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« Fuck! Jimin we need to go! » The rain kept falling and the storm was shaking up the building. I was totally wet . My hair was in front of my eyes but I was way too weak to put it away.
I could hear voices behind the door.
Oh…Guess they found us.« - Is it too late to run?
- Stop asking stupid questions and jump. » Jungkook took my hand and smiled. He opened the window. Winked at me.
And we jumped.
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« - The fuck are you doing Yoongi ??
- I'm trying to find a way out, so shut up and stay behind the door, you just need to tell me if anyone is coming. It's not that hard you'll see.
- Guys it's not really the time to fight, I don't know if you're aware, but we are stuck in a fucking house in the middle of... I don't even know. This thing can be on fire, or worse, anytime soon so move and untie me !!
- You know we won't do it, said Yoongi.
- I can help !
- No you really can't, the other boy said harshly, shutting her up. »The girl sighed, she knew she won't be able to make them change their mind. In fact they were all stuck here because of her. The boy was quiet again. The head against the door. His eyes were closed.« - Yoongi I really hear nothing, not even the wind.
- Where the fuck did they took us, grumbled Yoongi.
- Guys really I'm so sorry, said the girl terrified.
- Just shut up and we'll consider forgiving you okay, answered Yoongi.
- Why would I want to forgive her ?? She was the one telling us to go in their lab when she knew they were there too.
- Tae just leave it alone for now okay, she will explain later the fuck she was trying to do.
- How am I supposed to leave it alone when she messed everything up, the moment she put us in this mafia, gang shit, she also put us in danger and until we know where Seokjin and Namjoon are and if they are with Jungkook and Jimin. And we all know that if Hoseok is in danger you'll be the first to cry and kill her. »Taehyung said that faster than he wanted to, he took a big breath and Yoongi closed his eyes.« - Tae, I know we are screwed but we need to stay focused. And we can't just leave her there and she can't help us, she lost too much blood. Now I am trying to get us out of here. So please just listen to whatever is happening outside. »Yoongi looked like he was going to murder someone. He took the chair next to the girl and went back next to the wall. He knocked to see where the wall was thiner, he lifted the chair and started to hit it.« - Yoongi what the fuck are you doing! Screamed Taeyhung.
- I'm trying to get us out of here!
- By making noise and hitting the wall with a chair ??? They are going to kill us.
- We have fifty percent chances that no one is outside and that we are in a shed or something.
- We also have fifty percent chances that an army is waiting outside to kill us if we manage to escape.
Dying doing nothing is not really my style. » Taehyung didn't know what to answer, Yoongi was right, they needed to escape no matter what, or at least die trying.
Yoongi continued to hit the wall with the chair, and at first Tae was skeptical but then the wall started to make more noise and a crack appeared. Yoongi let slip a winning sound out of his mouth and started to hit harder and harder. Sweat was falling from his forehead and hair and his breath was faster.
Tae was thinking that if there was someone outside they would never be able to go really far, they were all way too tired to fight. They didn't know how long they had been there but they were all starving and thirsty so yoongi and his chair were their last chance.
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(At the same moment, recorded on tape)
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« I was alone again. The house feels so empty, it's oppressing, I'm way too used to all the 7 of us screaming and running around.
I mean, I am doing the majority of the noise in this place but still. I don't see myself talking and screaming alone anyway.
Jin told me to make sure everything is fine on the cameras so that's exactly what I am doing. I have been here for 8 hours I think. I'm SO bored. Maybe if I scream a little it would be okay. (He didn’t scream, maybe inside ?) Ok it didn't do anything. It's even worse now.
I think it's okay to go find some food in the kitchen. I will do it as quick as I can, Jin will never know. He is always yelling at me because I don't prepare well when I am in charge of the cameras.
What am I going to eat... wow I know! Kimbap ! I smelled Jin this morning and I know that he made some. I'll just borrow it, he will never know.
... (Hoseok coming back to the tv studio)
I am talking to myself oh shit I'm going insane ! I knew this would happen ! I told Jin and Yoongi but they didn't want to hear a thing. Yoongi even told me that I was already insane.
Shut up Hoseok stop talking to yourself !!
What time is it ? What the fuck it's 11pm ?? Nobody came back home it's been like 12 hours ! Jin told me it won't be long because they just had to make sure of something - it was a week ago -.
And of course I can't go to the field because I'm injured.
Again.
Stupid bomb mission that almost took my legs. I can see Jin's mad sight when Namjoon was taking the glass' pieces out of my body. I still have chills just to think about it, he was upset because I wasn't supposed to be there. I apologized so many times but none of them wanted to let me do the mission with them.
So now I am here, talking to no one like a crazy person.
Nothing is happening, it's boring, annoying and now I'm upset.
I'm having such a terrific time yay. All I can see is : boring people, boring skyscrapers, boring parks, boring sidewalks, boring cars.
Oh! What is it now ?
It feels like I won't have to wait too long for the boys.
Guys if you can hear that, here is a really huge truck... Going right in my position at a fantastic speed.
I love you guys.
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Park Jimin's Diary THE WEEK BEFOREJin woke us really early that morning.
Hoseok was kind of angry because he got injured the day before so he didn't sleep in our bedroom, and Jungkook asked to spend the night with me instead. I didn't really know why but I was so nervous that I barely slept. Well, I knew why, but it wasn't the first time Jungkook spent the night with me so I just didn't understand why I kept my eyes opened all night. I managed to sleep a bit but when I woke up an hour after I was in an empty bed. I dressed up and went downstairs to take my breakfast.
Jin was behind the kitchen desk, looking at me with a big smile on his face...
« - I took Jungkook to the university, you felt asleep right after I woke you guys up so he wanted to let you rest… grinned Seokjin. Since it's your day off…
- Hum okay Jin, thanks.
- But still can you eat quickly and stay with Hoseok ? He needs company today, I have to go somewhere with Namjoon, Seokjin said quietly.
- Yes, of course, did he ate already ?
- No but it would be a great idea to bring it to him.
- Yep I'll go. »
I took Hoseok's breakfast and opened the guest room.
« - Hey you sleepy man, it's not because you're hurt that I'm going to do everything for you.
- Stop making fun of me ! I'm not hurt, Jin is just making a fuss out of nothing, it's annoying, mouthed Hoseok with a sad look on his face.
- Yeah I know but we can't really say something against him or he will hurt you more, I laughed. »Hoseok smiled but didn't laugh, his pride was hurt, I could see it. And he hates it when he can't play around with us.« - Don't you want to come back to our bedroom ?
- Oh no I'm fine, he winked at me. »It wasn't just Jin, but Hoseok too.« - Hoseok ?
- Yes Jimin ?
- You know right ?
- Know what ? He continued, smiling.
- Hoseok !
- Yes yes... Right Jimin, of course I know, all of us know. I mean none of us is blind. Except Jungkook maybe...
- And… is it okay with you ? I hesitated kind of insecure.
- What is okay with me ? That you're gay ? That you have a big fat crush on Jungkook ? Jimin we all love you, you can't actually believe that we will hate you and... I don't know... like kick you out or something.
- Oh...
- Yes oh, he laughed, don't panic it's okay! Can you help me get dressed, Namjin wrapped me up so much, I didn't try, but I know that I will just fall if I get up by my own. I'm sure they did it on purpose. »
Hoseok is so cute when he is injured, and he is so quiet. I mean I love it when he goes crazy but sometimes we need some rest.« - Jimin ? Do you think that you can bring me to the mall ? I need new slippers.
- I don't think that you really need this right now.
- Yes I think I do.
- You are a pain in the a... »He puts his finger against my mouth.« - shhhhhhhh jimin... you can't understand why someone needs slippers when you don't wear this kind of shoes.
- Well I'm so glad I'm not. Ok I'll take you but you stay still, I don't want to babysit you.
- Thank you Chim I will always remember what you did for me today, beamed Hoseok. »I rolled my eyes.
I put my arm behind his back to get him up. I helped him with his clothes on and we left the house. Jin was going to kill us but Hoseok needed to be active. And Jin wasn't there, he would have never known.
We went to my car and we left the house.
Hoseok was so happy, he even opened the window dramatically and took a deep breath of air. Sometimes he is just so extra.
After, we would take Jungkook, his classes were over two hours later.
Hoseok just took me everywhere and it turned out that I was the one who spent the most money. My life was pretty tiering so I liked it when I could just take a break from it and let myself go.
It was time to go take Jungkook home. We were in front of the university. The students were all in the campus, on the grass, talking, laughing. I texted jungkook an hour ago to tell him that we would be there, but he didn't answered. I heard my phone ringing in my backpack.« - Hello ?
- Jimin, it's Jungkook. »I checked the number on my phone but it wasn't Jungkook's.« - Whose phone are you using, I don't recognize your number, I started perplex.
- It's Mia's phone, she lend it to me, mine is dead.
- Okay, we are in the campus to pick you up.
- Oh no sorry Jimin I told Jin I was going to Mia's to study.
- ...
- Jimin ? Is everything okay ? »I didn't see where I was going so I walked straight into someone.« - I'm so sorry, I didn't see where I was going, I said fast.
- No it's okay me neither, told me the girl I just pushed. »Hoseok helped the girl to get up.« - Jungkook just call me if you need anything I have something to take care of.
- But Jim... »
I hung up before he told me anything else. I wasn't upset because he was with a girl, that I didn't even know, but I always thought maybe he would like me back. I was mostly upset against myself to think that.
I helped Hoseok and we just went back home. It was late and I was ready to hear Namjin’s screams at Hoseok and me.But when we finally headed back home, Namjoon and Jin weren't there.
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« -Why the fuck aren't they home? Asked Hoseok.- I don't know, they must be on a mission...- They'd tell us.- Maybe it's top secret !- Jin can't keep a secret you know that. They have troubles. Yoongi and Tae too I can bet on it!- Stop saying that, I call them and you, you just stay calm and lay on the couch. »Yoongi and Tae were on a mission since yesterday, it was a tough case so they didn't come back yet but I was not really worried, Tae was able to handle it.I tried to call them first but they didn't answered. I hoped they will so I could confort Hoseok. He was still on the couch, as I told him, but he was bitting his nails. He was so scared about the boys. Mostly Yoongi, because they are always together and are really close.Not knowing what was happening was really frustrating.I tried NamJin too but as I thought none of them answered either.« - Jimin ? Are they answering ?- No they aren't.- Can I have the right to panic now ?- Hoseok just call Jungkook and tell him what is going on I will try to find something in Jin's or Namjoon's offices. »Hoseok didn't answer but I heard him move so I assumed that he was going to call Jungkook. I went upstairs to see if anything wasn't right but I saw nothing unusual. I heard Hoseok calling me from downstairs.« - Jimin, Jungkook is asking you to take him back home.- When is he going to have his licence, he just keeps failing. »I took my keys and left to find jungkook, he told me to get him at the mall next to the university.When I arrived there he was waiting in front of the building. He got in the car and I started the engine.« - When did they left in the first place ? Wondered Jungkook.- In the morning, maybe around 10.- You were awake ?- Yes, I'm sorry I couldn't drive you by the way.- No it's okay, I'm fine if you slept longer, he said smiling.- I didn't have to sleep more.- You didn't close your eyes once this night.- How do you.. I gasped, turning my head in his direction with my eyes wide open.- I didn't neither. »I didn't know what to say, I knew I was blushing so I just focused on the road and I guess Jungkook did the same even if I could feel his eyes looking at me from time to time.I stopped the car and Jungkook ran into the house. I took my time, locked the car slowly and walked home. He was hugging Hoseok really tight when I entered the room. I hugged them and we stayed like this for a couple of minutes. Hoseok was crying, I can’t stand to see him cry it so I started to cry too. Jungkook had his arm around my waist and his head against mine. He had Hoseok's face under his chin. He was clearly acting as the older and stronger one but I knew he was holding his tears.We decided to go to sleep and see if anyone was going to come back the next day. Hoseok and Jungkook didn't want to sleep alone so we took Jin's bed which was the biggest one and slept together. Jungkook was in the middle. We where under the blankets and it felt like I didn't know how to breathe. We were so close. I was even able to hear his heart beating.I was trying to sleep but couldn't succeed. I was on my back, my arms crossed on my chest and my eyes closed. I felt something moving from Jungkook's side. And his hand took mine. I opened my eyes instantly so see Jungkook watching me, smiling.« - Don't say anything okay ? He whispered.- What th...- Just let me hold your hand tonight. I just need to hold your hand.- Shut up you two, let me sleep you can fuck tomorrow when I won't be here in the same bed. It would be really nice of you. »Jungkook rolled his eyes.« - Thanks Hoseok, I though it couldn't be anymore awkward but well, I was wrong, said jungkook.- Well don't wake me up. Who are you Jeon Jungkook. When I said to take your balls and do something I wasn't thinking right in the bed we are all sharing.- Hey Hoseok I have some too, I said back ignoring the other part of the sentence.- Well I'm glad. »Jungkook was going to say something but his phone rang. « - Fuck that's Mia. »
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« -What does she wants ? I asked.
- There is someone at her house, I need to go and see.
- You can't go there alone ! Hoseok said now wide awake.
- I'll take Jimin with me.
- Wait what ? Do we really need to go ? What if she is just scared because she is not used to be alone ?
-How can we let her like that ?? What the fuck Jimin, interrupted Jungkook annoyed. »I looked at Hoseok, not sure about what to do. He seemed to be wondering about it too. It was so sudden that he was shivering. He is not the type to be scared. In our band the three of us are considered as the fighters, we don't really think about stuff we just jump right in. Seokjin, Namjoon and Yoongi are the brains. Tae is both.« - Ok I'll come with you but we won’t stay more than 10 minutes.
- God Jimin enough, replied Jungkook.
- I just don't want to leave Hoseok alone for too long !
- Yeah right, grinned Hoseok. »Jungkook rolled his eyes. He left the room to take his coat. I followed him.« - I'll be fine ok just go and see what she wants, I'm sure it's nothing but she is Jungkook's friend and he seems to care about her, said Hoseok to me.
- I know but.. something seems off.
- Yeah but you can handle it, and if you can't just call me I'll do anything in my power. And take your stuff. »I turned and nodded. I wouldn't say that I was scared but something was definitely bothering me. None of us knew her and she came out of nowhere to date Jungkook or something and call him even in the middle of the night. I don't like her.I took my jacket and left. Jungkook was already in the car, waiting for me.« - Can you like hurry a little ? I already added the address on the gps.
- Yeah can you like wait a little ? I said angrily at him.
- Do not mock me Park Jimin I am not in the mood.
- Yeah no joke. »We don't fight much and it was really weird. We were always together, most of the time it was us against everyone else because we always agreed on the same things. But these days Kook was just angry and sad and, I don't know, he was just not himself. I could really see it that night. He was fighting against something I didn't understand. Or worst. The athmosphere in the car was tensed and none of us talked. When we got to her house it was past midnight and everything was dark. Jungkook turned on his flashlight and texted Mia. She replied back telling us to go inside. God she is going to kill us it's official. Fuck I know it's my job but I am too young to die. Jungkook is heading to the front door. I stopped him.« - God, Kook, you don't find this entire situation really fucked up ?
- No Jimin, no I don't. She is my friend and I have to check if she is safe or not. You can be jealous later.
- Fuck I'm not jealous.
- Yes you are but we'll talk about it at home, replied Jungkook. »I just didn't know what to answer. I mean yes, I was jealous. Really jealous. But the situation was weird and it had nothing to do with my feelings for him. He opened the door. It was dark inside and all my senses were awake. Jungkook was way too young to understand that this wasn't ordinary. He was blinded by whatever he felt about her. All I could feel at the moment was my gun inside my palm. We can't die. We can't die.
Jungkook can't die.