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Sakura povRain. Can it just go away? It's not helping my situation right now.Gloomy. What I feel right now. The dark gray clouds are over me, laughing at meCrying. That's what I'm doing right. I couldn't keep the pain bottled up inside anymore.Naruto. The reason why I'm crying. I want to see him and tell him that I am sorry.Hatred. I hate myself. I can't believe the things I done. If I went back to the past i would change everything.A hand. Reaching out for me touching my shoulder. Warmth spread through my body endlessly. I look up to find the cause.Naruto.
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The bright sunlight shine through the curtains creating light in my room. I try to cover the sun with my hands. I should probably wake up now.I crawl out of my cozy bed and walk to my mirror looking at my reflection. Under my left eye was a black bruise a size of a small grape that I got from a mission with Naruto yesterday. I lightly tough the scratches on my neck and the small cut on my lip. I look great. I brush my short pink hair once. Through previous events I realize I shouldn't spend more time on my hair than training. My appearance was satisfying enough so I didn't bother it anymore.I put on my everyday outfit and tighten my headband. I check the time and walked down stairs to the kitchen. I grabbed bananas, apples, pears, and oranges from the counter and put it in a basket. My parents were out as usual, so I went out and locked the door.It's such a beautiful day as if nothing can go bad. Walking to Naruto's house became an everyday thing now. I like spending every morning with him as I usually bring him nutritional food since he tends to eat ramen every morning. And every time I tell him it's not healthy he laughs and says that why he's glad to have me here. And every time I blush when he says that.I got over my crazy obsession on Sasuke. I mean my whole life I wanted him, but I didn't know a thing about him. I came to love someone better, who I really got to know who is kind, brave, understanding. Naruto.I mean goodness oh course I want Sasuke back. Those times where Sasuke, Naruto, and I had so many good memories. Maybe Sasuke didn't show it but we knew he was happy. I just want team 7 back.I felt like I wasted my whole life with Sasuke though. I want to regain that life again with Naruto. Being with him as much as I can is slowly regaining that life.Yes I love him. I hate denying it to everybody who asks me. I don't want anybody to know. Especially Ino, with her loud mouth it can travel through the whole Konoha in two minutes.I stop walking and looked at Naruto's door. I smile and open it. He never locks his door even if I tell him it's dangerous. Again he laughs and tells me I said like a mother. I always laugh, but always died a little inside since Naruto never grew up with one.I let myself in Naruto's house and went inside his kitchen. Thankfully it's still clean since I last left it. I look in his fridge. I found some eggs and left over ramen. Well eggs it is then. I grab a skillet and turn on the stove. I crack the eggs on the skillet and start cooking.While that was happening I grabbed two plate from the cabinet and set it on the table. I took two bananas from my basket and set them near the plates. The eggs were ready and I happily put it on the plates. As soon as I done that I knew he would come downstairs. I was right.There he was fully dressed head to toe for once. He still had his bed hair though. His eyes shined through the house, and his smile brighter. "Good morning Sakura-chan" Naruto said siting down."Good morning Naruto!" I said cheerfully. Naruto looked at his food and than at me. "Thanks for the food." Naruto said already stuffing his mouth. "Yeah yeah just don't forget to eat your banana. I also left you a basket of fruit, and I expect that to be gone in a couple of days. " Sakura said taking small bites in her food. I caught Naruto staring at my slight bruise."I'm sorry I didn't make it in time to block his punch." Naruto pouted. "Hey it's fine it doesn't even hurt." I poke under my eye and laugh. "See." He smiled. I love that smile."Oh Sakura I forgot to tell you about Shikamaru yesterday. "You totally miss the big news when you had to go work at the hospital after our mission." He said to her. "Oh so what happen?" I puzzled."Okay it was me, Choji, and Kiba at the all you can eat meat restaurant. Than all of a sudden bam Shikamaru walks in.""And that's the big news?" I said confused. "Wait I'm not done yet. Anyways he walks in and he's holding Temari's hand. Than he proclaimed that he is going out with her and walked away." "Omg wow I can't believe it! I knew this would happen!" I squealed. "Haha yeah I just thought to let you know before you saw them and flip out." He laughed."Oh hey Sakura look at the time we better start going before your late." He said picking up my dishes."Oh wow time goes by fast, alright but don't forget to do the dishes when you get back.""Okay okay" he said opening the front door.Naruto always walks me to my nurse shift. I love it.After walking for not that long we reached the building."Hey Sakura, um sorry you can't come over tomorrow." Naruto said bluntly.I was taken aback at this sudden change of mood. "Oh um is there a problem?" I ask concerned. Is it something I did? I thought."No there isn't a problem I have something to do and I won't be home." He gave me a reassuring smile.Fake. It was fake I thought to myself."Oh well than see you another time Naruto." I smile walking to the door. I was about to open it until I lookback at Naruto and saw a blue hair girl named Hinata hiding behind a tree.She stuck her tongue at me.I wish I would of ask him what was really wrong that day. If I did I wouldn't be crying everyday, or hating myself.
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It's 8pm and I got done with my shift which is earlier than usual. I slowly put on my usual clothes and folded my nurse outfit.I said good bye to all my coworkers and walked out the door. I look around to see if Naruto was there which he wasn't. That's weird we usually walk together to his house and eat dinner. I wonder where he is. My stomach growl loudly. "Ah I know I'll go eat some ramen!" I said out loud. "I mean its not because I miss Naruto and that's his favorite food, I'm just hungry." I said trying to convince myself. I'm glad nobody heard me say that. I took my time walking as the streets are quiet and peaceful. I finally reached Ichiraku Noodle Shop, it smells so good.I lifted up the little curtains to go in. I jerked back in shock to see Naruto and Hinata there together. Why is he here with her? I thought to myself. Naruto and Hinata stopped talking and looked at me.Naruto's eyes were huge as Hinata frowned at me. I ignore both of them and sat down two seats away from them.Naruto broke the silence first. "What are you doing here Sakura?" Naruto asked kind of rudely. I frowned at him, "excuse me but I'm hungry." Naruto was taken aback. "I didn't mean it like that, but I am so sorry I didn't walk with you. Something caught up and I didn't have time to tell you." He said sincerly.I looked at Hinata thinking she was the cause of this. She coldly stared back. "Oh um it's okay Naruto it's no big deal so can I ask what happen." I was curious if he was actually going to tell me the truth and not beat around the bush. "So after I walked you to the hospital Hina..." Naruto kept talking over Hinata's loud cough. I didn't hear a thing.*cough cough* *cough* Hinata looked at me. "Sorry Naruto what were you saying." Hinata said giving him a "don't speak anymore" look. "Hehehe um nothing at all." Naruto tried to play it off. "Alrighty then so Naruto anything interesting happen when I was working?" I wanted to start a conversation."Oh yes! You see... Woah!" Naruto's ramen bowl almost fell to the floor. Luckily he caught it before it fell of the table. "Sorry Naruto my elbow slipped." She apologized to Naruto but stared at me when she said it."Go away" Hinata mouth those words to me.I'm not scared of her, I'm really not. Maybe she really need to talk to Naruto. Both of them are friends, maybe I should stop hogging Naruto to myself. This could get ugly I'm here for too long.I stood up and turned to Naruto. "I'm sorry I decided I'm going to eat at home. "I'm just going to go, see you another time." I smiled at him and looked at Hinata. "Bye Hinata have a good night." I forced a smile. Hinata smile back."Bye Sakura hope to see you again.""Oh Sakura don't go, why did you change your mind?" Naruto frowned. I look at Hinata and looked back at Naruto. "Ah I'm just tired and I want to eat at home." I said. "Okay than well bye Sakura, sorry but we actually can't meet tomorrow." He did look sad."Wait what do you mean?." I asked confused. "Sakura remember I told you this morning that we can't meet tomorrow." He told me. Stupid. I'm so stupid how could I forget he told me that. "Oh right haha sorry I just forgot, silly me." I told Naruto in embarrassment.I walked away from the stand. Only taking a few steps I look back. Already Naruto and Hinata were laughing.A wave of heat rushed over my face. I started running out of embarrassment. "Were they laughing at me!?" I thought to myself. "Did I make a fool out of myself?" I ran faster.I shouldn't over react, but I can't help myself. I made a huge fool out of myself. How could I forgot he told me that.I finally reached my house in five minutes . I leaned on the door to catch my breath. I walk to the kitchen to see that the lights were on. "Mom, Dad are you there?" I called out. I didn't see them, but what I did see was a note on the kitchen table.I picked it and read what it said. "Dear Sakura, your father and I had receive two tickets to a spa resort! We will be back in a week or two. Make sure you take care of yourself. Love you, from mom and dad."Great I'm alone! I yelled out. I don't like it when I'm alone. I pouted. I didn't feel like eating anymore so I walked upstairs to my room.I immediately took a shower and quickly finished turning my lamp on. I open my door and turn off my lights. I walked to my bed and layed on it. I pull the covers over me and turn off my land, lying on my back.It was completely dark."Is this what Naruto feels like?" I said out loud. "Nobody home with him, always in the dark." I frowned. "I never knew." Small tears escaped my eyes.I flip to my side and closed my eyes. "I don't want you to feel lonely anymore." I shed my last tear dreaming about Naruto
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It's 10am and I managed to get out of my bed. I walk to my Mirror to see my appearance. I flinched back at my reflection.Dried up tears were on the corner of my eyes and down my cheek. My hair has also seen better days.I walk to my closet, I need something different than my pink attire. I found a black tank-top and black leggings, that should work.Last night when I was trying to sleep I convince myself that I'm going to see Naruto tomorrow. Now when I think about it I'm having a bad feeling about it.The funny thing is Naruto is not going to see me. I just want to see what he's doing that he can't tell me. To be honest I wouldn't call it stalking, okay maybe a little.I went to the bathroom so I can change. I took my clothes off, I look down at my stomach. I like my figure the way it is, not too fat and not to skinny. I heard my stomach growl in hunger.I can't eat now I already overslept, I don't even know If Naruto is still at his house. I quickly put on my top and leggings on. I grab my tangled hair and put it up in a bun.I went down stairs and left my house. I didn't bother locking the door. Hopefully my "mission" won't take long.Not even two minutes from my walk I saw a girl just standing on the streets. That girl was Hinata."Great I have to walk pass her." I mumbled under my breath. I nonchalantly walk toward her without any awkwardness."Hi Hinata" I said trying to be nice. I don't know but seeing Hinata made me feel uncomfortable. I like Hinata and I don't have a problem with her, but now I guess times have change."Hello Sakura where are you going?" Hinata ask in curiosity, but noisy at the same time.I stop walking to think of a lie. "Um I'm just going for a walk, it's such a pretty day today." I smiled."Yeah it's pretty out here unlike your clothes." Hinata said coming closer to me.Did I hear her correctly? I thought to myself. We were now couple of inches apart. She put her hand on my shoulder and looked at me."Don't go to Naruto." Hinata said gripping my shoulder."Excuse me?" I told her in shock. "How do you know that I'm going to see Naruto!?" I slapped her hand off me."Well your easy to read Sakura, I figured last night at Ichiraku Noodle Shop you will visit him in the morning. Leave him alone, he doesn't want anybody to visit him today." She rubbed her hand."I'm different though!" I yelled at her. I stomped away from her not looking back. "I don't care I'm still going to see him!" I yelled back at Hinata.Alright stay calm Sakura, don't let Hinata get to you. Maybe she's right, maybe I shouldn't see Naruto. However, the way he fake smiled at me, and when he was laughing with Hinata, I have to know whats going on.As soon as I reached Naruto's house I ducked behind his window leading to his room. I slowly peeked inside to see if he was there. All I saw was trash on his floor and a mess bed. I rose my head higher to get a better view. I still don't see Naruto.All of a sudden the bathroom door open up. I shot my head down hiding so he couldn't see me. After a couple of seconds I slowly pop my head up to see where he was. Naruto was facing his back to the window, and only a towel covered his stomach down."Wow!" I said in my head. I duck down again, but in embarrassment. "Ah I can't look he's changing his clothes." I covered my face with my hands. I felt the heat rising to my cheeks. I shook my head to regain my normal self."Okay Sakura get it together." I reminded myself. The front door quickly open and than shut. "Damn, that was fast." I thought. I saw Naruto walking away from his house. I quickly dove in a bush so he wouldn't see me.After when he was a safe distance away from me I started to follow him. I kept my distance, hiding behind buildings, signs, and trees. "I feel like Hinata." I laughed in my head.Naruto started going to a path I never seen before. It was through the woods, isolated from everything. In a couple of minutes he stopped I'm front of this huge tree. I hid behind a smaller one a couple of inches away from Naruto.I poked my head to the side and saw two sticks that were shaped as a cross. Red ribbons were on the sticks so they would stay together. I was confuse of what they were suppose to resemble."Hey Mom, hey Dad." Naruto said talking to the crosses.*gasp* "This is a grave he made for his parents. I guess he wanted to make his own, even though there is one made in town.Naruto sat down in front of the graves. "I wanted to talk to you guys today."What's wrong with me, I shouldn't be here, this is wrong. I said but my legs wouldn't move."I just need somebody to talk to, I can't tell anybody this yet." Naruto said to his parents.I hate myself right now, why am I so selfish! My brain screamed at me."Well let me start from the beginning. I'm so lonely with out you guys, I think about you everyday. I mean when the house is empty I just feel empty inside. I always imagine what it would be like to have you guys in my life. Laughing, smiling, talking, just pure happiness. There is this girl name Sakura though."I flinched when I heard my name."She hits me most of the time, always making choices for me, and constantly telling me to clean."I can't stop crying. I didn't know Naruto was this lonely. I didn't know he thought of me like this. He's right I am bossy and abusive. I'm no good for him, I can't stay here I need to go. I didn't care for the noise I made. I ran out of the woods.(Naruto POV)Naruto looked back at the sound behind him. "Hmm must of been a rabbit." He wiped his tear off his cheek. "That's what I love about Sakura. In the beginning as I said, I was lonely and empty inside, but my friends and Sakura came into my life and changed everything.""Mom, Dad, she's always at my house, she cooks and cleans for me. I walk her to her job and we have dinner together. When I'm with her all I can do is smile and laugh. I love her, and I want to be with her forever.""That's what I wanted to say, but can't tell anyone yet. I want to tell her but I don't think it's the right time now.I just hope she feels the same way as I do." Naruto laid down on his back in front of the graves. He closed his eyes to take a nap.(Sakura POV)My vision is blurry from all the tears in my eyes. I'm running as fast as I can. Going back home is not easy when your emotionally distraught. Maybe I am more like a bossy mom, that makes him sad. What kind of friend am I, who doesn't know how lonely and sad he was. I'm the worse, I even followed him even he wanted to be alone.I hate myself. But there is one thing I know what I can do. To make Naruto happy again.I can stop talking to him.Yes that can work! I mean stop visiting him, don't speak to him, just try and cut all ties with him.He has other friends that can make him happy. For example Hinata. Yeah Hinata! She always makes him laugh and he always looks happy. She is already slowly replacing me.Thinking of Hinata with Naruto made me loose my balance. I tripped over my feet and landed face first on the floor. Thinking about Naruto's words hurt more than this.Tears still didn't stop flowing from my eyes. I saw people on the streets looking at me. A girl with long blonde hair started running toward me.I try standing up myself, but a stinging sensation was on my knee. I look down and saw blood pouring out. It made it harder to get up.The blonde girl put my arm around her head, and helped me stood up. I couldn't tell who she was with my blurry vision."Sakura! Sakura!" "Are you okay?" The girl shouted at me. Her voice sounded familiar. "Ino is that you?" I said thinking that was her."Yes it's me I was calling your name 50 times, but you didn't respond. Sakura why are you crying so much, what happen?"More tears flowed out of my eyes thinking of what happen."I'm sorry this isn't the right time to ask, let's go to my house so I can fix you up. Okay shows over nothing to see here." Ino said to the people who were just watching.My heads hurts, my knee stings, and my stomach is in pain. I can barley see now. I trust Ino to help me, after all even though she is my rival she is still my best friend.My tears finally stop, but my head had a sharp pain to it. After that everything just went black.
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I hear a voice calling my name. It’s not sweet and kind of irritating. I ignore the voice and continue with my dream. What was I dreaming again? Oh yeah about Naruto and how he hated me. Wait what! "NARUTO!" I woke up gripping the bed sheets. They were silky smooth which confused me. “These look like Ino’s sheets. How odd.” "Great observation Sakura, they are indeed mine.” A voice close by said. I jump from the sound and look to my right and saw Ino Yamanaka sitting in her desk chair. "I called your name a thousand times Sakura when you were sleeping. Did you not hear me?" I awkwardly look at her. “Oh, so that was the annoying voice I heard.” I mumble to myself. "What did you say." Ino heard what I said. “Nothing!” I play it off. "Anyways you were calling Naruto's name while you were sleeping. You were also shaking too." Ino said. "Did something happen with Naruto?" I look at my hands. “I don’t remember much to be honest. How did I even get here?” My head hurts. Ino looked even more concerned. She moved her chair closer to her bed. "Well I was walking back home after my shift at work and then suddenly I saw you across the street. You were crying so I started to call your name. That’s when you fell and…” Ino was choking on her words. She tried to collect herself. "I rushed to your side and I knew that I had to bring you to my house. We talked for a bit, but you suddenly passed out. Sai luckily saw me and helped me to my house.” It all came back to me. The incident with Hinata, spying on Naruto, and running away. I felt a tear slip out of my eye. I quickly wiped it. I don't want her to see me cry anymore. "I remember everything now." It wasn’t a dream. Ino smiled at me. "You know you can tell me anything. I am your best friend that cleaned all the dried-up tears on your face and your knee." She automatically made me feel better. "Thank you and don’t forget I’m also your rival.” I return the smiled back. Ino giggled. "Okay how about I'll give you time to think about it. I’m going to grab the breakfast I made for you. You must be starving.” She got up and left the room."I actually don't remember the last time I ate." I said ashamed of myself. I should tell Ino what happen she did help me after all. Even though she has a big mouth I know she won't tell anyone.We have gotten closer with each other ever since Sasuke left. She’s still my rival in everything I do, but not with Sasuke anymore. I know that she likes Sai and attempting to talk to him more. I giggle quietly. I guess I will tell her after I eat.Ino walked in with a tray of food. She placed it on my lap. "Thanks for the food." I quickly said so I can dig in. “So, I was talking to Sai the other day and he wanted to take me out for dinner. He was awkward about it, but it was so sweet.” I’m genuinely happy for her. I would never guess that Sai would make the first move. "I'm really happy for you Ino.” Her radiance was popping. "Oh! I forgot to tell you that I called the hospital and told them you can't work today." Ino said proud of herself. I thanked her. I clear my throat to prepare myself of what I'm going to tell Ino next. "I want to tell you what happen, but I have to start from the way beginning." I said shyly to Ino. "However, you have to promise me you won't tell anyone especially Naruto or Sai." I said sitting up as straight as possible."I know I have a big mouth, but I promise Sakura I won't tell anyone." Ino said placing her hand over her heart. I told Ino about Naruto and Hinata as well. I told her every single detail. I finally got to the part where I was hiding behind the tree listening to Naruto."I'm constantly telling Naruto to clean, I always make choices for him, and I hit him all the time." I said trying to hold tears back. "That's what I heard him say but that's not all. I'm around Naruto every day, but he's always happy when I'm with him. However, I heard him say that everyday he's Lonely without his parents.Also, that every time the house is empty, he's always sad and lonely. How can I call him my best friend if I didn't know this? I feel bad because he's always suffering and here, I am being rude to him."My voice is dry from holding back the tears."I'm just going to cause him more misery in his life. I'm not worthy to be someone important to him."I couldn't help myself I let the tears go. I could tell by Ino's face that she was going to cry."Sakura don't say that." Ino said controlling herself."No, I already convince myself to cut ties with him." "I won't be going to his house, I won't let him walk me to the hospital, and I will limit conversations with him.""I know I'm making the right decision. After all it will make Naruto happy.""Sakura! Do you hear what you’re saying!" Ino said as she shot up from her chair. "By avoiding him, that would make him sadder." Ino said raising her voice. "Sakura you know Naruto doesn't think like that. He's happy when he's with you.I bet Naruto didn't mean it like that. "If I ask him now, he would agree with me." I can't believe Ino was going to tell Naruto. "NOOOO!" I scream at her. "You promise me Ino you wouldn't tell anyone." "I know I did, but If you don't know the truth you’re going to suffer." "It's better this way trust me." I said wiping my tears. "Just please don't tell." I beg her. Ino grab both of my hands. "Okay I wasn't actually going to tell him, but don't do this to yourself."I didn't say anything."Alright Sakura time to get up." Ino was pulling me off the bed. "We are going to have some fun.”She manages to pull me off the bed and up on my feet. "Ino I don't know, I just want to go home and not do anything for a while.""Nope sorry that's not an option." "Remember we use to go out all the time, until your nurse shift got busier." I laugh. Ino and I did many fun things together. Like going shopping, eating at restaurants, and countless sleepovers."Okay I'll go with you, but only if we don't stay out too long." I told her."Yay!" Come on let's go shopping. Ino said happily as we left her room."Ino why are we going shopping? You spent all your money on a new set of makeup. I don't even have cash on me."Ino laugh as we walk down the stairs. "We don't need to buy anything Sakura we can just try clothes on."We reached the store in 10 minutes and I think I saw someone I recognized. “Well let's go in!" Ino lead the way. The store is especially made for female ninjas. It's a place to get away from ninja clothes, and get in touch with your girly side. Ino and I automatically head to the back of the store. The back had clothes for teens and the changing rooms were back there. As soon as we got there Ino dove herself in a rack of dresses."Geez Ino and I thought we came here for me." I tease. "I'll have you know I was looking for a dress for you." Ino said as she pulls out a blue dress. "Wow that was fast." I was shock. "I actually think you should try this on now." Ino said as she hands me the dress."I was going to question what size the dress was, but Ino started pushing me to the dressing rooms. "Wait Ino!" I call out. She pushes me in the small room and close it."I'll be back to find more dresses for you." I hear Ino's footsteps walk away from me. "And you better put it on!" "Really Ino all I wanted to know was the size." I sigh as I look at the dress.It was beautiful blue with sparkles wrap around the stomach area. The only problem was it looked like a size too big for me. Ugh well better get it over with. I slipped the dress on. I look in the mirror to see how it look. The dress on me look bad. It was big and it was just under my knees. If it was a size smaller it would of look so much better."Hey Sakura, are you done come out I want to see." Ino said knocking on the door. I didn't want anybody seeing me in this dress. But I realize Ino's only doing this for me so I can't be rude.I slowly came out of the room. "Sakura come out here so I can see you." Ino said tapping her foot. I walk completely out in the open and judging Ino's expression I wish I didn't. "I’m sorry I should of check the size first. “I been trying to tell you that!" I slap my forehead.As I was talking to Ino, in the corner of my eye I saw a blue haired girl come out of the dressing room. It was Hinata.Ino notice me staring."It's Hinata and she's coming this way." Ino whisper to me. I didn’t have time to say anything back as she approached us. "Hi Ino." Hinata said sweetly. "Hi Sakura." Hinata's said coldly. "Hi." Ino replied shortly."Nice dress Sakura." I knew she was lying. "You look like a whale." Hinata tried to hold back her laughter. Ino's jaw dropped. I would be too if heard shy Hinata say a rude comment for the first time.Ino's expression turned into anger quickly. "Hey wait a ..." I put my hand on her shoulder. “It's okay I'll take care of it." I told her. I stood face to face to Hinata. "Why are you acting like this, what happen to the quiet shy you." I interrogated her. Hinata frown and cross her arms. "I hope you know I'm like this because of you!" Hinata yelled at me. "What did i do!" I yell back. "You took Naruto away from me! He is mine!" She stomped her foot on the ground.I flinch back. What's her deal? "Well he is going to be mine after tonight." Hinata flipped her hair back. "What's going on tonight." Ino said more as a demand than a question. "Well Naruto's taking me out to dinner and I'm going to be wearing this dress."I didn't notice at first, but she was wearing a dark sparkly short dress. I hate to say it, but it looks good on her. "Let's just say he's going to have a hard time not staring at me." Hinata snickered. "I can’t wait for after dinner. That is going to be the fun part."I can't believe she's saying this right in front of my face. I let my body take control over me. I took my hand and slapped her across her cheek. She stumbled back. There is no way she's talking to me like this anymore."Hinata I know you’re up to something and I will figure out what it is." I tried not to slap her again. Hinata stepped back holding her cheek. “I’m not up to something Sakura. You’re just jealous that he doesn’t like you anymore.” She gave both us a dirty look. "I don't have time for you anymore, I'm going to buy this dress now. Bye blondie. Bye whale." Hinata laugh as she walked away.I tried to control my anger. She called me a whale twice. Who does that? Ino looked like she was controlling her anger as well. "I can't believe Hinata acts like this. I would of never guess it."I let out a huge sigh. "Yeah do you believe me now. I feel like there is something weird going on with Hinata and Naruto. I must figure it out. To even think that I was going to let Hinata have him.” "He should be with you Sakura." Ino said touching my shoulder. "No, I'm not good enough for him." I turn away from her. "Ino let me take care of this and don't mention anything that happen today with anybody." Ino was upset. “That’s not fair Sakura.” "Just do it for me please." She didn’t say anything. I don’t know where to start. How am I going to expose Hinata?I could start by taking off this dress.
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Perfect curls, glittery eyeshadow, and a hint of sweet peach perfume. I'm officially ready for my date with Naruto. I glance back at my mirror to see if I was missing anything. Nothing. I am perfect. Today is the first date I'm going on with Naruto. I'm so excited everything is going to go perfect. I been dreaming of this day for forever. A day with my Naruto without Sakura in my way. It's not that I hate her, I just hate how she's close to Naruto.My heels click on the sidewalk. It wasn't dark yet and the heat wasn't bad. I should have been late to our date. It’s good to keep a guy waiting. After a couple minutes of walking I reach the extravagant restaurant. It's one of the best ones I made sure. I open the door and smiled at the atmosphere. It just smelled like romance. I saw Naruto's hair across the room. I happily walk to his table.As soon as I reached the table I frowned. What is he wearing!*Ahem* "Hi Naruto." I tried not to let my anger show as I sat down. The table was just for two, or you could say for a couple. "Hi Hinata." Naruto said unenthusiastic. I frowned. He better not has this attitude for the rest of the night. "So, do you remember I said you had to dress up for tonight?" I hinted that he disappointed me. “I did dress up Hinata this is my best outfit." Naruto was wearing a plain black shirt and black jeans. "No Naruto that's just your normal clothes. Don't you have a suite?" I politely ask him."I do but I like this better. Sakura likes this outfit a lot too." Naruto smiled. I can't believe he said her name. I slam my hands down on the table creating a loud sound. Confuse looks were at my table. I compose myself and brought my hands down. "Please Naruto let's not mention her name during our date." I smiled touching his hand. He pulled away. "No Hinata let's talk about Sakura." Naruto gave me a serious look. "Actually, let’s talk about what happen two days ago."Naruto crossed his arms. "Calling me out to dinner when you knew I had to pick up Sakura from the hospital."I tried to hide my frown. "Naruto, I don't know what you’re saying." I bat my eyelashes at him. Hopefully he would stop talking. "You know exactly what I mean Hinata. That was the night where we ate at Ichiraku Noodle Shop." I stared blankly at him. Can he just leave this subject alone? "Of course I ren...""I’m glad that you remember so let me do all the talking." Naruto's words cut me off. "First thing I want to say that it was rude to force me to have dinner with you when you knew I wanted to walk Sakura to her house.” "But" I tried stopping him."Second." Naruto's words cut me off again. "When she came to Ichiraku Noodle Shop I knew you were giving signals for her to go away. Trust me I notice. Especially when I wanted to tell Sakura what happen, but you started coughing and gave me a look.""Are you done." I coldly said to him. He was pissing me off. "No, I'm not." Naruto said. "As soon as Sakura left you told me to laugh loudly. I had no choice to. You made me do that to make it seem like we were laughing at her.” "That was the point Naruto." I lashed out at him. Now it's mine turn to talk. "You know Naruto you have to do what in say. Unless you want the pictures to get out." I went into my purse and grab a couple of copies of pictures. "I can show anyone this even Sakura." Naruto snatched the photos from my hand and rip them in pieces. "Hinata you knew you set me up." He angrily said to me. "That's not what people will think believe me they are going to trust me not you."-Flash Back- 1 Week AgoIt was a hot afternoon and I was with Naruto in front of the flower shop. I unexpectedly ran into him on my way to do something. "Hey Naruto, I need to talk to in private.""Okay sure where do you want to tell me." Naruto was his chipper self. "Can I meet you at your house?" I wanted to go somewhere private. "Sure, let's go." Naruto started walking. I stood still. "Naruto you go ahead I forgot I had to do something, but I’ll meet you there.” I told him. He looked confused but left.Part one of my plan is complete. I laugh to myself. Time for part two. I started walking to an isolated area where I was going to meet someone. "Are you here." I called out.A guy with purple hair appeared behind the tree. He has a thick camera strap around his neck. His name is Jill Cast, a classmate of mine when we were younger. "Do you remember the plan?" I asked Jill. He looked at me and smiled. "Do you have my money?" He asked me. I pulled out some cash out of my pocket. "Here." He happily took it and put it in his pocket. "Now that you mention it I kind of forgot what the plan was." Jill said not caring. I can’t believe I hired him. "Okay it's really simple. You follow me to Naruto's house from a distance and when I yell now get close and take the picture. After that you run and meet me back here." I carefully explained. "Okay that sounds easy enough." Jill told me. After our talk we made our way to Naruto's house. Jill was already hidden when we were there. I grab eye drops from my pockets and started pouring them in my eyes.I knocked on the door.I put some more on my eyes while waiting on Naruto. As soon as he opens the door in put the eye drops back in my pocket. Naruto's eyes were wide and confused."Why are you crying." His voice was nervous. I grabbed his shoulders for a hug. He didn't react at first but the he hugged me back. That's when I tightly grabbed him and use all my force to fall backwards.I landed on my back and Naruto on top of me. I made sure my eyes were still watering. Naruto was trying to get up, but I quickly grabbed his shoulders like I was pushing him off me. “Now!” I yelled out. Naruto heard the noise and quickly got up. "What just happen Hinata." Naruto said confused. I got up and wipe my fake tears. "Naruto your mine now. Thanks for the pictures." I smiled at him. "In case you didn't know it looks like you were attacking me." I started laughing. "Hinata why are you doing this." Naruto angrily said. "Its the only way you can be mine. You must do what I say unless you want the pictures out.”-End of Flash Back-"Just give up on Sakura it's the easy way to do this." I said to Naruto. Naruto pound his fist on the table. "You know what Hinata go ahead expose the photos. I love Sakura and photos aren't going to change my relationship with her. I know my friends will have my back when I tell them what really happened.” I had to think of something quick this is ending badly. "What about the general public Naruto? The people who don’t know you? Also, I overheard the other day from Sakura that she is still in love with Sasuke!” I yelled at him. Naruto's was taken back. There was sadness in his eyes. Even though his eyes were sad he wore a smile on his face. "It didn't matter if she loves someone else. I will always love her no matter what."I grabbed his hands again. "I'm better than her though! I'm skinner, prettier, and I have bigger boobs than her." I sound desperate."I'm sorry Hinata I'm really am, but Sakura is the one who capture my heart." He slipped his hands away from mine.I’m completely done with this date. It was supposed to be perfect, but everything went wrong. "I'm leaving." I stormed off ignoring all the stares I got. I took my heels off and threw them in the street. "Don't worry Naruto I'm not done with you yet."
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Thoughts of last night lingerer in my head. I close my eyes trying to forget what happened. I should get out of bed and get ready for the day but there is so much on my mind. -Flashback-I watch Hinata storm out of the restaurant leaving me alone at the table. I tried to ignore all the stares and whispers.Am I the bad guy? I didn't do anything bad, I just told her the truth. I laid my head down on the table thinking of Hinata's words.Sakura still loves Sasuke.Sakura still loves Sasuke.Sakura still loves Sasuke.The words kept repeating in my head. Hinata could be lying, but she could also not. I know that Sakura will always love him. I need to stop thinking about this. No matter what my love for Sakura will never change. Even if we don’t share the same feelings, I am still just to be friends with her. I felt the table move slightly and a chair being move closer to me. I pop my head up and to my surprise I see the new couple of Konoha. Temari, who was now sitting in Hinata's seat and Shikamaru sitting right beside me. Both are wearing beautiful formal clothing. Temari’s sparkly black dress shine in the light with her hair down and Shikamaru is wearing a rich black tux. Maybe Hinata was right- I should have dressed a little nicer. I decided to speak first. "Hi guys what’s going on?"Temari gave Shikamaru a look as if he should tell me. Shikamaru ran his fingers through his hair. “What a drag.” His face tinted red. "Well I decided to take Temari out for dinner. Since you know we are dating…and I thought it would be nice." He stammers. I wanted to burst out laughing at Shikamaru’s embarrassment, but I figured that he would kill me If I did.Temari let out a little chuckle, but quickly changed her expression. “On a more serious note we were on our way out and we saw you and Hinata sitting together. We wanted to say hello but Hinata suddenly stormed out. She seemed pretty angry, so we wanted to ask what happened if you don’t mind.” Knowing Temari she wanted to hear the drama. I want to tell them everything including the black mail. However, I don't want people to be involved. This is my mess that I must fix myself. Shikamaru has his usual blank expression on his face and Temari was on the edge of her seat waiting for me to speak. I just need to tell them why she walked out. "I told Hinata the truth."Temari and Shikamaru exchange confused glances. "What do you mean?" Both said at the same time. Shikamaru now curious."The truth." The words linger in the air. "I love Sakura." It was as simple as that. "Is that all?" Temari said suspiciously. She knows that there is more. "Well I told her that I am sincerely sorry, but Sakura captured my heart." It’s embarrassing saying it out loud. "Was it wrong to say that?" Honestly in my opinion it did not sound harsh at all. Temari start taping her fingers on the table. She’s concentrating hard on what I said. She stops tapping her fingers and place her hands together. "Don't worry about it too much. It's understandable that she’s upset, but it’s a little weird that she stormed out of the place. I figured she would be more upset than angry. Also, I never pictured Hinata to act like that. There has to be more than you are telling us?” Leave it to Temari to point out the little details. I nervously shift in my seat. Well there is the part where I told her that her blackmail isn't going to work on me. I wanted to them that, but again this is my mess. At the same time, I cannot lie to Temari and Shikamaru."There is more, but I'm not allowed to say. I'm sorry." "Is everything alright?" Shikamaru said concern. I stood. I knew I had to leave before I give in and tell them everything. "Everything is all right, thank you for asking." I push in my chair. I'm glad we didn't order anything, so I don't have to pay."Thank you, guys again, but there is nothing to worry about." Temari let out a big smile. “Well whatever happens I hope it works out. When you are ready to tell us, I’ll be happy to hear everything. If you ever need our help don’t be afraid to ask.” I hope Temari doesn’t start investigating on her own. -End of Flashback-I open my eyes and roll out of bed. I grab my headband and tighten it on my forehead. I slowly went to my closet and found a pair of clean clothes hanging. I took off my pajamas and threw them in the corner. I put my clothes and left my room to go to the kitchen.Empty.In my surprise I did not see Sakura at all. I scan through the whole kitchen making sure if I was right. Sadly, I am. I wonder if everything is alright. Usually she tells me that If she's not going to be here. I walk over to the table and sat down.Cold.Not only the seat, but the atmosphere too. When Sakura's here the kitchen feels warm and cozy. Not just the kitchen but my heart too.Is she sick? Probably not. Maybe she decided to sleep in today...That can't be it she's never like to be late to the hospital. I thought hard of the reasons why she is not here.Ichiraku Noodle Shop. That's got to be it. She’s upset that I didn’t pick her up from the hospital and the whole Hinata scene at the shop. I'm so stupid. I wish I would have followed her when she left. I wish at that time I wasn't afraid of Hinata's blackmail. I was afraid that Sakura wouldn’t believe me if she saw the pictures. Everyone knows Hinata as the sweet girl who wouldn’t set this up. Hinata can't control me now. I realize now that her blackmail is useless. She can show as many people as she wants, but I know my true friends will believe me. "I need as fresh air!" I said out loud. "All this thinking is making my head hurt." I walk toward the door and walk out. I stop and think about Sakura. She always tells me to lock my door. I laugh and for once I lock my door.I want to see if Sakura is at the hospital. It wouldn't hurt if I check on her. I start walking my way toward there. Should I act casual when I see her, or should I be straight forward? I don't want to make her madder at me. I was too deep in my thoughts I didn't realize that Kakashi was in my line of sight. "Kakashi! Hello, what are you up to?” He smiles under his mask. "Good timing Naruto I was on my way to your house. There is a mission Tsunade wants you to do with Sakura and Sai.""A mission that's great." I need this distraction. Depending if the mission is easy I could probably talk to Sakura then. "Okay good let’s go." Kakashi said as I followed him not knowing what to expect.
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I’m currently standing in Tsunade's office with Sai waiting for Naruto. I don’t know if I can keep my composure when he walks in. I didn't visit him in the morning today. I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I wonder if he noticed that I wasn’t there. I hope he ate breakfast and locked his door. I shook my head to clear my thoughts. I really need to get him out of my head. A cold hand suddenly touches my shoulder surprising me. I jump and look over to see Sai with his same emotionless face."Are you okay? You look sad." I can tell that he is worried. I need to come up with an excuse. I don’t want him to worry about me. “I’m fine I'm just really tired." I told him. Well it wasn't a complete lie; I didn't get any sleep because of Hinata.I couldn't keep them out of my head. I wonder how his date went with Hinata. I can’t possibly ask him that since he doesn’t know that I know. I shook my head again. "I guess you're really tired because you keep shaking your head." Sai tried to smile. I couldn’t help but to smile back. I’m happy that Sai realize that I wasn’t feeling good. He has gotten so much better learning about human emotion. I remember when I first met him, he didn’t know a thing about sensitivity. I let out a small laugh recalling how mad I was when he made fun of Sasuke. "You’re weird Sakura, laughing at yourself." Sai said bluntly. I roll my eyes. He’s still insensitive. I start to tap my foot on the floor to kill time. He might come in any moment now. Just act normal. A few seconds pass and there was a knock on the door. "Come in." Tsunade said. I didn't look back.I kept my stare at Tsunade the whole time. I felt Naruto's presence next to me. My eyes are stinging and my throat hurts. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Naruto looking at me. I had no choice but to let out a quick acknowledgment. Naruto sweetly smiled at me. It hurts."Alright listen up. You been called by me for an important mission. I shouldn't even call it a mission honestly.""I don't get it old lady what do you mean?" Naruto said interrupting Tsunade. I shot him a quick death glare. Typical Naruto. "As I was saying." Tsunade ignored his comment controlling her anger. "Instead of this being called a mission it's more of a team building exercise." Tsunade gave a quick look to Naruto so he wouldn't interrupt again."It's a new idea I wanted to try out, all the other teams did it and the feedback was excellent. You’re the only squad who hasn't done it yet. Your exercise will take place in the third training ground. If I remember correctly that was where the original team 7 did their first training at."I smile at the memory. That was when times were simpler, and we were still learning how to be proper ninjas. I remember how hard it was the first time trying to grab the bells from Kakashi."All you have to do is bond with each other. It’s however you want to do it. Ask each other vulnerable questions. It is important as a team to know each other weaknesses and strengths. This is a perfect opportunity to get to know each other better. You all will be spending the night there.” My heart dropped. Just my luck that it’s an overnight trip. Also, a scavenger hunt made by Kakashi will be provided to help you all out." Tsunade explains. "A scavenger hunt? I said kind of curious. Tsunade handed me a rolled-up piece of paper. "Now go and have fun and don't forget the scavenger hunt is about teamwork."I turn and took the lead walking out the door with Sai and Naruto following behind. As soon as we were outside Naruto wanted to look at the paper. "I think we should wait until we get there." Sai said to Naruto. Naruto stuck his tongue at Sai. "I want to look at it now Sai." Naruto is excited. I held the paper closer to me and walked a little bit faster. "Wait slow down Sakura." Naruto said trying to catch up.-A couple of minutes later-It’s been too long since I been here. I remember everything as if it was yesterday. What a sad feeling this is. I open the piece of paper with the first clue on it. "If you want to find the second clue than look at the post where Naruto was tied up."Naruto and I exchanged looks. The first time I properly looked at him. I whip my head back to the paper and bit my lip. We automatically knew where to look, but Sai has no clue. “So, the back story to this is…” Naruto told Sai why he was tied up. We reach the area as Naruto finish telling our story. “In the end we all passed and got to be ninjas.” I couldn’t help but to laugh at the memory. We saw a folded note tape on the post. Naruto grabbed the piece and unfold it. "Good job. I hope you know a little more background information on the history of team 7 Sai. Now the next clue is where one of your teammates likes to train, to be more specific she like to punch these."Naruto and Sai looked at me. "I assume she is talking about you because the note said she." Sai concluded. I nod my head and I knew where to go."There are certain trees I like to punch because they are stronger than the others." I told them leading the way. "When Naruto was with Jiraiya for his training, I would come here and train. Usually my favorite part of my training is punching the trees. As I punch them it made me realize that I need to become stronger to protect everyone.""That's amazing Sakura.” Naruto said smiling at me. I let out a small blush. I am doing a lot better around him then I thought. "I couldn’t stand around and do nothing while you were gone.” Silence filled the air as we walk to my old training area. Trees still are split in half and some with dents in it. "So, where do we look?" Naruto breaking the silence. I look around to see any possibilities. I spotted a couple of trees still intact. "How about we split up and look at the trees that are still in good condition." I insist. Naruto and Sai shook their heads and start moving. After a while Naruto was waving a piece of paper in the air. "I found it!" He yelled out. Sai and I walk over to him as he hands me the note. "Sakura’s chakra control is something not to mess with. She is proof that with hard work and dedication you can achieve anything.” I couldn’t help to feel embarrassed. “The next clue is an area where someone likes to spend their time drawling.”"Sai, is the note talking about you? I know I don't draw and so does Naruto." I ask Sai. Sai was quiet for a minute then he decided to speak. "Yes, the note is talking about me. I have a spot where I like to draw because it has a nice view. I haven't told anybody, and I wonder how the note knew I like to draw there." Sai said.I smiled at Sai. "Kakashi is very observant. Would you show us the way? I would like to see what it looks like." I’m very curious. Sai shook his head and took the lead. "When I am bored or if I just want to relax, I go to that spot and draw. It calms me down and it's quiet. I found the spot when I was training by myself and I always come back to it." Sai told everyone.I was shock Sai just told us this. I never knew this about him. "That's really cool Sai.” Naruto told him as he pat Sai's back. "I agree with Naruto thanks for sharing Sai." I told him.Sai's face kind of look embarrassed. I don't blame him because he's not the type to share personal information with anybody. In front of us there is a medium hill in the middle with trees and colorful flowers around it.I didn't know the training ground had a place like this. "I believe the clue will be on the hill. I will be right back." Sai retrieved the note and came back. “Congratulations, this is the last clue. You should see the pictures that Sai draws they are extravagant. The next clue is an area where somebody found a group of bunnies and helped take care of them."I was confused on what the note was talking about. I looked at Sai and he had no clue. Naruto on the other hand knew what the note was taking about. "Wow how does he know about that." Naruto said. "Follow me I know where to go." We follow Naruto through the training ground. I was going to ask Naruto what the note meant, but he spoke first."After our first training with Kakashi and the bells the very next day I came back here. I wanted to train so I could get better, but I spotted a baby rabbit near me. It started running away so I followed it. The baby bunny showed me it’s family. The mother had issues with one of her legs and I started taking care of her and visiting them when I had the chance." Naruto said smiling.I’m such an awful person. I was always mean to him when we were younger. He has a kind heart. I was blinded by Sasuke that never let me see how good of a person Naruto is. "Here we are." Naruto said pointing to a big hole at the bottom of the tree. You could see the note in the hole. "I hope the stories you told each other helped with the journey of strong bonds. I knew each one of you had a secret spot that nobody knew about. Telling your teammates about it made each one of you closer to each other. Now don't let this be the end of the exercise. Try thinking of other things you can do. Good job and good luck." I said holding the note to my chest. Behind the tree is a couple of wrapped bento’s and sleeping bags. I suddenly feel at ease now. I manage to put all my fears and worries on hold so I can focus on this team exercise. "So, what should we do now?" Sai said. I sat down on the floor and cross my legs. "We should do what the note said. We should just talk; we can talk about anything."Naruto and Sai sat down too forming a tight circle. "Alright I guess I'll go first. I have some interesting stories that Sai doesn’t know about. Naruto said smirking. "Oh, should I be concerned?" Sai said looking at me. I laugh at him. "Maybe a little bit."-Night Time-It’s late and we are all feeling tired after everything. We built a fire earlier to help us keep warm. I want to do one more thing before this day ends. I believe it will bring us even closer. "It's getting late and I want to end this night with one more thing. I believe we should confess one thing that nobody knows. What I mean is say your deepest feelings."They both agree with my idea and spent a couple of minutes thinking of what to say. "I have someone I like." Sai spoke out. I let out a loud gasp. Naruto’s jaw hit the floor. Sai's face is 50 shades red. I can't believe Sai is saying this. It takes a lot of guts to say your crush out loud. "Who is it if you don't mind me asking." I know he’s going to say Ino. He took her out to dinner not too long ago. Sai let out a sigh. "It's Ino don't tell anyone." He covers his face with his hands. I’m screaming in joy. I'm so happy for them since she likes him back. Naruto gave Sai a playful push. "Sai I’m rooting for you!”"Whatever." Sai said return to his normal state. My heart started to beat faster. It was my idea to do this I can’t back down now. "I’ll go next.” My voice is softer than usual. "I am afraid of losing people that are important to me. I don’t know what the future holds, but I can’t imagine anybody leaving my life unexpectedly right now.” I keep my eyes on my hands. I’m remembering Sasuke and the day he left us. "Sakura, it’s true that we don’t know what the future holds, but I know that I’m not going to leave your side unexpectedly. Sai, too right?”“Correct” He chimes in. “This makes me feel really happy. Thank You.”"Well my confession is that I am afraid of being alone again. Like how it was growing up. I had nobody to talk to or depend on except for Iruka.” Naruto said letting out a big sigh.I feel horrible. I never want him to feel this way ever again. "Naruto you have friends and people who love you now. We will not leave you."Naruto smiled at me. "Thank you so much.” We sit in silence for a couple of minutes to fully absorb the conversations we had. Sai stood up away from the fire. "That went well, I’m happy that we did this, but I am really tired so good night." Sai said walking to his sleeping bag."I agree with Sai I am feeling. Good night." I told Naruto finding a spot not too far from the fire. "Goodnight." -One hour later-I can’t fall asleep. I thought about Naruto and Hinata again. I got up and sat next to the fire. I jump back as I see Naruto staring at the fire. “Hello Naruto.” I nervously said sitting next to him."Hi Sakura, I can’t fall asleep too." He chuckles. There are so many questions I want to ask him. What's going on between you and Hinata? What did you really mean at the grave site? How do you feel about me? "Naruto is there anything going on between you and Hinata?" The question rolls out of my mouth. I feel small. Naruto's eyes got wide. "I can explain the pictures. They are not what they seem." He said defending himself. "What pictures?" I don’t know what he’s saying. He looks lost now. "You mean you haven't seen them?" I shook my head no at him. "The reason why I ask is because Hinata told me yesterday that she was going to have dinner with you. Is this true?"Naruto let out a sigh. "Yes, but let me explain." Naruto told me everything about Hinata. He talked about the pictures, how she is controlling him, and the dinner went. Also, what really happened the night at Ichiraku Noodle Shop.I’m furious. I can’t believe Hinata would go this far for him. "Naruto, I’m going to stop her. I will get rid of the pictures and this game she is playing with you.” "I’m happy to hear that but I can’t let you do that. This is my problem and I don't want you or anyone to get involved."I'm already involved. I thought in my head. "It's my problem too, I care deeply about you Naruto." I realized what I said and felt the heat rise to my cheeks. Naruto started to laugh. "I know it's only been a day, but it seems like I haven't talk to you in years."The guilt is eating me up. "I'm sorry Naruto I wasn't there this morning." Naruto let out a small smile. "It's okay Sakura, I can't be greedy and keep you to myself all the time." I wanted to tell him that he can be greedy. I need to tell him that I was there at the gravesite overhearing his conversation. I need to get it off my chest. “Naruto I…” I couldn't finish my question. "Shhh I'm trying to sleep." Sai chimed in. Naruto and I apologize. "So, what were you saying Sakura?" He whispers. I couldn’t bring myself to this conversation yet. I also didn’t want to bother Sai. "It’s nothing Naruto, we should go to bed now. Good night.” I walk away before he could question anything. “Good night.” I hear him say faintly. I lay down looking at the stars. I couldn’t bring myself to ask him what he meant at the grave site. I remember him saying that I always hit him and boss him around. When Naruto said those things, I believe he feels annoyed when I’m with him but at the same time I don’t. What I should focus on now is Hinata. How do I get those pictures from her?