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2019-03-13
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Im Not Him

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Her legs were wrapped around his head, her fingers intertwined in his locks as she chanted his name instead of you. It was horrifying, and you felt your heart stop, your breathing quicken, and your world spin.You could make out every detail. Her nails were painted dark blue. His head bobbed up and down as he ravaged her core. Your boyfriend’s arms were hooked underneath her thighs, keeping her in place. Her lips were painted red and parted open to let out long, drawled out moans that echoed in your mind.You were gripping onto your hair, yanking on it, your nails digging into your scalp to tug on fistfuls of hair, cold tears running down your cheeks. It was too real. It felt too real. Her moans were too clear, the detail was too precise, and the pain tingling in your scalp felt as though it was too real.It was too real.And then you were shooting out of the bed, your heart thundering, and cold sweat was running over your temples and torso, making your clothes stick to your skin, and a shriek leaving your lips.Your boyfriend jumped up from your sudden outburst, his eyes wide and his hands coming to wrap around you. “Baby, what is it, did you have another bad-”“Don’t touch me!” you screamed, scrambling up to a sitting position, your arms touching. You always had a hard time deciphering reality from the dream world, your dreams often too lucid or too real to seem as though they were fake. You were tortured with them endlessly, unable to perceive what was real or what was fake right after waking up, and more often than not they were nightmares.This wouldn’t be the first nightmare you had about your boyfriend. Hoseok could be manipulative and evil in the crevices of your mind, which twisted him in ways that had him killing your family, kidnapping you, and other atrocities. While this one was slightly tamer, it was horrifying, to say the least.And in your mind at that moment, that dream was what just happened. And he was a cheater.“Calm down, Y/N, please-” He tried to reach out to you, and you grabbed a pillow, trying to hit him so that he’d get away from you.“Get away from me, y-you cheater!” you shrieked, your eyes wide with both anger and fear. Tears were already streaming down your cheeks. “I hate you!”“Y/N,” he spoke, roughly grabbing the pillow from you and tossing it to the side. He was mad now, his eyes narrowing at your last words. You never said that to him. Ever. Even the thought of you hating him made his blood boil, and right now you were staring at him as though you meant every word. He knew that you’d have these hellish nightmares of him, ones where he’d calm you down in a second, but this? This was new. But showing you the difference between real him and dream him was always difficult. And he had the odd sense acting soft and gentle wouldn’t do this time, not with you acting frantic and like a lunatic, trying to throw pillows at him and screaming words you would never really mean.“I’m not him,” he spoke, his voice soft as he tried to put his hand on your knee to bring you back to reality.“Don’t fucking touch me!” you screamed, shoving his hand off and glaring at him. “I hate you! I hate you I hate you I hate you! You can go fuck yourself, I swear to God, I hate you! I HATE YOU!” You were in hysterics, your breathing heavy as you shrieked at the top of your lungs.Hoseok’s eyes narrowed.“Take that back,” he said, his voice low.Your eyes narrowed as well. “No,” you spat. “I hate you.”In a moment, he reached over, grabbing your wrist and pulling you down on the bed. He rolled over you, careful not to crush you since his hands and legs were on either side of you, but his face was so close, you felt his breath on your lips, his nostrils flaring slightly as he glared at you.“I’ll give you one more chance to take that back since I know you’re not in the right mindset,” Hoseok spoke, his tone even and voice firm, a warning lacing his words. “But I’m don’t want to hear that the woman I love hates me, am I clear? Take it back.”You narrowed your eyes, anger rising in your chest, but you couldn’t deny that the image of his face hovering over your own, (barely seen using only the dim light from the mini-lamp you kept to illuminate the room in case you needed to wander into the restroom) was slowly starting to bring you to your senses. His glare was intense, and you gulped beneath him, though the burning sensation of betrayal still fizzled in your chest, despite how enticing he seemed at the moment.“I. Hate. You.”A low growl elicited from the man’s throat, and his brows furrowed. “I’m going to fuck you so hard you won’t even think about saying that again,” Hoseok sneered, crashing his lips against yours. It felt as though he was devouring you, like a starving man who hadn’t eaten in days, and your mind began to clear ever so slowly as his lips began to dance against yours.Your eyes were wide as he broke away. “H-Hoseok, I didn’t mean-”He brought his finger to your lips, shushing you with a menacing smirk on his face. “Don’t worry, I’ll make sure you remember next time. Now, why don’t you put your ass up, face down, and- oh, yes, remember to count, would you love?”You gulped, watching as he slid off of you, his eyes hooded and face devoid of emotion as he stared at you expectantly. You hesitantly rolled over on your stomach, propping your ass up and supporting yourself by your elbows, your arms shaking with anticipation for the punishment you were sure to receive.You felt Hoseok’s long, slender digits hook around the waistband of your pajama bottoms and underwear, and he slowly slid them down, exposing your ass to the cold air. Without warning, his hand slapped against the tender skin, causing you to yelp and jolt forwards, sputtering out. “O-One.”Another sharp sting. “Two,” you spoke, your shaking voice a bit more stable than last time.The sound of his palm smacking your ass rang throughout the room. “Three,” you hissed out, gritting your teeth as you started to plummet further into reality, becoming more and more aware of exactly what you had done wrong. But you deserved the punishment, you knew it.Both of his hands came crashing down on either cheek at once, and you yelped. “Four, f-five,” you yelped. Hoseok’s hands were now massaging the skin, rubbing soothing circles to calm the fiery sensation of his sting.“Do you think you’ve gotten enough, baby?”“Y-Yes…”“Do you really?”This was a test. You knew it. But you’d take your chances regardless. “Yes,” you said again, your voice firm.His hand slapped against your ass once again, and you yelped out a feeble, “Six!”He tsked behind you, “Liar. I think you know more than that.”“Y-Yes,” you murmured. “I do.”“Why did you lie then?” he asked you, his voice authoritative.“Because I didn’t want any more spanks,” you replied.“Even though you deserve them?”“Yes.”“And you agree that you do in fact deserve more?”“Yes,” you repeated, nodding your head.Hoseok’s tongue clicked. “Then spank yourself how many more times you think you deserve.”Hesitantly, you got out your palm, holding it behind you and bringing it down on your ass. You continued, repeating the motion as you felt the stinging sensation on your skin, and you bit down on your lower lip to muffle any yelps.“Keep going baby, I want to see that ass red,” Hoseok murmured.You continued, doing it so many times until it felt as though your ass was on fire, and tears were prickling your eyes. Hoseok’s soothing hands were on your own, and he shushed you, quietly massaging the skin to help you feel better. “You did so well, baby,” Hoseok cooed. “Do you want to be fucked now?”You nodded eagerly, a small whimper escaping your lips. You were tired, horny, and wanted something to numb the pain in your rear. Hoseok chuckled behind you, his hand creeping to your heat, cupping your sex. “Didn’t expect you to be dripping already,” Hoseok says quietly. “I think I’ll slip right in, actually…”His fingers move along your slit, coating the digits in your arousal. You shudder at how cold his fingers are against your heat, whining as one begins to rub against your sensitive clit, having you shiver with anticipation. He continues to do so, twirling around the small nub, feeling how your juices seemed to drip onto his palm. “I want to fuck you,” Hoseok admits. “But you wouldn’t fuck a cheater, would you?”“Hoseok, I’m sorry, I wasn’t in the right state of mind-”“More so, you wouldn’t fuck someone you hated, right?” he sighed.“I take it back Hoseok,” you whined. “Please, please fuck me.”“Do you really take it back?” he murmured, adding more pressure in the way that had your toes curled. “It doesn’t sound like you do.”“Yes, yes, please! Fuck me until I learn my lesson, let me forget such an awful thought, I don’t care! Just shove your cock in me already Hoseok, okay?” you blab, desperate for him to finally have his way with you. It was ridiculous how he could make your mind spin to the point where you were yearning for his touch, hot, bothered, and needy. “I love you Hoseok, and whatever dumbass dreams I have won’t change that deep down, okay? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to say it, but I could never hate you even if I tried. I love you. I do. Okay?”There was a moment of silence from Hoseok, and you wondered whether or not you said the right things. But from the feeling of his hands firmly on your hips and the head of his cock at your entrance, you assumed you said the right thing. Before he could plunge into your warmth, however, he did say one thing.“I don’t want you to say those things again though, do you hear me? I know you don’t have any control over your dreams, and I know that they can get vivid and dream-me does so many things to hurt you, but I’m not him. I love you, but it kills me when you look at me as though I were a monster,” he says quietly.“I love you too,” you remind him softly. Without any hesitation, he dives in, and you wince at how quickly he goes in, but he lets you accommodate his length, giving you a few seconds to get used to the feeling before he pulls his hips back, dragging them out until only the head remained, and snapping them back forward, causing you to jolt as you gripped onto the top of the headboard, trying to stay balanced.The action was repeated, low grunts and hip rolls as he slowly snapped his hips to yours, hands firmly placed on your hips to keep you stable. The slowness of his pace steadily increased, and you felt as though you were jolting back and forth, struggling to stay in position as Hoseok’s hips moved in a blur behind you.Hoseok’s hands left your hips to fly up to the headboard beside your own, and his pace increases roughly, his chest practically pressed to your back and his low grunts directly in your ear. You let one of your hands slip from the headboard to travel down your body, snaking all the way to your bare clit, furiously rubbing the small nub as your sex rocked into your fingers.How this man seemed to get you so close already. His brutal thrusts were a reminder of your mistake, and you were sure you’d find some way to keep true to the lesson learned, freakish nightmares or not. You loved this man, you had no doubt about that, and he wasn’t a cheater. He wasn’t someone who’d commit the ghastly crimes that were performed in your dreams. He was a ray of sunshine who became domineering in bed, who was always there to hold you in his arms and remind you that it was just a dream.Your orgasm washed over you, and you whined and moaned out, letting both of your hands fall to the mattress as you crumbled beneath him, letting him use your body as you kept your ass high in the air for him to keep ambushing. His hands left the headboard to go to your hips once again, ramming his hips into yours as he chased his high. You let him, jerking forward and backward as your face rubbed into the sheets, finally feeling his hot seed fill you up.You were both panting, breathing hard as he let go of you, rolling over to the side and bringing you into his arms, holding you tightly as he cooed sweet nothings into your ear, his eyes squeezed shut and his fingers combing through your hair. You hummed happily, settling in his arms as you let his warmth envelop you completely.“I love you,” he whispered, pressing a chaste kiss against your forehead, smiling fondly towards you.“I love you too,” you laughed, craning your neck up to peck his nose. You moved his arms off of you as you slipped out of bed to clean yourself. “Now, if you don’t mind, I need to pee.”He laughed, shaking his head as he pulled the covers over his sweaty and tired form.

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