting across from his him. "Something did happen though, something I haven't been able to stop thinking about.""What's that?""I think one of my students might be a little." Jin says. "I mean I don't know for sure and I wasn't really around him that long to tell for sure. I've had a few sessions with him but he doesn't really talk much. I'm hoping to maybe talk to him some more tomorrow.""Do you think there's something wrong?" Namjoon asked."I'm not going to assume anything." Jin says. "Appa Joonie!" A voice rang out, pulling them from their conversation. Jungkook came running into the kitchen and over to them. "Hi Appa Jinnie I missed you!" He wrapped his arms around Jin's waist before doing the same to Namjoon. "Hey bunny." Namjoon says. "Did you have a fun day?"Jungkook nodded. "Seokie let me finger paint and I spiled it all over my clothes so Seokie let me wear TaeTae's puppy shirt, isn't it cute."Jin laughed. "Oh yeah it's very cute." Jungkook was their adopted so who also happened to be a little. He spent more time in little space then in his regular headspace though. Because of that he couldn't attend public school. Instead they had him be homeschooled. Hoseok has been a long time friend of their and he ran a small school center for Little's and Hybrids. He himself cared for a Hybrid of his own. Taehyung. Taehyung has been in his care for several years now. He first attended public school but when Tae revealed that he felt uncomfortable there Hoseok pulled him out. With the help of Namjoon and Jin he was able to start his own private care center/school, mainly so Tae could feel safe. "Sorry I tried to get him to focus on his school work and actually get some stuff for a chance but he ended up slipping, as usual." Hoseok says joining them in the kitchen, Taehyung right behind him. He set the folder Namjoon gave him on the table and sat down as well."That's okay." Namjoon says taking the folder. "I think being around all those different hybrids and littles make him slip so easily. He's not in little space as much when he's home alone with us." He watched as Jungkook ran off into the direction of his room, pulling the brown and white eared hybrid with him. "I'll work with him a little later."Hoseok nodded and sat back in his chair. "So, what are the plans for the weekend?”"Were going to the beach." Namjoon says. "Give me a break from all these damn term papers." He began putting the papers away. "We'll take the van so we will pick you and Tae up around Twelve."Hoseok nodded. "Sounds like a plan." He looked at his watch. "Better get going, I have to stop by the store to pick up a few things for the house." Just then Jungkook came running back into the kitchen with Tae hot on his heels. They chased each other around the table before Jungkook jumped onto Jin's lap. "Help me Appa, tickle monster is going to get me!" Jungkook yelled trying to keep his feet in the air and away from Tae.Tae just laughed. "We gotta be going Tae." Hoseok says looking down at him.Tae nodded and looked back at the little. "Come on Kookie we gotta clean up the mess we made.""Mess...what mess!" Namjoon started to get up.As soon as his feet touched the floor Jungkook took off running towards his room again. "Tae Tae did it!""Hey no fair." Tae yelled running after him.The three caregivers just laughed.....
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When Yoongi woke up the first thing he noticed was that Jimin was behind him, one arm and one leg thrown over him. The second thing he noticed was that it was dark. Jumping up from the bed he grabbed his phone and his eyes grew. It was almost eight thirty. "Shit." He stumbled out of the bed and started to search for his clothes. He looked back toward find Jimin still asleep, now clutching a pillow. He quickly got dressed and rushed out of the house. When he got to the house he was completely out of breath. His stepfathers car was parked in the driveway. He stared up at the house completely terrified of going inside. After a while he went inside to find the house quiet. The downstairs was dark but he saw a light coming from upstairs. He slowly made his way upstairs and noticed the light was coming from his room. When he stepped into the doorway he found his father digging through his dresser. Tossing everything out onto the floor. "What are you doing in my room?""Did you steal money from me?" He asked still going through the clothes. "No I haven't stolen anything from you." He was clearly drunk as he swayed on his feet. Yoongi was starting to panic more and more because of his little box that was buried under his clothes. "I swear I didn't steal anything from you." "Bullshit." He then uncovered the box and pulled it out. Yanking the top open he stopped. He slowly started to rummage through the items in the box. "What the fuck is all this shit?" Yoongi suddenly wished the floor would swallow him whole. "It's nothing." "A fucking pacifier." His eyes grew dark. "This is the fucking reason your mom left us, because of you and this disgusting habit of yours. I told you to get rid off all this." Yoongi just srunk back, he could feel himself beginning to slip. He was scared. "I'm sorry." He mumbled."Sorry excuse for a son that's what you are." He dropped the box on the ground. "If I find out you stole my money I'm gonna kick you ass." He pushed pass Yoongi but not before spitting out the vile word he's hated since came out. 'Fucking Faggot' Yoongi just stood there, the tears that he held at bay started to freely fall from his face. Going over to his fallen objects he slowly began to picked them up and put them back in the box. His stepfathers words still etched in his head. 'Was his little really the reason his mother left' Wiping his face he placed the top back on the box and sat on the bed. The box still perched on his lap. He wanted to slip so bad but he could still hear his stepfather cursing and yelling downstairs. The last thing he wanted to do was let his little self be hurt so he decided to wait. "Come clean this shit up!"Yoongi flinched at the noise and got up with the box still in his hand. He looked at his destroyed room before shoving his little box under the bed. Slowly making his way downstairs he heard the Tv playing and found his stepfather in front of it. A few empty beer bottles were scattered around on the floor. He carefully picked them up before going to the kitchen. As soon as he rounded the table something sharp pearced the bottom of his food. Causing him to drop the empty bottles. He fell to the ground and craddled his bloody foot in his hand. A huge piece of glass was sticking out of his food. His mind became cloudy as he tried to keep his little at bay. There was so much blood. Gripping the glass by the base he gently pulled the shard out, biting down so hard on his hand that it drew blood. He wanted to slip so bad. He wanted someone to take care of him. He wanted his Minnie. It took him nearly two hours to finish up downstairs. By that time were his stepfather was passed out which allowed him to slip upstairs and to his room. Once the door was shut he completely broke down. Silencing his sobs with his pillow that didn't lay to far from him. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone. Since Jimin was the only person who had his number he clicked on his number and put the phone to his ear. He could feel himself on the verge of a panic attack. The phone kept ringing and ringing but no one answered. He waited for the voicemail since sometimes just hearing his voice made him calm. 'Hey this Jimin, take a few deep breaths and listen to my voice. I'll call you back as soon as I can."After a previous incident Jimin had changed his voicemail incase he couldn't get ahold of him. Big Yoongi would normally hang up but little Yoongi never did. After listening to the voicemail a few times he felt himself start to breathe evenly. He tried to go big to tend to his foot with the first aid kit he kept under his bed but he couldn't. Instead he wrapped it up as best he could. After fixing his room back up he limped over to the bed and laid down. He tried calling Jimin again but was met with voicemail. He frowned. "Where are you Minnie."........Jimin was in deep sleep when he felt someone shaking him. Thinking it was Yoongi he went to reach out for him but was only met with cold sheets. "Yoongi?" He called out but it was his mother that stood over him. "Mom where did Yoongi go?""I just got home from work and found you alone." She said. "I brought home takeout come down and eat."She headed back downstairs as Jimin started searching the bed for his phone but couldn't find it anywhere. "Where's my phone!" Getting out of the bed he knelt on the ground and found his phone. It was dead. "Damn it." He ran over to his bookbag and dug out his phone charger. He quickly plugged it in and jabbed at the side button to turn it on. "Ugh...come on turn on." After failing to turn it on he threw his phone across the room. He meant to aim for the pile of clothes but missed completely and it hit the floor. He regretted it instantly when he went to pick it up, his screen was shattered. "Fuck." He got up and went downstairs. "Mom where's your phone!" He yelled going to the kitchen. Grabbing her phone from the counter he dialed Yoongi's number but it went straight to voicemail. He tried a few more times but got the same result. Dialing his own number he went to his messages and saw that he had a few voicemails. He started listening to them.Message 1: Minnie, where are you? Yoongi hurt his foot and it hurts.Message 2: Minnie please, Yoongi scared. Yoongi should have stayed with you. Message 3: The bad man found Yoongi toys, he said mean things to Yoongi. Yoongi is tired but Yoongi's afraid to go to sleep. The bad man might come back.Jimin hung up the phone and looked over at his mom. "Mom I know it's late but can I go out for a quick run. I have to check on something and it's really important.""You have school tomorrow." She says. "Whatever it is it can wait until tomorrow. Now why don't you sit down and eat something."Jimin sighed. "I'm actually not really hungry, I'm going to hit the sack early." He made his way back up to his room. Picking up his phone put it back on the charger and pushed the side button. It clicked on a few seconds before flickering and shutting back off. He sat on his bed, he had to see Yoongi......It was a little after midnight and Yoongi was still laying in his bedroom awake. He could hear his father snoring but he was still to shaken up to sleep. He stared at his bedroom door as he clutched his Kumamon stuffie to his chest. He still had his phone in his hands as well, just incase Jimin called. Unaware that it had died nearly an hour ago. He looked at the clock on his nightstand and sighed. He was about to get up to looked for his missing pacifier when he heard light tapping noise coming from behind him. Jimin was outside his window, probably sitting on the tree branch that was just outside of it. "Minnie!" Yoongi hobbled over to the window and opened it. Once Jimin made his way inside he wrapped his arms around him. "Minnie...yoongi missed you." Jimin just hugged him tighter against his chest. He completely broke down. He could hear Jimin talking but he couldn't register any words he was saying. When Jimin took a few steps back he follows him. "No don't leave Yoongi.""I'm not going anywhere, you said you hurt your foot so I don't want you to stand on it." He pulled away, shrugged off his bookbag and sat Yoongi down on the bed. Grabbing the first aid kit he started to rebandage his foot.Beside from Yoongi's soft sniffles it was silent. "Where the hell have you been, I've been calling you all night." He snapped."I know I'm sorry." Jimin says. "My phone was dead and then I ended up smashing the entire screen. Why didn't you wake me up before you left?""Why didn't you wake me up?" Yoongi asked back. "If I had gotten home before him none of this would have happened.""What was I suppose to do?" Jimin snapped back. "I hate seeing you like this hyung."Yoongi sighed and looked away.Jimin was about to say more but he noticed how red Yoongi's eyes. "Are you tired?""Too scared to sleep." Little Yoongi suddenly says. "Can Minnie sleep with Yoongi?""Yeah I can, you lay down and I'll be right back I promise." Jimin got off the bed and made sure the door was locked. The last thing he wanted was Yoongi's father to walk in on them together. He searched the floors and found Yoongi's pacifier under the bed. He went to the restroom to wash it off before going back to Yoongi. Taking off his shoes he climbed under the covers and wrapped his arms around Yoongi. "This can't keep going on Yoongi, it's not safe for you. We have to talk to someone about this. I know you don't want to but we need help."Yoongi just buried his face into Jimin's chest. He knew Jimin was right but the fear of being taken away and put in foster care always kept him from doing so. :::::::::Jimin woke up early that next morning. He immediately went to the window and was relived not to find Yoongi's dads car. Going back to the bed he began to wake him up. When Yoongi wouldn't budge he gently pulled at the pacifier. Yoongi woke up instantly and moved away from him. "No Minnie, don't want to wake up." Yoongi mumbled.Jimin sighed. "I know but we have to go to school." He pulled off the covers and Yoongi sat up immediately."Minnie!" The pacifier fell from his mouth as Yoongi went to snatch the blanket back but Jimin pulled it out of his reach. Jimin then quickly grabbed his pacifier and stuffie. "Minnie give back!" "No." Jimin put the objects at the top of the closet and closed the door. "You need to be big now.""No!" Yoongi sat on his knees on the bed. Arms folded over his chest. "Yoongi doesn't wanna be big! Yoongi wants to stay little with Minnie!""We can't stay here, school is really important for big Yoongi." Jimin says. "I promise that we'll go to my house after school and you can be little again. Can you be big for me please?"Yoongi huffed but allowed himself to slowly slip out of little space. "Hyung?""Yeah." Yoongi slowly replied."Last night could have been so much worse." Jimin says. "I really think we should talk to someone. Professor Jin Hyung knows about this kind of stuff. I think you should tell him what's going on. I promise that I'll be right there with you."Yoongi still wasn't sure but he trusted Jimin.....It was eight thirty Yoongi and Jimin sat outside of Professor Jin Hyungs office waiting for him to finish up with another student. Yoongi was ferociously bouncing his leg while chewing on his fingers. Jimin turned to him and pulled his hand away from his mouth. "Hey, it's going to be okay." He intertwines their fingers together. Another agonizing ten minutes passed before Yoongi and Jimin found themselves sitting in front of professor Jin Hyung. Yoongi's eyes drifted everywhere but at the professor. His hands running up and down his legs. "Are you okay Yoongi?" Jin hyung asked.Yoongi nodded. "I'm just a little nervous." He says softly."Well whatever happens here will stay between the three of us. You don't have to be nervous. Just take a deep breath and start when you're ready."Yoongi nodded and started to look around the room. He then noticed a buch of toys and books on the floor in the corner of the room and suddenly his mind became fuzzy. Jimin noticed him staring and then looked to the professor. "Why do you have toys in your office?""Sometimes I bring my son here and he gets bored easily so I brought some of his toys here to keep him occupied while I work." Jin Hyung turned a photo around that was sitting on his desk. "This is my son Jungkook, he's fourteen but sometimes he's a little younger."That statement caught Yoongi's attention. "What do you mean by that?""He's a little." Jin says. Yoongi's eyes grew wide and the little in him couldn't hide his excitement. "There's another little like me! Yoongi's never met another little. Minnie Minnie did you hear!" Jimin couldn't help but laugh. "I did."Jin couldn't help but smile as well. His hunch was right, Yoongi was a little. "Yoongi can you tell me how old you are?""I'm four." Yoongi says holding up one hand. "Can Yoongi play with toys?" Jin nodded and chuckled as Yoongi ran off. He couldn't help but noticed the limp. He looked to Jimin who was watching Yoongi play. "Jimin, did something happen with Yoongi?"Jimin's smile suddenly fades and he remembers why they were here. "He um hurt his foot last night."Jin could tell there was something more to the story. "Jimin, I can't help if you don't tell me what's going on."Jimin rubbed the back of his neck and looked over at Yoongi. "He's just...he's having trouble at home." Jin nodded. "What kind of trouble?"Jimin looked back at Yoongi. "I don't really feel comfortable telling you this without him being in the right headspace. Can we just wait a little while?" Jimin went over and started to play with Yoongi. About ten minutes passed before he looked at the time. Class was going to start soon. "Kitty?" Big brown innocent eyes looked up at him. "I need you to be big now. We have to talk about the things the bad man did to you."Yoongi frowns. "But Yoongi don't wanna talk about the bad man. Yoongi wanna play.""I know but it's really important." Jimin says. "Can you please be big for me Kitty?"Yoongi's frown deepens as he sat back against the wall. He pulls his knees up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them. "Does Minnie still promises that Yoongi won't get taken away. That Minnie will be with Yoongi forever?""I promise that we'll always be together." Jimin grabs Yoongi's face in his hands. "You'll always be my little Kitty." "I love you." (Big Yoongi) whispers. Jimin kissed Yoongi on the nose. "I love you too." Yoongi (Not realizing he was crying) wipes his face. He looked over at Professor Jin who was smiling back at him. "Can you really help me?"Professor Jin nodded. "Yes, and I'll do everything in my power to make sure that you will never be hurt again."Yoongi nodded and looked back at Jimin. "Okay.":::::::::::Coming up...Yoongi meets Jungkook and Taehyung. Jimin gets upset when he finds out Yoongi kept much more from him about the abuse from his stepfather.