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A few shots in and you were feeling pretty good, you were at one of Namjoon parties he has every weekend. Walking into the kitchen to pour yourself one of Jin’s famous mix drinks, you look out the patio to see Hoseok flirting with a girl you vaguely knew from a previous party.  
You and Hoseok are just fuck buddies, nothing more. You were fully aware, but it still annoyed you knowing you both always end up in each other’s bed after every party, so why does he even bother. Rolling your eyes you let out a laugh until you were interrupted.

“Jealous?”

You turn around and see Jungkook leaning against the wall looking at you with a smirk on his face.

Letting out a laugh before downing your drink, “ What makes you think I’m jealous?” You say walking towards him.

“You look like you were about to murder Hoseok and that girl,” Jungkook says with a laugh.

“I’m not, he can do whatever he wants and so can I,” you say with a little humor to your voice, walking past him.

Opening the door to one of the guest rooms, you decided to look for a jacket since it was getting a bit cold outside.

“Well then why don’t you?” Jungkook says walking into the room.

“I am,” you say turning around, bumping right into his chest. He grabs your waist to catch your fall as you look up at him. “You know I can show you a good time,” Jungkook says.

“Yeah? How Jungkook?” you say teasing him.

“Well first I would kiss these beautiful lips,” he says as he brushes the bottom of your lip with his thumb. “And then I would definitely want know how it feels to have my cock wrapped around your pussy,” he says with a smirk.

Pushing him away you quietly laugh, “You’re all talk Jungkook, they call you a baby boy.”

Walking towards you Jungkook pulls you into him, tilting your chin up to look at him, “I bet you I can be a better fuck then Hoseok,” he says with a growl staring into your eyes making you feel hot.

You were inches away from kissing Jungkook until you heard Hoseok, causing you both to turn your head.

“Being cocky are we?” Hoseok says leaning against the doorway looking at you both. He had a hint of jealousy in the tone of his voice, but also seem turned on.

“Okay baby boy, show me how good you can fuck her then,” Hoseok says walking in as he shut the door. “Isn’t that what you want YN?” he says with a smirk on his face as he pulls out a chair to sit.

Before you can even answer Jungkook turns and look at you and says, “Is that a challenge hyung?” As he pushes you up against the edge of the bed. Gripping your waist, ”Let me show you how good I can make you feel,” he whispers. You hesitated for a bit, but the way Jungkook hands feels on your skin made you feel all kind of things. So with that you pull him down and crash your lips against his.Your head falls back against the pillow as he begins to press his lips against your neck, sucking harshly and biting the skin. You bite your lip, holding back a moan. Jungkook gets up, sliding the straps of your dress down your arms before smoothly moving the entire item down your body, throwing it across the room. He uses one hand to roughly grab both of your boobs, twisting his index finger and thumb around your nipple. The feeling of his hand felt so good against your body. Using both hands he slides off your underwear, still being rough with every move as he moves back up to kiss you. “Fuck, you’re this wet already?” He smirks against your lips, running his fingers between your folds. You didn’t answer, you just kissed him even harder.Pulling away, Jungkook looks at you with hooded eyes, “who made you this wet, baby?” He asks. “You did.” You say quietly, not wanting to be too loud. “What was that YN? I can’t hear you.” He growls knowing he wanted Hoseok to hear you. “You made me this wet, Jungkook.” You spoke louder with hint of attitude. You hear Hoseok chuckle and that turns you on even more knowing he’s watching everything you both do.

Getting up Jungkook pulls his shirt over his head before taking off his pants, leaving him in just boxers. Hovering over you, he presses his hips against yours. You feel his hard cock rub against your naked core, moaning as he press a kiss against your lips. “How bad do you want me, YN?” “Do you want me to fuck you?” He asks in between kisses.
“Stop teasing and fuck me already,” You told him. He chuckles before pulling his boxers down and off. You could see the precum dripping from his tip.

You used one of your hands to travel to his cock, taking it in your hand and begin stroking it, rubbing the tip of his cock with your thumb. “That feels good babe,” Jungkook hisses. Pulling him down for a kiss, he positions his cock between your legs without a word he pushes himself inside, filling you up entirely.He pulls out of you carefully before slamming himself back into you, earning a pleasurable moan. “Fuck YN,” he growls as he starts to quickly thrust in and out of you, not taking the time to slow down. You start to feel your climax near and you knew that he wasn’t going to last long. “Let me ride you,” you moan earning a smirk from Jungkook. Slowly pulling out, “Don’t have to ask me twice,” he says with a quick motion, turning you over so you were on top. He loved the idea of you finishing him off on top, while Hoseok watches.Looking down at him, you eased yourself onto his cock all the way down. You let a moan as he grabs your hips and helps you move back and forth as you place your hands on his chest. Throwing your head back, you arch your back feeling the pleasure course through your body. From the corner of your eye you can see Hoseok palming himself as he eye you up and down.
“I’m going to cum Kook,” you say closing your eyes as you continue to ride him. Jungkook pulls you down for a kiss, moaning into your mouth as he kisses you hungrily, his hands moving down to your ass to give it a rough grab. Letting out a moan you feel him slow down, as you could tell that he was also reaching his climax. “Fuck..” He grunted, burying his head in the crook of your neck as you both cum undone. He gave a few more thrusts before finally pulling out as you lay on top of him, the both of you trying to catch your breath.

“That was amazing Jungkook,” you say. Right as you were about to get off of him, you hear Hoseok say, “don’t move YN,” getting up from his chair.

“I’m impressed Jungkookiee, I didn’t know you had it in you,” he says with smirk walking towards you.Standing at the edge of the bed, Hoseok hovers over your back and whispers, “on all fours babe, my turn.” Leaving kisses down your neck to your back as he unbuckles his pants. This whole thing was turning you on, it felt wrong but right at the same time. Everything was happening so fast.As Hoseok grabs your waist, he pulls you up causing you to arch your back and look down at Jungkook.“But remember Jungkook, all of this belongs to me. Right baby?” Hoseok says as he smacks your ass.

Looking Jungkook in the eye, you give him a wink. “Mhm,” you hummed in response as you feel Hoseok rubbing his tip up and down your slit slowly, teasing you and himself in the process. ”Perfect and wet for daddy,” he says as he positions himself at your entrance and with one swift motion, he thrusts into you hard, so he’s buried deep inside you. Moaning, you grab the bed sheets in pleasure as he pulls almost all the way out before pushing himself back in, harder this time repeating the movement. Jungkook pulls you down for a kiss as you feel yourself about to cum again.
“I’m going to cum baby,” Hoseok says as his thrusts becomes slower.
Putting your face into the crook of Jungkook neck you let out a moan. “Cum for me YN,” Jungkook whispers. Hearing those words, you couldn’t take it anymore as you climax for the second time of the night.Collapsing on top of you, Hoseok bucks his hip a couple of times before slowly pulling  out of you. He rolls to the side, as all three of you lay on the bed panting. “I guess you’re not bad either Hoseok,” Jungkook says with a smirk, breaking the silence. Hoseok lets out a laugh. “That was fun, but it’s never happening again. It was your lucky night Jungkook,” Getting up, he pulls on his pants. Leaning down he gives you a kiss on your forehead, “I’ll see you later YN.” He says as he backs away, closing the door behind him.
“You know you deserve better then Hoseok right?” Jungkook says looking at you as he got dress.

“Yeah I know, Hoseok and I are nothing but just sex,” you say shrugging it off. You were about to get up to find your dress when Jungkook grabs your wrist and pulls you close. “I’m more of a man then you think YN, I can give you more than this. If you let me.” He say pulling you in for a kiss, you could feel the desperation he had put into the kiss. Leaning his forehead against yours, he breaks the kiss, looking into your eyes as he whispers, “Think about it” as he gets up to leave.
You sat on the bed feeling speechless, thinking about what Jungkook said. “Could this be something more” you whisper as you touch your lips, remembering how it felt to be with him..

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Getting dressed, you shake your head at the thought that this actually happened. You never saw Jungkook like that, or even had the thought of sleeping with him, so why now? Yes, you just had sex, and yes, it was amazing. It was different compared to Hoseok, but it left a lingering feeling. Were you ready for different? Things were at a comfortable point between you and Hoseok. You guys have been fuck buddies for a while now, and you didn’t know if you were starting to feel something for him, or if there’s nothing to it. Besides the sex, you guys are just friends. You all hang out with each other doing what friends usually do. He made you feel special while it was just you two but never showed you feelings otherwise.Wanting to clear your thoughts, you put on a jacket you find in the closet, assuming it’s Namjoon’s, and walk into the nearest bathroom to freshen up a bit. Closing the door, you lean against it. With a heavy sigh you close your eyes and let your brain process everything. Walking to the sink you splash water on your face to wake yourself, as this was not a dream. Feeling a little awkward you consider now may be a good time to leave. Then again, the boys will question you, especially Namjoon. He’s the closest to you and knows exactly how you are. You decide to stay and just drink the awkwardness off.Heading out to the patio, you pour yourself one of Jin’s mixed drinks, downing most of it to then pour yourself another one. Walking up to Jin and Namjoon, they are playing a game with Yoongi and a few of your other friends. You see Jungkook sitting next to Jimin and Taehyung, who are having a slightly heated discussion.You can’t help but see Jungkook differently. He doesn’t seem like a baby boy to you anymore. You watch the way his arms move as he’s explaining something to Jimin. His muscular arms to be exact. The way his broad shoulders stick to his white shirt. You remember how solid his abs were. How good his thighs looked, toned and muscular, but soft and touchable. His chest wide and tan. How good it felt to be in his arms and how tiny you felt towards him. “ Holy shit, ” you think to yourself. Jungkook is a fucking man. And not just that, he was also fantastic in bed. You were mesmerized by him and you couldn’t help but feel a weird feeling in your stomach. “YN! Hello!!” Jin waves his hand in front of you, snapping you out of your thoughts. You make eye contact with Jungkook. He’s looking right at you with a smirk. Quickly looking away, you turn to look at Jin and say, “You don’t have to be so loud..” eyeing him. "Well I’ve been trying to get your attention, but you look like you were in deep thought,” he starts, “What are you thinking about, you look love struck,” he says poking your face. Suddenly you feel arms wrap around your waist, “Yeah YN, what are you thinking about?” You hear Hoseok say with sarcasm as he brushes his lips against your ear, pulling you in tighter. Your face turns red and you try to cover it up. “What? I wasn’t thinking about anything.” Pushing Hoseok off of you, you move away knowing what his intentions were. You glance to see Jungkook looking at you with a knowing smile. Trying to avoid the tension that was going on, you make a face at the boys, making them laugh and walk towards Namjoon who is setting up a game.  “Hey Joonie, I think I’m going to head out,” you say, trying to avoid eye contact. “YN, what’s wrong?” Namjoon says as he continues to set up the cups. “Nothing is wrong I’m just tired” you force a laugh trying to not be obvious. "I know you, stop lying. You never leave my party this early and when you are tired you usually nap in my bed, so what’s wrong?” Namjoon stops to look at you. You smile at him, “I told you nothing is wrong. I just feel like sleeping in my own bed tonight.”  "Okay, whatever, you’ll tell me eventually or I’ll get it out of you. Whichever you prefer. Do you want me to take you home?” he offers. “No I got it, I don’t live that far anyway.” Rolling your eyes, you walk towards him. Namjoon gives you a hug, “I like my jacket on you,” his comment is laced with sarcasm.You laugh for real this time, ”why do you even have clothes in the guest bedroom any ways?” “In case I need it or something” he says rolling his eyes at you. Walking away, you wave your hands up, “well Thanks I’ll add it to my Joonie collection!” you yelled back. You decided to ditch the goodbyes to avoid any further embarrassing interactions. Stepping out of the front door, you choose to walk home, appreciating the fresh air. Your stomach starts to feel uneasy. Was this wrong? Why all of a sudden did Jungkook decided to do this now? What were his motives? To prove he’s better than Hoseok or was there something more? All of this was making your head hurt. Opening the door to your apartment, you throw your keys on the counter and hear your phone buzz a couple of times Joonie: Did you get home safe?Joonie: You’re not dead in a ditch somewhere right???Joonie: You only live like 10 mins away.. 🙄Joonie: hello? Hoseok: Where are you? Deciding to ignore the texts and answer them later, you head to the bathroom. Getting undressed you begin to run a bath. Getting in, the hot water soaks your body and you finally get some relaxation. Right as you were about to close your eyes, you hear your doorbell ring. “Shit,” you say guessing it is Namjoon checking up on you. He has a habit of worrying over nothing. You get the same way with him so you had an understanding, but not this late at night. Unwillingly getting out of the tub, you wrap a towel around your body and go to answer the door. Opening it you see Hoseok standing there checking his phone. “What are you doing here?” You say surprised. “Why didn’t you answer my text? Why didn’t you tell me you were leaving?” He says walking in. “Okay.. not like you ever care but why does it matter?” You say rolling your eyes shutting the door. Walking past him, you were about to go into the bedroom, when Hoseok grabs you by the waist and turns you around. He looks down at you, “What is that supposed to mean?” He says locking eyes with you. "Nothing,” you say as you’re too tired to start with him. “Hmm,” is all he says leaning down, pressing his lips against yours. He bites your bottom lip, while at the same time grabbing your ass. You let out a light moan feeling his hands on your body, deepening the kiss. Dropping your towel down to the floor, he taps the back of your thighs signaling for you to jump. You wrap your legs around his waist. He leaves kisses down your neck, walking towards your bedroom. He throws you on the bed then lifts off his shirt. Getting on top of you, he leans down trailing kisses down your breasts, grabbing them with his hands. “You’re mine YN,” he says between kisses. You let out a moan, arching your back due to how turned on you are. The way Hoseok makes you feel is like an addiction. You can’t get enough of it. He knows your body and what it craves for. He knows exactly how to touch you. He knows exactly what to do to make you feel. As he kisses down your inner thigh, he slowly sucks until reaching your clit. Using his tongue, you feel pleasure shoot through your body and let out a moan. “Fuck,” you say as you grip his hair, grinding against his mouth. Hoseok gets up between your legs and he undoes his pants before pulling them off. He hovers over you, stroking his cock a couple of times. Positioning his cock at your entrance, he leans down and gives you a rough kiss as he thrusts into you hard, causing you both to moan. He begins to move in and out of you faster, hitting your sweet spot. Hoseok always knows exactly how to please you and just the way you like it. “I’m going to cum Hoseok,” you say as you arch your back feeling your orgasm near. His pace begins to be slow as he’s about to cum too. Thrusting in you once more, you both reach your high. Exhausted, he drops on top of you. After some time has passed, you lay there running your hand through his hair. Breaking the silence, you quietly ask, “Are we going to talk about what happened tonight?”  Feeling Hoseok shift a little from your sudden question, he looks up at you. “There’s nothing to talk about, it’s not going to happen again.” he says as he gets up. You were about to say something when Hoseok gets off of you and moves towards the end of the bed. He runs his hands through his hair, he bends over to pick up his pants, and pulls them up his legs. Standing up he buttons his pants and gets his shirt to throw over his head. “You’re not staying?” You ask feeling a little hurt but not surprised. "No, I have an early practice tomorrow. I thought it would be better if I just head home.” Hoseok says as he leans down to kiss your forehead. “I’ll walk myself out, good night YN. I’ll call you later.” He says walking out of your door.  For some reason you feel a little hurt with Hoseok leaving. It’s nothing new, you do this all the time, but for some reason it felt different this time. Is it because of what Jungkook said? Pulling the covers up, you lay there feeling annoyed. Why did this have to happen tonight? If this whole thing didn’t happen with Jungkook then maybe you wouldn’t feel this way towards Hoseok. Everything was going fine. Do you have feelings for Hoseok? You weren’t sure anymore and maybe this whole thing with Hoseok was no longer a good idea. You felt your phone vibrate. Joonie: I’M COMING OVER. IT’S BEEN AN HOUR. YN: I’m Home! I’m sorry I forgot to text you back.YN: Going to bed. Text you in the morningYN: Love you Joonie. Joonie: Just making sure. Love you too.You were about to drift to sleep when you feel another buzz. Thinking it was Namjoon sending another text, you glance at your phone. Seeing his name, you felt a little nervous and you didn’t know why. Jungkook: Hey, is everything okay? Namjoon told me you left early because you weren’t feeling well? You hesitated thinking if it is the right time to reply. But what harm can it can do, he’s just checking up on you. YN: Hey Kook, I’m okay, I was just tired. Thanks for checking up on me :) Not even a minute later you feel your phone again. Jungkook: No problem, you should have let me walk you home. I wouldn’t have minded. You read the text and for some reason it gives you butterflies. It’s a feeling you haven’t felt in a while. YN: It’s okay, it wasn’t a far walk and I needed to clear my head.. Jungkook: I can’t stop thinking about tonight.. YN: I feel the same way, but it feel so wrong Jungkook.. What went on between the three of us should have never happened.. Jungkook: You’re right. Hoseok shouldn’t have been there.Jungkook: Let me show you.Jungkook: Go out with me this Friday. Lets talk. You didn’t know how to answer that. Did you want to go see him? You felt this weird feeling in the pit of your stomach. Why do you feel so guilty when there isn’t anything for you to feel guilty about?   ************************************  “It’s time to wake up YN!” Namjoon yells as he opens your blinds. Pulling the sheets over your head you groan into your pillow. “Oh my god, Joonie! It’s too fucking early!” You yell back from under the cover.Namjoon pulls the cover off your head, “It’s noon, and I texted you this morning. But since you didn’t reply, I figured I’d come here and wake you up myself,” he says with a smile as his dimples show. You playfully glare at him, “ My head hurts, and I couldn’t sleep.” Annoyed, you massage your temples while leaning against the bed frame. “Here take this.” Namjoon hands you an advil with a cup of water. “ Thank you,” you say taking it. “So, are you going to tell me what’s going on?” Namjoon asks getting in bed next to you. “Who said anything was going on?” You say putting down the cup of water. Grabbing your phone you see a few messages from different people. “Because you’re my best friend and I always know when something is up, so TELL ME.” he says, giving you a stern look. You didn’t want anyone to know about this, but you had to tell someone. Besides Namjoon, you really have no one else to talk about this. So you begin to tell him what happened last night at the party. Namjoon already knew about you and Hoseok, therefore you didn’t have to tell him the details about that. You did tell him how you, Jungkook, and Hoseok ended up in the guest bedroom together, and what the three of you did. Then what Jungkook said to you after it all. How Hoseok ended up here last night and you guys fucked. How he avoided your questions, but claimed you are his, then didn’t even stay the night. This explained why you didn’t text him back right away. You told him Jungkook texted shortly after Hoseok left and that he wants to meet you for dinner. Finally voicing the entire situation, you realize this is all real and it wasn’t a dream last night. You put your face in your hands and let out a sigh. “Wow..” Is all Namjoon can say. You look up at him, “Yup..” “First of all, thank god that did not happen in my room, because I would have killed all of you.” He says bursting out laughing. “That’s all you can think about Joonie!? I’m the middle of a life crisis here!” You punch him. "I’m sorry!” He defends himself by putting up his hands. “I can’t believe all of that went on last night. Actually, Hoseok and Jungkook both asked me about you last night. I knew why Hoseok asked but I was curious as to why Jungkook was looking for you. It all make sense now… Wow, I never knew Jungkook had it in him.” He says like a proud dad. “JOONIE! Can we please focus here!” You say fustrated. “Okay okay okay, well do you like Hoseok? I know you guys have been fucking for months. Is there anything you feel for him, YN? If I am being honest, Hoseok isn’t the relationship type.” He says trying not to hurt my feelings. “Look YN, I never wanted to get between you and Hoseok. Whatever you do is both of your decisions and in the end if you need me, I will be there. But I always thought you deserve better than Hoseok.” His facial expression says it all. Closing your eyes, you realize this is the second time you have heard this. You know it is true, so why does it still hurt? Maybe you did have feelings for Hoseok, but just accepted how things were because you were comfortable. “What do you think I should do?” You sighed. “It’s not up to me, but I say go with your gut. If you want to meet Jungkook, then do it. Hoseok does not have any say in it. You’re not in a relationship.” he says in a serious tone. Making your decision, you text Jungkook.YN : Sorry for not replying last night, but my answer is yes.

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Work has killed you this week, you’re thankful it is Friday, and are finally off. The date with Jungkook is tonight. Feeling a bit nervous but excited at the same time, you realise you haven’t been on a date in a long time. You never had the time or interest in anyone to do so. Plus, Hoseok satisfied your needs.Walking into your apartment, you take off your shoes and walk into your bedroom, throwing yourself on the bed. Feeling so exhausted, you look at the time and groan. It’s 5pm. Jungkook said he was going to pick you up at 7pm. With two hours to take a shower to get ready, you get started since you have a tendency to procrastinate and somehow how end up late. You hear your phone buzz.Jungkook: I can’t wait to see you tonight.Looking at the text it gives you butterflies, which translates to the rest of your body as nerves. This can either go bad or good, but you didn’t want to over analyze everything making you even more nervous.YN: Me too.Jungkook: ;)After you shower, you blow dry your hair and put some waves into it. Deciding to wear black high waisted jeans, ankles rolled up, you pair them with an off the shoulder white top and black ankle boots. You do a simple makeup look, because let's be honest, you are not a makeup guru. There was no time to try and act like you know what you are doing, when clearly you do not.  Looking at the time it was 15 minutes until 7pm. Finishing up the last touches, you hear your phone go off, thinking it was Jungkook you reach for it.Hoseok: Are you busy tonight?Looking at the text, you knew it only meant one thing: he wanted to meet up tonight. You were used to him hitting you up on the weekends. The boys usually go out or they have something at their place. At first you were seeing Hoseok mostly on the weekends, but lately it has been throughout the week or whenever he wants. Rereading the text, you ponder on what to say. Hearing your doorbell ring, you don’t want to use up any more time, and send him a quick reply.YN: I’m busy.Hearing the doorbell again, you jump up, sighing at his impatience. Opening the door, Jungkook stands in front of you with a bouquet of flowers. You first notice his baby blue dress shirt, tucked into his light white washed denim jeans with ripped holes at the knee. The black belt around his waist compliments the silver watch on his wrist. His hair is slightly parted in the middle, with a little wave to it. He looked so good. Mesmerized, you couldn’t stop looking at how sexy Jungkook was. "YN.. You okay?” Jungkook says snapping you out of your thoughts. “Yeah..um.. Sorry.. Come in!” You say trying to not make yourself obvious. “These are for you,” he says,handing you the flowers. “Thank you Jungkook, they’re beautiful,” grabbing the flowers from him to smell them. “Let me put them in water, then we can go,” you say walking towards the kitchen.Finding a vase to put the flowers in, you fill it up with water. “You have a nice place.” Jungkook says as you find him looking at a picture of you and Namjoon on your living room table. “Thanks,” you chuckle, as you see him picking up another frame with all of you in Namjoon’s back yard taken a few months back. “Want to know a little secret?” He says as he eyes the picture. “What?” You ask curiously. “This is actually the night I wanted to talk to you,” he says quietly
“Oh..”
Right as you were about to ask why, he puts the picture down. “Ready for our date?” Looking at you with his bunny smile. “Yeah let me grab my bag,” you say, his words making you wonder.The car ride was quiet. Glancing down at your phone, you see a message from Hoseok asking what you were doing, but choose to ignore it. Jungkook breaks the silence to ask about your week, how work is going, your favorite music, and what you like. You exchange answers to each other’s questions. Jungkook was laid back. You can tell he was a bit reserved, but he tried his best to make you comfortable, making the conversation smooth.Pulling up to the restaurant, Jungkook parks his car and swiftly gets out to open your door. Offering you his hand, you take it and thank him. The warmth of his fingers sends electricity through you. Tucking your hand into the crook of his arm, he guides you into the restaurant. With your reservation already set, the hostess immediately seats you both. Jungkook begins to look at the menu, which gives you a moment to study him. You were still curious about what Jungkook meant in regards to the picture. “Hey Kook, what did you mean about the picture, if you don’t mind me asking?” You ask trying not to push the topic if he didn’t want to talk about it. “Oh, yeah, I don’t mind,” he says shifting in his seat a bit. “I have always found you beautiful YN, ever since Namjoon introduced you to us. I never wanted to cross the line, because you were my hyung’s best friend. Also, I didn’t think I would ever have the chance. But that night, I couldn’t stop looking at you. I wanted to ask you out.” Looking at him challengingly, “Why didn’t you?” He shifts again, looking down. His tongue pushes on the side of his cheek, hiding back his smirk of a smile. You don’t know why, but the way he did that made you feel some type of way. He looked so sexy doing it. His voice brings you back to the current conversations. “Oh trust me, I wanted to do more than just ask you out that night. But when I went to look for you,” he pauses, “I saw you and Hoseok together.” He says sounding disappointed. “After that I gave up because I thought you and Hoseok were together. I figured I would keep my distance. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t jealous..” “So.. why now?” You questions. “Do you want me to be honest?” He asks you.
“Yes.”
“Well after a couple of months, I saw the way Hoseok treated you. I finally understood what you both were. You weren’t anything to him but a quick fuck. So that night when I saw you alone in the kitchen, I knew I had to get you some how. I didn’t expect that to happen and I’m sorry it did. I let my pride, and the alcohol, take over. I don’t want you seeing me as that person. I would have never done that if I was thinking straight. My intentions were not to sleep with you that night, but it happened. I hope we both can put that past us and move on from here.” He says sincerely.You were left speechless, you didn’t really know what to say. Part of you wished that night never happened either but if it didn't, would you have felt different about Hoseok? Maybe? Who knows. It happened. Of course part of you wished Jungkook would have spoken to you sooner, but things happen for a reason right? Jungkook was right. It’s better to move on from here than to keep thinking about it. It was a one time thing. "Yes, I would like that.” You say with smile feeling shy. “Good,” he says as the waiter comes with your meals.After dinner, you leave the restaurant feeling satisfied. Walking out, you hear people and music. Walking towards the sound, you see a band playing music for the people on the street. On the weekends, the streets of Seoul can be fun and packed with people. “Oh my god, let’s dance!” You yell in excitement, pulling him towards the crowd.You can feel Jungkook the tension coming off of him. His eyes look like they were about to pop out like he was shook.
”It’s okay you dance, i’ll watch.”
“Oh Kook, come on live a little,” you say pulling him towards you.You start to sway your hips in front of him. His eyes turn dark as he watches you. Pulling him close, the song becomes more upbeat. He wraps his arms around your waist, closing the distance between you. Eyes locked, you move rhythmically together, bodies colliding from time to time. Jungkook loosens his grip just to pull you to his chest again, hips meeting yours. His beautiful brown eyes never leave yours. The music gets slower, a sexy song begins as Jungkook’s hips press further into yours, moving slowly, gradually more sensual while grinding into you. You are amazed at how good of a dancer Jungkook is. As you both slow down, you put your arms around his neck and pull him down for a kiss. The kiss turns deeper, both of your tongues fighting against each other. His hands slowly moving down from your waist. You feel the temperature rising from both of your bodies. It felt like it was just you two and no one else around. The kiss was so sexual but passionate, like you were expressing how you felt towards each other.As the music stops, you hear people cheering around you, signaling everyone the concert was over. You both pull away, catching your breath, staring each other in the eyes.He smiles at you, “Ready to go home?” "Yes,” you say smiling back.Intertwining your hand with his, you both begin to walk to his car. You thought that the ride back to your apartment would be awkward, filled with uncomfortable silences since the two of you would be left alone after that heated dance, but it wasn’t. Jungkook seemed relaxed and happy as he had his hand on the wheel. You tried not to make it obvious as you were checking him out for the second time that night. You could feel the sexual tension in the air, and couldn’t stop thinking about the way Jungkook danced with you. The feeling of his lips on yours. You had never kissed anyone like that..Jungkook insisted that he walk you to your door. “Do you want to come in?” you say leaning against it.He walks up to you, pressing you against the door, he pulls you in and reaches for the nape of your neck, where his fingers play with your hair. The other hand stays on your waist as his lips brush your ear. “I would love too,” he whispers “but my night ends here.” He says as he slowly moves his lips down your jaw. “It doesn't have too,” you say letting out a moan. “I need to show you different YN.” He says as he reach your lips.You lean forward and give him a kiss, he pushes his tongue in and gives you a slow kiss as he bites your bottom lip.Pulling away, “I need to stop myself before I can’t.” He backs up. “I had fun tonight YN.” “I did too Jungkook, thank you.” You say with a smile. “Anytime,” he says with a wink. “I’ll text you later,” waving goodbye before turning around and walking back to his car. Getting back into your apartment, you shut the door and rest your head against it. This feeling was different, you felt happy and excited. You hear your phone go off.Joonie: We’re going out tomorrow!TaeTae: Hell yeah!Jiminie: what are we doing?Jin drama queen: fuck yeah bitches, we’re getting drunkTaeTae: Drinks on JinJin drama queen: OH hold up. It’s your turn.Joonie: You both can buy us drinks. How about that.Jiminie: why isn’t YN replying? 👀Jin drama queen: Her and Jungkook are on a date.. 😌TaeTae: No wonder that asshole didn’t text me back.Jiminie: THEY’RE ON A DATE!!Joonie: Jin you were not suppose to say anything!Joonie: She’s going to kill me.Jin drama queen: I mean we were going to find out either way..Jiminie: Tae did you hear that sound?TaeTae: what? I didn’t hear anythingJoonie: aren’t your rooms right next to each other? Why do you have to text each other.Jiminie: WHAT IF I WALK OUT AND DIE NAMJOONIE.TaeTae: it’s just Jungkook, he looks VERY HAPPY.Joonie: YN mad she has to be, she isn’t replying..Jin drama queen: YN if you reply, drinks on me. Looking at the messages you laugh at them as you pull off your shoes and jump on your bed. You weren’t surprised Jin knew because Namjoon tells Jin everything. They were roommates with Yoongi. That makes you wonder if Yoongi knows and if he said anything to Hoseok.. You shook the thought away and replied to the boys. YN: I just got back.Jin drama queen: OH. Is this this how our friendship have become 😤YN: Joonie you can never keep your mouth shut.YN: oh be quiet Jin you know I love you.Joonie: SORRY. He kept asking and wouldn't stop bugging me about it. He knew something was up.Jin drama queen: I did.. I can’t believe you did not tell me.Jiminie: Jungkook never said anything to us either.TaeTae: He never tells us anything. That disrespectful piece of shit that I love so much. 🙄YN: OKAY. everybody knows now.. so can we change the subjectYN: Where we meeting tomorrow?Joonie: Your place at 8pm.Jiminie: Can’t wait!! See you guys tomorrow!!TaeTae: Alright tomorrow. Can y’all pick me and Jimin up. We can’t drive.Jin drama queen: Peasants. But yesTaeTae: At least I’m more beautiful.YN: OKAY OKAY.. lets not start, i’m tired and I don’t need all of you blowing up my phone. See you tomorrow. Love you.Jin drama queen: Just cause YN ask, I will not say anything. BYE!  love you tooTaeTae: ✌🏻Jiminie: Omg I love you guys so much!Joonie: OHkay, I think that is enough for one night. Bye.As you were about to put down your phone, you get another text and it made you smile.
Jungkook: Goodnight beautiful.

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You woke up feeling great, it’s been awhile since you got to sleep in. Looking at the time it was already noon. Getting up you decide to turn on your speaker and play Joji - Slowly Dancing in the Dark. As the music starts to play, you open the blinds in your living room and walking into the kitchen to make yourself breakfast. Sipping your cup of coffee, you look at the bouquet of flowers Jungkook brought you, and aren’t able to hold back your smile. The date was amazing. He was amazing. Maybe that’s why you slept so good; a wonderful night finished with a sweet goodnight text from Jungkook.After breakfast you decide to relax on the couch and binge watch your shows on Netflix. You and Jungkook spent the day texting back and forth. Hearing your doorbell ring, you wake up slightly disoriented, not remembering how you fell asleep. Stretching your arms over your head and letting out a yawn, you look at the time. 6pm. Walking to your door, you open it to reveal Namjoon. “Don’t you have keys?” You ask surprise that he even rang the doorbell. “I forgot them at home,” he says as he walks in. “You’re early? Where is everyone?” You question. “I was close by, so I decided to just come here,” he says, slouching down on your couch. “Who is she?” You say excited. He knows damn well there’s no one you both know that lives close to you, or else you would know them. “No one important, just someone I met recently,” he says shrugging. “Not yet, you mean?” You say teasing him as you poke his face. “No YN, it’s not like that.. Well I don’t think so..” he says confused, ”Anyway, how was your date with Jungkook?” You told him everything: how the date went, how different he made you feel, the way he ended the night. Namjoon was happy to see you happy. He was surprised that Jungkook actually danced with you. He typically likes to be alone, and to himself, unless he’s comfortable.Namjoon also mentioned Hoseok was acting weird last night, constantly looking at his phone. He wondered if it had anything to do with you. “He wanted to meet up..” You say quietly. “But I told him I was busy and never replied.” You say rolling your eyes. “You need to talk to him YN, I don’t think he knows. No one has said anything or brought it up around him. Jungkook doesn’t really come over anymore. He’s starting to catch on.” Namjoon says giving you the look. “I know, but it shouldn’t matter right?” you say. “No, but he wont stop trying to pursue you. You need to clarify things with him if you’re thinking of being serious with Jungkook..” He says
“You’re right, i’ll talk to him soon.”
You knew you had to talk to Hoseok but you weren’t sure where you and Jungkook were taking this. He did say he wants to show you different and give you better. What exactly does that mean? Does he want to be together? Maybe you should talk to him about it the next time you see him, which you hope is soon.Namjoon interrupts your thoughts asking you if he can take a shower, ”Yeah, I have some of your clothes somewhere in my closet.” You say getting up to go to your bedroom.Namjoon looks through your closet spotting a pile of clothes, “Really YN?” He lets out a laugh. “Look, I’ve been busy and I’m tired. I’ll get  to them when I can.. they’re clean though!” You say, getting on your bed to lay on your stomach, legs in the air. “You shouldn’t talk, you’re messy too.” You add. “And that’s why you’re my best friend, we are the same person,” Namjoon says laughing as he look for his clothes. “I’m not clumsy though, and I don’t break everything I touch,” you say trying to make a point.He looks at you with a sarcastic smile then slowly raises his middle finger making you burst out laughing. You see him pick something up, “This should work, Jin’s bringing me some clothes when he gets here.” He walks out of the door and down the hallway to the bathroom. Still laughing you begin to scroll through twitter, when a text from Jungkook comes through.Jungkook: What are you doing? :)YN: I’m getting ready to go out with the boys tonight.Jungkook: Ahh, I heard about that. Jimin wouldn’t shut up.Jungkook: Wish I could join you, but I’m seeing friends that came from out of town.YN: Me too. Next time?Jungkook: Of course. No doubt about that. Have fun tonight. Let me know if you need anything.YN: I will. :)Getting bored with your phone, you start to get ready while listening to Namjoon talk about the weirdest things. Something to do with life and how the planet works. Honestly you were lost the whole time, but it made the time pass. Looking at your phone, it was 8pm. Right on cue, you hear your doorbell ring and knew the boys were here. Namjoon got up to open the door for them. Finishing the last touches on your makeup, you walk out to see them in the kitchen making drinks. “Hey beautiful,” Jimin says as he pulls you in for a hug. “Hey Jimin,” you say back pulling away. Taehyung throws his hand over your shoulder, “You ready to have fun tonight? It’s been a while since the five of us went out. I’M READY!” he says happily. “Alright, drink up bitches, we don’t got time to waste.” Jin says as he hands us all a drink. “Yoongi decided last minute not to come, he’s having something chill at the house,” Namjoon saying walking in grabbing his drink.You all take your drinks back to back. Leaving your place, Namjoon calls a taxi to head to the club. Your group gets in right away because, as usual, Jin always knows someone, or has some type of connection. Walking through the crowd, the five of you head straight to the bar. Jin orders everyone two shots of whiskey, and a round of beers. Once finishing your drinks, you all head to a booth where Jin asks the waiter for another round of mixed drinks. “Jin, are you sure we are not going to fast?” You eye him. “NOPE! We’re here to have fun. So drink up baby,” he says as he downs his shot.Letting out a laugh, “Ookay.. Jin.” You say rolling your eyes.Jimin gets in the booth next to you as you both eye Taehyung and Namjoon talking to a group of different people.You let out a laugh, “We’ve only been here for what, 20 minutes? And they’re like lions hunting their prey!” you exclaim. “Typical huh?” Jimin chuckles. "Yup, you know they can’t go without talking to anyone.” You say as you sip on your beer.Jimin lets out a bigger laugh knowing it’s true. “Sooo… your date with Jungkook?” Jimin asks teasingly bumping your shoulder. “Yeah.. ?” You turn to him knowing exactly he wants, all the details because Jungkook probably did not tell them anything. “TELL ME!!!” Jimin says excitedly with the biggest smile. “It was good, different,” You say with a smile. You explain how the night went, and how good he danced.Jimin was shocked he actually danced in front of people, knowing how shy he can be.
“I’m happy for you both. I hope it all works out.”
“Thanks Jimin,” you say leaning on him. “OKAY, enough with the relationship talk. LET’S DANCE!” Jin yells as he gets up. You and Jimin look at each other and burst out laughing. Downing the rest of your drink, you follow the boys to the dance floor to meet Taehyung and Namjoon. At this point all of you were pretty drunk. All the boys are great dancers, but you can’t deny that Jimin is the best out of them. Jimin has always been your dancing partner when you guys go out. Namjoon.. he not much of a dancer, he just moves and sings along to most of the songs. Taehyung is a great dancer, but he just loves to joke with Jin and do the stupidest dance moves.You guys were having so much fun dancing. Jimin was behind you when you felt Jin grab your hand, “Oh no..” He says before he cover his mouth like he was about to throw up. “Jin don’t! Come on!” You begin to pull him through the crowds of people towards the bathroom. At this point, you didn’t care if any guys were in the men restroom, you walk in and open the closest stall, pushing Jin to the toilet. As he throws up, you look away, “You okay?” you ask.While he is throwing up, the boys all follow in and start laughing at Jin. “You guys be nice.. We all been there..” you say eyeing them.Your comment makes them laugh even more. “I have to take pictures.This is amazing, Jungkook’s going to love this,” Taehyung says as he pulls out his phone snapping photos.Jin put up his right hand, giving him the middle finger, “You can fuck off Tae.” Jin says as he flushes the toilet and leans against the wall. He slowly starts to close his eyes, putting his face down on his knees. “Shit, Jin you gotta get up.” You say trying to wake him up. “I’m pretty sure he’s out.” Jimin says laughing. “You guys, help me.” you say. “We can always leave him here,” Taehyung suggests.You eye him and he puts both hands up “I’m kidding, you know I love him.” he says trying to hold back his laugh. Namjoon and Taehyung get each side of Jin and lift him up. You and Jimin walk behind them just in case they needed any help.Reaching the outside of the club, you decided to go with Namjoon to help take Jin home. Saying bye to Taehyung and Jimin as they get into a taxi, you give them a hug and get into a different taxi next to Jin and Namjoon. “I told him not to drink those tequila shots” Namjoon shakes his head. “You know when Jin drinks there is no stopping him. He loves the hype and fun.” You say looking out the window. At this point you were already feeling sober.Arriving at their place, you and Namjoon bring Jin up to his room. After making sure he had water and a trash bin, you walk out to the hall, and hear your phone buzz.Jungkook: You okay? Tae and Jimin just told me what happened.Jungkook: Disappointed I wasn’t there to witness it.Jungkook: The pictures are good hahahaha. I am never going to let this go.You laugh causing Namjoon to ask what you were laughing about. Showing him Jungkook’s texts he laughs.YN: BE NICE KOOK.YN: But yes it was funnyYN: I’m okay, walking home right now. “Are you planning to stay? You can stay in my room if you’re too tired?” Namjoon says. “It’s okay, I’m just going to go home,” you say as you both walk downstairs. You can hear that Yoongi had people over. “Alright, text me when you get home,” Namjoon says. “I will,” you reply. He gives you a hug then walks the opposite way towards the patio.Jungkook: It’s late. Do you want me to pick you up?Right as you were about to text Jungkook back, you feel someone grab your hand and pull you towards them. “Hey baby, where have you been?” Hoseok says slurring his words. You can smell the alcohol on his breath. He was really drunk. He leans his face in the crook of your neck, putting his weight on you, then brushing his lips down your neck. He always knew how to hit the right spot. Snapping out of it, you push him off. “You’re really drunk Hoseok,” putting your hands on his shoulders to stabilize him.He mumbles something, “What?” you ask. “Please take me home..,” he says as he pulls you closer. “Hoseok, why don’t you just stay here?” you say annoyed. “No, I want to go home with you,” His eyes pleading you.Feeling annoyed you give in because you can’t stand seeing him like this, “Fine, where are your keys?” you ask. He doesn’t respond so you start patting down his pockets but couldn't’ find them. You thought about calling Namjoon or Yoongi but felt bad and didn’t want to put this on them.Putting his face between your hands, you try to get his attention, “Hoseok I can’t take you home, if I don’t know where your keys are.” “Let's just go back to your place. Please,” he says with a pout. “Come on” he pulls you to the door.The walk to your place was short, but felt like it took forever because you had to basically drag Hoseok with you. Getting into your apartment, you place your keys and phone on the side table and lay Hoseok on the couch. He tries to get up and pull you towards him to kiss you. “Hoseok stop, your drunk” you say trying to get up. “That never stopped us before,” he says as he nuzzles himself between your breast. “I’m going to go get you some water,” you say and push him back. Giving up, Hoseok lays down.Jungkook: You got home okay?Jungkook: YN?Hoseok heard your phone vibrating with an incoming call. He glances at it wondering who was calling and texting you so late, assuming it was Namjoon when the vibrations stop. All of a sudden your phone begins to vibrate indicating another call, and Hoseok picks up seeing Jungkook’s name appear on the screen. He made a tsk sound feeling annoyed. Seeing you coming, he picks up the phone call and places it on the table face down. He heard Jungkook say hello, as you came over to hand him the water. Sipping from the cup he places it on your nightstand then grabs your hand, ”Come here baby.” He pulls you towards him, “Hoseok…” you saying his name with a sigh. He surprises you by pulling you in for a deep kiss, pushing his tongue in your mouth, he moans making sure Jungkook can hear. The last thing Jungkook heard was you saying his name and the kiss he gave you, before he hung up. He felt hurt that you were with him. He thought, just maybe you wouldn’t see him anymore, he was so mad that he threw the nearest item to him at the wall, “Fuck!” he yells walking out the door.

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You pulled away, pushing Hoseok back,

”Stop Hoseok, we’re not doing this right now,”

you say in a passive tone. He looks up at you,

“Why not? What’s stopping you?”

He looks at you annoyed. His question makes you pause. This was not the right time to talk to him about Jungkook, he’s too drunk to comprehend.

“I’m just not in the mood Hoseok, I’m tired,”

you say sighing. The feeling of guilt creeps up on you. Trying to convince yourself that you didn’t know why, you could feel the reasoning in the back of your mind. Part of you did wanted this, but the other part realized you deserve better. Hoseok only wants you when he’s drunk, or like Jungkook said, if it’s just a quick fuck. Hearing his name in your head, you slowly accept the reason for your guilt.

“Fine, can you at least sleep with me?”

He asks with a pout, patting the spot next to him. At first you hesitate a bit because it didn’t feel right, but seeing his pleading eyes got to you.

“Okay.. I’m going to go change.”

Grabbing your phone you head to your room. Remembering you never texted Jungkook back, you open your phone to the home screen and notice a missed call. Pressing the phone icon, you see a missed call from Jungkook, but also an answered one for 30 seconds. You were confused because you never heard a call from him. Looking at the time he called you, it was literally five minutes ago, when you were with Hoseok.
Walking back out, Hoseok is watching something on tv.

“Did you answer a call from Jungkook?”

You question looking at him. He lets out a low laugh, confirming he did.

“Why Hoseok?”

You ask him, your tone laced with anger.

“It’s not a big deal”

he says shrugging his shoulders, not looking at you.

“What was the point of this?”

You raise your voice.

“He needed to know that you were preoccupied at the moment. Why does it matter to you anyway?”

He looks up at you with one of his eyebrows raised.
You honestly didn’t know how to answer this. There was no real clarity as to where you and Jungkook stood, but you didn’t want to ruin what was only the beginning of what could be.

“Really, who gives a shit? Can we just stop this and sleep?”

He says.

“You’re an asshole Hoseok,”

you say walking away.

“Isn’t that what you like YN?”

He gets up with a little stumble, following you in to your bedroom. Turning around you give him a look,

“You’re annoying.”

As you were about to walk past him, he grabs your waist, pushes you on the bed, hovers over you and looks you directly in the eyes. The darkness from his eyes pour into you.

“Yeah, annoying enough to make you feel this,”

he says, slowly brushing his lips down your neck. His hand grabs your breast, giving it a tight squeeze as he sucks lightly on your most sensitive spot. You let out a moan feeling yourself getting wet between your legs. He moves his hand down your dress and pulls it slightly up to find your underwear. He can feel the wetness between your legs. Hoseok always knows exactly how to get you, and you hated that.

“That’s what I thought,”

he says smirking at you. Shoving him off, you get up and walk past him to go take a shower. Seeing your face flushed, he laughs, which frustrates you even more.
Letting the hot water run down your back, you close your eyes. Your feelings were mixed. You hate that Hoseok holds a power over you, and uses it to get to you. Things with Hoseok need to end, but you couldn’t talk to drunk him because he probably won’t remember tomorrow. You wonder what Jungkook heard. Stupidly letting Hoseok effect you makes the guilt sink in even deeper. Getting out, you go straight to your phone to call Jungkook and explain. Sitting on your toilet seat, you try to ring him. He doesn’t answer, so you text him.
YN:
Jungkook, I know you were listening..

YN:
It’s not what you think, please let me explain.
You waited five minutes but received no reply. Feeling impatient, you try calling again, but this time his phone is off. Frustrated, you leave your bathroom to tell Hoseok he has to go because you can’t do this anymore. Reaching your room, you see him fast asleep in your bed. There’s no way you’re getting him up when he’s passed out like this.Letting out a heavy sigh, you figure you’ll have to talk to Hoseok in the morning. Getting in bed next to him, you face the other way. You’re hurt that Jungkook wouldn’t even hear you out. Whatever he heard, he must think the worst of you. If only he would give you the chance to clear things up. Maybe Namjoon can talk to him... Thinking of Namjoon, you remind yourself that he hates when you don’t let him know you’re home.
YN:
Hey Joonie, sorry for the late text.

YN:
I’ll explain tomorrow.. Love you.
You were surprised Namjoon didn’t text you back as he usually does. You come to the conclusion that maybe he was already asleep since it was 3am. Putting your phone down, you try to sleep it off. 
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The next morning you woke up without Hoseok next to you. Great! You thought to yourself. You were supposed to talk to him, but now thats not going to happen. You contemplate if he remembers what happened last night. Checking your phone you had a few messages, but none were from the person you wanted it to be. You did, however, have a message from Hoseok.

Hoseok:
Thanks for taking care of me last night, I had to leave early to meet Yoongi and get my keys.

You were pretty annoyed because Hoseok can be such an asshole one minute, then completely different the next. Groaning loudly, you toss your phone on your bed. Looking up at the ceiling, you wonder how the fuck your life end up here. It’s as if you’re acting out scenes from a goddamn movie; the girl who falls for the wrong guy because of her dumb decisions.

Feeling your phone ring, you grab it quickly hoping it is Jungkook. Instead it was Namjoon.

“Joonie!”

You answer whining.

“You’ve got some explaining to do YN, I’m on my way,”

Namjoon says over the phone. You can hear his car starting in the background.

“Oh god.. About what?”

You say curiously.

“I’ll be there soon,”

he ends the call before you can say anything else.
His tone made you nervous. To distract your mind, you make yourself coffee and sit on the couch scrolling through instagram until Namjoon makes his way through the front door.

“You look like shit,”

you say looking up from your phone.
Namjoon’s hair was pushed up and messy. He was wearing a big sweatshirt and sweatpants with his glasses on.  Walking over he lifts up your legs up, sits down, then places them over his lap.

“Well that would be your fault,”

he say looking at you.

"Why?”

Your stomach drops.

“What happened last with Hoseok night YN?”

He asks concerned.

“How do you know about that?”

You ask while getting up to move closer to him.

“Well… Last night I got a call from Jimin saying he was worried about Jungkook because he heard him throw something against the wall, then heard their front door slam as he left. Jimin tried calling him, but he wouldn’t answer, and his phone was turned off. We were all worried, so I went out looking for him. I knew Jungkook wouldn’t end up in a bar or club, so I skipped those. There is one place I know Jungkook likes to frequent, especially when he needs to be alone. Pulling up at the Han river, I spotted him sitting on the steps looking at the water, drinking himself into oblivion.”

“Oh…”

You say feeling a pang in your chest.

“He was really drunk and visibly upset. I went up to him and asked if he was okay. He didn’t answer, just laughed. I didn’t even have to ask him what happened because he just kept saying ‘Why Hoseok? She deserve better. She doesn’t need him when she can have me.’ And that's when I knew you had some type of involvement.”

Namjoon told you how he tried to explain to Jungkook that maybe it wasn't what it seemed. But he was too drunk and hurt to listen. After an hour, he was able to convince Jungkook to go home.

“Ugh, fuck..”

You say leaning your head back against the couch.

“So what really happened?”

Namjoon asks.

Describing the events that happened once you left his house, you went into detail about everything that transpired between you and Hoseok. How you tried calling Jungkook but his phone was off. How you feel horrible, and are hoping that Jungkook will give you a chance to explain.

“I told you YN, you’ve got to talk to Hoseok, or this isn’t going to work out.”

“I know, I know..”

You rub your temples.

“I was going to, but he left this morning. I’ll find time to talk to him. But right now I really want to fix things with Jungkook,”

you say feeling sad.

“Just give him some time,”

Namjoon says as he pats your shins, signaling for you to move so he can get up.

“Where you going?”

You look up questioning him.

“I’m meeting a friend,”

he says, stretching his arms over his head.

“I need to get laid.”

"Ew gross Joonie, I didn’t need to know that,”

you say rolling your eyes, laying back down.

“What? A man has needs you know?”

He says laughing.

“Yeah, yeah, whatever.”

You say rolling your eyes.

“I’ll text you later,”

he says while walking out door and shutting it behind him.
Once Namjoon left, you spent the majority of your day moping around your living room. Turning on your tv, you watched anything that came on to keep your mind off of last night. You felt lazy, and sad, and you couldn’t stop thinking about Jungkook. You were wondering what he was doing. When would be the right time to reach out? You let out a sigh, forcing yourself to get up and take a shower.
You felt so much better after. It was pretty late so you decided to call it a night when you got a text from Namjoon.

Joonie:
You’re welcome 😌
Before you could reply, your screen displayed a call from Jungkook. Freaking out, all you could do was stare at your phone for what seemed like forever, missing his call. “Shit,” you say out loud. You were about to call him back, when your phone rings again. Calming yourself, you answer the phone.

“Hello?

” You say hesitantly.

“Hey YN..”

You hear the nerves in Jungkook’s voice.

“We need to talk,”

you both say it at the same time. He lets a laugh which makes you smile. You missed hearing his voice. Just as you were about to explain to him what happened, he breaks the silence.

“Can I come over tomorrow? We can talk. M-maybe cook dinner together?”

His shyness brings you warmth.

“Yes, I would love that”

You say excited.

“Okay, see you tomorrow YN,”

he says, you can tell he was smiling as he hangs up.

It made you happy to know that you and Jungkook were finally going to get the chance to talk, but you were nervous. The two of you would be alone in your apartment.

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Your clock read 6pm, signaling Jungkook was on his way to your place. The butterflies in your stomach left you anxious yet excited, but you also felt worried knowing you and Jungkook had to talk about what happened the other night. The real question lingering in your head was what Jungkook was going to cook for you. The both of you aren’t so good at cooking, which is truly what made you nervous. Knowing he would be here soon, you walk into your bedroom, and decide to put on a simple, loose black dress. Your phone vibrates, making you think Jungkook is here. Peeking at your phone, you sigh at the name.

Hoseok:
Can I come over?

YN:
I’m busy.

Hoseok:
Doing what? Come on little Hobi needs you.

Hoseok:
I miss

you.

YN:
I can’t deal with you right now Hoseok.

You were about to tell him that you both needed to meet up and talk, but you hear your doorbell ring. Not wanting to let Hosoek ruin this evening for you, you decide to ignore him, and go open the door. At first sight, you offer Jungkook a little wave. Taking a moment, you look at him: a black hoodie with a coat over, and black jeans. One thing you’ve always loved about him is that he has the ability to look so good without even trying. He smiles at you and you welcome him in. Coming inside, he takes off his coat and hangs in on the back of a chair.

Feeling somewhat awkward due to the situation that happened, you weren’t sure if you should hug him or just blurt out your feelings. Right as you were about to say something, Jungkook interrupts you and walks over.

Pulling you in,

“Let’s not make this awkward okay? I don’t like that feeling between us,”

he says looking down at you.

You smile,

“Me either.”

“Should we talk?”

he asks as he lets go and walks towards your couch. He sits down, you sit beside him.

“I’ll start”

you say.
You begin by telling him what happened at Namjoon’s place. How Hoseok was really drunk, and you couldn’t just leave him like that. Yes, he did spend the night, and he did answer the call on purpose, but nothing happened between you two. Hoseok may have tried, but you stopped him, and then he knocked out. Finishing up, you let him know he can either believe you, or not, but you’re telling him the truth.

“I trust you,”

he says with a slight smile.

“Do you, Jungkook?”

You ask, looking at him quizzingly.

“Because I need you to know that ever since we started talking, I feel different. I care for Hoseok, but I want you.”

Looking at you, his bunny smile shows,

“That makes me happy,”

he says moving closer to you.

"What is this, Jungkook? What are we doing?”

He looks at you,

“I don’t want to rush things, but I do want you to myself,”

leaning closer to your face,

“I want to treat you right and make you happy. You deserve at least that. We can take things slow, but I need you to tell me, do you only want to be mine?”

He ends with a whisper. His lips almost touching yours.

“I do..”

You reply.
He leans in, finally connecting your lips, while pulling you onto his lap. The movement of  your lips start off slow, and sweet. Tension pools in the bottom of your stomach as the kiss begins to deepen.  
Before it can go any further, he slowly pulls away.

“Are you hungry? Because I am.”

His sudden outburst makes you laugh.

“Yes,”

you say with a smile.

”I ordered take out from my favorite restaurant. It should be here soon. I was going to cook, but unless you want ramen and pork belly that’s all I can do.

” he says with humor in his voice.

“I actually love ramen and pork belly,”

You say, wrapping your arms around his neck.

“Then next time I’ll make it for you, I’m the best.” His tone cocky. “

You can ask the

boys.”

You let out a laugh and agree to it.
You both heard the doorbell, getting up, Jungkook goes to get the food. Deciding to eat in the living room, you sit on the floor. Dinner tasted delicious, the wine was amazing, but what you loved most about the date was that it was going just how you wanted it to. You shared a good laugh, made fun of Jin, and dived deep into embarrassing moments you both have been through.After dinner, you help one another clean up, then lay on the couch. Watching Titanic, you learn it was one of Jungkook’s favorite romance movies. It was so cute to see him as a romantic. Cuddling, you watch the movie, getting distracted every now and then to have a hot make out session. You couldn’t keep your hands off each other. You love kissing Jungkook because it was a feeling you never wanted to stop. His lips felt so good against yours, and the way his hands moved on your body felt so different; comforting and passionate. You didn’t want it to stop. Before you knew it, the movie was almost at the end.
Jungkook stops the kiss,

“It’s getting late, I should probably head home.”

He says unwrapping your body from his.

As he goes to stand up, you grab his arm, and pull him back down.

“Stay with me Kook,”

you say looking up at him.

“Are you sure? I don’t want you to feel like I’m rushing things,”

he says as he leans in so that your lips are once again close together, but not yet touching, his eyes focused on yours. You feel his breath heating up your skin.

"You’re not, stay, please,”

you say and close the distance. Your lips smash into his, causing the heat to intensify. Walking backwards, you let Jungkook lead you towards your bedroom. He lifts off his hoodie, followed by his shirt as you help him unbuckle his pants before he kicks them off, leaving him in his boxers.

Jungkook lays you down on your bed. Hovering over you, he leans down to gently kiss your lips before lowering down your jaw. Your head falls back as his lips trail lower and lower, causing you to grasp his hair. He begins to press kisses down your neck, hitting your sweet spot. Continuing to kiss your neck, his tongue occasionally swipes, causing shivers down your spine. You softly let out a moan from him sucking on your skin, leaving a mark. Running your fingers through his hair, making it messy, he adds more pressure. It turned you on, your favorite kink is feeling yourself get marked.

It felt euphoric having Jungkook’s lips against your skin. His hot breath causing a sensation you were longing for. As his hands roam all over your body, up your thigh, and stop at the hem of your dress.

Locking eyes,

“Let me please you”,

Jungkook says.

Without responding, you grip the back of his neck, and pull him down for a kiss, bringing his body close to yours, gliding your fingers down his back. Jungkook pushes your legs apart, giving him more room to rest between them as he presses his hard cock against your entrance. You gasp from the feeling. He works his hips in soft circular motion rubbing against your clit. He grips your body, pulling you up more before pushing himself deeper and adding more pressure.

“Oh my god Jungkook, that feels good.”

You breathe out as he continues to grind on you. Placing a kiss on your lips he stops, glancing up at you with his brown eyes. Giving him a slight nod, he slowly pulls down the strap of your dress, revealing your breast as he grabs it in his palm. He wraps his mouth over your nipple making it harden as you arch your back feeling pleasure.
You let out a whimper as he swirls his tongue around your nipple. You tug at his hair as he softly suckles your breast between his lips. Slowly making his way down, he leaves light kisses down your stomach.
Looking down at him,

“Jungkook, don’t tease me”

you say.

You hear him let out a chuckle as he continues to move down and kiss your inner thigh.

“These need to come off,”

he says as he gets up.
Hooking each side of your panties, he inches them down one side at a time, eventually sliding them off. Throwing them on to the floor, he holds your left ankle trailing kisses down your leg as he makes his way down to your inner thigh. Anticipating his arrival at your wet core, you try to bring your knees together to relieve some of the pressure. He smirks up at you, knowing exactly what you wanted. Keeping eye contact with you, he pushes your knees down, and places his mouth on your clit. His tongue felt warm and soft against your sensitive skin. He presses it hard against your entrance, but softens his touch when he reaches your clit. He plays with it gently, swirling his tongue around it in circles a couple of times. The feeling drove you crazy, your eyes rolled back from the intense pleasure.Gripping your thigh tighter to hold you in place, he wraps his lips over your clit and begins to suck on it. The feeling sent heat waves throughout your body, but mostly down to the pit of your stomach. Jungkook inserts one finger inside of you and curls it. Adding more pressure, he moves it in a circle on your sensitive spot, causing to you to moan. Adding another finger, he begins to thrust in and out of you fast while licking your clit repeatedly.

"I’m going to cum Kook.”

You whimper as you arch your back.
Bucking your hips into Jungkook’s finger, pleasure runs through your entire body as you feel yourself cum undone. Pulling his fingers out of you, he puts them in his mouth and licks it clean. He gets up and hovers over you, leaning down for a kiss. You look at him and smile. He gets behind you and cuddles you.Turning around to face him, you press a kiss to his lips. Roughly kissing him, you trail your hand down his abs to his dick. As you are about to grab his cock, he stops you.

”You don’t have too..”

he says looking at you.

You pull him towards you, connecting your lips,

“I want too,”

you say between kisses.
You try again, pushing his hands away, and you push him on his back. Getting on top of him, you give him a kiss as you make your way down to the top of his briefs. You can see how hard he has been. Slowly pulling them down, you grab the base of his cock and sensually stroke him up and down.Moving yourself back, you lower yourself to level with his cock. He holds your hair back as you stick out your tongue and run it up and down his cock. Slowly teasing him, Jungkook lets out a moan. Running your tongue to the top of his cock, you wrap your mouth around it and suck as you stroke him.

“Fuck, that feels good babe..”

Jungkook say with a hiss as he grips your hair tighter.
You take his cock all the way to the back of your throat, making sure to swirl your tongue every time you reach the tip. You continue to move your head up and down, grabbing his balls each time you suck.

“Keep going..”

Jungkook moans.
It was turning you on to see how good you made him feel.

“Babe, I’m going to cum, so I suggest you remove your mouth.”

He closes his eyes as you can feel him start to lose control.

Without stopping you keep sucking until you feel his dick twitch in your mouth. The intensity makes his dick grow harder before he cums, the salty substance coating your mouth. You hear a moan escape him. Stroking the base a couple more times, you feel his cock getting softer. Removing your mouth you swallow his cum and look at him. He looks a mess, a beautiful mess, and it was your doing.
He opens his eyes and pulls you down for a kiss. After a few seconds, he breaks the kiss and brushes your lips, swollen from what his cock did.

“That was fucking sexy YN.”

He looks at you.

You smile in a daze, “

You were amazing.”

Jungkook pulls you down, turns you around, and holds you to his chest, nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck. You felt a warm feeling in your stomach, a feeling you never felt before, and you liked it. As you both get comfortable, you hear your phones go off.
TaeTae:
Party at my place Saturday! I better see you there!
Both looking at the messages, you hear Jungkook groan and throw his phone down.

“You’re going to have a party and not tell me!?”

You say teasing him.

“I was going to tell you, but he beat me to it.”

He says wrapping his arm tighter around your waist getting comfortable.

You let a laugh and put your phone down, he snuggles himself in the back of your neck as he throws his leg over your body.

“Goodnight baby,”

he says as he pulls the comforter over your bodies and you fall asleep. It was a perfect night.

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You have been feeling great this whole week Jungkook spending the night and waking up next to you was the best feeling. He even made you a simple breakfast before leaving. You were happy, not just settling for what you thought was happiness. The rest of the week went by quickly and finally Saturday had arrived. As you were getting ready for Taehyung’s party, you hear your phone.Jungkook: You sure you don’t want me to pick you up?YN: I’ll be fine. It’s easier if I just come to you than make you drive back and forth Kook.Jungkook: Okay see you soon babe. Pulling on your tight black dress, you complete your outfit with your suede ankle boots. Not wanting to deal with your hair you place it in a high ponytail and decide to go simple. Heading out, you call for an Uber. You arrive at Taehyung’s party, and surprisingly there were a lot of people. Walking through the crowd you spot Namjoon and Jimin talking while watching the scene of the party. Walking up to them, Jimin pulls you in for a hug. “Hey beautiful,” Jimin says as he puts his arm over you. "Hey Jimin,” you reply. “How come I never get ‘hey beautiful’ ?” Namjoon pouts, putting his hand on his chest pretending he’s hurt. “Cause I’m beautiful and maybe you’re not?” You say rolling your eyes. “I love you too best friend.” He smirks, blowing you a fake kiss. “You’re beautiful too,” Jimin laughs. “Don’t give in Jimin!” you say teasing him. “He’s just speaking the truth,” Namjoon says proudly. “Oh stop you guys, you’re both beautiful” Jimin exclaims, throwing his hands up. “Hey YN!” Taehyung yells as he walks over to you guys with Yoongi right behind him. “I’m glad you came and looking sexy as always,” Tae says giving you a wink. “Drink.” He commands, handing you two shots. Taking them back to back, you feel the shots go down smoothly. One good thing about these parties is when Jin makes his famous drink and in this moment, that’s what you wanted. “Where’s Jin?” You ask Taehyung. Pointing to your desired destination, you follow his finger and make your way to the kitchen. You tell the boys you’ll be back as you go to look for him. Squeezing through the sea of people, you spot Hoseok on the couch with the same girl he was with at Namjoon’s party a few weeks back. His arm hangs over her while she whispers in his ear. You haven’t heard from him since the night he passed out on your bed, and it reminds you that eventually you have to talk to him. Looking at him with that girl, you feel a pang of jealousy in your chest. You didn’t need him anymore, you had Jungkook, but for some reason you still felt a little hurt. You brush it off and laugh at the thought, continuing your search for Jin. You find Jin with a couple of people. He’s pouring them a drink as he sees you approaching. “YN! Come here, I already know what you want,” he says waving you over. Walking towards him he hands you a cup and you take it.   “Thanks Jin,” you say before taking a sip. You taste the yummy, fruity taste of Jin’s mixed drink. He has only ever revealed that soju is in the mix but never wants to tell you all of the ingredients because he claims it’s one of his secret recipes. Noticing Jin is busy, you give him a look saying you’ll see him later and walk back to meet up with the rest of the boys. On your way you feel two arms grab you from behind, pulling you back. “Having fun?” Jungkook says as he turns you around. “I was wondering where you were,” you say looking up at him.He smiles your favorite smile, “Why? Did you miss me?” “Maybe,” you says teasingly. Locking eyes, he grabs your chin and leans down to kiss you. You taste the sweet alcohol on his tongue as it enters your mouth. The kiss was slow but dominant, he deepens the kiss as he slowly rubs circles on your hip. Pulling away, “I missed you,” he says breathless. Giving him a soft smile you reply, “I missed you too.”  “Let’s go see what the boys are up too,” he grabs your hand to walk with you. Stopping you say, “Wait, I’ll meet you. I’m going to use the restroom.”  He gives you a wink and walks the other way. As you head to the bathroom, your arm is roughly grabbed, pulling you in towards a room. “What the fuck?” You say turning around to see Hoseok shutting the door. “What was that Hoseok?” You say angrily. “What’s going on between you and Jungkook?” He says walking up to you. “I saw both of you kissing? Are you fucking him?” he says as moving closer. “Maybe I should remind you, who your fuck buddy is.” He says grabbing your waist, pulling you towards him. “You know how much I like you in these dresses.” Putting his hand under your dress, he pulls it up. "What the hell Hoseok.” You push him off. “And between me and Jungkook? That’s none of your business.” Looking up at him pulling down your dress. “It is if he’s touching something that’s mine.” Hoseok leans his face down right in front of yours. “I’m not yours Hoseok. This is exactly what I need to talk to you about.” You say in an annoyed tone. "There’s nothing to talk about. Since when have we ever had to ‘talk’.” He says closing the space between you, taking a kiss. “Hoseok, stop.” You demand as you break the kiss and backup. “You can’t just kiss me whenever you want.” “Why not?” He places his hands on your back, holding you in place. You can see he’s confused and a little angry by your words. “Don’t be like that.” He says. Running his hands down your back, to your hips, he glides his right hand up to your breast. “Stop touching me like that Hoseok.” You try again to move away. “What’s up with you lately? You’ve been ignoring my texts. You haven’t been around. I thought we made it clear we only fuck each other.” He tilts his head giving you a look you can’t read. “I’m not fucking anyone. The only person you should speak about is yourself, Hoseok.” You throw back at him. “Don’t you have someone else to mess with?” “Why? Is someone jealous?” He moves forward, grabbing your ass to once again bring you in front of him. “You’re annoying. I’m not talking to you when you’re drunk.” You shove him off, walking to the door. As you open it, he takes ahold of your wrist. Roughly pulling your hand away, you walk out and bump into a body. Looking up you see Jungkook, who sees you and Hoseok coming out of the bedroom. By the look on your face, he can tell you’re upset. Jungkook glances between you and Hoseok. The anger in his eyes is very apparent. ”It’s not what you think Jungkook,” you say in a hurry. You hear Hoseok laugh, “Then what is it then YN?” he says. You turn around and give him a look. He responds by rolling his eyes at you. “Whatever, I’ll see you later.” He says as he moves past you. Jungkook stops him, putting a hand on his shoulder, “Back off hyung.” He says in a serious tone, staring him dead in the eyes. “Calm down Jungkookie.” Hoseok says sarcastically, patting his head, then shoving Jungkook’s hand off. As he was about to move again, Jungkook stops him. “Seriously, hyung, she’s mine. Back the fuck off.” He moves closer, getting into his face. Jungkook’s hand is in a fist. His knuckles turn white resisting the urge to hit him. Hoseok lets out a laugh, “Tell YN to tell me to back off and I will” he says as he bumps Jungkook’s shoulder walking away. You stand there frozen, you couldn’t believe what just happened and how fast it happened. Namjoon repeatedly told you to talk to Hoseok. You had every intention to, but you didn’t think any of this would transpire. Attempting to grab Jungkook’s arm, he pulls away, “Jungkook..” You say quietly. You can tell he was mad and annoyed. You didn’t know what to say. He turns around and looks down, “You need to tell him YN or this isn’t going to work. You either want me or him.” He says. “I will Jungkook, just not right now. He’s drunk.” Your pleading eyes look up at him. “Then when huh? You figure that out. I need a drink.” Exiting the room, he makes his way through the party. Not moving from your spot, you’re there for a minute or so, but it feels like forever. You wanted to leave, but at the same time you knew you didn’t. In a way, you were kind of pissed that Jungkook got mad at you when you actually did nothing wrong in this situation. Sure the scene looked suspicious, but you already let Jungkook know where you two stood. You just never found the right time to tell Hoseok. You walk over to the boys and even though you knew Jungkook wasn’t entirely mad at you, he was being off,  and not the loving Jungkook you wanted. You felt awkward and hated it. Bringing yourself back to reality you realized this was a fucking party. You were not going to let those two assholes ruin your night. It’s been a long week, and you deserved to have fun. So with that you decided to ignore Jungkook and get yourself a drink. Well actually a lot of drinks. Walking away from the group, you find your other friends you haven’t seen in a while. After catching up, they decide to play a drinking game. This was the fun you were looking for.  Once you were quite intoxicated, you thought about maybe going to meet up with the boys. Looking over at them, you notice Jungkook has his back to you, as if to ignore you, making your heart sink a little. Glancing the opposite way, you see Hoseok cheering for making a cup, his excitement causing you to smile. That quickly drops when you remember what occurred between you not to long ago. Irritated, you determine being alone is the best option for now. So you excuse yourself and head to the kitchen. Sitting on the kitchen island pouring yourself shot after shot, you observe everyone at the party. People watching is actually one of your favorite things to do. It’s so funny to watch how people dance, interact, or hit on someone. Like the girl who has been freaking on the same guy for the last fifteen minutes, not noticing that he’s almost too drunk to even stand. She turns around and attempts to jump on him, causing them both to hit the ground. Everyone around them cheers, getting the wrong idea, which makes you laugh so hard a few tears form in your eyes. At this point you know you were pretty fucking drunk and it felt good. At the same time, you knew you had so much weighing down on you, but you didn’t know what to do. Your thoughts sober you up slightly, only slightly, so you take another shot to lighten up the mood. You see Yoongi walk over to you. “Yoooongiiii,” you say loud and excited waving the bottle at him. “Hey,” he says calmly as he gets up and sits next to you. You hand him a shot. He takes it and asks for another one. “Why are you alone here?” He asks. “Don’t know. Just felt like I needed some space,” you say taking a drink. “Yoongi…” You lean on his shoulder. Now you were really drunk. “What’s up?” He says as he takes a sip of his drink. “Whyy iis this s-so hard?” You say slurring your words. “What?” Yoongi says turning to the side to look at you. Your eyes were closed and the room started spinning. “He’s mad. I’m sad,” you say, not making any sense to him. “Who?” Yoongi says as he’s getting confused. "Whaat to doo?” You say dragging you words moving your head. Yoongi was looking at you like you were crazy. He had no idea what you were talking about. He had his face scrunched up with his eyes squinting as he tried to decipher what you were saying. "I like him Yoongi! Like I really like him!” You yell and your head falls towards Yoongi’s chest as he tries to catch you. “Bbbuuut… what if he likes me? Do I like, even like him? It’s not fair if I do..” You pout. “Who are you talking about?” Yoongi says with a laugh. “I honestly don’t know either.” You say dropping your empty cup and falling forward on yoongi. "YN you’re drunk. Let me help you,” Yoongi says as he was about hop off and carry you. Namjoon makes it just in time to grab you before you topple over. You were dead weight at this point, you couldn’t walk, and you were about to pass out. “I have been looking for her,” Namjoon says. “How much did she drink?” He adds. “Not sure. I found her here drinking alone so I decided to keep her company. I want to say she finished half of this bottle.” Yoongi says with a laugh waving the near empty bottle. “Yeah, she’s done for the night.” Namjoon says as he holds you in place and you lean on his chest. “Joooooniieee!!” You exclaim loudly but more like a whine, putting his face between your hands. “You know I love you right? How did I get so lucky and find the bestest friend ever!” You smile pinching one of his cheeks. “I love you too YN, but really how much did you drink?” He grabs your hand, moving it away. “I don’t know but drink with me!” “You know I would love too, but I don’t think you need anymore to drink YN.” Namjoon laughs. “I’m sad, and I hate boys.” You mumble. Yoongi and Namjoon just look at each other and laugh. “It’s not funny! Y’all are annoying.” You say rolling your eyes. “I’m really sad Joonie..” You say which throws him off a bit. “Okay YN it’s time to go home.” He picks you up bridal style. You wrap your arms over his neck and close your eyes. "Is she okay Namjoon?” Yoongi asks feeling concerned. “Yeah she’s good. She just had too many drinks I guess.” He lightly chuckles. He knew there was a reason behind why you are so drunk, but you would tell him tomorrow. “Alright hyung, I’ll see you at the house.” Namjoon yells over his shoulder to Yoongi. “Cool, let me know if you need anything.” Yoongi says nodding Namjoon. As Namjoon walks towards the living room while carrying you, all the boys notice, mainly Jungkook and Hoseok, causing them to hurry over to Namjoon. “Is she okay?” They speak in unison. “Yeah she’s good, I’m just going to take her home. She’s too drunk,” Namjoon says. “If you want I can take her?” Hoseok offers. “What? No! Hoseok back the fuck off already. She isn’t your concern anymore.” Jungkook says looking at him pissed. “This isn’t about you right now little boy. What the fuck do you mean?” Hoseok says with anger. “I know how to take care of her, I’ve been here with her.” He says as he gets in his face, shoving him a little. “Do you hyung? Or do you just want to fuck her and use her?” Jungkook snapped getting in front of his face shoving him back. Hoseok was about to take a swing at Jungkook when Yoongi steps in between them, “Stop,” he commands. “This is none of your business Yoongi.” Hoseok snaps, trying to push him aside. “It’s my fucking business if two of my brothers are fighting. So shut the fuck up both of you and grow up. YN doesn’t feel good right now and this isn’t what she needs.” Yoongi finishes. Hoseok was going to say something, but he just stays quiet and turns to Namjoon. “Yoongi’s right, I don’t think she should be near either of you at the moment. So I’m going to take her. You both need to clear this shit up.” Namjoon says pissed but serious. ”Hobi, how about we grab a drink.” Yoongi says pulling him away. “Fuck this.” Hoseok says as he pulls away and walks out the door. Still fuming, Jungkooks chest is rising up and down. “Hey Kook, cool it.” Jimin says calmly “You both are drunk and not thinking straight. Namjoon’s got YN. So chill.” Taehyung chimes in.Jungkook’s anger dissipates, his concern was only for you. “Let me know if she’s okay hyung.” Jungkook says to Namjoon. ”I will, don’t worry.” He says walking out of the door. As Namjoon gets you in the car, you lean against the window. “Where we going?” You say not having a clue what’s going on. “I’m taking you home YN, try to sleep. We will be there soon.” Namjoon says as he starts the car. “I really want to be with him, but what if he does want me.” You whisper before you passing out.

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🎵: Keshi- Like I need you  After Namjoon left with you, Jungkook was still pissed. He was upset how the night turned out. It wasn’t your fault, but the whole thing with Hoseok was annoying the fuck out of him. He didn’t want to think that you had feelings for Hoseok, but he didn’t understand why you had yet to tell him.Getting up from his bed, he went downstairs to the basement that the boys and himself turned into a workout room. This is what could calm him down. Glancing at his phone, he hopes to see a text from you, but knows you are more than likely passed out. He wanted to be the one to take care of you. He wanted and needed you. But did you need him? Every time he thinks your focus his finally on him, something happens and you’re both back to square one.Replaying the night’s events in his head; If he didn’t walk away from you, the night would have ended perfect. You wouldn’t have left, and he’d have you in his bed. But it didn’t. And you weren’t. Shaking his head regretfully, Jungkook puts on his boxing gloves and punches the bag. He begins to hit with his left hand and then his right. Speeding up his hands, punching the bag even harder, he couldn’t help but think about you going back to Hoseok. Hoseok is his brother but he doesn’t deserve you. In a way, he had interest in you first, and he should have taken action, but Hoseok got to you first. Now that he finally has you he couldn’t let you go. He was so pissed and he needed to take his anger out on something.His fists were now pounding into the punching bag at an incredible speed when all of a sudden the music stops, making him pause as he grabs the punching bag, catching his breath. “Fuck.” He says, his chest heaving up and down. “You okay Kook? Isn’t it a little late to be doing that right now?” Jimin says. “Can’t sleep,” Jungkook says as he pulls off the gloves and grabs a bottle of water to drink.Jimin walks over to him, taking a seat on a bench. “You want to talk about it?” He asks quietly.Jungkook sits next to him and lets out a sigh as he bends over, rubbing his face. “She hasn’t told Hoseok about us and I don’t know why.” Jungkook says looking up at Jimin. “Oh.. So that’s what tonight was about..” Jimin realizes. Staying quiet for a bit, he speaks again, “She likes you Kook, the way she talks about you. It’s different. Everything is happening so fast. Maybe just give her some time. It will work out.” He finishes with a pat to Jungkook’s back. “I hope so..” Jungkook mumbles back into his hands. ”Just give it some time. I have a good feeling.” Jimin replies.Jungkook takes a deep breath, releasing it through his nose. “I really like her hyung,” he says frustrated. “I know Kook, just talk to her. Don’t make it harder than it is. It takes time to build trust in a relationship.” Jimin says. “I know, I know. I got it.” Jungkook replies “Alright, so... Can you go to bed now? I don’t want to be rude, but I’m meeting someone for breakfast and I would like to sleep off this alcohol. I’m already having a hard time sleeping due to whoever ever the fuck Tae’s fucking” Jimin says making Jungkook laugh. “Yeah.. I heard that too.” Jungkook says with a laugh getting up. “I sure did. Hearing ‘daddy’ and moans isn’t quite the lullaby.” Jimin says laughing.Jungkook lets out a laugh as they both make their way upstairs. “You sure you good Kook?” Jimin asks before entering his room. “Yeah, thanks Jimin.” Jungkook says as he enters his room.After a shower, Jungkook decides to text you so when you wake up, you will see his text. *****************The Next Day You slowly open your eyes then shut them. The light momentarily blinds you as you try to crack them open again. Groaning, you lift your body up to look around. This isn’t your room, but the panic only lasts a second before you realize you are in Namjoon’s room. “You’re finally awake.” You hear Namjoon say as he walks through the door. “Here take this,” he hands you a pill with a cup of water. “My head hurts..” You groan. “Well that’s what happens when you take shots back to back.” He says laughing. “It’s not funny Joonie..” You say rolling your eyes, leaning against his bed frame. “Please don’t remind me.” You say gagging.He lets out a laugh. “It was funny seeing you drunk.” His smile falters a little, “Do you remember what happened last night?” he asks as he sits in front of you. “Shit.. Last thing I remember was drinking with Yoongi.” You say rubbing your head . “Why?” You asked confused, thinking maybe Namjoon heard what happened between you, Hoseok and Jungkook at the party. “Well.. You were pretty drunk, actually drunk isn’t even the word. You were gone. I was looking for you until I saw you slurring your words with Yoongi. It was pretty funny. Oh, and you told me I’m the bestest friend you have ever had, and you love me. I should have recorded that!” His eyes crinkling shut from laughter. “Oh damn, then I really was drunk!” You say sarcastically, rolling your eyes. “Hey!” Namjoon feigns hurt. “Just kidding.. You know l love you.” You respond smiling. “So, what else happened last night?” You ask afraid. “Well Hoseok and Jungkook got into it.” He frowns. “Again?” You groan. “Again? What do you mean?” Namjoon questions.You tell him what happened during the party, which explained why you were drinking alone and needed some space. “Damn, I didn’t think it would be like this.” He says. “Me neither. I need to talk to Hoseok.” You say quietly. “Yeah you do YN, the sooner the better.” He says as he stops what he’s doing, giving you a serious look. “They’re my boys, and I love you as my best friend, but you can’t do this to the both of them.” He sighs. “You need to talk to Hoseok.” “I am..” You don’t know why, but you’re suddenly nervous. “Do you like Hoseok?” Namjoon ask in a serious tone.That threw you off a bit. You knew you always had a soft spot for Hoseok, but you never really thought about it.Namjoon interrupts your thoughts, “If you do, you need to tell them both.” “I don’t exactly have feelings.. but I care for him?” You offer. “Why?”
“Well before you passed out in the car you said, and I quote, ‘I really want to be with him, but what if he does want me.’ I’m assuming the first is Jungkook, and the second is Hoseok?”
“Oh…” You look away confused. “I don’t know what Hoseok’s feelings for you are. He never talks about you like that.” Namjoon says trying not to hurt you. “I think you should ask him,” he adds. “I don’t know what his intentions with you are, but I don’t want you to get hurt. I really think Jungkook is good for you, but if Hoseok does like you, what are you going to do?” “I don’t know, I never thought about it like that.” You answer honestly.
“Well ask him YN. You need to talk to him, and make him talk to you. You can’t do this to them both. Tell him about Jungkook.”
“I know, I know.” You say as you throw your head back. “You said that last time.” He says with his eyebrows raised. “I haven’t had the chance,” you complain and roll your eyes. “Well you need to now because the situation will only get worse if you don't. Have you thought when you should do it?” He asks. “Shhh.. Stop… I can’t think right now.” You say as you pull the covers over your head.You hear Namjoon let out a sigh and laugh. “I’m going to get something to eat downstairs, do you want anything?” he says as he walks towards his door. “No, it’s okay. I need to lay down.” You say as you get comfy in his bed. Risking your still throbbing head, you look at your phone and see a message.Jungkook: Hey, I’m sorry about tonight.. I hope you feel better. Text me when you wake up babe. Looking at his message, it made you smileYN: Hey..Jungkook: Hey! How are you feeling?YN: I’m okay.. I have a headache but I’ll be fine.Jungkook: Yoongi told me you had a lot to drink. That could of have been my fault. Sorry.Yn: It’s not, so stop saying sorry Kook.YN: So..I think i’m going to go talk to Hoseok today..Jungkook: Oh..Jungkook: I trust you.YN: Okay.. I’ll talk to you soon.Jungkook: Let me know if you need me. After texting Jungkook, it made you feel better knowing you both weren’t fighting anymore. You decide to text Hoseok.YN: Hey are you busy?Namjoon comes in with a bag of chips, and the whole rest of the kitchen, in his arms, throwing them on top of his bed. “Couldn’t decide or what?” You say looking at him. “Nope!” He says getting beside you, grabbing one of the bags and opening it. You hear your phone buzz. Hoseok texts you back and you begin to reply. Hoseok: No, what’s up?YN: Can we meet up?Hoseok: Yeah, meet me at my place.YN: Ok.  “What are your plans for today?” He says, debating on what to eat first. “Well… I guess I’m going to talk to Hoseok today…” You say letting out sigh, looking at your phone. “Is that him?” Namjoon asks, munching on his chips and you nod, looking at the messages. “Yup..” You say letting out a groan.Getting up, you walk to Namjoon’s closet to see if you can find anything you can work with. There’s no way you’re going in that black dress. “If you’re looking for clothes to wear, go to the 4th drawer. It’s all the clothes you have left here. They’re washed!” He yells from behind. “Oh my god Joonie, THANK YOU!” You yell back.All you hear is a “mhmm” as he’s chewing on whatever he’s eating. You laugh at how he’s kept all of the clothes you left here. Past times of spending the night or getting ready here, you both really are best friends. You pull out a pair of blue jeans you have been looking for, for months. None of your tops seemed appropriate for your day, so you took one of Namjoon’s white T-shirts and tied a knot on the bottom. Sliding on your suede boots you had on last night, you walk out of the closet, looking at the mirror to fix your hair. You look, and feel, like shit but whatever, this should be fine, you thought to yourself. “Okay, I’m ready.” You announce, grabbing your wallet and phone, feeling your head spin. “I hate that I have to do this right now while I’m hungover” You say annoyed as you throw yourself on his bed. “It’s now or never,” he says dramatically. “My head hurts.” You whine “Oh, stop being a big baby.” Namjoon playfully shoves you. “Don’t you want to finally find out who the lucky bachelor is going to be?” He adds making it a joke.Your jaw drops, but you quickly close it and give him the middle finger. “You find this funny don’t you?” He lets out a laugh, “I’m kidding, but seriously, go and work this shit out before someone gets hurt.” “Fine!” You sigh and stand up. Stretching your arms above your head, you lean side to side, then twist cracking your back. The release makes a tiny bit of your tension dissolve. “Okay, now I’m really ready.” “For what? The olympics,” Namjoon says laughing, looking at you. “Shut up!” You says rolling your eyes as you walk towards the door. “Alright, call me if you need anything YN..” Namjoon says pulling you in for a hug. “I will, and thanks for last night Joonie. Seriously, I owe you one.” You say looking at him. “Don’t worry about it, you know I always got you.” He says calmly as he pushes you out of the door. “Stop stalling, let me know how it goes.” He says practically throwing you out, then waving bye to you. “If you want me out that bad, you should have just asked” You huff turning around. “Oh be quiet and go do what you’ve got to do.” He says signaling his hand for you to go. “Whatever.” You say turning around waving bye. You arrive at Hoseok’s place. Your nerves were starting to get to you, but this needed to happen. You ring the doorbell. Opening the door, you see Hoseok in a white shirt with a snapback on. “Hey!” Hoseok says with a smile. “Hey...” You say awkwardly as you walk past him and into his living room. Looking around, you are reminded of all the memories you and Hoseok created here.Hoseok surprises you from behind as he wraps his arms around you. “How are you feeling? You were pretty drunk last night.” He says behind your ear.Turning around, you pull away, “Hoseok you can’t just do that every time we see each other.” Your tone serious. “Why?” He says as he tries to pull you back into him.Backing away, “Hoseok stop, we need to talk.” You sigh trying to resist him. “Can we talk later? Last night was shit, and all I want right now is you.” He says with an amused tone, burying his face in your neck.
“Yeah about last night.. That’s why I’m here.”
“Let just forget about it and go to the bedroom.” He says as he tries to push you to move. “Hoseok stop. I’m not your little toy that you can just play with whenever you want.” You push away from him, your annoyance clear in your voice, with a hint of desperation. “Is this all you want from me? Do you even like me outside of this Hoseok?” You ask nervously. “Of course I like you YN. What makes you think I don’t. Can we stop now? It’s been forever since I’ve touched what’s mine. I miss you. I don’t feel like dealing with this right now.” He pulls you towards him.Hoseok always has a habit of telling you that you are his and you just want to know what that means. You know deep down that you have a soft spot for Hoseok. Of course, now that you have a liking for Jungkook, things are different. Your heart still feels something for Hoseok and you care for him, but still you want to know if there’s something more to this than just being fuck buddies. “When you say ‘I’m yours’ what does that mean to you Hoseok?” You ask him. “Why are you being like this YN?” He says avoiding the question as he lets you go, acting annoyed as he throws himself on the couch. “Answer me Hoseok.” You softly demand. “Do you want to sit?” He says as he gestures to the spot next to him. “No I’m fine.” You say waiting for him to answer the question as you cross your arms. “You know what I mean. When you’re with me, you are mine, and no one else's.” He says looking away. “What do you mean as no one else?” You ask confused. “Why are you asking me these questions? You never had feelings before, so what's with the questions?” Hoseok asks.
“Just answer the question Hoseok.”
Putting his face in his hands, he lets out a sigh as he rubs his face up and down, he stays silent for a moment then looks up at you.Getting up he walks towards you, putting your face between his hands, he lock eyes with you, “Can we stop this please? I don’t want to hurt you.” He says brushing your bottom lip with his thumb. He leans down and presses a slow kiss to your lips. Closing your eyes, you decide to kiss him back, but it just didn’t feel like how it used to.Putting your hand on his chest, you stop the kiss “Hoseok.. Just answer the question.“ You whisper.He lets go of your face, taking a step back, “What do you want me to say YN? I’m just possessive, and I say that to all the girls I hook up with.”

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🎵: Rainloard ft. Keshi- Call Me 
He lets go of your face, taking a step back,

“What do you want me to say YN? I’m just possessive, and I say that to all the girls I hook up with.”

“Oh..”

Is all you can say at the moment. You were shocked that he was seeing other girls. Sure you had seen him with that girl, but the way that he called you his, you truly thought you were the only one. You didn’t have the right to be mad because you weren’t together. Plus you were also seeing Jungkook so it should be fair game. You still had to know..

“Do you feel differently for me than any of the other girls?”

You ask curiously.

Hoseok was about to speak, but he stopped himself before answering your question.

“I’m sorry YN, I never wanted to hurt you like this, but I don’t have feelings for you.”

He says looking back at you. You can tell he meant it, you can see the hurt in his eyes as he looks at you. Taking a step back, you look down, feeling hurt by what he said.
You didn’t know what to say. On one hand, you knew there was nothing between you and Hoseok, but on the other, you still felt hurt that you let this even happen. You were too blind to see what you were doing because you were so comfortable. You should have known when you start a friends with benefits, someone always falls, and that person ended up being you. You felt hurt, even though you had a deeper feeling for Jungkook, it didn’t matter because right now you realized you did feel something for Hoseok, but he didn’t. You both made memories with each other, you knew him for so long, and at this moment you felt torn.

“I care for you a lot, but it’s not the way you want it. I love touching you, but I’m not ready for a relationship, or any type of commitment.”

He says

“That doesn’t stop me from wanting you to myself.”

“You want me to only be yours, but you’re allowed to have other girls?”

You say bewildered.

“I can’t stand knowing what’s mine is being touched by someone else. I want to be the only one who’s making you feel good.”

“But I’m not yours Hoseok! How does this make sense to you?”

You say as a tear rolls down your cheek.

“It’s because I’m a selfish man.”

He states.

“I don’t want to lose you YN. The reason why I have other girls is so that I don’t get attached to just one. If you can promise me no attachment, then I will stop seeing other girls. Can you accept that so we can keep what we have?

Don’t I satisfy you?

“You do, but it’s not enough Hoseok.”

You respond back looking up at him.

“Why does it have to be complicated? Doesn’t this mean anything to you?”

He asks, looking into your eyes, grabbing to kiss you in a quick motion.
This time he really kisses you. The kiss was slow. You can feel the way his tongue moved against yours. The kiss was rough but soft. He has never kissed you like that.
Breaking the kiss, he looks at you.

“Tell me that’s not enough for you?”

A tear runs down your face as you look at him. You were torn because you realized your feelings for Hoseok meant more than just caring for him. You felt that kiss, but it still didn’t feel right. Your heart wasn’t in it anymore.

“It’s not enough Hoseok, I want more then just this.”

You say as you slowly move away.

“Just stay with me YN.”

Hoseok whispers.

“Can you give me more than this if I stay?”

You ask.

He lets go of your face and moves away. Looking up, he lets out a sigh and looks at you,

“I-I.. No..”

He forces out.
You knew that would be his answer but part of you wished it wasn’t. Hoseok only wanted you for his own personal reasons. Feeling hurt, you couldn’t do this anymore. You couldn’t stand to be there. All you wanted to do was leave, get the furthest you could away from him. Any thoughts about telling him of you and Jungkook were gone.

“I’m sorry. We can’t do this anymore. We’re done.”

You grab your keys and head towards the door.
As your hand was about to grab the door knob..

“Wait YN!”

Hoseok says raising his voice.
You stop, facing the door. Closing your eyes, your feelings debate between staying and leaving. You didn’t know if you should continue walking out of the door, or listen to him.

"Don’t leave..”

Hoseok whispers.

Turning around, you look at him.

“Why Hoseok? What’s the point of me staying? So you can hurt me even more? I’m nothing to you! How can you tell me to stay, but you’re fucking other girls? I thought we were unique, but obviously not if you treat every girl the same.”

You yelled. Your chest heaving up and down. You couldn’t help it, you didn’t want him to see how much he’s affecting you, but you felt hurt and broken.

“I didn’t mean that!”

Hoseok yells back.

“Then what did you mean? Because I’m confused here. Why would you say that?”

You say wiping the tears off your face.

“I-I don’t know YN, yes I said what I said, but it’s different with you.”

“What do you mean different?”

You question.

“Fuck! I don’t know, we have been friends for so long, and I care for you. You are more than just a fuck buddy, but I don’t do relationships!”

He exclaims.

“Okay I understand that, but I can’t do this anymore Hoseok. I can’t just be your fuck buddy.”

“I fucking get it. But what do you want me to do?”

Hoseok says frustrated.

“I don’t want you to do anything. I just want you to understand where I’m coming from. I can’t do this anymore.”

You sigh defeatedly, closing your eyes, bringing your hands up to rub your temples.
Hoseok just stares at you. He didn’t know what to say. He didn't want to hurt you anymore, but he also didn’t want you to leave. He needed to make it right with you. He needed to make it better.
Breaking the silence,

“This is about Jungkook isn’t it?”

Hoseok says catching you off guard.

“He is part of it.”

You say, cracking up open your eyes to look at him. This makes him look away. There was a minute of silence between you.

“Ever since that night we did what we did. You have been acting different. Do you have feelings for him now?”

He says curiously, no trace of anger in his tone.

“I- I do..”

You hesitate; you didn’t know why.

“We have been talking.”

You add.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

his question holds more disappointment than accusation.

“I tried.. But every time we were together, the timing never worked out.”

You inform him.

“Is that why you’re here? To tell me to back off?”

He asks.

“That wasn’t my initial intention. I came to find out if there was more between us. If I should stop letting my feelings grow for Jungkook; if you reciprocated the way I felt. I didn’t think that I would end up finding out what I did. And now I know, I deserve to be happy Hoseok.”

Your statement finishes strong.

“Why him?”

He asks.

You explained what happened after the night you three shared. How Jungkook confessed his feelings and opinions. After that, you both have been talking and seeing each other here and there. You told him he’s different.

“Would you have felt different if I liked you more than this YN?”

His facial expression somber.

“I honestly don’t know.”

You begin,

“What I do know is that I deserve to be happy. Although the time I’ve spent with Jungkook has been short, he makes me happy.”

“Is it that serious?”

He says with a hint of hurt in his voice.

“It feels serious, I know I should have told you when it started. It wasn’t just the timing that held me back, but I had to understand what I was feeling. I didn’t think it would turn out like this.”

You say feeling a little guilty.

“I don’t want you and Jungkook’s friendship to be ruined. I need to know you’re okay with it…”

Your face softens at his expression.

“I want us to stay friends, but if you hate me then I understand.”

Hoseok stays quiet, deep in thought. He sits down, placing his face into his hands. The silence remains around you.

You didn’t know what to say, he was too quiet. You tried holding back your tears but you couldn’t. Just looking at him, you wonder what he was thinking about. You were about to speak again when Hoseok looks up at you, walking over. He used his first two fingers to caress your cheek and wipe your tears. Looking at each other in the eyes, it seems like forever, but in reality only seconds. The emotion in his eyes is apparent as he tries to fight whatever he’s thinking.

“Fuck, this is hard. But I have to do it.”

He finally lets out.

“Do what?”

You scrunch your eyebrows.

“Let you go.. I wish I could love you the way you want me too YN.”

He whispers.

“But you’re right, we can’t continue like this. I can’t be a selfish man anymore. I’m sorry.”

Hoseok says as he brushes your lips with his thumb. He’s looking at them, glancing back at your eyes as if he’s battling extremely hard not to kiss you.

“You’re beautiful and deserve to be happy. I could never hate you YN. I wish I could give you what you want, but I can’t. You mean a lot to me, and if he makes you happy, then that’s all I care about.”

He says quietly, giving you a smile.

You weren't sure if Hoseok was serious. You were shocked that he was okay with it all of a sudden.

“Why?”

You ask slightly suspicious.

“I can’t stand seeing you upset. I’m not going to let you walk out of that door feeling this way about me. It’s going to take me some time to get used to you and Jungkook, but as long as you’re happy, and we’re still okay, then that’s all it matters.”

His honesty easily showed through his words.

“Really Hoseok? You’re being serious right now?”

You ask with a slight smile.
He looks at you for a second. He could see the smile behind your eyes and the way your lips curved at how happy that made you. He wished he could be the reason. Finally, he nods with a smile.

“Yeah, I’m going to miss what we had, but I can’t be selfish.”

He repeats.

You pull him in for a hug.

“That means a lot Hoseok.”

You wrap your arms around him tighter. He pulls you close, hugging you as if this were the last. You both stay in place for a while, the feeling of being in Hoseok’s arms felt warm and comforting. You’re going to miss him, but it’s just not meant to be. As long as you both can remain friends, that made you happy. You pull back, and you both lock eye. He leans forward to place a kiss on your forehead

“You deserve to be happy YN.”

He says quietly making you smile.

“Thank you.”

You say pulling away. “I’m glad we can put this past us.”

“Me too.”

He says a little quiet, his eyes moving to the side.

“Well I should go then?”

You say semi-awkwardly.

Hoseok steps back as he puts his hand in his pockets.

“Well if you ever need anything, or just to hang out, don’t be a stranger; call me. We are friends YN.”

His eyes not meeting yours. The change in his behaviour made you want to comfort him again, but you knew there was no point in making this any harder.

“I will.”

You say heading to the door.

“Bye Hoseok, I’ll see you around?”

You say holding the door while looking back.
He gives you nod and waves as you walk out of the door.After leaving Hoseok’s place, you went home to take a bath and clear your head. After your bath, you texted Jungkook and Namjoon that you were okay, but just needed some time to yourself. You didn’t want to continue putting Jungkook in a position he didn’t deserve after realizing you did have feelings for Hoseok.
For some odd reason you felt like you just went through a break up. Part of you was sad knowing what you and Hoseok had was over. All the time you both spent together. It hurt to

know it couldn’t be more, but you needed to move on. You needed time to think. Being around Jungkook or Hoseok wasn’t going to help that.
Taking time to focus on yourself is what you needed. You had texted Jungkook, letting him know how you felt, and what happened. He told you he understood, to take all the time you needed.
You were happy he understood. Getting ready for bed you receive a text from Jungkook.

Jungkook:
I’ll be here whenever you’re ready babe. Please don’t shut me out.

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🎵: Keshi- As long as it takes 
Hoseok was sitting at the bar sipping on a glass of whiskey. It was barely noon and he already needed a drink. It’s been a few weeks since the day you walked out of his apartment and he didn’t know why he had been feeling shitty about it. Last night was the worst. He met up with one of his usual hook ups, and his dick couldn’t even get hard. He was frustrated which annoyed the fuck out of him. He hasn’t been able to get laid ever since you left him. He couldn’t stop thinking about you and what you wanted. Did he have feelings for you? He had always told himself he was not ready for that, but why did it feel like all of a sudden he was.

Taking a sip of his whiskey, Hoseok looks up at a certain spot of the bar where you and him met. He is reminded of the day you moved to this city and Namjoon brought you to this bar to meet the boys. Even though you were a feisty little thing towards him, you were cute, and you and him clicked some how. After a year of being friends, one night things just happened at Namjoon’s place. You both were just talking and he had the urge to kiss you, so he did. Hoseok takes another sip of his drink as he was remembering that he was the one who wanted you first. That was 5 months ago and ever since then, he loved the feeling of being with you. So does that mean he does have feelings for you or is just sex?

“Fuck!”

He lets out as he downs the rest of his drink.

Namjoon is having a bbq at his place and he was going to try to get YN to come over. He didn’t know if he should go or not, he wasn’t even sure if you were going to come. He wanted to see you, but it’s not the same, and Jungkook would be there. Jungkook.. he thought and took another sip of his drink. He has seen him around. He tried making small talk because after all, that is his little brother, and he didn’t want anything getting between their friendship. But it was hard because they both wanted one thing, you. Hoseok never knew Jungkook was even interested in you in the first place or that you would be into Jungkook. He was annoyed because he was caught between losing you or his brother, and neither was good, but he had to make a choice. He decided not to go because he didn’t want to upset you or Namjoon by causing any more problems with Jungkook. He knows how happy Jungkook makes you, and he doesn’t want to take that from you. But what if he’s willing to try giving you what you want? Will you change your mind about Jungkook? He was having an inner battle with himself because he wasn’t sure what he was feeling, and he doesn’t want to hurt you anymore. Maybe he should just stay away. He kept telling himself that you deserve to be happy, and he can’t can’t be selfish. With that he calls the bartender for another drink until he hears his phone buzz.

Yoongi:
Yo!

Yoongi:
Hobi?

Hoseok didn’t feel like replying at the moment so he put his phone down until he heard another buzz.

Yoongi:
Idk where you’ve been but I wanted to let you know YN is coming today. No one knows. Namjoon just told me and I wanted to let you know.

Hoseok stared at his phone, he couldn’t look away. It’s been weeks since he last saw you. You were finally coming around, and he missed you. It wouldn’t hurt to just see you? You guys are friends right? Jungkook wouldn’t stop you guys from being friends.

“Fuck it.”

Hoseok says making his decision as he downs his second glass and heads to Namjoon’s.
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It’s been a few weeks since you saw the boys. You’ve been keeping yourself busy with work and just taking time to yourself. You and Jungkook have been texting here and there and you miss him a lot. You really wanted to see him, but you just didn’t know when the right time would be. He has been really caring with you, and he tells you how much he been wanting to see you, but he knew not to push you to far and whenever you were ready he would be there. He tells you the boys have been hanging out at Namjoon’s place. He told you he has seen Hoseok and they would have small talk but kept their distance. The boys have been checking up on you also, which you were thankful for that.
 
Joonie:
Okay look I gave you two weeks and I miss my best friend.

Joonie:
Times up!

Joonie:
Either I go to your place and drag you out or you meet me.

Joonie:
Not taking no for answer! So choose

Joonie:
We all miss you.

It was Saturday and you were still laying in bed using your laptop and listening to some music. You have been doing nothing and reading those texts from Namjoon made you smile. You miss him and the boys. You were indecisive to go or not.

YN:
You’re so needy.

YN:
I guess I miss you too.

Joonie:
Yes I am!  so what’s it going to be?

YN:
Fine! I’ll meet you..

Joonie:
That’s my girl. Meet me at my place. We’re having a bbq.

YN:
Okay... I’ll be there soon.
As you were getting ready to go, you felt nervous because this will be your first time seeing everyone since your drunken night. Also knowing pretty much everyone knows what’s going on now with Hoseok and Jungkook. You don’t want to cause tension but you hope everything will be okay. Grabbing your keys you head to Namjoon’s.Everyone was hanging out at Namjoon’s and having a few beers. No one knew you were coming because Namjoon kept it a surprise. As you walk through the patio door, everyone cheers and were excited to see you. You gave everyone a hug as Namjoon gives you a beer.

“I miss you, you’ve been away for too long. You’re never doing that again.”

Namjoon says as he put his hand over your shoulder.

“Miss me that much?”

You say teasing him

“Yes i did, it’s been boring. I had no one to bug besides these idiots.”

He says

“HEY! I’m great company.”

Jin says interrupting.

“Namjoon was being annoying and destructive as always. So i’m glad you’re back. Take him.”

Taehyung adds.

“Yeah yeah whatever. You both love me and my clumsiness.”

Namjoon replies.

You let out a laugh knowing how much you did miss these idiots. You and the boys were just going back and forth until Hoseok walks up to you to say hello and pulls you in for a hug. It wasn’t as awkward as you thought it would be. It felt good to know you both were in a good place.

You both talk for a few minutes and it felt good. You catch up about what you both have been up too. You were watching Namjoon and Jin bicker about some stupid game when Hoseok spoke up.

“Hey YN.. can I tell you something?”

Hoseok says quietly.

As you were about to respond Jimin comes out of nowhere and pulls you in for a hug interrupting Hoseok.

”YN!! It’s been forever and I have so much to tell you about someone! Let’s talk! I'm going to borrow her Hobi hyung.”

Jimin says as he grabs a hold of your arm.

As you were about to leave with Jimin, you quickly remember Hoseok was going to tell you something.

“Did you want to tell me something?”

You ask Hoseok.

He hesitated for a moment,

“Uhh no.. It’s just good to see you YN.”

He says with a smile.

“You too Hoseok.”

You say as you smiling back walking away.

Hoseok watches you laughing with Jimin and he wished he could give you that. He couldn’t stop looking at you and all he wanted was to kiss you, all he wanted was to grab you and take you away to where you and him first had your kiss, here at Namjoon’s place. But he knew he couldn’t do that anymore. All he wanted was for you to be happy and it hurt him to know he couldn’t do that.

“You alright Hobi?”

Yoongi asks as he walks up to stand next to Hoseok and hands him a beer.

“Yeah I’m good. YN looks beautiful when she smiles.”

Hoseok says as he tries to hide his feelings.

Yoongi lets out a laugh,

“You have feelings all of a sudden now?”

Hoseok lets out a laugh,

”Honestly hyung I don’t know, I really hope I didn’t make the biggest mistake of my life.”

He says looking at you.

Yoongi puts a hand on Hoseok’s shoulder,

“Let her be happy Hobi. It’s too late for that now.”

“Yeah I know.”

Hoseok says taking a sip of his beer. Hoseok didn’t know if it was jealousy or just lust but he knew he couldn’t be selfish anymore and had to let you go.

“Plus, when do you ever do relationships?”

Yoongi questions.

It hurt Hoseok to know not only himself but his brothers also see him like that.

“I don’t..”

Hoseok says taking a sip of his beer trying avoid the feeling he’s having. But for some reason it felt like a lie. He didn’t want to admit it, but he was feeling torn with the decision he made. He knew he wouldn’t be able to give you what you wanted.

“Hobi, you’ve been my brother for years and I know when something is up. You don’t have to hide your feelings from me. You’re starting to have feelings for her aren’t you?”

Yoongi asks.

Hoseok hesitated and he was a bit shocked,

“I don’t know Yoongi. I don’t know. I can’t wrap my head around the feeling.”

Hoseok says.

“Look, for as long as I’ve known you, you never wanted anything serious. Do you think maybe you’re letting your possessiveness get in the way and knowing you can’t have her, now you want her?”

Yoongi says trying not to hurt Hoseok’s feelings.

Hoseok was shocked and he knew Yoongi was right. What if he just wanted you because he knew he couldn’t have you. He couldn’t do that to you again. He knew he had to let you go for you to be happy even if he did feel something more than he wanted to admit.

“Let her be happy Hoseok. You guys have been doing this for awhile and nothing ever went more than just friends. Don’t let years of friendship be ruined over a feeling you might have temporarily.”

Yoongi says interrupting his thought.

Hoseok downs his beer,

“Yeah you’re right hyung.”

He says knowing that’s not how he felt but it’s too late now. He knew at this moment he should let you move on and be happy and if that’s with Jungkook then so be it.
 
************************

Jungkook walks on to the patio, when he hears your laugh. He looks around when he finally sees you with Jimin. He was happy that you actually came. He missed you and texting you wasn’t enough. He knew to give you space but it was driving him crazy how much he needed you and to feel you.  Namjoon told him you would come but he didn’t want to bring his hopes up. But finally seeing you he was happy. Jungkook was looking at you with a big smile on his face.

Hoseok noticed Jungkook looking at you. Walking up to him,

“You really like her don’t you?”

Hoseok says surprising Jungkook.

Jungkook didn’t know if he should answer it because he didn’t want to cause any problems, but he just had to let Hoseok know.

“You have no idea.”

Jungkook says as he looks at you. Hoseok lets out a laugh and looks at you too.

“Make her happy Jungkook, she deserves it.”

He says letting his pride down.

Jungkook was shocked that Hoseok was okay with it. He thought this wasn’t going to be easy and he would have to fight for you but he was happy that Hoseok seem okay with it.

“Thanks, I will hyung.”

He says as he gives Hoseok a nod before walking away and goes up to you and Jimin.

Hoseok sees the way your face lights up when you see Jungkook. It killed him and he didn’t like the feeling. He knew right there and then he lost you and made the biggest mistake of his life. He wished he could take it all back. He knew at this moment he had to let you go so you could be happy.

You couldn’t stop laughing because of the story of how Jimin met this person and the way it happened. Just as Jimin was going to continue his story,

“Hey.”

Jungkook’s says as he interrupts him.

“Hey!”

You say pulling him in for a hug. He felt warm and good and you missed him. You both hug for a little too long.

Jimin notices the atmosphere change as you both hug for a while. With a cough,

“I’ll let you guys catch up.”

Jimin says eyeing you both with the wiggle of his eyebrows.

You both laugh as he walks away then decide to move away and sit on one of Namjoon’s swings.

“I missed you YN, I’m happy to see you.”

Jungkook says.

“I missed you too.”

You reply smiling.

“Can we go somewhere and talk?”

He asks nervously.

“Sure,”

you say as you both walk off towards the side of the house to sit.

“I’m sorry I’ve been distance, I just didn’t want you feeling like a second choice.”

You say nervously.

He looks down at you,

“I will never feel like a second choice YN. I understand how this all started and I don’t want to pressure you into anything. I want to take things slow with you and I want you to be happy. I want us to be happy. I can make it better.”

he says

“I’m ready to let this all go and be with you if you are?”

He asks.

Jungkook always knew what to say and he always makes your heart flutter. He’s is right though, you both can’t keep going in circles anymore. You either want this or not. You felt happy with him. You like being around him. He made you feel things you haven’t felt in a long time.

You thought for a moment. You couldn’t stop thinking about Jungkook when you were alone. The way he made you feel and the feeling you had every time you saw a messages from him. You really missed him and you couldn’t stay away anymore.

You look up at him,

“I’m ready Jungkook, you make me happy.”

You say with a smile.

“That’s exactly what I want to do.”

He says as he moves closer to you and pulls you in for a kiss. He taps your thigh to signal you to sit over him as you both continue to kiss. The kiss was so slow as your tongues move against each other. He moves his hand down your back as he grabs your ass.

You can feel yourself getting hot and you wanted him and you can tell he wanted you with his hard cock underneath you. You slowly grind your hips against his cock as he lets out a groan.

“Do you want to get out of here?”

Jungkook says as he stops the kiss, his lips against yours.

“Yes.”

You whisper back.

With that you both get up and head to his car to get in. You were excited but nervous. You have done this with Jungkook before but for some reason it feels like the first time. You both have been waiting for this moment and it felt special.

Arriving at your place, he opens the car door for you, you get out as he playfully pulls you towards him. You wrap your arms around his neck as he grabs your waist. He leans down and kisses you making you smile into the kiss as he walks you towards his door. After getting your keys to open the door, you both walk in, he shuts the door with his foot kicking it shut. He signals for you to jump and you do as he says, wrapping your legs around his waist as he pulls off your shirt leaving you in your bra. He opens your room door and shuts it, laying you on the bed. His lips never leaving yours. Breaking the kiss he gets up and pulls his shirt over his head as he leans back down giving your lip a hard peck as he moves down to your breast, slowly going down your stomach, until he reaches to the top of your jeans. He slowly unbuttons your jeans and pulls the zipper down making you feel so nervous.

He grabs the waist of jeans and underwear, slowly sliding them off your leg until it reaches your ankle. He gets up and takes off his pants, kicking them off. He gets between your legs and hovers over you. His brown eyes staring at you with love as he leans down and kisses you. His lips didn’t leave yours for a long time as he tries to savor the kiss, his weight pressing you into the sheets, his scent engulfing you and heightening your senses even more. Once you start moaning into the kiss, his lips open just enough for his tongue to make its way into your mouth and start playing with your tongue. His hand lazily strokes your side from your hip up to the curve of your breast, and then teasingly slowly back down to your hip.

He touches a sensitive spot by your stomach that made you break the kiss and giggle, making him look at you and laugh,

“Are you ticklish here?”

He says with a big smile and then he starts to tickle you again and you start to laugh causing you to move and wiggle under him.

“Stop Kook!”

You say laughing.

Using your force you push him over, as you try to get him back, he moves up leaning against your bed frame and grabs you to sit on of him. You both laugh, locking eyes, the way he looks at you makes you feel nervous so you look down.

“Don’t.”

He says as he grabs your face with one of his hand, pushing your hair out of your face to make you look at him,

“You’re beautiful YN, I don’t ever want you to feel like you have to hide from me.”

He says looking at you.

With that you lean forward and wrap your arms around his neck to kiss him. He lays his hand on your waist as you both deepen the kiss; you can feel how hard his cock is. You shift a little to fix yourself so your on his cock. He made a groan while helping you position yourself. You start to grind your clit on his cock causing you both to moan.

He helps you move your hips faster adding pressure to your clit as you move back and forth. He pulls you close to his chest as you tilt your head upward, feeling pleasure course through your body, moaning his name. Jungkook begins to suck on your sweet spot as he leaves a mark on you.

You felt yourself getting wetter with excitement of how good it felt running yourself on his hard cock.

“Jungkook I need you now.”

You say.

With that, Jungkook lifts your hips up a little bit as he positions himself at your entrance, one hand on your waist as he pushes down lightly filling you up completely. He hisses as he thrusts deeper to let you adjust to his size before he starts to move your hips. He pulls you close to his chest and holds you as he begins to thrust his hips upward.

“Fuck..”

You moan as you feel Jungkook hit your sweet spot. You begin to move up and down on his cock as he grabs your breasts, leaving kisses all over your neck. You lay your hand on his chest as you move faster. He softly grunts as he closes his eyes, allowing his head to fall back.

“That feels good baby. Keep going.”

He groans. You couldn’t take your eyes off him, the way his sweat made him shine. The way his head fell back letting you know how good you’re making him feel, turned you on.

You can feel your orgasm nearing so you lean down and kiss his neck as you begin to suck leaving a mark on him.

“Baby, I’m going to cum.”

He says as lifts his head,

“Fuck me too.”

You say and with that he flips you onto your back.

Jungkook lowers his mouth to you, giving you a deep kiss as you tangle your fingers into his hair. He takes you by surprise, slamming himself into you, causing you to grip the nape of his neck, and moan into his mouth. Jungkook buries his face in the crook of your neck as he continues to thrust into you. You hold him close and wrap your legs around him as he thrusts into you harder and faster each time. Every thrust hitting your sweet spot. You tangle your hand in his hair and the other around the his neck as you pull him close as you both cum undone. He thrusts a few more times before he completely stops, collapsing on top of you.

“Fuck that was amazing.”

He breathes out deeply. He begins to kiss your breasts as he reaches to your lips holding you close. You look up at him with a smile,

“That was..”

you say breathlessly. With a smile he pecks your lips once more and slowly pulls out of you to get behind you, and pulls you towards his chest as he nuzzles himself in your hair.

“You’re amazing,”

he says. Turning around, you look up at him.

“So are you.”

You say and lean up to kiss him.

“I’ll be the perfect man for you YN. You’re all mine now.”

Jungkook says smiling into the kiss. You stop the kiss and look at him and brush his lips, with a smile you say, “You may be a man, but you’re still my

baby boy.

”

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🎵: Keshi- As long as it takes 
Hoseok was sitting at the bar sipping on a glass of whiskey. It was barely noon and he already needed a drink. It’s been a few weeks since the day you walked out of his apartment and he didn’t know why he had been feeling shitty about it. Last night was the worst. He met up with one of his usual hook ups, and his dick couldn’t even get hard. He was frustrated which annoyed the fuck out of him. He hasn’t been able to get laid ever since you left him. He couldn’t stop thinking about you and what you wanted. Did he have feelings for you? He had always told himself he was not ready for that, but why did it feel like all of a sudden he was.

Taking a sip of his whiskey, Hoseok looks up at a certain spot of the bar where you and him met. He is reminded of the day you moved to this city and Namjoon brought you to this bar to meet the boys. Even though you were a feisty little thing towards him, you were cute, and you and him clicked some how. After a year of being friends, one night things just happened at Namjoon’s place. You both were just talking and he had the urge to kiss you, so he did. Hoseok takes another sip of his drink as he was remembering that he was the one who wanted you first. That was 5 months ago and ever since then, he loved the feeling of being with you. So does that mean he does have feelings for you or is just sex?

“Fuck!”

He lets out as he downs the rest of his drink.

Namjoon is having a bbq at his place and he was going to try to get YN to come over. He didn’t know if he should go or not, he wasn’t even sure if you were going to come. He wanted to see you, but it’s not the same, and Jungkook would be there. Jungkook.. he thought and took another sip of his drink. He has seen him around. He tried making small talk because after all, that is his little brother, and he didn’t want anything getting between their friendship. But it was hard because they both wanted one thing, you. Hoseok never knew Jungkook was even interested in you in the first place or that you would be into Jungkook. He was annoyed because he was caught between losing you or his brother, and neither was good, but he had to make a choice. He decided not to go because he didn’t want to upset you or Namjoon by causing any more problems with Jungkook. He knows how happy Jungkook makes you, and he doesn’t want to take that from you. But what if he’s willing to try giving you what you want? Will you change your mind about Jungkook? He was having an inner battle with himself because he wasn’t sure what he was feeling, and he doesn’t want to hurt you anymore. Maybe he should just stay away. He kept telling himself that you deserve to be happy, and he can’t can’t be selfish. With that he calls the bartender for another drink until he hears his phone buzz.

Yoongi:
Yo!

Yoongi:
Hobi?

Hoseok didn’t feel like replying at the moment so he put his phone down until he heard another buzz.
 
Yoongi:
Idk where you’ve been but I wanted to let you know YN is coming today. No one knows. Namjoon just told me and I wanted to let you know.
 
Hoseok stared at his phone, he couldn’t look away. It’s been weeks since he last saw you. You were finally coming around, and he missed you. It wouldn’t hurt to just see you? You guys are friends right? Jungkook wouldn’t stop you guys from being friends.

“Fuck it.”

Hoseok says making his decision as he downs his second glass and heads to Namjoon’s.
 
****************************
 
It’s been a few weeks since you saw the boys. You’ve been keeping yourself busy with work and just taking time to yourself. You and Jungkook have been texting here and there and you miss him a lot. You really wanted to see him, but you just didn’t know when the right time would be. He has been really caring with you, and he tells you how much he been wanting to see you, but he knew not to push you to far and whenever you were ready he would be there. He tells you the boys have been hanging out at Namjoon’s place. He told you he has seen Hoseok and they would have small talk but kept their distance. The boys have been checking up on you also, which you were thankful for that.
 
Joonie:
Okay look I gave you two weeks and I miss my best friend.

Joonie:
Times up!

Joonie:
Either I go to your place and drag you out or you meet me.

Joonie:
Not taking no for answer! So choose

Joonie:
We all miss you.
 
It was Saturday and you were still laying in bed using your laptop and listening to some music. You have been doing nothing and reading those texts from Namjoon made you smile. You miss him and the boys. You were indecisive to go or not.
 
YN:
You’re so needy.

YN:
I guess I miss you too.

Joonie:
Yes I am!  so what’s it going to be?

YN:
Fine! I’ll meet you..

Joonie:
That’s my girl. Meet me at my place. We’re having a bbq.

YN:
Okay... I’ll be there soon.
 
As you were getting ready to go, you felt nervous because this will be your first time seeing everyone since your drunken night. Also knowing pretty much everyone knows what’s going on now with Hoseok and Jungkook. You don’t want to cause tension but you hope everything will be okay. Grabbing your keys you head to Namjoon’s.
 
Everyone was hanging out at Namjoon’s and having a few beers. No one knew you were coming because Namjoon kept it a surprise. As you walk through the patio door, everyone cheers and were excited to see you. You gave everyone a hug as Namjoon gives you a beer.

“I miss you, you’ve been away for too long. You’re never doing that again.”

Namjoon says as he put his hand over your shoulder.

“Miss me that much?”

You say teasing him

“Yes i did, it’s been boring. I had no one to bug besides these idiots.”

He says

“HEY! I’m great company.”

Jin says interrupting.

“Namjoon was being annoying and destructive as always. So i’m glad you’re back. Take him.”

Taehyung adds.

“Yeah yeah whatever. You both love me and my clumsiness.”

Namjoon replies.
 
You let out a laugh knowing how much you did miss these idiots. You and the boys were just going back and forth until Hoseok walks up to you to say hello and pulls you in for a hug. It wasn’t as awkward as you thought it would be. It felt good to know you both were in a good place.
 
You both talk for a few minutes and it felt good. You catch up about what you both have been up too. You were watching Namjoon and Jin bicker about some stupid game when Hoseok spoke up.

“Hey YN.. can I tell you something?”

Hoseok says quietly.
 
As you were about to respond Jimin comes out of nowhere and pulls you in for a hug interrupting Hoseok.

”YN!! It’s been forever and I have so much to tell you about someone! Let’s talk! I'm going to borrow her Hobi hyung.”

Jimin says as he grabs a hold of your arm.

As you were about to leave with Jimin, you quickly remember Hoseok was going to tell you something.

“Did you want to tell me something?”

You ask Hoseok.
 
He hesitated for a moment,

“Uhh no.. It’s just good to see you YN.”

He says with a smile.

“You too Hoseok.”

You say as you smiling back walking away.
 
Hoseok watches you laughing with Jimin and he wished he could give you that. He couldn’t stop looking at you and all he wanted was to kiss you, all he wanted was to grab you and take you away to where you and him first had your kiss, here at Namjoon’s place. But he knew he couldn’t do that anymore. All he wanted was for you to be happy and it hurt him to know he couldn’t do that.

“You alright Hobi?”

Yoongi asks as he walks up to stand next to Hoseok and hands him a beer.

“Yeah I’m good. YN looks beautiful when she smiles.”

Hoseok says as he tries to hide his feelings.
 
Yoongi lets out a laugh,

“You have feelings all of a sudden now?”

Hoseok lets out a laugh,

”Honestly hyung I don’t know, I really hope I didn’t make the biggest mistake of my life.”

He says looking at you.
 
Yoongi puts a hand on Hoseok’s shoulder,

“Let her be happy Hobi. It’s too late for that now.”

“Yeah I know.”

Hoseok says taking a sip of his beer. Hoseok didn’t know if it was jealousy or just lust but he knew he couldn’t be selfish anymore and had to let you go.

“Plus, when do you ever do relationships?”

Yoongi questions.
 
It hurt Hoseok to know not only himself but his brothers also see him like that.

“I don’t..”

Hoseok says taking a sip of his beer trying avoid the feeling he’s having. But for some reason it felt like a lie. He didn’t want to admit it, but he was feeling torn with the decision he made. He knew he wouldn’t be able to give you what you wanted.

“Hobi, you’ve been my brother for years and I know when something is up. You don’t have to hide your feelings from me. You’re starting to have feelings for her aren’t you?”

Yoongi asks.
 
Hoseok hesitated and he was a bit shocked,

“I don’t know Yoongi. I don’t know. I can’t wrap my head around the feeling.”

Hoseok says.

“Look, for as long as I’ve known you, you never wanted anything serious. Do you think maybe you’re letting your possessiveness get in the way and knowing you can’t have her, now you want her?”

Yoongi says trying not to hurt Hoseok’s feelings.
 
Hoseok was shocked and he knew Yoongi was right. What if he just wanted you because he knew he couldn’t have you. He couldn’t do that to you again. He knew he had to let you go for you to be happy even if he did feel something more than he wanted to admit.

“Let her be happy Hoseok. You guys have been doing this for awhile and nothing ever went more than just friends. Don’t let years of friendship be ruined over a feeling you might have temporarily.”

Yoongi says interrupting his thought.
 
Hoseok downs his beer,

“Yeah you’re right hyung.”

He says knowing that’s not how he felt but it’s too late now. He knew at this moment he should let you move on and be happy and if that’s with Jungkook then so be it.
 
************************
 
Jungkook walks on to the patio, when he hears your laugh. He looks around when he finally sees you with Jimin. He was happy that you actually came. He missed you and texting you wasn’t enough. He knew to give you space but it was driving him crazy how much he needed you and to feel you.  Namjoon told him you would come but he didn’t want to bring his hopes up. But finally seeing you he was happy. Jungkook was looking at you with a big smile on his face.
 
Hoseok noticed Jungkook looking at you. Walking up to him,

“You really like her don’t you?”

Hoseok says surprising Jungkook.
 
Jungkook didn’t know if he should answer it because he didn’t want to cause any problems, but he just had to let Hoseok know.

“You have no idea.”

Jungkook says as he looks at you. Hoseok lets out a laugh and looks at you too.

“Make her happy Jungkook, she deserves it.”

He says letting his pride down.
 
Jungkook was shocked that Hoseok was okay with it. He thought this wasn’t going to be easy and he would have to fight for you but he was happy that Hoseok seem okay with it.

“Thanks, I will hyung.”

He says as he gives Hoseok a nod before walking away and goes up to you and Jimin.
 
Hoseok sees the way your face lights up when you see Jungkook. It killed him and he didn’t like the feeling. He knew right there and then he lost you and made the biggest mistake of his life. He wished he could take it all back. He knew at this moment he had to let you go so you could be happy.
 
You couldn’t stop laughing because of the story of how Jimin met this person and the way it happened. Just as Jimin was going to continue his story,

“Hey.”

Jungkook’s says as he interrupts him.

“Hey!”

You say pulling him in for a hug. He felt warm and good and you missed him. You both hug for a little too long.
 
Jimin notices the atmosphere change as you both hug for a while. With a cough,

“I’ll let you guys catch up.”

Jimin says eyeing you both with the wiggle of his eyebrows.
 
You both laugh as he walks away then decide to move away and sit on one of Namjoon’s swings.

“I missed you YN, I’m happy to see you.”

Jungkook says.

“I missed you too.”

You reply smiling.

“Can we go somewhere and talk?”

He asks nervously.

“Sure,”

you say as you both walk off towards the side of the house to sit.

“I’m sorry I’ve been distance, I just didn’t want you feeling like a second choice.”

You say nervously.
 
He looks down at you,

“I will never feel like a second choice YN. I understand how this all started and I don’t want to pressure you into anything. I want to take things slow with you and I want you to be happy. I want us to be happy. I can make it better.”

he says

“I’m ready to let this all go and be with you if you are?”

He asks.
 
Jungkook always knew what to say and he always makes your heart flutter. He’s is right though, you both can’t keep going in circles anymore. You either want this or not. You felt happy with him. You like being around him. He made you feel things you haven’t felt in a long time.
 
You thought for a moment. You couldn’t stop thinking about Jungkook when you were alone. The way he made you feel and the feeling you had every time you saw a messages from him. You really missed him and you couldn’t stay away anymore.
 
You look up at him,

“I’m ready Jungkook, you make me happy.”

You say with a smile.

“That’s exactly what I want to do.”

He says as he moves closer to you and pulls you in for a kiss. He taps your thigh to signal you to sit over him as you both continue to kiss. The kiss was so slow as your tongues move against each other. He moves his hand down your back as he grabs your ass.
 
You can feel yourself getting hot and you wanted him and you can tell he wanted you with his hard cock underneath you. You slowly grind your hips against his cock as he lets out a groan.

“Do you want to get out of here?”

Jungkook says as he stops the kiss, his lips against yours.

“Yes.”

You whisper back.
 
With that you both get up and head to his car to get in. You were excited but nervous. You have done this with Jungkook before but for some reason it feels like the first time. You both have been waiting for this moment and it felt special.
 
Arriving at your place, he opens the car door for you, you get out as he playfully pulls you towards him. You wrap your arms around his neck as he grabs your waist. He leans down and kisses you making you smile into the kiss as he walks you towards his door. After getting your keys to open the door, you both walk in, he shuts the door with his foot kicking it shut. He signals for you to jump and you do as he says, wrapping your legs around his waist as he pulls off your shirt leaving you in your bra. He opens your room door and shuts it, laying you on the bed. His lips never leaving yours. Breaking the kiss he gets up and pulls his shirt over his head as he leans back down giving your lip a hard peck as he moves down to your breast, slowly going down your stomach, until he reaches to the top of your jeans. He slowly unbuttons your jeans and pulls the zipper down making you feel so nervous.
 
He grabs the waist of jeans and underwear, slowly sliding them off your leg until it reaches your ankle. He gets up and takes off his pants, kicking them off. He gets between your legs and hovers over you. His brown eyes staring at you with love as he leans down and kisses you. His lips didn’t leave yours for a long time as he tries to savor the kiss, his weight pressing you into the sheets, his scent engulfing you and heightening your senses even more. Once you start moaning into the kiss, his lips open just enough for his tongue to make its way into your mouth and start playing with your tongue. His hand lazily strokes your side from your hip up to the curve of your breast, and then teasingly slowly back down to your hip.
 
He touches a sensitive spot by your stomach that made you break the kiss and giggle, making him look at you and laugh,

“Are you ticklish here?”

He says with a big smile and then he starts to tickle you again and you start to laugh causing you to move and wiggle under him.

“Stop Kook!”

You say laughing.
 
Using your force you push him over, as you try to get him back, he moves up leaning against your bed frame and grabs you to sit on of him. You both laugh, locking eyes, the way he looks at you makes you feel nervous so you look down.

“Don’t.”

He says as he grabs your face with one of his hand, pushing your hair out of your face to make you look at him,

“You’re beautiful YN, I don’t ever want you to feel like you have to hide from me.”

He says looking at you.
 
With that you lean forward and wrap your arms around his neck to kiss him. He lays his hand on your waist as you both deepen the kiss; you can feel how hard his cock is. You shift a little to fix yourself so your on his cock. He made a groan while helping you position yourself. You start to grind your clit on his cock causing you both to moan.
 
He helps you move your hips faster adding pressure to your clit as you move back and forth. He pulls you close to his chest as you tilt your head upward, feeling pleasure course through your body, moaning his name. Jungkook begins to suck on your sweet spot as he leaves a mark on you.
 
You felt yourself getting wetter with excitement of how good it felt running yourself on his hard cock.

“Jungkook I need you now.”

You say.
 
With that, Jungkook lifts your hips up a little bit as he positions himself at your entrance, one hand on your waist as he pushes down lightly filling you up completely. He hisses as he thrusts deeper to let you adjust to his size before he starts to move your hips. He pulls you close to his chest and holds you as he begins to thrust his hips upward.

“Fuck..”

You moan as you feel Jungkook hit your sweet spot. You begin to move up and down on his cock as he grabs your breasts, leaving kisses all over your neck. You lay your hand on his chest as you move faster. He softly grunts as he closes his eyes, allowing his head to fall back.

“That feels good baby. Keep going.”

He groans. You couldn’t take your eyes off him, the way his sweat made him shine. The way his head fell back letting you know how good you’re making him feel, turned you on.
 
You can feel your orgasm nearing so you lean down and kiss his neck as you begin to suck leaving a mark on him.

“Baby, I’m going to cum.”

He says as lifts his head,

“Fuck me too.”

You say and with that he flips you onto your back.  
 
Jungkook lowers his mouth to you, giving you a deep kiss as you tangle your fingers into his hair. He takes you by surprise, slamming himself into you, causing you to grip the nape of his neck, and moan into his mouth. Jungkook buries his face in the crook of your neck as he continues to thrust into you. You hold him close and wrap your legs around him as he thrusts into you harder and faster each time. Every thrust hitting your sweet spot. You tangle your hand in his hair and the other around the his neck as you pull him close as you both cum undone. He thrusts a few more times before he completely stops, collapsing on top of you.

“Fuck that was amazing.”

He breathes out deeply. He begins to kiss your breasts as he reaches to your lips holding you close. You look up at him with a smile,

“That was..”

you say breathlessly. With a smile he pecks your lips once more and slowly pulls out of you to get behind you, and pulls you towards his chest as he nuzzles himself in your hair.

“You’re amazing,”

he says. Turning around, you look up at him.

“So are you.”

You say and lean up to kiss him.

“I’ll be the perfect man for you YN. You’re all mine now.”

Jungkook says smiling into the kiss. You stop the kiss and look at him and brush his lips, with a smile you say, “You may be a man, but you’re still my

baby boy.

”

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Have you ever felt that your life was finally at its place and you knew what you wanted to do and what love is. You felt a sense of secure and happiness but then things start to fall apart and you feel lost again? I have, here I am in the city of Los Angeles sitting in the sand looking out to the sunset wondering what is the next step I should take. It’s been 6 months since I have been here and I learned a lot of things about being here in LA, the food, the city, the people, it has been amazing. I have met a few friends here and life is good. But I just felt something is missing and im not completely myself. Jungkook and I were good but things just slowly fell apart. Some days we had our highs and some days we just had our lows. Everything was great, he was amazing. But things just started changing. I was focusing on finishing my degree and working and he was doing the same. He got offer a really good job to travel the world to take amazing photos and and his video editing skills were amazing. I didn't want to stop him from that. The spark in our relationship slowly die and we just decided to do what's best for the both of us and focus on ourselves.We ended on good terms and he left to Japan to help work on this amazing movie set. We still text each other to check up on each other and he's doing good. A few weeks later after graduating that's when I decided to pack my bags and left to LA. So here I am, in the city of hopes and dreams. I been trying to apply to different fashion company to work and I finally got the best amazing offer and its in Seoul. I haven’t spoken to anyone recently, Namjoon and I call each other but it always ends with him telling me to come home to take that amazing offer. He told me that everyone has been doing their own things and working. He told me Hoseok took an offer to teach kids how to dance all around the country. I haven’t heard from him since the bbq I last saw him. As I sit in the sand and feel the breeze, am I ready to go back home? Getting up picking up my stuff I start walking back towards my hotel as I feel my phone buzzes a couple of times. Joon: When are you coming home? Are you okay? It’s been a few days..
Joon: Do I have to fly to LA to get you?
Joon: I miss you, we miss you... Few weeks agoHoseok PovI don’t know what I am doing or why I am on this plane right now flying back to Seoul. Jimin had texted me that you and Jungkook had broken up months ago and he had left for Japan. Namjoon told him you were coming home for good. I haven’t spoken to you in months since that bbq, but I never stopped thinking about you, us. So when I had read that message I didn't know how to feel. I just knew I had to see you