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He woke up with a gasp, sweat was trickling down his face as he tried to calm down his breathing. That was 10 years ago. Why was he remembering it again. Fuck he was shaking, Katsuki couldn't breathe. Every intake of breath feels like another stab to his chest. It happened 10 years ago, so why does he remember this again? Izuku Midoriya is dead. It was not his fault. It was not. He wanted the brat to get out of his life and he did right? He did exactly as Katsuki wanted him to do, so why does it feel like he was in so much pain.
“ Beeepppp” What was he saying. What was he saying? Katsuki couldn’t hear anything. He couldn’t hear anything. God what was going on?
why was he smiling?
Why?
“Why are you smiling? No stop don’t please don’t no..
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Katsuki was awake again it’s the second time this has happened. Why was there so much blood this time? He kept having these nightmares. Didn’t he achieve what he had promised to the other male? So why was this haunting him again. Please go away
“We’re gonna be the best heroes ever right Kacchan!” A toddler said as he held soft hand, the hand that would soon burn the other. Leaving burns and bruises for all to see, the other boy was just like paper, so easy to mold, so easy to bend
So easy to burn
So easy to tear
So easy to just crumple and throw away like it never meant much, It was the paper’s fault for being so feeble to begin with anyway. It was not the holders fault.
“Yes we’re going to be the best fucking heroes the world has ever seen, I’ll be better than All Might and you could always be my sidekick because you’re weak and you need someone strong to take care of you!” He on so loudly proclaimed, screaming it out as if it was the one and only truth, the one and only fact that will happen and wouldn’t change.
“Good evening ladies and gentlemen, my name is Ishikawa Mai, back with the latest breaking news. No 1 Hero Ground Zero has arrested and stopped the biggest human trafficking ring Japan has seen in history, his actions had saved at least 700 people and now the government is reuniting them with their families, both in Japan and abroad”
“Welcome back to Musutafu Radio! Today we have an interview with the number one hero, GROUND ZERO!”
“BREAKING NEWS: NEW NUMBER ONE, GROUND ZERO! SAVING THE DAY WITH A BOOM”
“GROUND ZERO MURDERING A YOUNG GREEN HAIRED BOY! SAYS IT WAS THE BOYS FAULT”
“NUMBER ONE HERO? NUMBER ONE MURDERER
“We are disgusted with Ground Zero’s actions, we supported him and we were sure he’d be the symbol of victory, but is it really victory if a young boy had to die by his hands? Tune in for more after the break, my name is Nagano Ken and this was Headline news”
Day three of the nightmares, this time he cold see blood on his hands, he killed him didn’t he? He killed them
He killed him
He killed him
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I didn’t want it to end that way…
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Why were his hands so bloody, he really was going crazy wasn’t he?
“Hey Bakubro, you doing okay?” Kirishima Eijirou asked him with a concerned look on his face, Katsuki really did looked like shigt, he looked as if he hadn’t had any decent sleep in the last few days, he had thick eyeballs, worse than Shinsou’s and that really is something
“M’fine fuck off” Katsuki pushed the other away, maybe he really should head over to HIS grave. When was the last time maybe aunt- wait she died not too long after, a broken heart really does kill huh?
‘you killed her’
a voice whispered in his ear. Fuck why were his eyes wet.
“fuck I have to go, see you… never” he said as he quickly stuffed his bag, and jolting to the nearest florist
“Kacchan what’s your favourite flower? I love sunflowers, they just remind me of All Might and I feel really happy whenever I think about him, and it kinds of remind me of you too! Because you always make me happy!” The green haired boy happily proclaimed as Katsuki put a flower crown made of wild flowers on top of his head, sure they were weed but they looked pretty on the green haired boy.
A white chrysanthemum sat at the green haired boy’s desk,Katsuki arrived earlier than he usually does today, the nerd usually shows up first but not today. The flower is not Katsuki’s doing but the meaning is clear. Katsuki does nothing against it. Said boy arrived a few minutes later, he sees the flower, and has a resigned look on his face, he then grabbed said flower with it’s vase as he made his way to the incinerator. He came back with a small smile on his face, but his eyes were empty. He wasn’t crying. Katsuki knows what that flower means especially when the person receiving it is still there. Was this a common occurrence? Katsuki has never paid attention to the green haired boy especally when he wasn’t beating him or berating him. Why should he care anyway?
“We’re gonna be best friends forever right?”
“Always! Forever and ever!”
“fuck off shitty nerd! Stop fucking following me around”
Izuku seemed dejected and nodded before silently walking the other way, taking the longer road home.
Katsuki noticed but he stayed quiet as the smaller boy’s smile turned wider and his eyes turn more and more soulless, he was slowly turning into a doll. An empty dead doll. Izuku Midoriya has been dead longer than he had acknowledge. He was nothing but plastic.
“Why do you keep appearing…” Katsuki murmured as he gently placed the flowers in his once best friend's grave. The graveyard was empty, save for the croak of the frogs, it rained recently. The boy in the grave used to really love the sound of frogs croaking in joy from the rain. Why was it so painful? Why couldn’t he let go of said boy, of Izuku Midoriya?
“Why can’t I let you fucking go? Fuck it’s like you’re here and suddenly you’re there...i never wanted this,I’m so sorry, i never meant for that to happen, if i had just fuckin known better I wouldn’t have said that shit!” but the thing about regret is, it can never be taken back, and with life the only thing you can do is move on and be better, but what’s the point if someone’s already dead?
“Are you happy now? You got what you wanted right?” the soulless eyes were looking away from him, he seemed to be busy with the flower crown in his hands. He was surrounded by flowers, by white Chrysanthemum.
“De-Izuku, i never fucking wanted this to happen… I just wanted to stop you from being a hero…. I didn’t want to watch you die!’ he shouted as tears fell down his face. Deku seemed to stand up, walking towards him, he was wearing a pure white kimono as he walked closer to Katsuki. Izuku seemed absolutely gorgeous as the crown of wild flowers sat in his green hair.
“Isn’t that just an excuse?” he asked softly, Katsuki blinked and suddenly the flowers have all withered and died, Izuku looked just like the way he did on that day, Katsuki cupped his face in fear as deku walked closer, the crown still in hand. His pure white kimono slowly started to turn a deep crimson as every step he take, the grass dies. He reeks of death. Katsuki found that he couldn’t move. Izuku was slowly falling apart, rotting decomposing, whatever you say happens when a body rots in the ground. His face was falling appart, his eyeballs slid down his face as the muscles holding it have long last gone, his clothes were still there but he could see Izuku’s internal organs, as the boy kept walking closer,
“Are you happy?”
Izuku could only ever touch his cheek, he never move forward, for he had already turned to ash, now katsuki was standing in a room filled with blood and dead decomposed flowers.
Revolting.
Day 4 was the worst, he woke up with tears falling down his face, sweating buckets, and he pissed his pants, What the hell was going on? Is this karma doing it’s work? He was really really scared.
“IF THERE’S A GOD OUT THERE, PLEASE, I’M SORRY LET ME MAKE IT UP, I DIDN’T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO HIM, I’M SO SORRY….” Katsuki screamed at the top of his lungs, wailing in pain at the nightmare, it was wrong on SO many levels.
“I’m so so sorry…” he said crying loudly as he grabbed the picture of two young boys, one blonde and one green haired. They looked so happy and so pure there, why can’t he be here with him again?
“I want him here with me, i want to see his smiles, his laughs, i didn’t want to-”
“You did… you killed him”
“N-no, fuck i never-”
“But didn’t you tell him to kill himself???”
“Murdererrrr….”
“MURDERER!!”
“I never.-”
“K-kacchan…. Why? Why do you hate me so much? K-kacchan?”
“No...no…”
“K-kacchannnnn”
“I’m sorry, i’m sorry i’m sorry… please forgive me please i “
“Kacchan?” he looked up in horror as he saw the dead boy, kneeling in front of him,his hand lifting up Katsuki’s chin, forcing eye contact. “You’re not real…. You’re not…” Katsuki begged.
“I’m not..” the ghost replied as he gently pulled him to a hug, gently kissing his forehead. “I never blamed you, i mean… you did achieve our dreams, i never blamed you…. I’m sorry for taking the hahah the worst decision known to man, can you please tell my mom i love her? It was never her fault… i guess i was just so tired.” He whispered softly, his hand gently stroking katsuki’s cheek.
“and i just i….” he suddenly stopped.
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“Izuku?” Katsuki gently asked, shaking the boy who had seemed to shut down all of a sudden.
“You killed me…” he said softly, the ghost sobbed silently. Translucent like tears falling down his face.
“Why did you hate me kacchan? I only ever did admire you, i never thought i was better than you”
Katsuki’s eyes widened as he saw Izuku slowly fading away.
“What the actual fuck?” Katsuki yelled in horror as he looked at the watch, his pants and sheets have seen to dry but, he did pissed his pants, checking at his clock, he slept in. He was late for work. He quickly took a shower and changed, changing the sheets as well. He took his bike and went to work.
“Kacchan! When we grow up, we’ll get married right?” The young innocent boy said with the sweetest smile he has ever seen.
“Of course stupid deku! I’m going to be the number one hero, you’d be the number two, and we’d win and beat every bad guy up! We’ll be much better than all might”
“Pinkie promise?” Izuku said with a cute giggle
“Pinkie promise!” Katsuki exclaimed as he took his pinky and smiled
Nothing could ever go wrong with a promise like that! It was the most adorable and innocent promise kids make all the time right?
Completely pure and innocent,
Unless someone broke the promise, and have to cut off their pinky right?
Then off goes your pinky
And blood slowly drips down,
Watering the flowers
Because life is cruel and it kills in a way to survive
Because like the parable of the sower,
Not every seed grows
“Listen! Behold, a sower went out to sow. And as he sowed, some seed fell along the path, and the birds came and devoured it. Other seed fell on rocky ground, where it did not have much soil, and immediately it sprang up, since it had no depth of soil. And when the sun rose, it was scorched, and since it had no root, it withered away. Other seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it, and it yielded no grain. And other seeds fell into good soil and produced grain, growing up and increasing and yielding thirtyfold and sixtyfold and a hundredfold.” And he said, “He who has ears to hear, let him hear.”
He Found himself waking up from it all in the middle of a church, he was wearing a suite, and his father was walking him to the altar?
Wait is that Izuku? Wearing a white suite standing with the priest,
He seemed so happy, and Katsuki felt so nervous as he walked to the front and stood there with the most handsome man he had ever seen.
He seemed so happy there and Katsuki was so so happy as well, as the priest started to say his words, it was soon time for their vows
"i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)"
“I now pronounce you husbands,
You may now kiss the groom” the priest said as cheers rang along the Oradour Church
Katsuki leaned forward and slowly pulled Izuku into a loving kiss, when he pulled back, he notice the flowers slowly growing out of izuku’s suite, it was white chrysanthemums again, they shouldn’t have thorns right, so why are they slowly turning red as he watch his now husband choke to death.
His eyes widened as he tried his best to peel the flowers away from his husband’s neck.
Izuku seemed to be saying something now, what was he saying? “Izuku? Please stay with me… i’m going to help you..” he said as tears fell down his face
“K-kacchan… i can’t breathe, i can’t b-breathe…” Izuku choked out as he slowly started coughing blood. Katsuki was doing his best to pull the flowers apart, cutting his hands and even using his quirk in the process as he tried so hard to save izuku.
“K-kachhan i’m scared… k-kacchan…” Izuku cried
as the light slowly slipped from his eyes
“Other seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it, and it yielded no grain.” The dead man whispered.
Katsuki’s eyes widened as he saw the flowers dissapearing and his hands choking his dear husband, the cuts on his own hands from his husband trying to fight back.
“N-no no no no no…” he screamed as he backed away, now noticing the guest weren't exactly guest.
Dead men and women and children came closer to him, surrounding him as he watched in fear, his husband slowly waking up from the dead and coming closer to katsuki who was already huddled in a corner.
Day 5 was a repeat of day 4, it was him being chased by the dead. He was scared shitless nonetheless
.
brain matter on the floor,
blood on the ground,
blood on his clothes,
blood on the tracks,
blood,
blood,
blood,
I didn't mean to,
I'm so sorry,
I never wanted this to happen,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry
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brain matter on the floor,
blood on the ground,
blood on his clothes,
blood on the tracks,
blood,
blood,
blood,
I didn't mean to,
I'm so sorry,
I never wanted this to happen,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry
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brain matter on the floor,
blood on the ground,
blood on his clothes,
blood on the tracks,
blood,
blood,
blood,
I didn't mean to,
I'm so sorry,
I never wanted this to happen,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry
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Now he was back again, back again on that day,
That day…
UA just gave the announcement on the day before, he really really really does not want to remember that day
Goodbye
Auf Wiedersehen
さようなら sib ntsib dua
Selamat tinggal
αντιο σας
vale
wilujeung kantun Au revoir
Прощай
la revedere
Ka ọ dị
Hyvästi ລາກ່ອນ再见 Tạm biệt وداعا വിട viszontlátásra
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Selamat tinggal untuk selamanya wahai saudaraku
Disana engkau dapat menutup mata dan hilang dari derita
Ku mohon, berkatilah Aku dengan rahmat dan hapuslah segala dosaku, bantulah dan bimbinglah aku menujumu, dimana aku bisa kembali bertemu dengan mu, dibawah naungan Tuhan.
“Bakugou! We’re really proud of your achievement! You managed to be the only student to enter UA! We’re really proud of you, but really what was Midoriya thinking, He’s quirkless, it’s not like he’ll even be anything in life” the headmaster laughed, it was just a harmless joke right?
A harmless joke
Just like the beatings
Just like the notes
Just like the flowers that mean go kill yourself
The harassment
The taunts
The words
Everything was just a big ass joke.
He surely wasn’t hurt by it right! Definitely!
“Why does everyone hate me for something i can’t control...i never asked for this..” Izuku muttered as tears fell down his face, he grabbed the flower that was on the desk, breaking the vase with how tight he held it. Blood was dripping down his hands. He was shaking. Katsuki only saw him as he was walking out.
“Watch it shitnerd!” he screamed at him. Izuku didn’t even look up, he was shaking and he seemed to be in so much pain. “I’m sorry..” he muttered gently.
Katsuki saw the flowers. “Hey deku, what’s the flowers for?” he teased him laughing softly. “Your hopes and dreams? I mean I did warn you about UA” he mocked, it was just a harmless joke right?
Harmless.
Complete and utterly harmless
Just like carbon monoxide as it slowly chokes you to death.
Izuku was silent as he walked the other way, unknowingly leading a trail of blood on his journey to the incinerator. Destroying all evidence that his existence was unwanted.
“Drip”
“Drip”
“Drip”
Goodbye, no use leading with our chins, this is where our story ends,
Never lovers ever friends.
Goodbye, let our hearts call it a day, but before you walk away,
I sincerely want to say......
School was uneventful, just everyone seemed to mock him and tease him more than usual, especially on his failure at UA, Bakugou didn’t bother beating him up today, in fact he hadn’t done it ever since the flowers he saw izuku receiving. But today was odd, Izuku seemed pretty quick to leave class though. Katsuki took note of that but he didn’t think of anything wrong. Maybe the nerd was busy? Maybe the nerd had other matters to attend to? It shouldn’t’ve been a problem anyway. Katsuki had no responsibility in watching over him anyway. Katsuki ignored him the whole time. He didn't care about the nerd. Not at all, yet when he noticed the nerd leaving his notebook at school, it confused him. The burnt notebook never left his side, so what exactly is up with him today?
Katsuki took the book and decided to open it, what did the nerd even write inside anyway, inside were notes and notes on heroes, and wait is that All Might’s signature, how the fuck did the nerd get that? Katsuki’s eyes widened in shock as he opened the next pages, it wasn’t notes on heroes, it seemed like diary entries, and it was disturbing.
“i’m tired of living in a world of fake democracy
People shouting
“Your opinions matter”
“What you say means something”
It doesn’t
It never has
No-one listens to you
No-one cares about what you think
You don’t matter
Fighting against hypocrisy
Is only getting the blame back on you
No-one cares about what you think
No-one cares about how you feel
No-one loves you
No-one wants you
It’s better for you to just die
Die
Die
Die
You’re just a useless
Waste of space
So why don’t you just….
Drive that blade inside your wrist and end it all?
It’d be a much better and faster solution
No-one will miss you when you’re gone
I mean, what friends?
Your mom? Doubt she’d care
Your dad? Nah
No-one cares…
Die
Die
Die
Die
Die
Maybe I’ll really jump off the roof and end it?
It’d make everyone happier.
Or jump infront of a train, it’d won’t hurt, and the deaths a guarantee,
Maybe I’ll really do it today…
Everyone wants me to…
Oh if anyone finds this… this isn’t anyone’s exact fault… i’m just so tired of this hypocritical world we live in… the teaches didnt care, the other students were all equal bullies, no one’s hands were clean. Even the number one hero”
He felt his whole world shattered. Did he do this? Did he push the nerd that far? He didn't mean to…
He grabbed the book and quickly went searching for deku, he ran across town looking for him. He was panting and having a hard time breathing when he finally spotted the green haired boy, standing in front of a moving train.
Time seemed to slow down, and the world felt silent. Deku was saying something to him, but he couldn't hear anything. Next thing he knew the it was the sound of the train’s horn and the sound of a thin and small body against a high speed train
GAME OVER
Katsuki was now 24, the number one hero, the highest paying hero in japan. An advocate for quirk rights, he fights for the rights of the quirkless, he fights against bullying. He fights against the S Class villains and up, one of the best of the best,. Yet he had been stuck on this case of a new villain motonimodosu, and his involvements with the league.
The country of japan was near it’s end as the League Of Villains raged it’s final attacks, nomus, drugs, villains everything you might expect for the final war, bodies of heroes and villains alike littering the streets,
“So we finally meet Ground Zero, you’re much smaller than i anticipated, it’s almost cute” The villain, Motonimodosu taunted as he watched with a dark grin on his face as the number one hero approached him.
“Thought you’d be with the rescue team, but guess i could be wrong” The villain said with a smirk. Now sure Motoni was a cunning villain but Ground Zero was already pissed and tired, and he got pinned down really easily by said hero. Moto didn’t expect Ground Zero to rip his mask, but the look on the hero’s face was… confused?
“WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE HIS FACE” Ground Zero screamed as he grabbed the villain’s collar and slammed him to the ground. “WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE HIS FACE, BASTARD!” he yelled once more, Motoni was really confused. He had green hair, green eyes, freckles, maybe GZ has mistaken him for someone else.
“FUCKING ANSWER ME BAST-” Ground Zero was preparing his AP Shot in close range, and Motoni really wanted to keep his face, and then suddenly everything went boom
“Kacchan, are you okay?” A young five year old version of Motonimodosu Midoriya Izuku asked the once hero, once killer. Katsuki Bakugou was back at six years old and has a chance to make things right.