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The first time Ashton sees Luke he knows immediately, he will be the one to take his virginity.Seeing him in his tight blue skinny jeans walking into their shared class for the first time, he wonders where this boy has been all his life. Wanting nothing more than to fuck the innocence, that is undoubtedly surrounding and within him, out of his little body.Ashton sees how small and shy and sexy the blonde boy is, wanting to corrupt him immediately, but realizing others must see it to, and probably have the same intentions as him for Luke.He planned on ruining this boy. He imagined fucking into him hard and fast from behind. Making his sweet tongue say filthy things for him that he’s never said, heard, or even thought before. Slapping his ass until it was red and sore and he cried for mercy. Fucking his mouth and making him choke on his thick cock. Making him scream and squirm and writhe underneath him. Taking away the halo of innocence piece by piece until there is nothing left but a horny, begging, mess.This is Ashton’s fantasy for Luke. His dick twitches at the thought of making his dirty fantasy a reality. But his fists clench at the thought of someone else having the same fantasy.Luke was his.And he would make sure of it by ruining him for anyone else who wants to get their dirty hands on him. **** Luke walks into his new school nervous. Having to transfer halfway through the school year was difficult for him, especially since he was technically a sophomore taking senior level classes. He was popular at his last school, but here he didn’t know anyone. But his mother would follow her new boyfriend anywhere. Even to another state for his new job.Luke quietly walked through the hallway with his head down, trying to be as inconspicuous as possible. But he realized luck just wasn’t on his side as he bumps into someone and drops all his things.“Oh god I’m so sorry.” He apologizes quickly and bends down to grab his stuff.When he stands us he sees who he bumps into, instantly getting worried he upset someone high up on the social food chain. But instead was greeted with a warm smile.“Don’t worry about it. We all make mistakes sometimes. I’m Nina.” Luke stares curiously at the manicured hand extended towards him. He shakes it timidly.“Luke. I’m sorry again. I should’ve been paying attention.”Nina smiles and shakes her head, her shoulder-length brown hair swinging around her face.“Really it’s okay. Are you new? You look a little lost.”Luke nods. He was very lost but he was too shy to ask for help from anyone in the busy high school hallway. “Can you tell me where room 312 is?” He pulls out his schedule to show her.Nina looks over it quickly before looking back at Luke. “I can walk you down there if you want?” She offers. Luke smiles at her kindness. “That would be great thank you.” Nina leads him down the hallway to his first period.“Here it is.” Nina says when they stop at a door. “If you want you can sit with my friends and I during lunch. I know how hard it is to be at a new school.” Luke smiles again, grateful to have met someone so kind on his first day.“I would love that. Thank you so much. It’s nice to meet someone so friendly.” Nina smiles brightly at Luke. “Well I’ll see you later!” She turns and walks down towards her own class.“Bye!” Luke calls after her. He turns and puts his hand on the door knob, mentally preparing himself to go into the classroom. He took a deep breath before opening the door.Luke was surprised to see there were only 3 other people in the room. There was still about 20 minutes before class actually started, but he expected more people in the room, or at least the teacher. He saw 2 girls huddled and whispering together, gossiping no doubt. Luke turned away from them to see the other person in the room all the way in the back corner, losing his breath when he sees him.He instantly gave Luke a bad boy vibe, wearing nothing but black. Black t-shirt, black jeans, and a black leather jacket. Luke could see a few tattoos peeking from underneath his clothes. He looked like someone who wouldn’t even bother coming to school let alone being 20 minutes early. A mop of curly brown hair is the only slight contrast to his black clothing. Luke’s breath hitches when he sees the boy’s eyes. Warm and hazel and staring right at Luke, seeing right into his soul. Luke squirms under his gaze, and swallows harshly before finding a seat close to the back, but still a little far from where the punk boy was sitting. Luke could feel his eyes following him across the room, and still staring at the back of his head when he sat down. He fidgeted in his seat, not understanding the fluttery feeling in his tummy when the very attractive boy stared at him. Ashton tapped on his desk in boredom, not understanding why he had to be in school so early. His social worker dropped in at his house at the ass-crack of dawn to make him go to school. Honestly he could give a damn about going to school but he didn’t really have anything else to do. He sat at his desk daydreaming about his past hookups, needing to find someone else to fuck (and soon because he was getting really horny) when he saw him.The blonde haired beauty walked shyly into Ashton’s class, looking around like a lost puppy before settling his eyes on Ashton. He truly couldn’t believe how beautiful the boy was. Shapely hips and thick thighs trapped in tight jeans, slim waist hidden underneath a light t-shirt, with soft looking blonde hair and stunning baby blue eyes. The definition of a twink. Ashton could tell by looking at him that he was a virgin, innocent and pure. He’s probably never even touched himself let alone let someone else do it.Ashton let his eyes wander down Luke’s curvy body, enjoying how he squirms underneath his lust-filled gaze. He can’t help but imagine making Luke squirm in a different, more dirty way. He continues watching as Luke walks to his seat, staring at his beautiful ass when he turns his backside to him. He couldn’t wait anymore. He had to speak to him.Luke nearly choked on his tongue when he saw the older boy was coming to sit next to him. He pulled up a chair next Luke’s desk and sat down, sitting closer than necessary next to the blonde.“Hey.” He spoke in a deep voice that for some reason made Luke feel funny inside. He swallowed nervously before answering.“H-hi.” He stuttered, nervous and intimidated by Ashton’s presence.Ashton smirked at Luke’s shyness towards him. He would be fun to play with and rile up.“What’s your name pretty boy?”Luke flushed a deep pink at Ashton’s pet name, the funny feeling intensifying. He tried not to stutter when he responded.“Luke.” He answered, quiet and small. And Ashton couldn’t help but imagine that voice saying something a little more filthy.“Cute name. I’m Ashton. It’s nice to see a pretty face in this class. Usually there aren’t any.” Ashton has had too many sexual partners to count, but it was rare finding someone he was genuinely attracted to. Especially in his school.Luke flushed a little more. He loved how Ashton keeps calling him pretty.“You looking to have a little fun later?” Ashton whispers into Luke’s ear before placing a tiny kiss behind it, making the boy shiver and pull away a little.“I-I don’t know what you mean.” Luke stated his confusion. He had no idea what Ashton meant by “fun” but he had a feeling it meant trouble. Everything about Ashton screamed trouble from his clothes to his attitude. Luke knew he should run now while he could, but he couldn’t get his body to move. Ashton’s eyes were captivating, his intense gaze holding him in place.Ashton chuckled at Luke’s obliviousness to his true intentions. “Just meet me here after school. I’ll show you what I mean.”Before he could think it over in his head, Luke found himself nodding along. Just then the bell rang, signaling the start of the school day. Neither of the boys had noticed the rest of the classroom had filled up and the teacher had walked in, ready to start the lesson.Luke was grateful that he wasn’t forced to introduce himself to the class. The teacher kind of brushed over his presence in the room as did the other students. The rest of his day was pretty uneventful. He kept his head down in the hallway, unaware of all the lustful gazes he received. He had lunch with Nina who he found out was a senior and captain of the cheer team. Her friends were all nice to him but when he told them he met Ashton they all paled drastically.“You need to stay away from him Luke. Ashton is bad news. He only uses and takes advantage of people like you.” Luke was confused.“What do you mean people like me?”Nina bit her lip before responding. “People who are sweet and innocent and don’t know what they’re getting themselves into.”Luke thought about this. He had a feeling deep down they were right but he still found himself back in his first period classroom at the end of the day, waiting for walking trouble to show up. He was just about to leave when he heard a deep voice behind him.“Wow kitten. I’m surprised you showed up. I thought you would’ve ran for the hills by now from what I’m sure you’ve heard about me.”He turned around to be met face to face with Ashton’s beautiful eyes. He just then realized how small he was compared to Ashton.He was a head taller than him with a perfectly sculpted body. Luke’s gaze lingered on Ashton’s strong looking arms and broad chest, wondering if the older boy worked out or if he was just naturally built like a Greek god.“Like what you see?” Ashton taunted. Luke blushed at being caught staring before nodding a little bit. Ashton gently placed his hands on Luke’s hips, feeling the sharp bones underneath his palms, and pulls the younger boy closer to him so he crashed into his hard chest.Ashton brushes his mouth against Luke’s before biting down harshly on his bottom lip. Luke lets out a whine and pulls his head away from Ashton.“W-what are you doing?!”His question gets ignored as Ashton smirks at him before squeezing his hips.“I’m sure you’ve been warned to stay away from me by now right kitten?”Luke blushes and nods. He wonders why Ashton keeps calling him kitten. He also wonders why he hasn’t pulled away from him yet.“So why are you here? If you know I’m no good for you why aren’t you pushing me away?”Luke stutters out his reply. “I-I don’t know…”Ashton chuckles darkly. “You’re lying. Because when I do this.” He leans forward and runs his tongue over where Luke’s pulse was currently hammering. “You get nervous.” Luke tries not to moan at what Ashton was doing, knowing deep down it was wrong. He fails miserably and moans when Ashton licks over where his neck met his shoulder, before biting down. The sexy sounds falling from Luke’s lips makes Ashton’s cock twitch in his pants.“Do I make you nervous kitten?” He asked in between kissing the column of Luke’s throat, not really expecting an answer. He moves his hands down to Luke’s ass, cupping and squeezing it roughly through his tight jeans.Luke moaned loudly at the rough treatment before remembering they were still in the school. Even though it was mostly empty, there were still a few stragglers here and there for extracurriculars and such. He had to remember to keep his volume down.Ashton grabs Luke by his waist and pushes until he has the small boy pinned against the wall. He turns him around to face the wall, pushing Luke’s hands up by his head.“Keep them there.” He growls in Luke’s ear. Luke nods and keeps his hands where they were placed while Ashton got to work removing Luke’s pants and underwear, pleased to see he was already hard.Luke looked down at his dick, confused on why it was sticking up the way it was. That had never happened before.“Ash...why’s it doing that?”Ashton groaned at Luke’s question. “You’ve never been hard before?” Luke whines, not understanding what “being hard” was. Ashton smiles at knowing he would be the first one to ever touch the boy like this.“It means you like what I’m doing to you.”He grabbed Luke’s bare ass and kneaded the flesh in his hands, loving how Luke moans immediately.“You like having your ass touched don’t you baby?” He whispers in his ear. He gets a nod in return.Ashton pushes Luke’s shirt up so his back was exposed, and pressed little kisses to his hot skin. He kisses down Luke’s spine , feeling the boy shake and pant heavily in his hands.Without wasting anymore time, Ashton drops to his knees behind Luke and spreads his cheeks, a low groan escaping his mouth at the sight of his tiny hole.“So fucking pretty.” He mumbled mostly to himself.Luke is confused about what was happening. But when he feels something hot and wet on his hole, he soon figures it out.“Ashton! W-what are you doing?!” Luke cries.“What does it look like I’m doing?”Ashton keeps licking over Luke’s hole, pleased when he tastes nothing but clean skin. But above him, Luke was freaking out.He bucked his hips away from Ashton’s mouth, scared from what he was doing although it felt good.“Ashton no! You-you can’t do that!” He squeals. He gets a chuckle in return and Ashton pulls him closer and holds him tighter before licking him again.“Why not kitten?” He asks between kisses to the scared boys hole. “Because it wrong! It’s...it’s dirty.” Luke whispers the last part. He pushes away from the wall, trying to get away from Ashton’s persistent tongue, only to be met with Ashton’s hand pushing his lower back so he’s pressed into the wall again. He looked up at the back of his head, but keeps his mouth on him.“Does it feel good?”Luke whimpers and nods his head slightly.“Then that’s all that matters.” Ashton continues his assault on Luke’s quivering hole, pressing the tip of his tongue against his tight heat. It takes a while due to Luke’s tightness, but he manages to push his tongue inside, forcing a long moan past Luke’s lips.“Ash...that feels weird.”He puts his forehead on the wall and looks down at his leaking cock, not knowing why it was doing that but for some reason, he found himself wanting to touch it. He started whining and digging his fingers into the wall, needing something more but not knowing what it was.Ashton continued to rim the shaking blonde above him, loving the sound of his whines and moans. And pushes his tongue in deeper and flicks it, searching for his prostate.He knows he finds it when Luke lets out an incredibly loud moan, making Ashton wonder why they haven’t been caught yet. He could tell Luke was close, his virgin body not used to such intense pleasure. He flicks his tongue over his sweet spot repeatedly, basking in the loud noises he receives. He knows the boy needs his dick touched, but he wanted to get him off without it.“You gonna come for me kitten?”Luke whimpers before answering. “H-how do I do that?”Ashton groans at Luke’s innocence, the vibrations pushing Luke closer to the edge. He could feel a warm sensation in the bottom of his stomach, and his cock started twitching and leaking even more.“Ash! Something’s happening!” Luke cried out, not knowing his orgasm was about to hit him like a train. Ashton removed his mouth from Luke’s hole and slapped his ass when the boy let out a whine at the loss.He pushes his dry finger in Luke’s slightly opened hole, ignoring the harsh whine he gets in return. He finds the boy’s sweet spot easily and presses on it roughly, getting a scream out of Luke’s mouth. He feels Luke’s ass clench around his finger and he knows the blonde is close.“Let go baby. Come for me.”Just as the words left the older boy’s mouth, Luke’s orgasm slammed into him, his untouched cock dripping come gracefully all over the wall and his thighs. Ashton kept massaging the boy’s prostate, trying to get every drop of come out of his inexperienced body.Once Luke stops panting and shuddering, Ashton pulls his finger out and stands up behind the blonde, placing a little kiss on the back of his neck.“Did you like that?” He whispers, making Luke’s spine tingle. Luke nods, deciding there was no point in lying.Luke looks at the wall and his legs, not knowing what the white stuff was, but knowing it must’ve come out of him. He decided not to ask though, knowing Ashton would laugh at him.Ashton pulls Luke’s pants and underwear back up his legs, hearing the boy whine at the sticky feeling of come on his thighs. He puts Luke’s hands back at his sides, pleased the boy followed orders and didn’t move them. He turns Luke around to face him before picking him up by his waist, and manhandling him to sit on one of the many desks in the room so they were at eye level.Ashton stares at Luke for a second, wanting nothing more than to kiss him, but not understanding where the urge is coming from. He hardly ever kisses someone he has sex with. He also doesn’t understand what’s stopping him from fucking the boy now and taking his virginity like he wants to, but something is compelling him to control himself.Luke is confused as to why Ashton keeps staring at him without saying anything, it’s starting to get a little weird. But before he can question him about it, Ashton is leaning forward to press his mouth against him. Luke whimpers a little out of shock, but finds himself kissing back, closing his eyes and moving his lips in synch with Ashton.They keep things gentle for a while, but soon Ashton grabs Luke’s waist and pulls him closer, kissing him harder and with more hunger behind it while Luke grabs Ashton’s shoulders and tries to keep up.Ashton grabs Luke’s chin with his forefinger and thumb and pulls his mouth open, dipping his tongue in past Luke’s lips.Ashton groans at the sweet taste of Luke’s mouth, while Luke whimpers at the hot, wet tongue against his. He’s never felt anything like this before and he doesn’t know if he likes having two tongues in his mouth for the first time.Unsure of what to do, Luke pulls away a little. But before he can go too far, Ashton is pulling him back with a strong grip on his soft blonde hair, pressing his lips against Luke’s.Deciding it was a battle he would lose, Luke lets Ashton do what he wants with his mouth, pressing his tongue against Ashton’s just as urgently.It isn’t long before Luke has to pull away for air, gasping at the intense kiss. While Luke breathes, Ashton stares at him again. Luke shifts on the desk and looks down to the floor, intimidated by Ashton and shy after what Ashton did to him.Ashton taps Luke’s chin and pushes up a little bit, signaling he wanted Luke to look at him but Luke stubbornly keeps his head down. Ashton is having none of this so he grabs Luke’s jaw, tilting his face up towards him.“Look at me kitten.” Luke looks at Ashton with something in his eyes, something that Ashton can’t quite place. But he decides not to linger on it, since he was currently throbbing in his pants. Seeing Luke come for the first time without his cock being touched really got him going. Even if he couldn’t see his face.“Get on your knees.”Luke slowly gets off the desk with a confused expression, and gets down on his knees, face to face with Ashton’s huge bulge. He looks up at him innocently, making Ashton fight to control himself. He takes his time undoing his jeans and pulls his dick out, right in front of Luke’s cute little face.Luke stares at Ashton’s dick in awe. He’s never seen a penis besides his own, which is way different from Ashton’s. His was huge, long and thick and bright red at the tip. It was leaking and standing up like Luke’s was before so he assumed Ashton liked what they did.“Touch it.”Luke hesitantly puts his hands on Ashton’s dick, touching it gently like he doesn’t know what to do with it. Because he doesn’t. But Ashton groans at the feeling of Luke’s incredibly soft hands on him. He decided he didn’t want to wait anymore. He needed to feel his mouth.“Do you know what to do?” He asks gently. Luke shakes his head. Ashton sighs, knowing he’ll have to walk him through it.“Suck it kitten.”Luke nearly bites his tongue off in shock.“What?! W-why?!” He cries. He removes his hands from Ashton’s cock, not knowing why he would put it in his mouth.Ashton reaches down and grabs Luke’s hands, wrapping them around his cock and holding them there in case the boy tries to move them again.“You remember how I made you feel good a few minutes ago?” Luke nods slowly, slowly understanding where Ashton is going with this. “I want you to make me feel good too. To repay the favor.”Luke nods again. He knew it was only fair since Ashton made him feel amazing. But that doesn’t mean he knows what he’s doing.“I-I don’t know what to do.”Ashton smirks at Luke’s stuttering. The whole innocent thing really turned him on.“Just put it in your mouth and suck on it. Take as much as you can. But be careful with your teeth. Try not to let them touch me.” He lets go of Luke’s hands, letting the boy take full control over his actions.Luke starts to slowly move his hands up and down Ashton’s dick, feeling it throb and pulse in his palms. He started stroking him gently, looking up for approval. Ashton had his head thrown back and his bottom lip between his teeth so Luke assumed he was doing something right. Ashton’s tip started dripping more of the clear liquid. Luke not knowing what it was, leaned forward and licked the drop of precome, enjoying the taste of it. Ashton moaned and moved his dick closer to Luke’s face, pressing the wet head against his lips.“Open your mouth.”Luke lets his lips part a little bit and Ashton takes full advantage of this, pushing his cock past Luke’s lips. When just the tip was inside his mouth, Luke began to swirl his tongue around it, hoping that’s what Ashton wanted. Ashton started pushing more of his cock into Luke’s mouth, needing to feel more of the wet heat it provided.Luke tried to relax his jaw to fit Ashton in his mouth but the older boy was big. He didn’t know how he would be able to take all of it. He choked when Ashton pushed his cock to the back of his throat. He pulled off and took him in his hand, disappointed in himself for not being good enough.“I’m sorry Ash.” He whispers.“It’s okay baby. Try again.”Luke shakes his head. “I can’t do it. It’s too big.”Ashton tries not to let that go to his ego and strokes Luke’s hair, not knowing why he’s being so gentle with the boy instead of forcing him to take his dick.“Just try again for me. Relax your throat and breathe through your nose.”Luke nods and opens his mouth again, letting Ashton push inside. He relaxes his throat and tries to focus on breathing. Before he knows it, Ashton is deep inside his throat, moaning above him while Luke swallows around him.“Fuck Luke. Keep doing that.” He moans while Luke smiles to himself, pleased he was making Ashton feel good. He sucks harder and gags on his cock, making tears come to his pretty blue eyes. He pulls his head back until he was sucking on just the tip, running his tongue along the thick vein underneath along the way.“Look at you.” Ashton taunts, causing Luke to look up at him. ”So eager to please me. You like having my cock in your mouth kitten?” Luke whimpers around him, but doesn’t respond. Ashton having none of this, slaps the bulge in Luke’s cheek, causing the boy to whine and choke a little. “Answer me kitten.” Luke hums his approval, the vibrations sending shivers through his body. Ashton threads his fingers through Luke’s soft hair, pulling slightly but not enough to hurt.Luke keeps sucking Ashton and hearing filthy things in return before he feels Ashton twitch in his mouth, signaling he was close. “I’m gonna come in your mouth kitten. I want you to swallow for me okay?” Luke nods in response and starts sucking harder, humming around his cock and lapping at the tip. “Fuck.”With one last groan, Ashton released in Luke’s mouth, his come going straight down his throat. Luke swallows as much as he can, not understanding the bitter taste in his mouth but not entirely minding it. He pulls off Ashton’s dick, watching it slap down to his thighs before standing back up, ignoring the soreness is his knees.After coming down from his high, Ashton pulls his pants back up and pulls Luke closer to him, crashing their lips together again. The kiss is slower this time, not as needy as it was before. Luke pulls away after a minute.“I think I should be heading home.” He whispers, afraid that Ashton will get mad about him leaving. But instead he is met with a short nod. “Okay. I can drive you if you want?” He offers. Luke smiles brightly and Ashton swears it is the most beautiful thing in the world to see that boy smile. But of course he would never admit it to anyone. He grabs Luke’s hand and leads them out of the classroom without waiting for a response.They make it outside without any interruptions, which is good because Ashton really doesn’t need any more infractions at school, and sexual acts in public would definitely count as one. They get to Ashton’s car and Luke climbs inside and puts on his seat belt, enjoying the feeling of the seat underneath him. Ashton gets behind the wheel and starts the car, pulling out of the school parking lot swiftly before hearing a soft voice next to him.“You should really put on your seat belt.”Ashton chuckles at Luke’s worrying. “I’ll be fine kitten. Where do you live?” Luke tells him the address and Ashton heads that way. The ride is about 15 minutes away so Luke decides to take this time to find out more about Ashton.“How old are you?” He asks. Ashton glances over at him before answering.“I’ll be 18 next month.”Luke is relieved Ashton isn’t much older than him. He was worried for a second that Ashton had failed a few grades and was held back.“How old are you kitten?”“I’m 15.”Ashton is surprised at this answer. “And you’re taking senior level classes?” Luke flushes a little and nods, not liking to brag. “Yeah. I skipped 2 grades.” Ashton smirks. “Beauty and brains.” Luke blushes an even deeper pink and smiles to himself.“Have you ever done that before?” He asks timidly. Ashton chuckles at him, knowing what he means.“What? Eaten someone’s ass?” Like bites his lip at Ashton’s crude language but still nods his head, assuming that’s what Ashton did to him.“I’ve fucked a lot of people kitten. Eaten out a few people here and there. But no one tastes anywhere near as good as you.”Luke didn’t understand the pride he felt when Ashton said that. But it made his heart flutter and his dick twitch in his come stained pants.“Why do you call me kitten?”“Because you remind me of one. You’re so soft and innocent and sweet. I don’t know you just remind me of a baby kitten.”Luke smiles at the praise he recieved, eager that he pleased Ashton. He could see they were close to Luke’s house so he decided to ask a question that had been on his mind for a while now.“Umm...what are your intentions with me?” He asks softly. Ashton shrugs his shoulders.“I’m not quite sure yet.”“Oh.”The rest of the car ride is silent as Ashton drives to Luke’s house. Ashton knew that he wanted to take the boy’s virginity, but he couldn’t just tell him that. If he told Luke his true intentions, the boy would most likely run away screaming. Although to be completely honest, Ashton himself didn’t even know what else he wanted from Luke besides sex. Of course that was his priority, but something was drawing him to Luke. Something that goes deeper than just lust and attraction.When they finally pull in front of Luke’s house, the blonde grabs his bag and reaches for the door handle. “Thank you for driving me.” He says and starts to get out of the car. Ashton grabs his wrist and pulls him back inside the car.“Give me a kiss.”Luke bites his lip, not expecting that from Ashton but leans over the console to press their lips together.Ashton and Luke kiss gently for a minute before Ashton pulls away. “Am I the first person you’ve kissed?” He asks, genuinely curious. Luke shakes his head. “No I've kissed someone else before. It was a girl, when I was around 8. That’s when I realized that I didn’t like girls because I hated it.” Ashton tried to ignore the jealousy burning within him. He hates the idea of Luke doing anything with anyone other than him, girl or boy. He grabs Luke’s jaw with his fingers, making the younger boy look straight into his eyes before speaking.“Do not kiss anyone else Luke. You are mine. Do you understand?”Luke cowers at Ashton’s tone, but nods nonetheless. “I understand.” Ashton smirks at Luke’s submissiveness.“Good.”Luke gets out of the car and goes into his empty house. He makes his way to his bedroom before staring at himself in his mirror.Questions started racing through his mind a mile a minute. Why did he let Ashton do that to him? What did the older boy want with him? Why did he like it so much? As these thoughts rattle around in Luke’s brain, he can’t help but ask himself the most important question; what did he get himself into?
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On Luke’s second day of school, he’s feeling pretty good about things. He had a few nice people to talk to throughout the day and the night before he’d had an epiphany: Ashton was bad for him and he needed to stay away. He vowed to himself he wouldn’t go around him anymore and he would talk to him only when absolutely necessary. As he got ready for school the next morning, he tried not to think about Ashton touching him and how good he made him feel. He knew he would only end up falling for him and then having his heart broken, and he would not go through that pain. And to be completely honest, Ashton kind of terrified him. He just has this energy around him that makes people want to stay away. He intimidates Luke with his all black clothes and reputation and the fact that Luke doesn’t know what Ashton wants from him, besides the obvious. If that’s really all he wants, Luke just has to learn some self control to keep away. He couldn’t let Ashton seduce him anymore. When he arrives at school he takes a deep breath before walking into the building, again, 20 minutes before school started. There weren’t many people in the building so Luke walked to his locker to get his books and then made his way to his first period, once again seeing Ashton sitting in the back of the room. Luke took a deep breath before going to the seat he was in the day before, pretending he wasn’t aware of Ashton’s presence. Subconsciously, he found himself waiting and wishing Ashton walked over to him. But he never did. Ashton sat in the back of the room, half expecting Luke to come over to him. He didn’t expect Luke to ignore him. He’d never been brushed off before. But he decided he would wait for Luke to come to him. He’d be damned if he chased after some boy he barely knew. They both went about their school day, Luke avoiding Ashton and turning away at the slightest glimpse of him, and Ashton impatiently waiting for Luke to acknowledge him and beg for him to touch him again. During lunch Luke made his way to Nina and her friends’ table, being greeted with friendly smiles. They talk amongst themselves about the upcoming cheer competition until a figure wearing all black walking into the cafeteria catches Luke’s eye. He glances at Ashton but quickly turns his attention back to Nina. She looks over to see what captured Luke’s attention, her smile fading quickly when she sees what it was. Or rather, who it was. “Remember what we told you Luke. He’s just going to use you and I don’t want to see you get hurt.” She says warningly. Luke nods his head. “I know. I’m not going to talk to him.” He promises. Nina seems content with this and quickly changes the subject back. During the rest of the day, Ashton watches him in the hallway, seeing him put his head down when he sees Ashton looking at him and walking the other way. Finally Ashton decided enough was enough. He didn’t care anymore about being the chaser. He was going to figure out why Luke was avoiding him and soon. After school is over Luke goes back to his locker, unaware of Ashton trailing slowly behind him. He jumps at the sound of Ashton’s deep voice suddenly next to him. “Why are you avoiding me?” He asks, wanting to get straight to the point. Luke avoids eye contact and mumbles his response. “M’ not avoiding you.” He lies. Ashton shakes his head in disbelief. “Yes, you are. I know it can’t be because of yesterday. You know how good I made you feel.” Luke bites his lip at the memory instead of responding and continues at his locker, still not looking at Ashton. “Hey, look at me.” He demands. When Luke doesn’t turn his head, he quickly closes the locker door and grabs Luke by his belt loops from behind, tugging him closer. Ashton moves his head down toward Luke’s neck, inhaling his sweet scent. He brings his face closer and kisses his skin once, sucking gently to bring color that would fade in a few seconds. Luke’s breath hitches and he shivers, before he turns around in Ashton’s hands to face him. The older boy licks his lips and leans in closer to Luke’s small, nervous body, his lips hovering over the blonde’s. Despite his recent epiphany, Luke doesn’t protest when Ashton does this. Instead he arches slightly closer to Ashton, his body craving his touch despite what his head is telling him. “Didn’t you like what I did to you?” He says seductively and somewhat insecurely. He never felt insecure about pleasing someone before but Luke just gets under his skin. “You know I did but this can’t keep happening. You need to stay away from me.” Luke protests, trying to hold his ground. “Besides, I don’t even understand what you did.” Luke says, completely honest. Ashton rolls his eyes and Luke places his hands on Ashton’s chest, starting to push him off. Ashton grabs Luke’s small hands and runs them down his toned body over his black shirt, stopping at his pelvic bone and making Luke’s cheeks heat up and gasp softly, as he tries to pull his hands back. Ashton is a lot stronger than him though, and Luke isn’t able to get away. “Rimming.” “What?” “What I did to you? It’s called rimming.” Without thinking too much about it, Ashton leans in and presses his mouth to Luke’s, kissing him fiercely and with no regard to the other students in the building. After Luke relaxes into the kiss, Ashton places Luke’s dainty hands on his shoulders and puts his hands on his hips to tug the small boy even closer. Luke wraps his arms around Ashton’s shoulders, tugging at the hair on the nape of his neck. Luke moans softly in Ashton’s mouth, forgetting what he was supposed to be telling him for a moment. He remembers they are still at school when he hears someone whistle at them as they walk by. He pulls away from Ashton, red-faced and embarrassed and turns his head when the older boy moves to kiss him again. “Ashton no. You can’t kiss me like that. Not here.” Ashton turns his head to face him and pecks his lips briefly, just to spite him. “Why not?” Luke rolls his eyes. “Because I said so.” He looks around where they are, seeing a few lingering stares on the two of them. They need to have a conversation but not while everyone is around. “We need to talk but not here. Take me home.” He orders. Ashton sighs and pulls away from Luke, letting him finish at his locker before dragging him outside to his car and glaring harshly at everyone who stares at them. He opens the passenger door and ushers him inside quickly. The car ride to Luke’s house is absolutely silent, Luke going over what he’s going to say in his head. He’s just going to tell Ashton straight up; they can’t be around each other anymore because he doesn’t want to just be another body Ashton has been with and ruined. He has self respect and he won’t be anyone’s plaything. When they get to his house, they get out of the car and Luke invites Ashton inside, closing the door behind him. “Is anyone home?” Ashton asks him while looking around his house. Luke shakes his head. “My mother is at work and her boyfriend is out of town. It’s just us for a few hours.” Ashton smirks and follows the younger boy to his bedroom, shamelessly watching his ass move as he climbs the stairs. They get to Luke’s room and Luke leads him to his bed to sit while they talk. He takes a deep breath and starts his speech before losing his courage. “Yesterday was a mistake-”“Oh is that what it was?”Luke sighs. “Look Ashton. I don’t know what this is, you and me? But it can’t happen again. I know your reputation and I’ve been told why you’re after me but I’m not going to just be used and then tossed aside. I have respect for myself and I’m not going to let you ruin that, no matter how I felt yesterday.” The entire time Luke is talking Ashton stares at his pink lips, not paying enough attention to his words. He fantasizes about what those lips could and have done before Luke snaps him out of his head. “Are you even listening to me?! This is exactly what I’m talking about! You have no respect for me and I’m not going to just-ohhh.” Luke is cut off from his sentence when Ashton leans in and sucks on a sensitive spot on his neck. He smirks against his skin at Luke’s moan. “What were you saying?” He taunts while moving his lips across Luke’s thumping pulse. “Ummm...” Luke tries and fails at getting a coherent sentence out. Ashton moves one of his hands under Luke’s shirt to touch his tiny waist, feeling his soft skin and making the boy shiver. This small touch is enough to make Luke remember what he was trying to say. He grabs Ashton’s wrist and tugs, trying (not very hard) to remove his hand from his body. He ignores the fluttery feeling in his tummy and pulsing in his pants when Ashton touches him. “Stop that!” He whispers. Ashton keeps pressing open mouthed kisses on his neck. He sucks hard on his neck, his teeth grazing his skin and leaving a faint, red mark behind. “Why?” “I-I can’t think when you do that. And I need to stay away from you!” He pleads, not really wanting Ashton to stop but he knew it was necessary. “Are you sure you want me to stop? We both know you don’t want that.” Ashton asks while pulling the neck of Luke’s shirt down to kiss his collarbone. “I-I don’t know. You’re dis-distracting me.” Luke stutters out. He moans again when Ashton’s hot tongue runs across his collarbone. Ashton chuckles slightly. “Am I?” He asks innocently. He feels his cock stirring in his jeans, hardening at Luke’s sexy noises. He places his hand on Luke’s semi-hard cock and palms him, feeling it grow beneath his hand and earns a loud whine. Ashton reaches to unbutton the blonde’s jeans, slowly dragging his zipper down and shoving his hand down his pants and underwear. He grips Luke firmly but gently, letting him know silently that he could tell him to stop at any time, that he could pull away if he wanted to. Luke whimpers a little when Ashton really starts touching him, trying to resist the temptation but slowly giving in. He bucks his hips into Ashton’s hand, causing him to start playing with his wet tip. “It’s okay to want it, kitten. There’s nothing wrong with having a little fun. Give in to it. Give in to me. I promise you’ll enjoy it.” He says, kissing the base of Luke’s throat softly. “I’m-I’m scared.” Luke says so softly, Ashton wouldn’t have heard him if he wasn’t currently biting on the previous mark he made. “Of what kitten? Of me?” Ashton pauses from his assault to look into Luke’s pretty blue eyes. Luke looks away, not wanting to admit the truth to him. This tells Ashton everything he needs to know. He suddenly pulled his hand free from the blonde’s jeans and cupped his trembling face. “Don’t be afraid of me Luke. I promise, I’m not gonna hurt you or do anything you don’t want. I need you to know that.” Luke nods his head meekly. “I’m serious,” Ashton insists, not convinced by the curt nod. “I don’t want you to be scared of me. That’s not why I’m here.” Luke frowns slightly. “So why are you here?” Ashton moves to lick behind Luke’s ear, distracting him once again. “Don’t worry about that. Just let me touch you kitten. I’ll make you feel so good.”“I…okay.” Luke says quietly, tired of protesting. He knows this is a mistake. That Ashton will toss him aside once he’s done. But he can’t help it. He needs to feel it again. He needs Ashton’s touch, his mouth. He needs to feel the pleasure. Ashton pulls away from Luke’s bruised neck and smirks. He leans back in and kisses him, parting his mouth open immediately. This time, Luke doesn’t turn away. He sits there and lets himself be kissed. Ashton grabs Luke’s waist and pushes the two of them further up the bed with Luke underneath him. He pulls Luke’s shirt from over his head, messing up his hair in the process and bends down to attack his neck again. He kisses his way down to Luke’s nipples, licking the center of his chest and making the boy shudder. Ashton runs his tongue along Luke’s left nipple, loving the high pitched whine he gets. “You like that?” He whispers before sucking the bud into his mouth. Luke bites his lip and nods. “Bet I can make you come just from this.” Without any other thoughts, Ashton stripped Luke of his jeans and briefs, watching his cock bounce back up to his stomach. Ashton licks his lips slowly, being able to see his cock fully this time. It was small for a 15 year old, but Luke was clearly a bottom so it didn’t matter much. A deep shade of pink at the tip and dripping, Ashton stops himself from licking the boy’s pretty, wet cock just yet. He needed to get him off untouched first. He stares down at the sight below him, Luke’s flushed face and chest, his messy blonde hair, his swollen lips, his chest going up and down rapidly from his heavy breathing, and Ashton swears he’s never seen anything more beautiful. Luke looks at him, puzzled. “What is it?” He asks timidly, worried Ashton is going to comment on how ridiculous he’s sure he looks. But instead Ashton just smiles slightly and shakes his head. “Nothing...you just...you look really pretty kitten.” Luke flushes an even deeper red and whispers a small, “thank you.” Ashton kisses him sweetly on the lips. “You’re welcome. Now let me make you come.” Ashton moves his head back down to suck on Luke’s right nipple, using his fingers to toy with the other one. He sucks hard around it and bites down gently, tugging the little bud away from Luke’s body. Luke cries out, enjoying the slight pain Ashton is putting him through. His dick drips precome on his lower stomach, a small puddle forming on his hot skin. The older boy groans against his flesh and moves to the other nipple to give it the same treatment. Luke whimpers and cries out at the attention his very sensitive nipples are getting, pushing his chest up closer to Ashton’s mouth and panting heavily. His fingers pinch the slippery nipple he just finished sucking and tugs it, making the blonde boy arch with the touch. He drags his nails on the worn leather covering Ashton’s back, crying out his name as if he were about to come. Which to be honest, Ashton could tell he was. He was so sensitive. His body had never been exposed to pleasure like this before and now with Ashton bringing him to orgasm for the second time, he couldn’t last longer than a minute. “A-Ashton...It’s h-happening again,” He starts moaning Ashton’s name but is cut off with a loud whine. “Just let it happen kitten.” Ashton whispers, bringing his head back up to kiss Luke and rubbing his palms over his nipples. Luke breaks away from Ashton’s mouth, and cries out one last time before his little cock twitches and he comes in spurts on his stomach and chest, calling Ashton’s name again. His entire body trembles from his intense orgasm, making Ashton’s own dick throb from watching him. Ashton strips off his own black jacket and t-shirt, using the shirt to wipe Luke’s come covered chest off. He tosses the dirty shirt onto the floor, before stripping out of the rest of his clothes. Luke stares at him, biting his lip as Ashton’s toned body comes into view. Luke fixates his stare on Ashton’s tan body, enjoying watching the boy strip and admiring his tattoos for a second. He sees Ashton’s muscular chest and arms, his toned stomach and thighs, and he whines a little when he sees Ashton’s dick. Flushed down the length of it and shiny at the tip and oh god- Luke’s getting hard again. Ashton notices this and grabs Luke’s hands gently, careful not to scare him. He places them on his chest and lets go, letting Luke have full control before placing his own hands on either side of Luke’s head. “It’s alright Luke, you can touch me. I don’t bite.”Luke tugs his bottom lip between his teeth, but slowly runs his hands over Ashton’s chest, stopping to tug at his nipples a little to get a small groan out of him. He moves his hands down to his abs, tracing and admiring the muscles there. Luke lazily moves his fingers even lower to rub over Ashton’s v-line, causing Ashton to hiss slightly. The older boy decides to stop him before his hands wander too far down. “Like that?” Ashton asks teasingly. Luke nods slowly, still dazed from his high and seeing Ashton completely naked and touching him.“Good. ‘Cuz I’m not done.” Luke frowns a little. “Wha-what do you mean?” He drops his hands and Ashton smirks. ”You’re not done coming for me yet.”“Why not?” Luke asks in a tiny voice.“Because I wanna touch you some more.”Ashton grips Luke’s small waist in his hands, squeezing gently and feeling his ribs expand as he breathes. “It’d be so easy to break you.” He whispers softly and somewhat sadistically. Luke whines and looks up at Ashton, confusion written all over his face and worry in his beautiful eyes. Ashton just chuckles to himself and kisses the tip of Luke’s nose in an odd moment of affection. “Don’t worry kitten. I won’t hurt you, just wanna wreck you a little.” He whispers while moving down Luke’s body, leaving kisses along his chest and stomach. Luke arches his back under Ashton’s mouth, his lips soft on his skin. Ashton nips lightly at the skin just under Luke’s navel, which caused Luke to whimper softly and squeeze his eyes shut. He hisses when Ashton makes his way closer to his sensitive cock, that is already half-hard. Ashton gently kisses the tip of Luke’s small cock, hearing the boy whine in response. He kisses along the shaft, grabbing Luke’s soft thighs and pulling them apart when the blonde tries to close his legs. “Ashton... Too sensitive.” He mumbles out, while Ashton keeps kissing Luke’s cock. He knows Luke wants it, or he wouldn’t be hard. He makes his way down to Luke’s tiny hole and gives it a small lick. Out of nowhere, Ashton starts blowing on Luke’s hole, making the boy moan loudly from the sensation. He trails the cool air back and forth between Luke’s hardening cock and his hole. Luke bucks his hips towards Ashton’s mouth, so close to where he needed him. Ashton grabs Luke’s hips, holding him down. “Be still, kitten.” He whispers and continues to blow gently on Luke’s cock. “Touch me.” Luke whispers desperately. Ashton laughs slightly. “I am touching you.” Luke whines dramatically because he knows Ashton is just teasing him. “Ashton…more...please. Do something.” Luke begs while moaning hotly. Ashton kisses his tip again and goes back to blowing on the now fully hard and dripping cock in front of him. “What do you want me to do?”“Anything.” Ashton groans and kisses Luke’s hole softly. “Don’t say ‘anything’. There’s a lot of twisted, dirty things I could do to you.” He takes Luke’s wet tip into his mouth, sucking hard and making Luke’s thighs shake, trying to make the boy come again so he can taste him. He pulls off for a second to lick the pad of his thumb, rubbing it over Luke’s tiny, pink hole before putting his mouth back on him. “Ahh-Ash…” Luke pants heavily while Ashton sucks harder, lapping at his slit. He pushes the tip of his thumb inside Luke, breaching him slightly and Luke is done. He screams out and grabs the sheets tightly, coming in Ashton’s waiting mouth.Ashton’s sucks him through his orgasm, taking him all the way in his mouth so his come will go down his throat. A little spills out of his mouth, but he pulls off and licks the few drops from Luke’s overly sensitive cock, swallowing his come. He groans to himself at the taste, he knew Luke would taste good. Sweet yet slightly bitter, almost like a girl. Ashton lifts his head to kiss Luke gently on the lips, making him taste himself. “I want you to do something for me.” Ashton mumbles against Luke’s lips. The younger boy pulls away and bites his lip a little. “Do...do I have to suck it again?” The older boy groans internally. “No you don’t have to do that. Just…”Ashton smirks at him, an idea quickly coming to mind. “Turn over on your stomach.” Luke pushes his eyebrows together but turns over anyway, hissing quietly when his sensitive cock touches the soft sheets. Ashton bites his lip when he sees Luke’s ass. Round and full and god it looks so fuckable. But now isn’t the time for that. He grabs the thick globes in his hands and massages them, hearing Luke moan into the pillow. He remembers how Luke liked having his ass touched and decides to try something else. He brings his hand away for a second before slamming it back down onto Luke’s ass, making the boy squeal from shock, but moan afterwards. “Guess I found your kink. Who would’ve known that the little virgin liked having his ass slapped? You like that don’t you? You like when I spank you?” He whispers in his ear. Luke nods and moans louder when Ashton hits him again. “I knew you would.” Without wasting any more time, Ashton pulls Luke’s ass cheeks apart and rubs his damp tip on the younger boy’s hole, making both of them moan loudly. Ashton wanted nothing more than to fuck him. It would be so simple; stretch him open and push his cock inside that tight, wet heat Luke provided. He knew he could. He knew Luke would let him do whatever he wanted without resistance. The small boy would just bite the pillow to quiet himself and let Ashton take his virginity. So fucking simple. But Ashton knew Luke wasn’t ready for that yet. He would wait, be patient. He had no doubt in his mind that Luke would give himself to him, when he was ready. Instead, he places the entire length of his dick between his cheeks and pushes them back together, moving back and forth and fucking Luke’s ass. Luke moans at Ashton’s movement and the friction against his cock. It feels amazing, but it’s too much too soon. But instead of protesting, he lets Ashton rut against him, “Look at you, moaning like a whore. I just made you come twice and you already want more. Such a good boy for me, aren't you? Letting me use you like this?”Luke whines dramatically when Ashton says this. He didn’t know such derogatory language could sound so appealing. He grinds back against Ashton, trying to make the older boy feel good. Ashton notices this and decides to tease him about it. He leans down to whisper in his ear. “For someone so innocent, you sure do act like a slut.” He mumbles and kisses Luke’s ear. The younger boy moans softly, not wanting to admit he likes everything Ashton calls him, even if he doesn’t know what it means. Ashton starts thrusting faster against Luke’s ass, getting himself off. He wanted to last longer and enjoy this more, but with the way Luke is grinding against him and letting out those cute little sounds, he knows he’s about to come. “I’m not gonna last much longer, kitten. Can you do something for me?” He asks, watching Luke nod and look over his shoulder at him. “I need you to moan my name.”“Why?” “Because I love when you moan. Your voice sounds so sexy. And, it’s not like you haven’t moaned my name before remember? When I was playing with these?” He brings his hands around to Luke’s chest, pinching his raw, abused nipples again. Luke cries out and raises his chest off the bed slightly, jerking away from Ashton’s fingers. “Ashton, I-I can’t. Not again.” He whispers, but relaxes into Ashton’s hands, settling down into the bed. “I’m not gonna make you come kitten. Just need you to moan my name for me. Can you do that?” He asks sweetly and pinches the small buds in between his fingers. Luke bites his lip before moaning softly. “Ashton…” “Louder kitten.” “Ashton.” “If you want me to come, you have to do better than that.” “Ashton!” “That’s it baby. Just like that.” He pinches and tugs harder. “Ash-Ashton!” The older boy groans against Luke’s shoulder and bites down, quieting himself. He comes all over Luke’s ass and his lower back, rutting slowly to drag out his orgasm. He grabs his dick and aims towards Luke’s tight hole so he can come on it. Ashton pushes his dick against Luke’s hole, his tip sliding over Luke’s entrance, his hole too small and his cock too thick to go inside. Ashton comes down from his high and bends down to get his come-covered shirt. He wipes Luke’s ass and back off with his shirt before turning him over onto his back, kissing him sweetly on the lips. “Thank you kitten. Felt amazing. How are you feeling?” “Good. Really good. Thanks Ash.” He smiles gently at the curly haired boy. Ashton gets off the bed and starts dressing himself, putting his jacket over his bare chest and balling up his dirty shirt. “I’ve gotta go now, baby.” Luke’s bottom lip quivers ever so slightly. “Aren’t you going to stay?” Ashton shakes his head. “Can’t do that. Your mother might be coming home soon. Don’t wanna get you in trouble. I’ll see you tomorrow kitten.”Luke’s head and shoulders slump almost instantly, tears start to well in his eyes when he realizes Ashton truly is using him. “Oh.” Ashton lifts Luke’s chin, looking into his watery eyes. He kisses him one last time before walking out of the room and down the stairs, out the front door to his car. Luke sits on his bed for a few minutes, collecting himself from the events that just occurred. Looking at the clock on his nightstand, he sees he only has one hour until his mother gets off from work. He gets off the bed and walks into the bathroom across the hall to take a shower. He turns the hot water on and stares in the mirror while he waits, getting deja-vu from this action. After about 5 minutes, Luke steps in the shower, letting the scalding water run over his sore muscles. He takes the time to think while he’s in the shower, going over what he’s going to do. He promised himself he wouldn’t let this happen again. And the moment Ashton kissed him he forgot about everything and kissed him back. He let Ashton do whatever he wanted to his body and he didn’t complain. Luke was so disappointed in himself. But there’s no point in psyching himself out. He knows now that there’s no way for him to stay away from Ashton. The older boy would always be right there next to him. Luke takes his time washing his body and hair, turning the shower off when the hot water finally runs out. He gets out the shower and wraps a fluffy towel around himself, hissing when it touches his sore pink skin. He goes back to his room to dry off and put on some clothes, finding some soft, black boxers that stop around mid-thigh and tugging on some sweatpants over them. He decides against a shirt seeing as he was the only one home, and goes to start his homework so he can think about something other than Ashton, at least for a short while.
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An hour and a half into Luke’s studying, he is interrupted by the sound of someone coming in the house.“Hey, Luke I’m home! Come give me a hug!”Luke smiled to himself and put down his advanced chemistry work to throw on a loose T-shirt before he went downstairs. His mother was such a sweet woman, she deserved better than the men she associates herself with, especially the current one.“Hey Mum,” Luke announces, coming over to give her a kiss on the cheek. “How was work?” Liz sighs. “Oh you know, same old. How was school? Are you adjusting okay?” She asks, her back turned to him to dig in the fridge for something to cook for dinner. Luke leans against the counter, grateful to not have to face her.“Uhh yeah… I’m adjusting.” He mutters, scratching at the bag of his neck. Liz turns away from the fridge to wash her hands before preparing dinner. “Yeah? Have you made any friends?” Luke feels his cheeks heat up as he responds, “Yeah, you can say that.”Liz smiles. “Well that’s nice, sweetie. I’m glad that- what is that?”“What is what?”“On your neck, what is that?” Liz squints her eyes and pokes at a deep red mark on the side of Luke’s neck. Luke’s eyes widen as he presses his hand over the mark. “Oh it’s probably a mosquito bite, I guess it’s still warm enough for them to be around.”“Ok well make sure to put some aloe on that.” Liz responds, going back to fixing dinner for the two of them. Luke hastily responds before slowly walking out of the kitchen. “I will, Mum. I’m gonna go finish my homework now.”“I’ll let you know when dinner is ready!” She calls after him, seeing as Luke is already racing up the stairs back to his room. He picks up his pencil to finish his work but finds that he can’t concentrate anymore seeing as guilt is already starting to eat away at him.He hated having to lie to his mum, she was so kind and trusted him completely. But Ashton just wasn’t someone he could bring home to her. He was bad news and Luke knew it. But Luke was so weak for him, even in this short amount of time.****Ashton takes a deep hit, inhaling the smoke in his lungs before holding it for a second and blowing it out. He takes another hit before passing the blunt back to his friend Michael.He’s currently in his friend’s basement, smoking his second blunt in order to get Luke out of his head. For whatever reason, he can’t stop thinking about him. Ashton isn’t used to these foreign feelings and doesn’t know what to do besides push them away with weed.“Thanks, I needed that right now.” He says, flopping his head back on the back of Michael’s sofa.“What’s wrong with you?” The red-haired boy asks before taking his own hit. He makes a few smoke rings with a flick of his tongue. “You usually prefer to drink than smoke.” Ashton shrugs. “I don’t know, I guess I don’t want to end up completely wasted. Just want to forget for a while.” Michael snorts. “That’s a first.”Ashton glares at him. “Shut the hell up and give me the blunt.” Michael chuckles and passes the nearly gone blunt. “Seriously, what’s going on with you?” Ashton doesn’t say anything and continues to smoke. Inhaling and exhaling the remaining weed until his vision is fuzzy and the beautiful blonde is far from his mind. That is until a certain red haired idiot says, “Is this about someone you’ve met? You’re usually not like that with your conquests but I don’t know what else it could be.”And just like that, Luke comes racing back into Ashton’s clouded mind at the speed of a bullet train. He doesn’t say anything, but Michael knows him well enough to interpret his silence as an answer.“Oh fuck, it is isn’t it? Who is he?”Ashton sighs, knowing there was no keeping anything from Michael. “New kid at my school. I can’t get him out of my head.” Michael frowns. “Why? What did you do to him?”“Nothing!” He says defensively, but Michael raises his pierced eyebrow. “Okay fine, I’ve touched him but he’s...different.”“What do you mean?”“Well for one he’s fucking gorgeous. Blonde, blue eyes, curves everywhere like a girl.” Michael grins. “Well maybe I’d like to meet him one day.” Ashton glares daggers and drops his head back to stare at the ceiling and continues. “Anyway, he’s just so fucking innocent I feel like I’m corrupting him.”“So? You’ve never had a problem with that before.”“I know that, Michael and that’s the problem. I can’t stop thinking about him since I met him and I don’t know what the fuck to do. You know I don’t do relationships or have feelings for people but this boy has gotten under my skin and I’ve only known him two days.”Michael is silent for a minute, working on filling up a silver pipe for them. “Well it sounds like you’re fucked.” Ashton lifts his head to stare at him. “Thanks. That’s just what I needed to hear.”“Why not just fuck him to get him out of your system? Then you can move on.” Michael suggests, but Ashton shakes his head. “I can’t, you don’t know how innocent he is. Something is stopping me from doing that, like I don’t want to hurt him. Even though I’m sure I will eventually, given my nature.”The red-haired boy lights the bowl and breathes in before handing it to Ashton. “I don’t know what to tell you, man.” Ashton stays silent as he takes the bowl and takes drag after drag, determined to erase Luke from his mind for the rest of the night.****
“Please…”
“Please what, kitten? What are you asking me for?”
Ashton trails his hand down towards the bulge in the front of Luke’s pants, palming it while his other hand curls itself around his pale neck. He’s got himself pressed tightly against Luke’s back, breathing hotly on his neck as he works his way around Luke’s body.
“Please touch you? Please stop? You gotta tell me something.” Luke says nothing and Ashton decides to take matters into his own hands.
The blonde moans loudly as Ashton uses his grip on his neck to slam him against the nearest wall, the dull ache in his skull nothing compared to Ashton’s hands which are making their way down to the jeans in his way.
“Can you do something for me, baby?” He asks with his mouth pressed to Luke’s ear, biting and tugging on his lobe as he starts to get his hand around Luke’s leaking cock.
“Anything,” Luke responds breathless, squirming as Ashton continues nipping at his sensitive ears.
“Call me Daddy.”
Luke jolts awake with a gasp, sweaty and panting in his dark room. The clock next to his bed lets him know that it’s 2am and he groans. Why was he dreaming about Ashton? He’s never had a dream like that before. He notices a throbbing between his legs and pushes off his covers to find a tent in his underwear.The last time this happened, Ashton made him feel good and it went away. But this time he was all alone with no way of solving this issue. It’s starting to hurt now, especially the longer he thinks about Ashton or his dream. He fists his sheets, frustrated and tired and unknowingly horny all at once. He doesn’t understand or know how to deal with all of these new feelings and sensations. All he can do is hope that it will eventually go away on its own and try to go back to sleep.
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It’s been two days since Ashton and Luke have seen each other. After spending hours getting high with Michael, Ashton was too dazed to do more than groan and regret his choices. Ashton remembers finding a few random bottles of alcohol and finishing them by himself at some point in the night, once he realized the weed wasn’t doing much to dull his mind. He stayed at Michael’s house for the first night rather than driving home in his condition. He tried to ignore the pounding in his head but he couldn’t. The only thing that brought Ashton some form of relief was the thought of Luke. Thinking of Luke’s smile, his eyes, their encounters relieved some of the pain Ashton was in from his night of heavy intoxication. Meanwhile, Luke wasn’t doing much better. He was worried after not seeing Ashton that first day. Had he done something wrong? Was he naive into expecting more from someone like Ashton? He probably was but he couldn’t help it. After only four days Ashton was constantly on Luke’s mind. No matter how much he tried not to admit it, he was drawn to him, like a moth to a flame. He couldn’t get enough of the pleasure the older boy made him feel. And his dreams reflected that. ****
“Ash...I-I need…”
“What kitten? What do you need?”
“I can’t s-say it.” He mutters. Ashton kisses him deeply.
“Gotta tell me if you want something. Don’t be shy. I’ll do whatever you ask me to do.”
Luke takes a few deep breaths, trying to calm himself down to get the words out.
“Will you...put your mouth on me?” He whispers at last.
“That’s it.” Ashton nibbles slightly on Luke’s lower lip, forcing his mouth open to slowly suck on his tongue. Luke whimpers heavily in Ashton’s mouth, becoming more desperate by the second. Finally, he pulls his tongue from the older boy’s mouth.
“Please, Ashton, do something! I ca- I can’t take it anymore!”
Ashton simply smirks at him. “Beg me, kitten.” Luke goes to open his mouth but Ashton quickly places his finger over the boy’s lips. “The right way. You know what I want.” Luke blushes deeply because he does know what Ashton wants from him.
“Please, Daddy…”
Luke wakes up sweaty and flustered, having yet another erotic dream. He doesn’t know if it's from not seeing Ashton for a few days, or if he’s starting to change from being around him. But regardless of the reason, he can’t keep waking up like this. The blonde looks down at his aching cock tenting his boxers and blankets, still unaware of how to make it stop. He sighs, deciding to ignore it and start getting ready for school. He steps out of bed and struggles to make his way to the bathroom, his situation making it hard for him to walk properly. Luke finally makes it to the bathroom and turns on the water for the shower. He stares at himself in the mirror above the sink while he waits for the water to heat up. He really doesn’t understand what Ashton sees in him. As handsome as Ashton was, he could have anyone. Why choose Luke? There was nothing special about him. He looks down at his hip, pinching his skin between two fingers until it starts to hurt. Right. That.Maybe Ashton was drawn to his curves. He didn’t know why though. He’d never liked his body shape. He didn’t understand why he looked the way he did. Everything about his body was more on the feminine side. His curves, his inability to grow hardly any body hair, his soft voice, and his all around delicate features. He was too much like a girl, and that was nothing to be proud of...so he’s been told. Luke steps into the shower and begins washing himself, feeling the hot water and soap wash away the sweat from the previous night. He looks down at himself and realizes that he’s still hard. He can’t walk around like this all day, something needs to be done. He takes his wet, soapy hand and brings it down towards his erection, running a finger along his shaft. Luke nearly jumps out of his skin at the sensitivity, not understanding what happened. He tries to will it away instead with no such luck. He turns the water to cold and rinses off all the soap, shivering in the process but his erection slowly begins to go down. The blonde sighs to himself in relief.
**** Ashton wakes up groggy and disoriented, not in the mood to do anything. Rather than sleeping all day like he wants he decides to get up and go to school. He’s already missed two days and he can’t afford to miss many more since his attendance is already fucked up as it is. He drags himself to his bathroom to shower since it’s been days since his last. While in the shower, Ashton remembers that he’ll finally see Luke, which makes his already shitty day somewhat brighter. But he can’t help feeling guilty at the way he’s treating and corrupting Luke. He has shown no interest in him beyond sex and he knows Luke doesn’t understand how wrong that is. He’s slowly taking his innocence piece by piece simply because he’s bored. Despite Ashton feeling bad about what he’s doing to Luke (and not knowing why he even feels bad) he knows he’s not going to stop. It goes against his nature. He’s grown accustomed to using people and he can’t just stop out of nowhere. And Luke is too pretty to stay away from. Ashton just hopes he won’t hurt him too badly in the future. After getting out of the shower, Ashton finds some clean clothes (black of course) and throws them on before heading out the door. He’s already going to be late but he stops to get coffee on the way to school, hoping the caffeine will get him through the day.
**** Luke is more than a little disappointed when he didn’t see Ashton again that morning. They only have one class together so Luke isn’t even sure if Ashton made it to school. He goes about his day saddened and distracted by thoughts of the curly haired boy. He wanted to see him, and maybe talk to him about his dreams. He couldn't even text him because they never exchanged phone numbers, which was really weird and frustrating the more Luke thought about it. When his day finally comes to an end, Luke hurriedly packs his things to leave, having barely said a word to anyone or even paid attention in class because he missed Ashton so much. It was starting to become a problem, how much Ashton was affecting his life. If it’s gotten to the point where Luke couldn’t go without thinking of him or missing him, something was seriously wrong. Stepping outside the school building, Luke is startled by the loud clap of thunder. He hadn’t even noticed when it started raining so heavily because he’d been distracted all day. With a quick check to his phone, he sees that the bus he takes has been delayed from the heavy rain and turns back around to wait in the school building. This is exactly what Luke needed right now; to be stuck at school for who knows how long. He finds an empty science classroom and sits at one of the tables. He pulls out his phone to text his mother and let her know he’ll be home late because of the rain. She’s working late tonight so he can’t ask her to pick him up. Figuring he’d be there for a while, Luke reaches into his backpack to start his homework. Might as well be productive right? He works intensely for about 25 minutes when he gets startled yet again by a loud voice that was suddenly right next to him. “Hey, kitten.”Luke jumps at the sound of Ashton’s voice but quickly gets over his shock, opting instead to reach up and throw his arms around the boy’s neck. “Ashton!” Luke exclaims, pulling away a second later when he realizes that he’s hugging Ashton. He sits back down in his chair. “When did you come in here?” He asks. Ashton takes the seat next to him. “A few seconds ago. I’m assuming you didn’t hear me because of how hard you were working.” Luke smiles a little; he missed hearing Ashton’s voice. He places his homework to the side and turns to focus on Ashton. “I’m trying to get caught up. I wasn’t able to focus much today so I’m trying not to fall behind.” Ashton frowns. That didn’t sound like Luke; he cared about his grades too much to not pay attention. “Why weren’t you focused?” Luke bites the inside of his cheek before speaking. “I kept thinking about you...I missed you.” His whispers, lowering his head slightly. Ashton smirks at this and runs the back of his fingers across Luke’s cheek. “Yeah? You missed me, kitten?” Luke nods and leans into the touch, missing Ashton’s hands on him as well. “Where have you been?” He asks at last. Ashton drops his hand. “A few days ago I was with a friend of mine at his house and I got pretty wasted so I had to take some time off.” Luke looks at him, puzzled. “I was drunk, Luke. And high.” Even after understanding what Ashton meant, Luke was still puzzled. “But why were you doing that?” Ashton looks at him for a second without responding. Finally he says, “Because I wanted to get you out of my mind.” Luke’s heart drops and the words ring deafeningly loud in his ears. “W-why? Have I done something wrong?” Luke squeaks out. Ashton chuckles darkly; it was just so like Luke to think it was his fault. “No, kitten you didn’t do anything.” Luke looks at him expectantly. “I’ve just grown attached to you and it was starting to scare me. So I tried to stop thinking about you for a while.” This made absolutely no sense to Luke. “But shouldn’t that be a good thing? Why did you want to forget about me?” Ashton sighs. “Because I need to stay away from you before I do something we both regret.” Luke feels his heart fall even further. “Y-you don’t want to see me anymore?” The younger boy can feel the tears starting to pool behind his eyes. He really didn’t want to cry in front of Ashton but he might not be able to help it. “No I do, kitten. And that’s the problem. I want to constantly be near you but I shouldn’t.” Ashton says hurriedly, trying not to upset Luke even further. It doesn’t work though, and a few of Luke’s tears that he was desperately trying to hold back start rolling down his cheeks. “Don’t cry, kitten.” Ashton says sweetly, not wanting to make this pretty boy in front of him cry. He’s never comforted a crying person before and never wanted to. He’s never been good with other people’s emotions. But with Luke, the comforting comes naturally. Ashton swipes his thumbs across Luke’s cheeks as the younger boy tries to stop the rest of his tears from coming out. Luke didn’t even know why he was crying, just that he didn’t want Ashton to stop spending time with him and the thought of that made his heart ache. The contact he’s getting from Ashton’s hands feels good though and he’s ashamed to admit how this innocent touch is making him feel down there . Luke turns his head slightly and takes Ashton’s thumb into his mouth, tasting his own salty tears and looking up into Ashton’s darkening eyes. “What are you doing, Luke?’ Ashton mumbles. Luke simply blinks at him before he releases Ashton’s thumb. “I want you to touch me.” He whispers, using all of his courage to make that sentence come out coherently. Now it’s Ashton’s turn to look at Luke puzzledly. “Where is this coming from?” He asks, confused because Luke was literally crying just a second ago. “When you put your hands on my face, it reminded me of how much I missed your touch. I can’t go this long without you, Ashton.” The older boy cups Luke’s face again and stares at him for a second before kissing him deeply. Luke moans slightly and pushes himself forward to taste more of Ashton when the older boy suddenly pulls away. “I can’t do this, Luke. I don’t want to see how you’ll end up because of me.” Ashton sees the hurt look on Luke’s face and says, “It’s not your fault, kitten.” “Then what is it?” Luke asks, trying desperately to understand. “Do you not want me anymore?” He whispers, becoming anxious and insecure. Ashton leans over to kiss his temple. “I will always want you. You’re too gorgeous for me to not want to fuck you senseless each time I see you.” Luke blushes deeply. “Then why?” “I don’t want to hurt you.” “You won’t.” “Neither of us can know that for sure.”“Ash, please touch me… I need you.” Ashton begins to protest. “Luke, I don’t-”Before he can continue, Luke suddenly climbs over into Ashton’s lap, tangling his fingers into the honey brown curls. Ashton reflexively wraps his large hands around the boy’s hips. Luke realizes the position he’s in right now and tilts his head down, starting to feel a little shy, and bites his lip. “Please...make me feel good.” No surprise, Ashton can’t resist Luke’s begging. He grabs his chin and tilts his head back up, kissing the boy deeply. Luke moans when Ashton pushes his tongue into his mouth, and drags the older boy’s hand to cup his ass. Ashton pushes his hands into Luke’s pants and squeezes his ass, starting to move his hips on top of him. All of a sudden, he pulls away. “Luke-” Ashton starts, getting cut off when Luke presses their lips back together. “You shouldn’t let me do this,” he manages to get out. Luke simply shakes his head and mumbles “Don’t stop,” and grinds down harder. Luke lets his eyes close as he feels Ashton’s hands on him, and suddenly he remembers what else he wanted to say to him. “I dreamt about you… more than once.” He mutters breathlessly. Ashton smirks and meets one of Luke’s grinds for a particularly rough thrust of his own, which makes Luke whine. “Mmm, you did? What did you dream?” Ashton asks mockingly, knowing Luke’s dreams were sexual but wanting to tease him a little. “Y-you were t-touching me,” Luke stutters out, losing focus from the pleasure Ashton is giving him. “I woke up and I wished you were there to make me feel good but you weren’t.” “I bet you were all needy for me. Tell me, kitten, did you touch yourself?” Luke shakes his head. “Oh? Why not?” Luke bites his lip as a rough grind causes him to see stars. “I don’t know how,” He replies quietly, almost embarrassed. Ashton chuckles and says, “I love how innocent you are.” before bringing their mouths back together. Ashton sucks Luke’s bottom lip into his mouth, running his tongue over it and Luke can’t help what comes out of mouth next. “Daddy…” Luke moans as Ashton releases his lip, only realizing a second later what he said. Ashton stops his movement and stares in shock at Luke’s rapidly reddening face. “I- I’m so sorry, Ashton. You just...told me to call you that in my dreams and I-”The older boy places his finger over Luke’s mouth to quiet him. “Don’t be sorry, baby. You don’t know how fucking hot that is to me.” Luke looks at him suspiciously, as if Ashton was joking with him. “R-really?” Ashton nods and continues kissing the blue eyed boy. “Really.” He stops kissing Luke for a second in favor of grabbing his chin to tilt his head down so they make eye contact. “From now on I want you to call me that whenever I’m touching you, okay?” He asks expectantly. Luke places a kiss of his own on Ashton’s mouth. “Okay, daddy.” He says hotly. The older boy growls and lifts Luke off his lap to place him on the table in front of them before putting his hands on Luke’s thighs, opening them to stand between his knees. Ashton reaches up to yank off Luke’s shirt, holding his small waist in his palms. Ashton starts kissing at Luke’s chest and the blonde groans and tosses his head back, and Ashton takes that as an invitation to lean up to kiss his throat. “I need to please you, kitten.” He says, while pushing at Luke’s chest to lay him down on the table, spreading him out in front of him. He sits back down in the chair, making himself eye level with the annoying jeans in his way. He pulls them down in no time, leaving Luke to flush and squirm from the exposure. “Daddy...I feel too vulnerable like this,” he manages to say. Ashton takes mercy on him, not wanting him to be uncomfortable. “You want to wear my shirt?” He asks, starting to tug off his black jacket. Luke smiles a little and nods, pulling the warm, black material over his head when Ashton hands it to him. He lays back down and Ashton lowers his head to kiss Luke’s thighs, working his way closer to Luke’s tiny hole and licking over it a few times.“Ohh, daddy…” Ashton grins and lifts his head. “You like calling me that don’t you?” Luke simply nods his head and moans as Ashton tongues his hole. “Good, because I like hearing it.” Truth was, Luke doesn’t even know where the name came from or what it really means, he just liked saying it. Ashton reaches his hand up and pushes his fingers into Luke’s open mouth. “Suck.” Luke is quick to follow the command and sucks at Ashton’s fingers, getting them wet. When Ashton feels his fingers are wet enough, he pulls them from Luke’s mouth and stands so he can see his face more clearly. “I’m going to do something okay? I need you to relax for me.” Luke nods lazily, not caring what Ashton does. That changes when Ashton starts to push his wet finger into Luke’s hole. Luke lifts himself and leans on his elbows to see what's happening. “What are you doing?” The younger boy asks, starting to feel a stinging sensation as Ashton pushes his finger in to the first knuckle. “Fingering you,” Ashton says dismissively, focusing on the task at hand. “Just relax.” He gets it inside almost all the way when Luke starts to whine. “Ashton…that feels really weird,” Luke says, throbbing around Ashton’s finger. The older boy just pushes it in deeper, twisting his wrist. He works a second finger inside, pushing past his rim and making Luke whine even louder as it starts to burn. “It’ll feel good in a second.” Luke gives a slight shake of his head. “I d-don’t...I don’t like this,” he whispers as Ashton curls his fingers, the burning not going away. Ashton kisses Luke’s inner thighs, trying to soothe him. “It’s okay kitten...wanna show you something,” Ashton twists his fingers a little more and Luke cries out in pleasure. “Wha-what is that?” He asks breathlessly. Ashton touches his spot again, a little harder this time to get a louder cry out of Luke.“Did it feel good?” Luke nods. “Yeah,” “It’s your prostate.” Luke barely registers what Ashton says as he keeps touching that spot inside him. Luke didn’t understand why it felt so good but he couldn’t dwell on it because Ashton had started pushing in a third finger and was constantly hitting the spot. “You like that don’t you, baby?” Ashton asks, teasing Luke again because he knows Luke is too out of it to respond. And when he doesn’t, Ashton starts fingering him harder. “Answer me.” Luke can barely get a word out through his moans but he manages a, “Yes, daddy.” before crying out. All the noise Luke is making should worry Ashton but it just makes his dick harder, makes him want to fuck Luke more than he usually does.“Hold your shirt up for me.” When Luke obliges, he leans down to capture one of Luke’s nipples between his lips and sucks down hard. Luke’s noises get louder as Ashton fingers him harder while biting at his nipple and the older boy has no choice but to press his hand over Luke’s mouth. “You can’t get us caught, kitten.” Ashton mumbles against Luke’s chest before switching to his other nipple. The last thing Luke cares about right now is getting caught. He can’t concentrate on anything other than the fingers moving inside him and the wet tongue on his chest.Ashton looks down at Luke’s needy cock, leaking heavily and flushed deep red down the shaft. He could tell Luke was getting close, he just needed a little more. Ashton removes his hand from Luke’s mouth and the younger boy gasps out. He licks up his neck to whisper in his ear. “You want my mouth down there?” Luke whimpers helplessly and nods, needing more. The older boy leans further down to wrap his lips around the tip of Luke’s wet cock, the loud moan from the blonde causing his own cock to twitch in the confines of his black jeans. He licks his way up and down the shaft before circling the head with his tongue while pushing his fingers as deep in Luke’s ass as they can go, never letting up on the pressure against the boy’s sweet spot.Luke comes hard in Ashton’s mouth with a shout, bucking his hips up to feel more heat on his dick, and more pressure inside him. He nearly passes out from the intensity of it all but Ashton’s hand being placed on his thigh grounds him. Luke pants hard, desperately trying to catch his breath. “Was that good?” Ashton asks, after swallowing Luke’s come and removing his fingers slowly from his hole. “Yeah, it was.” Luke replies, smiling a little. Luke looks down at Ashton’s lap and sits all the way up. His erection looked like it hurt, being trapped in his jeans for so long. Ashton notices Luke’s staring and grabs his hand. “You wanna do something for daddy?” Luke blushes at the name but nods. Ashton places the boy’s hand on his lower abdomen, right above his jeans and goes to take off his pants. He pulls out his aching length and groans from touching it for so long. It was rock hard, leaking, and turning almost purple with need. Ashton places his hand over Luke’s and brings it down to touch the base of his dick. Luke nearly flinches from touching it, but lets Ashton wrap his hand around his dick. “I’m gonna guide you okay?” After receiving a nod, Ashton moves Luke’s hand up and down his shaft, groaning from the heat of Luke’s hand. It felt incredibly soft, just like last time and Ashton wasn’t sure if an inexperienced handjob should feel this good. Probably because it was coming from Luke. “Feels so good, kitten.” Ashton murmurs as he moves forward to kiss gently at Luke’s neck. The blue eyed boy sighs from the pleasure and moves his hand faster. Ashton removes his hand from on top of Luke’s as he starts to get the hang of it. Ashton can’t help but think Luke’s a pro, getting the hang of it so quickly just like he did when he gave Ashton a blowjob. Ashton can feel himself already nearing the edge, the waiting putting him more on edge. And Luke is really doing a great job, twisting his wrist at the top and playing with his tip. “For someone who doesn’t know how to touch themselves you sure are doing a good job with me.” Ashton whispers teasingly in Luke’s ear. He can tell when the small boy starts blushing, feeling his cheek heat up from being so close to Luke’s face. “I just want to make you feel good, daddy.” Ashton comes all over Luke’s hand at that, the whole ‘daddy’ thing turning him on more than it should. Luke continues to stroke Ashton through his orgasm, stopping once he feels the older boy start to shudder against him. Ashton lifts Luke’s come covered hand and sucks one of his fingers, licking off his own come. Luke stares at him wide eyed and Ashton smirks and places one of Luke’s fingers in the blonde’s mouth. “Taste it,” he orders and Luke does as asked and licks Ashton’s come off his fingers. It tastes weird but Luke continues to clean off his hand, watching Ashton the entire time. “You look so sexy like that.” Ashton tells him, pulling Luke’s hand from his mouth so he can kiss him. They kissed for a long time after that, neither of them noticing when the rain had stopped. When Luke finally pulls away he looks into Ashton’s pretty, hazel eyes. “Are you going to start ignoring me?” He asks worriedly. Ashton sighs and brings his hand up to trace Luke’s red lips. He knows what the right thing is, he just can’t bring himself to do it. “No, I’m not. I should but I couldn’t bring myself to do that.”Luke beams at him and Ashton is reminded why he can’t keep away from him. They start to get dressed and make their way outside where the rain has let up. Ashton leads Luke to his car to give him a ride home and Luke texts his mother to let her know he was on his way home. He gets a reply almost instantly saying he would be home alone tonight. Luke didn’t ponder over the message, he was used to it. “Hey, Ashton?” He says right before Ashton starts the car.“Yeah?”“What’s your phone number?”Ashton smiles a little and grabs Luke’s phone to enter his contact. He hands Luke the phone back, a devilish grin on his face. Luke’s eyes widen when he reads the name. “Ash! You can’t save that as your contact name!” “Why not? I am your Daddy after all.” Luke’s cheeks heat up. “Well yeah but what if someone sees it? Like my mum. I don’t want her to ask questions.” Ashton groans. “Fine. You can change it to my name but your contact name will be ‘Kitten’ just so you know.” Luke smiles at that. “Okay.” He texts Ashton’s number so the older boy would have his number and sits back in the passenger seat, content.The ride to Luke’s house is silent. Neither boy has much to say that hasn’t already been said, or at least implied. They both knew this wasn’t a good idea but they couldn’t stay away from each other. The fact that they’ve known each other for a short while means nothing to either of them. They’re already addicted to one another and it’s only a matter of time before it all comes crashing down.
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Ashton pulls up outside Luke’s house and stops the car, cutting off the engine and turning to look at him. It was amazing to Ashton how quickly Luke has become so important to him. Not just sexually, but Ashton finds himself wanting to know more about him. His interests, his goals and ambitions, his dislikes, everything. These feelings are new and strange to Ashton; he doesn’t care about anyone, much less someone he’s trying to sleep with. But Luke was different somehow. As much as Ashton didn’t want to hurt him, he knew he would end up destroying Luke somehow. It was only a matter of when and how. All of these thoughts flood Ashton’s mind while he sits in his car with Luke. He doesn’t even realize how long he’s been staring at him until Luke speaks up. “Are you okay?” The blonde boy asks, eyeing Ashton nervously. He didn’t know why Ashton was staring at him so intensely. But it was making him nervous. While Luke wanted Ashton in his life, he couldn’t help but be afraid of him. Despite him sometimes being sweet to Luke, Ashton was dominant, controlling, and had a bad reputation. Even still, Luke would do anything to please him, keep from upsetting him and making Ashton leave him. As much as Luke wanted to be near the older boy, he was still scared of him, and how his presence would change Luke over time. Ashton shakes his head a little to clear his thoughts. “Yeah I’m okay, kitten. Just got lost in thought.” Luke doesn’t question what Ashton was thinking about, not wanting to make him angry. Instead, he leans over the console to kiss Ashton quickly. “Thank you,” He says, not knowing if he was thanking him for the ride, for not leaving him or what; just that he needed to say it. Ashton doesn’t question it either. He lets Luke pull away and get out of the car before he decides he’s not quite done with him yet. “Luke, wait.” Ashton calls after him while he gets out of his car. He walks over to Luke and pushes him back against the car, kissing him roughly. Luke moans and drops his school bag to grab onto Ashton’s shirt, needing to anchor himself. When Ashton kisses up his jaw and starts moving his mouth down to his neck, the blonde remembers they’re at his house, where his neighbors have a clear visual on what’s happening. “My- ohh -my neighbors,” Luke mumbles, moaning halfway through when Ashton sucks on the spot where his neck met his shoulder. The older boy says nothing as he slides his cool hands under Luke’s shirt and presses his back further into the side of the car. Luke lets his eyes close. “Anyone could see us,” he pants. Ashton sucks harder on his neck. “I don’t care.”Luke whimpers but doesn’t protest any further. He finally had Ashton back and he didn’t want to make him upset. When Ashton pulls back from his neck, he kisses Luke again, biting at his lips so they turn red. The smaller boy pulls away to breathe and Ashton touches Luke’s red mouth with his thumb, enjoying the color. “What are you about to do?” He asks softly. Luke shrugs. “Probably take a shower.” Ashton smirks as an idea pops into his head. “Can I join you?” The question startles Luke and he looks at Ashton, confused. “You want to shower with me?” “Mhm,” Ashton nods. “Umm okay? I guess.” Ashton smiles to himself at his response. He knew they would be doing more than just showering, but clearly Luke didn’t know that. Wanting to please the older boy, Luke grabs his bag from the ground and leads Ashton into his house quickly, locking the door once they get inside. Ashton never paid much attention to Luke’s house the first time he went there, but he notices now the house was littered with moving boxes and unpacked belongings. Luke notices Ashton's looking around and explains. “We just moved here a few weeks ago, so nothing is fully unpacked yet.” Ashton nods and follows Luke upstairs to his bedroom, which he notices is also half unpacked. The room was simple, a bed in the middle, a dresser pushed against the wall, a small closet next to the dresser, and a window across from the door. There was nothing about the bedroom that screamed ‘Luke’, not that Ashton would know if it did anyway. The younger boy starts rummaging through his drawers looking for something to wear as Ashton stands awkwardly in the doorway, looking around the room. When Luke finds what he wants, he grabs Ashton’s hand and leads him to the small bathroom across from his bedroom. He sits his clothes down and turns to start the shower water and when he turns back, Ashton is halfway undressed. Luke blushes as he watches Ashton strip himself, but turns around almost immediately out of shyness. Ashton notices this and turns Luke back around to face him, lifting his head when the boy lowers his eyes. Neither boy says anything as Ashton lifts Luke's shirt over his head, keeping intense eye contact with each other while Ashton undresses Luke. He unfastens Luke’s incredibly flattering jeans and pushes them down his smooth legs, letting Luke step out of them as well as his shoes and socks. Once Luke is left in nothing but underwear, Ashton finishes taking off his own remaining clothes. He pushes down his pants and boxers at the same time and watches Luke’s eyes widen comically. “Take those off for me.” The older boy mutters, motioning to Luke’s remaining clothing. Luke’s hands shake as he pushes them down, his eyes reverting to the side and his hands itching to cover himself. He doesn’t know why he feels so shy and timid all of a sudden; it’s not like Ashton hasn’t seen him before. Maybe it was because the act of showering with someone was so foreign and intimate. Ashton watches with intensity as Luke reveals himself to him, seeing how his eyes go down and his hands tremble at his sides with the urge to shield his body. It was clear Luke had image issues but that only made Ashton want him more. He wanted to tell him every single day how beautiful he was. He rakes his eyes down Luke’s figure, admiring every curve on his body. He stops his staring when he hears Luke whimper from embarrassment. He steps forward and runs his hands slowly up and down Luke’s curves just to make the smaller boy shiver. He then takes Luke’s chin in his hand to tilt his head up and kiss Luke gently before guiding him into the shower and pulling the curtain behind them. Luke lets the warm water rinse away some of his embarrassment as he stands under the shower head with his back facing Ashton. He’s still unsure of this whole thing and is getting scared again from the feeling of Ashton staring at his backside. He can almost feel the way Ashton’s eyes travel down his back, to the dip in his waist and over his backside and down his legs. He expects the touch but still flinches when Ashton’s large, wet hand comes up to touch his bum. After hearing no protest from Luke, Ashton squeezes one of the boy’s large ass cheeks in his hand, using both hands to touch once he hears Luke’s whine. From fear or pleasure, Ashton isn’t sure but he continues touching Luke and coaxing more pretty noises from his mouth. Ashton can’t control himself anymore and pushes Luke harshly against the shower wall, continuing to stare at him and feel his ass. Ashton can feel himself getting hard and can tell that Luke is getting there as well. The sexual tension between them is thickening by the second, and the steam swirling around them is making everything hotter than it should be. Ashton grips one of Luke’s hips and continues touching all over his body with his other hand. “Fuck,” Ashton mutters, dragging his nails down Luke’s shoulder blades, watching the water droplets roll down his back. He tightens his grip on his hip, pulling his ass back towards his cock. Luke feels the light touch of Ashton’s dick against him. “Are you g-gonna have s-sex with me?” He stutters, becoming more nervous. It’s not that he doesn’t like Ashton touching him, he’s just never done anything like this before. “Do you want me to?”Luke nods his head. “Words, Luke.”“Y-yes,” Ashton groans out loud. He has half a mind to take Luke right now against the shower wall. “No, I’m not gonna fuck you. Not yet,” Ashton uses his grip on Luke’s hip to tug him closer until they are back to chest. He wraps his other hand around Luke’s leaking cock, and the smaller boy gasps and jerks his hips back, his ass grinding on Ashton’s own hard dick. Ashton tightens his hold on Luke’s hip, definitely leaving a bruise behind. “Be still.”Luke whimpers at the command, but stills his hips, letting Ashton touch him. He couldn’t help but be frightened from the vulnerable position he’s in right now, Ashton could do anything he wanted to him and Luke would be powerless to stop him… not that he would. “You’re shaking, kitten.” Ashton mumbles between kisses to Luke’s neck. The younger boy hadn’t noticed he was shaking, but he couldn’t stop. “Why are you shaking?” “You scare me sometimes…” Luke whispers, not really knowing why he was frightened, just that he was. Perhaps it was due to the power Ashton holds over him, the way he can convince Luke to do anything he wanted. “I know. Yet you still want me to fuck you, don’t you baby boy?” The blonde can’t help but nod, whine at the name, and Ashton tightens his fist and works his hand faster over Luke’s leaking cock. Luke squirms again and Ashton starts to lose his patience. He moves his hand up to wrap around Luke’s waist tightly, and while Luke understands the warning, he lets out a small sob at how utterly helpless he feels. It’s not that he doesn’t like Ashton’s controlling nature, he does (maybe a little too much). But it’s starting to scare him at how vulnerable and dependent he is. “I’m not trying to scare you Luke, I just want to make you feel good.” Ashton speaks softly to try and calm Luke down. Luke shakes his head as if to say he wasn’t scared. “I’m not scared.” He whispers, but anyone could tell he was lying. “Then why are you trembling?”Luke didn’t have an answer for that. He tried to take a few deep breaths and remind himself that Ashton wasn’t going to hurt or judge him. He starts to relax into the older boy and enjoy the feeling of being touched. In no time at all Luke is close for the second time that day and tries to warn Ashton who is currently running his fingers over the head of Luke’s cock. “M’ close, daddy-” He manages to get out before Ashton roughly turns Luke’s head to face him so he could capture his mouth. Luke cries out against Ashton’s lips, his hips moving on their own accord against Ashton’s hand. Luke rides out his orgasm until Ashton’s touch starts to hurt, and he reaches down to pull at his wrist. Ashton releases Luke and rinses off his hand with the running water which is already starting to cool down. The blue eyed boy turns around to finally face Ashton completely. He notices Ashton’s erection and goes to wrap his hand around it but is stopped by the older boy. “Don’t worry about me, kitten. I just wanted to touch you.” Luke gives him an unsure look, silently asking if Ashton was certain. “It’s fine. Let’s finish in here before the hot water runs out.” The truth was, Ashton was turned on, but he knew Luke was frightened by him and he didn’t want to scare him even further by being too aggressive, which he was sure would happen since he had Luke vulnerable in the shower like this. They finish washing themselves in a comfortable silence, with Luke occasionally humming a random tune to himself. They step out of the shower to dry off and Ashton takes a towel from the rack besides the shower and carefully dries Luke off, being cautious around his pelvic area which was probably very sensitive. After Luke is dry Ashton takes a second towel to dry himself while Luke dresses in the clothes he brought with him; a simple pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt. Ashton puts his black jeans and t-shirt back on, but leaves his leather jacket off. They stare at each other for a while, until Luke finally speaks up. “Do you want to stay for a while?” He asks timidly, worried Ashton will reject him again. “No one will be home until tomorrow.” He adds hurriedly. Ashton looks at him for a second, deciding if he should really be doing this. The answer to that is no of course but instead what comes out of his mouth is, “Sure, kitten.” **** It’s silent for a long time as Ashton and Luke sit on the younger boy’s bed, neither of them knowing what to say. “Why did you move?” Ashton speaks up at last. Luke takes a deep breath to prepare himself; he was expecting this question. “My mum moved us out here to be closer to her boyfriend. At first we only lived a few hours away but I guess that wasn’t close enough for him.” Ashton nods but doesn’t question it further, understanding this was most likely a sensitive topic for Luke. The younger boy moves to sit closer to Ashton and rests his head on his shoulder, looking up to see the older boy’s face. Luke licks his lips before asking a question of his own. “Will you lay here with me?”Ashton’s first instinct is to say no. He isn’t the type to lay in bed with someone; he isn’t affectionate at all in a boyfriend type of way. But one look into Luke’s crystal blue eyes makes Ashton unable to say no to him. He swallows his pride and uncertainty before moving Luke up towards the top of the bed, laying him gently on one of the pillows before settling down next to him. They stare at each other for a while, Luke’s eyes eventually starting to close from exhaustion. Ashton starts stroking Luke’s hair, making him even more tired. “Sleepy?” The older boy asks. Luke nods and moves closer to Ashton, feeling the heat radiating from his body. “You can go to sleep, kitten. I’ll stay with you for a while.” With that, Luke closes his eyes and it isn’t long before he’s fast asleep. And when he wakes up, Ashton is gone.
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Waking up to an empty bed made Luke’s heart lurch in his chest, but not seeing Ashton again for a whole week was even worse. As he was dozing off that night, he could feel Ashton gently stroking his hair. It was comforting, and Luke hoped to wake up and see his face, but there was nothing beside him other than ice cold sheets. Luke had no idea why Ashton left. He never promised he would stay the night, but still, Luke hoped he would. When he didn’t see or hear from him, Luke knew he was being ignored. It was confirmed when Ashton didn’t respond to his texts. Luke was confused. What had he done wrong?He tried his best to keep the older boy off his mind but it didn’t really work. Thoughts of Ashton kept interfering with every task Luke attempted to do. He thought about his face, his touch, his dreams. Those dreams. They started reoccurring every night, and Luke thought about them even more during the day. As his dreams continued, they started getting progressively filthier. Luke would dream about Ashton doing things to him that he’s never even heard of. And since he knew little to nothing about sex, it made Luke grow more frustrated after each one. He didn’t know how his mind was coming up with such dirty thoughts, and to make matters worse, Luke still didn’t know how to relieve himself. He tried copying things Ashton has done to him, but it never works. He never finds that release he craves. He started thinking only Ashton could provide him with it. Which made him more upset since Ashton fell off the face of the Earth for a week. After waking up from his 5th dirty dream in a row, Luke was becoming angry. His whole body ached with need and he couldn’t do anything to fix it. He couldn’t even ask Ashton to help him because he disappeared, even though he was the cause of each dream Luke’s had. Luke decided whenever Ashton showed up again, he would need an explanation. And to finally give Luke some relief. **** Ashton hated not seeing his kitten for so long, but he had to get away. He found as much liquor as he could get his hands on, and consumed it; bottle after bottle for days. He needed that emptiness in his head that could only be provided by heavy drinking. Why? Because his feelings for Luke are scaring the hell out of him.He wanted to say no when Luke asked him to stay but he couldn’t. He couldn’t hurt his feelings. And that scared him deeply. To the point where he needed to find solace in bottles of alcohol. Ashton didn’t want to run from his feelings, but he couldn’t help it. He hasn’t cared this much about anyone in a long time. And these rushed feelings are eating him up. He barely knows Luke and he would already do anything he wished.Ashton wasn’t like that. He was a rude, controlling, borderline alcoholic loner who didn’t give a fuck about anyone. So why is Luke any different? Not knowing the answer pissed him off but instead of finding a healthy coping mechanism, he ran. Ran from Luke, ran from his feelings, and ran from what could be.
**** Luke stands at his locker at the end of the day, (eight days since he’s last seen Ashton) packing his things when he’s startled by someone approaching him. “Hey you’re new right? I’m Chris.”The boy was tall, with dark skin and a kind smile, most likely in his third year. He seemed like the type of person who wouldn’t ignore Luke for days on end. The blonde can’t help but take notice of that as he shakes the boy(Chris)’s extended hand. “Luke.” Chris smiles and Luke stares into his deep brown eyes, awestruck. There was no denying Chris was attractive, in his varsity letter jacket and dark jeans. He was the kind of boy who Luke would have been friends with before he moved. Kind, popular, dependable, boyfriend material. For the first time in a week Luke isn’t thinking about Ashton. He’s thinking about the good-looking older boy in front of him. “So how are you liking the school?” Chris asks, leaning next to Luke’s open locker. He eyes Luke carefully, deciding he likes what he sees. “It’s fine. Still adjusting.” Luke replies, noticing Chris’s lingering gaze. But Luke doesn’t mind, he’s eying Chris the same way. He shifts his weight from one foot to the other, nervous he’ll say something stupid. He already likes Chris and he doesn’t want to lose the opportunity to make a new friend because he couldn’t control his mouth. “Well let me know if you ever need anything. Let me give you my number so you can call me sometime.” Luke doesn’t catch onto the obvious flirting, and pulls out his phone. But before he can unlock it, the locker door next to Chris’s head is being slammed shut. “What the fuck is going on?” Ashton snaps, having stormed over beside Luke the second Chris offered his phone number. Luke stumbles back, shaken by Ashton’s outburst. “Ash, we were just tal-”“Who are you?” Ashton interrupts. He stares Chris down but it seems to have no effect as the darker boy isn’t fazed. Everyone knows the rumors on what kind of person Ashton was, yet some people choose to believe differently. “I’m Chris.” He holds his hand out for Ashton to shake but drops it when Ashton glares murderously at him. “Why are you talking to him?”Chris opens his mouth to speak but Luke beats him to it. “Ashton, you haven’t talked to me in days. You can’t just walk over here and demand he can’t talk to me.” Ashton glances over at the smaller boy. “Watch me,”He turns his focus back on Chris. “ Never speak to him again.” Ashton’s tone was threatening, but Chris didn’t back down. There were already people staring at them and Luke could tell things were getting serious.Chris puffs out his chest a little and takes a step closer to get in Ashton’s face. They were about the same height so Chris looked him right in the eye and said,"And just what are you going to do if I do? You should keep him on a tighter leash if you don’t want anyone approaching him.”There was no time for anyone to react as Ashton grabbed Chris by his collar and slammed him against the lockers before throwing him on the ground and rapidly punching him in his face.The crowd gathered around them quickly as Ashton continued to beat Chris. He nearly blacked out from rage, seeing nothing but red and wanting nothing more than to maim the bastard beneath him. But he stops when he registers a frantic, familiar voice shouting at him. Ashton turns his head to see Luke’s pretty face red and covered in tears. He could tell Luke had been shouting at him to stop for a while now. He looked down to Chris’s swollen and bloody face, and released his grip on his collar. He looks around to the students crowding him and a few rightfully take a step back in fear. He stands back up and ignores the pain in his hand as he grabs Luke forcefully by his arm and walks over to grab the boy’s bag, which had been thrown to the side when the fight started. “Am I clear now? Nobody approaches him!” Ashton shouts one final time, glaring specifically at the other boys surrounding them. He turns and proceeds to drag Luke from the school and the crowd clears to get out of his path. Luke doesn’t say anything as Ashton leads him to his car, deciding it was best if he ignores the throbbing in his arm from where Ashton is tightly squeezing it. Once Ashton has Luke in his car, he sits in the driver's seat and clutches the steering wheel, attempting to calm himself while the rage and adrenaline are still running through him. Luke decides to speak up at last after they sit there for a few minutes. “Ashton, why did you get so angry? We were just talking.” The anger boils inside Ashton once again, this time directed towards Luke. He wasn’t really mad at him, just at how clueless he was being about the entire situation. “You weren’t ‘just talking’, Luke. He was flirting with you. Probably thinking about how much he wanted you in his bed.” Luke can tell Ashton is getting mad again and his anger is starting to make Luke nervous. “Ashy...please calm down...you’re scaring me.” Luke pleads. Ashton takes a deep breath and tries to calm himself. It doesn’t really work, but for Luke’s sake, he talks a little softer. “I don’t mean to scare you, kitten. Just makes me so angry that people want to touch what belongs to me,” Ashton starts to raise his voice again. He turns to face the shaking boy next to him, gripping Luke’s jaw with a bruising force to make him look at him.“You’re mine, Luke. Do you understand that?” Luke loved how possessive the older boy got of him, it made him feel wanted, desired. But Ashton was frightening him even more now, and Luke didn’t want to make him angrier so he simply nodded and whispered, “Yours… I’m yours.” “Only mine?”Luke nods again. “Yes, daddy.” “Good.”Ashton’s heart aches at Luke’s submissiveness toward him but he doesn’t let it show. Without another word, Ashton speeds off. The car ride to Luke’s house is completely silent, both boys thinking about what just happened. Ashton was still pissed off but Luke was just confused. What made Ashton act that way? He knew he was possessive but he’s never seen someone be so angry. These deep rooted anger issues Ashton apparently possessed should have made Luke scared, made him want to keep his distance. But he didn’t. It just made him realize how little he knows about the older boy. And also, how little Ashton knows about him. They knew basically nothing about each other despite how drawn together they were. This upset Luke, it made him feel like Ashton was only using him for his body and didn’t care about him. He’s always suspected that but sometimes Ashton would do or say something that made Luke believe differently. And if that was true, what gave him the right to claim Luke the way he did? They weren’t dating. So why can’t Luke talk to other people?So deep in thought, Luke doesn’t even realize when they get to his house until Ashton is reaching over him to unlock his seatbelt. Luke is grateful that his mother was gone again, he knew he’d need the house to himself for a while. Once they are inside, Ashton locks the front door behind them and starts making his way slowly toward Luke, like a predator about to pounce on its prey. Luke starts to walk backwards until his back hits the wall, and Ashton continues walking until he has Luke cornered, pressing their bodies together and making Luke look up at him. He places his left hand next to the blonde’s head, leaning even closer. Luke whimpers and swallows before speaking, slowly so he doesn’t stutter. “What do you want with me, Ashton? You don’t even know me, or anything about me,” Luke whispers the next part, “You’re just using me.” Ashton’s head rolls back as he laughs at that. Of course Luke doesn’t know how Ashton feels. “I don’t know you? Is that what you think?” Luke swallows nervously again. Ashton traces his hand slowly up Luke’s arm. “I know you like to sing.” “I know you are incredibly smart but don’t like to brag about it.” He brings his fingers back down and cups Luke’s warm, soft hand in his much larger one. “I know you care too much about other people.” He kisses Luke’s temple softly and the younger boy trembles slightly. “You’re very shy and nervous around me. You’re also scared of me even though you don’t need to be.” Ashton mumbles. He traces the pad of his thumb over the boy’s knuckles. Ashton rakes his eyes down Luke’s body and lets go of his hand to place his gently on Luke’s inner thigh, spreading his legs before slowly dragging it outward to grab his hip.“I know you are insecure about your body, and that you have no idea what you do to me.” Luke’s breath catches in his throat. “I know you blush whenever I say something dirty to you.” He whispers in the blonde’s ear, kissing softly down his neck and Luke moans quietly. “And if it’s really dirty, you’ll bite your lip because it makes you horny.”Ashton kisses him once, passionately and Luke chases after his lips when he pulls away. “You moan whenever I kiss you.” “Ash-” Ashton kisses him again to shut him up and to prove his point, Luke moans and Ashton swallows the sound. He presses his face back in the crook of Luke’s neck and tightens his grip on Luke’s hip; any tighter and he’ll leave a bruise. “You love when I kiss your neck,” He mumbled while Luke breathes out shakily, trying to control himself. “And I know about this little spot right here…” He licks over Luke’s sweet spot slowly. “Makes your whole body feel weak.” Ashton sucks the spot hard, loving how Luke’s moans get louder and his legs start to shake. Ashton grabs the back of Luke’s thigh and places it around his waist while Luke hooks his leg around Ashton’s to hold it in place. Ashton could feel just how much affect his words really have on the smaller boy when their lower bodies come in contact, and the thought turns him on even more. He brings his hand back over the curve of his ass, gripping it through his jeans. “You love when I touch you here...” Luke whines as Ashton roughly squeezes his ass, throwing his head back when he starts sucking on his collarbone. The older boy releases his backside in favor of cupping his cock. “...and here.” The blonde boy gasps and involuntarily bucks his hips. Ashton finally moves his left hand from beside Luke’s head and pins his left hip to the wall, going back to touching him over his jeans. He traces his fingers over the slight bulge gently and whispers, “So hard for me.” in his ear. He kisses him quickly again, enjoying the way Luke continues to chase his mouth. “P-please...stop teasing me.” Ashton loves how pretty Luke sounds when he begs, but he ignores his pleas and licks over his bottom lip, his tongue dipping inside ever so slightly. “Bet you’re wet for me already. Gonna let me feel it?” He asks rhetorically, knowing Luke would let him do whatever he wanted. He pushes his leg down from around him and reaches for his pants. He starts slowly undoing Luke’s jeans, sucking on the blonde’s tongue as he pops open the button and pulls down the zipper. Ashton teasingly pushes down his jeans, just past his past upper thigh. He placed his hand in Luke’s briefs, feeling the wet, pink tip and dipping his fingertip in the leaking slit of Luke’s cock.Luke moans at the much needed attention to his aching length, moving his hips towards Ashton’s hand only to have the older boy pin them back again.“So fucking wet. This little cock is just dripping for me.” He pulled Luke’s boxers down, exposing his glistening cock to the cool air. Ashton takes his wet finger and brings it up to Luke’s mouth, tapping his lips. “Open.” Luke does and lets out a whine at his taste, sucking himself off Ashton’s finger. The older boy felt his own erection grow as he watched Luke, the younger boy most likely unaware of how utterly fuckable he looked. Ashton pulled his finger free from Luke’s mouth and wrapped his hand around Luke’s cock, before pressing their mouths together and pushing his tongue past his lips to taste the remains of Luke’s sweet precome. Ashton presses closer to Luke and breaks the kiss when he feels his nipples poking him, stiff with excitement. He reaches for Luke’s hands and places them under the blonde’s shirt, “Play with them.” he commands while Luke whines from the contact. “Umm...I don’t know what to do.” Luke whispers, somewhat embarrassed and blushing. Ashton simply chuckles and uses Luke’s own fingers to twist his nipples slightly. “Remember when I touched them and made you come?” He relishes in the small whine he gets before Luke nods. “Do what I did. Touch them.” Luke starts twisting his nipples and Ashton goes back to touching his wet cock, kissing Luke deeply while the younger boy pants into Ashton’s mouth from all the pleasure. Ashton rips Luke’s shirt over his head, giving him more freedom to touch his chest. “What else do you like?” Ashton mumbles against Luke’s red mouth while the younger boy trembles, getting close to the edge from all his pent up frustration. “Everything you said…” he trailed off. Ashton presses on. “Really? There isn’t one thing I missed?” Luke bites down on his lip a little, gathering the courage to speak.“I-I like when you t-tease me,” Ashton smirks. “Oh do you? Weren’t you just begging me to stop teasing you a moment ago?” “Yes...but I liked it.” Luke starts to say something else but hesitates. Ashton notices this and questions him.“What were you going to say?”Luke takes a deep breath. “I like when you tell me what to do.”Ashton nearly groans from this and moves his hand faster. “So you like when I’m dominant?” Luke nods and moans as Ashton touches him. The older boy can tell Luke’s on the edge, he tightens his hand and leans down to kiss harshly at Luke’s neck. “One more thing,” Ashton licks over Luke’s ear before whispering, “You love calling me Daddy.” Luke cries out as he comes all over Ashton’s fist, his hips bucking wildly as Ashton strokes him through the aftershocks. Most of his come lands on the floor but neither of them care right now. Luke reaches down and tugs at Ashton’s wrist when the sensitivity becomes too much. He looks up at Ashton and the look he’s giving Luke makes the younger boy desperate to please him. Luke bites down on his bottom lip, and Ashton reaches up to yank it free. “Stop that,” Luke gives him a puzzled look. “Why?”“I don’t think you understand how much that turns me on,” He reaches up and pulls at Luke’s lip. “Every time you bite it, it makes me want to push you down on your knees and shove my cock between your lips.” Luke visibly shudders, the dirty image in his head making him feel lightheaded. Ashton likes this reaction and pushes his thumb into Luke’s mouth, and Luke immediately begins to suck on it, his instincts taking over. “Dirty little boy."Ashton can’t help himself as he presses down on Luke’s shoulder to force him on his knees. The blonde goes down willingly and ignores the fact that he’s kneeling in the mess on the floor. Luke unfastens Ashton’s pants to pull his length free. He wraps his lips around the tip seductively while looking up at him and Ashton grits his teeth in frustration. It’s taking everything in him to not be too rough with Luke but his sudden seductiveness is making it difficult. Luke starts licking the head of Ashton’s cock gently and Ashton suddenly grabs Luke's head with his hands and thrusts harshly into his mouth. The older boy groans as he moves Luke’s head back and forth over his dick. The roughness was unintentional, but Ashton was too far gone to slow down. Luke chokes as Ashton’s tip scrapes the back of his throat. His head and throat are starting to hurt but he managed to avoid pushing Ashton off, his submissive nature getting the better of him. He could tell he was making Ashton feel good, and that all of his aggression was left over from the fight. So he tried his best to breathe through his nose and ignore the saliva trailing down his chin. Ashton’s hips start to stutter as he continues to fuck Luke’s mouth, the compliance Luke is showing him makes him even more turned on. “You like when I fuck you like this, don’t you? Like when I’m rough with you?” Luke nods as much as he can, running his tongue along the vein on the underside of Ashton’s cock. Ashton tries to hold off from coming, but he looks down at Luke’s tearstained face and is done.Ashton lets out a long groan as he releases into Luke’s mouth, pushing his dick as far back as he can and shooting down his throat. Luke is struggling to breathe now as he swallows Ashton’s come, his eyes starting to turn red. Ashton pulls out of Luke’s mouth slowly and the younger boy starts coughing and trying to get his breathing back to normal. Ashton watches Luke for a moment before pulling up his pants to go searching for the bathroom on the first floor. He finds it and wets a washcloth to clean himself, and a second one for Luke. He brings the towel back to where Luke is collapsed on the floor and carefully moves him to sit upright, slumping against the wall. He gently wipes the towel over Luke’s face and mouth, cleaning the come, saliva, and tears. When he finishes he uses the towel to clean the floor before kissing Luke’s forehead. “Stay here, kitten.” Ashton goes to put the washcloths away and walks into the kitchen. He opens the fridge to grab a bottle of water and returns to Luke, opening the bottle and handing it to him. “Drink this,” Luke sips from the bottle while Ashton watches him warily. “Are you okay, baby? I didn’t mean to be so rough with you.” Luke nods as he gulps down the rest of the water.“I’m okay, Ashy.... I liked it.” Luke whispers, his cheeks heating up a little. His voice is hoarse and his throat is sore but he doesn’t mind. Ashton smiles a little and Luke stares at him. He’s not sure if he’s ever seen Ashton smile like that; it was nice, something he could get used to. Luke looks down at his legs, his jeans covered in come from when he was on his knees. He cringes and makes a mental note to wash them soon. Luke takes a deep breath before asking finally, “Why were you ignoring me?” Ashton sighs. “I got drunk again, blacked out for a few days. I didn’t mean to ignore you, kitten but I was scared.” Luke was confused. He assumed Ashton was fearless. “What were you scared of?” Ashton doesn’t answer right away, opting instead to mess with the zipper on his jacket. “My feelings for you.” Luke stares at him, shocked and somewhat skeptical. “You have feelings for me?” He asks timidly, afraid Ashton will take the words back. But the older boy nods. “I’m not the type to like anyone but you just... I don’t know what it is about you but you make me feel things I’ve never felt. Or wanted to feel.”Luke nearly bursts into tears at Ashton’s confession. This was what he wanted, for Ashton to feel something for him, the way Luke does. “I like you too, Ashy.” Luke whispers, reaching up to wrap his arms around Ashton’s neck. The hug startles Ashton, but eventually he wraps his arm around Luke’s waist. When they pull back, Ashton keeps his arm around Luke’s waist and uses it to pull him onto his lap. He kisses Luke softly, passionately and the younger boy melts. Luke moans a little when Ashton licks at his bottom lip, pushing his tongue inside. They haven’t kissed like this in what feels like forever and they both take advantage of the moment. They kiss deeply for as long as they can, but eventually they pull away to breathe. Ashton grips Luke’s chin, firmly but gently. “Don’t ever say I don’t know you, Luke. I know more about you than you think.”Luke bites the inside of his cheek.“Yes I admit, I know more about your body than you as a person, but I do know you. I’m not just using you Luke.” Luke nods and feels a sense of relief wash over him. He’s glad to know he’s not being used. “How did you know I liked to sing?” Luke asks, curious because he’s never told him that. “You were humming when we were showering together. And you hum in the car sometimes.”“Oh. Well how did you know all of those other things about me?”“You’re not hard to read, Luke. I do pay attention to you.” Luke smiles a little at that. Even though Ashton does know some things about Luke, he feels guilty that Luke was right; he barely knows him. An idea pops into Ashton’s head. He’s not sure about how it will go, but he may as well give it a try. “Will you go out with me, kitten?” Luke nearly chokes on his tongue. That was the absolute last thing he expected Ashton to ask him. “You mean, like a date?” Ashton nods. “You were right when you said I hardly know you, and I want to change that.” The younger boy’s smile is instantaneous, almost infectious. He nods his head rapidly. “Of course.” Ashton smiles back and stands up, offering Luke his hand so they can finally get off the living room floor. “I’ve never been on a date before,” Luke announces. Ashton gapes at him. “Really? I thought you would’ve been asked out all the time.” Luke shrugs. “I mean, I’ve been invited out before but I never considered them dates.” Ashton chuckles. A date was probably the intention, but of course Luke didn’t know that. “I’ve never been on a date either.” Ashton admits to him. Luke isn’t surprised. This would be interesting.
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Their date had been scheduled for 6pm on Saturday night, two days after Luke was asked. Ashton had only told Luke to dress nicely, but he wouldn’t tell him where they were going. This made Luke all the more anxious, not wanting to over or underdress. But he had bigger things to worry about than his clothing choices. He wanted this date to go well, but Ashton was becoming more and more unpredictable. What if he said something that upset him? What if he asks him a question and the older boy gets angry? Or what if Ashton realized he didn’t want to be bothered with Luke anymore?
All of these questions plagued Luke’s mind as he got ready. He tried to calm himself before Ashton picked him up, but it was futile. As necessary as this night was, he didn’t want anything to ruin it for them. Ashton is finally showing the interest Luke
wants
. Nothing could jeopardize that.
Luke checked his phone, seeing he had less than thirty minutes until Ashton would be there, and he has yet to choose an outfit. He’s showered and styled his hair in a way he thought was nice but not overdoing it. He went to his closet to trifle through the few clothes he’s actually put away, most of his belongings still in boxes. He settles on a pair of black jeans, and a long sleeved navy sweater.
The sweater was a bit more… feminine than he’d care to admit, but he couldn’t resist purchasing it all those months ago. He’d never had an opportunity to actually wear it since it was a little on the dressy side, but he hoped Ashton would like it. It was form-fitting, hugging his body in the right way, and leaned off his shoulder just a little to expose his neck. He didn’t want to come across as desperate or seeking attention, but he didn’t have many formal clothes, opting for a more casual style.
Luke looks over himself in his mirror. He thought he looked pretty good, his shirt and jeans clung to his curves nicely and for once, he didn’t feel conscious about his shape. Checking his phone again, he sees a message from Ashton, letting him know the older boy was there. Luke takes a deep breath before tucking his phone in his pocket and heading downstairs to the front door.
He opens the door to find Ashton already standing there.
“Hey kit-- fuck…” Ashton starts, but cuts off when he sees the pretty blonde.
Luke barely registered what Ashton muttered, too busy staring at the older boy. Ashton was dressed in his usual black jeans and leather jacket, but he wore a white T-shirt instead of black, making his muscles protrude through his nearly see through shirt. The younger boy swallowed harshly, his mouth suddenly much drier than it was two minutes ago. Ashton looked like something straight out of an 80’s movie; all tan and curly haired with the jacket and white shirt. He could see just how fit he was if he stared hard enough, and Luke swore he looked exactly like a model right now. Luke caught himself after staring for far too long, but he didn’t feel guilty when he looked up to see Ashton was staring at him the exact same way.
When Ashton texted Luke that he was there, he wasn’t expecting to see such a sight when he walked up to the front door. He’d barely been standing there ten seconds when the door was opened. He started smirking as soon as the door started to open, fully intending to tease the younger boy, but he wasn’t expecting him to look like…
that.
In that moment, Ashton was reminded of the first time he ever saw the smaller boy, he was as awestruck then as he is right now. His eyes rake down his figure slowly, starting at his face which was just as beautiful as ever, and down his exposed neck and collarbone. His eyes went down to the dark blue sweater Luke was wearing which accentuated the dip in his waist. He could tell the sweater was more suited for girls, but he couldn’t imagine anyone else looking half as good wearing it than Luke. The jeans he wore hugged every single curve on the boy’s already perfect body, and Ashton was debating skipping the entire evening and taking Luke against the wall then and there. His fantasy of fucking Luke harshly against a wall until he begged for mercy was interrupted when he hears a soft voice call out to him.
“Ashton?” Luke speaks up gently.
Ashton couldn’t bring himself to respond while he continued to stare as more and more sick images of Luke crying and squirming underneath him came into his mind. Admittedly, it wasn’t far off from when Ashton usually stared at him, but that outfit was doing things to him that it shouldn’t. He started thinking about how nice it would be to drag his tongue over the boy’s bare neck, hearing him moan from pleasure as he slowly made his way lower with his mouth...
Luke glances down at himself. He thought he looked nice but with the intense way he was being stared at, he started feeling self-conscious. Maybe the shirt was too feminine after all.
“S-should I go change?” He asks nervously. This snaps Ashton out of his head.
“No, baby, don’t do that... You just- you look so fucking sexy right now.” Luke blushes and ducks his head but Ashton is having none of this. He steps forward and tilts his head back up to kiss him.
“Perfect for me.” Luke smiles a little.
“Thank you,” He says softly. He places his hand gently on Ashton’s firm chest. “You look good too. You should wear shirts like this more often.” His voice nearly a whisper, but Ashton hears him perfectly and chuckles.
“Come on,” He takes a step back to start walking back to his car. “If we don’t leave now we’ll never make it to where we’re going. Not with you looking like that.” Luke smiles to himself and reaches over to fish his keys from the table by the door. He quickly locks the door and follows Ashton to his car.
****
The car stops at last after a thirty minute drive and Luke glances out the window to see where they were. The entire ride consisted of Luke asking where they were going and Ashton telling him to be patient. Eventually, Luke huffed and gave up. But seeing where the car stopped, Luke wished even more he knew where they’d be.
“Ash, y-you can’t take me here! This place is too expensive and you told me not to bring anything.”
Luke was told not to bring any money as the entire evening would be taken care of, but he couldn’t let Ashton spend that much money on him. They were at one of the fanciest restaurants in the area, the kind you needed a two week reservation for. How did Ashton even make the reservation? They’d only planned this a few days ago.
“Let’s just go somewhere else…” Luke suggested, guilt already starting to eat away at him even though he had yet to step foot inside.
Ashton simply turns off the car engine and looks over at Luke. “I wanted to take you somewhere nice, do this the right way.” Luke looks as though he’s about to protest again so Ashton quickly gets out of the car and walks over to the passenger side, opening the door and offering Luke his hand. The blonde takes it reluctantly, slowly trailing behind Ashton as they approach the entrance.
Luke takes in the sights around him as they walk inside, enchanted by the beauty of the restaurant itself and its patrons. Sparkling lights hung from the ceiling, giving the establishment a warm glow. There was a large, white grand piano in the back corner, the pianist playing soft, classical music. Each table had a mini chandelier hanging over it, with candelabras in the center of a silk tablecloth. Gold roses with jeweled stems sat in small, pearl vases at each table. The waiters and waitresses walking around wore button up shirts with black ties and dress pants, while the people dining wore suits, fancy dresses, and designer jewelry.
Luke felt extremely out of place, underdressed and embarrassed as he was much younger than anyone else there. Ashton took his hand and gently pulled him along, the younger boy not realizing he stopped walking the second they walked in to look at everything.
“Come on, kitten.” Ashton walked Luke over to the receptionist desk in the far corner, having to drag him occasionally when he stopped moving.
“Ash, I don’t belong here…” He whispered, feeling more out of place the longer they were in there. None of the other customers were really paying attention to them, but Luke couldn’t help but feel as if all eyes were on him.
“Yes you do. Now come on.”
When they make it at the desk, the woman smiles at them. Luke expected a judgy look, given she looked gorgeous in a deep red dress and lipstick, her dark hair pulled back in a sleek low ponytail. She wore simple make-up, not that she needed it. Luke wanted the ground to swallow him whole as she looked them over, but he was surprised when he saw nothing but warmth in her eyes.
“Good evening. May I have your name?”
“Irwin,” Ashton replied. Luke’s head snapped up at him. Did he just say-?
The woman types briefly on a tablet, searching for the reservation. She finds it quickly and ushers them over to a circular booth the size for a party of four, and assures them that someone will be with them soon.
Luke takes a seat in the booth, Ashton sliding close next to him. The seats were red leather, extremely cushioned and comfortable and the entire table itself was somewhat secluded from the rest of the restaurant. Luke couldn’t help but wonder if Ashton requested that on purpose. The centerpiece on the table was different from the others. It had a small glass bowl filled with water with floating candles in the shape of lotus flowers. The silk table cloth was covered in extravagant swirls and patterns, as if it were embroidered.
Luke was careful not to touch anything if he could help it; this place was far too pretty to be ruined by his clumsiness. Something clicks in the back of his head, remembering the name Ashton gave the woman.
“Your last name is Irwin?” Ashton nods.
“Like Irwin Enterprises?” Ashton nods again.
“Yes, that’s my uncle’s company.”
Luke gaped at him, not believing Ashton was related to the owner of the most well known company in the city. With as much money as he’s sure the company made, Ashton never struck Luke as the “rich type.”
Before Luke could ask anymore questions, a tall, blonde waiter came over. The man bowed before placing a silver bucket filled with perfect ice cubes near the center of the table. He set down two champagne flutes and pulled an expensive looking bottle of champagne out of nowhere. As he poured the fizzy liquid, Luke opened his mouth to tell him he must’ve had the wrong table, as Luke was only 15. But before the words could make it out, Ashton put his hand over Luke’s knee under the table to stop him. The waiter finished pouring the champagne and placed the bottle gingerly in the ice bucket.
“Good evening,” The man greeted in a thick, English accent. “My name is James, and I will be your server for this evening. Would you care to look at a menu? Or would you rather have the chef’s choice?”
He looked between the two boys, but Ashton was the first to speak up.
“We’ll have the chef’s choice.”
James bowed once more. “Excellent. I’ll bring that out for you right away.”
Luke looked over at Ashton. “We’re not even going to hear what the chef’s choice is?” Ashton chuckled. “Do you like seafood?” Luke smiled a little. “Yeah…” He trailed off, not knowing where Ashton was going with this. “Then trust me, you’ll like it.” Luke shook his head to himself; he should be used to Ashton’s controlling nature by now.
Luke reached for the glass of champagne closest to him. He picked it up slowly, skeptical since he was so underage. He took a small sip, savoring the bubbles and sweetness on his tongue. His eyes widened.
“This is amazing!” He exclaimed, taking another sip. Ashton laughed a little.
“I figured you’d like something sweet so I requested this kind.”
Luke stopped mid sip to glance over at Ashton. “You requested champagne?” Ashton nods and Luke furrows his eyebrows. “Don’t they know how old you are?” Ashton simply shrugged his shoulders. “Doesn’t matter. My uncle owns this place, so I come here a lot.”
Luke only nods and continues to drink from his glass, it was almost empty now. Ashton picked up his own and took a small sip. Luke clearly didn’t fully understand the effects alcohol can have, or he wouldn’t drink so fast.
“You don’t drink do you?” Luke blushed a little as he shook his head and drained his glass, setting it back on the table.
It dawned on Ashton how everything he knew about Luke, he figured out on his own. But he didn’t even know Luke’s full name, and Luke had only recently heard his. It was crazy to him how little he knew about the younger boy, but how infatuated he was.
“I should have asked you this a long time ago, but what’s your full name?”
Luke realized then as well that he’d never even told Ashton simple things about himself. How it is that they know nothing about each other but they can’t stop thinking about each other?
“Luke Robert Hemmings,” Luke replied. Ashton smiled. “I like that… it suits you.” Luke smiled back at him, grateful he wasn’t laughing at him because of his middle name like people have done in the past. “What about you?” He asked. “What’s your middle name?”
Ashton glances down at his lap, a slight pink tint appearing on his cheeks. He never liked his middle name. “Fletcher,” He stated at last. Luke smiled again. “I like it. It makes you seem…”
“Like less of a stereotype?” Ashton finished for him. He knew he had that “bad boy” vibe about him. He just never cared. Luke giggled and nodded. Ashton thought briefly about all the other simple things he’d yet to learn about Luke.
“When’s your birthday?”
“July 16th. When’s yours?”
“The 7th.”
“That’s two weeks from now!” Luke exclaimed. Ashton nodded. “I know that. It’s just not a big deal to me.” Luke Looked at him, puzzled. “Aren’t you happy to be turning 18?” Ashton sighs, deciding he may as well get this conversation over with.
“Birthdays remind me that I don’t have anyone to celebrate with.”
“What do you mean?” Ashton bites the inside of his cheek.
“I grew up without a father. My mother tried to raise my younger siblings and I as best as she could, but eventually it overwhelmed her. She started drinking heavily so the burden of taking care of my brother and sister fell to me.”
Luke’s heart ached for the boy in front of him. Ashton had never been so vulnerable to him, and he knew talking about this must’ve been difficult. Luke places his hand over Ashton’s, squeezing slightly. Ashton takes a deep breath before continuing.
“Eventually, my uncle stepped in. He put my mother in rehab and took us in for about a year. I was fourteen when my mother came back, and we all decided it was best if I lived on my own. So my uncle got me an apartment and made sure I would be able to take care of myself. I just couldn’t deal with her return the way it was expected of me. I was angry for a long time that she let a child take care of her children. So my uncle gave me access to one of his accounts and let me live by myself.”
“Ash…” Luke trailed off, not really knowing what to say.
“We still talk on the phone sometimes, my mum and I. She’s doing a lot better, but I haven’t seen my family in years. That’s why I don’t care about my birthday, I don’t have anyone to share it with.”
Luke squeezes Ashton’s hand again. “If you want, we can do something together. I don’t want you to be alone.” Ashton smiles and kisses Luke’s forehead. “Of course, kitten.”
James comes back with two flat bowls, placing them in front of the boys.
“The chef’s choice: lobster risotto garnished with fresh parsley and parmesan. Enjoy.” James quickly refills Luke’s glass before leaving once more.
Luke takes a small bite of his dish, immediately grateful he let Ashton pick. Ashton sees the blissed out look on the blonde’s face as he eats, and Ashton smirks to himself.
“Good?” He asks, already knowing the answer.
“I’ve never tasted food this good.”
Ashton laughs a little before digging into his own food. This meal had always been his favorite, he knew Luke would enjoy it as well.
****
Dinner had been eaten mostly in silence, with a few questions being asked here and there. They hadn’t learned everything about each other, but it was enough for the time being. They’d just finished ordering dessert and downed a third glass of champagne when Ashton asked a question that had been plaguing his mind for a while.
“Luke, I don’t want you to take this the wrong way but I need to ask you something.”
Luke nodded hesitantly, nervous about what Ashton was going to ask.
“Why are you insecure about your body?”
Luke casts his eyes down, he should’ve expected this question.
“I just- I’ve been told that my body is nothing to be proud of…it’s too much like a girl’s. Boys aren’t supposed to have curves.”
Ashton feels anger start to flare up inside him, but he tries to control himself for Luke’s sake. Now wasn’t the time to get angry. “Look at me,” Luke lifts his gaze a little.
“Whoever told you that is a fucking idiot. You’re beautiful, kitten,” Luke opens his mouth to protest but Ashton is quick to cut him off. “No, you’re beautiful. I’ll tell you that everyday until you believe me.”
Ashton tilts Luke’s head to kiss him deeply, prying his mouth open to taste the sweetness of the champagne lingering on his tongue. Luke whimpers into the kiss, and Ashton takes it upon himself to place his hand over Luke’s thigh, spreading his legs open.
Ashton can’t stop himself from trailing his tongue up Luke’s neck, just to feel the younger boy shudder. He works his hand over the growing bulge in Luke’s jeans, hearing the blonde whine as he kisses his neck.
“Daddy, you can’t…” Luke whispers, worried someone would look over and see what Ashton was doing to him.
“Can’t what, kitten?” Ashton mumbled, too busy pressing the heel of his hand into Luke’s erection to register where they were.
“Touch me like this,”
“Hmm, how come?” Ashton asks teasingly, knowing full well why this wasn’t a good idea. He takes a moment to glance over his shoulder and sure enough, no one was paying any attention to them. He sucks Luke’s earlobe into his mouth, biting down gently.
“Someone could see.” Luke whined, his hips bucking into Ashton’s hand on their own accord. He couldn’t deny how good it felt, but doing this out in the open was too risky.
“Daddy, can we please wait until later?”
Ashton stops his actions and looks at Luke, taking in his flushed face and worried, yet lustful eyes.
“I’m gonna hold you to that.”
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3 weeks later…
Things were going very well. Ashton and Luke spent as much time together as they could. When Ashton started taking Luke to and from school, his mother noticed and decided it was time she met the older boy.
“Mum, this is Ashton.”
Ashton stretched out his hand for Liz to shake. “It’s great to meet you, ma’am.”
Liz smiled brightly at Ashton’s manners. “Call me Liz. It’s wonderful to meet you, Ashton.”
****
“Ashton seems lovely, Luke. Is he your boyfriend?” Liz barely waited a minute after Ashton left to ask.
“No mum, we’re not together.” Luke says sheepishly. Truthfully, he didn’t know what he and Ashton were, it had never been discussed.
“Really? With the way he looks at you I thought for sure he had to be your boyfriend.”
Luke smiled at that. He knew Ashton cared for him, but hearing it from someone else felt amazing.
Luke’s dreams about Ashton seemed to get more intense the more time they spent near each other. No matter how often Ashton touched him, Luke still dreamt of him nearly every night.
“I- I can’t come anymore, daddy.
Ashton chuckled at him. “I think you can, kitten.”
Luke shook his head as best he could with Ashton’s hand around his throat. He was sitting on the older boy’s lap, Ashton four fingers deep inside him. Luke had already come three times, but Ashton was pushing for a fourth.
“I can’t, daddy… I can’t,” Luke cries out as his eyes fall shut and his head tips back a little. His thighs have been shaking for the last two orgasms, and he couldn’t stop crying.
“Look at me.” Luke manages to open his eyes a little, barely being able to see through his tears.
Ashton squeezed the sides of Luke’s neck, not restricting his breathing, but applying enough pressure to make the pretty boy gasp. Luke shuddered and came all over himself again, getting lightheaded as Ashton continued to slowly drag his fingers in and out of him.
“Tell me how you’re gonna take my cock if you can’t even handle my fingers, kitten.”
Whenever Luke dreamt of Ashton, the older boy would make him retell the dream in detail, he liked seeing the pretty red tint on Luke’s face from embarrassment. Meanwhile, Ashton’s birthday was the best he’d had in a long time. The day started with Luke finally being brought to Ashton's home, figuring it was long overdue. The place his uncle got for him was nice, a two-bedroom with a view overlooking the ocean. It was a lot more space than Ashton actually needed, but his uncle was nothing if not generous. Luke loved Ashton’s place. Everything was a lot cleaner and more...homey than he thought it would be. Ashton laughed at this. He wasn’t a slob, but he wasn’t the most neat person either. The place being tidy was mostly due to the cleaning company that served the building twice a month. But with the amount of money being spent on the place, Ashton figured the least he could do was keep it decent. After Luke had seen where Ashton lived, they went for a late breakfast at a nearby diner Ashton loved, he swore they had the best pancakes and Luke couldn’t help but agree. They went back to Ashton’s house, spending the rest of the day on the couch watching various movies. Truthfully, they spent more time talking than actually watching the movie, but it was perfect. The day ended with Ashton devouring Luke on his couch, watching his back arch from pleasure as Ashton brought him to the edge over and over again with his mouth. Ashton couldn’t have wished for a better way to spend his birthday. Everything was perfect for a while, until out of nowhere Ashton became distant again. When Luke called, it went straight to voicemail. When he texted, there was no response. Ashton hardly came to school and when he did, he would avoid Luke, barely saying two words or even glancing in his direction. Luke was confused to say the least. He thought things were going well, he couldn’t pinpoint when everything went wrong. Until a week after Ashton being distant, he walked into the school bathroom and felt his heart completely shatter. ****Ashton didn’t even know the name of the boy he currently had bent over the sink. He didn’t care. He just needed to get off right then, and he didn’t trust himself to not hurt Luke with how angry he was. So this random boy would have to do. He was honestly surprised at how easily the boy said yes; it usually took a bit more persuading before anyone gave in to him, but when he asked if he wanted to fuck, the boy simply said yes and allowed Ashton to drag him off to the nearest bathroom. It was secluded, in a part of the building that wasn’t very active so Ashton knew they wouldn’t be interrupted. The boy was loud . Ashton had to repeatedly tell him to shut up but eventually, he just pressed his hand over his mouth. As much as he liked to hear how good he was making someone feel, this boy was so fucking annoying. His high-pitched moans were turning Ashton off. He wasn’t anything like Luke. Luke was sweet and gentle, his moans being the same way. Ashton could feel the high he was chasing fade with every sound that escaped the boy’s mouth. He tried to concentrate on Luke. Luke’s face.Luke’s sounds.Luke’s body. Luke. Luke.“Shit, Luke!”A tiny, familiar gasp pulls Ashton out of his trance and when his eyes open, he’s met with the face of his fantasy. Ashton can tell when Luke’s heart breaks, he can see the light fade from his crystal, blue eyes before those eyes fill with tears, and they get pulled away from Ashton’s sight. Ashton quickly pulls himself out of the boy whose name he can’t remember (not sure if he ever learned it), throws away the condom, and messily tucks his already soft erection away before attempting to chase after those broken, blue eyes. ****Luke quickly ran out of the school, not caring that he was only half-way through the day. He runs down the streets toward his house, barely being able to see through his teary eyes. He makes it to his house at last, his heart racing and his hands shaky as he fishes for his keys. He barely makes it inside the door before he slumps down on the ground and sobs. He was alone, his mother would be gone for a few days and he didn’t know if he was grateful or upset at the fact. He could barely process what he just witnessed. Even after everything, all the warnings he received (most of them from Ashton) he never thought Ashton would do something like this. He thought he actually cared for him. The dates they went on, the intimacy they shared, it all meant nothing. Luke didn’t know how long he spent sobbing on the floor before he heard a small knock on the door he was still slumped against. “Luke? Open up please,” Luke cried harder at the sound of his voice. “G-go away, Ashton p-please,”“No, I need to talk to you. I need to see you,”Luke clutched himself and heaved, his breathing becoming more erratic the longer he heard Ashton’s voice. “N-n-nothing you s-say can fix t-this,” Luke splutters, choking up on his words. “Luke, please let me in.”Against his better judgement Luke slowly stands on shaky legs, wiping his eyes and nose on his sleeve before cracking the door open. Seeing Ashton was worse than hearing his voice. He could hear the regret in his voice, but seeing it all over his face made Luke feel sad for him, then angry at himself for even feeling remorseful. “Can I come in?” Ashton asks gently. When Luke says nothing, Ashton takes it upon himself to step inside, closing the door behind him. Luke focuses his gaze on his shoes as he tries to keep himself from crying. “I need to tell you-”“No,” Luke interrupts. He sniffles loudly before looking up at Ashton. His tears start flowing against his will. “I don’t want to hear anything you say right now.”“I’m sorry, kitten.” Ashton whispers, shamefully. Luke shakes his head and sniffles, while more hot tears pour down his red cheeks. “You can’t fix this, Ashton.” The older boy walks toward Luke, raising his hands to cup his wet, trembling face. “Let me try,” he pleads, looking deep into Luke’s watery, blue eyes. “Please, baby, let me try to fix it.” Luke shakes his head again and before he can protest, Ashton leans down and brings their lips together, wrapping his arms around Luke’s waist so he can’t move. Luke pushes at Ashton’s chest, but the older boy doesn’t budge. “Kiss me back,” Ashton mumbles against Luke’s mouth, after trying and failing to pry Luke’s mouth open with his tongue, while the younger boy replies a swift “No,” and turns his head. Ashton takes full advantage of this and begins kissing down the soft curve of Luke’s neck, mouthing hotly over his collarbone. It’s his failsafe because they both know Luke can’t say no to Ashton when he kisses him, especially when it’s on his neck. The blonde’s breathing increases quickly, trying not to give in to Ashton’s touch. “St-stop it…” he mumbles half-heartedly, closing his eyes from the pleasure, and resisting the urge to moan. Ashton brings his hand up to wrap around Luke’s throat, his thumb pressing underneath his jaw to hold his head to the side while he sucks on various sensitive parts of Luke’s neck. “No,” Luke breathes, trying to focus. “You can’t distract me by-” Ashton bites down into Luke’s collarbone, effectively cutting him off with his own moan.“Yes I can, kitten.” Ashton runs his tongue over the place he bit, soothing the red skin. “You can’t resist me baby,” he says softly. “We both know it...just like I can’t stay away from you.”Luke tries to ignore the irony in that and takes a step back, but the older boy grabs his hip, tugging him closer and bringing their lips back together. This time, Luke kisses Ashton back, moaning into his mouth. Ashton kisses him gently so Luke wouldn’t pull away from him again. Luke nearly breaks as he kisses Ashton, forgetting why he was upset in the first place. That is until Ashton reminds him. “Let me make this right.” Luke stops kissing Ashton and goes to step away, but the older boy holds him tighter. When he finally manages to break away, Luke turns around to avoid looking at Ashton, his eyes starting to water again. “How could you do this to me?” He asks, his voice cracking halfway through. “Please look at me, kitten.” Ashton pleads. Luke flinches at being called ‘kitten.’ The name he used to love now seemed... tainted. “Don’t- don’t call me that,” Ashton’s heart cracks a little but he knows he deserves it. He steps in front of Luke and manages to lift his head up. “I promise I will explain everything to you but I need you to calm down first. Can you do that?” Luke shrugs. He was still shaking from crying so hard and he knew it wouldn’t be long before he became angry. Ashton nods in understanding before moving to slowly wrap his hands around Luke’s waist. He searches the blonde’s eyes for any signs of protest and when he finds none, he lifts him up to wrap his legs around Ashton as the older boy carries him upstairs to Luke’s room, their eyes never leaving each other. He pushes open the door to Luke’s bedroom and walks them over to the bed. Ashton lays Luke down gently on the bed and climbs on top of him, lifting his shirt to kiss over his stomach. He works his way lower and lower until he reaches Luke’s jeans, licking teasingly along the waistband and making his hips jerk. Ashton proceeds to unfasten his pants, slowly in case he wanted to stop him, when he hears a soft voice above his head. “Why are you doing this to me?” Ashton stops his movement and looks up into Luke’s eyes, seeing deep lust, but hurt and betrayal as well. “Tell me to stop.” He says in the most serious tone Luke has ever heard him use; it startles him a little. “I can’t…” Luke whispered before sucking his bottom lip into his mouth. Ashton pulls it free and leans up to kiss him softly. “You know what that does to me.” Ashton sits back on Luke’s legs and looks down at the beautiful boy below him. He looked frightened, betrayed, but most of all, he looked aroused . “Do you want this, baby?” Luke gives a short nod which does nothing to satisfy Ashton. “No Luke, you need to tell me. I need to hear you say it.” “Yes, Ashton. I want this.”Ashton rushes down and kisses him with so much passion, lust, and built-up frustration, it makes them both dizzy. When Ashton pulls back, Luke stares at him, the fear in his eyes clear as day. “What are you gonna do to me?”Ashton cups his cheek before moving his hand to gently cup his chin, making Luke meet his eyes. His movements are slow and steady, not wanting to frighten him any more than he already has, but it was time. “I’m going to take your virginity.”
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Luke has no idea how he managed to get himself in his current situation.
Ashton was hovering over him, slowly kissing his neck and nipping sensually over his pulse point while his hands wandered down Luke’s exposed body. Ashton had managed to strip Luke completely naked without him noticing, too distracted by the feeling of Ashton’s mouth on his neck.
Despite how good he feels physically right now, Luke can’t help but remember what led to this situation: catching Ashton with another boy. Luke wasn’t sure why he was so upset by what happened; it’s not like he and Ashton were dating. Did he even have a right to be upset? Whether Luke was within his rights or not to be hurt he couldn’t deny that he was, and that he also wanted an explanation. Which apparently Ashton would only give him once he was relaxed, and Luke is never more relaxed than after he’s been touched.
Ashton pulls back from the crook of Luke’s neck, and pulls off his leather jacket and black t-shirt. Luke can’t help but marvel at the gorgeous boy in front of him, temporarily distracted once again. Ashton smirks at Luke’s shameless gawking before proceeding to strip himself of his jeans.
Ashton places three of his fingers in front of Luke’s mouth, tapping gently on his lips.
“I don’t have any lube so this will have to do,” He mutters.
Luke opens his mouth to let Ashton’s fingers inside, running his tongue over them to get them slick. Ashton lets out a low growl at the sensual way Luke is sucking his fingers. His face is red and tear-stained from crying, and despite knowing why the blonde was crying, he can’t help but imagine instead that Luke’s crying came from him being thoroughly ruined by Ashton.
When his fingers are finally wet enough, Ashton pulls them from Luke’s mouth and reaches down to feel for his hole. Luke lets out a small squeak when Ashton’s pointer finger breaches him, still not entirely used to the feeling of something inside of him. Sensing the boy’s discomfort, Ashton slowly curls his finger in search of his sweet spot.
“Relax for me, baby.”
Ashton’s fingertip brushes against that spot inside Luke, and the younger boy can’t help but groan and throw his head back.
Ashton had never paid too much attention to Luke’s neck before- aside from when he buries his face there- but looking at it now Ashton is hit with the overwhelming desire to wrap his hand around the boy’s throat, imagining how pretty he would look while he was being choked.
Although Ashton wants to take advantage of Luke’s head being tossed back, he knows that might be a bit too much right now. Luke was already about to have sex for the first time, he didn’t want to push him too much.
Once Luke’s hole starts to open up a bit more, Ashton pushes another finger inside him, then another until he’s three fingers deep and Luke’s thighs start shaking from the constant pressure on his prostate.
“Nggh- oh god…”
Ashton can tell Luke is nearing his peak, with the way his ass is clenching violently on his fingers, and the desperate noises falling from his lips, he knows it won’t be long now. Ashton leans down and wraps his lips around Luke’s leaking cock, pinning his hips down by pressing his forearm over his lower stomach.
Ashton bobs his head, taking Luke’s cock down to the base and slowly coming back up, sucking hard on just the tip before releasing Luke’s cock entirely.
“I know you’re close, kitten. Come on my fingers, let me taste you.” Ashton mumbles before taking Luke’s cock back in his mouth.
Almost immediately, Luke lets out a shaky cry as he comes in Ashton’s awaiting mouth, shuddering when he feels him swallow. Ashton slows his fingers but doesn’t stop them, choosing instead to keep up the pressure on Luke’s spot until the younger boy can’t stop shaking, reaching down to grab Ashton’s wrist to pull his fingers out.
All of a sudden, it dawned on Ashton that he doesn’t have a condom. He usually only carries one with him in his jacket, but he used it earlier on the boy whose name he still can’t remember.
“I-uhh, I don’t have a condom,” He mumbles sheepishly. Ashton never sleeps with anyone without a condom so he knew he hadn’t caught anything, and since Luke was a virgin he couldn’t have anything either, but he still liked to be safe.
Luke bites his lip a little while thinking for a second, before deciding since they’d come this far, he might as well go all the way.
“It’s okay, I don’t want to stop.” Ashton nearly groans from that, but settles for nodding his head.
Ashton moves back to finally discard himself of his boxers, freeing his aching length from its confines. Luke whimpers a little when he sees Ashton’s erection, suddenly very worried.
“Ashton, that’s not gonna fit inside me…”
The older boy simply smirks as he fists his cock, making precum leak from the tip.
“It’ll fit, sweetheart, don’t worry.” Although looking at Luke’s tiny opening, Ashton feels a little worried for a second too. Even after being stretched open with three fingers, Luke was so small.
It was the first time Ashton ever wished he wasn’t as big as he was. He knew Luke would be in pain regardless, but his overwhelming size definitely wouldn’t make things better.
“You need to get it wet enough, kitten. I don’t want to do it dry.” Luke slowly lifts himself up and gets situated between Ashton’s legs, hovering over his dick.
Ashton leans back to give Luke a little more room to work with, running his hands through his soft, blonde hair before gripping it and bringing Luke’s mouth closer to his leaking dick.
“Open your mouth, sweetheart.” Ashton demands softly. Luke hardly even hesitates before letting his lips part and feeling Ashton start to push into his mouth.
Luke tries to focus on making Ashton’s dick wet enough, running his tongue over as much of his length as he can. The tip of Ashton’s cock grazes the back of Luke’s throat, and the smaller boy gags, making more saliva pool in his mouth. Luke concentrates on breathing deeply through his nose and opening his throat as much as he can, despite how his jaw is already starting to ache.
He wondered if it would ever get easier, taking Ashton’s cock in him. Hopefully it would but after what he witnessed earlier, Luke’s not even sure if he still wants to continue….
whatever
this was. No matter how good or special Ashton makes him feel, he didn’t want to end up broken over someone he hardly knew, someone he’d been warned against.
When Ashton feels the wetness on his cock is sufficient enough, he pulls back from Luke’s mouth, pushing him back on the bed gently. Ashton hovers over Luke, guiding his dick to Luke’s entrance which is already starting to close just a little.
“You ready, kitten?”
Luke gives a jerky nod, his heart rate picking up dramatically. This is really happening- he’s really about to have
sex
for the first time. As ready as he thought he was, Luke couldn’t help but be nervous. But even with everything that’s happened between them (recent events included), Luke couldn’t imagine doing this with anyone other than the beautiful boy above him
“I’m ready.”
Ashton pushes slowly inside Luke, having to use a fair amount of force to even get the head inside. Luke hisses once it finally pops in, his hole already starting to burn around the thickness of Ashton’s tip.
Luke braces himself as he feels Ashton push more of his dick inside, tears starting to spring up in his eyes as he places his hand on Ashton’s lower stomach to slow him.
Honestly Luke wasn’t sure what to expect, but this was not it. He felt like he was being split in half, like he was going to pass out from the pain. Hot tears were rapidly falling down his cheeks as he attempted to catch his breath; he hadn’t even realized he stopped breathing when the pain first stated.
Ashton felt Luke’s small hand on him and looked up, seeing the pained expression on his baby’s face. Ashton leaned down to kiss some of Luke’s tears away.
“Shh, it’s okay kitten, relax. You’re okay.” Ashton glides his thumbs under Luke’s eyes, wiping away his still flowing tears. He pushes himself deeper inside him, and Luke cries out in pain.
“It h-hurts,”
Ashton kisses his quivering lips gently. “I know it does but you need to relax. It won’t feel good if you’re tense.” Ashton pushes in a little more and Luke whimpers, while Ashton threads their fingers together and presses his hands down, pinning Luke to the bed.
“A-are you all t-the way in y-yet?” Luke manages to stutter out, his voice shaky from sobbing. Ashton looks down at where he’s entering Luke and winces a little. He’s barely halfway in and Luke already looked like he was ready to faint.
“Almost, kitten. Just breathe deeply for me. I’ll start again when you’re ready.”
It takes everything in Ashton not to come then and there. Luke felt so fucking good; hotter, wetter, and tighter than any other boy or girl he’s ever fucked before. Whether that was because Luke was a virgin or because he felt something for him Ashton didn’t know. All he knew was that Luke was the best he’d ever had, and he needed to do anything he could to make this right. He wouldn’t be able to stand it if he saw that broken-hearted look on his face again.
Luke takes a few minutes to adjust, finally telling Ashton to move when the pain lessens just a little. Ashton manages to push in the rest of the way without as much resistance, and nearly comes once his hips meet Luke’s.
Ashton shuddered and pushed his face in Luke’s neck, biting and sucking the soft skin to distract himself from the pleasure of
finally
having Luke wrapped around his dick. Now that he’d felt it at last, there was no way he could get enough.
“Fuck- you feel so fucking good, kitten. Squeezing my dick so good, baby.”
Luke laps up the praise, feeling his heart race one more. The pain isn’t as bad anymore, but Luke’s erection had gone down completely and he was pretty sure it would be staying how it is. He felt Ashton start to move inside him again as he pulled away from his neck, and decided to focus on his face contorting in pleasure.
Ashton’s pace was slow and gentle, calculated thrusts that had Luke shivering. He was already sore and knew he’d have trouble walking later.
Ashton was close embarrassingly quick, but he simply couldn’t help it. Luke felt too good.
Just before Ashton pulls out, he presses his mouth against Luke’s, hearing the boy whimper out of surprise. Ashton pulls out just as he’s about to come, reaching down to stroke himself to prolong his release as he comes on Luke’s lower stomach.
Even after Ashton finishes, he continues to kiss Luke, pushing his tongue between his lips to pry his mouth open. Once his mouth finally opens, Ashton wraps his lips around Luke’s tongue, sucking it slowly. Luke whimpers pathetically at the feeling, panting as his cock starts to throb.
Ashton notices the movement of Luke’s cock while pressed against him, and reaches down to wrap his hand around it. It didn’t go unnoticed by the older boy that Luke went soft while he was inside him, so he had no choice but to make it up to him.
When Ashton manages to get Luke fully hard again, he releases his mouth and gently flips him over onto his front, slowly to not move his sore body too much or too fast.
Luke moves without a fight and turns to look over his shoulder to see what Ashton was doing. The older boy spreads Luke’s cheeks to look at his hole. It was extremely red, sore and puffy looking and Ashton instantly feels regret. He gently presses his fingertip over Luke’s hole and gets a whine in response. Luke flinches when he feels Ashton spread his cheeks even further, wondering what he could possibly be doing.
Ashton presses his tongue flat against Luke’s sore hole, licking it slowly and gently so he won't hurt him. Luke groans and presses his face into his pillow, moving his hips back to meet Ashton’s tongue.
Despite how sore he was -is- Ashton’s mouth feels amazing on him, he can’t help but rut into his soft bed sheets, getting some friction against his leaking cock.
Ashton presses his tongue inside Luke as slowly as he can, fucking him with it softly and kneading his ass when he hears Luke’s moans getting louder against his pillow.
Luke’s hole was so sensitive after being fucked, he was close in no time. He moves his hips harder against his mattress, chasing his high.
“Come for me, kitten. Come on my tongue,”
Without another word, Luke cries out into his pillow, biting down to quiet himself as he feels the tremors of his orgasm go through his entire body. He shudders when he feels the warm wetness pool underneath him, feeling sticky as he lays in his come, which is mixed with Ashton’s now since the older boy came on his stomach.
Ashton sits back up and goes to turn Luke over again, only to see the blonde is going in and out of sleep. Ashton reaches down for his boxes and pulls them on before making his way to the bathroom, deciding to let Luke sleep for a while.
****
Luke wakes up a few hours later, seeing that the sun is starting to go down outside his window. It’s late afternoon which would make sense because he left school mid-day.
The second thing he notices is that there’s another presence behind him. He turns his head to see Ashton sleeping peacefully, his arm wrapped around Luke’s waist. Luke can’t help but admire Ashton’s restful state, but even asleep he looked intimidating, a small frown etched across his features.
Luke turns over to face Ashton which ends up waking the older boy. Ashton’s eyes open slightly before closing again.
“Hey, kitten.” He grumbles, his voice rough. Luke’s heart flutters at the sound of Ashton’s voice.
“Hi,” Luke replies timidly. Just then Luke realized he wasn’t laying in his own mess anymore. He lifts the covers to see that a blanket has been placed underneath them, and that his body was relatively clean.
As if sensing Luke’s confusion, Ashton decides to explain.
“You fell asleep and I didn’t want to wake you so I put a blanket over the sheets instead of changing them. And I took a wet towel to clean you up.”
Luke feels an odd sensation in his chest at Ashton’s words. He can’t pinpoint what it is exactly, he just knows he loves the fact that Ashton made sure he was comfortable.
“Thank you,” He says sweetly, giving Ashton a peck on the lips. Ashton removes his arm from around Luke’s waist to press his hand against the back of his head, making their kiss deeper.
Luke pulls away after a second and Ashton looks at him in confusion.
“You’re supposed to be explaining to me what happened.”
Ashton sighs before he starts what will likely be a pitiful excuse.
“Right after my birthday I got a call from my uncle, my mum is in rehab again.”
Luke's eyes widened a little, knowing how sensitive Ashton was about his family. Before he could ask any more, Ashton was continuing.
“Apparently, my father reached out to her a few months ago and she didn’t take it very well. She started drinking again so my uncle sent her back to rehab before her relapse could cause too much damage. I’m not sure what my father reached out about, but the whole situation made me angry. Brought back a lot of memories I’d rather forget.”
“But why did you pull away from me? You know I’d be there for you.”
“I know, kitten, but I didn’t want you to see me like that. I know you’re still afraid of me and I was worried I might hurt you, so I figured I would keep away until I got my shit together. Earlier today I needed a release and that boy was just...there and willing. I couldn’t see anything past that.”
Luke wanted to protest but he knew Ashton was right. No matter what he felt for him, Ashton still made him nervous. He still wasn’t sure why, just that he did. Luke reached up and cupped Ashton’s face gently.
“You can come to me with anything. Even if you’re angry. I know you won’t hurt me.”
Ashton turned his face to kiss Luke’s palm. “I promise I won’t do that again kitten.”
Luke nods at Ashton’s promise, hoping it was sincere.
“Are we okay?” Ashton asks quietly, afraid of the answer. Luke lets his hand fall from his face, and Ashton tries to pretend it doesn’t sting. “I need some time to think things through.” He declared. It was true, Luke definitely had a lot to think about. Even though he understands why Ashton did what he did, it didn’t change the fact that he did it, and how bad it hurt. He needed to think about what he wanted and where they stood, even though Ashton literally just took his virginity.
Ashton nodded in understanding. “Do you want me to leave?” He asks, sensing Luke needed some alone time. Luke gave a slight nod and Ashton kissed his forehead before getting out of Luke’s bed. It hurt Luke a little to see Ashton turn away from him, he truly did want him to stay, but he knew he wouldn’t be able to think properly with Ashton that close to him.
Ashton was dressed in under a minute, turning back around to Luke to lean over him and place a gentle kiss on his lips.
“Bye, kitten.”
Without another word, Ashton left the room, leaving Luke alone with his thoughts.
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Two weeks later…
Luke hadn’t spoken to Ashton in two weeks. He saw him around school sometimes, (not as often as it should’ve been since Ashton’s attendance was horrible) but neither of them said anything to each other. And since they only had one class together, it wasn’t like there was much opportunity for them to talk during the school day.
Truth be told, Luke missed Ashton. Frankly a lot more than he should have but he did. Something in Luke told him he wouldn’t be able to let their last interaction continue to be the last, but he needed some time to himself to decide what he really wanted, without the older boy’s presence clouding his judgement.
So many times over the last two weeks Luke thought about reaching out to Ashton to tell him he still wants to be with him, but he kind of hoped Ashton would make the first move. Ultimately, Luke knew Ashton was just respecting his wishes of wanting space which he appreciated, but he couldn’t stand being away from him any longer.
Despite all the warnings, the
encounter
Luke would rather not think about ever again, the anger/alcohol issues, and the possessiveness and controlling nature of the older boy, Luke was captivated. As crazy as it was, Luke couldn’t let Ashton go, as bad as he was for him. Which was why Luke found himself texting the older boy Friday afternoon.
Luke: Hey
Ashton was surprised to say the least to open his phone to a message from Luke. He half expected to never hear from him again after all the shit he put him through. The last two weeks have been absolute torture for Ashton. He tried his best to respect Luke's request of him so he decided to wait until Luke reached out first to talk to him. But that didn’t stop him from spending the entire hour of their class together staring at him from afar. Luke was too caught up in schoolwork to notice, but Ashton didn’t take his eyes off Luke for longer than a few minutes at a time.
Ashton didn’t care anymore about trying to distance himself from Luke to avoid hurting him. He already
did
hurt him. What more could he do now to make things worse? It was that thought that made Ashton respond back as fast as he did.
Ashton: Hey, kitten.
Luke: Can we talk?
Ashton: Of course, baby. I’ll be there in 15 minutes. We can talk at my place.
Luke: Okay
Luke noticed that Ashton didn’t really ask or offer if Luke wanted to go to his apartment, but he brushed that aside. After all, he liked the fact that Ashton always took the initiative when it comes to them. Luke got up from his desk (his weekend homework was already done of course) and walked into his bathroom, freshening up a little while he waited for Ashton.
The older boy said 15 minutes, but it ended up being a little less than 10. That was another thing, Ashton drove a lot more recklessly than he should, but Luke didn’t mind. It just meant he would get to see him quicker.
Ashton: I’m here
Luke glanced at his phone and practically sprinted down the stairs towards the front door.
“Where are you running off to?”
Luke nearly forgot in his haste to get to Ashton to let his mother know he was leaving.
“Sorry, mum. Ashton’s here. I’m going to his house for a little while.”
Liz emerged from the kitchen, wiping her hands dry with a towel. “Oh okay. You haven’t seen him in a while, is everything okay?” She asked. Luke appreciated her concern, but he really just wanted to leave.
“Yeah everything is fine. I’ve gotta go now, mum. I’ll see you later.”
Liz was barely able to say her goodbyes before Luke hurried out the door.
Ashton was waiting somewhat impatiently for Luke to come outside, and nearly groaned when he finally did. He looked amazing like always, but something about finally seeing Luke face on after two weeks made his heart skip a beat.
Luke nearly ran to Ashton’s car, climbing in the passenger's seat and looking over at Ashton to find the older boy already staring at him.
“I missed you so much, kitten.”
Luke bit his lip as his heart leaped in his chest. “I missed you too, Ashy.”
Ashton moved closer to cup Luke’s cheek, stroking it softly with his thumb. Luke leaned into the touch, but caught his breath when Ashton leaned in to kiss him. Sensing his hesitation, Ashton moved back.
“We need to talk first.”
Ashton simply nodded and pulled out of his parking spot, going 10 over the limit to hurry back to his apartment.
****
Luke made himself comfortable on Ashton’s sofa, with the latter sitting pretty close next to him. Luke tried not to let that distract him from what he needed to say.
They both realized they’d been in this situation before, but decided to ignore that fact.
Ashton started the conversation. “Thank you for reaching out. I know I don’t deserve it, but I was afraid you’d never talk to me again.”
“We both know I couldn’t do that.” Luke replied softly, simply stating the truth. “You really hurt me, Ashton. I know you said you would eventually but I still couldn’t keep myself away from you, even with that risk.”
Ashton nodded. “I know I did, baby. And I’m so fucking sorry. I don’t have a good enough reason to justify hurting you like that, but I swear that will never happen again.” Luke furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.
“You won’t hurt me again or you won’t do
that
again?”
Somehow, Ashton understood what Luke meant perfectly.
“Honestly Luke, I can’t guarantee I won’t hurt you again.” Luke’s heart nearly sank at that, but Ashton continued. “I know I’m no good for you, but I promise I will try to be whatever you need. I may hurt you again somehow, but I will never hurt you in
that
way again.”
For whatever reason, Luke believed him. Call it infatuation, or stupidity, or maybe just trust, but Luke found himself nodding.
“Okay. Then I forgive you, Ashton.”
They both knew Luke forgave him way too easily, but neither of them could bring themselves to care. It was almost as if a switch went off between them. Within seconds, Luke was placed on Ashton’s lap and their mouths were connecting after two long, painful weeks.
Luke moaned at the feeling of Ashton’s lips on his, his hands wandering all over his body. Ashton nipped at Luke’s bottom lip before trailing his mouth lower. A thought occurred to Luke all of a sudden, one he knew wouldn’t go over well.
“W-wait…” Luke protested weakly. Ashton didn’t seem to hear him, too lost in making up for the time he wasn’t able to get his hands on his boy.
“Ashton, wait,” Luke said a bit more firmly. Ashton reluctantly pulled away from Luke’s neck to look up at the beautiful blonde sitting on his lap. Luke was gorgeous like this, his lips were red and swollen, his face and neck was flushed, and his light blue eyes were nearly black with lust. Ashton could feel Luke’s growing erection against him so he wasn’t sure why he wanted him to stop.
“What’s the matter, kitten?”
“I just…don’t want to go too fast. We just made up and I don’t want to rush anything.”
This made absolutely no sense to Ashton. “I think it's a little late for that,” he said with a chuckle, thinking back on all the times they rushed into touching each other when they should’ve taken it slower. Their whole relationship (if that’s what it could be called) was rushed. Luke couldn’t help but grin at that thought as well.
“I know but we have a chance now to fix that somewhat. Don’t you think we should?”
Ashton shook his head. “Not at all. What’s done is done, baby.”
Luke huffed in annoyance, knowing he would lose this battle. To be honest though, Luke was desperate for Ashton’s hands on him, despite what he said.
“Fine,”
“So can I touch you now?”
“Yes, daddy.”
****
The two of them were currently cuddled up together on the couch, after moving their
escapade
to Ashton’s bed. Luke was pressed against Ashton’s side, with the older boy’s arm slung over Luke’s shoulder. Their fingers were intertwined loosely which was a new thing for both of them.
A random movie channel was playing on the TV, but they weren’t really paying attention to it. Instead, they were talking about anything and everything. Childhood stories, fears, dreams, anything they could think of. Ashton was in the middle of discussing his music taste (which is actually similar to Luke’s) when his phone buzzed on the coffee table.
Upon grabbing it, he saw it was a message from Michael, reminding him of his upcoming party the next day. Ashton was staring so intently at his phone, Luke wondered if something was wrong.
“Are you okay?” He asked timidly, not wanting to upset Ashton if something was seriously the matter.
Ashton shook his head and smiled a little, something Luke still wasn’t used to.
“Yeah everything's fine, kitten. My friend was just reminding me of a party he’s having tomorrow.”
“Are you gonna go?”
Ashton took a deep breath. “I don’t know honestly. Michael’s parties usually get out of control and I wanted to spend time with you anyway.”
Luke smiled at that then thought for a moment. “I could go with you if you want. I've never been to a party anyways.” Ashton looked at him, puzzled.
“Really?”
“Yeah. At my old school people threw parties all the time but I never had an interest in going. But I want to meet your friend. It doesn’t seem like you have any.”
Ashton laughed loudly, a sound Luke rarely had the pleasure of hearing.
“You’re not wrong there. But are you sure? Like I said, it gets out of control fast.”
Luke nodded. “I’m sure. I know you’ll look out for me.” Ashton kissed the top of his head. “Of course, baby.”
They both turned back to the movie, but Ashton was paying even less attention to it than before. Luke was going to meet Michael tomorrow. As much as he liked his friend, Michael was even more reckless than Ashton. He drank more, smoked more, partied nearly every weekend, and had a horrible track record with everyone he slept with.
Ashton knew Michael would develop an interest in Luke as soon as he saw him. Hell, he was
already
interested when he described Luke to him all those weeks ago. Ashton would have to watch Luke even more now at the party to make sure he was safe.
Michael and the crowd he surrounded himself with would have no trouble going after someone as pretty as Luke. Ashton swore to himself then and there he wouldn’t let anyone near his boy, even his closest (only) friend.
Ashton would always protect Luke, by any means necessary.
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As the time of the party neared, both boys were a little nervous about what the night's events would entail. Luke had the house to himself for the next few days (which was nothing new, his mother often left him alone when she visited her boyfriend during his business trips), which meant Ashton was there helping him get ready. While Luke was in the bathroom, Ashton quickly placed some lube and a box of condoms he’d brought from his place in Luke’s bedside table….for future use. He’d hate having to use spit as lube again. After about 15 minutes Luke walked out of his bathroom, showered and dressed in black jeans and a long-sleeved cream colored shirt. “How’s this?” Ashton looked up from his place on the bed and trailed his eyes hungrily down Luke’s body. His jeans fit him nicely, too nicely . All of his curves were shown off in his outfit, with his jeans accentuating his thick thighs and ass. His hips almost looked wider which couldn’t have been right but Ashton had grown accustomed to Luke’s shape by now, so his eyes may have been correct. Luke’s shirt wasn’t as form fitting as some of his other ones (like the one he wore on their date) but it showed off his slim waist well enough, too much in Ashton’s mind. Ashton didn’t realize how long he’d been staring until Luke cleared his throat. “You, umm, you should change.” Ashton grumbled. It wasn’t that Luke didn’t look good, he did. But Ashton wanted to prevent anyone from looking at him as much as he could. Luke frowned at Ashton’s statement. “You don’t like it?” He asked sadly. Luke knew better than to seek approval from someone else on his clothing choices, but he still wanted to look nice for Ashton. The older boy looked up at Luke’s face upon hearing his sad tone, and immediately backtracked. “No, that's not what I meant, kitten. You look amazing but that’s the problem. I don’t want anyone looking at you tonight.” Luke let out a little breath of relief before smiling to himself. “So do you want me to wear a sweatsuit?”Ashton grinned but shook his head. “Honestly it wouldn’t matter what you wore, you’re too gorgeous to not be stared at anyway.” Luke’s heart flutters at Ashton calling him gorgeous, something he’s still not used to hearing. “If that’s the case, I’m ready when you are.” Ashton stood up and made his way over to his boy, wrapping his hands around his waist. “If you want to leave at any time tonight let me know. And let me know if anyone tries anything with you. And I mean anyone.” Luke smiled at Ashton’s protectiveness and reached up to peck his lips quickly. “Everything’s gonna be fine. Now let’s go.” Ashton could only hope that was true. **** Immediately after arriving at the party, Ashton could tell the cops would be showing up within two hours, if not sooner. Music was blasting so loudly it could be heard on the next block. There were people all over the front yard, drinking and smoking, and some of them were all over each other, making out and dry humping right there on the grass out in the open. These types of things weren’t unusual at Michael’s parties; in fact it was almost expected with how many substances Michael always provided. Ashton found a parking spot across the street, far enough away from the intoxicated teens who might end up puking everywhere. He rounded the car to open Luke’s door, immediately circling his arm around the boy’s waist protectively. Ashton led Luke towards the house, avoiding as many people and eyes as he could, but it was inevitable. Luke attracted too much attention. Especially since he was with Ashton. Ashton had somewhat of a reputation at these parties. He was known for being wasted and fucking anyone who caught his eye. So the fact that he brought someone was very unusual for him. After stepping around a couple groping each other near the front door, they both step into the house and are instantly greeted with the stench of weed, alcohol, and sweaty bodies. It wasn’t a very pleasant smell, but it was one Ashton had grown accustomed to. “There’s a lot of people,” Luke muttered. Ashton wouldn’t have heard him over the music if they hadn’t been so close together. “It’s always like this.” He said distractedly, looking for a mess of fiery red hair in the sea of people. When he couldn’t find Michael in the living room, Ashton knew the only other place he could’ve been. “Let’s go to the kitchen,”Ashton walked Luke towards the kitchen and sure enough, Michael was there, supplying alcohol to his partygoers. His own red cup was being chugged while he poured measures into the cups of the small group around him. Michael wasn’t paying attention to anyone who walked into the kitchen which forced Ashton to call out to him over the noise. “MICHAEL!” The red-head lowers his cup slightly to peer between the bodies of the group and smirks when he sees his friend. Michael pushes between two of the people and makes his way over to Ashton and the blonde, eyeing the latter up and down as he goes. “Ash, you made it.” Michael smirked before looking over at Luke. “And what’s your name, beautiful?” Ashton snarled at his friend but before he could say anything Luke introduced himself. “I’m Luke,” He said a little shyly, a blush staining his cheeks from the name Michael gave him. Michael grins and looks between them, noticing the possessive arm around Luke’s body. “Oh so you’re the one who has this fucker so whipped,” Michael says, more of a statement than a question. Luke doesn’t really know how to respond to that but he manages a small nod. “Well damn it's nice to meet you, Luke. Any friend of Ashton’s is a friend of mine. Help yourself to anything you want. And if you want any party favors , let me know.” Ashton understands what Michael means even when Luke doesn’t, and pulls him closer to his body if that was even possible. “We’re good, asshat.” He grumbles, annoyed that Michael hasn’t known Luke for two minutes and is already offering him drugs. Michael simply laughs off the insult and shrugs. “Can I get you a drink then?” He asks more towards Luke than Ashton, already taking an interest in the blonde. “What do you have?” Luke asks innocently. Michael nods his head towards the kitchen island where there was an assortment of alcohol, including a huge keg on the floor. Michael pours Ashton his usual whiskey and slides the cup to him across the counter. Ashton takes a small sip, knowing he couldn’t drink too much tonight because he had to look out for Luke. Luke eyes the bottles, not knowing what anything was. Michael notices this and chuckles. “You don’t drink do you?”The blonde gives a somewhat embarrassed shake of his head before looking up at Ashton. “Can you choose for me?” He asks sweetly. Ashton nods and holds back a smile at the sweetness of his boy’s voice before settling on watermelon flavored vodka and a can of lemonade. He mixes the drinks in a separate cup, adding more lemonade than vodka since Luke hasn’t really had alcohol before. He knew he’d want something sweet versus plain, bitter alcohol. “Try this, kitten.” Ashton hands Luke the cup and watches as he takes a small sip, his eyes widening at the taste. “That’s really good,” He says adorably. Ashton smiles at him before drinking from his own cup. Michael watches their little exchange, noticing how bad Ashton has it for this little blonde. He can’t blame him though. Luke was hot as fuck, and the whole innocent thing was a huge turn on. “So, Luke,” Michael started, causing Ashton to glare at him for talking to his boy. “Can I give you a tour of the house?” Luke started to agree but Ashton beat him to it. “He’s fine. C’mon Luke,” Ashton tugged Luke away before either of them could say anything more. He didn’t like the way Michael was looking at Luke. As much as he expected this, it still pissed him off. As they were walking out of the kitchen Luke said, “Michael seems nice.” Ashton glanced down at him and he could tell Luke only meant it in a friendly way. He didn’t notice the way Michael watched him, but it was the same way Ashton watched him. “Yeah he’s okay, annoying as fuck though.” Luke smacked Ashton’s arm a little. “Ashton, you can’t talk about your friends like that.” Ashton simply shrugged. “C’mon baby, let’s go sit outside.” **** An hour later, they were sitting on Michael’s full couch, with Luke in Ashton’s lap snuggling against his chest. They sat outside on the porch swing for a little while until Luke’s cup was empty and they went back inside to fix him another drink. Luke was currently finishing his third vodka and lemonade while Ashton was still nursing his first drink. Luke hadn’t even drank that much and Ashton could tell he was already drunk. Not completely drunk off his ass, but intoxicated enough to where everything seemed funny to him and he slurred when he talked. “You’re so pretty, Ashy.” Luke slurred dreamily, petting Ashton’s curly hair. They were on the end of the couch, with Luke’s back against the arm rest. He was leaning heavily on Ashton’s chest, touching various parts of him; his hair, his hands, his shirt. Ashton removed Luke’s fingers from his hair and threads them into his hand. Being drunk was definitely new for Luke. His body felt floaty, almost weightless like nothing in the world mattered. His head was spinning a bit and his eyes were having trouble focusing on one specific thing. One thing he was hyper aware of though was Ashton. The extra body heat from the older boy made Luke sweat a little and his scent was making Luke’s head even fuzzier.“Is that right, kitten?” Ashton replies, humoring the intoxicated mess on his lap. Luke nods his head, but the movement was jerky and uncoordinated, like his head was underwater. “Mhmm…the prettiest. Michael, isn’t Ashy pretty?”Michael sat in the armchair next to the couch, watching the way Luke gets more and more drunk, as Ashton looks at him fondly. He took a drag of his blunt before answering. “Yeah, beautiful. He’s real pretty.” Michael holds back a laugh at Ashton’s furious expression. He knew constantly calling Luke beautiful would make Ashton angry but he didn’t really care. It wasn’t like he’d ever get a chance with him anyway. Michael offers the blunt to Ashton as a peace offering and the curly-haired boy rolls his eyes before taking it. Luke watches intently as Ashton’s lips wrap around the blunt as he inhales, holding the smoke in his throat for a few seconds before exhaling and handing the blunt back to Michael. Something about watching Ashton smoke was making Luke’s tummy flutter the way it does when Ashton is getting him worked up. He squirms a little in Ashton’s lap and the older boy places his hand on his hip to still him, not paying attention to the way Luke’s breathing has picked up or how his pants are starting to tighten from that small touch.Luke wasn’t really sure what was wrong with him. It was likely due to the alcohol in his system but suddenly he needed Ashton’s hands on him. He leaned in to whisper in Ashton’s ear, his words still coming out brokenly. “Can we leave, daddy?”Ashton’s eyebrow raised at what Luke called him. He never said that unless he was turned on, but now that Ashton was focusing more on him, he noticed the way Luke’s eyes were nearly completely black now rather than blue, and he was biting his lip so hard Ashton was worried the skin would break. “Sure, kitten. Let me just refill my drink.”Luke was quick to stand up (nearly tumbling over in the process) and making himself dizzy. He grabbed Ashton’s empty cup from his hand. “I’ll do- I’ll get it.” Luke switched the word he was going to say halfway through because his brain was having trouble making sentences come out properly. In his haste to leave as soon as possible, Luke tripped about three times on the way to the kitchen. Ashton didn’t like him going off on his own in his drunk state, but he could still see Luke from his spot on the couch so he didn’t go after him. Michael whistles as Luke walks away, staring at his ass as he refills Ashton’s cup.“You’re a lucky bastard, Irwin. That body is fucking sinful . The things I’d like to do to that boy.” Ashton growls at Michael, using all of his willpower to not punch him in his smirking face. “You’re not gonna touch him. He’s mine and only mine. Stay away from him from now on, understand?”Michael’s smirk faltered a little. He’d seen Ashton when he was angry and it wasn’t a pretty sight. He didn’t want to get on his bad side so he gave a slight jerk of his head. Luke came back a second after that with Ashton’s drink, nearly stumbling in the process. Ashton stands and catches him before he can tip over and glances over at Michael. “See you later,” he mutters. Ashton doesn’t wait for a response as he practically carries Luke back to his car. **** Ashton and Luke were currently sitting next to each other on Luke’s living room couch. Luke kept fumbling around with his keys (he was still pretty drunk so his vision was a little blurry) so Ashton had to unlock the door and get them settled on the couch. He brought Luke bottle after bottle of water to keep him hydrated and let some random show play on the big-screen TV. He forgot all about Luke’s horniness while taking care of him but Luke didn’t. The alcohol was working its way all through his system, making his head cloudy and his body more turned on than ever. After downing his second bottle of water Luke took the cup of whiskey Ashton took with him from the party and set it down clumsily on the coffee table. Ashton was about to protest when Luke suddenly climbed into Ashton’s lap, straddling him so their cocks lined up. Luke moved his hips slowly, shuddering deeply from the pleasure. Ashton grabbed his hips to stop him just as he started to move again. “What are you doing, Luke?” He asked gruffly, nearly groaning as Luke kept trying to move his hips on top of him. “Need you so bad, daddy. N-need to…need you to make me come,” Luke pressed his face into Ashton’s neck and started kissing him slowly, trying to copy what Ashton does to him. Ashton moans from the feeling but tightens his hold on Luke’s hips, trying desperately to stop him. “You’re drunk, kitten.” Luke bites down gently on a particularly sensitive spot and Ashton can’t help the way his hips jerk from the sensation. “Fuck… fuck me, daddy. P-please, want your cock in- inside me.” Ashton’s resolve was starting to crack slightly. He’s never heard Luke talk like this, never seen him act like this, but he knew this wasn’t right. Luke was heavily intoxicated nearly the entire night and if there was one thing Ashton didn’t do, it was sleep with someone deep under any sort of influence. “ ‘M not gonna fuck you, Luke.” The blonde whined in protest and clawed at Ashton’s hands, trying desperately to get him to release him so he could continue grinding. “In the morning if you still want this, I’ll fuck you any way you want. But I’m not touching you tonight.” “ Please! I want you now!” Luke cried out miserably. He managed to give a particularly hard grind as he slammed his lips against Ashton’s, messily shoving his tongue inside the older boy’s mouth. Ashton was getting fed up now. As much as he’d love to take Luke right now, he’s too under the influence to be thinking straight; and Ashton knew this because he could taste the lingering alcohol on Luke’s tongue. Ashton had told him no multiple times and the fact that he was being disobeyed was pissing him off. Ashton wrapped his hand around Luke’s throat and pushed him back, applying enough pressure on the sides of his neck to make Luke squirm nervously. “I told you no, you desperate little slut,” Ashton growled. He could feel Luke swallow against his palm, out of nervousness or horniness he wasn’t sure. But the sexy way the blonde bit his lip made it pretty clear. “Don’t tempt me, Luke.” Ashton warned, as he released the blonde’s neck, making Luke shudder from the anger he could feel radiating off him. That should’ve been the end of it but the alcohol in Luke’s veins told him it was a good idea to push Ashton even further. Luke took Ashton’s bottom lip between his teeth, tugging on it gently. “I need to feel you, daddy.” Luke mumbled incoherently. Ashton sighed. Clearly Luke wasn’t giving up anytime soon; if anything choking him just turned him on even more. Ashton can feel Luke’s erection pressing into his own and the feeling was driving him crazy, needing so badly to touch his kitten but knowing it wasn’t right. After staring into Luke’s hazy eyes for a few moments, Ashton took a shuddered breath and used his grip on Luke’s body to move him over to where he was straddling Ashton’s left thigh rather than sitting on top of his dick. Ashton placed one of his hands against Luke’s back to press their bodies closer, using his other hand to move Luke’s hips against his thigh. Luke shivered and let out a shaky moan which let Ashton know he liked it. “Get yourself off, kitten. Ride my thigh.” Luke whimpered, the idea of riding Ashton’s thigh felt so filthy to him. “B-but, daddy I want-” “I know what you want, baby. But I’m not giving it to you. If you need to come so bad you can do it yourself. Make a mess of this pretty little body.” Ashton could still sense Luke’s reluctance and moved his hips once more, getting another weak moan out of the blonde. “C’mon, show me how good you can be for me.” Luke didn’t need any more encouragement. He started rutting against Ashton’s thigh, burying his face into the older boy’s neck to muffle his sounds, his fists clutching Ashton’s black shirt. Ashton leaned down a little to gently kiss Luke’s neck, loving the pathetic whine he gets in return. Everything felt so much better to Luke than it should have, the vodka was making his body more sensitive which meant his high was approaching quickly. He pulled away from Ashton’s neck to face him, never slowing down his thrusts. “K-kiss me…please,”Ashton was a little hesitant to kiss Luke in this state, but he still found himself leaning in and pressing his lips to Luke’s, tasting the remains of the watermelon vodka and Luke’s own distinct taste. He wrapped his arm tighter around Luke’s body, his large hand squeezed his waist as he slapped Luke’s ass when his movements started to falter; a sure sign that he was close. “Don’t stop moving for me, baby. I want you to come all over yourself like the needy little slut you are.”Luke cried out as his release got closer and closer. The tightening feeling in his belly was even stronger than usual. “Daddy! M’ so-”“I know, baby. I know. Let go for me. That’s it….good boy.”Luke nearly cried when he came, his hips stuttering as his whole body shook from his powerful orgasm. Ashton kept moving his body through the tremors, prolonging his release until Luke had to grip Ashton’s wrist to get him to stop moving him. The blonde collapsed against Ashton’s chest, panting heavily as his body still shook slightly. Neither of them knew he’d come so hard from just grinding but it was so fucking hot. Luke could feel his come staining his boxers, the warmth spreading all over him. He felt even filthier than earlier, and he was sure Ashton could tell. “Better?” The older boy asked, hoping now Luke was at least somewhat satisfied. Luke nodded. “Yes,” he replied sheepishly. He leaned forward to kiss Ashton’s cheek softly. “Thank you, Ashy.” “Of course, kitten. Now let's go upstairs to get you cleaned up.” As they walked up the stairs (Ashton was practically carrying Luke now) the older boy couldn’t help smirking to himself. Clearly Luke was a horny drunk, with his inhibitions leaving him as well. As hot as that was to him, Ashton knew this sort of thing couldn’t happen that often. The last thing he wanted was to feel like he was taking advantage of Luke every time he drank. Ashton picked Luke up and set him on the counter of the bathroom sink, watching carefully as he sways slightly and giggles to himself, likely at nothing. Ashton grabs a washcloth and wets it with warm water before unbuttoning Luke’s jeans to slide them off his body along with his soiled boxers. It was a little difficult because Luke wasn’t helping him in the slightest, but Ashton managed to work his jeans down his legs. He carefully wipes Luke down, removing the come from his body as the younger boy stares at him intently. Even in his drunk state he feels warmth in his tummy at the sweet way Ashton takes care of him. Ordinarily he’d be trying to hide his body from Ashton’s view but the liquid courage in his body is preventing him from caring. And if he hadn’t just come all over himself his cock would be twitching right now due to Ashton’s close proximity to it. When Ashton finishes cleaning Luke he kisses his forehead before picking him up again and carrying him to his room, placing him gently on the bed. He walks over to Luke’s dresser to find him something to sleep in and comes back with a pair of sweatpants and a thin t-shirt. Ashton strips Luke of his shirt leaving him completely bare. He goes to stand Luke up to dress him but the blonde swats his hands away childishly. “What’s the problem, kitten?” Ashton asks patiently, knowing Luke was only acting out because he was still drunk. “Don’t wanna wear that,” Luke mutters, still slurring a bit. Ashton sighs. “So what do you want to wear?” Luke grins mischievously and pinches the hem of Ashton’s t-shirt between his fingers. Ashton rolls his eyes but proceeds to take off his leather jacket and shirt, placing it over Luke’s head and pulling his arms through the holes. Luke smiles to himself as Ashton goes to find him a clean pair of boxers to wear. Luke manages to put them on himself and crawls on the bed to lay against the headboard. Ashton strips off his jeans and joins Luke, cuddling up against him once more. Luke turns on his TV and lets some random cartoon play. They lay like that for a while, with Luke giggling every 5 seconds at the cartoon and Ashton smiling every time he does. As foreign as this type of situation was for him, Ashton couldn’t deny how comfortable he felt being like this with Luke. Luke was starting to sober up somewhat, not completely but enough to where his head wasn’t as fuzzy and he could concentrate more on certain things. Like how he was still horny. Or how Ashton was practically naked next to him, running his hand absentmindedly along his torso. Ashton probably didn’t realize the effect he was having on Luke at that moment, but Luke could feel himself twitching in his boxers again. Deciding to be bold, Luke climbed over into Ashton’s lap for the second time, already wanting more. He leaned forward and licked the shell of Ashton’s ear, feeling him shudder against him. “Luke, what did I just get through telling you downstairs? I’m not touching you tonight.”The blonde whines as he pulls away from Ashton’s ear. He grabs Ashton’s hand to place it under his shirt, shivering from the slight touch. Ashton’s skin was hot against his and it made Luke crave him even more. “Please, daddy.”“No,” Ashton grunted firmly. If this was how Luke would act after drinking, he definitely wouldn’t be drinking again if Ashton could help it. “Please,” Luke begged weakly. “ ‘M not even drunk anymore.” They both knew that was a lie, but Luke would’ve said anything in that moment to get what he wanted. Luke started moving his hips, repeating his actions from earlier to get Ashton’s cock hard again. He moved back towards his neck to kiss softly underneath his ear but before he could get too far, Ashton grabbed him by his throat and forced him onto his back on the bed. Luke’s exhaled shakily, knowing even in his intoxicated state that he’s pissing Ashton off now. Ashton tightens his grip on Luke’s neck in warning, restricting his breathing just slightly. Luke should’ve been afraid in that moment, with Ashton’s hand on his neck and the way his eyes were nearly black from lust and annoyance, but all Luke felt was arousal coursing through him. Luke tried desperately to buck his hips against Ashton since they were so close, but his attempts were futile as Ashton used his unoccupied hand to pin his hips down. “You just came all over yourself 20 minutes ago and you’re already begging for more? That’s pathetic, kitten. You’re pathetic.” Ashton knew he was being a little heavy with the degradation, but he couldn’t help it. And from the broken moan Luke let out, he knew the blonde liked it. “Daddy, please …”“You really need my dick that bad?”Luke cries out desperately. “Yes! I need you, daddy!” Ashton smirks and brings his face closer to Luke’s, making sure to grind his hips down slowly just to hear the needy whine escape his throat. “ No. ”Ashton released Luke’s throat and sat back against the headboard, acting as if nothing happened. Luke took a second to breathe properly but pouted from not getting what he wanted. He sat up on his elbows to look at Ashton, looking incredibly adorable and sexy at the same time. Ashton glanced over at him and almost laughed; Luke really didn’t like being told no. Apparently they had that in common. “Come sit with me, kitten.” Luke does as he’s told and Ashton wraps his arms around his middle, holding him so they are back to chest. “If you’re a good boy for the rest of the night I’ll fuck you so hard you shake and blackout when you come. But only in the morning. When you’re sober. Okay, kitten?”Luke shudders from the visual. “Okay, daddy.”