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What romantic, super slushy plans have you got for Tae for the weekend Kookie?"Jungkook stopped doing the rota and looked up at Nikki who was sitting at the bar enjoying a coffee."I've ordered him flowers, 12 roses for each month we've been together, I've booked a table at our favourite restaurant, ordered balloons and bought a whole new outfit including sexy lingerie"
"No way... oh my God... Kookie… wait... you've not done any of that have you?"
"Of course I haven't!"
"You are such an arsehole! have you done anything for your anniversary?"
"Yeah... I've remembered it" Jungkook winked and smirked while Nikki rolled her eyes and huffed.Jungkook used to be romantic, used to buy gifts, leave little love notes, cook gourmet meals, run baths with rose petals in... but it's hard to be like that again when previously, all that effort had literally resulted in being cheated on. He had been so very happy, caught up in a love bubble, walking on air, butterflies in stomach... and it all came crashing down one Wednesday afternoon. Jungkook had the ring in his pocket, he'd planned what he was going to say, he had a basket of food including champagne and he had left work early to set the table up ready for when Yugyeom got home from work. The minute he walked through his front door he noticed the unfamiliar jacket on the floor, which he studied as he picked it up, even then he put it over the chair and went into the kitchen. As he laid the table he thought he heard a noise coming from the bathroom so went to investigate but there had been no one there. As he turned to leave he heard Yugyeom's voice coming from the bedroom and immediately Jungkook was elated! Maybe he'd finished work early to surprise him to? He rushed out of the bathroom and just as he was about to open his bedroom door, he heard another voice... he stood for a second with his ear against the door and was relieved when he realised it was BamBam, Yugyeoms best friend. "Hey Yugs…." Jungkook said as he opened the door and was met with a sight he wouldn't have expected in a million years. Yugyeom was laying on top of a naked BamBam, kissing, both looking up sharply as Jungkook entered the room.Jungkook froze on the spot, unable to process what he was seeing. He started trembling inside and he gripped the door frame for support as his vision started clouding over. He blinked a few times, hoping more than anything that he wasn't seeing what he was seeing but nothing could change what was right in front of him. His mind was a blur of situations, overheard conversations and occasions where his gut had warned him but he was so in love that he'd believed everything he was told and now it all made sense. Jungkook had thrown them both out there and then and he'd left all of Yugyeoms belongings on the drive for him to collect. He spent days on Nikki's couch with a blanket over his head, only eating and drinking because Nikki had threatened to call an ambulance if he didn't. Nikki had hated seeing him like that and insisted that if he wasn't going to go back to his then he should just move in, which he did. Yugyeom had tried several times to contact him but Nikki had thrown water over him if he came to the flat and blocked his number on Jungkooks phone. It was months before Jungkook could go out, before he could get off the couch and shower. In the moment his world crashed around him, he vowed he would never love or trust again... then he met Taehyung."Kookie, please tell me that you are doing something for Tae? He really deserves it, mostly for putting up with your arse for a whole year!""If you love him so much, you do something for him""Stop it! Enough Kook! Tae is not Yugyeom! I know this is the first serious relationship you've had since Yugs but you've been with Tae a year! If I thought Tae would hurt you, I would have kicked his backside by now because I will never see you hurt like that again! Kookie… please don't lose the best thing to happen to you because of the actions of someone who wasn't worthy of your love" Nikki looked at Jungkook and sighed, eyes pleading with him to at least listen to what she was saying.Nikki left the bar soon after and once Jin had arrived, Jungkook decided that Nikki was right and he should go shopping to buy something for Taehyung as an anniversary gift. He walked around the shops, not having a clue what to get for him, he had clearly lost his touch completely, and then he saw it... the perfect gift for Tae.Jungkook was really quite pleased with himself. He had bought the perfect gift, wrapping paper and had another idea to go with it. The gift wasn't expensive but personal, his way of showing Taehyung how he felt. He would sort it all out when he got home, it was his turn to cook tonight and Yoongi was coming over to so he was cooking for the 4 of them. He'd roped Taehyung into giving him a hand too as he hated cooking!Jungkook opened his front door, stepped into the lounge and dropped all his bags as he felt like the air had been knocked out of his lungs... Taehyung was sat on the sofa with Jimin and he'd just caught them move away from eachother. He stood in the doorway, a look of sheer horror and disbelief on his face."Kookie? What's happened?" Taehyung jumped up and rushed over to him, concerned by the look on his face.Jungkook ran into the bathroom and threw up. "Look, Tae, I'll go. I hope he's okay? I'll speak to you later. Oh and full steam ahead" Jimin winked and left.
Taehyung picked up the shopping and put it in the kitchen, he wasn't a fan of sick. It was as he walked towards the bathroom that Jungkook came out, eyes streaming, wiping his mouth with a tissue.
"Kookie, oh my god, what happened?"
"It's happened again. I knew it would. I'm just not worthy of being loved."
"I don't understand? Who said you're not?"
"Hey! I thought I'd walk in and smell dinner being prepped at least!" Nikki said as she walked into the lounge. She took one look at Jungkook and rushed to him. "What's happened. What's going on?" She was looking back and forth to Jungkook then to Taehyung and back to Jungkook.
"I... I don't know. I was sat on the sofa and he walked in and...oh my god...you think... oh my god..."
"Tae? What the actual fuck is happening?? Kook... can someone please talk to me?" Nikki had her arm around Jungkook as he stood and cried."You think that Chim and I... don't you? That's what all this is about? Oh my god! You can't be serious?" Taehyung was actually quite angry. He had never given Jungkook a reason to doubt him and yet here he was, doubting him."What? So Jimin was here? And? Fucking talk, Kookie!!"
"I just thought... I thought... I walked in and saw you both and I thought..." "I knew it! Well, I would suggest you don't think any more Jungkook! I've stayed by your side and been really understanding, wanting desperately to prove myself to you but clearly it doesn't matter what I do!" Taehyung grabbed his coat and left.Taehyung was fuming, He stood on the doorstep waiting for Jimin to open the door, tears falling down his beautiful tanned face. When Jimin opened the door he was shocked at what he saw and ushered Taehyung inside."I'm a fucking good boyfriend yet he still doesn't trust me!" Taehyung was pacing and crying."Tae... what's happened?""Jungkook... that's what happened! He saw you and I earlier and thought we were at it! I mean, what the hell??""Okay, what gave him that impression? And thanks for the compliment""Because he's been badly hurt in the past so now thinks everyone is the same. I mean... you and I? Is he mad? You are like a brother to me for fuck sake!""Well, erm… yeah that is crazy."Taehyung sat on the chair, head in his hands, tears silently falling onto the carpet. He was so hurt, hurt because he'd been accused of something he would never do and hurt because the reason Jimin had been there was to help him plan a special anniversary evening for Jungkook. Taehyung looked up at Jimin "I love him, Chim. I really do, more than I thought."Back at his place, Taehyung had a bath and changed into his pyjamas, laying on his bed reading and ignoring the 600th message from Jungkook:**Tae, please let me explain**So many texts and right at this moment, Taehyung did not know what he was going to do or how he was going to handle this so he put his eye mask on and went to sleep as his phone beeped with yet another message:**If you give me a chance, I promise to try harder**Taehyung had switched his alarm off so the extra sleep had done him some good. He woke to the sunlight streaming through the blinds and his phone flashing to tell him that there were a hundred new messages from Jungkook and some from Nikki and Jimin. He sat up in bed and looked through the most recent messages, replying to each one:Chim:
**Tae, are you feeling any better? Look, if JK didn't love you he wouldn't have reacted the way he did... there are positives here but you are my priority. Txt me back xx**Tae:
**Morning Chim. Today is a new day... full steam ahead with the plan. T x**Nikki:
**Tae, please talk to me. This is the millionth text I've sent you, don't make me get mad with you too!**Tae:
**Morning. I went to sleep early. I didn't do anything with Jimin you know? He was there to help me plan a surprise for our anniversary. I'm going ahead with the plan, he needs to know. T x**Kookie:
**I'm running out of things to say. Please, just give me a chance and if I mess up again then I'll walk away and save you the trouble. Please, just give me a chance? I'm sorry, so sorry.**Tae:
**Come to my place this afternoon and we will talk. T x**Taehyung was a little disappointed that he wasn't as excited as he should have been as he put the champagne in the fridge and cut up some strawberries. Today was their first anniversary and he'd been so looking forward to it and he'd thought long and hard about Jimin's text. Jungkook had avoided saying the 3 words up until now so he wasn't sure Jimin was completely right but he did believe that he had feelings for him or surely he wouldn't have been so upset? Taehyung understood that Jungkook had put steel walls around himself after the hurt Yugyeom caused, he didn't blame him, he had then closed off his emotions and was scared to open up again. But he had seen the Jungkook that held him close, stroking his hair while they watched a film, the guy who text him a 'good morning' message if they weren't together, the guy who didn't take advantage of him when he was drunk and waited for the right moment to sleep with him. Jungkook, his boyfriend, the man who made sure he studied when he needed to, bought him carrot cake and hot chocolate because he knows that's his favourite, the man who was terrified of being hurt and thought he didn't let anyone in, but he had let Taehyung in and he needed to know that.Taehyung had spent ages formulating his plan but thought it was too cheesy so had asked Jimin for advice, never imagining it would lead to what happened yesterday. Taehyung wanted to shower Jungkook with affection and give him a night of relaxation and sensuality to show him how much he means to him. Even the anniversary present was cheesy but Taehyung didn't care. He wanted the evening to be casual and chilled so had changed into some loose trousers and a t-shirt, hoping Jungkook didn't turn up in more formal clothing and dreading the conversation they needed to have when he arrived.When he heard the knock at the door, Taehyung gulped, butterflies flitting in his stomach, slight nausea in his throat. He opened the door and Jungkook walked in, he looked dejected, apprehensive, a small smile on his lips when he saw Taehyung. Jungkook followed Taehyung into the lounge and sat down on the sofa, slightly apart and twisting their bodies so they faced each other. “Can I please explain what happened yesterday?” Jungkook asked. Taehyung nodded. “Okay, so I’d been into town shopping for something and was feeling really happy, then I got home and thought I saw you and Jimin move away from each other. In that moment, I was back in my room looking at Yugyeom and BamBam and everything came flooding back. It felt like de ja vu and I just reacted, I couldn’t see straight. When you left, Nikki and I talked through what I really saw and I know I was wrong. I know. And I’m sorry, so sorry. I’ve tried everything to protect myself from hurt but now I’ve hurt you in the process and I’m sorry”Taehyung looked at Jungkook, he knew he meant every word and also knew what a big deal it was for him to open up. “I was hurt because you thought I would do that to you. Jungkook, I have never trusted anyone as much as I trust you. I trusted you enough to give you my virginity, to introduce you to my best friend, to let you into my life. I can’t imagine how much you were hurt in the past and I can’t change that but I can make sure you are never hurt again. I can’t do that though, unless you trust me and let me in. Yugyeom needs to stay in the past if we are to move forward. If you can’t do that then I don’t see how we can move on. Jimin was only at your place because I’d asked him for his advice on planning tonight. That was all it was.”Jungkook reached out for Taehyung’s hands “I don’t want to throw away what we have. I can’t let the past ruin the future and I really want a future with you, Tae. I’m stupid and I have a lot to learn. I can’t promise that I won’t make any more mistakes but I promise to try my hardest to be the boyfriend you deserve” his eyes glistened as he realised that this was the first time in a very long time that he had opened up to a guy and he meant every single word of it.“You ARE the boyfriend I deserve, you just don’t see it” Taehyung leant forward and put his forehead against Jungkook’s. They stayed that way for a few minutes, feeling each others breath on their face and enjoying the closeness. It was Taehyung who interrupted the moment, pulling back, reaching down the side of the sofa to hand Jungkook a gold envelope. “Happy anniversary, Kookie”.Jungkook opened the envelope and was overwhelmed by the little certificate in there. “You’ve named a star after us?” Taehyung blushed. “Yeah. I know it’s cheesy. I wanted something that would be meaningful so joined our names together and we now have a star named ‘TaeKook’”“It’s not cheesy, Tae, it’s the most beautiful thing anyone has ever done for me. Thank you” Jungkook handed Taehyung a red and gold gift bag. Taehyung lifted out the tissue paper and took a red notebook out of the bag, it was shaped like a heart and inside the cover it said:‘A place for you to write poetry & verse,
I want to be your dream not your curse.
I may make mistakes but I can make promises to,
I’ll try & be the man you deserve because… I love you’Taehyung jumped onto Jungkook, pushing him backwards, straddling him, wrapping his arms around his neck, tears in his eyes. “Really? You do?”“Yes, I do. I really do.”Taehyung crushed his mouth onto Jungkook’s, emotion driving the hungry kiss. Jungkook opened his mouth, allowing Taehyung access, their tongues mingling as Jungkook’s hands found the hem of Taehyung’s t-shirt and reached under it, desperate to feel his soft skin. Taehyung trailed kisses along Jungkook’s jawline, nibbling on his earlobe before sucking, leaving little purple marks down his neck. Jungkook exhaled, tilting his head back so Taehyung could work his way across to the other side and back to his mouth. He lifted Jungkook’s t-shirt up and threw it onto the back of the sofa, low moans escaped his mouth as he ran his hands up and down Jungkook’s well, toned chest. “You are so sexy” Taehyung growled as he removed his own t-shirt, Jungkook’s hands immediately exploring his chest and back, stroking the tanned silky skin covering Taehyung’s body.Taehyung shivered under Jungkook’s touch, goosebumps covering his body, nipples hardening “Let me fuck you” he breathed into Jungkooks ear.Jungkook choked on his own saliva in complete shock! They had discussed Taehyung topping, numerous times but Jungkook was fierce in the bedroom and Taehyung loved being fucked by him, so they hadn’t gotten around to it.“If that’s what you want, Tae, anything for you”“Tell me you want me to fuck you, Kookie” Taehyung started grinding on Jungkooks lap as his erection throbbed, desperate for friction.“Yes I want you to”“No! Tell me! Kookie… say it, I want to hear it” Taehyung was kissing Jungkooks chest as he spoke each word. Jungkook moaned as he took his nipple between his teeth.“Fuck me, Tae, I need you to fuck me”A deep growling sound came from Taehyung’s throat as he slid off Jungkooks lap, pulling his trousers down, Jungkook lifting his bottom to make it easier. Taehyung licked his lips as he pulled Jungkook’s underwear off, releasing his hard, throbbing cock which rested against his stomach. Jungkook gripped the back of Taehyung’s head as he licked his cock, flat tongue, from balls to tip, swirling his tongue around the rim before taking his entire length into his mouth. Jungkook fisted Taehyungs hair as his head moved up and down, the feeling of his sensitive bellend hitting the back of Taehyung’s throat sending shockwaves through his body. Taehyung fumbled for the bottle of lube he had hidden under the sofa for occasions such as this, after fucking on the sofa once before without any lube in range. Jungkook held his breath as Taehyung rubbed his entrance, he certainly wasn’t used to this, but it felt so good. Taehyung sucked his cock, leaking with precum, as he gently pushed a finger into his hole. Jungkook exhaled as he adjusted to the feeling “more” he said and Taehyung added a second finger, as he felt Jungkooks muscles relax he started moving them in and out. He nibbled Jungkooks thighs as he thrust his fingers into him, Jungkook arching his back on the sofa, panting “more, Tae, more” so he added a third finger and thrust faster. Taehyung removed his fingers and ran his tongue up Jungkooks stomach and chest, tasting the saltiness from the fine layer of sweat that covered his body.“Come to bed, Kookie” Taehyung’s voice was deep and gravelly, Jungkook was completely under his spell, following him to the bedroom. Taehyung knelt between Jungkooks legs and lubed himself up, his hands shaking slightly. He lined himself up and Jungkook braced himself, looking up at Taehyung, he could see some apprehension and wanted to reassure him “Tae, please, don’t be nervous”Taehyung gently pushed inside him, very slowly, Jungkook closing his eyes and getting used to the sensation, that burn that he was expecting to hurt but it didn’t at all, quite the opposite. Once Taehyung was fully inside he searched Jungkooks eyes for permission to move. Jungkook looked at Taehyung “You are so beautiful, Tae, fuck me” and that was all he needed. He pulled out and thrust back in, still feeling a bit nervous but watching as Jungkook moaned and reacted beneath him gave him so much confidence. “Hold my legs” and he did, raising Jungkooks legs and gripping them as the change of angle made sure Taehyung hit his prostate. “Do I feel good, Tae?”“Oh my God yes, Kookie, you feel so tight, so wet”
“Fuck me harder, Tae, you are fucking me so good”Taehyung snapped his hips, the sound of skin on skin reverberating around the bedroom, bits of hair sticking to his face as the sweat dripped down his face and neck. Jungkook was spellbound by the gorgeous man fucking into him with force, feeling his orgasm building in his stomach, his mind was racing, he was desperate for release “Don’t stop, Tae, please don’t stop” he gently touched his cock, rubbing the precum over the tip sent shocks to his balls and he instantly felt that wave hit “Tae, I’m coming, oh fuck, you’re amazing” he panted as he came onto his stomach, chest heaving. Taehyung wasn’t far behind, pounding into Jungkook a few more times before he spilled into him, groaning loudly “OOooooh Kookie, oh my god”.Taehyung collapsed onto Jungkook, not caring about the drying cum on his stomach, both panting and sweating. “Are you okay?” Jungkook asked, placing some of Taehyungs sweaty strands of hair away from his eyes. Taehyung looked at him adoringly and nodded.“Happy anniversary, my Kookie, I love you”“I am yours. Happy anniversary Tae… I love you to”