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Shouto keened as Izuku moved between his legs. He opened his eyes to meet Izuku’s and saw they were glassy with tears, pupils blown so wide his emerald irises were barely visible. Shouto reached up with his warm hand to brush a tear off of Izuku’s cheek. “‘Zuku?” Izuku moved to press his face into the crook of Shouto’s neck and they both moaned as his cock pressed deeper as he moved.“Sorry, Shou. I’m okay it’s just -“ Izuku trailed off and Shouto could feel more tears wetting his neck. Shouto wrapped his arms around Izuku’s ribs, pushing their bodies flush and rubbing Izuku’s back soothingly. “What is it, Izuku? We can stop if you want.”Izuku pushed up on his elbows and stopped hiding his tear streaked face. “No. No!” Izuku shook his head fiercely. “I don’t want to stop it’s just....it’s so much. Shouto, I love you. I love you so much, and I just - this is happening.”Shouto could empathize because as Izuku spoke his own heart swelled to bursting. He had felt alone for so long until this green haired wild man had come into his life and filled it with so much warmth and happiness.
But still there was that voice in his head, telling him he’d never feel things the way others did. The way Izuku did. Shouto felt overcome with guilt he tried to push away and his throat was too tight to speak so he did his best to respond by leaving a delicate kiss on Izuku’s lips and tipping his hips up.Izuku responded beautifully, licking into his mouth and starting to roll his hips into Shouto. Shouto panted and moaned into their kiss as Izuku’s tears wetted his cheeks as well. He let himself get lost in the languid kisses and reveled in Izuku’s warm chest against his own until their pace increased and their kisses became more urgent.Deku buried his face against his neck again, whining and leaving sloppy kisses against his throat as he filled the condom, his length buried deep and twitching inside Shouto. Shouto followed close behind, stars bursting behind his eyelids, barely hearing Deku whimpering soft I love you’s into his hair as he dirtied both of their stomachs.As he came down Izuku rolled them gently on their sides, both of them gasping at the feeling of the shorter man’s softening dick moving inside of him.Izuku took his turn rubbing Shouto’s back as he floated in bliss, continuing his soft stream of promises and sweet words. Shouto nuzzled against him and fought an internal battle with himself.He wanted to say it back so badly, he wanted to love Izuku but he wasn’t sure if he could. Being born the way he was born and being raised the way he had been raised, Shouto wasn’t sure if he could love. He wanted to give Izuku everything Izuku gave to him but he felt unworthy and overwhelmed.Izuku moved slowly to pull out, whispering an apology in reply to Shouto’s sharp gasp at the loss of connection.Shouto watched as Izuku discreetly disposed of the condom before grabbing a towel from the hamper to scrub his face dry first before coming to the edge of the bed.He offered the towel wordlessly to Shouto who was so dazed in his thoughts that he didn’t even reach to take it. Izuku’s lips quirked down but he placed a kiss on the top of Shouto’s head where his hair swirled red and white together and gently cleaned his stomach before straightening and wiping his own.Once clean, Izuku settled in the bed next to him again and gathered Shouto in his arms. Shouto let himself be cradled against Izuku’s freckled chest and suddenly the war inside him eased.How could anything other than this be love?“Izuku?” Shouto started, pausing to press himself tighter against Izuku. “I love you, too.”He heard a sharp gasp before Izuku was positively crushing him in his embrace. He stole a glance up to see that Izuku’s cheeks were already wet again.