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Ex Vampire Assassin Min Yoongi, gives up everything for Famous Human Bachelor Jung Hoseok. Yoongi can still picture everything that happened before, when they were still in love, or when Hoseok was still his.~~ Yoongi can still picture everything that happened before when they were still in love, or when Hoseok was still his. He thought he no longer needs the last vial, but everything is too much for him to handle and it has been months. Might as well vanish. ~~~Min Yoongi gave up being a known assassin for the East Royale Family of Vampires to be with Jung Hoseok, a human bachelor who is also known to the vampire community, why? Because who wouldn’t know him when his white and black business deals with both humans, vampires, and wolves But don’t get Hoseok wrong, he is a good person. They met each other when Namjoon, Jins boyfriend who’s Yoongis best-friend ask for help to protect Hoseok from rogue wolves who’s against Hoseok’s black business.Then there starts the blooming interactions between the vampire assassin and the human bachelor. Unlike Jin who is a royal blood, Yoongi can’t walk thru broad daylight, the only sunshine he knows and he’s not vulnerable to physically is Jung Hoseok.The years in their relationship were really bright, not until Yoongi feels that Hobi can no longer take being in the dark to be with him. Yoongi can’t be with Hobi on lunch, on dates on every occasions that the sun is present.These days Hoseok goes out more often than he used to, not that he don’t tell Yoongi that he’ll be out somewhere, he does, but Yoongi isn’t stupid, he isn’t dumb. He knows that he’s the only who’s still holding on.Months after the strange changes with Hoseok, Yoongi starts to write what he can’t tell the other. ~~~
Jan 1, 2018 MondayHobi baby I am so happy we welcomed the New Year together, but I wasn’t expecting you will be going out because there's no work on a holiday like this right? But you said you’re working for a new business, I believed it, I want to but just tonight you went home drunk. And I can smell lady’s scent to your body. You know my senses are times better than humans’ right? ~~~
Jan 6, SaturdayThank you for bringing me to the club baby! It was a different kind of darkness, you know I love it. I am so happy you spent Saturday night with me since you’ve been very busy during weekends.But baby what I saw was nothing right? You didn’t kiss that girl right? She may have pulled you to a kiss, she must be thankful I don’t mess with girls, and I don’t want to make a scene that will cause you trouble. ~~~
Jan 7, SundayIsn’t it too early to leave at 7am? You said you would go to church but baby I can’t remember you setting a foot to that place. ~~~
Jan 9, TuesdayYou went home too late baby, you must be very tired. What kind of business do you have with the same girl with the same scent? I wonder. ~~~
Jan 13, SaturdayYou were out the whole day baby, you missed our lunch and our dinner, and you came home drunk again. ~~~
Jan 14, Sunday 11:49PMBaby I just got home, I know it’s too late but you used to wait for me to bed right? Maybe you just went early to bed since you have to go to work early. I went to see dad and ask for something. I wish what i'm feeling was wrong. ~~~
Jan 15, Monday MorningI took one of the vials, and followed you to work today, it’s somehow making me feel dizzy. I followed you not because I don’t trust you, I trust you so much and I want to prove myself that I am wrong of whatever ideas are creeping into my mind. But I saw you outside your office building laughing, smiling big, and bright all because of the girl you’re talking to, that same girl. She must be nice to you, and you’re a literal sunshine so you go along with a lot of people. ~~~
Jan 17, WednesdayI followed you again, I took the second vial, and the dizziness increases this time. I didn’t know it’s that strong, I wish I don’t need to use all.By the way, you wore a different tie than what I put on you this morning, guess someone gave it to you. I saw the gift card in the kitchen trash. It’s okay, I went to the mall and bought you a new one. ~~~
Jan 19, FridayYou left earliest of all the time today, I bet you haven’t had your breakfast so I followed you only to see you having breakfast with that same girl, who is she to you baby?I’ve been hurting so much, emotionally and physically too. The 3rd vial knocks me out so I was sleeping the whole day. ~~~
Jan 20, SaturdayYou were out again baby, maybe it wouldn't kill me if I took the 4th vial right? What killed me today was you kissing that girl over your lunch. Baby can you just break up with me and not do this? ~~~
Jan 21, SundayBaby are you even aware that I collapsed today? No? Yeah, I expected that, because you were out again the whole day. Did you enjoy going to the mall with her?I felt a different kind of pain in my head and in my chest before I made it to the cinema next to you guys so I asked Jin hyung to pick me up. It’s the 5th vial. ~~~
~~“Yoongi what the hell is the meaning of this?” Jin stormed in Yoongis room holding a vial of the daylight potion.Every vampire who’s not part of the royal family have their own allotment of 10 vials of daylight potion, as the name itself it helps one ordinary vampire walk in broad daylight, but nothing in this world is free you have to pay for it, the payment? Is you, your life, you can escape it if a minute after your last vial you’ll be in the dark and be induced by a virgin’s blood“You know it will kill you right? How long have you been doing this? How many have you taken?” Jin continues “Is this because of what Hoseok has been up to?”“You know hyung?” Yoongi ask innocently.“I don’t know what he’s doing exactly but we’re all at the same house Yoongi, it’s hard not to notice”Yoongi is never the one to cry, but not now.“H-hyung, it hurts a lot. Can he just tell me to stop loving him? Can he just be honest with me?” Yoongi cries and Jin can only comfort him by rubbing his back.“Tell me if you want me to clean whoever is the reason why Hobi is being like this, hmmm. I’ll do it for you Yoongi-aa”“No hyung, don’t, please” ~~~
Jan 23, TuesdayI was about to surprise you with lunch today but I was the one who got surprised seeing her clinging to you. I took the 6th vial to spend a day with you under the sunlight I remembered how we walked along Han River at night because you want it to, you said you want to walk there someday with me during the day. So since you’re busy, I came to walk alone. It was so beautiful baby, I wish you were with me. The 6th vial seems no effect within the day, but I threw up blood when I got home. I feel so sick, I wish you can take care of me. ~~~
Jan 27, Saturday7th vial, I came to visit Han River again, alone. I thought you’ve read my message about us taking a walk there. But you replied late, you also didn’t notice me asking for your time in a daylight. You must be very busy with something or someone. Baby it fucking hurts a lot, can you just let me go instead? ~~~
Jan 28, Sunday, ArgumentI was up early, I want to talk but it doesn’t seem a good time for you, baby I’m hurting. It hurts so much, I’ve been crying to sleep for how many months, do you even notice me losing weight?Jin told me I look like a dead meat, I look so pale but you haven’t notice it do you? Or you did, you just don’t care anymore. ~~~
Feb 3, SaturdayThe whole week you’ve been out and went home late, we haven’t get the chance to talk, my health I guess was the only thing that concerns Jin that’s why he’s been guarding me all the time. Baby he keeps me busy for me not to go to you, but honestly even if I want to my body can’t move normally, I feel so weak. ~~~
Feb 6, TuesdayI am glad I took the 8th vial, you’re here with me today. It’s just now that you noticed that im getting thinner, you made food for me, I am so happy baby, and even if it hurts eating I ate well for you. You kissed me and caress my cheeks telling me to sleep and that you wouldn’t go anywhere. You’re mumbling how bad of a boyfriend you are that I got sick, and yes you are so bad and I hope I don’t need to take the last 2 vials, I just want you back again. ~~~
Feb 9, Friday – Guess you’re really happy (YG POV, not written)I was standing in front of your office building, with cake and flowers in both hands. But I can’t move, you were kissing her again, and it’s in public. I’m feeling my walls broke down.I can no longer take this, I just wanted everything to end. The effect of the vial is slowly fading, I get back into the car, and ask the driver to drive to Han River. Before we get there I dropped by to Jin hyungs office, he wasn’t there.Such a shame I want to see him for the last time. I made a note and left it to his table together with the last vial of daylight potion.I texted you to come knowing you’re a fast driver, said it’s an emergency. I still have 30 minutes more before the potion wears off, you said you’re near. I went outside the car to wait for you, 10 mins more but I’m already hurting by the other sun.“Baby what are you doing here outside the daylight!” you run fast towards me, “Let’s get into my car okay?” you took off you’re tux and made a shade for me.I laugh internally, ‘Why are you wasting your time?’ [Hoseoks POV]I kissed her for the last time, I felt so guilty slipping away from Yoongi but I have made up my mind. I love him, I love him so much I’m dropping this business with her.I will just work extra hard to give Yoongi a dark huge mansion, a mansion he will never felt suffocated. I will work harder so I can spend the rest of my days with him, even if it’s dark I won’t mind, as long as I’m with him.When I saw him sick I want to kill myself, but I decided I will live longer for him. As long as I can, be with him I’m okay. So when I received a text from Yoongi in a broad daylight wanting to meet at Han River saying its an emergency I panicked and drive fast.~~end of POV Yoongi held Hoseoks hand stopping him from walking.“Baby you’ve got to be on the shade” worry fills Hoseoks words.“8 minutes baby, please listen to me” Yoongi said.“Baby please-““Listen to me Jung Hoseok” Yoongi yelled, he walked away from the other. Setting a decent space to avoid the man from easily reaching him if time comes.Hoseok was shocked with Yoongis voice, his baby never yells at him, rather never yells to anyone.“I know everything Hoseok, I know what you’ve been doing for the past months.I know you’ve been lying to me, you’ve been seeing someone else, I am not stupid Hoseok, and I’m not numb”He is crying out, no one would hear him. He sent the driver back to Jins office.“Baby-““Stop Hoseok, stop! I only have this time, listen to me!”“Baby what are you saying? Whats with ‘only this time?” Hoseok tried to take a step towards him but Yoongi stops him.“No Hoseok, stay there! Don’t come near me! Stop!”“When you’re out at day you are with her and even when you’re out late at night you’re always with her instead of me! You smile so bright talking to her outside your office, kissing her during lunch, and going to the mall with her!”“Baby how-?” Hoseok was utterly shocked of the things he’s hearing right now.“How did I know? No longer important, you could have just let me go Hobi”“No Yoongi, I love you, I love you sorry if I messed up. Baby please forgive me”Hoseok run fast to Yoongi, he wraps the pale man into his arms. He’s been an asshole but he love Yoongi so much.Yoongi looks at his watch, less than 3 minutes left. The scorching heat from the sun gives his skin itch and ache.When Hoseok kisses him he gives in with the kiss, they both can taste each other’s tears but they don’t mind, especially Yoongi.‘For the last time, I wish you really still love me’ Yoongi thinks, fat tears rolling his cheeks. He detaches with the embrace.“Baby-““I’ll let you go Hobi, I want you to be happy”“No baby, please listen to me. I-m sorry-““No, stop” Yoongi walks away, even more space than earlier. He glance at his watch, less than a minute.“Baby we can continue this talk okay? Let’s get back to the car please?”“Stop Hoseok – too late”Yoongi faces Hoseok, look the man in the eyes, he’s not sure if it’s the same love he saw in the other’s, if it is, everything is all too late.He walk further to the space where the sun is directly giving its light. No longer in the mildly shaded area he can feel his skin burning, a tear escape his eyes before he felt it, it was the literal sun that killed him now, but his own sun did it first.Hoseok froze to where he was standing when he slowly saw Yoongi burning, turning into ugly ashes.“Y-yoongi, y-yoongi! Baby!”He gets into his feet, almost stripping, strength leaving his body, self-disoriented walking towards the ashes, he fell on his knees.“Baby! Baby! Min Yoongi! Oh god no, please, please give me back Yoongi!” he is a crying mess. He feels horrible, he’s crying and he’s losing himself. His only reason to live was gone, he keeps crying.shouting trying to ask the one above or anyone who can to give him another chance, to give them another chance.When Jin and Namjoon arrived, they saw Hoseok crying in silence hugging what seems to be Yoongis coat.Jin looks around, Yoongi wasn’t there. He walks closer and fear covered his entire being when he saw ashes. He steps back covering his mouth, as tears starts to fall.“No this isn’t true” Joon still confused came closer to see his bestfriend Hoseok hugging a coat with ashes.Jin run to Hoseoks car, he took the dashboard cam and check the last hour of recording, skipping most part until he saw what he needs to but not what he wants to. When he came back to where Hoseok was, he fell on his knees.Namjoon gets closer to him. Jin starts to hit Hoseok by the shoulder, crying.“This is all your fault! This is all because of you! Yoongi should still be here! You ruined him!” Jin keeps crying and throwing punches to Hoseok. Both Jin and Namjoon was startled when Hoseok shouts.“Hyung! You have to keep your voice low, Yoongi is sleeping! Please don’t be noisy!"Hoseok continues, "It's okay baby, just sleep hmmm i wont leave, ill be here"Tremor covered the entire place, the only sound that fills the afternoon air were only cries from Jin, the soft hum Hoseok was making, rocking his body like taking someone to sleep while hugging Yoongis coat. Joon walks away a little, too hurt looking at his best friend, and Seokjin, and Yoongis ashes. That part of Han River where they have beautiful memories of night walks has become a place where a deep wound was carved in their hearts. ~~~Hoseoks younger brother Jungkook arranged everything for the older to go under psychological therapy, he suffered from extreme breakdown and delusions that Yoongi was still alive.There are times that he's acting normal and pleads to talk to Jin, and at one time allowed him to do so. After weeks Jin was still mourning for Yoongi, but he knows the later would want him to look after Hobi."Hyung, make me" was what Hobi repeatedly asked Seokjin "make me suffer, don't let me die, i need to suffer all my life" and Hoseok will fall again to the endless pit of unmeasurable indespair and darkness.But Seokjin didn't, as much as the idea is a good punishment, he can't.Without their knowledge Hoseok paid for someone to do it for him, they discovered it late. Jungkook was the first to informed Jin, and they took Hobi to stay with them in their house, it's a bad idea because all of his memory and Yoongi's were in that house but its the place they can locked him down. ~~~
March 9 came, the coming night they will be having a garden dinner for Yoongis birthday so Namjoon and Jin, with Jungkook were busy.Hoseok was with them in the kitchen, when he sees that the three were so into what they're doing he picked the flower that was in the kitchen counter.'As precious as you baby' he missed Yoongi so much. 'Im coming baby, wait a little more'Hoseok stands and walks to the door, when he's about to open the door it was Joon who saw him."Hoseok-aa no! Where are you going? Get back here!"Hoseok turned the knob, he looked back at the couple."Jin Hyung, Namjoon-aa thank you and sorry for everything. Guk - ""Hyung please dont" Jungkook starts to walk towards Hoseok."Guk-aa mianhe, please let me go. I love you baby boy!"Hoseok opened the door and the sunlight entered the dark house."I'm home baby" were Hoseoks last words when he turn into ashes, his clothes drop on the floor, and beside it the flowers meant for the only love of his life, Min Yoongi.~End~