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“Easy… easy… princess,” Bellamy whispered into Clarke’s ear, brushing some of the blond strands out of her face before wrapping an arm around her upper back – Clarke shook her head no before Bellamy could reach his other arm under the back of her knees to carry. “Come on princess, I know tonight was difficult, let me finish taking care of you, baby.” He repeated, placing a kiss on her forehead before reaching her lips, as Clarke whispered, “I want to walk Da-” um, Clarke bites her bottom lip looking down at her bare legs only no realizing she was not only panty-less but she’s cloth less with nothing but Bellamy’s college jacket on. She should feel disgusted, humiliated & degraded almost worthless like she did not even what thirty maybe forty minutes ago, (not to sure as she really wasn’t keeping her eyes on the clock in the truck) curled up in a ball shivering on the ground but instead sitting here in front of her boyfriend’s house, rather a mansion she should say; she’s feels empowered vindicated in making Gabriel Santiago & his whore of a girlfriend Josephine Lightbourn along with those other guys pay, a smirk came across Clarke’s face as she realized she now holds the power to stop men like Miles Ezekiel Shaw from being a Navy Seal. Navy Seal are men with honor. Raping a woman or man or anyone for that matter isn’t honor. He was supposed to graduate this coming summer & enlist, well rather next year I guess depending on how you think about as we’re just a few months away from December, but even if it means it’s the last thing I do it will be Josephine Lightbourne & her men whore of friends nobody messes with Clarke Griffin. Sure, her boyfriend offered to kill Josie, but Clarke knew Bell was probably kidding around. I mean sure, she knows he shot someone before but that’s not the same as killing & he did the deed to protect his sister; besides Clarke knew death would be way too easy for them not when she could stop Josie from working in the world-renowned Eligius Science building as a biologist, she already an intern there set to start when she graduates a job already guaranteed you guessed it this summer as well or next summer depending on how you think about, I mean didn’t this summer technically pass by us already. The thing about Josie, Gabriel, & Miles whose nickname is Zeke they are all stated to graduate year or I guess next year thankfully. But is it really thankfully? I wonder if just keeping them from their jobs might not even be enough for me. Why should it be?” “Gabriel was the one that flirted with me; not the other way around.” Sadly, the losers like Roan & Murphy; still have another year left of college while lonely old me is a silly old first-year student with a senior in route too in the form of Bellamy Blake, my savior he’s graduating this year & oh boy do I know without him tonight would’ve been a hundred times worth they all probably would’ve killed me & got away with it. Yeah, tonight was supposed to be some wicked twisted game but to me, was supposed to be fun, but the game stopped the moment they decided to let Gabriel shove his cock in my virgin vagina with no lubrication or a freaking condom. I said no repeatedly they should’ve stopped bottom-line & Wells her best friend was supposed to be a part of this, he wasn’t supposed to get ditched. Nor was Roan supposed to be part of this, at all, Bellamy knows she can’t stand Roan. It wasn’t supposed to be a gang rape but just a simple gang bang maybe orgy perhaps. All Clarke could do was pray that Bellamy her Bellamy understood that. (one’s virginity should be given not taken, never taken.) Everyone will be losing everything. Gabriel was supposed to be a doctor, he was already studying part-time under my mother of all people, but that was one of my blessings or I thought it was very few people knew that my mother was my mother. Surprisingly, he was the only one besides Josie that I really didn’t know. The game was supposed to be with people I knew, people I liked. (there was a plan… oh noo noo,) there were supposed to be rules. Zeke, she only knew them because of her roommate & boyfriend but they were never friends don’t do double dates, oh my Gosh, Clarke thought Raven’s & Emori’s hearts might break after this revelation or she hopes it will because if they choose to stay with dirtbags like them then, then it might be her heart that breaks. Murphy, she was definitely surprised to see him there tonight, she thought he loved Emori & that they were actually friends. In some ways he was the worst out of the night because of it, he comforted her when her first love died Lexa right in front of her very eyes, & that was before she saved him from being hanged to death from being accused of a crime he didn’t commit. (How the hell does someone forget that.) I was surprised when Emori introduced me to her boyfriend it was like no time has gone by between him & I but clearly, I was wrong. Emori was surprised we knew one another; he was grateful to see me happy even or so I thought.She was wishing for her mother’s money & connections earlier & her stepfather’s connections. But now she needs them both, she knows that part. Maybe not the money part, Bellamy always took care of her in that area he understands why things are so tense between her mother & her, but her mother is still one of the best doctors in America if not the best. She owns four hospitals. Clarke finally took in a deep breath suddenly realizing she was lost within her own thoughts, as she felt Bellamy’s fingers rubbing her hand while is another arm was rubbing up her arm, as he had pulled into his chest. She half-expected him to be inside his house already, but glad he didn’t leave. Even though she knows he loves to dote on her, Clarke knows this will be the greatest test of their relationship because they are his friends, & hell Clarke’s trust in Bellamy is so far in, she thought maybe he switched up the rules. But the moment she lost her virginity she knew the game was over & could only hope Bell… oh, her sweet Bell… wouldn’t leave her to suffer alone, so for her yes it was worth the risk, she just hoped he felt the same way. He wouldn't have changed the rules after all without telling her. Or be mad to the point where he would want to kill the bitch, if he was in all along, right she thought to herself, before so reluctantly she pushed herself away from his chest wiping the tears that fell from her eyes, inhaling & exhaling for a few times, keeping her eyes closed as she tried to figure out what to say. “Hey, Clarke? Princess?” Bellamy said once more in a whisper... Princess, talk me,” Bellamy pleaded using his index finger placing it under her chin to coax her into lifting her head from her hands where they are interlaced with his one hand, still resting on her lap once more, what's going on in those pretty blue eyes mind of yours?"“Hey, princess... baby, no, hey, Clarke, alright, we need to get you out of the truck,” Bellamy repeated, as he noticed her eyes starting to close. “.... Hey, princess, come on we need to get you out of the truck,” Bellamy continued to whisper still stroking the side of her cheek, as she leaned back resting her head on the headrest of the seat in the truck. He didn’t want to rush her or frighten her. Bellamy can tell her mind is working on overdrive, but he doesn’t push her into talking; he considers himself lucky that his princess… his Clarke, his baby girl is letting him touch her. As he tried again to reach down under her knees, he felt Clarke instantly tense gripping his shirt even tighter. Bellamy started to feel the chill in the air, but he couldn’t think about that when Clarke was staring right at him with nothing but his jacket on. He leaned in closer to Clarke, not to be a creep or anything of such nature, (if there is such a thing after this,) but because he could’ve sworn, he saw her lips moving ever slightly.Clarke’s voice is normally low & soft without her being completely out of it on its own, but he was right as he leaned in closer, he heard her keep whispering… repeating over & over one simple word clothes, as she was struggling to keep her eyes open.“C..c.. clot….clo…cl..cothe… co…c… clothes…” Was all Bellamy heard Clarke mumbling incoherently within his ear, before catching him off guard tugging on the collar of his shirt to start kissing up & down his neck. The way he kissed up & down her neck when she was forced to drink Josie’s piss while she brutally fucked her tongue & nose with her clit. Remembering hearing the sounds of a smack across her face each time, Josie felt Clarke's tongue not stick out of her mouth; Josie was determined to make Clarke make her come, while Gabriel & Roan were sucking on her nipples. No not sucking, biting on them more than likely, he couldn’t really tell. He would like to think his kisses were soft like this but given the situation, he couldn’t really be sure.Of course, she’s cold, Bellamy thought to himself, but she was adamant about not putting her clothes back on – can’t say he blames her it’s torn blood stains as spit & dried on cum over it, let’s not get started with her bra & panties, he simply shoved it into a plastic bag as Clarke made him promise not to get rid of it. He could only hope she wanted to get rid of the clothes herself she doesn’t need to remember tonight. Hell, he doesn’t want to remember tonight, slightly grateful there are no classes tomorrow that this tragedy happened on a Friday rather than a Sunday. Reluctantly, Bellamy tried to reach for Clarke again under her knees – hell he would sleep in his truck with her leaving on the heat letting her curl herself up in him, but he knew better – knew she needed a proper bed after a shower or maybe a bath depending on her shaky & weak her legs are or if she can stand. But if he knows Clarke as well as he thinks he does, he’s sure she will be adamant about a shower insisting she’s bathes herself too! But tomorrow will be a different story, how – no I will not think about her friends until she brings it up to me, he told himself as this time he made sure to make a mental note to himself unless Clarke screams, no matter how tense she gets he’s taking her inside laying her down while he gets his bathroom ready. Ever grateful Octavia & her boyfriend Levitt isn’t home. (Due to him being shot in his chest near his heart nearly a decade ago, not only is his younger sister finished college but she’s now older than him by four with a decent boyfriend who's a doctor. Oh, boy was Bellamy glad to hear that she was no longer with Lincoln, but when she told him why his heart dropped. Lincoln was killed right in front of her. Well not exactly right in front of her, but she saw him be killed. So, to me, it’s all the same. I was so sorry I wasn't there for her. That’s how he & Clarke met in a way, at the same hospital though circumstances were completely different. From what Clarke told him, she tried to kill herself after her father died, slitting her own throat, or at least tried to, there’s still a scar on her neck where she nicked it. Both of our cases, no matter how different in the circumstances, both required us to be placed into some sort of a cryo sleep chamber to keep us alive until we could be saved, & I guess properly healed.) To be honest I never really thought about it until now, I don’t even know how old Clarke is not really, all I know she was in a cryo coma also, but not even the amount of time she was or how old she was when her father died. All he knows was that her father died in November, a month after her birthday, which just so happens to be – this month. He doesn’t know the date, just the month. He didn't want to push. It took him a while to learn, but Clark will only open up when she’s ready too, not before. I know how old she’s supposed to be, but then again one of the first things Clarke told me was that age was just a number, when I told her my age or age at the time at least. I guess that was one of the reasons why we agreed to keep our relationship a secret but after tonight I wonder if it was a mistake. He wasn’t sure what to expect tonight but he knew he couldn’t leave once he saw what he saw, especially with Murphy there. Even Roan was there too. But as much as he wants Josie dead, he wants Murphy dead more because he had thought he was one of the people who knew about his relationship with Clarke more than that apparently Murphy wasn’t just his friend but he knew Clarke too – he thought he could count the number of people on his hands who knew, Wells he’s Clarke’s best friend, so that was a given – Clarke always told him that he would have to pass the boyfriend inspection test which tonight he failed big time if he hasn’t already done so before. Then there are her roommates, well only one of them knows & that’s only because he had a one-night stand with Raven – even introduced her to Zeke. Of course, his sister knew Octavia because despite her being younger than him, or at least before when she was younger than him, he had it always drilled in his head… his sister – his responsibility; but it was actually the other way around most of the times her brother – her responsibility especially after he woke up from his coma. He was in for a shock his sister already knew Clarke even before she tried to kill herself, they were in juvie together for eleven months, talk about a small world, right? Bellamy chuckled to himself as he let himself get lost in his own thoughts. He shouldn’t be feeling humiliated, depressed, or ashamed, but he is he’s also incredibly angry too. Could he really have stopped this – or was Bellamy just kidding himself because he knew that Clarke knew all of them on some level maybe all of them weren’t close but wasn’t that the agreement as long as she knew all of them but still Bellamy wanted to kill them all; he knew things went too far but Josie was always a loose cannon Gabriel told him that himself, but that’s no excuse for letting things go too far. Tomorrow he should talk to Clarke to see how she wants to handle tonight's events even if it means him facing the consequences as well. This wasn’t fun – then to hear she was a virgin, his heart dropped. That – huh, I’ll be damn she did tell him that she did have a special surprise for him tonight, perhaps that was what she talking about… but ugh, Roan was a completely different story though he & Roan was never close, he knew the disdain that Roan had for Clarke as both told him as much in different words but still. Roan blames Clarke for Nia’s death, his mother though Roan even acknowledged it was a woman named Lexa who did the deed, but he was adamant that Lexa only went after Nia because of Clarke. Hell, Bellamy is sure, he probably did have fun tonight, sure he maybe was even a little reluctant to pee on her. But at the end of the night, he’s no better than anyone there, he still did the deed. Everyone but me spit on her & peed on her, hell even come on her. (That was why Clarke wanted to keep their relationship. She flipped out when she found out that he knew him. Then, that’s how I found about this whole Lexa-Nia mess. I had to confront Clarke about it, when Roan told me, that she – meaning Clarke reminded him of one of her mother’s enemies who got her killed.)His princess knew everyone but Josie really on some sort of level, as far as he knew at least. Bellamy knew he got lucky tonight, he was very thankful, I was able to get away without doing any of that, suddenly he was drawn out of his train of thoughts by heavyweight feeling as though he was being pressed down to the ground.He felt Clarke shivering in his grasp, could feel her teeth shattering on his shoulder the vibration, & hearing the sounds within his ears, as she managed to stand up on her own, but that wasn’t the surprising thing that caught him, guard, somehow his jacket landed on the floor of his driveway, not only that he could’ve sworn he made sure to help Clarke place her arms into both of the sleeves of the jacket before they left, he could’ve sworn he felt Clarke trying to grind – rub – hump herself or get some sort of friction from him, or rather from his cock, which he instantly chastises himself for thinking as he tightening one arm around her waist, he tried to reach down for his jacket but was met with great resistance as Clarke somehow had the strength to swing his free arm back around her waist. He should say screw his jacket & run inside with Clarke, but his truck is still running, the lights are still on his truck but then again as far as the lights go it’s because there are two doors open.“Crap,” he muttered realizing the driver’s side of the truck is still open.“Princess!” Bellamy called as he looked up across the driver’s seat from him seeing where he placed her, or at least thought he placed her ordering her not to move from the seat until he came back is now empty. He could’ve sworn, he saw her nod her head in understanding, maybe he should’ve pressed for a verbalized response.“Damn it!” Muttered quickly slamming his door shut as he already turned off the car.It wasn’t until he made his way to the other side closing the door, that he heard it… the little sniffles, he looked around at first, before he followed the sound. Taking a step forward he almost stumbled forward, looking down realize, it was a jacket, “shit,” he muttered as he picked up his jacket from the ground realizing what it means, his princess is somewhere naked. Bellamy could only shake his head; lucky he didn’t even have to run far.There she sat as he turned his before coming around behind his truck… figures, he mutters to himself, she was asking for her clothes, & there she was sitting in the back part of his truck, holding the black plastic bag, with her ruined clothes in them, with tears falling from her eyes still very completely naked & seemingly unfazed by the frigid air. Her legs are crossed as she just rocks herself back & forth with her arms resting on her legs like she’s trying to hug herself. Bellamy quickly looked around his block as best as he could from where he stood, thankful he thought the block looked empty what lights they had out were very very dimmed, but he didn’t have any lights in his driveway. His sister O always bugged him about getting lights put in. He kept on saying he was going to get some; but here standing in front of his girl who is looking completely lost, he was incredibly grateful he didn’t listen & get those lights. He looked around once more, before without thinking quickly took a tentative step forward, removing his jacket from over his arm to quickly wrap it back around Clarke’s tiny body, as he found himself wondering if she was always this tiny. Not saying she’s fat, besides there is a saying big, beautiful woman, but he could’ve sworn that she was bigger a bit curvier than his sister there’s no way a few hours done this too her. She was still rocking back & forth as he wrapped the jacket back around her, he didn’t make any attempt in trying to coax her into putting her arms through the sleeves like he did before or at least like he thought he did before, instead, he took this time to make sure he had his house keys in his back pocket & didn’t lock it within truck, he let out a sigh of relief when he felt his keys, quickly taking it out of his pocket – he never keeps his house & keys to his truck together. It was something he first learned when he started to drive. He looked back up into Clarke’s eyes; it looked like she wasn’t even seeing him. He swallowed hard, as it slowly eased himself to sit down on his truck nex to Clarke, to his surprise & relief, she snuggled closer to him, placing her head on his chest, he had to lift his head a bit so, Clarke could place her face comfortable, he could already feel his shirt getting wet from her tears, but he didn’t mind instead he found himself quickly having to throw the jacket back over her & found himself rather uncomfortable having to place one of his hands on her ass resting right in the space of where if he wanted to he could place a finger or two in her rosebud hold to perhaps massage. He couldn’t believe his sweet girl was able to handle two dicks in her hole for a virgin. Damn why am I thinking about this, he thought to himself mentally cursing himself out for being such a creep feeling like such a pervert, as he felt her starting to slip as she practically threw her body unto him if he wasn’t strong or rather wasn’t sitting, she may have knocked him over. He quickly went to move his hand from her ass to her one of thighs stroking it up & down with his arm, he could’ve sworn he heard a little whine slipping from her mouth, but he did felt the tug of her shirt but instead of being pulled outward it was being pulled down, he titled his eyes down a bit surprised to see her blue eyes still shinning so bright even in the darkness looking at him, she continued to pull. After a few seconds or maybe a minute he got the message instead of bringing Clarke closer to him, he leaned his head down, a bit. He felt Clarke’s shaking hands touching his cheek, but not stroking it, she was trying to turn his head. So, he closed his eyes, wrapping his one arm tighter around Clarke’s body as he removed his arm from her thighs to touch her hands that were resting on his face, rubbing it with his thumb as he turned his head, letting him believe she was doing the turning herself bringing his ear down to his lips. “It broke his heart even more hearing what she whispered or attempted to whisper.”“All he whispered back to her against her lips, as he turned his face back around so he was looking down at her once again, slowly bringing his lips to hers, whispering “You could never be a slut… could never be a whore, my love… you’re always be my baby, princess.” He promised.After hearing asking him if he would still want her now that his friends turned her into s-sl-s-slu-uut. Clarke had trouble getting the word out he wasn’t sure if it was due to the cold or the shock, but one thing is true he didn’t think of Clarke as a slut nor a whore. He could never. Once he felt Clarke’s tears start to subside, he once against whispered ti Clarke, saying “Princess, I’m going to take you inside now,” he whispered, hoping for a nod or a small smile at least like before, out behind the garage, when he was trying his best to clean her up, she offered him a small smile but now she just seems like a lost shell of a person or maybe even a lost child looking desperately for their parents.But as it turns out his princess is still full of surprises & is still his very brave princess. He didn’t wait for her to nod he accepted the smile as he made his way inside, finally quickly flicking on the lights with Clarke still around his grasp, her legs hugging his waist, he could feel her heels digging into his skin.He wondered if he was really that tall or was, he is carrying her that high, but it couldn’t have been that high as he heard Clarke when she whispered in his ear… “f-f-fu-u-uck m-me, D-Dad…dddy, m-make me feel good.”He wasn’t sure which caught him off guard that she was in the mood for sex after everything or that she called him Daddy. He simply walked over towards the couch, with her still in his arms. “N-n-n…n..no d-do-d-nt le-e-e…a-ave.. eve m-m-me,” she muttered clinging onto him even tighter than before, he had to bite down on his tongue as he felt her not only starting to shake even more, but as he felt her hands moving into his hair, her vibrations were causing his head to shake. Or maybe it was his nerves now he wasn’t sure which was which, as he let his mind start to drift again, still finding himself caught off guard that she could possibly thinking about sex right now. But he already knew he wasn’t going to fuck her not tonight, or any night, when they do have quality time together peaceful time he would make love to her, worship every inch of her body. But Clarke did know about his lifestyle, that he used to be in. That does say a lot, that she still chose to be with him.… but now things are different right? He wondered; they have to be right? He thought to himself again. Not because of what happened to his girlfriend tonight; but he got shot in his chest nearly a decade ago. In a coma for six years, recovery took about a year-year & a half.

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Clarke knew about his lifestyle. She knew he had four submissives before, Bree & Roma. But those two moved away from Arkadia, as it turned out they liked each other too. This was before I got shot, but I went to their wedding. I don’t know if they continue with BDSM lifestyle but they did seem happy. Then there was other there was Gina Martin – but she was more than his submissive, they had a real relationship, he was actually thinking about proposing before she was murdered. The killer was never caught, after her death, he swore he would never fall in love again. But then he met Clarke, her baby blue eyes when she looked at him looked like she could see beneath his soul if that was even possible. Our eyes caught one another by chance in the hallway of Mount Weather Advance Treatment Center just about maybe 75 miles from Arkadia give or take. But he never once thought of Clarke as his submissive besides the fact that her father's best friend owns one of the hottest clubs in town but it’s not just any club it’s a BDSM club at that called the Anomaly (but there are four other clubs here in Arkadia with one other one being a BDSM club too, but he never stepped in it, the club is called The Alpha, to him that just spells troubles). He was shocked that Wells was her best friend, though he never met Wells before he knew Clarke; he knew Thelonious Jaha, rather well. He’s a part-time janitor there. Sometimes he would do public scenes or demonstrations. The funny thing is that was where he & Clarke was supposed to be tonight, he was a bit surprised Clarke his innocent Clarke had agreed to public sex. It was supposed to be him, Wells, Clarke, Raven, Harper & Monty. You see Clarke is bisexual, she had been with a woman before by the time she & Clarke had started dating she already had two girlfriends don’t know how serious they were. But I knew that much. But about tonight Raven & Harper wanted their first-time experience with a woman, Clarke volunteered, of course, asking my permission of course which I thought was sweet and lovely then somehow Wells came into the picture saying he knows about it, well that was how he found out Wells was the son of Thelonious. Can’t believe I have been dating Clarke for about a year already (our one-year anniversary is later on in the year, to be exact, New Year’s Eve. You know it's not like we woke up from our coma & bam we started dating) (Clarke wasn’t his only relationship, since he woke up from a coma. He dated Echo, yes actually dated no BDSM mix into that relationship. But she cheated on he with some guy name Ryker. But they are still friends, but now back to him & his princes.) It was only about a month ago found out about his girlfriend’s best friend's father. But now that Bellamy is thinking about it he has to laugh to himself a little bit. From the moment they started dating she’s always been his baby girl, when she did something that didn’t, please or he knew she was wrong, he would call her little girl. Then she would counter in one of her bratty ways telling me the princess is always right. Damn it, that was why Clarke was asking about Wells, it was more than just about Wells being worried about her. How the hell could I have forgotten this? Bellamy thought. Thelonious does have a thing for money, especially when he’s losing the money. Damn it a quick harried thought went through Bellamy’s mind, though Raven & Zeke had an open relationship, suppose he wasn’t too pleased to hear about Raven having her first-time girl experience. Damn it; I need to make a mental note to call Raven later to make sure she didn’t go blab her mouth. Zeke up until tonight was always a good little soldier who never did drugs. Even when he goes to parties he doesn’t drink, maybe a beer at the most, but never more than two, but he does have a nasty temper. But Raven can handle herself & would kick Zeke’s ass if he ever tried to lay a hand on her, supposed he took his frustrations out on my girlfriend instead.“Damn it!” He muttered, now he is more sure than not sure even if he has to go to jail Clarke will be pressing charges tonight wasn’t some freakish tragedy of being at the wrong place wrong time type of thing. He kicked the leg of his couch, before coming back to himself suddenly realizing he was alone in the living room. Kitchen or Bedroom, perhaps bathroom, where would Clarke be. He didn’t want to shout her name startling her, as he knows despite being his brave little princess she was still scared & out of it too. He doesn’t even remember easing her off of him. She was trembling too much.After checking the kitchen, he quickly went back to the living room turned off the lights heading upstairs, there were about give or take twenty maybe twenty steps, so he took three at a time to get up there quicker, by the time he reached to the top landing he heard two voices shouting, one of them he instinctively recognized as his sister.“Shit,” she wasn’t supposed to be home, he muttered to himself kinda hoping she was arguing with Clarke because that would mean his girlfriend is safe & ok even though he is still beside himself as to how she could even make it up the stairs. But then he notices the most alarming thing & it darned on it that it has to be Clarke, because the shouting weren’t coming from his sister’s room, but rather it was coming from his room. Quickly making a dash for his room, he pushed the door open this time not really caring if he frightened Clarke or not as it was him who was scared for her wellbeing, but as he entered his room, he was right to be afraid.Before he noticed his sister kneeling on the floor & Levitt standing by the foot of his bed on the phone, he took notice of his full-body mirror it had cracks in it, but it was shattered there were no traces of blood on it which he was grateful for, but instead, he found an empty pill bottle with the cap off laying directly in front of it the mirror, his heart instantly dropped as he didn’t see no pills laying on the floor, quickly making a dash to his bedside pushing Octavia & her boyfriend out of the way, screaming “did she OD?! Tell Me DID SHE OVERDOSE!” Bellamy repeated shaking his sister a bit too hard, as he found himself suddenly slapped across his face, both he & Octavia heard Levitt saying the ambulance should be here in five to ten minutes.“If she od that’s too damn long!” Bellamy shouted, “quick shouting, brother,” Octavia said you’re scaring her, she repeated as she knelt back down beside Clarke, before looking back up at her brother with pleading eyes tell me you didn’t do this? Octavia demanded.“N-n…no.. no n-o…no n-n-no-no-no, g-ga..gabie… gabiel” Clarke quickly said repeating over & over as she quickly sat up bringing her knees to her chest “g—ga-r-briel,” she repeated with both her hands still clenched in a fist…. “g-g…a-abiel, briel.”“As in Santiago?” Levitt & Octavia both said stunned, “please tell me the guy that I helped get a job at one of the top hospitals in the country didn’t rape my best friend!” Octavia shouted. Bellamy just a bit down on his lips, eyes falling to the floor, he doesn’t know how much or what to tell Octavia, especially about his role. Even though before Clarke was adamant that having him there made things barely & that he was the only one that she wanted to fuck her but that was before the reality of what actually happened to her hit her. Does she still feel that way? So, instead, Bellamy looked back up to his sister, “call detective Miller, tell him to meet us at the hospital.”“shouldn’t we wait?” Levitt asked. “What?! Why! We know she – was – excuse me,” Octavia said making a beeline for her brother’s bathroom closing the door shut.Bellamy felt like he was losing his mind, he doesn’t know if his girlfriend overdosed or not, he would like to think she didn’t I mean she would be unconscious right instead of on the verge of a mental breakdown in his bedroom by his bed near his nightstand right. He could hear her hitting her back each time she rocks backwards as she is still directly in front of his nightstand. He wants to touch her, but this time he’s truly terrified, that he is slowly watching Clarke slip away from him, so against his better judgment he decided to kneel beside Clarke, he didn’t care if she hit or slapped him. Right now, his main concern was getting her to open her closed eyes & to unclench her fist in case one of those hands has the empty bottle of pills in them. While his sister & her boyfriend work on getting the cops & the EMTS over here ASAP! Along with Abby & Kane, which he's fairly sure Clarke may hate him for but then again maybe not he thought chuckling to himself, if she can forgive him for tonight then there shouldn't be anything he can't be forgiven for right?

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“What the hell are you doing here?” Octavia stormed out of the door yelling when she sees Gabriel, slapping him across the face not caring who sees. “Not here O,” Bellamy's voice was low as he grabbed her arm. “Are you kidding me right now Bell?!”“No, I think your brother is right,” Levitt chimed in to say, “I mean let them witness her reaction.”“No!” Octavia said blocking Gabriel’s path from entering the house, “that’s not extactly what I meant, Levitt,” Bellamy stated as O just ignored him & continue speaking “With all due respect Abby, he’s not coming into my house! Where the hell is Eric?”“Right here! Right here!” Eric was heard shouting as he ran towards the small group with Marcus Kane & about six or maybe seven agents in tow.“Is there a problem here?” Marcus asked, “I did what you asked, you requested me to get Eric from Shadow Valley, here is now what is the problem.”“I have no idea,” Abby & Gabriel both answered. “I was requested to come along as well, Abby finished saying I was on my way to Polis tonight for a meeting tomorrow, you know this Marcus.“Well clearly, it’s an emergency, if your daughter is refusing to go to the hospital. She wouldn’t let none of the EMTs touch her. She only lets Bellamy touch her.                                “Couldn’t she have let Bellamy escorted to the EMTs?” Marcus asked. “I’m sure the EMTs wouldn’t have minded, especially if you told them you’re her health care proxy, more than that but when you took us to court you even became her guardian.” “It’s a bit more complicated,” Levitt spoke, right now your wife’s daughter is upstairs with Detective Miller, officer McCreary & officer Echo. The sisters are on their way here too. “detective Charmaine & her sister officer Hope, but they specialized in –“ “Yes,” Bellamy said eyes casting down the floor before looking back up between his girlfriend mother’s & Commander Kane, his girlfriend’s stepfather (who just so happened to be her father’s best friends or was supposed to be). “Are you telling me my daughter was assaulted tonight?!” Abby shouted slapping Bellamy across the face. “What the hell did you do to my daughter! I knew you weren’t good enough for her!” “Watch!” Octavia shouted pushing Abby back a little, not only are you hitting the wrong man, Clarke wasn’t just assaulted tonight. She was raped.“Clarke Griffin?” Gabriel asked a bit baffled & confused, “why does her name sound familiar to me?” “Really?” Octavia said. “Wait a second, I’m confused, I didn’t know you had a doctor or was married, doctor.” “I don’t go broadcasting my business,” Abby stated.“Ah, that’s why you need me here,” Kane said. “I know how the police can sometimes slack on their jobs, but if they know an attack on the commander’s stepdaughter happened.” “Oh my gosh, was someone trying to get to my daughter because of Kane & his line of work?” Abby asked. “Can I see my daughter?” she asked. “We hope so,” Octavia said, “Clarke wanted Bellamy to do the procedure but everyone standing here knows it isn’t possible. We were hoping a familiar face would calm your daughter.” “But I don’t have a rape kit test with me, that isn’t something to walk around with,” Abby answered. “But I have one,” Eric answered per the request of Bellamy Blake & my husband detective Nathan Miller I was requested to stop by a hospital for a rape kit.” “No… no… no…” Abby interrupted… test like those any test needs to take place in a sterilized environment. “Even with me being who I am & my husband being the Commander center protocols still need to be followed. Look if my daughter already gave her consent for a medical rape examination to be done, we can also sedate her to get her to the hospital.”“You know your daughter will never go for that,” Bellamy told Abby. “That is why you are her proxy, for times like these. If I had my way Mr. Blake I would have your ass tossed in jail for taking her back to your place instead of to a damn hospital! I don’t care if my daughter said she didn’t want to go to a damn hospital! As soon as you found out that should’ve been your first course of action, then call me! Her damn mother!”“Yeah, who is also responsible for the death of her father!” Bellamy shouted back. “Now are you really going to stand there & deny your daughter help – if she’s so frightened to go to the hospital?! I will not give the green light to drug Clarke! I will not betray her like that!”“Now… now… now…” Kane said, “this isn’t the time or place, “Eric has my permission to perform the exam here, providing she’s ok with being touched.”“I’ll do it,” Abby said, “she’s going to want a female if anyone at all touches her.”“You can go home Gabriel,” I’m sorry to pull you away from your night,” Abby told him. As she & Gabriel were both caught off guard by a voice saying Santiago? Gabriel Santiago? It was detective Miller & officer McCreary walking out of the house. “What can we do for you?” Kane asked. “Wait where is officer Echo?” Bellamy asked. “Clarke didn’t want to be alone, Echo said she would stay with her until you or sister can go upstairs.“Ok well then I will be leaving,” Gabriel said. “Actually, you’re not going anywhere,” Detective Miller stated motioning for Gabriel to put his hands behind his back.“I’m under arrest?” Gabriel asked. “You have the right to remain silent, anything yo –““May I ask what for?” Gabriel asked. “You can’t do this. I did nothing wrong.” “Actually, we can hold you for forty-eight hours officer McCreary. Don’t worry there’s already issued arrest warrants for your lover Josephine Lightbourne, is it?”“What?! On what grounds?” Gabriel asked, chuckling a bit trying to hide how nervous he is. “As well as Roan, Miles Ezekiel Shaw, & John Murphy for gang-raping a minor…” “I’m sorry Bellamy,” officer McCreary said, “what no, you’re not arresting my brother!” Octavia shouted. “It’s ok, O,” Bellamy said as officer McCreary stated, “Of course, not,” but we are going to need to take your phone with us.” “I-I don’t have my phone I left it inside,” he replied. “Officer Echo will explain,” Miller answered.“I didn’t rape anybody!” Gabriel stated least of all some minor what the hell do you take me as!” “Then you have nothing to worry about then, as soon as Clarke has her exam, we will be able to collect DNA samples.” “Come on doctor Kane you know me, why would I rape anybody I have a girlfriend?”“I don’t know,” Bellamy asked now deciding to walk away from his front door to stand in front of Gabriel, “why would you flirt with another young woman when you have a girlfriend or better yet a woman who has a boyfriend already?” “That whore – please! I didn’t rape anyone she was begging for it! Pleaded practically she even enjoyed it too having my girl come down her throat! Maybe if she had a real man to take care of –“Before Gabriel could finish speaking, Miller had to quickly push Gabriel to the ground as Abby charged at him with her arms & hands stretched out. “No… no… Abby,” Bellamy said, holding her back. “You say you love your daughter, prove it whether Clarke realizes it or not she needs her mother.” Abby closed her eyes, taking a couple breaths before exhaling, turning to look at Eric, & nodding her head to go inside. “wait do you know where my brother’s room is?” Octavia asked. “I do,” Eric replied, “or did you forget I was one of the doctors who did home visits when he returned home?” “Right,” she answered.“Get him out my sight!” Abby & Kane both said about Gabriel. “Wait… wait…” Gabriel pleaded struggling against the cuffs, “what do you mean a minor?”“Oh, so are you trying to tell me if she was over eighteen the sinister act you & your hoodlum's friend did would’ve been, ok? Tell me how would you like it if your girlfriend was raped better yet ganged raped? You & your friends & girlfriend were busy raping my daughter while she was turning eighteen. Today is her birthday & the fact that the deed happened before midnight my daughter was a damn minor to think she & Octavia was the one who convinced me to let you work under me saying you had potential,” Abby said slapping him across her face, before heading inside.“I should go inside too,” Octavia said in case Clarke freaks out.“Hang on O,” Bellamy said, “did you know?” “Know what Bell?” Octavia asked. “You know what, I mean Clarke’s age. You were the one to convince me to become her guardian & her health care proxy. Both she & you said she needed me. But I felt I wasn’t ready for such a responsibility, but you convince me. We weren’t even dating for six months yet.” “Well, she did try to kill herself when she was sixteen besides big brother or is it now little brother?” She mocked teasingly “Besides once you knew she & I knew each other you knew we were in juvie together so that should’ve told you she was young.”“Don’t worry Abby,” My men & I won’t be going anywhere until you leave, I will set up bodyguards for Clarke as well.“Uh, do you want to come in?” Bellamy asked the commander & his men. “It is a bit chilly,” commander Kane answered.

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"How much coffee have you had so far?" Abby heard Kane asking. Abby just shook her head before speaking. "I lost count after my fourth cup - don't say it. Yes, I know even me having two cups is too much, scold me later commander Kane.""I wasn't going to scold you; I know it's stressful. I just still can't believe I don't know what Gabriel was thinking -" "Yeah raping my daughter!" "More than that," Kane spoke. "Whether it was your daughter or not but how can anyone be so disgusting to do such a thing then have the nerve to show up to work like...""Well together we will make sure everyone Clarke blames pays dearly. To make matters worse he was intoxicated too… I got the results earlier this morning, thanks for telling the police chief Emerson to keep me informed" Abby told her husband, “But now I want to go upstairs to see how things are coming along. I mean we didn't hear any screaming for the past couple of hours, so I'm choosing to believe that's a good sign.” “What is going on in here?” Abby asked barging into Bellamy’s bedroom… looking around seeing Bellamy’s bed empty with Octavia & her brother standing by his bathroom.“Where’s my daughter?” Abby asked… no demand. “Clarke ran into the bathroom,” mumbling something about headlights after flipping out before I could even get in a picture, doctor Kane,” one of the women said. Are you telling me you've been up here for the past thirty minutes & haven’t even gotten a single picture of my daughter’s bruised-up body?! Do I need to remind you what is needed before we can hand it off to the police!” “Hang on, lady,” Bellamy snapped suddenly stepping away from the door, marching on over towards Abby who was still standing in the doorway of his bedroom. “How about you cut the crap! Your daughter was raped not even twelve hours ago & you’re acting like some unfeeling Bitch marching around blasting orders around like you own the place & not some guest! I would expect this from Kane – he runs the entire military of this nation. So, I can picture him being unfeeling.” That surely earned him a slap across the face from Abby. “I’m not unfeeling, you tell me, you don’t have kids, do you? Don’t answer that; that was a rhetorical question! When you’re a parent then you can lecture me on how to act & now act when your only child is going through one of the worst nightmares of her life if not the worst & you’re feeling powerless to help. I’m trying to get as much done here in your bedroom as possible. So, my daughter won’t have to be cramped up in the hospital for long. Did I say – you can interrupt me, mister,” Abby continued. “At the end of the day, morning whatever time it is, Clarke will still have to be admitted into the hospital or at the very least go to the emergency room. There are some exams & tests that still need to be done that can’t be done in your damn bedroom! Are we clear?” “Ye-“ “Did I say you can speak, Mr. Blake?” Abby cut Bellamy off once again.“My daughter & I may have our differences, but I love her very much. Besides you & I both know she loves me too, with that being said. My husband is still downstairs in your living room unprotected! I’m unprotected because it is freaking daybreak now the sun is out. In case you forgot the command doesn’t leave The Ark that much, how long do you think it will take for the press to realize he’s M.I.A.? & go searching for him figuring out where he is? Do you think my daughter needs some circus outside of your place?” Bellamy shook his head no. “I didn’t think so –“ Abby continued. I would allow you to bring my daughter to the hospital. I won’t even call for an ambulance! Now someone please get that damn door open! I don’t care if you have to kick it down! We need to make sure Clarke isn’t taking a shower… a bath… washing up either, brushing her teeth… do I need to go dow-“Abby instantly stopped talking as everyone's head turned towards the door when they heard a crash followed by Octavia banging on his bathroom door frantically pleading for Clarke to answer. “Damn it!” Bellamy muttered to himself before telling Octavia to step back, & mentally apologize to Clarke for getting ready to scare the crap out of her as he without even thinking with three kicks was able to get the bathroom door open. But now it was he who was scared as he was heard screaming for someone to ambulance as he rushed into the bathroom.Clarke… Clarke stop… stop… hey princess,” Bellamy called out quickly taking the glass from her hand throwing it out of the bathroom vaguely hearing Octavia muttering something. But he was too focused on Clarke’s arm, there was so much blood, “shit,” he muttered quickly grabbing his towel from the wrack placing it on Clark’s arm, all the while trying to catch her attention, it was as if it Clarke was in some sort of a trance as despite him taking the glass out of her hand, he could still feel Clarke’s arm moving as though she was still cutting herself, as he pulled Clarke into his chest, promising her she will be ok. Before calling his O, asking if someone called an ambulance yet!“I did! It too –““OH Clarke!” Abby said letting out a scream, from seeing her daughter on the floor.“no – no this… this can’t be happening again,” Abby said as she noticed her hands starting to shake. “I n-need some air,” Abby said quickly rushing out of the room. “Bell, I don’t think Clarke can wait for the EMTs,” O repeated as she stepped into the bathroom, handing Bellamy Clarke’s towel this time as well as both his & Clarke’s washcloths.“Not now O!” Bell said, “I don’t care what the protocols are for finishing the rape examination. “I’m cleaning her arm…” Bellamy said, my gosh he thought her arm was not just her wrist but her arm. Bellamy just prayed the blood was making it look worse than it was, as he suddenly found himself needing to take a few breaths, as he helped her stand up, just as she suddenly clutched her head unknowingly dripping blood from her cuts on the inside of her forearm as she mumbled “where am I?” causing Bellamy’s breath to hitch. After a moment of regaining some composure of himself, while he still cradled Clarke within his body, not caring if blood gets all over his shirt, he asked if she knew who he was. At first Bellamy was alarmed as that question felt like it caused Clarke to stop breathing for a minute before he suddenly felt her squirming in his grasp.“You’re …B…Belm… Bel.. Bel-lamy… Bellmy… Bellamy.” Clarke finally whisper finding her voice, seeming determined to get her boyfriend’s name out of her mouth, before starting to try to mumble another word, he couldn’t even begin to make out. “p…promi…pr…pppprom…pr…” “Hey, hey, hey… whoa baby girl, baby… princess,” Bellamy said whispering as he reluctantly took a step back to cradle her face. Princess? Clarke can you look at me please?” Bellamy pleaded, as he saw Clarke’s chest moving up & down, hearing her breathing picking up. Thankfully, she didn’t fight him or try to fight him, as he scooped her up within his arms, laying her on their bed in their bedroom, not his like doctor Griffin-Kane presumed. Of course, his sheets had to white, he would’ve laughed in this moment if he wasn’t all that aware of how much Clarke is in need of help & not just physically either.

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“Ignore it,” Raven hissed throwing her arm back over Zeke’s chest. “Ugh, you know I can’t,” Zeke said letting out a sigh, as he saw the time only read a quarter to 10 in the morning. “It could be important,” he repeated, as there were two more knocks or rather bangs on the door. “Alright, alright, you win shit,” Raven muttered as she removed her arm, throwing the comforter off of her. “Where are you going?” Zeke asked hurrying out of the bed to follow her. “Well, this is my dorm room is not?” Raven asked. “Maybe my roommates had too much fun last night, & misplaced their keys.” “I thought you were mad at one of them?” Zeke asked. “I was being petty, babe, I was drunk. Today is her birthday, she probably wanted to bring it in with her boyfriend from start to finish I can’t hardly blame the girl. But what I was hurt about is she didn’t even contact me to let me know she decided to change the plans.”“Alright! What the fuck!” Raven shouted, as she marched towards the door opening, to be completely blindsided as John Murphy, some man she vaguely knows & some hot chick was standing rushing their way inside her dorm closing the door shut, seeming to ignore her presence. As the woman was the first to talk saying Gab got arrested. “What?!” Zeke practically shouted.“My head babe, what part of hungover do you not comprehend,” Raven told him. “Sorry babe,” Zeke said kissing her forehead.“It gets a whole lot worst man,” the bigger man said. “Seriously?” Zeke chuckled, “What big deal Gabriel got arrested for probably drunk & disorderly no harm.” Zeke easily brushed it off.“If you not going to talk the three of you can leave jackasses,” Raven hissed. “This is my dorm room.” “Yeah, I know Reyes,” Murphy answered. “But it’s an emergency,” Murphy pleaded. “Unless you want your boyfriend to go to jail.”“What?” Zeke & Raven both said in unison looking at one another, then back to the group.“What the hell did you do?” Raven demanded looking back at her boyfriend, with her arms crossed in front of her chest. “Nothing babe, you know I was at a party last night,” Zeke said, “this must be a big misunderstanding.” “We should talk in private,” Josie told Zeke. “Fine whatever I think I hear my phone ringing anyways,” Raven said but make no mistake babe I may love you but I will not be jeopardizing my scholarship to lie for your ass – so this better be one big misunderstanding. You got it.”  “Alright spill,” Zeke said, looking behind him once more once they heard the door shut. “How the hell you all knew I was here anyways.” “Really?” Roan spoke, patting his shoulder… “the way you were rambling on last night about wanting to fuck your girl because you were all turned-on & hard blah blah blah. “Fine, whatever but that doesn’t explain how you know what dorm she’s in.” “Easy, did you get she’s friends with my girlfriend,” Murphy answered. “Ex,” Roan said. “Wait you & Emori broke up,” Zeke asked. “I wonder was that who was called Raven. Why did the two of you break up?” “They didn’t,” Josie said. “It will be a matter of time before Emori comes crawling back to John Murphy. But together the four of us need to finish what we started, Bellamy isn’t answering his phone… he’s probably behind bars too.” “I’m still confused as to what the hell you all are talking about,” Zeke said suddenly, finding himself a bit annoyed. “The bitch,” Josie spoke. “She apparently telling lies about us saying raped her. Well, now we need to find her & kill her. She apparently hasn’t learned her lesson.” Zeke just burst out laughing, clapping his hands. “Why are you laughing,” Roan asked grabbing his shoulder proceeding in shaking him. “Oh, you’re serious?” Zeke said still apparently not convinced “-well I’m sorry I’m not killing anyone. Cheating on my girl is one thing murder it’s another. I say we just find this slut & apologize maybe we were too rough; you know not everyone can handle it some need that sweet loving making.” “That’s what we had Bell for –“ Josie hissed, “I’m surprised he actually agreed to join. He is usually such a saint. One big boy scout.”“I’m not,” Murphy said, “at the end of the day he’s still a man – a single man at that, men have needs.”“What the hell was that?!” The four of them said as they heard Raven screaming from the room.Surprising, him… Roan, Murphy & Josie followed him, they found Raven sitting on the bed, with her phone still in her hand leg one of her legs bouncing up & down.Raven took a deep breath in, before turning to her boyfriend. “The arrested warrant better be some sick joke, babe.” “Ah, come on, don’t worry about tha-“ “No” Raven interrupted, “I need you to take me to the hospital, “I will give you the address when we’re in the car.”“Raven?” John called out too.“I have ten missed calls from Harper, three texts from Emori & another twenty missed calls from Octavia along with seven texts from her. With five texts from Bellamy, with one missed call.”“You know Bellamy?” Josie asked a bit surprised.“Yes, what the hell is it too you, you know what I don't even care, don't answer that” Raven replied standing up & finally wiping her eyes. “His girlfriend is one of my closest friends & roommate. Well, apparently, she brutally attacked & nearly tried to take her life because of it. I don’t know all of the details. But I have to call Wells. Wells doesn’t know otherwise he would’ve called me.” “Who the heck is Wells?” Josie asked. “Not now,” Zeke said, as he turned to look at them.“I’m going to shower,” Raven said.“Girlfriend?” Josie hissed, “how the hell don’t we know who the hell Bellamy’s girlfriend is?” “Really?” John said, “How about the fact we didn’t even know he had a girlfriend, to begin with.” “Who the hell are your girlfriend’s dormmates?” Josie asked Zeke. He just shrugs, “they are usually out or in their rooms when I’m here. But now I need you all to leave – I need to be there for my girlfriend & my friend. Bellamy is my friend.” “He is ours too,” Murphy told him. “Yeah & that is why we didn’t know he was a taken man?” Josie scoffed.“Is somebody jealous?” Murphy asked. “Everyone knows you always had a crush on him, that Gabriel Santiago was who you simply settled for.”“I’m serious,” Zeke said, “I want all of you out.” “What about the bitch, we're done teaching?” Josie asked.“Overreacting, I’m sure you all are – I mean if it were true & this whoever she really went to the police wouldn’t we all be behind bars by now? We’re not murderers & this… I-I swear on my parents' grave Josie if this girl ends up dead. I will personally turn you in & tell them the truth.” “If I go down, you all are going down!” Josie said. “I didn’t make anyone of you join in, come to think of it wasn’t it you who interrupted my conversation with Gabriel & invited Murphy to tag along? I only invited Roan & grudgingly Bellamy. We all wanted somebody rougher last night, that he’s a big old softy. I mean come on, I let him get away with not peeing on the poor whore, but he didn’t even have the decency to fuck the whore’s cunt & face twice he only went one time or make her come. We all made her come at least once, if she was raped then why the hell did, she enjoy it so much. But back to Bellamy, he then had the nerve to hog the whore’s ass, & didn't even ask my for my damn permission. Didn’t you see my man had to squeeze his way in, it was a pity we didn’t record the thing, I'm sure it was a pretty sight. So, if I were you when you go to the hospital you better get Bellamy on board with my plan – Roan & Murphy are already down for it. Otherwise, I will see to it that your girl & I guess Bellamy’s girl know you both cheated on them. While I come out looking like a saint. I didn't put a gun to the whore's head, nor did I put a gun to anyone of your heads.”What the hell do you think you're doing?" The four of them heard Raven asking. "I'm sorry babe," Zeke quickly said, "your phone went off while you were in the shower - I was just asking Murphy to hand me your phone." "Nice try, Zeke... I know exactly what you're trying to do. I know Murphy is friend's with Bellamy & Emori is his girlfriend but if either one of them wanted Murphy there he would've received a text. Besides, I was told to call Bellamy when I was in the car. The address of the hospital is need to know only. I don't even know why I'm saying this much but knowing my roommate & her family chances are the address isn't even the exact place. You want to know why you only met Harper & not my other roommate, it's because of her family. She's the daughter - well rather the stepdaughter of the commander. So, trust me, even if you could manage to weasel out any information it may be a lie & considering you want to serve you should understand how important privacy is. Now hand over my damn phone!" "Now back to you Murphy," Raven said marching over to him, slapping him across his face. "What the hell was that for?" Murphy asked surprised, "crap you know Emori broke up with me, don't you?" Murphy asked rubbing his cheek. "Excuse me, she did what?" Raven asked, before hearing her phone go off. "Your phone?" Murphy said, "relax, I didn't see anything." "I know but you should know better than to touch things that don't belong to you. Now I'm going to get myself dressed. On second thought Zeke. I will be going to the hospital on my own since it is clear you can't be trusted. If Bellamy wants anyone of you near him - he will reach out." "I guess we know why, we didn't know Bellamy had a girlfriend now," Zeke said, as he heard the bedroom closing again. "I didn't even know the commander had a daugh- I mean a stepdaughter. Hell, I didn't even know he was married.“Emori!” Raven called out, rushing into her embrace as she was standing by the entrance as soon as she got out of the cab. “How bad is it?” Raven asked as she rocked back & forth on her heels. “Very,” Emori answered, “very,” Emori answered still wiping her eyes. “You going to want to prepare yourself – also be ready to be searched.” “What for?” Raven & Emori heard a familiar voice ask.“You Bought Them Here!” Emori yelled. Raven quickly turned her head as she recognized the voice. “NO!” Raven shouted, glaring at Zeke & his friends. “I can’t believe you all followed me here!” “We didn’t, honestly!” it was John who spoke holding up his arms taking a step back. “Bellamy group text us.” “You’re lying,” Emori told him.“What how do you know?” Raven & Josie asked Emori a bit surprised.“Have any of you seen the news this morning?” Emori asked. “What the fuck Murphy! My friends always told me you were a dirtbag, but what you did was a new type of low & for what?” “Does somebody want to tell me what the hell is going on?” Raven asked. “President Dante Wallace & his son Cage is here. The president gave a press conference about five maybe even ten minutes ago. “Issuing a manhunt for these four people behind you.” “WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!” Raven wailed at Zeke shoving him back nearly knocking him over. “He isn’t worth it!” Emori told Raven, “Wells & his father are upstairs too. The whole hospital is on lockdown until further notice.”“Shit!” Murphy said shaking his head. “It can’t be!” He yelled into the air.“What is it?” Zeke & Josie turned to Murphy asking. “Please tell me it anit true,” Murphy asked looking at Emori with pleading eyes.“Which part?” Emori asked this time smirking. “That she’s not the friend that saved both of our lives countless times? Or that she isn’t the commander’s stepdaughter or Bellamy’s girlfriend? It shouldn’t matter if she was a stranger or not what the hell you did was beyond disgusting, you all deserve to rot in jail! You know the worst part Murphy when she returned & signed up for the university & found out we attended, she was a bit hurt you didn’t remember her – or seem to recognize her. She felt like she was uncool for you anymore.”“I’m confused,” Raven said, looking at Murphy. “You know Bellamy’s girlfriend?” “Good question,” suddenly, Murphy felt like he was shrinking as Roan, Zeke & Josie’s eyes glared at him. “I didn’t know, she was Bellamy’s girlfriend,” Murphy pleaded, hell, yes babe I forgot about her – what did you expect? “She vanished off of the face of the earth over seven years ago, without so much as a goodbye.” “She didn’t vanish you sick son of bitch!” Emori slapped Murphy across his face before shoving him back into one of the brick walls.” “She didn’t vanish – she tried to kill herself! The death of Lexa & then what seven eight months later her dad dies it was too much! Clarke was in a damn coma & woke up two & half years ago slowly rebuilding her life back up.”“Holy shit!” Roan muttered, looking stunned. “Don’t worry, Roan, she told the cops about your shared history- so it will be a hard pass to not see this as payback.” “Clarke Griffin is the commander's stepdaughter?! I thought her mother was a drug addict!” “Oh, people can’t change?” Emori asked. “There is only one person here that, Clarke really doesn’t have a connection with & that is you, Zeke.”“I don’t know – no Clarke,” Josie protested, & hey if the bitch is dumb enough to flirt with my boyfriend & try to steal him from me when she has someone as nice as Bellamy by her side that just proves to show she deserved every bit of what she got & it would even explain why Bellamy wanted to tag along it looks like I wasn’t the only one pissed off. Tell me didn’t Bellamy share his little role in last night's game?”“Enough! Talking!” Raven shouted, “someone better tell me what the hell happened to my friend last night before I go upstairs, & then each one of you including you Emori explains to me how the hell you all know Clarke. Emori, you know how I know Clarke to begin with.”“Zeke do you want to tell Raven or shall I?” Emori asked, “before Raven breaks up with your ass. “Fine, I guess it will be me… Miles here, along with my now ex-boyfriend, Roan, Josie & his boyfriend Gabriel decided to kidnap Clarke from some stupid party last night, dragging her off to God knows where & taking turns raping her all because Gabriel couldn’t keep his eyes & mouth to himself. Gabriel was flirting with Clarke. Clarke turned him down, the bitch standing before us couldn’t handle it. Before you deny it. There is a video of your boyfriend picking up a somewhat drunk Clarke over his shoulders leaving the place with all of you following in tow like good little soldiers. I’m just letting you all know; you can go ahead & try to run for your lives if you like but the evidence is building quickly.”“You’re lying,” Josie hissed out, stomping her feet in place much like a young kid throwing a tantrum. “Bellamy should be arrested too, then,” Josie said. “If there’s a video you would see he left with us.” Emori just rolled his eyes, before taking her out her phone.“What are you doing?” Raven asked. “You’ll see once we’re inside,” she replied. “Wait!” Murphy called out, “let me see her, tell Clarke if she was ever my friend, she would let me talk to her first then I will gladly turn myself in.” “Cute, funny how you think you’re in a position to negotiate anything,” Emori said before walking off.“Who’s the car for?” Raven asked Emori, as she held the back seat car door open. “Come Rav… you know all about Clarke’s past – sure you may not have known that I, nor Murphy or Roan had a part in it. But you knew about her life. Can you honestly tell me you actually thought Clarke would be in this building? Does it even look like a hospital?” “So, Bellamy isn’t really upstairs?” “Well not in that building,” Emori answered.“So, the two of you lied to me!” Josie stated once alone turning to look at Murphy & Roan.“Hey, my girlfriend seems to think you know Clarke too!” Murphy told her. “You mean ex,” Roan replied. “No, I’m getting her back you watch. Clarke will forgive me too!” “Please now you feeling sorry for the skank? Do you see me going around flirting with other men? Does Raven or Emori, flirt with other men?” “Well woman,” Zeke stated. “Oh, she’s bi?” Josie said. Zeke didn’t answer. “What are we going to do?” Zeke muttered. “Get a lawyer,” Roan huffed, “I mean we can’t plead guilty right? I mean we didn’t really do anything wrong.” “Are you fucking kidding me!” Murphy said. “No, didn’t you hear, Josie back at the dorm? Did anyone of us put a gun to her head? Did we really make her beg? She could’ve kept that trap of her shut but didn’t. I say the four of us come up with some sort of story. Maybe I don’t know leave Gabriel to hang dry. Sure, so what there’s a video that shows us leaving but does it actually show that we knew Gabriel had someone in his arm? Does it show that Gabriel just putting Clarke over his shoulder? If that’s all well that can be interpreted in many ways.” “Aww, look at you, it looks like somebody should’ve taken up a major in being a lawyer like Murphy’s girl instead of history like Bellamy. You know what I don’t feel guilty, Josie told the boys standing in front of them – we need to get whoever is focusing on us to focus on Bellamy Blake, we all thought he was some saint. But come on what kind of boyfriend stands by & watches his girlfriend be treated that way?” “What way?” Zeke asked. “Make up your mind, Josie,” Zeke argued. “If we did nothing wrong, how the hell can we say he did something wrong?” “Well, wasn’t peeing on the bitch wrong a bit extreme?” Roan asked. “Please, you enjoyed every second of it, I should’ve made her drink all of your piss too, she enjoyed mine.”“Shut up!” Murphy said. “No, you shut up!” Josie told him, once again did I have a gun to your head? Hell, you were the first to piss on her, hell didn’t you piss on her twice? So, tell me who is the real bad guy here Murphy? You or Bellamy, did you know the girl longer & still enjoyed turning her into your own little fucktoy? Tell me would Emori let you do half the things you did last night to her?” “You want to turn yourself in- lose your life & freedom all because you are feeling guilty for having a good time, go ahead but make sure you make it clear my boyfriend & I had no part in it or you might wake up one morning to discover your precious girl enjoys it rough & likes being used too, she needs to pick better friends. Zeke, I didn’t hear Raven break up with you, so you better get her ass in check.” “Or what?” Zeke asked. “This girl is the commander’s stepdaughter. I don’t want to turn myself in, & hell Raven would never let me fuck her face she doesn’t even like giving me a blow job. But whether you want to hear it or not we are screwed. There is only one way we won’t see an inside of jail cell & that’s by some miracle this Clarke person decides to drop the charges,” Zeke finished saying, before walking off ignoring Josie as he still hears her yelling his name like he’s, her boyfriend.“Why the hell are you still staring at me?” Murphy asked Josie.“I want to know – how did you suddenly know who the whore was? Your girlfriend didn’t even say her name. But somehow you just flipped a button.” “Can we not call her a whore,” Murphy said. “So, what then would you rather slut?” Josie asked. “This girl isn’t my friend, I don’t know her, come to think of it I feel like watching my boyfriend shove his cock down your friend’s throat again this time. To think last night, we were taking it easy. I mean, I could’ve forced Bellamy to leave her ass alone, right? So you all could take turns. I personally don’t like anal. I tried it once, but it wasn’t for me. She’s trying to screw up our lives. You may not have plans after college, but I do. My boyfriend does.”“When you can start calling her, by her real name then we can talk,” Murphy answered, as he took a seat on the curve.“Well can we at least get the fuck off the streets? My dad has tons of lawyers, you know how many times people tried to sue him just so he could not build something in a certain location? Eight out of nine times, he usually wins.”“Where are we going?” Raven asked as she looked out the window of the car. “Don’t” Emori told her; Raven looked at. “Roll down the window. Clarke isn’t in Arkadia. We’re going to Polis. Where her mom’s from?” Raven asked.“Not exactly, we’re going to the last place where anyone would expect to find the commander & his family. But I was telling the truth. The president & his son is with Abby & Commander Kane. As well as giving a press conference. It’s still another forty-five minutes ride.” “We been in the car for almost an hour already,” Raven said twirling her fingers in her lap. "Mount Weather?" Raven asked, "Where she was in her coma as well as Bellamy?" Emori shook her head, no. “Well how did you find out?” Raven asked. “I mean I’m still having a tough time believing Zeke could do something like that, even Murphy & it makes it more heartbreaking that he was supposed to be Clarke’s friend. How did she save your life?” “Which time?” Emori asked, Clarke saved my life twice but Murphy’s at least four times if not more but first I gotta know how the hell did you Clarke & Bellamy were dating, that is a closely guarded secret. You should've seen my mouth gaping wide open when Bellamy told me to text you." "Uh, it wasn't just you," Raven answered, "Harper reached out to me too, but when she did, I wasn't near my phone or I was either asleep.

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“Who the hell is this?” Abigail came marching down the hallway toward Bellamy, Octavia, Emori, Harper, Wells & Raven. “I heard screaming,” Abigail repeated looking around the hall. “It was my daughter, wasn’t it?” Abby asked Bellamy.“Hey back off!” Wells & Bellamy said to Abigail as she started to charge towards Raven.“Mind you – you are all guests in this hospital! I can toss you all out!”“Yeah & good luck keeping your daughter calm!” Octavia hissed “Clarke may be a bit traumatized but surprisingly she’s still coherent mind you, coherent enough to take not one but two lie detector tests, tell me how long do you think it will be before she realizes my brother is gone? Come on you know he’s the only person that’s keeping your daughter sane right now.”"What?" Raven said, "Why did Clarke need a lie detector, "don't tell me you all think she's lying - did this to herself?" Abby & Octavia ignored Raven's comments or rather her questions. “Then how about telling your brother to do his damn job & stop bringing people by who will upset my daughter!”“So tell me was it you Emori who tried to enter my daughter’s room again or perhaps it was the new girl?” Abigail asked, eyeing Raven.“It was me,” Raven spoke up clearing her throat. “Figures so which bastard was your boyfriend?” Abigail asked a bit impatiently.“Excuse me?” Raven asked a bit caught off guard.“Well, are you I personally know Josephine Lightbourne her parents & I have a rather complicated history. I wouldn’t be surprised if she did this as some sort of payback, I mean I always knew she was spoiled but never pegged the girl to b- that doesn’t even matter, she isn’t even worth me wasting my breath on, but she doesn’t have the balls to show up – come to think about it she shouldn’t even know this hospital exists. The Dead Zone is a closed-off area.”“Well I technically didn’t break up with Zeke,” Raven mumbled. “Zeke?” Abigail questioned.“Ah, Miles Shaw, can’t believe I’m saying this but I’m glad that poor bastard old man is dead. If he were alive –“ A man was heard saying, before he stopped in tracks a few feet in front of Raven.“Marcus?” Raven said in disbelief. “I didn’t know you were the commander, last I knew you were still working your way up in the ranks, let alone got remarried.” Marcus just ignored Raven’s comment, walking up to her pulling her into an embrace, before stepping back. “please tell me what I heard isn’t true, that you’re dating such a disgusting – I don’t even know what to call Miles right now it’s sure as hell isn’t a man. Now you listen here young lady, if you’re hiding Miles you are aiding & abating, I’m sure-“ “Please, Uncle Kane,” Raven interrupted him. “I didn’t say I wasn’t going to break up with Zeke, it’s just that everything happened so fast & I hurried & followed Emori into the car. Emori explains what she could do in the car ride & explain how at the time when she simply broke up with Murphy that she thought he just cheated on her – not.” Raven shook letting out a shaky breath. I should’ve been here sooner that’s probably why you heard Clarke yelling at me.”“No that wasn’t the case,” Marcus told Raven quickly.“Tell me does my step-daughter know the history you & Zeke share?” Raven only nods her head once. “Well then there you go then, probably until Miles Shaw is behind bars for a very extremely long time, will Clarke probably be able to be near you. She did the same thing to Emori, too” Kane explained. “You got lucky,” Emori chuckled, she threw the phone into the room at me. Clarke actually thought I bought Murphy with me too.”“Well, I’m confused,” Abby finally interrupted, “how exactly do you & Raven know one another? She called you Uncle?” Abby repeated. “As long as we knew each other, how did I not know you had a sibling. “He doesn’t,” Raven quickly explained. “Jacapo Sinclair was best friends with Kane, & Jacapo Sinclair took me in when my parents died. When Jacapo died, well-““Sinclair was your adoptive father?” Abby asked, a bit surprised. “Not adoptive, just foster father.” “I see…” Abby said before looking at Kane saying we need to talk.”“About Raven?” Marcus asked. “I will not have her escorted out of this hospital, unless she wishes to leave or unless your daughter demands it, Abby,” Kane said firmly crossing his arms. “No, the interview,” Abby said. “I think it’s too much for Clarke.”“Shouldn’t it be up to Clarke?” Bellamy corrected, “she told you she wants to do it; we even agreed on a time & date, you said you would support her choice,” he finished saying before walking off.“Where do you think you’re going?” Bellamy heard Abby asking. Bellamy didn’t answer, he just continued making his way back to Clarke’s room, hoping she would be fast asleep. She had a long night. not to mention a long day, yet the day isn't even over yet, but at least she's done being picked & prodding at for the time being. He knows Clarke wants to go home - but Abby was adamant that Clarke at least stay in this hospital until all of her test results come back. To be honest, he was surprised she said yes especially given he knows she won't last long. He knows she hates hospitals even though she never told him why. Which is also odd, she's a med student too. "Why you given me that look?" Raven asked Emori, "you think I will stand by Zeke? After this?"Emori quickly shook her head. "I'm just surprised, you know Kane that's all. I never heard either one of you bring up the other person before." "So, you knew he was commander?" Raven asked. "No, when Murphy & I met him, he was still working his way through the ranks. We met him after Clarke saved us. I'm not really sure how it happened but we somehow got kidnapped to harvest our bone marrow. Guess that what happens when you have a family with connections & money. If you go missing or something happens... but Clarke was very adamant about not leaving us behind especially since before incident, she & Murphy already knew one another.  You think you were in shock when you found out what Zeke did. It's a good thing I wasn't physically with Murphy when I found out what the fuck he did. I didn't find out until I got here. You thought a three-hour car drive & forty-five-minute plane ride was long after your taxi ride. Trying do it blindfolded with headphones. Wells & I had sadly do it. I don't exactly know how Harper fits into this, she was already here when Wells & I arrived. Besides Bellamy, Clarke has only let Harper in to see her." "I thought O, goes to see Clarke. Not alone, usually with Bellamy." "Maybe that's it we should go with Bellamy. If Clarke sees he trusts us, maybe she would relax a little bit. I mean to be fair even though I didn't know how she would react. I did enter the room first even though Bellamy was right outside, I'm guess you did too."

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“No, you stay Bell,” Octavia told her brother. “We don't want Clarke waking up thinking we abandoned her, believe me that is the last thing she needs right now.” “Actually we need to talk to both of you,” Raven insisted while standing next to Emori, “look you both saw Clarke's reaction to us,” Emori said, “so if we're both here –““bad news,” Bellamy & Octavia both hissed in unsion as they looked down at Clarke, who was still sleeping. “Ten minutes top,” Raven said. “Five minutes,” Bellamy proclaimed as he leaned over Clarke brushing some if the strands out of her face before placing a kiss on her forehead. Then went ahead turning on the TV, as something to hopefully keep her occupied in case it isn’t a five minute chat. “Come on big brother,” O said holding out her hand whispering. “Look the longer we wait - do you want to talk about it in Clarke's hospital room?” Raven asked, “suppose she wakes up & actually finally recognize us, she sees y-” “Alright!” Bellamy said throwing up his hands sighing he only left Clarke twice since they arrived at the hospital yesterday morning. “Say that again?” Bellamy asked as they stepped out of the room as Octavia asked a bit confused “why is this bad news? The only way this is bad news is if you tell my brother & I that you're going to stand by the bastards Miles & John.”“What?” Raven stating a bit stunned, staring at her a bit repulsive. “Well you can't blame me for thinking that,” O told her, “did you even bother to break up with Miles yet?” O asked tapping her foot on the floor a bit annoyed. “You do realize there are no amount of apologies that can fix this fucked-up situation? You got nothing to say? Should my brother & I go back inside?” “Not yet,” Bellamy finally spoke up asking “why can't Clarke know John & Miles got arrested last night or should I be asking how did the two of you find out? Well, we’re waiting!” Bellamy shouted apparently a bit too loud as within a matter of minutes Kane along with Clarke's mother Abby came walking towards them. “Where's Wells & his father?” Bellamy asked. “Harper too?” Octavia asked looking around. “First thing is first commander Kane spoke did all of you let Clarke know that John Murphy & Miles Ezekiel Shaw willingly turned themselves in & giving up their DNA sample & confessed to rap-“ before Kane could finished talking him, & the other five people including Bellamy all turned their heads towards the door, rushing inside Clarke’s room after hearing Clarke scream following a loud thud & items shattering. “Honey, Clarke,” Abby said taking a step forward.“N-nno n-no,” Clarke tried to say shaking her head as she sat there on the hospital floor shaking, before she looked up holding out her hand, quickly Bellamy finally rushed to her side taking her hand into his quickly having to keep his own balance as now that he was physically touching her he could not only see her shaking but feel it too as he tried to figure what in the world happened to have her to end up being on the floor. Just as Bellamy started to place his free arm around her waist to help her up he suddenly found himself on his knees as her grip on his hand & shirt tighten he could hear mumbling words but couldn't really make out what she was saying. It wasn't until Bellamy heard Abby's pleading voice yet again saying “honey please get off the floor & back into the bed” that he finally understood what his girl was saying as he felt her tremors coursing through his own body Clarke was saying “don't take him away.” He wanted to ask her who or what she was talking about but Bellamy knew very well Clarke wouldn't open with everyone in her room it may not be her room at theirs house or her dorm but this space was or rather supposed to be somewhere of a safe haven for her. “We really need to finish talking,” Marcus finally said “about John & the others.”“Not in here,” Raven & Emori said in unsion. “I-I I... I-I ne-eed need to leave.”“Clarke you know very well you can't leave this hospital yet not stop acting like a spoiled child you are adult now!”“No - I got this!” Marcus said holding up his hand to stop Octavia from speaking, suddenly surprised by Abby harshness. “Abigail mind you this isn't your hospital you don't get to boss around patients here are we clear?! You’re a guest here!” He practically shouted.Bellamy started to stand up but found himself unable to get up to one at the very least as Clarke grip on him tighten around him more as he heard Clarke repeating the same mantra from earlier not even thirty minutes ago realizing finally Clarke is talking about him for some reason this surprises Bellamy even though it really shouldn't not only because of how tightly she's clinging to him now but the amount of time he spent by her side within the past forty eight hours. It was more than thirty-five hours.“Bell look!” Octavia said firmly pointing to the remote that was laying on the floor, but no one else seem to be paying much attention. “She might already know.” “Know what?” Everyone asked, Bellamy couldn't really turn to see what the heck his sister was talking about each time he made an attempt to move Clarke grip got tighter & her breathing started to pick up again Bellamy was mentally cursing himself out as he was tempted to give Abby the green light to give Clarke a sedative. With a slight groan, Bellamy could only hope this would work not only was the hand she been gripping for probably the past five maybe ten minutes starting to hurt his neck was starting to cramp too. Taking in a deep inhale Bellamy tried nudging his face so his mouth was at her ear, he instantly felt her body stiffen up & her arms & grip finally loosen he unsure if that was a good thing or a bad thing a good sign or a suddenly he's pulled from his thoughts realize it was a mistake to have tried to move force her to move before she was ready as Clarke shoved him back all the while trying to clammer herself back up against the wall eyes opening & shutting a few times before she finally breaks yet again pointing & screaming saying it's your fault you did this to me Clarke kept shouting as she grabbed her hair trying to ball them up in her hands almost like she wanted to rip her own hair out Bellamy was unsure of what to do he was fully prepared to turn himself in if it meant Clarke could get would get better just as suddenly Bellamy realize his girlfriend's rage wasn't directed at him as he instantly felt Clarke grab his wrist the same time he felt a hand on his shoulder! “No m-m-oo-m!” Clarke said trying to keep her voice steady “won't take him! Will bury you”Clarke baby Bellamy pleaded with her to calm down. “N-n-n-no n-no,” Clarke repeated as she suddenly turned her face burying herself back into Bellamy’s chest before calling for Mori. Emori eyes went wide as this was the second time she been in close proximity with Clark in the past give or take perhaps forty eight hours. “He figured ou-o-uu-t? Tht why he hates m-me?” “What are you talking about?” Abby asked. “Don't pretend like you don't know mo-mmmy,” Clarke said as tears still from her eyes Bellamy could tell as he could feel it from his shirt. “Where Emori?” Clarke asked, “you told him didn't you?” “I'm confused,” Octavia & Raven even Kane said. Bellamy was confused too but he kept his mouth shut letting his girlfriend cling to him as though his & her life depended on it. “Answer Me!” Clarke shouted surprising everyone with how loud her voice, it was no longer scary & small but sounded angry with hate. Clarke still held onto his wrist but didn't let go as she turned around hold out her hand before quickly pulling it back shaking her head not you mommy, Clarke said before holding out her hand Emori finally realized Clarke wanted her & did in fact come to her & completely caught off guard when Clarke flung her free arm around her it was a bit awkward as Clarke was still using her other arm to cling on to Clarke for dear life. After a few seconds she finally released her friend. “Wouldn't that be mo-ot-tiv…ve? I mean if your boy-“ “Stop right there,” Emori interrupted hesitantly placing her hands on her cheeks “ex-boyfriend now,” Emori swore to her friend. “If he found out it wasn't from me.”“Bed bed bed,” Clarke repeated pulling on Bellamy shirt dadddd daddy “my me head.” “Your father is dead, Clarke you know this,” Abby said, as Bellamy quickly told Abby  “No!” Bellamy said quickly scooping up an unconscious Clarke Griffin into his arm easing her back down on the bed.“I'm still a doctor!” Abby shouted. “I'm not only her health care proxy but her medical power of attorney too. So maybe at the time when Clarke gave me all this responsibility I didn't understand the why's & what's of it but now I do. I take my job seriously. I love Clarke. I know that Levitt & or Niylah are both somewhere in the hospital one of them or both them can check on Clarke as commander Kane makes all of the necessary arrangements to take Clarke back home. We can wait at home for the test results that still need to come back.” “Not until I talk to my daughter!” Abby demanded. “Why?” Emori asked “it's makes no difference one way or another whether it is in the interview or trial the truth will come out.”“Don't walk away from me,” Kane said grabbing his wife's arm spinning her back around to look at him. “Look we all made mistakes we all done things we aren't proud of.” “But it's different,” O interrupted “nobody is paying for our mistakes but my best friend your daughter- your only child is paying for one of yours, if not more.” “B-B-Be...ll!” Clarke woke up panting. “hey hey I'm right here I’m right here,” Bellamy said rushing to her side engulf her into his arms rubbing up & down Clarke back as he stood in between her legs.“Needa apologizes.” Apologize? Bellamy thought to himself “apologize to who baby girl?” Bellamy asked taking a step back instantly regretting the step as Clarke once again grip his wrist tightly, it’s a miracle he doesn’t have a bruise yet, or not sore & achey. “Don't l-leav-ve eveyone tryin take y-you way.” “Princess listen to me, please listen to me,” Bellamy said placing his hands on both side of her cheeks kneeling down in front of her between her legs gently placing a kiss on her lips. “No body is taking me away from you the only way I'm leaving is if you want or need me to leave. I promise, you.” Clarke let the tears continue falling from her eyes, before speaking, Bellamy stayed kneeling stroking up & down Clarke arm with one hand as Clarke just used her thumb to making circler motions on his other hand that was resting on her thigh. Finally glancing in Kane's direction, “I'm not a prisoner here am I?” Clarke asked. “What? Of course not,” Clarke heard her mother say. “I wasn't asking you,” Clarke snapped before Kane spoke “your mother is right, Clarke,” Kane said. “I wanna leave with Bell, O, Mori, & Raven go to the station before we go home.” “Station?” Abigail asked, “you already gave statement done all you can do. Honey I'm talking to you,” Abby repeated. “I'm not deaf! I didn't want to go to some stupid hospital mom. I wanna stay with Bellamy all of you are just going around letting the lies spread!” “What lies?” Abby asked. “The news I I um I uh I um um.... I know um Murphy & Raven boyfriend turned themselves saw it on tv. Um yeah,” Clarke said shaking her head “um office Echo or is she detective that doesn't matter” Clarke muttered biting her lip but it was um like she was talking to me. Clarke insisted, “the point is if John found out what my mo-“ “Shut your mouth Clarke tha-“ “spear your care giving attituded, I'm not taking about forgiving that monster but if he found out that you were the reason his dad died & that you were behind the experiments wouldn't that make him snap & he'll it's not like he could get to you is it so who the hell would be the next best thing for revenge or payback? He may be a monster but so are you mom.” “You judge me?” Bellamy suddenly raised his voice standing up but still composing himself well enough to make sure Clarke could still feel his skin touching hers. “No” quickly Emori & Clarke interrupted “Abby didn't physically kill anyone,” Clarke went on to say as O sat on one side of her with Emori on her other side.“Look his father shouldn't have been stealing medication from the hospital,” Abby shouted defending her actions. “All I did was report it to the authorities how was I supposed to know they were going to give him the death sentence?”“Why do I have a feeling there's so much more to this story?” Kane turned to Abby asking. “Like you never made mistakes before,” Abby asked. “Do you regret it?” Kane asked.

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“How many times are you going to repeat the same thing over & over again?” Josie hissed coming to a complete stop in front of Murphy. “We get it you don't agree with this now shut the fuck up about it!” Murphy rolled his eyes taking his hands out of his pockets, “you do realize it's not just me right… but the five of us Roan, Zeke, you... your boyfriend & me have a fucking restraining order that was one of the conditions we stay the fuck away from Griffin at least until we have to face her in court.” “Well, it's good thing we're aren't going to see the little whore John,” Josephine stated as they all started walking again. “All we're doing is visiting an old friend. Like seriously how are supposed to guess when the slut is with Bell or not? Am I the only who is pissed off that we got kick out of the university & that suddenly our future jobs are invalid while Bellamy still as everything? All we doing is paying Bellamy a visit to see how the hell he got away scotch free & perhaps you could ask him to talk to his bitch for us try to get him to get the whore to see that's it's in everyone's best interest if we forget this happen that it was one big misunderstanding than we can all focus on finishing school having our dream jobs.” “I'm not doing that!” Murphy hissed grabbing Josephine's arm spinning her around to face him. “I'm not doing that! I already told you I'm pleading guilty you idiot! Don't you feel the guilty at all? I know I’m not only one who feels this way!”“Oh, please John, you don't feel guilty. Sure, you feel like an idiot for not recognizing your friend or is it ex-friend now? But stop lying to yourself here if it wasn't someone you have known you wouldn't be so worked up. I stand by what I said, so, you want to throw away your life fine go ahead but don't expect us to do the same. Let me ask you this, did i have a gun that night? I mean really think about it sure I may have told the whore to beg. I mean after all that is what sluts do, but I did have a gun to her head or a knife to her throat, forcing her to beg? Now, tell me again I know all the men didn't, but you weren't one of them our job wasn't to make her come or to give her an orgasm she was supposed to pleasures us. What kind of freak would enjoy being raped? Wasn’t it you, who said she was a true slut when you noticed you mad her come? You hear that don’t you? She didn’t make you come but you made her come. Now how about you turn off your guilty mind for a couple hours so we can see our friend? I know he misses us & we miss him too, don't we? We're just three blocks away from his place. I'd expect the feeling guilty nonsense from Bellamy not from you John. Which brings me to my next question actually, you never told us how you figured out who it was your face just went paler than pale while your ex-girlfriend was talking out some empty building.” “Clarke is the only friend that Emori & I have with military connections, Josie- you want me to turn off my guilty conscience how about you start addressing my friend with respect her name is Clarke you got it? I will find a way to make it up to her, if it’s even possible at all,” Murphy said before walking past her bumping into her shoulder. “Really? Gabriel?” Josie hissed you're gonna let him talk to me like that & bump into me?” “He feels guilty too,” Murphy turned around taunting her, “maybe not for the same reason I do but guilt is guilt.” “Is this true?” She asked stunned, “you were the one who took her from the party babe-“ “yeah & I didn't know she was underage, if I'm being honest, I think us going to trial is a waste & us seeing Bellamy is too. There's no way he will help us. You’re acting naive if you think you can control Bellamy, as if few weeks ago wasn't any indication. He did come in her mouth without your say so. He did hog her ass all to himself, sure my dick was able to go into Murphy's friend ass but I couldn't fuck it. Bellamy didn't spit or piss in or on her either- so don't go expect a nice greeting when we knock on his door. We kidnapped his girlfriend, Josie. Maybe if she was over eighteen, I wouldn't feel bad. You never really told us how exactly you ended up including Bellamy, all you said was you reluctantly included him.”Josephine slapped him across his face, before asking, “did she stop you when you tossed her over your shoulder? You didn't drug or chloroform her. Besides she's a freshman, all first-year students go through some type of hazing in some shape or form this could be hers, if she wants to act like a spoiled little baby she shouldn't be hanging with the grown folks. “Now I don’t care what anyone of you say I don't feel bad, she deserved everything she got. I would do it again in a heartbeat only this time, I would make sure Bellamy didn’t hog her ass. It was a pity Bell hogged her ass I did want all of you to fuck her ass too each of you. You deserved that Gabe,” Josie finished saying, “hell you all did.”

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Bellamy rushed into the kitchen upon hearing Clarke screaming, upon waking up late only getting downstairs not even five minutes ago, only to enter a more troubling sight his sister was seen picking up the land line phone from the floor with Harper standing in front of the stove turning off the two front burners that had a griddle resting on one of them. “What happened?” Bellamy asked cautiously still not seeing Clarke but he heard her calling his name, within a matter of seconds she appears from behind the island counters rushing into his arms sobbing she w-won't leave me alone. “Who?” He asked.“Who you think?” He heard Raven & Emori say in unison (yeah that was one of the things that have changed since his girlfriend was brutally raped attack tortured whatever the hell you called what she had to endure. Emori, Raven & her new boyfriend Wick who's a police officer, along with Harper & her boyfriend Monty who's a bartender moved in with Clark, my sister, Levitt & me. It's not like we don't have the room or space. My sister was always so tight lit how she got this place but assured me it wasn't illegal. Even up until recently I still felt there's was something O wasn't telling me about this place but now that Clarke & some of her - or rather some of our friends moved in with us I do feel better I can't really picture Octavia putting Clarke or anyone in this house in any danger. It's kinda funny despite Harper being friends with Raven, a girl he consensual slept with & Monty being Harper's boyfriend met Harper through Clarke not Raven nor Monty. He met Monty at a bar he makes one of the best if not the best moonshine drinks in the city, but that's not the kicker here, Bellamy chuckle to himself apparently Clarke too knew Monty but not through Harper, Monty was apparently in juvenile with Clarke not to mention his sister O, how small can this world be he thought to himself whether it was directly or indirectly everyone in his life was in some way shape or form connected to Clarke if he was a paranoid dude he would've pushed Clarke away long ago like that would've matter he thinks. Clarke would've probably been around anyways ‘cause of his sister & Monty not to mention also in a sense because of Wells, Bellamy works for Wells's father.) “I should file a restraining order against my damn- I mean Abby!” Clarke shouted taking a step back, flinging her arms around before coming to a sudden stop leaning her head against his chest. Bellamy couldn't help but wrap his arms around her rubbing her back in a circle like he normally does if he's not rubbing it up & down. “Abby still pressuring you about the interview?” he asked.“No clue,” Clarke answered stepping back again, “my mother just keeps leaving me voice messages & texts telling me to call her back ASAP! Right now, I just can't you know. If it's not about me giving the interview then it could be because she found out I dropped premed. Remember that call I got at eight this morning,” he nodded. “That was the university saying that somebody was requesting information about me but didn't leave a name. I wouldn't be surprised if she found out,” Clarke said sighing, “hence why the landline phone is on the floor. I had to turn off my phone. I don't know why but my emotions been all over the place this week, I feel more overwhelmed than I did-“ Clarke ending up cutting herself off pressing on her bottom lip with her teeth, before walking away from Bellamy, towards Octavia, Raven, Harper & Emori for a group hug apologizing “- none of that,” Raven interrupted Clarke, “you have nothing to be sorry for,” Clarke heard in her ear as she felt Bellamy coming around her waist from behind her. “Listen to my brother,” O, told Clarke. “You been through a lot besides there's no time frame to deal with being kidnapped & raped” Raven chimed in. “How about we finish making brunch?” Harper asked. Getting a chuckle from Clarke, “I was just watching.” “Here's an idea,” Bellamy suggested “why don't the four of you go get yourself together while Clarke & I clean up?” “We're going out?” Clarke asked, raising her eyebrows. “Unless Emori, Harper, Raven & my sister have any plans,” Bellamy answered. “Not until later actually,” Harper spoke up, “Raven & I are doing our classes online.” “Later?” Clarke asked. “You & Bellamy should come too,” Octavia said, “if it's a party,” Clarke said letting out a shaky breath. “Gosh no,” Emori quickly answered “there's some outdoor movie playing in Arkadian national park at nine thirty pm. Wick, Monty, & Levitt should be off.” Bellamy turned his gaze to Clarke to see if he can read her expression, this isn't the first time they have been invited out not even since she left the hospital but if she says yes this would be a big step for her this would be the third time she would be leaving since she came home. Even though Bellamy didn't count the other two times as it was school & therapy related. Part of him hopes she says yes but he doesn't want to push her. To his surprise when he bought up going to brunch not even five minutes ago she didn't hesitate to yes, with a smile on her face.“Sure,” Clarke finally answered biting her the bottom of her lip once more.“Really princess, it's no pressure,” Bellamy told her. He didn't want her to think her friends, especially him were trying to guilt trip her into anything. “No, Bell, I want to go need to remember what's it’s like to be normal again or at least try right? I'm not saying I will be ready to go out on my own anytime soon- but-“ “You don't have to worry about being by yourself princess,” Bellamy told her as he pulled Clarke in for another long hug. “I'm never letting you out my sight again.” “Only if that were true,” Clarke replied tippy toeing to kiss his forehead, “you do have to work. Whether I like it or not I do have to go back to school art isn't really something you can do online at least the kind I wanna do.” “Baby steps,” Harper said, “this is a start.” “Besides you don't have to have a degree to be an artist,” Octavia chimed in, “we all seen your work sure it be nice to have your mother's approval, but it's not needed.” “Believe me I know,” Clarke chuckled a bit, frowning when she heard the bell ring. “I'll get it,” Clarke said rolling her eyes. “Wait not so fast,” Bellamy quickly said stepping in front of her, “supposed it's Abby?” “Then I can tell her go straight to hell. She isn't making any of this easier for me,” Clarke hissed as she went back to hugging her boyfriend turning her head to take a peek at Octavia, thankfully she was still in the kitchen. “I should've listened to you,” Clarke muttered as Octavia stated “don't worry about it as soon as Emori & Raven left the kitchen, I made some calls.” “Calls?” Bellamy asked as he felt Clarke nodded her head up & down against his chest. “Cameras Bell, I didn't want to be paranoid but ever since I put out a restraining order against Josephine, Roan, Miles, John & Gabriel, your sister has been hounding me about putting a camara in so we could see who's at the door before we answer.” “That's a great idea,” Bellamy agreed, “it's not being paranoid baby,” he finished saying as suddenly as the three of them heard Raven's & Emori's voices yelling & shouting. “NO!” “THIS…” “ARE YOU CRAZY!” “GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE” “YOU GOT ONE HELL OF A NERVE!” “NOW!” with other vaguely familiar voices, they weren’t loud, so it was hard to make out. Neither one of them could place until Harper came running back into the kitchen saying the police are on their way.Well, Bellamy quickly put who was at the door, so grateful Clarke hasn’t yet. Bellamy suddenly was easing himself away from Clarke telling his sister & Harper to stay with Clark. “Bell what's going on?” Clarke asked, “nothing for you to worry your pretty head about princess,” Bellamy promised before placing a kiss on her lips. “Trust me baby girl stay here, it's one big misunderstanding.”

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“O! don’t apologize for me, ever again got it! I live here too!” Clarke shouted, as Bell's sister started to mumble something about couldn't keep her in the kitchen. “…wait Gabriel wasn’t joking Bellamy, you actually live with the bitch?” “I got this Bell!” Clarke said winking at him, before marching right up to Josephine. “That’s right I’m Bellamy’s Bitch, with a capital B, remember that why don’t while you enjoy your ride back down to the police station! You do realize not only are you all violating the restraining order but Raven boyfriend is a cop. Who will be here soon with other officers.” “Please, we’re be gone before they even get here, once we get what we came for.” “Clarke, please go upstairs,” Bellamy looked to her, before turning to his sister, “you too.”“Don’t need a babysitter,” Clarke hissed. “Good, because we’re here for you,” Josie told Clarke. “You need to job the lawsuit you have against us; you’re ruining our lives.” Clarke just rolled her eyes before walking away to sit on the couch. “I didn’t ruin your life Josie, you did that all by yourself the moment you & your little boy toys decided to kidnap me, physically assault me, rape me, spit & pee in & on me. What was it you told me that night that I was going to learn not to fuck with Josephine Lightbourne, while today & probably for the rest of your life you will learn not to fuck with Clarke Griffin. You don’t scare me. So, go ahead, stand in my hallway & enjoy your final moments of freedom in my house instead of with your family! While you at – you all need to stop bad mouth Bellamy. Bellamy didn’t rape me; you all keep saying he raped me he will sue you for defamation.” “Bell can’t do that, it’s true! Griffin!” Roan hissed, “Besides you got everything you deserved & then some!” “You mean like your mother?” Suddenly Clarke asked, finding herself throwing a glass from the coffee table in his direction. “Don’t worry the police know all about how your mother poisoned me!” “His mother did what?” Zeke, Murphy, & Gabriel all said stunned, while Josie just chuckled. “Oh, he didn’t tell none of you about our connection. My now dead girlfriend killed his mother because she not only had the audacity to try & kill me but she had the audacity to challenge her in a one-on-one challenge combat for control over the entire gang. But here’s the kicker, Nia fell ill suddenly that same day & was forced to watch the fight. His son the great lame old Roan here was forced to fight, & Lexa spare his life killing his mother instead after she all but threaten to disown him in front of at maybe six or seven gangs. Roan here feels that if Lexa & I weren’t dating his mother wouldn’t have felt compelled to try & poison me angering Lexa who Roan claims goaded his mother into challenging her into a fight. Should I go down the list with all of you – all of your dirty secrets will be laid out bare in the court room, all except for you Zeke, like what the fuck none of my family didn’t do a thing to your sorry ass. Well scratch that my step-father had the nerve to believe in you see something good in your sorry ass, but that only makes what you did to me sadder because while you are rotting away in prison. I will be out here striving & living. “Whatever bitch, you take this to court…. you will be forcing your boyfriend to lie under oath,” Josie hissed, at Clarke. “Do you really want to live with a liar?”“Actually, no there is no lying… it isn’t rape, if I wanted it. Bellamy was the only one I wanted to fuck me. I told the rest of your sorry asses no! I said no more than four times. You all heard me yelling pleading for you all stop but you all went on. None of you got nothing on me or my boyfriend. What was my boyfriend suppose to do leave me? He was worried the lots of you would kill me or worst kill him – if he left.” “Bell is my friend,” Josie insisted, “I wouldn’t kill him, for the record we didn’t know you were his girlfriend.” “Like that matters, I’m still a human being! You bitch!” Clarke shouted flipping the coffee table in front of her, while her back was still turned away from Murphy, Josie & her boyfriend, Roan & Zeke who stood by the door still, which was probably a smart choice. Clarke could see, Bellamy, Octavia, Harper & Raven out of the corner of her eyes. Clarke sighed before turning around. “Like I said today you will learn not to fuck with Clarke Griffin!” Clarke hissed as she marched over to Josie, “you thought I was just some dumb drunken naïve little girl who would take whatever the hell you throw at me, guess again. I wanted to live a normal life, I wanted my friends & my boyfriend to have normal lives but because of your actions, everything will be known. You do realize not only is my mother a renowned famous doctor but my stepfather is the commander. My half-brother is Cage.” “Holy shit!” Zeke said, “h-h-he’s th-the…” “Yes, the president’s son, my mother long before I was born slept with Dante Wallace. You all messed with the wrong chick, or perhaps maybe the right chick because I hate to think of how many other women you all did this to while I was in a coma.”“You can’t do this!” Josie scoffed, “not over a little hazing!” “Hazing?” Clarke scoffed purposely shoving Josie backward, “what happened scared to hit me this time because I’m with my friends?” Clarke asked. “People don’t get pregnant from hazing. Plus luckily we live in a place where hazing is considered a crime, so either way you still fucked yourself over the moment you decided to paint me as a weak little target,” Clarke said, shoving Josie once more.  “What?” Emori, Octavia, Harper, Murphy, Zeke, Bellamy, Raven, Roan, Gabriel & Josie all said in unison. “You’re lying….” Josie insisted looking Clarke right in the eyes.“Am I?” Clarke asked smirking a bit, how many times did your boy toys come inside my vagina without a condom?  What was it you told me that night - was it sluts or was it whores don't deserve condoms? Like I would be the only one to deal with the consequences of a pregnancy. That’s not even the best part it looks like even with your ass behind bars you’re still stuck my ass after all. Gabriel is the father too. Unless you’re going to break up with him, but now that wouldn’t be a good look going into trial, would it? The two of you are suppose to show a united front, right? Oh, & by the way I have every intention of claiming getting child support from you too Gabriel; the only other sad thing of this - is that you will have to be the one to explain to your child why you're not in his or her life..." Clarke finished saying as everyone heard the sirens already. “So much for being gone by the time the police get here,” Clarke said as Raven’s phone rang, looking directly at Murphy. "It's too bad we can't rehash our history isn't it cockroach?" Clarke asked as Raven stated, “It’s Kyle, calling.”Clarke decided to storm off claiming she lost her appetite. “BELLAMY! YOU HAVE TO GET YOUR GIRL TO DROP THESE CHARGES!”  Josie demanded, grabbing his lower arm, as he turned to walk away. “I don’t owe none of you anything,” Bellamy hissed, yanked her arm away, for the record Josie, Bellamy said feeling guilty & being guilty aren’t the same thing.” “What is it?” Bellamy asked, seeing his sister, Harper, Emori all huddled near Raven in front of her phone.Next time he turned around everyone was gone except for one John Murphy, who shook his head. "I will turn myself back in, I didn't come here for the reasons Josie & the others came for." "What that is supposed to make everything you did to one of my friends?" Emori asked, "Even if Clarke did ask for it which is complete nonsense nobody would ask to be raped/gang rape your stupid ass did cheat on me. So regardless, you already knew what you were doing was wrong!"

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“Do you think Clarke is really pregnant Bell?” Octavia asked.“Why would she lie about something like that though?” Raven asked, “Suppose this is why she's mad at Abby? I mean it's hard enough on its own dealing with being raped & knowing your rapists aren't in jail yet now to add pregnancy to the list? Her mother could be an easy target to release her anger on.” “Well, it's a good thing you accepted to be her guardian, power of attorney & proxy when she asked. You could call Doctor Griffin-Kane & find out,” Octavia told him. Bellamy rolled his eyes, “I'm not going behind Clarke's back number one. As far as being her guardian goes Clarke is eighteen in case you forgot,” “- can you really look me in the eyes & tell me Clarke is in the right min-? Look around brother, Octavia practically shouted do you see any prenatal vitamins anywhere for starters? So, if you were really going to ask me if my best friend is in the right headspace right now. Seriously? It hasn’t even been a month yet, who the hell would be in the right head space? Can you tell me the last time she ate? We didn’t go out this morning because we were rudely interrupted.” She interrupted him. “To be fair Octavia, maybe she found out today; sometimes ob-gyn prescribed a certain type or brand of prenatal vitamins. Clarke's mother isn't an ob-gyn she's just a doctor, Raven said.” “I'll go talk to Clarke,” Bellamy told the two of them, letting out a sigh.“What's wrong?” Octavia asked her brother, pulling him in for a hug, “Clarke is strong.”“O, I know believe me I know but you heard Josie I raped my girlfriend.” “None of that,” Raven cut in to say slapping him upside his head in a teasing manner, “if Harper & Emori were here to right now, they would say the same thing too. You heard Clarke you didn't rape her not to mention you said it yourself being guilty & feeling guilty isn't the same thing. Did you throw a bag over Clarke's head kidnapping her from the party? If it's forgiveness you need I can give you that you are forgiven,” Raven insisted. “Clarke doesn't blame you, to be honest, if you really did rape her, or rather if she felt that you did I don't think she would be anywhere near you right now your betrayal would hurt ten… no hundred times worse than the anger she feels for all of them especially Murphy, besides not just from Harper's phone but some of the other students who willingly turned in their phones to help with this case shows you did nothing wrong. In a sense, I'm glad for Clarke's family ties.”“Why because it provided her with the manpower to not be a statistic?” Bellamy asked forcing out a dark chuckle.“Well that too,” Raven said but all of us are in the know about the investigation the evidence. Maybe we shouldn't push Clarke to tell us she's pregnant let her tell us on her own.”“What?” Octavia said almost in disbelief. “We are all keeping a secret from Clarke ourselves, aren't we? But comparing some unplanned pregnancy to a video or group of videos where Josephine Lightbourne bullied Gabr-“ “Stop right there,” Bellamy yelled, “let’s be clear about one thing right now, Gabriel Santiago is a grown man he could've said no to Josie.  It’s not our fault or Clarke's fault, he can't take no for an answer.” “We can't change the past,” Octavia replied. “So how about let's take the first step you go check on my best friend, while Raven & I cook us some lunch. You heard what Kyle & his partner said Emori & Harper shouldn't be down at the station for more than an hour.” Bellamy sighed once he reached the top of the stairs a part of him hoped Clarke was lying about being pregnant, he always imagined if she ever got pregnant after they made love it would be his kid. But they didn't make love he fucking raped her whether she wanted to see it or not. Gosh, something tells him in the pit of his stomach that Clarke isn't lying hell if she's pregnant Gabriel being the father is likely. Gabriel comed in Clarke's pussy more times than anyone that night & that's not even including when Bellamy just shoved his own dick up her unlubed raw ass knowing it would be painful but he really did believe he was sparing her that night, Bellamy shook his head out of those dark thoughts as he felt both his hands clenching into a fist. Taking a deep breath Bellamy sighed once more reminding himself Clarke needs him to be strong. Not wallowing in self-pity & damn sure mad at the whole damn world. He stood outside of his room door debating if he should knock or just walk in, well technically their bedroom door. Sure, before the incident, Clarke stayed over a lot more so than in her dorm, but ever since she left the hospital, she moved in practically glued to his hip. He could count the times they had been a part on his one hand in the past three weeks well now technically two hands because here he is on the opposite side of their room door bracing himself for whatever condition Clarke will be in praying to find nothing shattered he doesn't keep medication in the room anymore if he or Clarke need tylenol or aspirin or whatever benadryl it's downstairs in the medicine cabinet in the bathroom even her prescription medication to help her sleep is downstairs too. Clarke was & still is adamant about taking pills for her anxiety. One of these days he will get the courage to ask his sister exactly how on earth she got this place & not just except the answer it's legal don't worry. There are ten bedrooms in this place each room has a bathroom with a shower & tub. There are four floors, technically three because the fourth is an attic but the attic is spacious. Bellamy quickly enters his bedroom realizing all the ways he remembered he messed up or decidedly counting how many rooms this place has isn't helping anyone. All he could think about now was how his sister might be right even though that sounds just as bad or twisted. That Clarke would've wanted him there than a stranger or worse another person she despises to fuck her. It was just then as he pulled out of his thoughts, he realized the bedroom didn't have any lights on, wasn't odd as it was daylight out but what caught his attention was, he heard the water running in the bathroom & could see little lights through the cracks in the door. He felt his shoulders relieve a little she was taking a shower but for some reason even though he relaxed a bit it wasn't enough he needed to actually see his girlfriend physically making sure she was ok well at least breathing, as Bellamy doesn't believe his girl will be ok for a very long time or the very until Josephine, Gabriel, Roan, Miles & John behind bars. Clarke, Bellamy called out to her knocking on the door, he rested his head against the door trying to will himself not to bargain in, it’s just every day for the past twenty-two days he helped her take a bath or a bubble bath, she has a thing about showers, he had to use a wash basin and one the hospital bathroom sinks to wash her up when she was at the hospital he didn't mind, he doesn't know if the shower thing is new. He never saw Clarke naked except- he took a deep breath shaking his head before knocking on the door again but this time he listened to his heart instead of his head as he eased open the bathroom door instead of having to kick it down this time. Entering the bathroom, the first two things he noticed were the faucet of the bathroom sink was running & the toilet seat was up, quickly he turned off the water. Turning to face the tube maybe she's is taking a bath he thought but when he turned that wasn't the image he was greeted with. Clarke was in the bathroom like he predicted but she was sitting on the floor her head resting on her arm which is resting on the tub while her other hand was resting on her legs quickly he felt his breathing stop as he saw something within her hand he quickly knelt down in front of taking it out of hand quickly relaxing his shoulders when he saw what it was a toothbrush things were clicking for him in his head as he reached his arm up to toss the toothbrush into the sink. He didn't want to leave Clarke's side unless she explicitly asks him to. So far, she hasn't. He turned his attention back to her noticing she didn't move. Clarke, Bellamy whispered brushing some of her strands of hair out of her face. He quickly realized her skin was a bit clammy. “No!” Clarke spoke loud enough for him to hear quickly grabbing his hand as he went to remove it, nearly scaring him, with her voice. “Why are you always trying to leave me?” She whispered sitting up a little straighter from the tub only to lean herself into Bellamy's chest. “Oh, baby, I'm not leaving you,” Bellamy promised her as he held onto her even tighter. Before asking if she threw up; he didn't want to beat around the bush with this asking if she was feeling sick if she was in fact pregnant.  I don't know, Clarke answered sniffing a bit, catching him off guard, almost like she was reading his mind in sense.“You don't know?” Bellamy couldn't help but ask as he tried to suppress a burst of laughter, wondering how out of it does someone have to be to not know whether they threw up then again she have been through a lot & the sink water was running when he entered the bathroom. She didn't even flinch when he snatched the toothbrush out of her hand thinking it was a knife a pair of scissors or a piece of glass thankfully it wasn't. She still has stitches in her arm. Unbelievable, Clarke managed to convince her mother to let her go home with me instead of a mental hospital but then again that would've been up to me not Abby. Bellamy must have gotten lost in his thoughts because the next thing he knew Clarke wasn't wrapped in his arms any longer but instead kneeling in front of him, shaking her head.“What is it, baby? What's wrong Clarke?” Bellamy asked placing his hands on her cheeks to tell me he whispered leaning in to kiss her on the lips.“I don't know if I'm pregnant. I don't want to be. But I am late. I didn't get my period last week & it still didn't come yet,” Clarke repeated as she threw herself back into his open arms sobbing getting his shoulder well technically his shirt wet with her tears, he didn't care. After a few moments or perhaps maybe even minutes Clarke's tears finally stopped as she leaned back looking down at her hands she was twirling her thumbs around, before looking up at him. “I did throw up. Third time since I woke up. Four times yesterday too. It just came out of nowhere though, after eating breakfast. I just felt sick.”“What?” was his response. How could he have missed this?“I'm sorry I didn't tell you,” Clarke told him rubbing her eyes which were now red one looked at her even if you didn't hear it, you could tell she was crying.“You want me to make you some ginger tea or do you want ginger ale from the fridge for your upset tummy?” She shook her head no, before slowly standing up holding out her hand for Bellamy. Bellamy did, in fact, stand up but he didn't want to put any pressure on Clarke so he used tub corners & sink for balance before scooping Clarke into his arms, who quickly wrapped her arms around his neck resting her head on his chest. “Im...I'm... tired,” he heard Clarke mumble.“Do you want me to put you to bed princess?” He asked. He felt her when she shook her head no. “Ok, baby what do you wanna do?” He asked. He saw her pointing to the nightstand by the bed, he just assumed she wanted to lie down. A person can lie down & rest without going to sleep. But as soon as he eased her down on the bed her grip around his neck tightened. “It's ok baby I'm not leaving I'm lying down with you. I promise,” he whispered in her ear before lifting his head to kiss her forehead.“No! Bed!” Clarke finally said as she let go of Bellamy. “What on earth are you doing with two gallons of water in the bedroom babe?” He asked curiously before he could think to respond to her sudden outburst. “It was for later when we came back from the movies. “It's more so for you than me, but I think we have a few hours before we have to leave.”“Me?” He asked. She just nodded bringing her hands up under his shirt. It took everything in him not to remove her hands, even Bellamy was still clueless about why on earth he would need two gallons of water. He did know what his girl was trying to initiate right now by how she was massaging his chest. He closed his eyes, before finally removing her hands.“How about we make a deal baby?” He asked gazing into her eyes. “Tomorrow we go get you a pregnancy test, once you take it we can make love all you want.” It was almost every other day since she left the hospital she's been bugging him to fuck her. But no, he can't be rough with his princess not after- not when he was never gentle before.“But I wanna shower now!” She whined trying to use her strength to pull him down to her but it was no use.“Bath?” He corrected. “No,” her answer was quick. “Ever wonder why I asked for sleeping pills & why I only take them when it's raining never noticed how when the water in the kitchen sink is running I either turn it off or run out of the room, she whispered as she started to rub her chest. “Hey, hey, princess, Clarke… Clarke... Clarke listen listen to me, I need you to listen, baby girl,” Bellamy told quickly placing a hand over her hand that is rubbing her chest then bringing their hands to rest over his heart. “Look me, baby,” Bellamy pleaded as he heard her breathing starting to pick up. Maybe he should cancel the plans tonight & send one of the girls out for a pregnancy test, he wondered.“I....im...i...im...I'm ssc...sc...scared,” Clarke managed to say as she was still trying to control her breathing.“That's it baby in.... out.... in....out, in... & out, breath, that’s it just take a deep breath in & out.” He wanted to ask her what she was scared of but he knows now isn't the time as he tried to wrack his brand why all over a sudden out of nowhere showers running water was such a trigger for her that's what they were talking about moments before.Clarke & I must've fallen asleep because the next thing I know my little- I mean my sister is over me shaking me telling me “… the movie starts in an hour.” He looked to the other side of the bed to see it empty, before hearing a door open & shut. “Well tell us how does our lady look?” Bellamy heard Raven & Harper's voices.“Clarke?” Bellamy said in disbelief, as he saw her dress, it was a long sleeve light blue turtleneck dress, that reached just below her knees with golden trims around the hem & the sleeves, but that wasn't what caught him off guard. “Oh sorry, this old thing is just a wig,” Clarke chuckled taking it off revealing her regular blond hair, which was in a bun. “I'm thinking about going to the hairdresser tomorrow hopefully. Either coloring my hair red or just get highlights at the ends of my hair but in pink not red.”“You look beautiful in anything Clarke,” Bellamy told her.“So, how did it go at the station?” Bellamy asked Harper before glancing around once more, where's Emori. “Don't ask,” Clarke said, “just not tonight, tonight is supposed to be fun no problems.” Ok, so, now, how about the rest of you ladies go & scoot on outta my room. So, I can get myself ready.” Octavia just shrugged her shoulders, before getting up from the foot of the bed. “You wanna go with them?” Bellamy asked Clarke. “I'll stay put... babe if you don't mind,” Clarke answered fixing her wig in one of the mirrors in their bedroom.“You don't need a wig to look beautiful princess,” Bellamy told her as he hugged her from behind in front of the mirror.“I know,” she whispered turning herself around to look at him “but I currently don't have no fake pink highlights in the house to try. I didn't buy this wig this was part of Harper's costume from last Halloween; besides I need a change. I know you don't want to hear this but I'm pretty sure you know it's true too, you're scared to admit it. But no matter how small it is Bell, a piece of me died that late night- that early, early morning. Even if it takes me a decade I need to find a way to move on.”“I'll be by your side every step of the way.” “I know Bell that's one of the reasons I love you. Now about you go shower. I'll pick out your clothing for you.”“Bell's still in the shower?” Clarke heard Octavia's voice from the door. I guess so. He went in the bathroom perhaps – maybe ten or five minutes ago.”“Matching outfits?” Octavia smirked never pegged him as a matching type of guy. “If you notice three outfits are laying on our bed.”“O! Do you mind!” Clarke & Octavia heard Bellamy's voice saying, he was standing in front of the bathroom door wearing nothing but a brown towel around his waist. “Alright alright, already I'm going. Be sure to hurry up the movie starts in twenty minutes. It takes ten minutes to get to the park.” “Not if we drive,” Clarke answered pushing Octavia out of the bedroom. Need help? Clarke asked turning her back towards the closed door happily surprised to see Bellamy holding up his blue button-up brown trimmed sweater in his hands, the brown pants with dark blue trims around the bottom laying on the bed. "Don't look so surprised, you know there wasn't really much of a choice," Bellamy told her, as he started to put on his sweater.

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“Alright, alright there's no need to make a big deal,” Clarke told her friends/housemates closing the door behind her.“Are you serious!” Raven, Octavia, & Harper all turned around chucking off their jackets, “you went out & survived.”“Yeah, but we missed the first movie because I was being so clum-“  “What Princess? Clumsy? Princess,” Bellamy hissed, cutting her off mid-sentence as he walked up to her scooping her up into his arms. “Having a panic attack isn't being clumsy. We still went.” “You know he's right,” Emori insisted; besides you’re enjoyed the movie didn’t you?” Clarke nodded her head, yes. “Let’s just be grateful your knight & in shining armor was around or we would probably all be back in the emergency room facing down your mother blaming poor Bell,” Emori finished saying, earning a slight laugh from Clarke. “I have an idea,” Clarke said as she rested her head on his shoulder “but first thing is first where's Monty? Levitt? And Kyle? They guys can't possibly be asleep already.”“Nope,” Bellamy, Clarke & the other four girls heard Levitt saying but unsure from where with Monty & Kyle both yelling, they’re in the living room. “I thought I was going to have to run rampage throughout the house to find you babe,” Octavia said when she saw Levitt appear again. “Bathroom, O, then I had to check my phone to make sure I didn't have any messages or did you forget that I left my cell phone here? That I been calling you either with the hospital phone or a pay phone all day long?” Octavia just bit her lip, before speaking, “I didn't notice honestly, in case you forgot we did have an eventful day here at the house you wouldn't believe who had the nerve to show up here, or did we not tell you?” “Who?” Monty asked placing his bag of popcorn on the corner table. “OCTAVIA! MONTY!” Bellamy yelled in a scolding manner as he eased Clarke down on the couch, shaking her head, “I'm not going far princess I promise,” Bellamy tells her, Clarke says “it isn't that Bell. I mean of course I don't want you to leave me but I also mean to say Monty & Levitt live here to they have the right know.”“You're scaring me,” Monty interrupted the conversation between Clarke & Bellamy.“Josephine Lightbourne, her boyfriend Gabriel, Miles or Zeke… fucking Shaw, whatever the hell his name is, Roan & Murphy,” Clarke huffed as she felt Bellamy's fingers caressing her thigh. “What for?” Monty & Levitt asked. “To get me to try & drop the charges claiming some sob story that I ruined their lives when they did that all on their own. Well scratch that Murphy wants me to let the DA put the plea offer on the table saying he wouldn't mind pleading guilty but to me that's bs if you are guilty than you are guilty.” “What's the deal?” Monty asked a bit curious. “Thirty years & to get out of jail in fifteen years with good behavior & ten years’ probation or parole not sure with a life time of restraining order to stay away from me but that's too nice. I want the maximum they probably can't get death penalty but they all can get life in prison for just for raping. That's not even included in the kidnapping charges & physical assault charges. But I really don't want to spend the rest of the night talking about them. I would rather plan a wedding.”“A wedding?” O squealed, “who's engaged,” she asked looking around the room every had their eyebrow raised except Clarke.“Nobody yet,” Clarke answered as she pulled her legs off Bellamy so she could look at him directly in the eye when she told him this. “Us,” Clarke said. “I want to be your wife Bell preferably before the trial starts.”“Oh my gosh!” Octavia said covering her mouth with her hand but it was doing no good as everyone heard what she was saying & she was repeating a thousand times yes over & over again as Bellamy stared at his girlfriend with his mouth wide open. “You know babe a thousand times yes doesn't count as an answer unless you say it.” Before he could even begin to try to formulate words from his mouth the bell ran causing Clarke's brows to furrow as her smile turned into a frown. “We're not leaving Blake until you give my girl an answer,” Raven insisted as she stepped away from Kyle heading towards Clarke pulling her into a hug from behind. “Ditto what she said,” Emori chimed in to say. “What is there to say?” Octavia asked, “of course my brother is going to say yes even if my brother didn't know it I know for a fact that Bell was madly in love with Clarke the moment he laid eyes on her.” “How?” Clarke & Bellamy who managed to find his voice asked scratching the back of his neck. He did admit to himself in his mind that he did talk to both Clarke & his sister about getting married but he was just joking it's too soon he thought shaking his head out of his thoughts quickly before he gets lost in his own mind, he repeated the question of “how? You weren't even with us when we met.” “To be fair Octavia, I didn't know he was your brother either,” Clarke couldn't help but say. “Oh my gosh!” Clarke shouted when the doorbell stopped ringing & whoever it was started banging on the door.“Should I call it in?” Kyle asked, “it is a bit late for any company it's going on one in the morning unless Emori has a booth call?” “Seriously?” Emori said giving Kyle a playful shove. “You are single we don't judge,” Kyle told her. “Clearly, you forgot we all agreed to rules when we moved in.” “None of them said you couldn't have company over,” Kyle reminded her as the bell rang again. “Let's just table the entire conversation,” Clarke hissed standing up too fast as Bellamy was quickly on his feet holding her steady by her shoulder & waist as she nearly stumbled. “We seriously need a camera outside having eight inside isn't enough,” Clarke told everyone before marching towards the door.“Wait wait wait,” Kyle interrupted, “given the time shouldn't I answer the door.”“I'm not that helpless,” Clarke hissed, “besides aren't the eight of you coming with me to the front door.”“Are we ready?” Clarke asked as the bell rang again it was truly a miracle that neither one of them including herself didn't yell fuck off through the damn door, but as Kyle pointed out the time so it must be important however just as she gonna to turn the knob Clarke found herself being pulled back before seeing another hand quickly touching the doorknob followed by a female's voice saying don't shoot. Clarke finally looked up to see Kyle pointing his gun at a much older woman but Clarke didn't care as the next thing she knows she hears someone asking who is she followed by Emori's voice demanding to know why she's here. “You know this woman?” Kyle asked Emori as all their heads turned to her except for Clarke's.“So do I,” Clarke answered, “she has no business here you can close the door however I must say babe I'm surprised you don't know her either,” Clarke said staring at her boyfriend. “Me?” Bellamy said a bit surprised. “It would be a mistake to close the door,” the woman said placing a foot just pass the doorway.“Did I say you could come in!” Clarke shouted quickly snatching the gun out of Kyle's hand aiming it at the woman before her, herself.“Meet Simone Lightbourne everyone the woman who was responsible for turning my mother into a drug addict & experimenting on Emori, Murphy & me. Tell me Simone how much did you paint my mother as the villain in your story to your daughter? You have a lot of nerve stepping foot anywhere near me if you come to buy me off than you clearly never knew me.” “Josie doesn't know,” Simone insisted holding her arms up still. “If you remember anything about me Clarke from when you were young-“ “I’m still young!” Clarke shouted interrupting “Simone, you really expect me to believe that,” Clarke continue to shouted. “Why don't you just leave,” Kyle told the woman as everyone seemed to be holding their breath as they saw Clarke starting to shake as they all wondered if Clarke even knew how to pull the trigger.“Call the cops!” Kyle finally said still not making a move to get his gun out of Clarke's hand. “Yeah, you do that,” Simone told him “I’ll have this crazy bitch arrested for threatening me.” “Nice try lady,” Octavia said, “Clarke hasn’t uttered one word about trying to kill you. As for being held at gun point this guy here is detective Wick & in case you didn’t know it you are trespassing on private property. I don't believe anyone of us invited you in so as far as anyone could tell we are protecting ourselves just because we opened the door doesn't mean it was an invention.” “Well that's too bad none of you are parents all I want is for Clarke to drop the charges on my sweet Josie; the others could rot in prison I don’t give a damn.” “Are you fucking kidding me!” Clarke yelled taking a step forward but this time Bellamy quickly stepped between Clarke & the woman, afraid of what she might do. Bellamy could see Clarke was starting to breathe heavy. “Listen did my daughter take your virginity? I made a deal with my daughter if you drop the charges, she will leave the country & never step foot back here again my husband & I are prepared to give up everything she's all I have.” “Go to tell Simone!” Clarke yelled, “word of advice if you're not lying & your daughter really doesn't know I suggest you tell her because everyone's history is coming out & there is a grudge against my me & my family. I do have the evidence to back everything up what the fuck do you have. Now get the fuck out of our house & off the property or better go on wait for the cops because either way you are being arrested for trespassing,” Clarke told her with a forced smile before stalking out of the hallway.

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“Where do you think you're going Emori? Tell me does Clarke know the details of your role in her father's death?” Simone asked.“What is she talking about?” Octavia turned stunned looking at her with everyone looking stunned…“You're supposed to be her friend!” Monty shouted. “I remember her dad!” He continued to yell before all of them fell quiet upon hearing Clarke scream then a gunshot!“Oh, please don’t tell me we left her alone with a damn gun! Oh my gosh, we left her alone with a gun!” Octavia said as both she & Bellamy looked at one another before racing upstairs calling her name with Raven muttering shit under her breathe. “I think I'll be leaving now,” Simone said, “oh if you are all truly Clarke's friends & known her before she disappeared off the face of the earth nearly a decade ago you will make her see going to trial isn't good for anyone why the hell do you think Abigail is still a doctor? All of the Griffins dirty little secrets will be aired out in the open too!” Simone said before leaving. “We're not scared of you!” Emori told Simone, “we will see to it you & the rest of your family will be served with one too!” With that Emori quickly shut the door, looking like she was going to say something but couldn't as Octavia interrupted passing Kyle his gun. “So, my friend is alive?” Monty asked.“Our,” Emori interrupted, “let's be real here out of the seven of us here how many of us knew Jake? Actually, knew him or better yet knew Clarke before her coma? Or was there when Jake died? A lot of you believed it was Clarke's father death that pushed her to try & kill herself, Octavia you should know better don't you remember hearing her crying in juvie when she found out her dad died- she didn't get to say goodbye. It was her finding out her mother's involvement in Jakes death. It pains me to say this but Simone is right about one thing Abby does have a lot of skeletons in her closet that more than likely we will be revealed. Me, Murphy & Clarke being experimented on. Abby being or was being a drug addicted is only the tip of the iceberg but the point is I don't think anyone of you or I guess anyone of us are in any place to pass judgment. So how about we go all check on our friend? Wasn't that the main reason we all decided to move in because Clarke needs us? Sure it helps that there's a lot of space.” “Well, I think we should let them be for night Octavia said. Bell was preparing Clarke a bath when I left the room.” “Uh, what about the gun shot we all heard?” Levitt asked. “There's two holes in my brother's wall but I think we can all agree he would rather that then to find that Clarke hurt self or worst killed herself.”“Ok well uh, back to the other problem than...” Raven said. “Which is?” Emori asked. “Well you said Clarke mother has a lot of dirty laundry waiting to be aired out now I’m starting to wonder are we really doing her a favor by supporting the trial? Thirty years is a long time & you heard Clarke that's without kidnapping & the other charges I mean there's proof that Josie did take –“ “actually no there isn’t,” Harper was quick to interrupted “there's proof that Gabriel kidnapped her. All five of them are facing rape & abuse charges but Gabriel is facing rape & kidnapping while Josie is facing rape & assault with a deadly weapon.” “Ugh, how can I be thinking about sleeping right now?” Raven asked to herself out loud not expecting an answer... “because it's fifteen minutes to two o clock,” they all heard Clarke saying she was piggyback riding on Bellamy's back as he walked down the stairs. “Don't worry Simone left,” Kyle told Clarke.“I'm not worried but you are all wrong about Emori she didn't have a hand in my father death my mother was the to point the finger at my dad. But he knew nothing about the experiments that was happening in the hospital. My dad was a deputy senior environmental resource engineer officer. I'm not sure how my dad found out but I know he issued my mom an ultimate but my mom somehow spinned it so my dad took the fall & even pinned me for treason at the time I didn't know why I was arrested until Emori came to see me, which was where I found out about Dante. Eventually I did get out of juvie & that was when Emori took me to see or rather try to see Cage. Emori use to work for Dante once again I don't know how it happened but Cage got a hold of my mom's name which raised red flags to his father & well, he hired Emori to find out whatever she could about my mother. But back to Cage & Dante I didn't officially meet my half-brother until the hospital he told he did want to have a relationship with me. Me trying to kill myself all of those years ago was a combination of things me watching Lexa die in front of me, my father death not saying goodbye finding out my mom played a role in his death & me being locked up finding out she cheated on my father then thinking that Cage didn't want anything to do with me then finding out my best friend Jasper took his life after his girlfriend Maya died which he blamed me for. I told him one day I will earn his forgiveness well that day never came.”“Maya's death wasn't your fault,” Monty quickly told Clarke pulling her into a hug, “it was probably just easier to hate you.”“Yeah, well we can't change the past,” Clarke told him stepping back wiping her eyes... “this is exactly why I won't accept the plea deal because what about all those women out there who gets raped or attack or taken? For whatever reason they can't take a stand & fight back? Jo...Josephine & her boyfriend Gabriel as well as John Murphy, Miles Shaw Zeke whatever the hell is name is & Roan need to know what they did to me is not fucking ok & never will be,” Clarke repeated falling to her knees as tears seemingly continued to fall from her eyes, before she finally whispered Bell's name.“Go on brother take her back to bed,” “m...my…yy-mmy medication to help me sssleeepppp,” Clarke pleaded as she clutched tightly onto Bellamy's shirt.“I'll bring it upstairs,” Emori spoke. “With some water of course,” Harper added. “Teea... tea chamomile mint lem--n d-dddont c...care,” Clarke said softly as Bellamy finally had her off the floor into his arms again. “Good night brother,” Octavia said tippy toeing to kiss his cheek, before giving Clarke an awkward hug.  “Why are you giving me that look?” Emori asked as all eyes were once again back on her once both Bellamy & Clarke were out of the hallway.“Cause you're crazy girl,” Raven told her, “I don't care how much money I was being paid I don't think I could willingly allow myself to be experimented on especially just to gather information & get close to a person.” “I wasn't paid not that many people can stand up to President Dante Wallace, but I did however feel it was necessary to inform Dante that Abigail's daughter was in a coma. That was how Cage came to learn about Clarke through eavesdropping & ever since then their relationship or bond has been strenuous to say the least. To say that he was furious to find out Clarke tried to see him before she landed in a coma. That’s putting it lightly. But I do have a question for Monty & his girlfriend Harper how do the of you know Jake?” Emori asked, “I mean didn't the two of you along with Octavia all meet Clarke in juvie?” “How about we go make Clarke her tea, so one of us could bring up her medicine,” Octavia interrupted. “Clarke is all that matters now, you said yourself Emori.”

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“Uh, where's Clarke?” Octavia asked walking into her brother's room that he shares with Clarke.“Bathroom, O, she wanted another bath… before we head off to sleep, but uh, what is with the tray of cheese & crackers with grapes?”“Did you forget that Clarke is supposed to eat something with her medication? You know, that's probably one of the reasons why she doesn't take it often but as you can see, I bought you some tea too. Yours is lighter you have chamomile while Clarke has ginger, we saw you when you mouthed what tea to give her.”“Ok, thanks,” he said letting out a sigh, “hope you sleep well.” “Same to you Bell,” Octavia replied...“O, hey wait a second,” Bellamy called out as she reached for the door. “Yeah?” She answered. “You never did answer my question.”“Question?” Octavia stated a bit puzzled; “you never asked me a question.” “Yeah, I did a few weeks ago, about shortly after the um-… you know about Clarke,” Barry said clearing his throat, “why didn't you tell me she was underage?” “You love her Bell, right?” Octavia asked.“Without a doubt,” he responded right away. That's all that should matter, I mean did you tell her how old you were? I mean apart from me does any of our friends know how old you are? I know it’s a bit weird with me being older than you, but it’s a few years now & it’s just the way it is now. If this makes me a sap, I would rather be older than you, than have you dead.” With that she left the room, but not before telling him, “Sweet dreams.”Bellamy sighed as his sister left the room chancing a glance at the time it's a quarter to three now, biting his lip he took a few pacing steps at the foot of his bed wondering if he should check on Clarke. He shook his head no, sitting down to cover his face with his hands; Clarke has to be trusted alone by herself at some point though she doesn't mind being around him all the time, as it turns out he doesn't mind being around her either. Screw trust, Bellamy said heading to their bathroom- she has been through a lot. Bellamy didn't bother to knock instead he just walked in resolved to find her either curled up back to the tub or perhaps kneeling in front of the toilet with no signs of her second bath, which now has him which one of their friends helped her get ready washed up before they went out. But he was pleasantly surprised to see his Clarke in the tub legs and arms all lathered up with soap; while humming a tune he couldn’t recognize. Bellamy couldn't help but stare at Clarke was looking down at her breast while she used the already soapy bar to rub her breast down clearly oblivious to him being in the bathroom. Bellamy knew he should leave after all she didn't call him, but he couldn't find himself the strength he needed to move his feet he doesn't know why this isn't the first time he saw her naked & even now he really can't see everything either.“Are you going to stare at me the entire time or help wash me off?” Bellamy heard Clarke saying snapping him out of his trance as he now saw Clarke's soaped-up naked body in front of him as he heard the tub being drained out of water. “Of course, I'll help Bellamy,” answered without hesitation reaching for the shower chair to place in the tub. Despite it being fun & downright sexy, washing Clarke off was more work than actually lathering her body in soap until she felt comfortable, she was clean, or rather clean enough. This isn’t the first day rather night or I guess morning where she had needed a second bath. Sometimes she’s taken up five in one day.“Bell?” Clarke whispered sadly like she wants to cry, Bellamy let out a sigh realizing he must have said damn it out loud instead of to himself as he had to quickly explain to Clarke about the tea in their bedroom, & not have her thinking it was about washing her off.Clarke just chuckled saying, “Bellamy all our cups are insulated cups to keep the drinks at hot or cold temperatures even warm. So how about my fiance stop being a baby & fuck me already,” Clarke pleaded surprising Bellamy by jumping up onto him wrapping her legs around him digging her heels into his buttcheeks. “You are all covered in soap wife-to-be,” Bellamy found himself saying.“Better than spit, b-blood… come & bruises; don't you want me to feel good besides I don't think I don't know how many times you stroke yourself moaning my name when you think I’m fast asleep clinging to your chest arm or shoulder- what's the problem did Josie & her boyfriend & the rest of their friends really turn me into a whore? A silly old object now that's undesirable?” “You're never undesirable to me baby girl,” Bellamy promised her, as he walked slowly towards the tub puckering kisses on Clarke's lips & down her neck while his hands cupped each of her buttcheeks until he reached the shower chair, raising his eyebrows yeah sure he could have placed his around her waist but he knew what Clarke needed she needed to feel wanted. My gosh oh boy did he want her but he didn't want to hurt her. She may think she's healed but he knows better he's not just saying either, but instead of focusing on the emotional & mental aspects of healing. Bellamy decided to be rational, focusing on the physical with his girlfriend being a former medical student she would know this to be true, so he reluctantly pulled back out of Clarke's grip & the chair sighing, placing a hand on either side of her cheeks. “I don't-“ “Bell you're not going to hurt me,” Clarke quickly interrupted him finishing his sentence. “We both know that's not true.”Bellamy replied this time kneeling but outside of the tub. “Clarke, princess, you know you have a tear in your pretty little tiny pussy. You know can take at least six weeks to heal it's only three.”“Well, my breast isn’t torn. The bruises are gone. My throat isn't torn. Between you & me, it’s a miracle I didn’t have a tear in my fucking throat. It felt like my throat got fucked more so than my vagina. But babe, I don't need penetration in my vagina to feel good. I don't know if it's true but I read an article online before that you can have an orgasm from using the nipples whatever that means. You don't have to fuck my face or my throat but what would be wrong with me giving you a blow job? Is it my extreme lack of experience? Worried I won't be able to get you to come & feel good?” Clarke asked, then back to my breast fine scared my nipples may be a bit sensitive after we wash me off straddling my chest then use your penis to fuck them, instead of using your hands to jerk off using my breast.”“You drive a hard bargain princess,” Bellamy said as he reached for the shower head to take down.“You didn't want to wash your hair?” Bellamy asked, placing a kiss on her forehead. “Remember my hair appointment Bell?” Clarke told him, “I wasn't kidding when I said I want to color or at least highlight my hair unless you forbidding me?” “Forbidding? Princess,” Bellamy whispered touching her forehead with his forehead, “I would never forbid you to do anything- well actually that's a lie,” Bellamy said, as he was now moving to the front of the tube with the hose.“What?” Clarke hissed nearly accidentally kicking Bell in the face as he was starting to massage her between her toes while getting the soap off.“You didn't let me finish princess,” Bellamy playfully scolded. “I forbid you from killing Josie, Gabriel, Murphy, Roan & Zeke.”“I'm a lover Daddy, not a fighter,” Clarke quickly said taking one of his hands cusping it between hers, after he placed her foot back down flat on the tub. “Besides I want them to suffer & being in jail not enjoying the sun & while I'm thriving, they aren't to me that's suffering don't you agree?” Clarke asked standing up, dropping her hands to the side. “I'm not done yet I still have your back to do princess...”  “Butt too,” Clarke teased turning around wiggling it while she rested her hands against the wall while turning to watch him pick up the hose once more to take care of her back, in which she couldn’t help but ask Bellamy if he ever gave or received a rim job before, causing him to nearly choke dropping the hose causing Clarke to hiss scurrying away from the hose the water is freezing baby! She screeched, "ah get me out... g-get me out."

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“Princess, you’re killing me,” Bellamy hissed covering his face upon seeing Clarke emerge from the bathroom, completely naked, purposely walking slowly towards the tray of fruit, crackers & cheese along with two mugs which Clarke assumes is the hot tea waiting for her. “Nuh-uh, princess, what do you think you doing? Hmmm, Clarke?” Bellamy whispered into her ear as he eased the mug out of her hand. “Is that your tea?” Clarke asked all innocent throwing her head back to rest against his chest, as she started to tug at his free arm.“No, this is your tea… I drank my tea while you were drying off.”“So, what’s the problem?” Clarke asked turning around so that Bellamy had no choice but to stare right at her breast unless he chooses to lay back down on the bed or maybe perhaps stand up.” “You know what the problem is princess,” Bellamy replied. “I don’t want my princess to burn herself with tea, you were right when you told me they were still hot.” Clarke just shrugged her shoulders, as she picked up a green grape placing it between her teeth before bringing her mouth to his planting a kiss, forcing him into taking a bite of the grape as well even if it’s a tiny piece.“I’m not putting on my bathrobe or pj’s Bell,” Clarke told him firmly as she used all of her strength to push him back down on the bed straddling her body over his. “Are you really going to make me grind my pussy against your chest until I come?” She asked staring him down, not even trying to even pretend to be holding him down by grabbing his wrist instead her arms are across her chest, as she knows very well if Bellamy wanted to, he could have her flipped onto her stomach or back within a matter of seconds.“Baby, what time is it?” he asked as he reached out his arms to rub her arms.“No, Bellamy!” Clarke practically shouted this time, pushing herself off of him.“Don’t do that, don’t change the subject. I want my fiancé to fuck me. You know what Bellamy; actions speak louder than words. So, if you don’t touch me, I will pack up my things & leave.” “What?!” Bellamy said mouth open wide, shaking his head in disbelief. “I do touch you; every day…. We snuggle in bed; I carry you to the bathroom… even up here to our bedroom sometimes. I kiss your pretty lips, I kiss your pretty neck,” Bellamy whispered even lower as he walked towards her.”“You know what I mean!” Clarke shouted not caring if the other housemates hear their argument. “It’s your fault I’m like this! Why the hell I’m all jumpy about the rain or hearing faucets running. Taking showers! Washing soap off my body. Using the stupid bathroom! Why I hold in my freaking urine so long! Come on why don’t you just say it what crazy bitch is scared to pee in the freaking toilet?! You have nothing to say?! Bellamy?” Clarke continued to shout.Bellamy just shook his head. Clarke sighed as she felt tears fill her eyes, quickly wiping her face before a tear dropped onto her cheeks.“No! Bellamy!” Clarke said taking a step back, “Not this time. I don’t want your comfort when you can’t even bring yourself to touch me!”“What about what the fuck I need!” Bellamy found himself shouting back but quickly regretted saying it.“What you need?” “So, you were kidnapped & assaulted & raped Bellamy by a woman & fourman manwhores repeatedly?”“Five…” Bellamy whispered. “No, don’t do that, Bell!” Clarke hissed, “You may be at fault for a lot of things that happen that night. But me getting raped wasn’t one of them.”“So, what was I responsible for then?” Bellamy asked… “NO!” Bellamy said with a firm tone, shutting the door. “You can’t make me stay Bell,” Clarke whispered still facing the door. “You’re naked princess,” Bellamy leaned down to whisper into her ear.” “My virginity, my virginity… Bellamy!” Clarke whispered still facing the door before finally turning around to face him, hitting his chest with her hands balled up in a fist. “I hate you! But I love you soo much. I don’t want to lose you!” Clarke repeated still hitting him. “I hate myself for hating you! But my virginity wasn’t for Gabriel to take. It was yours! You shoved your fucking dick in my ass & came & in my mouth & fucking came without the fucking permission of Josie! You could’ve shoved Gabriel out of the fucking way & took my virginity even if it was a bit rough! The moment I was forced into revealing I was a virgin, you should’ve done more to help me; to prevent my suffering! Every time I close my eyes I see fucking Gabriel's stupid eyes. I know I was out of it, after a certain point. I may not be able to tell Roan, J-J-John Murphy & the other dude apart but you; you tried to be gentle I could always tell when it was you. If that wasn’t bad enough you let Gabriel shove his dick in my fucking ass! So yes there is a lot I do blame you for! You can’t even be man enough to help me.” Clarke repeated as she let the tears finally fall from her eyes, as she finally stop hitting Bellamy’s bare chest, letting her body go slack against the bedroom door, as she slide down to the carpet floor. I know it’s a bit pathetic but each time I hear the faucets I hear any running water. I can h-hear… no I can feel Josie peeing down my throat, then pissing on me. I can feel the other three pissing on me, Bell. I want to remember what a shower feels like so badly. But that’s why sometimes I take a long time in the bathroom, it’s like I have to brace myself. One of the reasons why I always have you, your sister, or someone bringing me something to drink from the kitchen, especially if it isn’t already in the bottle,” Clarke sobs, as she starts repeatedly hitting the back of her head against the door.“None of that princess, Clarke...,” Bellamy demanded in a firm but gentle voice, before leaning closer to her face to place a kiss on her lips then whispering in her ear to wrap her legs around his waist & arms around his shoulders & not to let go.“Bell?” Clarke whispered as he stood up from his kneeling position. “Wha…what’s going on?” Clarke whispered as she glanced around just to make sure they were still in their bedroom.“Princess, you still with me,” Bellamy whispered before pressing his lips with hers, kissing her as he laid her down on the bed.He can’t believe he is actually doing this, not because he doesn’t want to or because he doesn’t want to make Clarke feel better or at least good, but because he knows in his heart of hearts his baby girl isn’t ready. But perhaps maybe that is all of the reason to go ahead to prove to her she isn’t ready.So far so good, Bellamy thought, as he started pecking more on her lips before whispering in her ear to let go.“Don’t worry baby girl, Daddy’s going to make you feel good,” Bellamy promised moving his head to look into his beautiful princess blue eyes. “But your Daddy has a few rules for you to follow princess… Nuh-uh, not yet baby girl,” Bellamy hissed reluctantly yet playfully at the same time pinning Clarke’s arms above her head as she tried to pull him closer to her again, despite them still being close as her legs were still wrapped around his waist well now her legs are lower as he can feel her heels digging into his ass. Part of him still felt bad about doing this Bellamy thought to himself, as he places his lips gently on her right breast. “Stop teasing me,” Clarke said squirming a bit.“What did I say about rules baby girl?” Bellamy quickly glances up at her to find her gaze directly at him.“Daddy didn’t give me any rules to follow yet,” she pouted while still squirming, “unless this is th part where you Daddy’s being a big old meany, this is where you only tease me just to pull away again, which makes his baby girl feel ten times worse.” Bellamy sighed, letting out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding, finally releasing his grip on her arms, telling Clarke to release her legs & to keep them open for Daddy. Clarke's eyes quickly widen as though she knew what was coming, as she grasps his arms. “Be good for Daddy princess; you will be rewarded meaning keep still princess,” Bellamy told her while placing his index finger on her nose to tap it, he doesn’t know why he did that but he did. “The other rules are if I feel you tense up or see you crying, your Daddy will stop because he doesn’t want to bring his princess to tears.” “Tears are sometimes good though,” Clarke pouted… “I don’t want you to eat me out, I want to see Daddy’s handsome face; how about Daddy straddle his baby girl's stomach so he can make his baby girl’s breast feel good.” “Baby steps princess,” Bellamy whispered as he leaned forward to place another kiss on his lips but had his arms on either side of her to keep his weight off of her. “Plus, if Daddy were to fuck these pretty tits of yours, Daddy may come on your pretty face.”“Not if Daddy does it right & I keep my mouth open… not wide but just enough, shouldn’t you be getting something out of this too, Daddy?” Clarke asked a bit sadly.Of course, Clarke would think about his pleasure over her own… Bellamy thought to himself, her first… heck her only time she was being used as nothing but holes for one sick woman & four crazy men. He says four to himself because despite Clarke telling him over & over she doesn’t think he raped her. He still feels like he did, & in a way, this early morning, told Bellamy he does have a reason to feel guilty his princess was mad at him for not taking her virginity – but there was just no way he could’ve pretended to be gentle in that scenario could he have been? Or even stop Gabriel without making it worse? Maybe after a few hours of shut-eye, he should talk to Clarke about doing couple therapy; even though part of him feels selfish he realizes he does need to heal too, & he needs Clarke to see & understand that, maybe they can heal together. But damn he doesn’t even know if her therapist does couples, the last thing he wants to do is push someone new onto her especially before she is ready. Just as luck would have, which Bellamy would take as a sign of Clarke not being ready for sex even something as simple as oral sex or even foreplay… sex is so much more than a physical thing & he wants her to understand that too, she was fast asleep already her legs dangling off the side of the bed, her head to the side her brow’s a bit scrunch up like she’s having some sort of nightmare. A part of him wants to wake her up not just to make sure she’s ok but to even put on her pj’s, but instead, he gently eases her up to her side of the bed, still naked as he puts the blanket covers on her watching her as she curls up on her side bring her hands to her chest, facing his side of the bed. Bellamy quickly discards his boxers, before slipping into bed, himself… maybe this is a start he thought to himself as he bought a sleeping Clarke into his arm, she should maybe get used to sleeping naked or being naked first. The only time she’s naked is when she is in the bath or is being washed off after her bath, but that does make sense. We do live with other people so why walk around naked, or even sleep naked, in the bedroom despite having a lock we don’t lock it. Come to think of it this was the very first time Bellamy has locked their bedroom door, not to trap Clarke or anything she saw when he locked it. He locked it just before scooping Clarke up into his arms & chest when she was on the floor. It was another hour or so before Bellamy fell asleep thinking back on what Clarke told him about seeing Gabriel’s eyes each time she closes her eyes, hearing Josie’s voice & the others, he not only wonders where he fell in that category but also wonder how many times, she woke up in night sweats because of that. Bellamy never wanted to push her to talk about things she was ready for so, he always did what she asked & continued to hold her in his arms until she eventually stopped shaking & her breath evened out. At the same time, a part of him wonders if maybe he was even in that category after he did hear Clarke tell him, she wants him to help her forget. But how? Bellamy ponders, as he doesn’t know but he does know sex isn’t the answer.

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“Are you serious?” Clarke asked, holding onto Bellamy's hand, “just like that Gabriel is going to prison without a plea deal?” Clarke felt like it was too good to be true, maybe because she still has to deal with Raven’s ex, Josephine Lightbourne & Murphy as well as Roan at the trial. Clarke can’t believe it she thinks she just might’ve made a new friend.

A few hours earlier,

“Since when do you lock your door?” Octavia asked Bellamy who was standing in the doorway of his bedroom with Clarke... Bellamy just shook his head & shrugged his shoulders asking what is the emergency? “Echo, Charmaine & Hope are downstairs, they said they tried to call Clarke's cell phone separate times but the battery is dead or she shut it off as it went to voicemail.” “Do you know what time it is?” Bellamy asked a bit annoyed… “They say it’s important, Bell… come on, do you think I... me? really? Want to make things even harder for Clarke? Do I need to remind you who knew who longer here?”“Alright, uh, um ok, tell them to give Clarke maybe fifteen-twenty minutes. We both know on a good day Clarke isn’t a morning person.” “Alright, look just come downstairs Bell, oh… um, as long as Clarke is decent & doesn't stink, I’m sure she can get away without a washing up. Harper & Monty are already making breakfast. Levitt already left for work, Clarke’s mom hired some new intern or something of the sort to replace Gabriel, finally. Uh, Raven & Emori are well- I don't know what to be honest except for the fact Emori spent the night in Raven's room but guess it was only a matter of time before they hook up. I mean both of their boyfriend not only turned out to be creeps but monsters.” Bellamy couldn't believe what he was hearing not because he cared if Raven & Emori were having sex but then again maybe because Raven is supposed to be in a serious relationship with Kyle Wick. Kyle always liked Raven even when she was with Shaw, but then again Kyle could be a rebound in Raven's eyes too I mean to be honest is almost a month a long enough time to get over an ex not to mention it was still too damn early in the morning it's not even ten o clock yet not to mention it felt like he & Clarke just went to sleep; Bellamy knows he didn’t start to close his eyes until he saw the sun starting to rise.After closing his door Bellamy leaned his head back against the door, covering his face with his hands as much as he hated being awake right now, he hated to wake up Clarke even more who finally looked peacefully asleep. Clarke only woke up once- but that was because she missed her medication. As much as it pains him to see his girl in pain, but part of him is glad to know why she doesn’t always take the medication to help her to sleep. When they arrived home way way earlier this morning it had only begun to rain. But at the same time, he knew detectives Hope & Charmaine, especially Echo… he would like to think that they are friends & would try some stint to get him back after all they broke up on good terms. But they wouldn't just drop by for no reason unannounced they would've left a message on Clarke's voicemail & gave her a chance to respond, especially so early. Just as he straightened up, heading towards the bed he found himself suddenly rushing towards the bed as he sees Clarke starting to stir awake slowly reaching for his side of the bed. He's not usually up before her either they wake up together or she wakes him up unless he sets the alarm but usually when they're in bed they are in bed together. Last night was an exceptional circumstance Clarke probably told the others to let him sleep. Just as Clarke's eyes opened, Bellamy could already see the intake of a deep breath as he sat down on his side of the bed patiently waiting for Clarke to gather her bearings which was clearly a mistake as Bellamy quickly engulfed her into his arms from the as just as he suspected Clarke practically screamed out his name panting, he could feel the sweat surrounding her face & arms despite not knowing if she was shaking because she was cold she's not used to sleeping naked but maybe she had a nightmare it could be because he wasn't in the bed with her - hell sometimes just waking up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom can be a challenge without her medication to her sleep Clarke wakes up to almost any sound, before it was no problem. Baby? Princess? You're safe he whispered into her hair while rocking her back & forth rubbing his hand up & down her arm. It wasn't until about fifteen maybe twenty minutes later Bellamy realized Clarke did have a nightmare & was in fact still asleep as she suddenly turned in his arms looking around with dazed eyes puffy & red like she was crying but he didn't get a chance to ask as she asked if we were still in his bedroom. Bellamy shook his head & within an instant, he was up on his feet standing in front of the closed bedroom door cradling a naked crying Clarke in his arms just repeating over & over again that she was safe & he was not going anywhere as Clarke once again sobs into his chest that he's always leaving & that she can't lose him. Just as he's standing up scooping her into his arms there's a knock. Fuck he muttered completely forgetting about the fact that Clarke has company. Rolling his eyes, he walked back over to their bed, making sure Clarke was back under the covers, but on his side of the bed, her side was soaked. There's another knock on the door as Bellamy lets out a loud sigh, standing up making sure Clarke is covered not with just their sheets & comforter but her pj's or rather one of his shirts as all of Clarke's pj's was two pieces. He stuck his teeth again upon hearing another knock, Bellamy hissed his teeth. Standing up from the bed getting ready to make for the door, Bellamy suddenly found he couldn’t move as he looked down, to see not only his princess blue eyes staring up at him, but her tiny hands were gripping his ring & pinky fingers tightly. That all he could do was sit back down on the bed, he opened his arms as Clarke let go of his hand thinking she was coming for a hug. But instead, what happened next nearly broke his heart – Clarke placed her head on his lap stroking one of his hands, saying she had a nightmare that he died… died in front of her, as tears fell from her eyes. Bellamy leaned down placing a kiss on her forehead, asking if she wanted to talk about the nightmare. But before Clarke could respond, Bellamy & Clarke both turned their heads to see Octavia standing in their bedroom doorway hands on her hips, saying ooh good you’re awake. Quickly without thinking, Clarke hurried away off of Bellamy’s lap into her side of the bed bringing her legs & knees to her chest rocking back & forth, wrapping the comforter around her. That’s when it hits Bellamy, Clarke must think she’s naked still, shaking his head, before telling his sister to follow me, please, but not before quickly assuring Clarke he will be back. “NO! Please…” Clarke pleaded holding on to his wrist tightly. “You didn’t tell her?” Octavia said.“T-tt-tel-tell me w-what?” Clarke beg, just as quickly as Bellamy found Clarke on her knees on the mattress with both arms wrapped around him, shaking her head, “t-th-they c-c-ca-ant t-take him,” Clarke sobbed, Bellamy could feel the tears on his chest.“Bellamy let me,” Octavia said, Bellamy only felt Clarke grip him tighter… he wasn’t sure if pushing her to go out last night pushed her over the edge, their fight they had. Her nightmare. Or the visit from Josie & the others or even Josie’s fucking mother, but he hasn’t seen Clarke this shaken up since she was at the hospital.Octavia stared at the back of her brother’s head & her best friend's puffy swollen red eyes… deciding to take the chance & walk up to stand next to her brother, placing a hand over Clarke’s. “Clarke nobody is going to take my brother from you I promise you that; look you say my brother didn’t rape. We all believe you; I know our mother raised him to be better than that. I know the kind of man, my brother is. He raised me… he gets mad even until this day when a man or anyone even a woman raises their voice at me. Besides, if he did rape you, nobody can take him away from you… if you don’t press charges.”“B….B...Bell h-he… w-w-wh-hy l-lie. Eve-ryon. Bel...Belm... Belmy h-he d…di..dint rape m-mee!” Clarke was struggling to say as she struggled to catch her breath. “Come on baby girl,” Bellamy whispered into Clarke’s ear while rubbing her back. “Wrap your legs around my waist princess. You are safe. I’ll keep you say, baby girl.” Bellamy continues to whisper letting out a shaky breath. As he remembers that Clarke did have company downstairs waiting for her. But at the same time, he wants to rush downstairs & tell them to shove it. He knows his sister knows Clarke's mental state right now is… Bellamy just sigh again shaking his head. As it’s not likely he could even go downstairs without Clarke anywhere.

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“I'm not hungry,” Clarke gave a small to Harper & Monty as they greeted her in the kitchen.“Is this about morning sickness?” Monty couldn't help but blurt out causing Harper to hit her boyfriend's shoulder.“It's alright,” Clarke quickly said, shaking her head. “No, it isn't because of morning sickness Monty, to be honest, I don't even know if I'm pregnant. I shouldn’t have blurted it out like that beforehand, in front of everyone because if I’m not then I’m the one who looks like a fool. Grateful, but still a fool. However, I do have an appointment later this afternoon to find out. Hopefully, I can get the results before I come home if a rush is put on it. But I don’t know.”Well, I can pick you up a pregnancy test, bring Octavia, Emori & Raven with me Harper told her friend.”I don't believe in an at-home pregnancy test. I know it could this can happen in hospitals too but chances with a false positive can happen on home pregnancy tests more frequently than despite them being rare. Besides that, would mean I would have to force myself to pe-, you know thank you for the offer but the breakfast is a big help it does smell delicious.” “Didn't you say you weren't hungry?” Monty asked, somehow not being able to stop putting his foot in his mouth. Clarke just ignores it, she knows sometimes her friends don’t know how to act around her. But in some weird way should would rather it be awkward than for them to just ignore her or abandon her. “Who's to say that after the detectives leave, I won't be?” Clarke asked smirking, “or for that matter Bellamy & I wouldn't be?” Fair point, Monty answered. “Well, I just wanted to say good morning & thanks for the food in case you're not here.”“Where are we going to be?” Harper asked. “Well, it's a nice day out,” Clarke gave a small smile shrugging her shoulders, “I feel bad not just with Bellamy but all of you putting yo-““Don't even think about finishing that sentence,” Clarke heard Bellamy whispering in her ear as he pulled her into his chest “you have nothing to feel guilty for princess. I mean it.”Clarke sighed, “Please don't tell me the sister's detectives left.” Bellamy shook his head no, “Oh so then, you're just checking to make sure your future wife wasn't having a meltdown?” “Not funny princess,” Bellamy tone was serious as he turned her to face him pinning her between his chest & the counter. “Believe me I know Da- I mean Bell,” Clarke replied standing up on her tippy toes to kiss his forehead.“Let's not keep our guests waiting any longer,” she told him, as she continue to kiss him, working her way down his cheek. “Who are you?” Clarke asked walking into the living room seeing a woman with dark brown maybe black curly hair just barely reaching her chin parted on the right side, her eyes were dark brown her skin wasn't white but she wasn't that dark of a skin color either a bit tannish maybe light brown, Clarke noticed she was wearing a long purple well rather violet color dress, with designs on them, she has never seen before, she couldn’t tell if they were animals or flowers moon or stars but it was still pretty. The woman's knees were bouncing up & down as though she was nervous sitting between Charmaine & Hope. Looking around the living room once more, “Where's Officer Echo? I was told it was the three of you.” “Had to go back to the station,” Hope quickly answered standing up. “But if you don't mind; my sister do have some news for you. Normally it wouldn't be our place but it will be on the three news if not the twelve o clock. So, we figure we would tell you first.” “Great so it's officially out that Cage is my brother? We didn’t want that out yet- he's going to- ““Relax, breathe, Clarke,” Charmaine quickly interrupted. “As far as we know only the people who are working or in some way involved in the case know. My sister & I want to introduce you to Jasmine Mason.” “Who is she?” Bellamy asked a bit curious, couldn’t help but beat Clarke to the question.“The reason why Gabriel is going to prison, as we speak right now, he's being shipped off to Bardo's maximum state penitentiary for life.” “Are you serious?” Clarke asked, “Just like that, Gabriel is going to prison without a plea deal?” Clarke asked tightening her hold on Bellamy's hand. Clarke felt like she was in a dream it felt too good to be true maybe because they didn't mention Raven's lunatic ex, crazy ass Roan, her ex-friend John Murphy or the bitch from hell Josephine Lightbourne which means she would still have to deal with them & the trial. Clarke couldn't believe it but she thinks she just might've found a new friend within these cops. “Not just like that,” Hope replied. “This isn't an ultimatum, here or anything but Jasmine & her boyfriend needs a place to stay.” Clarke gave an intake of a breath looking at Bellamy. “It's not forever,” Clarke heard an unfamiliar voice say she turned her head to see it was Jasmine speaking, “My boyfriend & I do have a place but it won't be fully ready until the end of next week. We came home earlier than expected.”“Oh, I see,” Clarke chuckled a bit “It's not just that, I'm sure these two fine detectives told you that it isn't just me & Bellamy who lives here.”“Of course, we told her,” Charmaine said, “believe it or not we spoke to all of them already, they all taken a liking to her but said the choice would be up to you or rather you & Bellamy.” “I don't mind,” Bellamy answered, rather cautiously trying to keep in mind of Clarke’s movements to see how she feels about this. But we do have a room or two left not to mention the attic. But two questions when do we meet Miss Mason's boyfriend & how exactly did she help do what some of the people in the department have been calling my girlfriend crazy for wanting to do?”“I broke my NDA… as you are aware though it isn’t illegal it can be quite the headache,” Jasmine spoke, “plus I got him on wire admitting to raping me. It wasn't a gang rape but about three – three & a half years ago much like you Clarke I was kidnapped from a party & raped. Before my boyfriend & I decided to move here, or rather in my case move back here. I told him my story. Despite the NDA, I was still scared. Sometimes still am. I was in hiding, but I realized I was foolish & naive when he said it was an accident a mistake. I wouldn't be surprised if he was the mas-“Before Jasmine could finish talking the bell rang, Clarke rolled her eyes as Bellamy just chuckle a bit. “Would you excuse me for a second,” Clarke told Jasmine, Bellamy & the two other woman, “let me get rid of who's at the door.” “Uh, excuse me, please!” Bellamy said as he & the three-woman heard Clarke screaming LEAVE! HAVE NO RIGHT & calling someone a LIAR! repeatedly.  “Dear Lord, don’t shoot—please don’t,” Abby said, dropping the folder in hand quickly putting her hands up, upon seeing the two detectives with their guns out.“Is everything ok?” Charmaine asked, upon seeing Clarke & Bellamy hugging. “It’s fine,” Clarke quickly replied pulling away… “my mom is just a liar, nothing new… she decided to barge into the place where I live & tell me I’m pregnant demanding I go to the appointment she made for me like she controls me & my actions.”

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“Do you mind putting your guns down now? You definitely don't want to shoot commander's Kane wife, do you?”“If they wanted to shoot, you would be dead already mom & to be fair you are an intruder as soon as I opened the door you pushed right through m-““Well excuse me Clarke, I didn't think you would want people outside strangers to hear our conversation I've been trying to reach for the better part of two weeks. Now pack your stuff up. I even hired yo-““I'm not going anywhere with you mom. In case you forgot I'm an adult now get the hell out before I have one of these detectives arrest you for trespassing.”“The doctors, the clinics are bett-“ “Shut up! Stop trying to control my life! The moment you sent my dad to the wolves to die whatever relationship we had died to mom. Besides if this place is so bad, why did you give birth to me here? You know what that doesn’t even matter because I’m not going anywhere with you, but I did always wonder how on earth did you do.” “Do what?” Abby found herself asking a bit taken back by the question. “Meaning my father didn't even work in medical so how the hell did you trip him up to take the fall for something you did?” Clarke said shoving her back towards the open front door only to suddenly open & close her eyes a few times before spinning around back towards her mother vaguely hearing voices but not being able to understand what was being said as she hunches forwards covering her ears rocking back & forth pleading it to stop. “What's going on out here?” O, Harper & Monty all came out the kitchen with Emori & Raven rushing down the stairs...“Clarke!” Raven screamed rushing the rest of the way down the stairs only to be stopped by Octavia who held out her hand shaking her head Raven doesn't even know what she was thinking of course Clarke would want Bellamy she's needs him, but she still wishes she knew what the happened & why the hell Abby was here too. “You're kidding me right,” Abby said “my daughter just collapsed into your arms Mr. Blake & you expect me to leave?”  “Like you care, & for the record that is exactly what I expect, did my fiancee invite you inside? I don't think these two fine detectives care who your husband is. He can't fire them a matter of fact he wouldn't, even if he could.” “Is that a challenge?” Abby asked. “Take however you want to take it,” Bellamy answered. “Fine see to it that my daughter gets this letter, Clarke will see it is in her best interest to leave Arkadia behind her once & for all.”“Hardly,” Octavia hissed, “you are the main reason our friend is like this.”“Friend? “funny funny funny thing, how many of you visited my daughter while she was in a coma?”“You put out a restraining order against me,” Emori hissed... “with good reason, you were spying on my daughter & I. But what about the rest of you? There is only one person who I know for a fact that lives here, but I also know he isn’t an old friend of my daughter,” Abby finished saying. “Keep my boyfriend out of your mouth,” Octavia yelled. “He works with me, in case you forgot,” Abby said before leaving.“I'm sorry Hope... Echo...” they both just nodded knowing very well Jasmine can't stay not at least tonight.“Clarke? Princess?” Bellamy called gently she was sitting on the floor knees to her chest rocking back & forth covering her ears & her eyes are shut too. Bellamy doesn't know what to do right now, he doesn't want to startle her but doesn't- can't leave her alone like this either, so he simply decided to slide down next to her on the floor hoping she can sense his presence with her. “Bellamy?” He heard his sister calling him... he just gave a him, until she demanded that he opened his eyes which was clearly the wrong move not because he didn't want to be bothered with his sister but because Clarke wasn't as lost deep in her mind as he thought which is good of course but as soon as his eyes opened, he must've moved or something as he felt fingernails pressing into his arm with a whispered of a voice saying don't go away don't leave pleaaasssse. The following day later… “Are you sure you don’t want to stay until Clarke wakes up, Niylah? You’re practically family…” Bellamy told her as he was wringing out a washcloth from the nightstand.“That’s alright,” Niylah answered. “Plus, I’m sure all of you would like to get some sleep, not to mention I very well can’t do the blood & urine test on Clarke from her bedroom. But you should all prepare Clarke, if her mother says Clarke is pregnant well sadly more than likely she is.”“But throwing up & being late can also be because of stress too,” Octavia interrupted, “no please don’t interrupt me Niylah, I get what you are saying… not for nothing, Clarke clearly thinks the same thing otherwise she wouldn’t have made the appointment, but I’m just saying- of course if Clarke is pregnant, we will all be there for her but for now I don’t think we should prepare her for anything. It could be something as simple as stress.”“Alright then let me at least walk you downstairs to the door.”“Bell?” Octavia called too, “Oh come on O! I’m a big boy if I didn’t make a fuss when I found out Clarke’s ex-girl was going to be her doctor, I think I can handle a walk to the door.” “It’s not that Blake,” Raven shot up to say from the floor… “did you forget how attached your princess, is too you? I think you & everyone else in this room knows if Clarke wakes up or starts to wake up, & doesn’t see y-“ “That’s alright,” Niylah interrupted, “Clarke should be asleep for at least another five to six hours if not longer. I gave her some Benadryl after I took a sample of her blood.”“Here I thought it was pain pills,” Monty said. “I hurt easily don’t look at me like that. Just thinking about getting my blood drawn sends shivers down my spine.”

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“OW!” Clarke gasping awake clutching her stomach panting before quickly getting out of the better once she saw little droplets of blood on the sheets between her legs. For some weird reason Clarke seemed memorized by the four little dark dots sitting on these sheets, she didn't even realize she was by herself in the bedroom as she unknowing or maybe instinctively found herself falling down to her knees to the floor as she removed her hand from her stomach reaching her arm out until she found her hand over the droplets of blood bringing down her ring finger until it touched one of the spots before hastily bringing her arm close to her chest cradling it like she had burnt herself eyes wide & bulging out as she brings her ring finger to her nose to smell she guesses before parting her lips slowly sticking out her tongue bringing that finger slowly down to her tongue with her eyes following the movement before coming to a sudden stop shaking her head closing her mouth & eyes shutting before snapping her eyes back open “I’m not an embarrassment,” she muttered to herself as she glanced around the room making sure she was alone as she could've sworn up & down she heard laughing before she finally releasing a breath she didn't realize she was holding as she stood up rushing to the bathroom staring at the drain in the sink before giving her a little smile. “I'm not pregnant she thought to herself Bellamy is going to thrilled I got my period. For some reason it feels like a breath of fresh air for her if she didn't know any better, she would've sworn she was floating on cloud nine right now, “damn it crap,” Clarke muttered to herself have to change the sheets on the bed. Bellamy deserves clean sheets. She’ probably going to need pads too & of course panties & um to bathe probably too… clean up the blood that's dripping down her leg until she realizes she doesn't feel anything dripping which she doesn't know if it's good or bad. Letting out another sigh she walked out of the bathroom & proceeded to strip the sheets knowing very well if she tries to wash herself, she'll lose her mind for good, as finished taking the sheets on her side off she begins to wonder where Bellamy is moving towards his side of the bed. He wouldn't go to work? Would he? Knowing very well Wells could kill him take him away from me, Clarke thought to herself as she suddenly flopped her body down onto the clean side of the sheets of his side of the bed letting the tears fall down her cheeks out of her eyes freely curling up into a ball on her side, muttering to herself he loves me, right? Yet he's not here she tells herself like some sort of mantra. She wants to scream for him to come back but as she opens her mouth no words come out as she finds herself or rather feels herself shaking her head no! But unsure what is the no to or who is the no to. Gosh she should really get up if not for the sheets at least the pads- or maybe perhaps it's time to upgrade to tampons after all having dicks up to ten inches if not longer shoved in her pussy is nothing compared to tampons, right? Then there is the thickness, tampons are tiny. Why the hell is her mind wondering what size dicks Roan, Gabriel, Murphy... Zeke Shaw whatever the hell his name is & Bellamy's dick size is? Well Bellamy should be an easy question he's her boyfriend or fiance, she thinks, but then again he didn't propose to her, she proposed to him & never got an answer gosh it feels like her mind & body is on over drive for some unclear reason as she was stretching her arms & hands out trying to reach she didn't know what or perhaps she did know as she slowly felt her eyes drift closed to the thought of b...Bellamy Blake her boyfriend & hopefully her husband one day soon. Next time she wakes up, she realizes something completely different, as she literally jumped up, from a tingling feeling. “Bellamy,” Clarke whispered, rushing back towards him, straddling herself in his lap. Looking around… realizing she was downstair & the tingling feeling she felt was Bellamy playing with her toes. He must’ve known, she was going to wake up soon…“Octavia was worried about you, princess,” Bellamy whispered. “She went upstairs to our room, to wake you up to eat. She had to end up coming to get me from the living room, saying you were naked, well almost naked. You just had on your bra & panties with the sheets to the bed halfway off with blo-““I didn’t cut myself, I swear,” Clarke quickly told him. “I know, I double- triple-checked princess. But now that you are awake how about we go get you a bath? The sheets were soaked. I’m sure they weren’t comfortable. After we get food into your stomach.”“Are you listening to me, princess?” Bellamy asked noticing her looking around. “Yeah, I’m sorry, I’m just stunned, I didn’t feel you carry me downstair stairs. I’m sorry I’m such a baby.” “You’re not acting like a baby, Clarke,” Bellamy quickly told her. Oh my gosh… baby… Clarke thought to herself, leaning herself back a little to investigate Bellamy’s face.“Easy princess,” Bellamy said placing his hands quickly behind her back from her thighs so she wouldn’t fall. “What’s with the smile? Did you have a pleasant dream?”                    Clarke looked around from side to side first before looking back at Bellamy, “better Daddy,” Clarke whispered… “about where the blood came from… I’m not pregnant. When I woke up early, I had cramps in my stomach then I saw the blood. I will admit I panicked at first but realized it was period coming late. Which brings me to my naked thing, maybe bath first then eat, pleaseeeee Daddddy… I mean even if you did change my panties for me… I’m sure you didn’t put a pad there; I mean how would you know? How the hell did I sleep through giving me a slight bed bath? Don’t tell me I’m turning into my mother. Doing drugs would-““Hey, slow down princess, you didn’t take no illegal drugs. I promise you. I would never allow my baby girl to turn herself into a drug addict. Now let's get you up off this couch.” "Where are we going?" Clarke asked. "Kitchen, princess... Believe it or not, Levitt can cook. I didn't know that." "What you think you are the only one who can cook in this house?" Clarke found herself asking with a small chuckle. "Of course, not princess, I do recall Monty & Harper fixing breakfast a few times. For you." "Us," Clarke was quick to correct, "now are you going to make me walk to the kitchen?" Clarke asked as she sat on her knees on the pillows of the couch. "Hop on princess," Bellamy said motioning towards his back. Clarke shook her head, bridal style... I like listening to your breathing & your heart beating, it always relaxes me. If I'm on your back, I can listen to your breathing, but not your heartbeat. Nor would I be able to feel it."

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“Is that roasted duck with roasted potatoes?” Clarke asked as Bellamy gentle placed her into a pull-out chair.“Yeah,” Harper replied, “There's also boiled chicken with macaroni & cheese with a side of carrots & cucumber.” “As well as garlic bread I see,” Clarke chimed in, picking one up but had to quickly drop it shaking her hand out. “Well, it came out the oven less than five minutes ago,” Octavia said placing cups on the table.“Uh, babe?” Clarke said turning to look up at Bellamy who was still standing behind her after she recount the place wear, “did I miss something? There's only seven people living here. Yet I'm counting eleven plates & cups.”“My brother & his girlfriend is coming over,” Monty answered. It would be good to see Jordan. It feels like I haven't seen him since movie night at the park, she thought to herself, as she heard Bellamy talking. “My friend Miller & his boyfriend Jackson, & don't worry princess Jackson knows to steer clear of the Abby talk,” he quickly added seeing her brows furrow as he leaned down to place a kiss on her forehead. “It is what it is,” Clarke just shrugged her shoulders. “Miller is cool. I use to be close Jackson, it's no one's fault.”“What is it?” Bellamy asked noticing Clarke's frown. All of this Clarke motioned with her hands & arms. “The dinner?” Monty asked. “Nope,” Clarke repeated “come on - even though it was only by a simple year I use to be older than most of you apart from Emori & Raven & of course my boyfriend. Then after being in a coma for nearly a decade & taking two years to recover you all open up to me welcoming me back into your lives like nothing. Come on Raven, you, Emori & Harper could've lived off campus but stayed so I wouldn't have to shack up with some strangers & now look around the three of you drop out of school because me just thinking about going back to the dorms sends me down an epic melt down despite me not even being raped on the stupid campus itself.” Great the three of them are laughing at me. Clarke wasn’t sure if wanted to scream at them or run upstairs & cry her eyes out that they think her guilt her dilemma is funny. “They are finishing their courses online,” Bellamy was quick to tell her, rubbing her shoulders with his hands as though he was giving them a massage. Clarke felt herself relax a little bit as she went to reach for the garlic bread, she hopefully touched only to have her hand swatted away, Clarke squeaked as she saw a hand picking up a slice of the garlic as it turned out it was Bellamy. He took a bite of the bread than held out the other half to her which Clarke thought was sweet, to make sure she wouldn’t burn her hand nor her mouth, as went to take the half of the bread but Bellamy pulled his hand back, causing her to pout a bit, before he said to her “open up,” causing her to frown more replying “I can feel myself I’m not a baby.” “You're my baby aren't you princess?” Bellamy asked with a raised eyebrow, causing her to form a smile on her face she leaned forward to place a kiss on his lips before looking down at the hand that was resting on his lap with the piece of bread before bringing her gaze back to his eyes answering “always,” opening up her mouth, just as the bell rang twice.“I'll get the door,” Monty quickly said. “Um, so uh, Raven can you explain it to me please?” Clarke found herself asking after finishing eat the piece of bread, Never mind, sorry I don't know why I asked it's none of my business.” Raven told her, “don't go all timid & shy on us.” “I thought mechanic courses were mainly hands on,” Clarke said, before Raven could respond, Clarke along with the others heard Jordan's voice saying we have the moonshine now, everyone but Clarke laughed at, Bellamy didn't laugh but he did smile. Clarke couldn't really blame him though as she watched Monty taking a seat again. Hope, Jordan, Miller & Jackson all took a seat. She can do this Clarke thought it's not like anyone would force her to drink, not that anyone forced her to drink at that college frat house party. But Clarke forced herself to smile she can do this for her friends & her boyfriend, she told herself trying to push down the uneasy feeling she is feeling. Thankfully she & Bellamy are sitting near the grey stripped oven not because she's cold & the oven brings heat, it's that she can see the time & reads a quarter after eight then & an idea pops up in her head, as she's eating her second slice of truffle sauce pizza with red onions & red peppers along with yellow roasted mushrooms & bicolor corn that Raven made. If you were to see not just the table of food but the kitchen one would think there was a party going on here, then again maybe it is a party in some weird way because since she was released from the hospital they all never really ate together even when they went out to movie night in the park they weren't all together. This is the first time where Clarke felt like this was a family not just a bunch of people living together maybe that's her uneasiness, she's feeling she doesn't like to let herself feel happy only to be let down. To be honest she's surprised her relationship with Bellamy lasted as long as it did or still is she guess... he's her longest relationship ever but to be fair she was in a coma for about ten years & he was either in a coma for either five or six years for some reason she can't seem to remember how long he told her. But all Clarke knows was his eyes were the first eyes she laid on when she woke up from her coma. At first, she was confused when she woke up from her coma thinking she was her dad then she realized the color eyes the skin complexion was all wrong to be her dad then settled on that her father had sent him to her to look after her.... suddenly Clarke felt herself flinching away from something before feeling herself go a bit off balanced, then just as suddenly relax when she heard Bellamy whispering in her ear before stroking her cheek with his thumb it wasn't until than she realized she was crying, blinking her eyes a few times before trying to apologize but Bellamy just turned her head to him, so there forehead was touching one another whispering again saying “don't apologize just say the word we will go to our room if it's too much....” “no no,” Clarke insisted “I don't know why but my mind just drifted to memories of my father & to our first meeting when I stupidly mistook you for my dad-““Don't you dear call yourself stupid princess, you hear me & don't you dare think that.” Clarke just nodded her head before glancing at the time which read a quarter to nine. “I'll be back,” Clarke smile. “Is everything ok?” Raven & Emori, both noticed her standing up, “we still have dessert to eat & moonshine to drink.”“Can't a lady use the bathroom? I think I overstuffed myself.  Yeah, I know I'm sorry,” Clarke quickly said, “I can't believe I actually sat there eating five slices of pizzas leaving only a single slice left.” “Nothing to be ashamed of,” Raven & Emori said.  “Do I need to permission to pee?” Clarke asked, “of course not princess,” Bellamy said “just hurry back.” “Of course,” Clarke said, giving him a kiss on the lips before dashing out of the kitchen.Gosh she wanted to throw up, but that's not what happened when she reached to the bathroom slamming the door shut staring at the bathroom sink faucet for a few minutes maybe longer she guessed as she heard a light tap on the bathroom. Just a second, she called out looking around the bathroom thankful she didn't have to flush the toilet & grateful for the hand sanitizer in the medicine cabinet one for sensitive skin & one strawberry scent though she preferred blueberry she reached for the unscented one.Ok, here goes nothing she told herself tucking some of her hair behind her ears, before reaching the doorknob finally, with a smile on her face expecting Bellamy probably worried about her but it was Jackson, who spoke, “I just wanted to talk to you.” Clarke frowned a bit, before speaking, “Jackson save it tonight is supposed to be fun, if you can't keep my mother's name out of your mouth tonight-“ “Abby is wor-“ “Don’t interrupt me, Please save it! She's not worried about. She’s just trying to control me now let me make myself clear one- & one-time only. I don't want to hate you I remember you sticking up for me when I was an intern under my mother but let's be clear talking about that bitch is off-limits unless you want to be banned from this house! Unless I bring up hear name which I doubt I will, Miller doesn't live here so you have no ties to this house at all,” Clarke finished saying before shaking her head stalking back off to the kitchen sitting down not even realizing a conversation is going on as she surprising everyone by asking for a glass of moonshine. Slowly sipping on it once Jordan handed her a jar which she poured into a glass of ice. “So, what did I miss?” “Not much, just my brother telling us he's thinking about going to college to finish his degree in History in January you know the start of the winter semester,” Octavia said. “I was going to tell you,” Bellamy told her. “Stop Bell,” Clarke quickly said once she finished her moonshine. “I'm happy for you, if that's what you want, I will support you. Now how about another glass or jar of moonshine.” “Clarke had enough,” Bellamy said rather quickly taking the jar out of her hand, “do I need to remind you Hope & Miller are cops princess. You’re eighteen not twenty-one. Not to mention you seem a bit flushed in cheeks & you're sweating a bit. Doesn't help the kitchen is hot either. Besides you drank that moonshine in two swallows. Drinking liquor fast isn't a good thing.” Clarke found herself suddenly regretting what she did.“Well, if I can't have more moonshine than where's dessert then? It's going on eleven o clock, Bellamy,” Clarke smirked.“Do you want butterscotch mud pie or the pineapple upside down cake with cherries & strawberries?” Hope asked standing up, “oh & don't worry Clarke about drinking inside your house, your secret is safe with me & as far as Miller even if he wanted to he can't report he's a security guard for some exclusive club in town perhaps you may have heard about it the Anomaly.” Clarke looked up shaking her head dropping her fork from her hand causing it to make a loud noise on the floor as it startled her causing her to gasp covering her mouth running out of the kitchen once she got up from the chair.“Did I say something wrong?” Hope asked, once they heard a door slamming closed. “How about we just clean up,” Bellamy said “my sister or Monty will guide you to the spare room.” “We're not staying Blake,” Miller answered. “Not you, Jordan & Hope, but you quit your job as a detective?” Bellamy asked his friend.“Not now Bell!” Octavia snapped “go check on Clarke bef-“ “don't you dare,” Bellamy quickly responded “you know you will make it worse,” he finished saying before racing upstairs himself muttering to himself not to be locked despite having a key to their bedroom he really didn't want to use it but he would. Bellamy would rather Clarke hate him & be safe than closed off & dead or worse hurt herself. Once he reached the door, he took a deep breath. In the kitchenNate was talking, “no I didn't quit being a detective, but extra money never hurts anyone.” “Well, we don't talk about the Anomaly around here,” Octavia Emori & Harper told Miller & Hope. “What?” Miller let out a chuckle, “Blake's little princess can't handle talking about where your brother works? He's a janitor there you know. If he told her he quit, he’s lying,” he said to Octavia, earning him a slap across. “Clearly you aren't one of the people working on my best friend's case otherwise you would know why it was- is so sensitive around here, especially around Clarke, you Hope it's a good thing you're off duty & you a had two jars of moonshine, you should know better.” “O!” Harper called out; “she apologized.” “Only after Clarke left the kitchen table & she still has no idea why she's apologizing for either all she knows or rather remembers is she said something wrong.”Back upstairs now…“You didn't ruin dinner princess,” Bellamy whispered into Clarke ear rubbing her back as he knelt in front of her on his knees as she rocked herself back & forth while seating on the closed toilet resting her chin on Bellamy's shoulder. Bellamy whispered, princess, again trying to ease her grip from the back of his shirt. “You're safe you're home in your Daddy's arm. Let's get you cleaned up princess & ready for bed. I'll even take a bath with you, massage your back legs shoulders he continued whispering to her.”“I screwed up,” Clarke whispered pulling back slightly from Bellamy so they can see each other. “Aww, no you didn't princess, Bellamy whispered to her against her lips, stroking the side of her arm with one hand.“I wanted it to end d-during dinner I wa was f-feeling overwhelmed um um I took some my pills despite not raining outside. Th- th-thats why you saw the toilet seat up & heard me I-I-i eh um I ws.... wasn't sure if it's the food or the medicine or moonsine b-but I don't know I just heard the wrworswords Anomaly felt sick & p-panic remind me of my nightmare Wells is stabbing you in front of me,” Clarke screamed placing the palms of her hands in her eyes.“Hey none of that princess.... Bellamy pleaded before mentally apologize to himself & her for forcing removing her hands from her face clutching into his own two hands resting against his chest. As he tried to prevent his mind from racing with the knowledge, she took pills. More than likely, it wasn’t an overdose, or she would’ve been unconscious by now. But still, he didn’t like this, damn it. He took a deep breath. “Look at me princess,” he whispered, “come on Clarke be a good girl & look at your Daddy, ah yes there she is,” Bellamy said with a smile before taking another deep breath himself. Her face scrunched up in confusion.“You're not troubled baby girl,” he promised before bringing her hands to his mouth kissing each finger one at a time. “Is ther-“ “he doesn't know,” Clarke spoke knowing where this question is going. “Wells might blame you. He still believes you found me afterwards if he found you were there not call him b-before. We both gave our statements,” Clarke whispered. Bellamy gave her another peck on her lips as he suddenly felt her breath hitch before hearing her whisper something he couldn’t make out.“What was that princess?” Bellamy asked, looking up to see Clarke eyes closing as he could see her breathing picking up between the movements of her chest & shoulders, not leaving to chance that this is a panic attack, Bellamy shouted, especially after what Clarke told her about taking some of her sleep pills on top of the moonshine. Yeah, she may told him, she threw up. But he didn’t know how much, so to be safe, Bellamy shouted once more....Somebody call 911! carrying Clarke in his arms. “Princess, you going to be ok.” What the fuck happened? Emori & Octavia asked....

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Bellamy was switching between pacing back & forth & walking around in a tiny circle. “We been at stupid place for over four hours already O,” Bellamy sighed as he stopped moving but made no move to sit. “Care to explain to me why we came to the city of lights public arena hospital instead of arkadia states general? Harper & Octavia glanced at one another, before looking back at Bellamy. “So, brother are you regretting driving us here do you regret not saying goodbye to Miller & helping Monty Wick Raven Emori & Hope clean up?”“Don't change the subject O!” Bellamy hissed this hospital was a forty-five-minute drive compared to a five-minute drive! Clarke could be de-“ “If I were you, I would watch your tone Mr. Blake. For the record Clarke isn't dead, she didn't even overdose well not in the sense you are thinking about at least,” a voice from behind cut him. He knows the voice sounds familiar but can't seem to place it until he turns around stunned.“Niylah?” Bellamy said a bit baffled. Don't pay no mind to my brother, Octavia told her, “you said Clarke didn't overdose. So, was it like a really bad panic attack?” Octavia asked. “Clarke is the only one who can answer that. Right now, I have her on a sedative to help her sleep. I would like to- not would like I am keeping Clark. Clarke will be admitted, into this hospital. Clarke is servilely dehydrated. It's confirmed she is pregnant. I was going to swing by tomorrow to deliver the news. Clarke needs to gain at least twenty to thirty pounds to support her baby & have a healthy one but Clarke is also fifteen pounds under weight which wouldn’t be too bad, but she is pregnant.” “Oh, is that all?” Bellamy hissed. “She's doing her job. If we went to Arkadia States General, we may have run into Abby there's no guarantee she went back to Polis. Besides unlike the other three hospitals in our home state City of light's is strictly runed through donations & charity. Now back to you doctor Niylah,” Octavia said. “What else is going on? Being dehydrated & a bit underweight isn't really enough to keep someone overnight. I may not be a doctor but I know that much. Plus, I think secretly Clarke knows she is pregnant she’s just in denial. I mean if you saw her earlier. She practical ate a whole pizza.” “According to reports, Clarke threw up most of her dinner, too?” Niylah stated, but posed it like a question, before continue to talk. “Clarke has an infection. I need to see how her body reacts to the antibiotics with Clarke being pregnant & precaution has to be taken more so. I don't know if it's because Clarke decides to hold her bladder until she feels like she's going to bust or if it's because of the tear in her vagina & her not properly taking care of it or if it's my fault I’m afraid if I wasn't gentle enough when I had put the catheter in her & took it out for not counting or remembering the tear in her vagina.”“Can we go see Clarke? This is the emergency room visitation time isn't in affect,” Octavia reminded her.“Yes of course, but I do have a question. It's important, before anything else can be done.” “You're scaring me,” Bellamy told Niylah. “Good because I can ensure you the last thing Clarke needs is to be stressed are one of you or anyone in her household have medical power of attorney? Without that maybe not tonight but definitely tomorrow depending on how coherent Clarke is I may be forced to call Abby. The three of us know Abby will more than likely want to move her. I wouldn't have the power to stop her.”“Shut up brother not a word,” Octavia said to Bellamy as she took out her phone & started texting away before looking up a Niylah. “You will have your answer soon,” Octavia told her while pulling Bellamy away. Bellamy was surprised by his sister's strength. “Stop acting like a baby Bell & just trust me for a second- don't make me pull out the older sibling’s card that you use to do to me so many times when we were kids.” “Why the hell are we out here O?” Bellamy asked, “Clarke needs us.”“Because big- I mean little brother,” Octavia repeated with a smirk & a chuckle “-because all of Clarke's friends don't know everything myself included. I use to be hurt by that when Clarke slowly started to open up to me but then I realized that is the way she is & I pray to God I’m right about this because Clarke is eighteen that guardian paperwork isn't good. But if I know Clarke, as well as I hope there is a medical clause in here that states even once she is to reach adulthood you are to become her health care proxy & medical power of attorney. I know for a fact that you stopped carrying that paper with you & being that Clarke phone & two bags are not with her there's no proof. So, we are waiting for Raven. Emori & the others I don't think they know about this place. But Raven does for sure know about this place, well Harper & you found out about it today.” “Raven?” Bellamy questioned, “why would she know about this place & not the others.”Octavia let's out a sigh, “that’s a tale for Raven & Clarke to share please leave at that,” Octavia said, “between Abby & Lexa it's a miracle Clarke isn't all the more fucked up than she is. Now don't get me wrong I'm not bad-mouthing Lexa may she rest in peace. But you only think that there are two worlds or two types of people us & the world of the wealthy. You should know better than anyone that isn't the case. For starters the anomaly lives by its own rules. Just like gangs. It's funny even though you are sorry Lincoln died you never did approve of our relationship. But yet you didn't see no problem in shoving your dick up Raven ass...” “Excuse me, your brother never fucked my ass O! Only my vagina, not even my mouth. Now do you care tell me why you are standing outside this hospital talking about my one-night stand with Bellamy when his girlfriend who just so happens to be our friend too is inside.”“Do you have the envelope?” Octavia asked taking it from Raven before she can give it to Bellamy, completely forgetting about the fact Raven interrupted a private conversation between her & her brother.
Somewhere in the inner sanctum...

“What the hell?” Roan said gasping as he jumped out of bed, rubbing his eyes in the dark.“It can't be he muttered you're dead.”“I would think twice before grabbing your blade,” the person suddenly having Roan pinned down to the floor yanking his head up by his hair.“Stop squirming we both know I'm stronger than you & faster too. You can’t hide forever. You know that.”“What the hell do you want?” Roan asked through gritted teeth. “For you to go to the fucking station & confess to your fucking crimes. You know how I handle scumbags.”“Go ahead kill me,” he laughs. “We both know who will be to blame if I end up dead. I mean since you’re dead after all right? You know I’m not afraid of death, you made sure of that.”“I'm not going to kill you, Roan? Oh no... I'm talking about Echo. Such a pity too she turned her life around. Listen closely,” the person leaning down to whisper in Roan ear, “I'm giving you twenty-four hours to go station & confess to raping Clarke or the whole world will know not only that Echo is the ruthless spy known as Ash & murdered the real Echo stealing her identity in the process but why Bellamy Blake was shot too. Mostly everyone believes it was wrong place wrong time. Tell me how many times did Echo break his heart even behind his back? Yet Bellamy is your friend.” The person said, giving Roan face one good bang on the floor before removing their knee from the middle of his spin. “You would really destroy Echo!” Roan shouted kicking the leg of his bed before spinning around pushing the person back against the wall. “You're behind Gabriel getting life in prison aren't? Josie is a mess.”“It's not my fault if he can't keep it in his pants,” The person just laughed, “besides Jasmine deserves justice just like Clarke. Tell me did you know Jasmine & this Josephine were best friends, & look at what she let her boyfriend do to her. I wouldn’t be surprised if she even took part in it, either. But sadly, there was no proof of that. I intend to make everyone pay-“ “Not everyone,” Roan sneered releasing his grip from the person's throat.“You mean Bellamy? Clarke says he didn't rape her- show me proof he did. I need more than your useless words & don't think this will mean you are forgiven for your misdeeds either. Twenty-four hours or I will blow up Echo's world. I know you love her because that is how much I love Clarke- please I dear you to go ahead & call my bluff,” the person said flickering the lights on before disappearing into the night.

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"What the hell are you doing here?" Octavia asked noticing Roan, making her way to the front door with her brother. "None of the delinquents would let me in. I need to Clarke," Roan said as if he was a friend of theirs all casually.  "Yeah, good luck with that," Octavia hissed "they are far more patient than me if you don't leave in the next five minutes, I will have you arrested for trespassing. It's really not a good look on you harassing the young lady you abused violated & rape. Espeically with court coming up." "Come on Blake, you know me man. Trust me your girl is going to want to hear what I have to say." Octavia just rolled her eyes, saying "it's down to three minutes now," as Bellamy crossed his arms in front of his chest, saying tell me & I'll deliver the message." "Right like I can believe you Blake you are lying out your teeth. You know very well we didn't ra-" "Shut your mouth," Octavia hissed, slapping Roan across the face, "if you're here just to repeat the same lame sob story you're wasting your time & energy," Octavia hissed before stating "you're down to a minute, should I count backward for you too unti--" Octavia couldn't finish as she was cut off by Bellamy's phone ring. "Blake spe-" he couldn't even get the rest of the other word out as he glancing at his sister while telling the person on the line to calm down." Bellamy just nodded his head toward the front door. Octavia nodded her back opting to take her phone to text a quick text, before knocking on the door saying you now have thirty seconds left, not bothering to look behind her even as she heard her brother screaming "WHAT!" Octavia knew it had nothing to do with Roan but there's nothing they could do about Clarke now with just Harper, Raven & hopefully Niylah with her too despite being one of the nurses on call or is a doctor. "Crap" Octavia muttered as the front door opened to reveal Wick standing in the doorway with his handcuffs. "Damn it!" Wick shouted a Roan ran away... "let him go, it's not worth it," Octavia said, "Roan was probably seeing if I was bluffing since I didn't dial 911. But for tonight we have more important things to take care of. I mean it, Raven will have our heads! Roan & the others will get what is there soon enough"?"Why is everyone dressed up? The sun is almost up." Bellamy said. "Yeah, we know Bell, go shower & put on the outfit that's on your bed. Raven picked it out. No arguments, brother. I will explain when we on our way back to the city of lights. Now hurry upstairs," Octavia said as the bell rang. Octavia just rolled her eyes as Wick said "Let me get the door still have my handcuffs out" "alright, well I'm heading into the kitchen.""Don't you need to uh, I don't know shower too?" Wick asked as he reached for the doorknob. "After my first cup of coffee man," Octavia said vanishing from the hall. "Hey Emori... Monty," Octavia greeted. "How's Clarke?" Emori asked placing a mug in front of Octavia. "Hopefully good, you know given the circumstances, which I'm taking as good news bec-" "Good news?" Emori said Monty & I both heard Bellamy screaming outside or was that too do with Roan. You know I can't believe he has the nerve to show his face here. I thought Clarke filed a restraining order against him. Or was it just Josie." "Can we please not talk about them, today is supposed to be all about Clarke. Now as I was saying the reason why I say I think of it as good news is because not only did, I not have to argue with my brother much after he got off the phone but think about if it was a dire emergency Raven or Harper would've called me saying everything would have to be canceled then I would be in full-fledged panic mode." "Panic mode about what?" They heard Bellamy asking as he walked into the kitchen. "You clean up nice Bell," Octavia told him. Bellamy just rolled his eyes looking down at his clothes, before glancing back up at his sister, "do you mind telling me what's going on? And why Cage is sitting in our living room?" "Cage didn't say anything did he?" Emori asked.Bellamy sighed, as he poured a cup of coffee, "Cage just told me it's a sunrise for his sister, that Clarke doesn't know he's coming- then gave a eight ounce container of blueberry ring pops ordering me to lose them otherwise Clarke would be disappointed. I can't believe I didn't realize my girlfriend has a big sweet tooth. But that still doesn't explain why Cage, Wick, Monty & myself not to mention the two of you young ladies are dressed up like we're going to some fancy dinner especially when it's barely eight in the morning." "You just have to trust me, Bellamy, now do you mind explaining to me where the hell your tie is?" "I figured once we get to wherever i can put it on, you know I'm not much of a tie person O," Octavia just rolled her eyes. "Fix your coffee to go... Bell," "what why?""In case you forgot did you or did you not receive a call from Raven or was it Harper about Clarke? I would like to think I know you well enough to know you wouldn't want Clarke to wake up & not see you there?" "Forget the coffee, I can get coffee at the hospital.""Are you kidding me?" Bellamy said stepping out of the car "we are all- Miller?" Bellamy said a bit stunned, "ah, don't worry Blake, Abby doesn't know I'm here or Clarke, I just told her I had a family emergency." "Uh, I'm confused," Bellamy said, "confused about what?" Miller asked his best friend, "oh by the way you ate forgiven- I guess I deserved your stunt considering what I pulled last night. But I swear-" "I have no idea what the he-" Shut your mouth Bell," Octavia said standing on her tippy toes to use her hands to cover his mouth. "Now to you Miller, & you too Jackson, number one Bellamy doesn't know it's not just a surprise for Clarke but also Bellamy here. Number two shouldn't the two of you be inside straig-" "It's already done," Jackson told her interrupting her from finishing her sentence, "You did text emergency nine one one five times before you finally decided to text me what exactly was going on.""Well, I'm going to go see Clarke & ponder what the heck I'm going to say when she looks at me with all crazy eyes, because of how I’m dressed, not to mention all of you," Bellamy said to Octavia & the others."Not so fast, you are coming with me, brother. It wasn't easy to put together on such short notice but we pulled it off," Octavia said grabbing his hand pulling him with her, before coming to a sudden stop with Cage, Monty, Miller & Jackson in tow, Bellamy figured Emori was with Raven & Harper but most importantly Clarke, as he suddenly realized what door he was standing in front of which sent a strange sense of fear through him, despite Octavia & the four men face showed no sign of worry or disappear. Maybe it could be just to say a prayer for Clarke & light a candle, Bellamy thought to himself a prayer never hurts anyone & it's not like he doesn't believe in God, so with that in mind he did what his sister asked of him & opened the door to the city of lights chapel & was completely caught off guard not only by the surroundings but suddenly Clarke leaped up into his chest so fast planting kisses all over his neck & face that if it wasn't for the wall & all of the weight lifting he does four out of the seven days, they both would've fallen to the floor.“Well Bell, what do you think?!” Octavia asked."Wait what?" Clarke said frowning a bit scrunching up her eyes & nose a bit staring into his brown eyes before looking at Octavia then back to him easing herself gently out of his arms & away from his chest. For another strange reason, another surgery of panic went through him as Clarke stepped away, he had no idea what was going on even as he heard Clarke saying she thought it was his idea.Then it did finally dawned on him as he took in the chapel it wasn't much but it was still beautiful a golden arch a few feet in front of him four large vases on either side of the room against the wall with blue roses & golden vases with the slightest edge of pink around the rims, the carpet in front of him or rather the rug was whit with golden & light blue shapes of stars, moons & suns when he suddenly remembered Cage handed him a ring pop whispering when the time was right he would know what to do.Bellamy had to just chuckle to himself a wedding & with no time to get a real ring, he remembers telling his sister earlier this morning that if Clarke pulls through she would be his wife, & with that Bellamy went down on one knee, not even thinking how cheesy it is to propose with a piece of candy, but then again, Clarke in many ways is still young at heart & in mind, but before he could open up his mouth to get the words out Clarke fell to her knees in front of him saying it's about time & yes Bellamy I would be extremely happy to marry you & become Mrs. Blake, then proceed to kiss him on the lips again this time more passionately as she did cause both of them to fall over with the small group in the chapel bursting into laughter as he noticed Jackson hovering over them, before he glance back to Clarke's face taking noticed of her for what seems like the first time in ages as he noticed little hints of pink in her strands of her by her face, as he stood up than proceed to help Clarke.So, how about it Bellamy ready to go stand by your best man Miller so my brother Cage can walk me down the aisle to let Jackson marry us, then we can have Indra take our wedding pictures. Bellamy was stunned, he didn't even know doctor Jackson was ordained, but Bellamy quickly found his voice saying absolutely & you are right it's about damn time, sorry it took me so long Princess, Bellamy told Clarke before kissing her on the forehead, rubbing his hands together gosh realizing he didn't have any vows prepared, guess it's traditional vows for them which is perfectly fine too, as he made his way to the arch. "Uh, not so fast," Bellamy heard a woman's voice saying looking around before landing his eyes on Niylah who was busy trying to convince Clarke into letting Cage use her wheelchair to push her down the aisle.  Bellamy doesn't know why that surprises him that Clarke was wheeled from her room to the chapel. He knew Clarke was being admitted & to his surprise & much to his relief he supposes as he let out a breath, Clarke sat down in the wheelchair looking directly at him smiling before blowing him a kiss which was then that he noticed Clarke was wearing a golden ruffle top & skirt with little sparkles of blue & pink on it shimmering, for some reading he thought she was in her hospital gown. Here looked around at their housemates and friends; they all had on colors of gold, blue, & yes even pink. Those colors seem to be the theme of the wedding.

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"You're spending the night, Bell?" Octavia asked while Niylah was getting Clarke settled back into her room."What do you think?" Raven answer for Bellamy meaning a big fat yes. "Thank you, Raven," he replied. "But before you all go what the hell happened here at the hospital? You can't just call me to tell me Clarke freaked out than hang up or was that just a ploy to get me to come back which by the way would be ridiculous because I was going to come back. Not to mention how the hell did you pull off a wedding in mere hours. O & I wasn't even away from the hospital for a full four hours." "Believe me Bell, that wasn't a easy task but I'm just glad you caught on sooner rather than later & didn't break my best friend's heart," Octavia told her brother, "our best friend," Raven corrected pulling the Blake siblings into a hug. "Alright now," Bellamy said removing his arms from around Raven & his sister, "do you really think I would break Clarke's heart?" Bellamy knew how dumb that question sounds even though everyone in the house knows the gorgy details & insist he has nothing to feel guilty about, he still can't help but feel guilty- yet Clarke wanted to marry him; did marry him. Thanks to Cage we were able to sign out marriage certificate instead of waiting until Clarke got discharged from the hospital, Bellamy was suddenly shaking his head as he felt a pat on his back, his sister was looking up at him with a frown on her face. "Didn't you hear a word I said?" Octavia asked her brother expecting a answer but was interrupted by a loud thud followed by a scream & shout causing Bellamy to push pass Raven & Octavia into Clarke's room, only to be greeted by Clarke who was in tears & literally collapsed right into his chest he quickly had to wrap his arms around her easing them both to the floor, when he looked down at Clarke her eyes were closed but she was still heaving. Gently Bellamy scoop Clarke into his arms getting ready to place her back in the hospital bed. "Shit..." Octavia hissed, putting her phone back in her pocket."Work?" Raven asked. "Really, you know I quit my job as soon... well technically about four days after Clarke was released from the hospital the first time." "Maybe you got a new job," Raven shrugged."Not yet...," Octavia answered swallowing a bit before speaking, “don't your ph-" Octavia was suddenly cut off from talking as Harper Monty Emori & Wick came rushing towards them as Cage also opened the door from behind them. "Alright, what the fuck is going on?" Raven asked shaking her head, "is Clarke, ok?" "Bellamy finally got her to sleep," Cage answered as Wick whispered into Raven's ear he has to leave. "What? Why?" Raven said..."where's your phone?" Harper & Monty asked... "there's breaking news that Roan is dead & Echo is the prime suspect." "What?" Raven almost shouted, "Echo as in Bellamy's ex?""Bellamy knows," Cage answered, "Clarke doesn't. Bellamy wanted to leave, but Clarke started panicking. I convinced him to stay." "OH, HELL NO!" Octavia shouted, pushing into her best friend's hospital room. "Would you keep your voice O!" Bellamy hissed as Niylah told Octavia she was lucky she gave Clarke a sedative. "Don't you have other patients?" Octavia asked. "No, not anymore with your brother & Clarke's blessing her brother hired me to be Clarke's personal physician." "Great I still need to talk to my brother," Octavia told her. Octavia stared up at her brother, "are you stupid?" She asked with hands on her hips. "Remember when you asked Raven & I if we believed you would break Clarke's heart? Well tell me were you really going to sneak off to see your ex-girlfriend on your wedding night?" Clarke knows Echo & I ate still friends... O, hell she is Echo's friend herself, so are you." "Not the point... Bell, you're sneaking off the night you got married where not even a half an hour ago you told Raven & I, you were spending the night. You want to see Echo, you let your wife know!" "I didn't ask to get married O- you forced my hand!""Knock it off both you," Raven came in shouting, "now you listen here Blake nobody forced your hand, we didn't make you propose we didn't force you to sign the certificate. All we did was plan & hoped it would work out! You weren't here with Harper & I when Clarke found out she was pregnant & desperately tried to cut her stomach up with a scalpel because you weren't here by her bedside once she found out you knew she was pregnant she thought you left her because she's pregnant by another man; she was freaking out so I blurted out the first thing that came to mind that you with the help of her brother was preparing a surprise wedding. I'm sorry one of my best friends is so deathly attached to you. But do your sister & I believe you will break Clarke's heart? Not purposely but here is something you must understand Blake every time you leave her for more than ten-fifteen minutes she goes into a spiral. We know it’s not fair. But you know this already, not to mention the vows you took. No one is saying you can't see Echo, but wait until Clarke is alert & she does have some company. Besides Clarke is bound to find out sooner or later, I mean hello Echo your ex is involved in her case. Now that Echo is a suspect in a murder, it is more than likely she will be taken off the case. If she isn't already off."

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"Good afternoon, how are you feeling?" Clarke heard a very familiar voice say a very familiar male's voice say, as she rubbed her eyes but it wasn't Bellamy's voice. Clarke wanted to pull the covers over her face & cry never leaving this room as his words from last night echoed loudly in her brain... guess he really did leave after all can't even divorce me properly. Am I that fragile? Even though she thought she must’ve been saying her thoughts out loud because next thing she knows she is engulfed in one of Cage's bear hugs, with her chin on his shoulder & him rubbing her back as he was telling her that she wasn't fragile that she just been through a lot. Now that her brother had calm her down a bit she realized she has been through a lot & it’s not even a God damn month yet-"  Clarke wanted to ask about Bellamy but she was more afraid that Cage would lie for him... all her friends even Bellamy & Cage all thought she was sedated but she wasn't & heard every detail right down to the point where Bellamy didn't really plan the wedding & he felt tricked into it. Not ready to deal with that yet, she bit her lip whispering into her brother's ear, requesting to see Niylah... Clarke can do this pretend- pretend everything is ok. If Bellamy wanted a way out it’s on him to give her divorce papers, she doesn't wanna trap him- she never wanted that. Finally, what felt like hours but was more than likely mere seconds Niylah came walking into her room with some woman she never seen before. Clarke was getting ready to ask her brother who the lady was when Cage pulled back from the bed getting out the chair so the woman could sit & Niylah stepped behind her, Clarke thought it was a bit weird but then again that is one of the things she loves about city of lights even with strangers the place always feels welcoming & at peace so much so her heart aches a little less than when she woke up, so Clarke smiled holding out her hand greeting the woman "I'm Clarke-""Clark Griffin," the woman repeated then went on to say her last name, I'm doctor Mason more specifically doctor Miranda Mason your obgyn. I see that you're due to be discharge today & there are a few things I would like to go over with you." "Like what?" Clarke asked, "I was a med student, so I do know that I wouldn't be scheduled for a obgyn appointment at least until a few more weeks. I'm barely five weeks pregnant, not trying to sound rude." "No, it's not rude, but I thought we could schedule your first appointment, as I’m sure you ate aware we don't schedule online or over the phone appointments. If we don't schedule an appointment today you would have to come to schedule it." Clarke's eyes flickered to Niylah but it was her brother who spoke first, asking if she was ok. "I'm fine," Clarke answered but the reason why I was looking at Niylah is because I was under the impression I would have to come back here twice at least within the next week." "Oh, you can certainly schedule your appointment then," doctor Mason said. "Actually, I think it's best for today," Niylah spoke up, "look Clarke this is part of the holdup... I already sent your prescription for your antibiotics to the pharmacy; we should still get you on pre-natal vitamins until your first appointment.""Suppose I don't have anyone to come with me," Clarke frowned. "What?" Cage chuckled, "like Bellamy would let you go alone." Right, Clarke thought to herself they all thought she was sleeping- "well you will always have me," Niylah sat down on the bed beside her, pulling Clarke's head to her shoulder. Clarke wondered if for a moment if Niylah knew what she was thinking about or rather who. Hell for some reason her mind drifted to the first time they ever kissed. Clarke doesn't know why, but her mind went there even though she knew without a doubt she would never cheat on Bellamy, not by choice at least. "You know what, doctor Mason, I wouldn't mind coming back here to make my appointment. I'm sorry but if I'm being honest with myself, I'm not in the right mindset to make this appointment. I need to be sure & not get myself all panicked & cancel My appointment. I can always pick up pre-natal vitamins from the store if you need me to answer any questions before hand or run any test." Clarke eyes flickered to Cage, then the next thing she knows her obgyn is out the door, & Clarke let out a breath couldn't take it anymore & broke ask where Bellamy was. "We don't know," Cage answered rather quickly, Clarke wondered if it was true... I wouldn't be upset if he was with Echo as long as they weren't kissing & having sex but she is disappointed that he didn't think she was important enough to tell. Clarke let out a sigh wondering now if she's too clingy, Bellamy friends turned her into one big clingy mess, next thing Clarke knew she was flipping over the table & chair near her screaming for Bellamy as she felt tears falling down her face, as she felt herself falling but wasn’t sure where she was falling towards.Next time, Clarke wakes up she doesn't know how much time has passed but instead, she wakes up she feels something nice & cool on her forehead going to reach for it she felt a hand swipe her hand away that was when she opened her eyes to see Bellamy looking right at her, though it felt like he was looking through her. “Relax princess,” he whispered against her lips before apologizing she could feel him shaking his head no then he pulled back stroking the side of her face while speaking explaining to her that he wasn't with Echo & that he was going to properly propose to her after the trial. That she's the best thing that ever happened to him & that she isn't a burden to him. It was then she finally realized she was home in their bedroom which now looked different, she smiled to herself as the walls were a shade of light blue & the holes in the walls, she had put there by accident of course were gone.  “How l…long wa- w-wait a second,” Clarke whispered gripping Bellamy’s arm, “how did I- oh my gosh please don’t tell me I signed myself out? Are you mad me? I promised you I wouldn-“Bellamy cut Clarke off with a kiss, “you didn’t sign yourself out princess,” Bellamy whispered after giving her another kiss on her lips, “but Nyliah did call me, & told me what happened. I wish I knew you were awake last night, princess,” Bellamy finished saying brushing some of Clarke’s hair strands out of her face. “You were discharged the right way… & Cage asked me to pick you up, telling me house & ring be damn.” “Ring?” Clarke asked confused…“Yes, ring baby girl, as you see I spent the day fixing up our room, afterward Octivia & everyone else was going to come with me to help me pick out a ring for you, do you really think Daddy would let his princess; his beautiful wife waltz around with a ring pop indefinitely?” “Daddy’s princess, wouldn’t care, all I need is you,” Clarke told him pulling Bellamy back into a hug, “easy, princess,” Bellamy told her as he felt Clarke trying to tug him on top of her as she laid herself back down on the bed. “No… I’m tired of waiting come on fuck me breast daddy or my mouth… let me worship my daddy’s cock. You know, I don’t know if it’s true or not but supposedly when pregnant woman become hornier because of hormones. Nyliah explained to me that I’m pregnant & why I was bleeding my vagina before & that sadly it wasn’t my period.” “Nyliah also told me that tomorrow, we have to go back to City of Lights to pick up your antibiotics for your infection, which you’re supposed to take twice a day for one week with food. Not to mention make an appointment with some Doctor Mason about your pregnancy. “I wanted to talk to you first Daddy, I wasn’t sure if you would want to come with me or not. I would like you too. I don’t want to assume Doctor Mason knows that I was raped, so I’m sure that is something within our first appointment I will have to sadly bring up… which brings me to the next part paternity test,” Clarke sniffled as she felt her eyes tears up. “I want you to be this baby's father more than anything.” “I will be princess, blood/or biology whatever you want to call it doesn’t make someone a father or a mother,” Bellamy assured her.“But suppose all I see when I look at this child is-“Clarke felt her lips starting to quiver as tears fell from her eyes, unable to finish. She knows pregnancies are supposed to make women more emotionally or sensitive, but Clarke knew she couldn’t use that as an excuse for how she was feeling. She does want this baby, & she already knows this will more than likely be a high-risk pregnancy despite her first reaction at trying to gut her tummy, she knows she has Bellamy now, & will always have him. Her fear of losing him is something she will somehow have to work through. Maybe she should talk to Bellamy about Major Byrne… some therapist Cage wants her to talk too. Clarke hasn’t made up her mind yet, but she will only speak to her if Bellamy is allowed to stay, she didn’t tell Cage that. All she said was she would see. She doesn’t know how but somehow her brother found her she stopped seeing her first therapist & even assured her that she would like this one. At this rate her going to school to pursue art is on the back burner for sure big time.

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"What’s on your mind?" Bellamy asked, still stroking the side of her face. "Lots of things, about how my art might be postponed indefinitely about the tiny person growing in my small tummy I don't want a abortion that much I do know but I wish you were the father, daddy, Clarke mumbled a bit but more than that I should've had more faith in you should've known better than to think you would abandon me because I'm pregnant to be honest that what had me more upset than anything else I swear I wouldn't have been mad if you visited Echo.""I'm never-" Bellamy had to stop himself as he pulled Clarke up into his chest rocking her stroking her hair. "It will never be my choice to leave you princess," he finished saying letting out a chuckle as they both heard her tummy make a light little noise, "someone is hungry," Bellamy Teased, "want me to order some-" "No, thank you," Clarke interrupted him, "no takeout... I know it's close evening almost five o clock but I want blueberry pancakes with honey maple bacon & a blueberry banana milkshake with extra whip cream." "Smoothie, princess," Bellamy quickly corrected standing up scooping Clarke into his arms. "Smoothie?" Clarke asked a bit confused... "You're pregnant princess, Daddy gotta make sure you take care of yourself." "Pregnancy cravings, Daddy besides in away the milkshake would be healthy blueberry & banana are fruit. I could've asked for a chocolate milkshake," Clarke pouted as Bellamy carried her out of their room then down the stairs as she rested her head against his shoulder. Pouting again as she heard the doorbell ring. "Pretend we're not home," Clarke whispered or so she thought when she was suddenly flooded by Emori, Raven & Octavia. "You remember Jasmine right" Clarke nodded her head, of course she did, she's one of her saviors she likes to think she's the reason she doesn't have to deal with that monster Gabriel anymore even though there are still monsters out there in the world, but one less is always a good thing. "Well, we invite her, her girlfriend & parents over.""Girlfriend?" "I thought she had a boyfriend?""Jasmine is like you, Clarke," Raven answered. "Jasmine is bisexual plus she told us that she & her boyfriend are in an open relationship so...""Well don't keep them waiting," Clarke told Raven as the bell rang again as Octavia headed back into the kitchen."Guess no milkshake or pancakes tonight princess," Bellamy whispered into her ear. "Well, I know who's cooking breakfast," Clarke told him, before turning her head towards the door upon feeling a gust of air on her bare arm as she heard Bellamy whispering in her ear asking her if she wanted to be put down. "No thank you, I don't care if our guest thinks I'm being a big baby. I'm your baby besides if Jasmine does move in, she along with her guest will eventually have to get used to how you & I show our love towards one another if it bothers her that much then she isn't a suitable roommate." "Hey love birds come into the living room," Bellamy & Clarke heard Raven shout. "We're serving drinks, while we wait for Monty, Levitt & Wick to return home." "Why is it always the men who are late," Clarke muttered into Bellamy's neck, pregnancy or not I'm hungry Daddy, she whispered, as she felt him walking. She lifted her head hoping it was the kitchen but she really shouldn't be surprised to find themselves in the living room after all they are their guest, despite her not knowing about this little gathering this evening."You, ok?" Bellamy asked.Damn, Clarke thought to herself he must've heard her gasp & thought she was in pain, but that wasn't the case as Clarke quickly found herself getting up from the couch, walking towards the window. "Is there someone outside?" Bellamy asked, walking towards her. "No, I jus- I don't wanna ruin dinner," "Girl you can never ruin dinner, " Raven told her, “It’s not like Jasmine doesn't know what you are going through.""It's not Jasmine, it's me," a woman's voice said. "Mom?" Jasmine asked as everyone including Bellamy turned to look at her, as Clarke's face stayed buried in his chest. "I was hoping to speak to Ms. Griffin privately once I realized where I was. I swear I didn't plan this.""Mom?" Jasmine asked as it was Octavia who spoke next, "What the hell did you do to my best friend?""Octavia!" Clarke shouted a little louder meaner than intended, "Thank you for being a good friend but Doctor Miranda Mason didn't do anything wrong. I was caught off guard.""Doctor?" Emori asked, "You work with Clarke's mother?""No," it was Clarke who answered. Who finally took a step back from Bellamy only to grab his hand, walking back towards the couch to stand in front of Jasmine's mother. "Please call me Clarke or Mrs. Griffin-Blake," she told her before looking around at everyone. "Everyone this is Doctor Miranda Mason; she not only works at the city of lights but she's my ob-gyn.""Oh, I see," Jasmine said, "I-I..." "It's ok," Clarke quickly answered, "it doesn't have to be weird. I was just surprised or thought I was going crazy for a second there. Thinking, I invited my ob-gyn to my house without talking to my husband & the rest of my friends. So, uh, Jasmine if you would like to bypass all this weirdness you could introduce us to your father & your girlfriend. " Clarke finished saying as everyone heard the front door open followed by Levitt, Wick, Monty, Jordan & Hope who said she bought dessert. Clarke couldn't help but laugh not out loud though, as she watched Levitt & Octavia share a kiss with Monty & Wick placing eight plastic bags on the coffee table. Not eight each eight total."Wait? We're eating in the living room?" It was Jasmine's father who spoke, Clarke knew that much automatically though she still didn't know his name yet, as Raven finally was able to get her hands on her man."Yes," everyone said in unison, well not Clarke. Though she did allow herself to be pulled onto Bellamy's lap, she was tempted to say let's go to the kitchen but then again looking around Jasmine & her girlfriend don't seem to mind as they were both sitting on the floor now chewing on a piece of chicken as Bellamy somehow started feeding her some french fries. By the end of the night Clarke somehow managed to actually make her ob-gyn appointment, & is thrilled to know Bellamy will be going with her. As well as learnt the names of Jasmine's father & girlfriend. Jasmine’s girlfriend’s name Kaylee Lee, she’s also apparently Josephine Lightbourne ex’s girlfriend which most certainly led to silence filling the room, especially once Jasmine explained how she met Gabriel. Which in turned led to Clarke not being forced too of course, but she wouldn’t have found it fair if she didn’t share her sad tale. Lastly Jasmine’s father's name is Caleb & he use to work for Russell, who is Josephine’s father. With that against Clarke’s better judgment she welcomed Jasmine & her girlfriend into their household, all Clarke got to do as she watched the Mason’s family leave was hope she didn’t regret welcoming them in. But Octavia, Raven, Wick, Levitt, Emori, Monty & Bellamy were all on board, plus once the door was finally shut Emori, Raven & Octivia all smirked at each other giving Clarke a look telling her it’s better to keep your friends close & enemies closer, hopefully, we are wrong about those two. “If it makes you feel any better, my brother & his girlfriend are set to move in by the end of the week too,” Monty told Clarke officially making all of the bedrooms occupied once Jasmine moves in.

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"Someone is popular tonight," Raven & Octavia teased Clarke a bit as she threw her phone on the couch with a groan, before sitting down. "I'm not popular," Clarke huffed out, "it's just weird messages." "Weird how?" Bellamy asked a bit concerned as he was now back by her side again leaving one of the three blinds in the living room still open. "Well Jasmine for starters- weird message, I thought she & her girlfriend were moving in tomorrow but she's texting me asking to meet me tomorrow saying I can I bring someone too. I don't know if this is a lame attempt at a double date because I'm pretty sure she knows the only person I'm bringing would be Bellamy. Then there's Echo, apparently, she's no longer a suspect in Roan's death but is off my case but here's the weird part she requested to meet me sometime during the week claiming it's urgent but not to tell the three of you specifically.""WHAT?" Raven & Octavia said staring at her, as Bellamy asked is it just us? She didn't say anything about Monty Emori or Har-" "No," Clarke answered, "here read my messages if you like. But even though I don't feel comfortable meeting either one of them I would rather meet up with Jasmine over Echo for some reason."                                       "To be fair princess, Echo is my ex sure we are friends but I'm sure sometimes things are bound to get awkward between the two of us," Bellamy explained pulling Clarke closer to him kissing her on her temple.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              "Fine Bell, that would be believable if it wasn't for me & Raven," Octavia hissed. "To be fair O, you are my sister..." "What about me?" Raven asked. Clarke, Bellamy & his sister just shrugged their shoulders. "It's settled Clarke," Raven told her, tell Echo you are bringing me end of discussion... "why not my brother?" Octavia asked. "Seriously?" Raven questioned, let's be real here maybe me yes, but is Echo really that naive to believe Clarke won't tell Bellamy who I might add is her husband not just boyfriend." "Let's forget about the messages," Clarke suggested, "we can watch a movie." "After Bell finishes closing the last blind," Octavia said. "Should we invite the others?" Clarke asked. "Well, Jordan & Hope left. Monty has a job interview tomorrow so he & Harper are probably fast asleep despite it only being eleven o clock""Job interview?" Clarke said, asking a bit stunned, "he's tired of the bar?"  "You're having a baby, we all want to pitch in, to help out. We're family no matter what plus we figure Levitt & I will move into Clarke's room, so that way you turn my room into a nursery since my room is right next to Bell. Unless the two of you are moving out & didn't tells us." Octavia explained. "We have no intention of leaving," Clarke quickly answered, "besides I thought you knew me better than that? All our names may be on lease & we may have decorated the place but I thought you knew me better than that Octavia-" Octavia just shrugged. "Am I missing something here, O?" Bellamy asked... "oh no Blake" Raven said placing the remote control down, "that's your wife's tale to share... not your sister's." "Alright this is my dad's house, babe. I grew up here." Clarke confessed upon seeing his raised eyebrows. "My dad left me a lot of things which I can't touch most of until I'm twenty-one, but thankfully my lawyer hates my mom as much as I do... so we found a lot of loopholes, so with that being said as soon as I found out Octavia needed a place to stay, I had her name put on it instead of mine, only recently putting my name back on when Monty, Jasper & the others moved in. If it wasn't for Octavia being in juvenile detention like me, she would've been able to put me under her care. Why do you think I took so long to leave Mt. Weather? It had nothing to do with my recovery. I can recover anyway. But I didn't want my mom to control me. That's one of the good things about Arkadia I like, that even if you're under eighteen the moment you enter a hospital or foster care hell even jail or an away school the facility is in charge of you until you leave & surprisingly even though these places can force you to stay, they can't force you to leave until you feel you are ready.""What happened?" Clarke asked, hearing Bellamy sigh. "Nothing, I just wish I knew your mother was the reason behind you stay so long, if I'm being honest for a time early in our relationship, I thought it might've been some sort of fling you know but instead of a summer fling it was a hospital fling. If you recall I had to pull pins & needles with you, to get you to meet my sister, whom you already knew to my surprise." "Hey, mister, you were the one who said they didn't want serious in the first place. I was the one who waited for you & we both know it. But I don't regret it either." "Neither do I... neither do I," Bellamy whispered as Clarke was sitting up a little bit to place a kiss on his lips..."Oh, come on isn't it after midnight yet who the hell is at the door this time of night? What is with me & these late-night or surprise visitors" Clarke huffed, releasing herself from Bellamy's lip as the bell rang two more times before Octavia stood up heading towards the door."So how did you meet my wife, Raven? As well as my sister. I already know how everyone else met." Bellamy asked with a smirk on his face- before hearing Octavia yelling at someone to leave causing Bellamy, Clarke & Raven to look at one another before rushing into the hallway themselves as Clarke prayed it wasn't Raven's ex or Murphy & damn sure not fucking Josephine at the damn door only to be met by a slap across her face as she entered the hallway followed by non-other than her mother calling her an ungrateful little child. Instinctively Clarke shoved her mother back, "Touch me again & I will press charges on you for assault now get the hell out of my house!""Not until you tell me what you did with the money.""You mean my money mom... I may not be twenty-one yet but I am now married. Which you know what that means, not to mention with a child. Yes, I’m keeping this baby or babies, so I guess I should congratulate you- you're going to be a grandmother. So now you get the hell out of here & leave me alone." “You don’t walk away from,” Abby said grabbing Clarke’s wrist, causing Clarke to step on her toe, which caused Abby to let go of Clarke’s wrist, as Raven yelled for her boyfriend Kyle Wick, as she thought about how nice it would be when Hope moves in, not only because she is a woman & there can never be too many around this house, but because Hope is a cop too.