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A/N: yo, my name is Liam! I write a lot of fanfiction and I really enjoy it so here is another anime or game oneshot book. I already did a few fanfictions but this includes basically any fandom I am in (except for jojo and danganronpa bc I already did some oneshot books for them).Also, please use he/they pronouns for me if necessary! Alright so here are some things that I will write or won't write and some examples for the fandoms I am in. So please don't request anything of the no-go's.I will try to keep most of the chapters as gender neutral as possible, except for requests or ideas that are only possible if someone is male or female but then I will mark it. For gender neutral (so they/them pronouns) I will use "Gn! reader", for female "Fem! reader" and for male "male! reader"!I won't write for the following fandoms:-My hero Academia (I'm no fan of it)
-Omori (Ik the characters are around 16 at this point of the game but tbh it feels wrong to write about it when the children are like 12 in the beginning- I love Omori tho, no slander)
-Fnaf (I'm not gonna ship dead children with humans. No way.)I won't write for following topics:
-pedophilia
-zoophiles
-brother x sister-in Lemon chapters: rape, piss kink, force-feeding and other similar topicsGenres I will write for:
-Horror (if requested)
-Angst
-Fluff
-Lemon (I usually don't but every once in a while I'm sure I can do one. Though just not too many)
-Alternate UniverseSome of my preferred fandoms (still take requests for other ones if I know it):
- DDLC
- Sally Face
- Genshin Impact
- Haikyuu
- Mirai Nikki / Future Diary
- Banana Fish
- Life is Strange
- Akudama Drive
- Jojo's Bizarre Adventure (part 1-6)
- Danganronpa (except for Ultra despair girls)
- Yakuza goes Houseman
- Obey me! - Nana- Killing stalking- Link Click
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Your P.O.VI was woken up by a loud music. I opened my eyes, slightly annoyed and turned off the alarm I had to put on because today was the first school day in the new school year. I heard a new student is gonna come to my class. Ughhh great. I groaned and sat myself up, holding my stomach in pain. God... When did I eat the last time? I held my stomach while heading towards the kitchen where my older brother made me some food. He saw me holding my stomach in pain again. "God Y/N... When did you eat the last time? Here", he said while putting down a plate with some breakfast in front of me. "Dunno", I mumbled while I took a bite of the food. "Please take care of you... I'm just worried", he said again. "Leon... I know... It's just that an eating disorder isn't easy to get rid of", I said while taking a sip of my coffee. "I know.. but I don't know how to help you... I tried my best and gave everything but nothing helped", Leon said. "I know Leon, don't worry, I'll find a way, okay?", I said while taking the last bite of my breakfast and putting the plate back into the kitchen. I stretched myself that my back cracked and went back into my room. I put off my clothes and looked into the mirror. I got thinner again... I put the shirt of my uniform on and the blue tie following. I put on my knee long blue skirt either before packing my school stuff.After that it was almost time to head to school but then I looked at the photo on my wall. It was a photo of everyone together... My parents, Leon and me... My parents died some years ago and left us a lot of money as they disappeared from the face of the earth. Leon was 5 years older than me and got a well paid job while I still went to school. We had enough money to care for us and I was so happy to have him. I plugged my headphones into my phone and made my way towards the door. I hugged Leon before I went outside of the door, hearing loud music and ignoring my surroundings completely. Soon I arrived at the bus stop and waited for some minutes for the bus until it arrived. I yawned and stepped into the bus while sitting down on my usual place near the window. Usually I sat alone which wasn't really bad. I had some friends but they didn't need to take the bus to school and so they couldn't sit near me. I put on my loud music again while I looked out of the window. Suddenly I felt a tapping on my shoulder. I put one of my ear drops out to see a large, muscular guy standing near the free seat near me. "Excuse me but do you mind if I sit here?", He asked. "Nah I don't mind" , I said while earning a goofy smirk from him. He sat down near me and so I smiled back. "What is your name? Mine is Joseph, I'm new here", he said. "I'm Y/N, nice to meet you", I answered while giving him a soft smile. While on one ear drop still played some music, I talked a bit with Joseph. He seemed nice but a bit like a fool.We soon arrived at the school and so I grabbed my school bag and saw my friends standing in front of the gate of the school. I smiled as I saw them and immediately hugged them. We talked a bit about what we did during the summer break. I didn't want to tell them that I got an eating disorder during the summer break so I just said I chilled at home and nothing special happened. I felt bad for not telling them but I didn't want them to worry that much. All of us went into the school hall. I didn't really like the people in my school, some are nice, half of them I can't judge cause we ignore us and the other part are pure assholes.The three of us sat down in a corner and talked a bit about the summer breaks and soon the school bell rang. It sucked that my friends went into different classes than me so I didn't really have somebody while I was in class alone. I went into the classroom and sat somewhere near the window in the last row. The last row was awesome. I could draw and sketch around while concentrate and listen to the lessons as long as I made sure the teacher didn't see me. But soon the lessons started and I had to put away my drawing. The first day always was boring and so we didn't do anything special. The school day went on like that, pretty boring if you ask me but luckily we had 2 hours less than usual because we hadn't much to do.The school bell almost rang and so everyone packed their stuff and I took out my phone while plugging my headphones into my phone. I went outside of the classroom, seeing that the classes of my friends already left and so I went alone to the bus. I just remembered a funny moment in a YouTube video and had to let out a small giggle as I sat down on my usual place in the bus. Everyone talked around loud but as I put my eardrops back into my ear, everything was away, just the music and nothing else. I looked out of the window, smiling a little while I remembered the old memories. Some strands of my hair covered a part of my face. I slowly brushed it away and let out a yawn. Suddenly I felt someone sitting near me and so I looked to my right and saw Joseph sitting again next to me. "Hey there", he said with a smile after I put out one of my ear drops. "Hi", I said with a soft smile. "I saw you were lonely again so I decided to sit near you again", the muscular guy said. "Alright then!", I said while my smile got a bit wider. I was Always ready to make some new friends. And even though I lost my parents and have an eating disorder, I'm still happy because I make the best out of things. I mean I was sad a long time as my parents died but Leon and I made our best out of the situation and so I was never alone. Of course I often think about them and of course I visit their graves but... I got up again quickly and continued life. Some people called me strong because of that and said not many people could do that.Joseph and I talked a little until both of us had to get out of the bus. He walked me a little bit home because he lived 5-10 minutes away from me when you walk. I arrived at home, greeting Leon. I went into my room and sat down on the PC to see an email with the numbers and addresses of our classmates. I shrugged and turned on some YouTube while doing small things for the school like drawing something I can stick on my block. I dragged my laptop to my desk and put on some YouTube, while drawing a little bit. Suddenly I heard a notification sound from my phone.Joseph: hey it's Joseph here. Found your number in the email so I decided to write youMe: hey Joseph! Alright then. Do you have any clubs you want to go in?Joseph: yeah actually I have oneMe: same here, where do you want to sign in?Joseph: in the drama club, you? Me: wow, actually same. I've been in drama club since 5th gradeJoseph: well wow that's a long time. I just wanted to try something out, that's allMe: alright. I like drama, you can learn different kind of things during the preparations for the play and the acting exercises in front of each lesson. I learned how to fake laugh or cry but I didn't need any if this except in some playsJoseph: ooh that's cool!Me: yepp. I love the drama club, with the teacher it's really funnyJoseph: alright! In a week the drama club should start! Looking forward to it, DEFINITELYMe: same hereI put my phone away until I hear Leon calling me. I went out of my room, me being still in my basic uniform. "Yeah?", I asked. "In which club do you want to be in?", Leon asked me. "Drama club, like every year", I answered with a smile on my face. "Alright, just wanted to be sure", he said while drawing a cross on the field in the drama club and signing the paper. He gave it to me with a smile and I put it into my school bag, making sure I didn't forget the paper. The week went on like that. Joseph and me became friends and the friends I used to talk to I didn't see often anymore. But I didn't care. People can't really hurt me anymore and just because my friends don't spend that much time with me like before I wouldn't be really hurt or sad. I looked at the date as I woke up in my bright room and saw that it was the first day of the drama club! I let out a smile and put on my uniform and put my school stuff into my bag before going to eat some breakfast. My hair was still not brushed but I decided to do this after breakfast. I took a bite until Leon came out of the kitchen and ruffled my hair while saying good morning. I smiled at him and said good morning either still with full mouth. I did everything, make up and fixed my messy hair and want outside after hugging my big brother. I ran towards the bus stop, my eardrops in my ear while the wind blew in my {hair/color} hair. I heard nothing but music. I arrived at the bus stop and soon the bus arrived. I sat down on my usual seat and looked at my phone. I went through my gallery to see some Fanarts of my favorite figures from games and films.Suddenly I felt someone sitting near me. I put out one of my ear drops and looked at Joseph and greeted him. I looked forward for drama club the whole week! Joseph and I talked a bit. I told him how the drama lessons looked like while the bus drove us to the school. -- time skip to drama lesson --(Still your P.O.V)Joesph and I walked out of the classroom while I held my block I sketched on during most of the lessons. I actually had a block just for sketches. We let our school bags fall down to the ground in front of the classroom. It wasn't really a classroom but it was one of the free studying rooms. We had everything we needed and didn't have to move all the tables around at the beginning of the lessons like we usually had to if we had drama in normal classrooms. Joseph and I walked down the stairs to the big school hall. Everywhere 5th graders played around in the school hall which reminded me when I was that small. Joseph and I sat down on some steps on the stairs to talk undisturbed. Soon the drama teacher went up the stairs and everyone else who signed up followed him so Joseph stood up, reaching me his hand to help me up and so I grabbed it and went up the stairs with him towards the free studying room. We sat near each other on some chairs which were standing without desks in front of the teacher who was facing us.He greeted us and explained what we had to do this year and such stuff. Soon we started with some acting exercises for the school hour. It was fun and it was fun either what we had to do after that. We played a game called 'freeze'. The sense of the game was it to act a bit and to think about a small play until someone said freeze and then this person had to tell someone to go back on his place and then he thought about a different story for the play. It was fun and we always played that for 15-20 minutes before every drama lesson. It was a good practice for us.Soon the school bell rang as a sign the drama lessons were over. I hung my bag over my shoulder and pulled out my phone and plugged in my headphones while putting one of the ear drops into my ear. I called my brother to pick me up because no busses drove at that time. "Hey uh could you drive me home this time? My parents don't have time to pick me up from school", Joseph asked me with a goofy smile. "Sure", I said while smiling back. We waited together for my brother to pick me up and drive us home. Both of us got into the car and my brother drive both of us home. A month has passed like this and Joseph and I got best friends. When he was on the way to the bus station, he picked me up from home and we went to school together. Today it was Monday and yesterday Joseph and I met for some studying. But today we had drama like every day. I looked forget to it because we found a play and the teacher wanted to give us the roles for the play today. I was extremely excited and hoped to get a good place in the play. I mean the teacher said to me I was one of the best and so I really hoped to get a good place in the play.Joseph and I went up to the free studying room and sat down on our seats. Not many people were here already, just two other people and not even the teacher was here. I sketched a bit around in my block while Joseph was watching the lines of my pencil. Suddenly the teacher arrived and so I closed my block and stuffed it into my school bag while the teacher began to speak: "okay, so for today I have for each of you a place in the play. Of someone wants a different role, just say it then I can swap some things." I was excited... He read some roles until I finally heard my name. "... Y/N I thought you would fit to Elizabeth, the main character, is that okay for you?", He asked me. My face lit up as I heard I was the main character and so I happily nodded. "Joseph, I thought you could play the second main character, Joey, is that alright?", he asked him. He nodded either and we both looked at each other in happiness. After that the others got their roles either and then we got the rest of the script. The homework was to read through it and mark our lines. I knew I should start to learn the text early because otherwise I won't have enough time. As soon as I arrived home, I read through the whole script excitingly. I marked all of my parts with a highlighter while I was at it and soon I saw it...The script had a scene where Elizabeth and Joey kissed... I had to kiss my best friend... Well he isn't ugly and I liked him as a friend but I never had to do a stage kiss. It wasn't just my first stage kiss, it was my FIRST kiss. I never kissed someone before... I blushed at the thought of kissing Joseph... But I calmed myself down and did the rest of the text. Tomorrow we had to play the scene.. I let out a sigh and slowly went to bed because it was in the middle of the night as I finished. Of course I did a break and forgot about the homework and as I wanted to get in bed I remembered. I fell asleep with a tingling in my stomach when I thought about tomorrow. I woke up and made myself ready like every day. As I just wanted to get out of the house to wait for Joseph in front of the door, I saw him already in front of my door, wanting to ring the doorbell. I smiled at him and we spent the day like normal. In the break between the normal school day and the drama club, we sat down on some stairs again, but this time in the first floor that we were undisturbed. "Are you sure it's okay for you?", He suddenly asked while looking at me. "What do you mean?", I asked him confused. "I mean the scene where we have to kiss", Joseph explained to me. "Yeah It's alright. I mean it's only a stage kiss so yeah. The question is is it for you okay?", I answered him. "Well yeah of course. If it wouldn't have been okay for each of us I would have just asked the teacher for another solution", Joseph said. After that the bell rang to show us we had to get in the drama lessons. Some people already walked up the stairs to made their way into the lessons. I took a deep breath and walked with Joseph into the classroom. "You know, you really don't have to do that", he said. "I know, it's okay for me but it's just that I'm just a bit nervous because I never kissed someone before", I said. "Woah wait really? I thought you would have actually", Joseph said. "Is this supposed to be a compliment?", I asked while letting out a giggle. "Yepp", He said while chuckling.We went into the classroom, taking place on our seats. I had butterflies in my stomach because I was nervous... I took a deep breath again before I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked over to Joseph who whispered: "hey you can do this and if you don't want to just tell the teacher" into my ear. "It's alright, just like I said I'm just nervous", I whispered back with a small and soft smile on my lips. "Alright", he whispered back with a goofy smile on his face. Soon we had to start the scene, bot of us with our textbooks in our hands and acting as good as we could. Soon we had to sit down next to each other, only 4 or 5 lines until the kiss... We talked the rest of our lines and then he wrapped an arm around my shoulders while pulling me closer to him. I had butterflies in my stomach and I could feel the warmth in my cheeks as I was only some centimeters away from his face. But before we could kiss, a teacher from another club came into the classroom to ask our teacher something. "Mr.- OMG... I- I'm sorry to interrupt you", she said while wanting to close the door again. Our teacher opened the door again and said: "no need to be sorry, that is part of the play", he said while going out of the classroom. We got back in our old position and looked at each other. I saw Joseph blushing in a light shade of pink. I was probably almost purple. The time of hesitating made my nervous feeling worse. Every second we had to wait more felt like years.But then finally the teacher came back into the room and told us to repeat the lines when we sat down. And I had again butterflies in my stomach. We said the lines and then once again... He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer to him while his face moved closer to mine. Some seconds later the gap between our faces was filled with his soft lips pressing against mine. The butterflies in my stomach got more and more and the kiss seemed to last forever. The script said I had to kiss back and so I did. I did it... I kissed my best friend... And that was my first kiss... These thoughts kept racing through my mind, causing me to have butterflies in my stomach again and again. We slowly pulled away and then we played the rest of the scene. At the end everyone clapped, the teacher included. "This was awesome! The kiss could be a bit better and both of you could show a little bit more emotions bit besides that and the fact that it was your first try it was awesome!!", The teacher said which made both of us smile. I was proud of me that the teacher thought it was awesome. And I could see Joseph was either.After that the teacher let us out of the school. As Joseph and I walked along the pavement, down to where our parents picked us up, he began to ask me: "and?" With a goofy smirk. "And what?", I asked him while looking at him. "How was your first kiss?", Joseph asked me with the goofiest smirk I've ever seen. I began to answer: "I would have expected it better", in a sarcastic kind of voice while giggling a little. He lightly punched me into my upper arm while saying: "HEYY!!!" And laughing at the same time. "Nah I was just kidding, would have expected it worse", I said while giggling and blushing a little. "How about we practice that scene? I mean the teacher said we still need practice", Joseph asked me which made me blush a little. "Sure. If you want I can ask Leon if he can drive us home, you get your stuff and you can have a sleepover with me, then we can practice enough for tomorrow", I offered. "Yeah sure!", The muscular guy said. Leon picked us up and drove us home. While he packed some stuff at his home, I cleaned my room a little bit. Right after I cleaned the last bit of my room, I heard the doorbell. I ran to the door because Leon was with his friends right now and opened the door. "Hey Joseph, come in", I said while smiling at the big guy. He came in and both of us went into my room. I grabbed my text book from somewhere in my school bag and was ready to practice the scene again. I had butterflies in my stomach again as I thought about the kiss. My heart began to speed up as I remembered the exact feeling.We played the scene and arrived at the point when both of us has to sit down and soon we had to kiss again. We spoke the last 4-5 lines until he slowly wrapped an arm around me and came closer to me. Before our lips connected slowly and as Passionately as possible that it looked real, I could feel his warm breath against my face. He took his free hand to put away some hair strands which were hiding parts of my face with his big hands while I wrapped an arm around his neck to make it look as realistic as possible. After that, I kissed back just like it was written in the script. The whole time I had more butterflies in my stomach as the last time because he kissed me more intensively and passionately. We soon pulled away and both of us blushed. We practiced this scene a few more times, each time the kisses were more and more intensive...Soon both of us wanted to do a break and so we went into the kitchen to grab dinner. At least he ate something. "Why don't you eat?", Joseph asked me. "Well uh... I'm not hungry", I answered. "Have you even eaten today? It's time for dinner and I haven't seen you eaten today..", he asked me. He looked worried. Well he was my best friend, and a REAL best friend. I thought a bit about if I should tell him the truth or lie to him but after all he is my best friend and he just worries... So I decided to tell him the truth... After some seconds of hesitating I shook my head. "Then please eat... It's not healthy to don't eat anything for the whole day", Joseph said. After a few minutes of discussing, I finally gave up and grabbed some of the {fav/food}. I took a bite and looked at Joseph. "Now satisfied?", I asked jokingly. "Yepp", He said with a smile while both of us ate our food.We finished eating, and even I ate all of the food I got on my plate because otherwise Joseph would have worried. I just did it for him... But right now my mind wasn't focused on eating but the scene... I constantly focused on the feeling of how the last time we kissed felt... It was the most intensive one and I couldn't stop getting butterflies in my stomach as I thought about that feeling. We went back into my room, first of all doing homework together. We just copied from each other so it took us only 15-20 minutes.After a minute we decided to watch the play we had to play in on YouTube. And the Kissing Scene was so well played... It was a lot better than ours. Well no wonder, they kissed with tongue...Some minutes later we practiced the scene one more time, but now only the part with the kissing, the rest was good. He wrapped an arm around me and pulled me closer to him. I could feel his warm breath against my cheek. Also I felt him slowly and softly licking my lower lip before the gap between our faces was filled. I felt butterflies in my stomach once again before we decided to stop practicing because it should be good by now.We spent the rest of the day with watching Netflix. As it was about midnight, both of us got tired so we went into the bed and pulled a blanket over both of us. I let the TV still playing but I put something different on, family guy. I liked it, it was funny. While I was turned towards the TV, I couldn't help but get that tired that my vision turned black and I drifted off to sleep.Joseph's P.O.VBefore we went to bed, Y/N and I were watching family guy. As I had to laugh, I didn't hear anything from Y/N. I looked over to her to see her already asleep. She was so cute when she was asleep. She was so cute in general... The kiss I had to do in school with her and hours ago made me develop a little crush on her... Well at least I have a good excuse to kiss her in the school year! I laid on my back while watching family guy for a little bit more until I felt Y/N turning around and resting her head onto my shoulder while wrapping her arms around my waist. I couldn't help but smile and pet her head before I slowly fell asleep either. Your P.O.VJoseph and I woke up by someone opening my room door. "Y/N, Joseph, stand up", I heard a male voice saying. It was Leon. I didn't know when he came back but alright. I opened my eyes to see my best friend near me. I wrapped my arms around his waist in sleep and rested my head on his shoulder and so I blushed and quickly got out of this position while stretching myself and yawning. He did the same and both of us slowly got up. We went Into the kitchen after we packed our stuff and I fixed my hair and out some make up on. I forcefully ate some pancakes for breakfast and then Joseph and I went to the bus stop again. I let out a yawn and sat down near Joseph in the bus.About half a school year passed away like that and today was the day we had to present the play to the school while we were doing a trial if everything went perfect and at the evening to the parents and siblings of the actors and of the parents of the students in the school. The thing with kissing Joseph was a kind of normal because we had to play the scene at least one time in the week. But with every kiss of him, I got more and more feelings for him... Every night I went to sleep, I thought about him and the Scene. My heart beat up every time I thought of him.And he even managed to improve my eating disorder. I mean I still eat not like before but it's almost healed. Nobody ever managed to do that. And as my 'friends' left, he was always here for me.Now it was around 7PM. We were on the stage for the first scene but the curtains opened only in a few minutes. I was excited because of the play and you could clearly see that because I shivered a little. Joseph seemed to have noticed that either. He put a hand in my shoulder and said quietly: "you don't need to be scared, we practiced a lot, I know you can do it" while putting his hand on mine. It made me smile and before the curtains opened, I whispered a thanks to him. We almost were at the last scene of the play and soon the kissing scene came up. Joseph and I spoke our dialogue and then we sat down. He wrapped an arm around me and brought me closer. "I love you Elizabeth", he said. I smiled because I thought he meant it because it wasn't in the script but it was just for the show anyway... "I love you too Joey", I said while smiling softly. Of course I didn't mean his character he was playing, of course I hoped he get that I meant him. Not anything else. Soon the gap between our faces was filled with our lips connecting. I kissed back while enjoying the kiss with Joseph.After that we played the rest of the last scene. We all gained a lot of applause. After the play, all the actors were going home by now, only Joseph and me were still sitting on the school yard. We hugged each other and he invited me for a sleepover. We spent the sleepover like our meetings, joking around a little bit until we had to leave. In our case: until we had to go to bed. I was turned towards the turned on TV and Joseph was hugging me from behind. So I turned around that I was facing him and snuggled up into his chest. "Y/N?", He suddenly asked a bit shy. "Yeah?", I answered while looking up at him. He wrapped his arms around my waist while pulling me closer while he leaned in for giving me a kiss. I immediately kissed back, wrapping my arms around his neck. We kissed some more and after a short time, I felt him slipping his tongue into my mouth while slowly swirling his tongue around mine. I kissed him back, being happy that he liked me back in 'that' way. I had butterflies in my stomach and I was happy to have found another person you can really trust in my life. We soon pulled away and looked at each other, smiling. "I love you Y/N", he said. "I love you too you big buff baby", I replied while snuggling up into his chest again. "And that happened just because of a stage kiss", Joseph said smirking. "Yeppp", I answered while giving him a kiss on the cheek.
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Your P.O.VI was the sister of kageyama and our relationship was.. special. Not in a romantic way, like ew- But rather in a way of constantly arguing because of so small things. But all in all, we were pretty okay with each other. For some reason, I somehow ended up being the manager in his volleyball team. It was not like I didn't want to do this, I didn't mind at all. After all, it was pretty funny how bad he and Hinata got along and it was somehow funny to make jokes about some things that he did which usually just annoyed my brother.And well, now there I sat with the trainers on the bench at the side of the stadium, watching the play from Karasuno against Aoba Josai. It actually looked pretty cool to watch, especially with such good players. It literally just went back and forth which pulled the play into the length but it was not getting boring at all.At some point, the team captain of Aoba Josai threw the ball and before I knew it, it landed directly in my face. I held a hand over my nose in pain as the coach looked towards me, telling me to go to the nurse which was there if one of the players hurt themselves during the play. Some single blood drops dropped down on the floor through the gaps between my fingers.It hurt like really bad but it was luckily not broken or anything similar which kind of surprised me judging by the strength of the team captain of the other team with a small cooling pack, I came back into the gym and sat back down on the bench next to the fields again, continuing to watch the play.Eventually it ended and I headed off afterwards to give back the cooling pack and to quickly wash my face again because of the nosebleed and to wash off the rest of the dried blood.I got out of the bathroom again to see someone catching up to me. I looked at the boy and saw that it was the guy who threw the ball so hard that I wondered why it didn't break my nose. "hey um- sorry for throwing the ball into your face, I didn't mean to do that", he let out. "Oh, it's fine, nothing really happened anyways besides yk- nosebleed", I replied to him. "Oh that's great then", he let out, scratching the back of his head. "I'm Oikawa by the way", he added with a smile. "Oh, my name is Y/N", I replied to him. "Didn't know Karasuno had such a pretty manager", he let out eventually. "Yea the main reason I joined as a manager was because of my brother, he plays in Karasuno", I replied. "Your brother? Who is it?", he asked me. "It's Kageyama", I replied. "Wha- you're kidding-", he let out. "No, why? do you know each other?", I asked him, slightly confused. "Let's just say we do have our differences but this isn't this important right now, it's a pretty long story", Oikawa replied to my question. "Oh alright", I replied, not quite knowing what to say.I saw the rest of my team coming out of the cabins they changed out of their sports clothes in again. "I should probably head back", I let out. "But before, do I have a chance of getting your number?", he asked cheekily. "Sure", I let out, quickly typing it into his contacts while we were heading towards the exit of the building. I usually didn't give my number to people I didn't really know but he seemed pretty sympathetic so I decided to give it a go. "Great, thanks", I let out as I gave him his phone back, walking out along with him.My brother apparently was searching to get me or rather about to as the two of us headed out together, giving us a weird look and it seemed pretty pissed. "Come on Y/N, we're leaving", he let out, grabbing my wrist and pulling me to the bus that drove us back to the school. After we sat back down in our seats in the bus, he decided to speak up. "Did he do something?", he asked me. "What? no of course not- He was just apologizing for the thing that happened during the play", I replied. "And before you say anything, of course he didn't do that on purpose", I quickly added while he was opening his mouth to try to speak.We decided to not to talk about Oikawa anymore because Kageyama was somehow overreacting at that point.After some time, Oikawa and I started to chat a bit over some messaging apps. I didn't really get what Kageyama had against him but to be fair, I didn't know what happened as well. But Oikawa actually seemed pretty sympathetic, even though he didn't have a lot of time to spend time because of the urge to handle volleyball and the school at the same time. But that was fine for me and understood it.But after some months of us knowing each other, we decided it would be a good idea to have a sleepover because all he was doing in the last months was sports and his schoolwork and he was a bit stressed so we decided to spend some time. In the meantime, Kageyama already told me the thing with Oikawa after I was nagging him to do so but that didn't really change anything. But after what he told me, I don't think he would be too happy with his sister having a sleepover with the person he practically hates, especially since I may have started to crush on this motherfucker. I just couldn't help myself- he was totally my type and we got along pretty well. So I just told my brother I was having a sleepover with one of my friends and told my friend that if someone SHOULD ask, then they should tell him I'm with them, just to make sure Kageyama didn't first kill Oikawa and then me for this.And so I eventually arrived at Oikawa's house. He opened the door up for me and greeted me with a hug. "Come in", Oikawa let out, stepping aside for me after we pulled away. I smiled at him and stepped inside, putting off my shoes and laying them ordinary on the floor towards the side so it wouldn't be in the way.The two of us settled down casually in his living room. "How did your brother take it? you know, the invitation?", Oikawa asked me. "He sort of doesn't know- I may told him I was with a friend. But don't worry, if he should ask them, then they know that they should pretend like I'm there", I replied. "Oh good", he replied with a smile.Since it still wasn't too late and pretty warm, we decided to go and get some ice cream. We put back on our shoes and headed outside eventually.We went and bought some ice cream for the two of us and eventually sat down on a bench next to the store, talking casually like we always usually do. But that atmosphere didn't really last long, considering the fact that Oikawa was pretty popular, especially with his fangirls. It didn't take them long to find him eventually. And well, let's just say they were annoying, even though I knew well they didn't mean to be.At some point they noticed me and that I wasn't part of their friendgroup. "Who is she?", she asked Oikawa. But before I could speak up, I spoke up for myself. I knew that he didn't mind his fans but I knew well that this could get on one's nerves so I just let out "I'm his girlfriend", to make them leave him alone for now. And it somehow worked.After some time, they left, leaving us pretty much alone. "Girlfriend, huh?", Oikawa let out, chuckling. "Sorry, I just thought that would get them to leave us alone for now-", I let out, scratching the back of my head. "Don't worry about it, it's fine. I mean- I like my fangirls but at some point I just want to calm down without them following me-", Oikawa let out. "Oh I can imagine. I just hope the rumors don't spread around too quickly. The last person that would like to hear that is my brother", I replied. "Oh I didn't even think about that-", Oikawa let out. "well in that case, I suppose you could just tell him what happened", he added. "Yes you're right", I let out as the two of us started to slowly walk back to his home.Once we arrived, we made ourselves pretty comfortable on his couch while he put on a random horror movie that was on netflix. I leaned myself back and concentrated on the film but it did contain a lot of jumpscares which made the movie pretty bad. Like jumpscares could be really good if the moment and the situation fit but only jumpscares as cheap trials to make the movie scary? no dude.But the jumpscares did get me. As another jumpscare managed to make me shrug together, I held onto my friend out of habit. Shortly after, I blushed just slightly and loosened my grip again. "Sorry", I let out while letting go of him. I swear I could see him grin as he put the movie on pause and turned around to me. "No worries. You know, there is in fact something I wanted to do for a while now", he let out. "And what?", I asked back, pretty confused.Before I knew it, I felt him leaning in. His hot breath gently brushes against my cheeks while I could feel that he was breathing pretty quickly. He must have been pretty nervous. My cheeks turned bright red as a hand slid up to my cheek, pulling my face even closer to his. At this point I could already imagine what he wanted to do. It kind of felt wrong because I knew he had a rivalry going on with my brother but who cared- this wasn't about those two. It was about me and Oikawa. I definitely wanted this so in this moment, I just gave a shit about the rivalry between my brother and Oikawa.Butterflies began to form in my stomach as soon as his soft lips brushed against mine, kissing me. I closed my eyes and kissed him back, laying one of my hands onto the back of his neck to pull his face a bit closer.I felt him grin into the kiss before he eventually pulled away.Still surprised, I wasn't quite sure how to react with this kind of situation. "Please, be my girlfriend", he let out. I just smiled and hugged him. "I would love to", I replied to him which made him pretty happy.We eventually let go of each other and right before we wanted to start the film again, my phone practically blew up. I unlocked my phone to see who was spamming me and saw that it was my brother and I could already imagine what it was about.Kageyama: please don't tell me the rumors are true.Kageyama: you're not seriously in a relationship with Oikawa are you?Kageyama: why him? I already told you what I have against him, why did it have to be him?You: geez calm down. It's not true, I just said that so his fangirls would leave him alone.At this point I felt kinda bad for lying at him but I didn't think he would take it well if he knew the truth. Right after I wrote that, I put away my phone again. "I kind of have the feeling he doesn't quite believe me but well. Even if he finds it out, there's not much he can do about it", I let out. "Yes you're right", OIkawa let out eventually before continuing the movie.
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Your P.O.VSince a long time now, I was pretty close with my friend Okuyasu. I think I could already call him some sort of best friend. And I knew he wasn't always the smartest, which was okay. But as his friend, I decided I would help him studying to get him somehow through the school year. That was the least thing I could do and studying with him was always pretty fun. He sometimes had difficulties with concentrating but all in all, the studying helped him which was great to see.though, I had to admit, all of the time of us studying and procrastinating sometimes somehow got me to develop feelings. This was somehow awkward not gonna lie- It's not like I was afraid to confess or anything, I just didn't really find the right moment yet. Usually Josuke or Koichi were around the two of us as well and with koichi of course Yukako as well.And from all the people being around me that much, only Yukako knew about my crush over Okuyasu. I kind of was forced to tell her because she was keeping an eye on me because of Koichi. But after I told her, she pretty much ignored me being around him when she was there too. Also, I do think koichi is a good friend but he is not quite my type. But since yukako mainly cared about koichi, she surely wouldn't really tell anyone. It's not like she was that heartless not to care but I understood it. We just kind of both focused on our situations.I definitely planned to tell Okuyasu about how I feel towards him but I wasn't quite sure when and how. I just always told myself I would know it when the moment comes but- That moment kind of never came and slowly it was getting frustrating. But at the other side I didn't really want to force it. I just couldn't randomly confess in front of all of our friends and then pretend like nothing happened too... So I just kind of decided that it would be the best to wait for a quiet moment, when the two of us were alone and not really busy having to focus on school work.Today was one of these days where I helped out Okuyasu with studying. We've studied for hours now and I didn't even notice it was getting dark. I finished this exercise with him and then I let myself fall on the table, yawning and groaning in tiredness. I could tell that my friend felt the same way. "Oh it's really late already. If you want you can stay here overnight", Okuyasu let out to me. "Oh really? But I don't have any clothes to change into", I replied. "If you want you can have some too small sweatpants and a shirt of me for sleeping", he offered. "Oh sure then. Let me just call my mom real quick so she knows where I am", I let out to him, disappearing in the next room with my phone.I told her that I was staying over Okuyasu's house and she doesn't have to worry. That was only fine because she knew him so long and we were best friends but that was fine."Alright thanks mom. Bye", I let out to her. As she dropped the next sentence, I was happy I didn't have the speaker activated. "Bye and don't forget to use protection", she let out to me. "How often do I have to say this, male friends don't have to be boyfriends", i let out even though I had to admit I wish we were. But with her logic I would be cheating on okuyasu with josuke and Koichi at the same time.After some time, I hung up and went back into the living room. My friend packed all of our school stuff back into our backpacks and put some snacks on the table in front of his couch. "I thought we could watch some movies before going to bed", he let out. "Yea sure though I can't guarantee you I won't fall asleep during the movie", I replied to him as a joke. Usually watching movies while chilling on the bed or the couch made me somehow tired but with this amount of energy drinks, soda and chips standing on the table in front of us, I was sure that wasn't the case this time.We both started the film so I made myself comfortable and sat down next to him, leaning against the back of the couch, focusing on the screen. I looked over to my friend a few times while watching the film he picked with him and he seemed to have something on his mind but I wasn't sure what exactly it was. he already was like this when we started to study together but I just shook it off and told myself it was the tiredness and the not existant motivation to study for hours but right now I wasn't quite sure if it was only that. I also wasn't quite sure how to ask him. I kind of was worried but what if it really only was the tiredness?I leaned forwards to press the stop button on his remote and turned towards his questioning self. "Are you okay? You seem somehow off today ever since we started studying together", I let out to him. "Actually there is something on my mind. Please just don't let it affect our friendship", he let out. Now this really worried me. He usually wasn't like this. I just nodded and waited until he told me. "You know I caught feelings for you", he let out, scratching the back of his head and blushing slightly. "Wait- for real now?!", I let out in excitement. Before he could response, I hugged him, causing both of us to fall down onto the couch. He looked up at me somehow confused but smiled as I replied to his confession. "You know, I've been feeling the same for a while now, I just needed a good moment to tell you", I replied to him. He kissed my forehead, obviously relieved as we continued to watch the movies.As the two of us were getting really sleepy and tired, he handed me over the promised clothes to sleep in of his and waited in his room while I was changing myself in the bathroom. The things were baggy but they definitely worked and were comfortable. They especially smelled like him and it was really comfortable. We both slipped under his warm covers. I felt a pair of slightly muscular arms snicker around my waist, pulling me closer towards his body as the two of us eventually fell asleep. Bonus:We woke up in the morning from his doorbell ringing. It was around 10 am. Both of us sleepyheads went down and opened up the door to see Josuke and Koichi standing in front of the door. My two other friends looked at us for a second and then slightly giggled. I first didn't get why until I noticed the slightly smudged lipstick on his cheek and blushed immediately. "Sorry, we didn't want to bother the two of you", Josuke let out before leaving eventually. Okuyasu still didn't get why they behaved like this until I put off the already half smudged lipstick off his cheek.
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Your P.O.VToday was the day. I kind of didn't really want to go to my prom but I got kind of forced by my parents because they wanted to go. But they exactly knew that I hated any kind of parties or something similar. But at least it was an excuse to go with my best friend Leon. For some reason we just got friends and if I had to dance with someone, which we had to to open up the dances and all, then it had to be at least with him so it wouldn't get that awkward.My mom has started to ship the two of us for the literally dumbest reasons ever. The first time she came to the idea we could be a thing was when I first invited him over when he already was my best friend. and her reason then was: he was a guy.But even after I told her nothing happened between us, she still didn't let go of that theory. Her other reason was that I was happy around him and laughed and all. Like no shit sherlock, he was literally my best friend.But as much as I hate it to admit she is right, she is right. Only with him though, every time I had a male friend, she would assume that I was interested in him, which was extremely dumb but I just gotta live with that. I had to admit that I really started to develop feelings for him, even if the reasons for my mom were the dumbest shit ever. I did want to tell him today but I wasn't sure how long I had the chance to be alone with him so I could talk to him in peace. But if I had the chance today, I was sure I was going to tell him.First there was this kind of small party that all of us had to attend because we got our sheets with the mark there and any other stuff we needed for possible applications. that was pretty normal and there weren't any special things to mention at this point. There were hella long speeches but after all, we all headed out again and waited until they reorganized the gym hall. I eventually saw my best friend sitting on a table with chihiro and Mondo so I went towards him and forced my mom to sit with my friends as well.It didn't take us all long to go outside again and chill there because it was pretty boring in the main hall. Nothing really happened except some music played and to be honest, it was way more fun than inside. After all I usually hung out with Mondo, chihiro and Leon and they were really good friends.Though after some time, everyone started to dance so Leon and I joined as well. We did it like in the dancing lessons we had to do take shortly before the prom. I just really loved the way the baseball star held me close to him. It was so beautiful. While the two of us were dancing, we didn't really speak and we both were just enjoying the moment before he decided to break the silence. "You know there is something you should know", he let out. "Huh? what is it?", I asked him, continuing to dance with him. "Do you want me to show you?", he asked, a slight grin on his face. "Yea sure", I replied to him.Before I knew it, he leaned in. His warm breath slightly tickled my cheek before I felt his lips against mine. The two of us stopped dancing which didn't really stand out a lot since we were surrounded by other dancing couples. I immediately kissed my best friend back and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer.As the two of us eventually parted, he looked around with a smile on his face. "Is your mom still there?", he asked me. "No I don't think so", I replied. "Good then follow me", he let out, taking my hand and pulling me towards the exit of the building. I could already guess where he wanted to take me and at this point I wanted to be everywhere BUT my prom."Do you wanna head to my place and stay over night?", he asked me. "Of course", I replied to him while we headed towards his home. On our way we quickly got some drinks and snacks for us as well before the store closed. people were staring because usually people didn't walk around that dressed up but we didn't really care. We just wanted to head to his home now and chill a bit. To be honest, chill dates were the best. there were some exceptions like amusement parks but usually dates where you just chill and where you are alone with your date are so more private and cool.Both of us eventually arrived at home. I still had some sweatpants of mine over his place since we had sleepovers before so changing wasn't a problem. I got out of my suit/dress and the uncomfortable shoes and put off my make up (if you wear make up) as quick as possible. This shit might look good but is so god damn uncomfortable.I came back into Leon's room with my short sweatpants and his shirt which he gave me to change into. While I entered his room, he sat on his bed, the snacks we bought standing on his desk while he searched for some movies. It was pretty dark except for the light of the TV and the LED lights shining in a weak red from the corners of his room. It was such a romantic atmosphere.I sat down next to Leon. I wasn't quite sure what the thing between us was now. Were we still friends? more than friends? Lovers? I wasn't quite sure. I mean it was only a kiss-As he scrolled through Netflix to find a nice movie or series for us to watch, I broke the silence. "What exactly are we now?", I asked him eventually. "What do you think the kiss meant? Of course I have feelings for you", he replied to me. "So we're a thing now?", I asked him. "Apparently yes", he let out, putting on a movie before loosely wrapping an arm around me. we both leaned against the wall behind his back while I leaned myself against him, resting my head on his chest. he grinned and pulled me closer, gently caressing my shoulder.I looked towards him as I felt kind of watched. My boyfriend looked at me and got closer, leaning in before gently kissing me. I kissed him back, wrapping both of my arms around his neck while I placed myself in his lap, not breaking the kiss.He grinned into the kiss, cupping my ass in his hands, squeezing it which caused my cheeks to turn into a light shade of pink. I drove my hands up to his face, cupping his cheeks into my palms as he slowly slid his tongue over the edge of my mouth, causing me to swirl my tongue around his slowly. Driving one hand down from his cheek towards his goatee, I laid a hand on it and started to play with it, causing the baseball star to grin even wider into the kiss. I felt one of hands sliding upwards towards my hips, squeezing them and massaging them as the two of us kept kissing. Butterflies formed in my stomach as he teasingly grinded his hips against mine, digging a forming bulge into my inner thigh.Leon eventually pulled away, both of our breaths quickened just slightly. "Do you want to continue?", he asked me. I nodded, my cheeks still red. "Okay then", he let out, kissing my cheek before he kissed down towards my neck. My heart sped up just a little as I felt him sucking on the skin of my neck, leaving a few hickeys on places I could hide easily while my fingers were tangled in his red, fluffy hair. By hiding the hickeys, I at least didn't have to admit to my mom that she is right.His hands gently slid up my waist, slipping under my shirt which gave me goosebumps. I felt his hands heading up my torso further before he laid them down on my boobs, cupping them gently. My boyfriend moved his face away from my neck and stopped leaving a trail of hickeys all over my skin as he laid his hands on the hem of my shirt, lifting it over my head before throwing it onto the ground of his room. He grinned at me before he eventually put off his own shirt as well, revealing a few scars from baseball and some slight muscles.After some time of him continuing to lave hickeys on my collar bone and breasts, He pulled away. My boyfriend eventually laid his hands onto the hem of my sweatpants and gently pulled them down, my underwear soon following. He soon kicked off his sweatpants as well.I wasn't quite sure how it happened but I somehow ended up sitting in his lap while he was laying down. His hands were roaming all over my hips, my ass and my boobs. It was pretty obvious he liked my body. He sat up, supporting his weight on his elbows as he grabbed with one hand towards his drawer, pulling out a condom."Are you ready?", he asked me, looking me directly into my eyes as he wanted to make sure I really wanted this as well. "Yes I am", i let out, leaning down to him, kissing his forehead. "okay then", he let out. My boyfriend rolled the condom over his length, gently pushing his tip against my entrance.I let out a silent groan in pain as his length entered me. It took some time to adjust his dick but eventually, when it was fine, I slowly started to move my hips on top of him. At first it hurt. It wasn't too bad but it wasn't the most comfortable feeling as well. But it didn't take me too long to start to enjoy this. As I moved my hips faster, the two of us let out some groans and silent moans of pleasure. His hands moved all along my body, over my thighs, my hips, my ass, my waist and boobs as I continued to ride him.Moving my hips a bit faster, I let out a silent gasp as he cupped one of my boobs with his large hands, gently squeezing it. He grinned a bit and took my nipple in between two of his fingers, gently squeezing it and playing with it, causing me to moan out a bit more.My hips soon got faster and faster and our moans which got louder moment by moment, quickly filled his room. I soon started to move my hips as quickly as possible shortly before he laid his hands on my hips, stopping me from moving them. At first I was confused before he started to quickly thrust into me. This caused me to moan out a bit louder as I felt myself getting close. My boyfriend's thrusts were pretty sloppy which told me he was pretty close as well. I moaned out loud in pleasure as I eventually released as he moved his hips as fast as possible.Some short moments later, I felt the warmth of his cum through the condom inside me.I soon got off his lap, laying down next to him after he threw away the condom. The two of us were still panting. Tired and a bit exhausted, I wrapped my arms around his waist, resting my head on his chest. "Did you like it?", he asked me, laying a hand onto my head, caressing through my hair. "Yes I did", I replied to him, looking up to him. "I did too", he added, kissing my forehead.After that, we quickly put back on our clothes again and laid back down in his bed, soon drifting off to sleep.
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Your P.O.VIt has been a while since my dad left me. Right after I was born, he disappeared, leaving my mom alone with me. Of course I was sad about it when I was a kind since of course, I never really understood it. But the older I was, the less I actually thought about my dad. I didn't even care anymore. I mean I still thought he was a shithead but I started to see that it was better to have no dad at all than one that hates you and is shitty to you your whole life.Though, until some point, my mom was pretty normal to me. Just like a normal mom. She was usually friendly and sometimes yelled at me when I did some shit. But that was normal. Though, the older I got, the shittier she got to me. She worked a lot since she raised me alone which was good because I didn't want to see her. It may sounded harsh but the less time I spent with her, the better I felt mentally. She was just so toxic. Once, she even yelled at me that she has to be ashamed of raising (and I quote) 'someone like you' and that the others must have thought of her as a loser when it came to how she raised me. That was the part where I told myself that I would run away from home as soon as I was old enough.To my luck, I somehow convinced her that I was able to move out as soon as I graduated from school. I saved up as much money as I could and my grandparents and my mom paid most of the money for the apartment. I convinced my mom to move to Adison Apartments since in the same town, there was a great school that would make me reach my goal to study.I just arrived at Adison Apartments. I already built up the most important things such as the bed so I decided to take a break for today. It was already in the late evening so I was already somehow tired from the building up of most of the things. I thought it would maybe be a good idea to head outside and go and get something to eat for the evening. I yawned and stretched myself, letting my back crack loudly. I got my phone quickly and plugged in my headphones, putting in one of my earphones so I would still be able to hear something when someone wanted to talk to me.I grabbed my keys and stuffed them inside the pockets of my jeans along with my phone and headed into the elevator.Shortly after I arrived in the lobby, I saw a woman cleaning the floor. "Oh hello. You must be the new one, right? I haven't gotten a chance to say hello to you yet", she let out. "Oh, yea that's true. I'm Y/N", I replied to her, somehow confused that she instantly recognized me as the new one. "I'm Lisa. I have a son that should be around your age. If you want you can go and say hello. You could use this though, we live in the apartment in the basement", Lisa soon let out to me as she held out a keycard to me. I definitely remember seeing another button with a B where a keycard should be inserted. "I was just about to go and get some things for dinner but sure, I might as well say hello to him before I do that. Thanks", I let out to her, a slight smile forming my lips.Shortly after, I headed back into the elevator, inserting the keycard into the gap while pressing the button that would lead to the basement. I was somehow nervous but that was normal. I was glad that I was able to talk to someone and maybe even become friends. It was kind of weird that she gave me the keycard just like that and let me enter her apartment without any restriction but however.I arrived and decided to not just to enter the apartment, even though Lisa allowed me to do so. I figured it would come off as weird if I just entered the apartment like a creep and her son's room without letting him know. I sighed, put out the earphones and brought myself to ring the doorbell. Soon after, I heard some footsteps heading towards the door. "Did you forget your keys again mom?", he let out before opening the door for me. "Oh- sorry dude, I thought your mom forgot the keys again", he soon let out.I took a look at him. Lisa's son looked cool. H wore a brown shirt and some jeans with holes in the regions of his knees. His hair was long and brown which actually looked really really good on him. I would lie if I said I didn't find him attractive. His large nose really fit into his face as well."Hey, your mom told me to say hello for some reason. I'm new to this apartment", I let out to him. "Oh, that's cool dude. come in", he let out, opening the door for me. He guided me towards his room. I didn't know where to begin. His room was covered in paintings and posters of heavy metal bands. His room was somehow messy but I couldn't judge him. Mine was too and not only because I just moved in, my room was always messy before I even moved in here as well."Ah sorry I didn't clean my room. I didn't know someone was visiting today", he let out eventually. "Don't worry, that's cool. I can't say my room is a lot cleaner", I replied to him, chuckling."By the way, I'm Y/N. I forgot to introduce myself, didn't I?", I eventually added. "I'm Larry, nice to meet ya", he let out, reaching his hand out to me while his other hand was still in the pockets of his jeans. I reached out my hand as well, shaking it. "Do you happen to be a heavy metal fan?", I asked him, looking around his room while the two of us sat down on his bed. "How did you guess?", he asked eventually, looking towards me. "The most obvious things are probably your shirt and your posters", I replied to him, chuckling. "Yea I guess that makes sense- Do you listen to it too?", he replied to me. "I guess I listen to some rock from time to time. I can't say I don't like metal, I just didn't really listen enough to it to be a fan", I replied to him.Some short time after, I ended up listening to some bands that Larry found cool. Some of the songs that Larry showed me were really nice, so I ended up downloading them myself. "I'd like to talk some more but in an hour the shops will close and I still need to get something to eat", I let out to him, scratching the back of my head. "Of course man. See you around buddy", he let out to me as he was still coming along with me towards the door of his apartment. I headed outside eventually, heading towards the lobby again."Oh, hi again Y/N. did you meet Larry?", Lisa asked me as soon as she saw me again. "Yea I did. He seems cool. Here is your keycard back", I let out to her, giving her back the keycard. "No worries, you can keep it. You're always welcome, I'm glad that you two get along", she let out to me eventually. "Oh really? cool then!", I let out to her before saying goodbye and heading out of the building.A lot of time had passed eventually. Weeks, even months while Larry and I were in the same class in school. We became actually pretty good friends and had a lot of fun together. And I wouldn't lie if I would say that Larry got me into every genre which was around Heavy metal. However, Larry seemed to have some troubles in chemistry. Since I was the class's best in chemistry, I decided to help him with that after school.And so we sat there, both of us in front of the desk in my room. After hours of explaining him everything in detail what he had to do, the two of us decided to take a break. The two of us headed towards the kitchen eventually. I opened up the fridge. "Do you want something to drink?", I asked him, getting out a bottle of juice for myself. "Sure, that would be nice", Larry soon replied to me. I got out two glasses, pouring some of it into each of them some of the juice. "Thanks man", he replied, taking one of them. "No worries", I replied to him, putting back the bottle of juice into the fridge."Can I ask you something?", he asked me eventually. "sure, what is it?", I replied to him, leaning against the counter. "Don't your parents live with you?", he asked me. "Nope. My dad never showed up in my whole life and my mom wasn't always good to me. I would even say that she was mentally abusive so I asked her to move out from home and somehow convinced her. Ever since I did move here, my mental health has been getting better", I replied to him. "Oh that sucks- My dad has been really nice to me but randomly disappeared some day. He even left his purse there and the most important things- Mom always says he ran away but I refuse to believe that", Larry let out.I looked at him somehow shocked. My family never was that important to me for several reasons. Since I never had the chance to even grow close to my dad, I never had anything against the fact that he wasn't there. and my mom has been shitty to me all the time. But Larry really seemed to love his dad so this must have been hard for him.He soon told me more about his dad and what exactly happened. After he seemed like he was close to crying, I pulled him into a close hug. "I'm sorry dude- I never grew close to my parents so I didn't really care at all. That must suck", I let out to him. Hugging him was extremely comfortable. Apparently, he felt the same since shortly after, he was mostly fine again. I suppose it just felt good to vent to a close friend that understood you.While the two of us concentrated on our work again, I somehow started to think about some things. I somehow felt weird towards him for a while now, I just couldn't understand what it was. It wasn't really a negative feeling. I just had somehow heartbeat when he was a bit closer to me than usually. I just couldn't really point out what that meant since I never felt that way towards someone before.Though, I shook it off. I stood behind him, leaning a bit over him while explaining to him how he had to write that reaction equation and how he was supposed to equalize it. "Oh I think I get it now", Larry let out. "That's great. Then I think we're done", I let out to him, closing the large school book."Great, thanks buddy", he let out, sitting down on my bed next to me. "Do you want to stay over night tomorrow? Since I live alone, we could stay up all night and we could watch some anime together or something like that", I offered Larry, leaning back against the wall next to my bed. "Yea sounds cool. We could work on our art project, we gotta submit it next week", Larry eventually added. "I already finished mine but if you want I can help you with yours", I replied to him. "Yo, sounds nice. Then see you tomorrow", Larry soon let out before he left my apartment.Later that night, I laid in my bed, earphones stuffed in my ears. I listened to some songs of some metal bands that both of us liked and that Larry showed me. I couldn't stop thinking about him in the last time. I grabbed my phone and opened up the chat app, soon opening the chat with Ashley, another friend of the two of us.Me: Yo, Ash! Could I talk to you about something without Larry knowing?Ashley: Sure, what is it?Me: I don't know, I have been feeling a bit different about Larry in the last time.Ashley: What do you mean?Me: You know, I just have problems to not to think about him in the last time and- idkAshley: Hm, I seeMe: Could you help me with figuring out what it is? I'm not sureAshley: Sure of course but for that, you have to tell me more than just that, you know?Me: Yea of course, thanks man.Me: You know, when he got closer to me than usually today when I was teaching him something about chemistry for the next test, I could feel my heart speeding up a bit. In general, when I'm about to see him when we walk to school together, I get a weird feeling of excitement in my stomach shortly before I see him.Me: And in the evenings, I keep thinking about him. You know, I'm just scared I got feelings or something like that.Ashley: I know you probably don't want to hear it but it sounds exactly like that. Yk the part with the feelings.Ashley: But don't worry, that happens. I'll definitely keep it a secretMe: thanks- I usually didn't want to confess but if he is gonna know it, then it'd be best if I told him.Ashley: Of course, don't worry. Good luck with him >;)I soon laid away my phone. I had that thought that I may have developed feelings towards him but I always kept denying it in my mind. I didn't want it to be true but in the end, I knew Ashley was right. It was no use denying it anymore.I yawned and turned around in my bed, facing the wall while pulling the blanket further over my body than it already was. Maybe it was the best to hide my feelings when we slept over tomorrow. I yawned again and continued listening to music while I was slowly drifting off to sleep.The next day after I finished the school day, the two of us eventually headed back home. We decided to head to his apartment first since his mom was still in the middle of cleaning and so we were able to listen to music as loud as we wanted to while he worked on his art project. If we did it in my apartment, we definitely would get complaints from the boomers living right next to me but since Larry lived with his mom in the basement, no one would really hear the loud heavy metal music we were going to listen to.Larry connected his phone with his speakers, soon blasting some loud songs from Sanity's Fall. It was the favorite band of the two of us. "Do you already have an idea of what you want to do?", I asked him, sitting down on his bed. "Actually, would you mind posing? I have a rough idea of what I want to do. I just need a reference for the positioning of the body", Larry asked me. "Of course", I replied to him, smiling."Is this okay?", I asked him as I repositioned myself. "Yea, Perfect", Larry replied, switching the song before he sat down on his desk chair, sitting in front of the canvas he was going to paint, roughly sketching the positioning with a pencil. I kept still like that, giving him the chance to use me as a reference.After some time, I felt that my arm was going to fall asleep. I eventually decided to speak up. "How is the drawing going? It's getting a bit exhausting to stay like that", I eventually let out. "If you want you can take a break. I'm almost done", Larry let out, setting down the pencil. "I think I can draw the last details without you as the reference", he added soon. "Okay then", I replied, choosing another song that I liked. In the moment I listened to Twisted Transistor of Korn a lot in the moment so I put that song on. In the meantime, I looked over my shoulder to take a look at the drawing that Larry did. "You're so talented when it comes to drawing-", I let out to him, looking fascinated at what he did while he scratched the back of his head and I could have sworn I saw that his cheeks were turning into a slight shade of red. "Thanks buddy, that means a lot", he let out. I mean I could tell since he really enjoyed drawing.After some time, he eventually finished the drawing that he did and it was pretty late in the evening. We soon decided ourselves to eventually head over to my apartment. I already bought some snacks with Larry on our way back home from school so we could stand this night through without having to sleep. I bought lots of energy drinks, some chips and other snacks and I searched out some anime that we could watch.I put on some more comfortable clothes when I was in the bathroom since jeans weren't comfortable.I settled myself on top of my bed, getting some blankets for the two of us. It was winter and so pretty cold. It was just more comfortable when the two of us were buried under warm, cuddly blankets. I put some snacks and drinks in the gap between Larry and me so the two of us would be able to reach the snacks easily. He had the chance to put his drinks onto the night stand next to my bed while I put them onto the edge of my bed that was large enough to put a Rockstar energy drink can onto it. I put my Laptop onto my lap, quickly opening up animixplay and starting Akudama Drive, an anime that the two of us wanted to watch (A/N: clearly a recommendation. I loved the anime sm).I eventually got my legs straight while pulling the blankets over the two of us, resting my head against the pillows. Eventually, I rotated the laptop a bit so that Larry and I both had a pretty good sight on the anime before I eventually started to play the anime.When it was winter, my hands were like always cold. 24/7, literally. And I was freezing a lot. Even though 2 blankets were laying over me and I wore a thick hoodie I stole from Larry's wardrobe (with his permission), I was still freezing which was kind of normal for me.Apparently, the metalhead noticed that and wrapped an arm around my shoulder loosely, gently stroking over my arm while he pulled me close towards his warm body. I could feel my heartbeat speeding up extremely. I could literally feel my heart pound against my chest. But it felt extremely comfortable..His warmth was so fucking comfortable I couldn't describe it. I was kind of nervous but it was awfully comfortable. Like that kind of comfortable when you knew damn well that there wasn't a single person you ever felt that way before to.I could barely focus on the anime we were watching but however. I already watched this anime before, Larry was the one that didn't watch it before. It took us around 6 hours to finish the anime completely, counting in toilet breaks and getting more snacks from the kitchen. Half of my desk was covered in empty energy drink cans but even though we drank a lot of these, both of us seemed to get tired quickly. I took a look at the clock and saw that it was around 2am."I know that we originally planned to stay awake all night but I can tell that both of us are pretty tired. do you want to go to bed?", I asked soon enough, yawning. "Yea that'd be a good idea", Larry soon let out. I nodded and put off my Laptop, soon heading with him towards the bathroom. I saw him binding his long, brown hair into sections. One section, he bound into a high messy bun while the lower section just stayed like it was. That looked extremely good on him.We quickly brushed our teeth and soon headed into my room again. We both laid down, crawling underneath the sheets. I turned myself towards him, facing him eventually. I yawned and looked into his eyes.I didn't know what but something about this situation seemed special.. something about this didn't seem like 2 best friends just laying in the same bed and trying to sleep. We looked into each other's eyes deeply, my breathing quickening up a bit. This kind of felt way more intense than if we were just friends trying to sleep in the same bed. I could soon feel Larry's warm hand against the cold skin of my face as he pulled me closer a bit. I could notice his breathing quickening up as well. Even though it was extremely dark, there was still a weak light coming from the TV of my room I put on so we had something to fall asleep to. I could weakly see that his face was turning into a dark shade of red.I gulped. Did he- did he want to do what I was thinking? Butterflies formed in the pit of my stomach as I felt Larry leaning in eventually, bringing my face closer to his. It didn't take us long until our both lips were connecting. I soon kissed him back, my eyes wide in shock. It didn't take me long until I started to kiss him back, wrapping my arms tightly around the metalhead's neck. Larry's hands travelled towards my waist, gently caressing it. One of my hands drove into his hair, gently untangling the back part of his hair that was still down while Larry gently squeezed my waist.I couldn't believe that was happening. It all felt like such a good dream that hopefully never ended. It felt so nice. I was just breaking my mind because of the situation with me and my feelings towards him and now that happened-I mean, of course this was surprising but it felt really nice. My heartbeat quickened up a bit while I gently pushed myself closer towards the boy.Soon enough, the two of us parted, looking into our eyes. Now I actually had the courage to confess. I mean after all, he would have never kissed me if he didn't like me back, not in this situation. "I love you god damn it", I admitted, burying my face into his chest. I could feel his hand travelling towards my head, gently driving his large, thin fingers through my hair strands. This all felt so god damn comforting I couldn't describe it. I was so relieved that it finally happened and that it eventually worked out. "I love ya too buddy", Larry soon let out, resting his head on top of mine. It wasn't long anymore until we both peacefully drifted off to sleep.
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our P.O.VI sat on the bus which was on my way to my school. I usually had to drive alone to school in a bus full of strangers while listening to music since most of my friends didn't have to drive with the bus to school or went to a different school. I looked out of the window, seeing the trees, the people that walked on the sidewalks, some other cars, dogs and other things you usually find on the way to school while my ears were plugged with my eardrops, blasting some loud music. From the start of the long bus drive, I was so deep in thoughts, I didn't even know I was starting to scratch myself.Somehow shocked, I looked onto my forearm which had multiple bloody scratched wounds on it. I mean I already had a few small scars from scratching from like half a year ago but it never was that bad and especially deep that it already started to bleed. I especially thought that I stopped as well. This had happened multiple times half a year ago already when I started to crush on my best friend Kakyoin and was so deep in thoughts I didn't notice that I was self harming. But it stopped. For some time only though. Because I didn't think that I would start again and I somehow have this problem since a week. I have some other scratched open wounds on my other arm and my ankle but those were easily to hide luckily. I just had to be careful not to accidentally roll up my sleeve or anything.I rolled down the sleeve of my uniform again while putting away my phone and headphones as the bus stopped at my school. Some others were walking out as well, heading with me towards the school.Already some time ago I started to develop a crush on my best friend Kakyoin. He has been my best friend since eternities and people shipped us. Like for the dumbest reasons ever. I mean, they weren't wrong but it still annoyed me that their only reason was that he makes me happy. That's what best friends are supposed to do after all or am I dumb? Like even the teachers thought for a while we were a couple until I told them it was not like that. Some other classmates, except for Jotaro and some others that have brain cells and could see we were not in a relationship shipped us as well and often made dumb comments about us even though we both told them it wasn't like they thought. People shipped us so hard, I started to develop feelings for the redhead.I usually wasn't the kind of person that started to self harm when something was wrong but like I already mentioned, I didn't do that on purpose. I just had to do something with my hands and especially when I zone out and am so deep in thoughts I barely notice anything, I just happen to accidentally scratch myself open.But I had to say this crush on my best friend was so awkward. Like things like these were really hard to handle. Usually I'm not the kind of person who was afraid to confess but this was difficult as fuck. We both were used to being just friends, cracking some jokes and making fun of ourselves but nothing which was more than just friendship, nothing which was even a bit like a romantic level. And now all of a sudden I'm supposed to tell him I love him and I'm extremely desperate? I can't just knock at his door on the weekend and be like 'oh hey I love you and oh by the way, I scratch myself bloody because I'm being so desperate about it'. Moments like those were exhausting as fuck and in the end, I just hoped those feelings would only last for some short time, something like a few days, maybe even a few weeks but I never expected them to be there for half a year. I just didn't know what I was supposed to do. when being in situations like these, it's just clear that this couldn't end well.I shook those thoughts off and eventually entered the school house, heading straight up towards my classroom. I sat down next to my best friend, greeting him before getting my books out for the lesson which soon started. The teacher announced a project which we had to do after school. I mean we had like a week time for that but in the end I knew that Kakyoin was going to want to do it today. Today we didn't have that many lessons and he could come to my place anytime to do the project so we planned to go to my place after school to do the project together.Some time later, we finally had a break for half an hour. I took out my sketchbook and turned away from Kakyoin so he didn't see that I was drawing him. Putting my feet up my chair while laying the sketchbook on my knees as I was was leaning against the wall with my back, looking towards my friend, I started sketching him. I worked on a few drawings of him for some time and I wanted to show him as soon as I was done but for that it first needed to be done."What are you drawing?", Kakyoin asked me, trying to peek over my knees to see the sketches. I laid my hands over the sketchbook, trying to prevent the redhead to take a close look at the way I portrayed him. "I'll show you once it's done", I let out, burying my face in my sketchbook again. "Aw come one you know I'm not that patient", my best friend let out, moving his face to the sides of my knees, trying to look at what I drew again.As I turned away from him so he couldn't see it, he snatched my notebook, holding it up while he stood up. This caused me to stand up as well, trying to snatch the notebook again. since he wasn't that much taller than me, I at least had a chance to get it. This would have been a whole other story if Jotaro or Polnareff held it away from me.I stood up and reached my arm towards the book, causing my somehow loose sleeve of my school uniform slide down my forearm, revealing the bloody scratch wounds. I noticed Kakyoin somehow staring at my wounds, his expression turning from happy to worried. While he was so shocked and somehow surprised, I snatched my sketchbook away from him again and sat down like nothing happened while I slid down the sleeve of my uniform again, covering my wounds.After some time, we both headed towards my home with each other. The cold air was hitting both of our bodies but it wasn't too cold. It was pretty comfortable. "You know.. what are those wounds on your arm?", he asked me eventually. That question hit pretty hard considering I didn't want him to know. I didn't want my best friend to have to worry about me. I didn't want to worry anyone by seeing this. But now it was already too late so I couldn't really help it.To be fair, it really did look like I had been cutting myself but I actually didn't. I let out a sigh and decided to tell my friend about my habit and that it started to get worse again for the last week. "Oh I see.. so you didn't do that on purpose?", Kakyoin asked, looking at me. I shook my head, looking on the floor.I moved my gaze instantly from the floor to my best friend and crush as I felt him wrapping his arm around my shoulder, pulling me into a loose hug. I knew he must have felt bad for me. It just felt like he did. I hugged him back, ignoring the stares of other people stopping to take a look at us.Soon after, we parted and decided to head towards my home so we could treat the wounds I gave myself. Once we arrived, I unlocked the door, letting Kakyoin inside along with me. The two of us headed into the living room where I got out some stuff so he could help me treat the wounds like he promised me to right after we hugged.With a wet tissue, he gently washed my wounds, trying not to make it sting so much. I mean it did sting but that's definitely not his fault."Can I ask you something?", Kakyoin let out, breaking the silence between us. "Sure", I replied while watching him taking out some bandages. "You said that this happens when you get too deep in thoughts, right? Is something laying on your chest that that happened again?", my friend asked me, looking into my eyes."I- uhm...", I let out, not quite knowing what to say. I mean I couldn't really tell him right now before knowing whether he liked me back or not but- at the other side this was bothering so much, I was being so desperate about it. I didn't know what to say and if I even should tell him. I wasn't sure if this would ruin our friendship but at the other side I didn't wanna continue hiding it. It just made me feel so bad and led to self harm a few times."You know, you don't have to say it but if you need to get something off your chest, then I don't mind listening at all", my friend let out to me. I let out a sigh eventually. "You know when the people started to ship us for no fucking reason and continued to let out dumb as fuck comments about us even though they knew we weren't a couple?", I started the sentence. He looked at me somehow confused but nodded. After another sigh, I finally did it. I had to force myself to spill it but I did it. "You know- shit has gotten so bad, I actually for real started to get feelings-", I admitted, looking to the ground in embarrassment.It didn't take me long to feel a warm hand on my cheek, raising my head again so I could look him in the eyes which made this even more embarrassing for me. I got a bit nervous as the redhead pulled my face closer to his, so close I could even feel his breath against my cheeks. My cheeks turned in a bright red. "What are you-", I let out, still kind of stunned, though I was interrupted by my friend who deeply kissed me. My eyes were wide open before I kissed him back eventually. I laid my hands on his neck while his other hand slid to my waist. I closed my eyes, deepening the kiss.After a while, the two of us parted and looked into each others eyes. I never would have thought he was into me too. So either he hid it well or I was just so desperate I didn't even notice if he gave hints to me. But right now, I didn't even care, we were a couple now. And that alone made me happy.
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Your P.O.V"Come on Taka, it's late, let's go to bed", I let out to him, wrapping my arms from behind around his neck. Since the two of us became a couple, he agreed on letting me stay over in his dorm. And it took some time and some convincing. But he turned out to like some cuddling to fall asleep as well so it was fine."But I need to finish studying", he let out, his eyes still on the paper in front of him. "Taka the test is in two weeks and it's already really late. Even I am getting tired already", I let out, suppressing a yawn. "You're right we need at least 8 hours of sleep. Let me just finish this exercise", he let out, not even taking one more minute.While he packed away his school stuff, I put off my clothes and put on an oversized shirt that almost reached my knees and some panties before laying down on the bed, waiting until he finished to change himself. As soon as he laid down next to me, I wrapped my arms loosely around him, pulling him close. I noticed him smile as he wrapped an arm around me as well as I looked at him.At this point I couldn't really resist. I leaned in eventually and kissed him. We didn't kiss a lot, usually just some small pecks on the cheeks but this made this even more romantic. It didn't take him long to kiss me back, wrapping both of his arms around my waist. I smiled into the kiss, planting myself in his lap, not breaking the kiss.I opened my eyes for a slight moment, noticing the slight blush spreading across his cheeks as I did so. I grinned even more and gently pressed my hips against his as he wrapped his arms tighter around my waist. I laid a hand onto his cheek, gently caressing it before sliding my tongue into his mouth. I could tell he was a bit nervous since this was all a bit new for him and for me as well but he didn't pull back as well. And Taka definitely was the person that would tell when something wasn't okay for him.My cheeks turned into a bright red as I felt a growing bulge against my thigh. It didn't take my boyfriend long to pull away from the kiss, burying his bright red face into my shoulder. "I sincerely apologize for this", he let out, clearly embarrassed. I slightly giggled and cupped his face in both of my hands, gently lifting up his face so he could look into my eyes. "No need to, that's something normal", I let out to him. "That's true but it's unwholesome and we wanted to go to bed in first place", he let out to me. "It may be 'unwholesome' but it's definitely not a thing I would be mad at you about", I replied to him as I kissed his forehead. "If you want I can help you with your problem if you know what I mean but if you want to wait that's totally fine as well", I added only a few moments later.After some time, both of us eventually agreed. "Though I have to admit that I do not have experience", Taka let out. "That's fine, me neither", I let out, laughing a bit. "I know I probably don't have to say this but be careful okay?", I let out to him, brushing with my fingers through his, short, soft and black hair. "Of course I will", he replied to me. "That's good then", I replied, smiling and pulling him into another kiss.It didn't take him long to kiss me back, his hands soon on my waist again. I slid my tongue into his mouth, laying one of my hands over his. I slowly guided his hand up my waist towards my boob, laying his hand onto it. My face turned a bit red as soon as he gently squeezed it. In the meantime my other hand slid from his waist towards the first button of his uniform, unbuttoning it before moving towards the next button.Eventually, I unbuttoned the top of his uniform completely. The two of us broke the kiss so he could shrug it off completely, hanging it over his chair ordinary. He laid both of his hands onto my thighs, driving them up my oversized shirt towards my waist. I took the hint and pulled the shirt over my head as well, letting it join Taka's uniform top on his desk chair. I reached with one hand towards my back, unclipping my bra before putting it off completely as well.Eventually I drove my hand down his waist, towards his pants. I opened up the button of his jeans and opened them, pulling them down a bit. He lifted his hips so he could kick his pants off, leaving it on the ground for now, joining my bra.Shortly after I kicked off my panties as well and after he put off his boxers as well, I found myself being pinned down on the mattress underneath him. I felt his hand on my cheek, pulling my face closer before he pulled me into a gentle kiss. I kissed him back, wrapping my arms around his neck to pull him even closer. I felt his hands travel down my waist, all the way towards my hips. His hands eventually arrived at my thighs, gently pushing them to the side. I silently moaned into the kiss as one of his hand reached to my crotch as he laid his finger onto my clit, gently rubbing it. My breathing quickened a bit as Taka slid one of his other fingers into me, giving me butterflies in my stomach. My boyfriend gently pushed another finger inside of me, starting to move them slowly. This caused me to tangle my hands into his short hair. I moaned a bit louder into the kiss we shared as he moved his fingers a bit quicker, continuing to rub my clit with his thumb.He kept going for a while until he eventually stopped. "Are you sure you want to do this?", he asked me. "Of course I am. I would have told you already if it wasn't", I replied to him, smiling. He smiled back and nodded, reaching with one hand towards his drawer. He pulled out a condom. I mean it made sense to keep some in case and it made sense since it was Taka. I couldn't really imagine that he would do it without protection to be honest.It didn't take my boyfriend long to roll it over his member, eventually lining up in front of my entrance. I bit my lip and let out a muffled moan as he slowly pushed his tip inside me, the rest of his dick soon following. Of course it hurt at the beginning since it was our both first time but I trusted him and I knew that he was careful with me. It didn't take me too long to adjust his size before he slowly started to move his hips. While he gently thrusted into me, I could hear him letting out some silent groans.After the pain faded away, I gave him the sign that he could go faster and so he did. I drove my hands into his short hair, gently brushing with my fingers through his hair. Wrapping my legs around his hips, I pulled my boyfriend closer. I laid my other hand onto his cheek and gently caressed it. As I pushed his hips a bit further against mine, he started to move a little bit faster, making me moan out a bit louder. I felt my boyfriends hand slowly travelling up my waist, which made me grin slightly. I laid my hand on top of his hand laid his hand on my boob, feeling him squeezing it gently soon after.Taka kept going like that for a while and I could tell that he was close judging by how sloppy his thrusts were getting and by how he struggled to keep the noises a bit down. Laying a hand onto his cheek, i pulled my boyfriend into a kiss. I silently moaned into the kiss as he laid a finger onto my clit, gently rubbing it. I moaned out loud as I felt myself release eventually. It didn't take Taka long to release as well, grunting loudly.While both of us were still panting, he eventually pulled his dick out of me and threw away the condom. After settling down for a moment, we cleaned ourselves up again and put on some clothes again. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him with me onto the bed. "Did you like it?", I asked him. "yea I did. I Even though I never expected that to happen so soon", he admitted. "I didn't really expect that as well to be honest. But what happens happens and I don't regret it", I replied to him, kissing his forehead. I looked up to him and saw him smile at me. "me neither", he let out before the two of us decided to get ourselves ready for bed.
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Your P.O.VFor some reason I ended up being trapped in a killing game with 16 other people. This situation was.. scary- Of course, after all, Monokuma always gave us motives to kill. The first two murders already happened and I somehow still managed to survive. To be honest, I would have expected to be the first one laying dead on the floor. But for some reason I still made it.The murders made me sick. But thankfully, even if I knew damn well that that wasn't the smartest thing to do in a killing game with strangers, you barely knew anything about, I found a friend that I trusted with most of the things. Kazuichi was pretty cool. He first caught my attention due to his neon yellow clothes and his bright pink hair. You don't get to see people like him every day but he was nice. You could definitely talk to him, even if he was pretty goofy. And he was a simp. A BIG simp, especially for Sonia.Whenever Sonia was near the two of us while the two of us spent some time, he was going to ask me if I could be a wingman for him. I mean I didn't mind that but to be honest, it was somehow getting on my nerves. Sonia didn't seem too pleased from the amount of attention she gets from Kazuichi as well. It was pretty obvious she didn't want anything from Kazuichi and she seemed somehow annoyed from him sometimes as well, even if I could tell that she clearly didn't want to come off as annoyed.Nevertheless, even though he sometimes could be somehow obsessed with Sonia, he was pretty fun to talk to. Especially since the two of us spent some time after the trials, calming a bit down from what we experienced, I got emotionally attached WAY too quickly.I knew I shouldn't be but it was just me being me. Psychological seen, the fact that I got emotionally attached to the mechanic made sense. In our situation, most of us were pretty tense and down before the trials and especially after the trials. And after the trials ended and all of the others went towards their cottages, Kazuichi and I usually chilled at the beach. The beach was chilled and when we just sat there, looking at the waves before ending up joking about some stuff, saved the mood a bit.It has been eternities since we have been trapped here. At least it definitely felt like that. I opened my eyes and instantly squeezed my eyes shut again from the bright sun shining through the curtains of my cottage right into my eyes. I held the back of my forearm against my eyes as I heard the morning announcement from Monokuma. If I was allowed to I would fucking beat that stupid monitor until it broke. But at the other side, I didn't want to know what happened to people who broke the rules. I buried my face under my pillow, groaning in fatigue as I didn't want to get up once again. I just wanted to sleep all day, missing this stupid killing game. But I needed to eat and drink so this wasn't possible. I would also get even in a way worse mood when I was shutting myself off all day since I wouldn't be seeing Kazuichi then.With a groan, I lifted the pillow off my face again. I pulled the pillow down onto my body again, letting my eyes adjust the bright sunlight. I stretched myself, causing my back to crack loudly after I eventually sat up. I rubbed my eyes, heading towards the bathroom. I looked into my mirror and brushed my hair and teeth before putting on some fresh clothes of mine.I headed outside my cottage, heading towards the restaurant to go and eat something. I sat somewhere in a corner so I was mostly alone while eating my breakfast. I for real missed TeruTeru's cooking. I mean, yes, he was weird but I couldn't deny that he did an incredibly good job when it came to cooking and even though he wasn't the most popular student in here, his trial was sad and I felt somehow sorry for him.However, it didn't take me long to see Kazuichi appearing right in front of me. I didn't notice him at first when I was a bit deep in my thoughts and picking in my food. But when he waved his hand in front of my face, I finally noticed him. "Hello, earth to Y/N", he let out. "Oh Hey Kaz", I replied to him, a smile forming my lips. The mechanic let his body fall onto the chair in front of me, leaning against the back of his chair. "Oh man Monokuma could've done the announcements one or two hours later than they are right now, don't you think? It's so hard to fall asleep again when you're awake once", He let out, groaning while resting the back of his head against the back of his chair. "Yea right? It's such a pain", I replied to him."However, I was thinking about trying to work on something we could all leave this island with. something like a boat or something similar, I found some old parts, maybe I could work with that. Would you help me doing that? It'd take ages if I did it all alone", I heard Kaz eventually ask me."I mean- I feel honored and all but I know nothing so really about something like that. I could try my best though", I replied to him, scratching the back of my head. "You don't even have to do a lot. You know, just handing me some tools would be enough to be honest. I just work better when I have company", he replied to me. "That's fine then", I answered, taking a sip of my drink.Both Kazuichi and I quickly finished our drinks and food, soon putting it back into the kitchen of the restaurant again. I then followed him to the beach on the second island where he wanted to work on some things that might help us getting off that island. Did he carry all of his alone to this spot? I mean yea, if he wanted to get up a boat, then the smartest position would be one of the beaches but- carrying all of the things he needed must have been exhausting. With a sigh, he sat down on the sand of the beach, soon leaning over his 'project'."Would you hand me the [complicated tool name] (A/N: I'm too dumb to come up with a complicated tool name that isn't obvious lol)?", Kaz asked me, keeping his eyes fixed on the boat he was trying to build up while setting the pliers down onto the sand, reaching his hand a bit out to me while he kept working with his other hand. "Oh.. sure-", I let out, letting my gaze drive over the variety of tools Kazuichi gathered in a large toolbox. I had no clue what I was supposed to hand him. Judging by me hesitating and not quite knowing what to do, he noticed that I had no idea and chuckled. "Next to the screwdriver", he added quickly. "ohhhh- yea of course", I replied to him, handing him whatever this was called.It was hilarious how he asked me to help him even though I had no idea what he talked about. But he seemed like he was really deep in thoughts as he worked on the motor of the boat. But it was fun. We talked about some shit and that was making me happy and distracted me from the killing game for now. I knew damn well that he only had eyes for Sonia but it was not like I could control any of the feelings I had.I saw him getting up and stretching himself. "Man this pose is slowly breaking my back. And it's warm as shit", he let out, standing up while stretching himself. I could hear his back silently crack as he did so while he unzipped the upper part of his neon yellow suit or whatever you could call it. I was somehow confused but then I saw that he was wearing a white tank top underneath it. He bound the sleeves of his suit around his waist, holding up the bottom part of it.The mechanic's hands were smudged with Oil but that wasn't a surprise, considering he just worked on repairing a boat. "How about we take a short break? it's lunchtime anyways, we could go and eat something in the restaurant in front of the chandler beach on the parking lots", I offered, standing up now as well. I scratched the back of my head as I looked at him. "Yea probably", he replied to me as we were on our way towards the restaurant."And, how does the repairing go?", I asked him as we walked along the path, soon entering the building. "I'm not quite sure if I'm able to do it. I got pretty excited over it but even if it doesn't work, at least we can kill some time", he replied. "Yea that's true", I answered, smiling at him as I forced him to wash his hands before we both started to eat our food. After all, eating dirty oil with his food surely wasn't the healthiest option.As we ate our food in silence, I started to think about him a bit. It was somehow weird. Why would he invite me to help and not Sonia? I mean- He liked her so much. I mean, she could have rejected him but still. He didn't talk as much about her now as he used to before, at least towards me. Was everything okay? maybe something happened between the two.. I don't know, I just hoped he was okay. I could slowly feel a weird feeling building up inside of me- Was I- jealous? of Sonia? I mean I knew damn well he liked her and I got feelings but I also always thought that I knew he liked her. I had not really the right to be jealous since I was well aware he simped for her. I kind of felt bad as well because she was cool. I never had any kind of fight or personal problem with her and she was friendly to me like she was to everybody. Even to Kazuichi and I can't blame her if she thought that he could be annoying.The silence wasn't awkward while we ate. It was comfortable. I leaned myself against the wall and looked out of the window, seeing Sonia walking towards the beach in her swimsuit while Kazuichi picked up a fork that fell down to the ground and didn't see her. That could get interesting..The mechanic and I quickly finished our food and soon headed outside the restaurant again, back towards the chandler beach again to continue working on the boat.It turned out that Sonia was chilling a bit at the beach in the sun. I was talking to him in the moment so he didn't really notice her but it seemed like she noticed us. Soon after the two of us sat down in the sand again, starting to eventually work on the boat again. And by that I mean that he worked on it and I gave him some tools while the two of us were talking with each other. However, soon afterwards, Sonia came up to us. I could tell that Kazuichi clearly noticed that and started to try and pose a bit for her which didn't really end up well. It ended up in him pressing his tool against something, causing some oil to spurt out of it which stained his yellow suit, his tank top and which caused him to have smudged oil over his arms and a bit on his face instead of only on his hands.I couldn't help but chuckle as he did so. It looked so idiotic and came in the exact right time. "Oh, hi Y/N! What are you two working on?", Sonia asked. "Kaz found some old parts for a kind of boat and so he decided and try to work on it a bit to see if he can make it work so we can get off the island", I replied to her, looking up to her. "Wait you found these parts? I appreciate the efforts and all but don't you think that Monokuma would think this through? I mean he knows Kazuichi is the Ultimate mechanic", Sonia soon let out. "What are you trying to say miss Sonia?", Kaz soon asked, eventually wiping the oil off his face and arms and hands with some cloths. "You know, if Monokuma would try so hard and trap all of us here, then I don't think he would leave parts of a boat on this island that would lead to a boat that can securely carry us away from here", Sonia replied. "That's a good point", I let out, scratching the back of my head. "Well there is no reason not to try anyways", Kaz soon replied to Sonia.While Sonia was there, Kazuichi of course tried to look good in front of her like usually, for example when he was trying to look cool when he was trying to fix that motor but ended up being covered in oil. Even though he did that, he still seemed like something was off. But as soon as Sonia left, the two of us continued to work on that.I let my body fall down onto the sand as I looked up the sky, letting out a yawn. It was only minutes after Monokuma announced nighttime over all of the monitors which were spread all over the islands. The sky was already in a dark shade of blue as Kazuichi let his tools he held fall down onto the sand. "I'mma work on that tomorrow. It's getting late", Kaz soon let out. "yea that's a good idea. Do you still want to chill a bit outside anyways? I kind of don't want to go towards my cottage again", I replied to the mechanic, looking towards his direction. "Yea sure", He replied, grinning widely at me.We left the place where the boat that we were working on and went further towards the ocean. He was quickly washing off the smudgy oil off his skin with the water of the ocean before he eventually joined me on the sand, sitting next to me.I kind of wanted to make a move. I still felt a bit bad about being so jealous over Sonia since she was actually really nice. But it was kind of frustrating anyways when the person you liked simped so obviously over another person. Of course it was and of course it hurt. But this moment right now was actually pretty comforting.I decided to actually make a move and leaned against him, resting my head on his shoulder. I could see him grin when I looked up to him and felt him wrapping his arm loosely around my body. He was so comfortable for some reason- I couldn't help but feel my heartbeat quicken up slightly. I could literally feel it pounding against my chest. The fact that he started to gently stroke my shoulder a bit didn't make the whole situation better. I mean- practically it did feel more comfortable but it didn't make the heartbeat better.my gaze was fixated on the sky. It was pretty clear like any other night on this island. You could perfectly see the stars on the dark blue sky. The sound of the waves hitting the sand was pretty comforting as well.After some time, I could feel the mechanic pulling my body even closer. I could tell that he was slowly getting more confident when it came to pulling me close. I looked towards his face, my face turning slightly red.I couldn't describe how I felt right now. He was comfortable and warm. Even though it started to get a bit chilly out there, being so close to the mechanic was actually comfortable warm. my gaze wandered towards the waves that were rocking back and forth as I slid a bit forwards, causing my head to rest against his chest. My heart sped up as I felt one of his hands (that he luckily washed in the water of the ocean before he sat next to me) in my hair.This was comfortable- I never was this close to him before. It felt kind of relieving and comfortable and damn it I knew damn well I shouldn't have those feelings. But I just couldn't help. This moment was somehow making me nervous too which made sense. I never had so many thoughts racing through my mind like in this moment. Goosebumps were slowly covering the skin of my arms and legs as I felt a chill air hitting our bodies."It seems like you're cold", Kaz let out, wrapping both of his arms around me, pulling me even closer than before. My face turned into a slight shade of red as I snuggled a bit further against him. I moved my head towards him, smiling. "thanks", I replied to him. I could notice a slight shade of pink spreading across his face as well while he smiled back at me.I rested my hands on his forearms, gently caressing the skin of his arms. "Y/N, I'm gonna be honest right now", kaz soon let out to me. "Huh? what is it?", I asked him, turning my gaze towards him again. "I like you", he let out. Wow.. that was sudden and pretty open. But I suppose that he never really kept his interests a big secret. He made it pretty obvious that he liked Sonia. But thinking about Sonia, didn't he like her? Why me all of a sudden?"But didn't you like Sonia?", I asked him somehow confused. "I'm usually not the type to give up easily on someone but she kept rejecting me. And you started to hang out with me more often so- I can't quite explain it. However, you barely rejected me", Kaz explained. "That's pretty random but- man I thought I was going crazy. I like you too", I admitted, leaning back against him with a relieved sigh. I suppose both of us got emotionally attached way too quickly.I noticed him smirking as reaction to my reply. Turning my head towards him, I could look him in his face. The mechanic leaned a bit forward soon after which caused me to feel his hot breath against my face. My breath quickened a bit as well as my heartbeat in nervousness. I could feel butterflies form in the pit of my stomach while Kazuichi got even closer, soon closing the gap between our both's faces. While I closed my eyes, I kissed the mechanic back. I could feel his warm hand on my cold cheek, pulling my face even closer into the kiss.After some short amount of time, I licked over Kaz's bottom lip, soon pushing my tongue gently past his shark teeth. He grinned into the kiss, slowly swirling his tongue around my own. I rested one hand on the back of his head, gently driving with my fingers underneath his black beanie before driving them through his bright pink hair, gently untangling it.After some time, the two of us parted from the kiss. "Let's head back to our cottages, should we?", the mechanic soon let out, standing up. I nodded and soon got up again as well, following my new boyfriend towards the hotel area where our cottages were.
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Your P.O.VFor some reason I was trapped in a killing game on a large ass tropical island with 16 other students. There were so many cool people here. With most of the people I got along pretty well except for a few ones that I didn't really like. But the one that caught my eye the first second was Gundham Tanaka. Not only did he have an appearance you don't get to see everyday, he also spoke pretty weirdly but I kind of understood what he wanted to say. Not always but most of the time I could understand the intent in his words.Considering the conversations we already had together, he seemed to like me as well. At least he didn't seem like he hated to spend time with me. Despite of him acting in another way than others would or speaking in a different way, I was pretty interested him. Probably BECAUSE of that. You don't see people like Gundham every day and even though it was hard to understand him sometimes, I eventually got used to him.Me being me, I got emotionally attached way too quickly. Already two trials were over and I was guessing that the reason for the emotional attachment was because he spent some time with me after the trials, when we both were still pretty... I don't know how to describe that feeling so really. We weren't really scared but somehow worried and feeling bad for the ones that were murdered and also for the ones that murdered. Even though we were talking about murderers, the trials were still really sad. Especially with TeruTeru's trial. I mean he was a bit weird at the start but I knew he didn't kill Byakuya because he wanted to.and with spending time with each other right after the trials, we distracted each other from what had happened.I was being woken up by the annoying morning announcement of Monokuma. I was tempted to throw pillows at the monitor but I wasn't sure if that would be against the rules because it wasn't allowed to purposely break the monitors and cameras. I didn't want to find out so I set the pillow down again.Being sleepy as fuck, I forced myself to roll out of bed and to eventually get my ass into the bathroom. I got myself ready, put on some fresh clothes and brushed my teeth and my hair before I got out of my cottage, still having dark bags under my eyes. I decided to get the breakfast over as quickly as possible that I had more free time with the others, specifically Gundham.I walked up towards his dorm, ringing his doorbell while waiting a little patiently. I didn't know why but shortly before I met him (Not only him, in general: people I had serious feelings for) I had a mixed feeling of nervousness and excitement in the pit of my stomach. I couldn't explain why tho..The uncomfortable feeling of nervousness and excitement soon disappeared as soon as the breeder opened up the door of his dorm, greeting me. "Oh you wish to spend time with the supreme overlord of Ice? Very well then", Gundham let out to me.I spent some time with Gundham and it was pretty fun like usually. He allowed me to hold some of his hamsters and then we just kind of ended up talking for a pretty long time. "Hold it. Don't come any closer", he suddenly let out as soon as I was going to give Gundham his hamster back by setting it down on his hand. "Huh? How come?", I asked him, somehow surprised by that statement. "The blood flowing through my body bears a bad curse", he replied."Ever since I was young, this body of mine was exposed to so many poisons that it became poisonous itself. If a mere human like you ever touched me, you will immediately decompose and wither away.Thus...I've been trying to make sure you don't get too close to me...", Gundham quickly added. "What do you mean?", I asked, still somehow confused. I swear to god, this man is full of mysteries. But for some reason I've been starting to understand what he wanted to say a bit more."I have to be like this even though I don't want to. I've been putting poison in my body ever since I was young", Gundham explained. "Wow was your mother's cooking really that bad?", I asked, chuckling while obviously joking around. Though his reaction told me that something about this definitely wasn't a joke.The breeder seemed somehow shocked, his expression turning a bit paler. "How did you-", he let out, somehow speechless. Something about this told me that this was exactly what happened- I was just joking- "You wouldn't understand how much pain I had to endure. Plus that woman would have cried if I didn't finish my plate. What choice did I have but to suffer in silence?", he replied.That made me think a bit. Gundham seemed so mysterious and maybe even intimidating. But if you spend time with him and listen to his stories and understand some of his word choices, then that image kind of fades. Maybe not the mystery-factor but Gundham was actually a really nice guy. That just doesn't always come off from his way of talking to others but if you spend time with him, You can notice how nice he actually can be. After all, he rather suffered in silence than hurting his mom's feelings."Anyway.. now that you understand, you shouldn't come any closer to me. Know that if you happened to ever touch me, it would mean death for you", Gundham soon let out.To be honest, it kind of didn't really make sense to me that I would die if I touched him. After all, I would touch his skin, not his blood. And the poison itself doesn't really do anything to your skin, except if it's like a toxic chemical.I got a bit closer to him, making his expression to a confused one. "What are you doing mere human?", he asked me as I got closer, taking his hands while setting Cham-P down on his hands again.I looked into his face to see that he was blushing a little. Though, this time, he couldn't hide his face behind his purple scarf anymore since his hamster was in his hands. "See, I'm not dead", I let out to him, gently smiling at him. "You really are the first mere human that dares to touch me after knowing how poisonous I am. I am truly impressed by your courage", Gundham replied, his face getting a more normal color again. "But now you know it's no problem if I touch you. After all, I'm still here. And a life where no one is able hold your hand or to cuddle or hug is kind of lonely as well, don't you think?", I asked the breeder, looking up to him. "Your hands may be a little cold but definitely not poisonous, at least not for me", I added, smiling."Up to now, I've never met a mere human capable of touching me or getting that close to me without any problems. So either you are the chosen one for me or your powers matches my own", Gundham mumbled out eventually. What does he mean with the chosen one? I could feel my heart pound a bit quicker in my chest as soon as I thought about what the first part of the statement of his was supposed to mean. Did he mean like romantically?I looked down a bit to see that I was still holding both of his hands with mine. "Oh, sorry", I let out, letting go of his hands eventually. I saw Gundham letting his hamster climb up his arm again while he was scratching the back of his head in awkwardness.I wasn't sure what to say in those kind of situations. this was not gonna lie, kind of awkward. But oh well.. I wasn't sure whether I should make a move or not. But if I didn't, I might not get the chance to get even closer than I already was before...I took a deep breath after thinking of what to say before I eventually decided to break the ice. "Do you want to spend the night over at my cottage?", I asked eventually. Gundham took a few moments to get his thoughts together before eventually speaking up as well. "You must have a lot of trust in me, considering this situation. But your wish shall be granted. After all, it seems like you're worthy of my presence", Gundham replied to my question. Now that was easier than I thought-After some time, we decided to spend some time alone before it was evening. Gundham and I decided to meet up in the evening again to have dinner and then stay over my cottage. In the meantime, I decided to kill some time with Ibuki since she wanted to prepare a performance in the music venue for tomorrow. And for that, she asked me for help. I wasn't sure why me but in the moment I was just there to give feedback to which songs she should play and help setting the decoration which I barely needed experience with music for.Right afterwards, I asked her how late it was. "Ibuki thinks it should be around one hour before nighttime", she let out to me. "Oh perfect. In a few minutes I gotta go, I wanted to meet up with Gundham", I let out to her, making her giggle. "Gundham and you are SO cute together!!", she let out. "Wha-", I let out, my face getting a bit redder. "We're not a couple tho-", I quickly added. "Oh really not? It always seemed like it", she let out, scratching the back of her head. "However, you two would TOTALLY fit!!", she let out in excitement. "You really think so?", I asked, somehow embarrassed, causing her to nod eagerly.It didn't take me long to get out of the music venue. I hurried towards the restaurant where Gundham and I were supposed to meet. I entered the restaurant and saw that Gundham was already sitting down on one of the tables. "Oh you're already here? Did you wait a long time for me?", I asked as I sat down next to him. "You are on time", he replied to me.We both decided what we wanted to get for ourselves and soon started to eat. Though I had to admit, what Ibuki said still was on my mind. I looked over to Gundham who picked a bit in his food. "Is everything okay? You seem distracted", I asked him eventually. He set his fork down and looked at me. "I'm just not quite understanding my own being", the breeder replied. "What do you mean? If you want you can talk to me. We're alone here anyways", I let out to him, setting down my fork as well while looking at him."I'm fully aware I should be focusing on my purpose as the supreme overlord of ice but I never met someone like you before. I'm not sure what it is but I do feel a connection towards you", Gundham replied to me. Did he just confess his feelings? I do hope so.."Did you just-", I started to say, wanting to ask if he did confess his feelings right now. "That's right. Do you want to be by my side as the princess of darkness?", he asked me, his voice now sounding a bit more confident again.I just smiled widely at him. "Of course I do", I replied to him. Now that was pretty obvious. If that wasn't a confession then slap me.The two of us finished eating our dinner before we eventually decided to head over to my cottage. Just when we were about to enter, the nighttime announcement started to play on the monitor in my cottage. "Shut up", I let out to the monitor, locking the door so that no one would be able to murder us during sleep. I set down the key onto a small table next to the door to feel less like a serial killer that wanted to kill it's next victim.It may have been dumb to trust someone in that kind of situation but I felt safe around him. And I doubt he would have accepted if he didn't have any trust in me as well.The two of us sat down on my bed. We both didn't really feel like going to bed already so we decided to still do something before we went to bed. I searched through all the titles I had and in the end, we decided ourselves for an anime. I put it on and sat back down onto my bed, slightly leaning against the breeder. I could tell he was slightly overwhelmed by that but he wrapped an arm around my shoulders.I rested my head against his shoulder, looking up to him a bit. His gaze met mine, his face getting a bit red. Eventually, he got a bit closer towards me, his warm breath hitting my cheek. I gulped, my face getting red now as well. I turned further towards him and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling his face even closer to mine until the gap between our faces was filled as soon as our lips connected. I kissed him back, one of my hands driving into his styled up hair. I felt his hands on my waist as soon as he pulled me into his lap, not breaking the kiss.I wrapped my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss a bit. I felt Gundham's arms being wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to his body. I would lie if I said I didn't like that- I could feel my heart pound like crazy in my chest as I noticed the breeder sliding his tongue over the edge of my mouth. I swirled my tongue around his, cupping his cheeks in both of the palms of my hands, bringing him closer.Goosebumps formed on my skin as his cold hands slid under my shirt, resting on my waist. Butterflies formed in the pit of my stomach as I felt a hardening bulge digging into my inner thigh. Gundham definitely seemed to be liking this as well. We eventually broke the kiss, both of us breathing a bit quicker. I opened my eyes again and looked into his eyes, seeing that his face was bright red. "Are you willing to go on my dear?", he asked me, basically staring into my eyes. A smile formed my lips as I eventually nodded. "Very well then", he replied, pulling me even closer if that even was possible anymore.It didn't take us long enough anymore until our boths lips locked again. I kissed the guy back while gently grinding my hips against his. I could feel his hands on my hips while he slid his tongue into my mouth once again. I swirled my own tongue around his while one of my hands slid towards his styled hair.After some time, I broke the kiss and slid down from his lap which made him look pretty confused until I eventually knelt down in front of him while he was still sitting on the side of my bed. My hands slid downwards from his chest towards his pants to undo them. I slid his pants down along with his INviSibLE UnDErwEAr, causing his erection to spring free in front of me. He rested his weight on both of his arms behind him while he looked down towards me.This was probably the last chance to stop now but I didn't really want to stop there. I mean of course I was being somehow nervous but that was normal.I gulped and slid my hand over his thigh towards his dick, grabbing his dick. I leaned my face over the tip of it, gently licking over it before swirling my tongue around it before gently sucking on it. This caused Gundham to let out a low groan as he moved one hand towards my head. He drove his fingers through my hair while I slowly started to move my head, pushing a bit more of his dick into my mouth. While I did that, I drove my hands over his thighs. His breathing quickened up as I eventually sped up my pace as well. I gently squeezed his thighs while he kept the hair out of my face as I sucked him off.The silent groans the breeder let out while I did so motivated me to move my head a little faster again, slowly driving my tongue along his shaft to the rhythm of my movements. The hand I was holding onto his shaft with slowly moved up and down as well, which caused my boyfriend to increase the volume of his groans. I soon took more of his dick into my mouth while I put away the hand that was wrapped around his shaft, moving up and down at a steady pace and laid it down on one of his thighs.After some more moments, I moved my head even quicker, causing Gundham to dig the nails of his hand that wasn't buried in my hair into the bed sheet. I noticed that his hips struggled to stay planted on the edge of my bed, causing his dick to push in a bit deeper into my mouth. That caused my gag-reflex to kick in a little. It didn't take me too long anymore to move my head as quick as I could, moving my tongue along his shaft as well.As I drove with my fingertips over his thighs, I could feel them getting more tense in combination with his hips barely being able to stay planted. That told me that he was getting close. I could hear him letting out some loud grunts while I felt his warm and thick liquid slowly spurting into my mouth.Both of our faces were bright red as I swallowed his cum but I eventually sat back down in the breeder's lap again. He wrapped his arms around my waist again, pulling me closer. His hands snickered under my shirt, gently lifting it up as he pulled it over my head, throwing it to the ground along to his pants, my bra soon following. It didn't take his shirt, coat and scarf long to join the ground as well, as well as my pants/skirt and panties.I eventually found myself being pinned down by my boyfriend so I was laying underneath his slim, yet somehow muscular figure. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he was grabbing my hips. "This will be your last opportunity. Are you still wishing to do this?", Gundham asked me. "Of course. I won't hesitate to tell you if I don't want something", I replied to him, kissing his forehead. "Very well then", he replied, grabbing both of my thighs eventually. Butterflies formed in the pit of my stomach as soon as he pressed the tip of his dick against the entrance of my pussy. I felt him slowly pushing in his tip, causing me to let out a low groan.I could tell that he was extremely careful not to hurt me. After all, Gundham was a really nice guy.He slowly inserted a bit more of his dick than just the tip, making me breathe a little heavier. After he pushed as much in as he could, he let me adjust his size which didn't take too long.After I gave him the sign to, he eventually started to move his hips a bit, gently and slowly thrusting in and out of me. At first, of course this hurt. But it wasn't like I didn't survive this pain or something, it was rather harmless. After all, it didn't take that long as well until that was fading.I slowly started to enjoy myself when Gundham started to get a bit quicker in his thrusts. Not too much though, still careful not to hurt me. I let out silent moans of pleasure as I felt him inside of me. Wrapping my legs around his hips, I pulled the breeder into a kiss, wrapping my arms around his neck as well. My breath quickened a bit as Gundham increased his speed again, silently grunting into the kiss. I silently moaned into the kiss, driving my hands up towards his hair which slowly but surely got a bit loose, considering how much I played with it. I just loved playing with hair.While my boyfriend kept pounding into me, I felt his hands travel towards my chest, cupping my boobs which caused me to gasp silently. I felt my boyfriend swirling his tongue around mine in reaction to me slipping my tongue into his mouth while he kept massaging and squeezing my boobs.It didn't take him long until he started to quicken up his pace again, his thrusts getting a bit more intensive. I started to moan a bit louder into the kiss we shared and I noticed that his grunts were getting louder as well. I could feel one of his hands staying on my boob, gently squeezing and pulling my nipple while his other hand slid down my stomach, all the way towards my clit, gently rubbing it in circles. This caused me to moan out a bit louder while I could feel my climax getting nearer and nearer.The two of us broke the kiss eventually while I moaned louder than before. Gundhams grunts and groans were getting louder as well, signaling that he was close as well. My body started to get tense before I eventually released Gundham still continuing to thrust into me while I reached my high.Some short moments later, while I was still panting and breathing heavily, my boyfriend pulled out of me and eventually spilled his seed onto my stomach and my boobs.Both of us were exhausted and fell down onto the bed. I wrapped my arms loosely around the chest of my boyfriend, yawning a bit. "It seems that we shall rest until another day begins", Gundham let out to me, wrapping one arm loosely around my waist as well. I nodded and started the episode of the anime again since neither of us didn't really focus on the episodes while we were having sex. I yawned once again and rested my head on top of his exposed chest, my gaze wandering towards the TV in front of the bed. I closed my eyes in fatigue and felt his chest falling and rising to the rhythm of his breathing before I eventually dozed off in peace.
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Your P.O.V"Fucking son of a bitch", Shorter mumbled out as he shot some guys that started to pick a fight with the two of us. I leaned against the wall, my hand gripping my thigh. "Are you okay?", Shorter asked, his tall figure turning towards me while I was leaning against the wall of a building. "I've seen better days", I replied to the gang leader. "Are you able to walk?", he asked me. I wasn't sure.I eventually decided to try and do a step. But as soon as I stepped onto my left leg, I felt a sharp and intense pain rushing through it. "Ah SHIT", I cursed, clenching my hands into a fist in pain. More blood was rushing from the wound towards the ground. The more I moved, the worse it got. I looked down towards the wound. That bastard rammed a knife through my thigh when we were fighting.I mean, I had to see that coming. I was in Shorter's gang for a while now. Almost 2 years now. We were childhood friends ever since we still pissed into diapers. After some time, he found himself running a gang and I found that pretty impressive. I mean, he started to spend less time with me because it was obviously difficult to keep up your personal life and the gang's business at the same time, but we still did some things every now and then and wrote each other text messages each day.I could understand why he needed so much time for his gang but it was still somehow sad that he had less time for me ever since he started that. Ever since years ago, I started to develop a huge crush on the guy. I always felt somehow bad about it though.. I mean- yes I knew I couldn't do anything for these feelings and stuff but it would kill me if that would change anything to the worse between us.However, I was still somehow curious about what made him so sure about this. I couldn't really understand it at first but when I eventually convinced him that I could join, I got it. It was a pain to convince him but I somehow managed it. Of course he was worried about me and I knew that he didn't want to lose me and all but after lots of training, I managed to convince him that I was able to join.We both knew damn well that that was pretty dangerous after all. I also always prepared myself that I could die or get hurt but that was kind of obvious.At least, I now got why he was so sure about that job. I understood why he was doing this. Even though this was dangerous and it wasn't really fun to kill people (even though I didn't have a problem with it when I really had to), it was somehow exciting and in addition, I got more time with Shorter. That wasn't the main reason of course, but it was definitely a benefit."Wait don't move", Shorter let out, quickly heading towards me. I stood still like he said and supported my weight on my right leg which wasn't hurt. Short soon wrapped an arm around my shoulder, supporting my weight before he slid his other arm a bit downwards, picking me up eventually. "You don't have to do that", I let out to him, my face starting to turn into a slightly red shade. "What do you mean I don't have to do that? You clearly can't walk", Shorter let out in response. I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. "I'll take you to my home, it's not far. There I can treat your wound", Shorter soon added as he was starting to walk. "Thanks man-", I let out to him. "Of course", he replied, smiling gently at me.When I was this close to him, I couldn't help but feel comfortable. It was so.. warm and soft when my punk friend carried me towards his home. Though, I still felt a sharp and intense pain in my thigh. That had to happen sooner or later and I wasn't really surprised. It still hurt like shit though.. Even the slightest move made me suffer from pain. I mean, I was somehow able to ignore the pain but as soon as I moved, it was way too bad.After some time, Shorter arrived at his home. He went inside, pushing the door shut with his foot as soon as he headed into the bathroom with me, letting me down on the edge of the bathtub before he got out towels, bandages and some stuff to clean the wound. "This might hurt a little now, Shorter let out as he kneeled down onto the ground in front of me, his grip landing on the handle of the knife. "It's fine I can handle it", I let out to him. He just nodded, resting his other hand on the edge of the tub besides me.As I tightly grabbed his hand in pain and muffled curses and painful groans with biting my lip, I could feel him pulling the knife out. It was hard to keep down a yell and lots of curses but I somehow managed it which was a surprise, considering how much this shit hurt.It didn't take him long to stop the bleeding shortly after. He soon took a cloth which was soaked in warm water gently held it over the wound, cleaning the fresh and the dried blood off the wound. I inhaled sharply in pain, making the sound of sucking the air through my teeth as he cleaned and disinfected the wound which hurt a lot but again: I kinda had to see that coming.After he finished cleaning my wound, Shorter wrapped some bandages around it. "Thanks, seriously", I let out to him as he sat down next to me, wrapping an arm around my shoulders while he gently lifted me off the edge of the tub. I wrapped my arms around his neck once again, while he carried me towards his bedroom. "Of course man. If we don't treat it right, that shit can cause some real problems", Shorter replied while he set me down on the bed. "The hospital is pretty far away from here so I'll take you there tomorrow. For now, I think we should rest some time", the gang leader soon added. I smiled at him and nodded. "Do you need some spare clothes?", he soon asked me. "Actually- that would be pretty nice. I don't think it's a good idea to sleep in blood stained clothing", I let out, scratching the back of my head.My hands supported my weight as I was sitting on Shorter's bed while I watched him heading towards his closet. Multiple shirts, hoodies and jeans were falling down from the closet towards the floor while he was searching for some things that could fit me. "Here you go", he let out to me, holding out some sweatpants with an oversized shirt, not even bothering to pick up the clothes again that he just threw out of the closet of his while he was searching for some. "Thank you", I replied to his gesture, taking the things he held out to me.When my childhood friend eventually headed out of the room so I could change, I took some time to change. Changing the shirt was easy but changing into the sweatpants was kind of a challenge. With every move I made, even more pain was rushing through my leg but I eventually got over it and changed myself eventually. Not long after, I heard a knocking on the door of his room. "Can I come in again?", he asked. "Yep you can come in", I replied, stretching my back a bit which caused it to crack a little, followed by the door opening up while Shorter slid himself through the gap between the doorframe and the door.I could soon feel an arm being wrapped around my shoulders. When I looked next to me, I saw how close Shorter and I had been right now. "I think we should go to bed now", he let out, laying down on the bed next to me. "If you need anything, feel free to wake me okay?", he offered me, pulling me a little closer after he wrapped the blanket around the two of us. I nodded in response, gently snuggling into him a bit.I was somehow thinking about what he just said about waking him if I needed something. I knew damn well that that was going to be pretty hard considering you could literally steal the bed under his ass away while he was sleeping and he wouldn't wake up.Shortly after, I could see a weak light coming from the TV in front of us. I decided to snuggle a bit further against him, resting my head on his slightly muscular chest. Not too long after, I could already feel his hand being tangled in my hair strands. Even though the wound still hurt like shit, I was able to somehow ignore the pain when I was with him like that. He was so comfortable and it was making my heart beat like crazy. I realized how I was not paying attention to the film when I heard the male laughing because of a scene in the movie. It was hard to pay attention to the movie when you were laying next to a person you loved. Especially when you were that close and when he was stroking through your hair, holding you close while you could feel his steady heart beat and his chest rising and falling to the rhythm of his breathing and- fuck my thoughts were killing me right now.I tried to shake those kinds of thoughts off when the two of us were getting a bit closer. I could feel Shorter's gaze being locked onto me for some reason which caused me to look at him as well. I wasn't sure what it was but there was definitely some sort of tension between the two of us. It felt like the gap between our faces got shorter and shorter every moment we were staying like that. I wasn't sure why but my mind was going blank in that moment. It felt like I was doing everything I was doing without really thinking about it, which was also the reason why I tangled my hand into his soft, short, purple hair, pushing up his sunglasses that he still wore over his eyes for some reason even though we were in a closed room at night, in the dark up towards his head, tucking it over some hair strands of his.I wasn't sure what we were doing or about to do but something interrupted us. As we both heard a loud scream, our gaze was instantly guided towards the source of the scream which turned out to be the TV. Somehow disappointed because that brought distance between us again, I kept gazing at the TV before I rested my head again on his chest.What was that just now? And why did that even happen? I didn't manage to think about anything different right now as I felt myself getting sleepier and sleepier second by second. I may didn't know what that was just now but I knew damn well that I really liked what was going on. I couldn't properly describe it. It just felt so god damn comfortable for some reason.. I mean okay, makes sense considering I was madly in love with this dude. It was just such a pain in the ass that someone from the TV had to scream and ruin the moment..so many thoughts were racing through my head in this moment and to be honest, I couldn't quite believe what just happened. I was kinda sad that the TV interrupted that but if we leaned in again, the whole situation would have been pretty weird..My thoughts were interrupted by me feeling my friend move. He reached out with his hand towards the drawer, resting his sun glasses down on it. Shortly after, he wrapped the same arm around my shoulders, pulling me a bit closer towards his warm, comfortable body. I eventually closed my eyes, resting my head onto his chest while listening to his steady heartbeat. Closing my eyes, I slowly drifted asleep to Shorter's chest rising and falling to the rhythm of his breathing.I woke up the next day from the sun shining through the gap between the curtains, directly into my face. I buried my face into Shorter's chest, unobtrusively breathing in his scent. "Mornin' sleepyhead. You slept for a damn long time. Well, no wonder considering your wound", Shorter let out. Shortly after that, I got a bit more awake and felt the intensively stinging pain in my thigh.After I got fully awake, ate something and put on my jeans again (though I left on Shorter's shirt he gave me for sleeping), he told me that he would take me to hospital so the wound would have been properly taken care of.[le time skip]I had to spend some time in hospital because of my wounds. In the meantime, a day had passed and Shorter texted me that he would come and visit me today and that he had something to talk about. Ever sine I read that text, I had a nervous feeling in the pit of my stomach. I already had a feeling that the things he wanted to talk about was surely the thing from yesterday, when we were really close to kissing if the TV didn't interrupt us. What do I say if he wants to talk about that? What if I fuck everything up? Man I was so nervous..To somehow distract myself from the nervousness and my thoughts, I started to play a game on my phone that I took with me to the hospital until I heard the door opening. My gaze turned from the screen of my phone towards the tall figure heading through the door which eventually caused me to lose this round of the game. "Hey Shorter", I let out to him, smiling gently as I put off my phone and laid it towards the drawer next to the hospital bed. "Yo! Are you feeling any better today?", he asked me, grabbing a chair and pulling it towards me so he would sit down in front of me. "Meh it still hurts like shit but I won't be in hospital for too long", I replied to him, stretching myself a bit while I sat up straight.After a little smalltalk, he scratched the back of his head and seemed somehow uneasy for some reason. "What was the thing you wanted to talk to me about by the way? You mentioned something like that in the text you sent me", I eventually spoke up."You know.. What was that 2 days ago? You know what I'm talking about, right?", he asked me, somehow looking down to the ground. "I know what you mean and.. I'm not sure", I admitted, looking down into my lap. "Well, do you wanna.. continue this maybe?", he asked me, his face getting a bit red along with a slight but noticeable smirk forming his lips.I couldn't believe that really happened right now. I mean, yes, he was somehow flirty, even in friendship but- now he wanted to kiss me? Like for real? My face flushed into a dark shade of red. "I mean- I wouldn't mind", I admitted, somehow still shocked that he actually asked me for that.Before I knew it, I saw Shorter getting up from the chair, now standing tall in front of me. He rested his hand on my cheek, now sitting down on the edge of the hospital bed, leaning a little down towards me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and slid his sunglasses up towards his head, tucking it in his purple dyed hair and before I even knew it, I could feel his hot breath against my cheek before he kissed me passionately. Intense butterflies formed in my stomach as I pulled him even closer, closing my eyes. This felt so fucking right, I couldn't even describe it. I kissed him back immediately after, pulling him as close as I could in this situation. I could swear I could feel him grinning into the kiss as he was slowly pushing his tongue over the edge of my mouth, swirling it around my own.The two of us soon parted again, both of us still breathing a little quickly. "You know, I wanted this for a while now but never had the balls to do that", I let out to him, scratching the back of my head. "I feel the same but after what happened a few days ago, I thought it was a good idea to confess", my friend let out eventually. This felt so.. unreal right now. I couldn't really believe that had happened so I just hugged him out of the nowhere. "I'm so glad it worked out", I mumbled out while I buried my face into his shoulder.
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Your P.O.VI was around 14 as I somehow managed to get involved into a toxic relationship. I hated it. At first he told me all the right things. He was being gentle, he was being nice, he gave me compliments and he helped me out so much. I was so glad that he was there but after some time, he showed his true face.We were around 6 months in a relationship with him being unproblematic. But soon enough, he started to force things onto me. He knew damn well that I didn't want to fuck him or do anything similar, at least yet. He knew that exactly. But he soon got pretty manipulative. He said things like: "This is the only time we're doing this, I promise", "Come on, this is my birthday, that's the only thing I want for my birthday" or "It hurts that you apparently don't even trust me that you put off your clothes in front of me". This shit didn't have to do anything with trust but it worked after he indirectly told me he would break up if I didn't do what he said. I just got over it at some point. I didn't have any other chance anyways. If I didn't, he broke up with me and I was scared that he would get aggressive if I left him earlier. He knew my full name and my address.However, I somehow managed to make him break up with me and he soon moved away to Austria. Even though I had time to recover my mental health, I was still extremely down from what had happened, which was obvious. I felt extremely disgusting and at the start, I even had troubles looking into the mirror. It was an awful feeling. For some time, I had troubles when people touched me. I was fine with really close friends touching me that I knew since my childhood but even when my family touched me I was close to having a panic attack. But after some years, things had gotten a bit better. I was fine with people touching me depending on where. When it came to shaking the hand out of being polite, that was more than fine, as well as tapping on my shoulder or something. But body parts like my thighs or stomach were still a total no-go for almost everyone.I was glad to have a chance to meet new people when I realized that I was getting accepted to Hope's Peak Academy. After all, those people were unique, had amazing talents and seemed really cool. Today was my first day there. I was somehow exited and yet, I was still somehow unsure since I knew damn well that I didn't know anyone in this school. I was the only one from my old school that was an ultimate and even had the abilities to attend Hope's Peak. But there was also a chance that I was getting some new friends.I stood in front of the tall building, looking somehow nervously towards the entrance of the school. As I went inside, the halls of this school were filled with a lot of people. I already stuffed my earphones into my ears as I was getting here, so I walked around the school with earphones that blasted some rock/metal with full volume. I knew that listening to music on full volume would make any other people also hear the music but I didn't really care about that a lot.I made my way towards my new classroom, sitting down somewhere. I was pretty early so I was able to choose my seat without having to depend on which seats were free.It didn't take the others of the class too long to enter the classroom though since not too long after, almost every seat was taken, including the one next to me. A red haired guy sat down next to me. He had lots of piercings, especially on his ears but it looked extremely good on him. His beard was a bit weird but it somehow fit to him and suited his face. I unplugged both of my earphones and put the phone into my schoolbag, closing it again before the teacher would arrive. "I like the music you're listening to", the guy next to me let out to me, smiling. "Oh really? Was it that loud?", I asked, chuckling slightly while scratching the back of my head in slight embarrassment. "I guess man. I could hear it at least. I'm also a big fan of punk music. Obviously", the redhead replied to me. "Oh really? that's cool. What's your favorite band?", I asked him. "I suppose I like the sex pistols in the moment", he replied. "Oooh I like that band too. I have some songs downloaded", I let out, somehow excited. IAfter the two of us talked some pretty long time about our favorite kinds of music, we thought that it would be a good idea to actually introduce ourselves. "I'm Y/N. I'm the ultimate [idk, pick a talent you would like to have]", I let out to him, leaning a bit back. "That's cool. I'm Leon Kuwata. Ultimate Baseball Star", Leon replied. "Oh I've heard of you. though, you look so different in the pictures I saw", I replied. "Yea I've gotten sick of having to cut my hair so I just let it grow. Also, I don't wanna dye my hair back to normal again", he explained soon. "That's understandable. I wouldn't do that either", I replied to the baseball star, smiling at him.At this point, almost a whole year had passed and I actually got pretty close to the baseball star. I never would have expected to get close to a literal international star but he was actually nice. He was pretty flirty but I didn't mind that. It was only words. Besides that, I was feeling somehow nervous when I was around him. It felt weird and I knew exactly what that kind of feeling was and even though I swore to myself that I wouldn't catch feelings so quickly again after what had happened with my ex-boyfriend some years ago. But I couldn't help it, I just got emotionally attached way too quickly towards the punk boy. Even though he did flirt, I knew that he wasn't going to do anything that I didn't want. And if he did, then he would gonna regret it.Stretching myself, I let out a loud yawn as I leaned back against the back of the chair of my seat in the classroom. Leon soon arrived in the classroom as well, sitting down next to me. "Good news, I got the tickets for the Punk rock and metal festival this weekend! You better not change your plans", he let out to me, handing me one of the tickets that he bought for the two of us. "As if I would miss a punk rock and metal festival with you. No way in hell", I let out to him, putting away the ticket hyped. I was SO looking forward to it and I knew that it was going to be late but however.After a few more days, Saturday finally arrived. The festival started pretty early but we decided to skip the first few bands since festivals are pretty exhausting and staying there the whole day was a bit much. At around 11am, the two of us met up at the station. I decided myself to put on an oversized band shirt of a band that we both liked along with a matching hat and an oversized, thin hoodie that was unzipped paired with some baggy pants.Leon didn't look too different than usually. I had to say, it was weird to see him in school uniform when we were in school when I spent some time with him besides school and saw how he really dressed in his spare time but his outfit now didn't really surprise me.I was glad that Leon offered me to stay overnight over his place since his home wasn't too far away from the train station.Of course, the train was late but that was always like that. When the two of us eventually got inside the train, it was pretty empty for the fact that it was Saturday just a bit after lunchtime. Both of us got two seats next to each other eventually. Since it would take a time until we got out there, I saw my friend getting out his phone. "Wanna take a pic together? you know, just for memories and all..?", he asked me, a slight grin forming his face. "Yea sure", I let out to him, smiling softly as I got a little closer while I watched him opening his camera app.My heart sped up a little as the baseball star wrapped an arm around my shoulders, pulling me closer so the two of us fit into the picture. Though, I shook it off. I smiled, my gaze focused on the screen of Leon's phone as he took the picture of the two of us.After the train eventually arrived, the two of us headed outside, walking along a short path towards the festival place. We showed our tickets and got those bracelets made out of fabric. I was never gonna put that bracelet off my wrist again.The whole concert hall was filled with people while the stage was covered in colored fog. It didn't take the band long to disappear that was playing just now since we entered only a few minutes before the band's songs ended. While the next band built their equipment onto the stage, we quickly got some drinks. I chose a drink out of a bottle since I didn't trust people which was probably the best idea.Most of the people searched some places to sit on and talk to each other while the other band was still building up their instruments and their stage. Leon and I took the chance to get down and get a place near the stage so we wouldn't have to stand all behind in the crowd. The soundcheck was pretty hilarious. The singer of the next band was about to sing something for the crowd to check if the mic was working but it didn't. So we just saw the mouth opening while no one heard a thing since the conversations of the other visitors were louder than the soundcheck of the microphone. The two of us looked at each other and then soon started to laugh a bit.Soon enough, the band was finished with putting up all of the needed instruments which caused a crowd forming around us. The songs of the band were actually pretty good. It was a Hungarian band called Dalriada (yes, I've actually been to a metal festival and the songs were so fucking good). I have never even heard of that band before but actually, this band was really really good and underrated. I couldn't really sing along but that was fine. The atmosphere was nice.Though, while the band played, I was feeling somewhat uncomfy. I just couldn't really explain why though.. I started headbanging slightly as I heard a weird ass voice saying somthing behind me. I looked behind me to see an older man with a beer in hand. "Oh yea", he let out like every minute. What made it even weirder is that I had the feeling that he was staring at me for some reason. I felt somehow uncomfortable, OBVIOUSLY. And apparently, Leon noticed that. "Yo, here you can see the stage better", Leon soon let out to me, dragging me towards the other end of the room. I mean, you could still see the stage almost perfectly as well, it didn't even matter anyways when it came to the sight onto the stage. But I was more comfortable without that weird dude.We soon started to concentrate onto the festival again.We were just about to leave since we still needed to wait for the train and that was the last one. It was just half an hour before midnight so sadly, we had to leave slowly.I sat down on a spot on the floor where no beer or shards of glass were spread across the floor because it's easy to spill your drinks when you're enjoying the music in the meantime, drinking out my bottle of [fav drink] while Leon was heading towards the toilet. I was leaning back a bit, waiting for Leon to come back as I noticed that someone was coming along towards me. At first I just thought that he might just went along that way but that wasn't the case. I saw that the guy was sitting down with crossed legs on the giant stairs next to me, greeting me. He was at least in his late 40s and I was 18 years old, just old enough to be called an adult. That kind of creeped me out. I mean okay I guess some people guess my age a bit older but I still looked young- obviously, because I WAS young."Hey", he let out to me, looking towards me. I could already smell that he was drunk. "uh.. Hi?", I replied, sliding a bit away from him. "Where are you from?", he asked me. I obviously said something wrong because I don't trust people. "That's cool, I'm from Berlin", he replied to me. "Oh uh nice. Pretty far away, huh?", I let out, feeling more uncomfortable second from second. Apparently I was being clear that I wasn't comfortable which was good, though, I can't quite say that he understood that it was a good thing to leave me alone right now. "You don't have to be afraid of me", the guy in his mid 40s let out, laying a hand on my thigh.That was the point where it got too far. My breathing quickened up and my body started to shake a bit. Clenching my fist, I avoided looking into his face. No- Not the fuck again. I didn't know how to react in this situation since I was kind of panicking right now. "Please don't touch me. I'm not good with people", I let out to him, sliding a bit away from him so his hand would get off my thigh which just made him laugh as soon as I said the part that I'm not good with people. He wanted to get a bit closer again but luckily, Leon quickly returned from the bathroom."Hey she said she didn't want you to touch her. Get away from her", he let out seeming pissed off. "That's not your deal", he let out to Leon eventually. "Dude she clearly is uncomfortable. Let's go Y/N", he let out to me, grabbing my hand. "Yea we'll miss the train otherwise", I replied to him, letting him drag me along to the exit.Before I could thank him for getting me out of the situation, the redhead spoke up. "Did he do anything to you?", he asked me, stopping as he looked at me. I mean, he did touch my thigh but further than that, he didn't get the chance to. Thanks, seriously-", I replied to him, hugging him tightly. "Woah of course man- Are you okay?", he asked me, somehow worried since I hugged him so suddenly. I let out a sigh. "Yea it's just-", I replied, not quite sure if I should tell him my backstory. But at the other side, maybe it wasn't a bad idea to talk to someone about it sometime. After all, I didn't talk to anyone about it up till now."It's just what?", he replied as I let go of him while we walked the short way towards the train station.I started to explain him the whole story when we arrived at the station and when we eventually got into the train. It just felt so right to tell him what happened now. "So... When that old man sat down next to me and touched me that kind of got my trauma back. I don't mind when people touch me that I trust and I like in the meantime but men that are more than double the age as me definitely not", I let out to him shortly before the train arrived at our destination. "What a jerk. I mean I get that he gets excited from people he finds attractive but that's SO uncool", he replied to me. "I mean yea, a year later after we broke up, I let his parents know what he did with screenshots and I went to the police with that. He surely will have LARGE troubles to get a job now but I still am so pissed and traumatized from him", I replied to him. "Pff, at least you got revenge", he let out.when the two of us arrived at his home, he let me inside. I was for real glad that I was able to actually tell him what had happened. I was so relived that I actually got this off my chest and that he hated my ex-boyfriend as well.After I put on some clothes that I left over at Leon's place beforehand, I headed back into his room. I sat down next to him. I couldn't help but make an actual step to get a little closer towards the punk. I took a deep breath as I leaned myself gently against him, resting my head on his shoulder. I could swear that I saw a grin forming his lips while I felt a hand gently tangling into my hair, stroking it gently. "This is okay, right?", he asked me. "Yea, don't worry. I'm telling you if I don't want something", I replied to him, smiling widely.It was adorable how he asked if that was okay and it was so comfortable. He managed to get me to relax again after what had happened during the festival and that didn't really surprise me considering how much he meant to me. I was glad that I was with him right now and that I found him as a friend even though I had to admit that I wanted to be more than that, especially after today. We took SO many cool photos and videos and it was insane, besides that one guy. Other than that, we really made cool memories and we both saw one of our favorite bands live and bought shirts, hats and band pins.I looked towards him after Leon put on the TV, putting on something that we could fall asleep to. It was around 2am right now and we both were really tired.The two of us slipped under the covers though that still didn't stop me from snuggling up against him. I rested my head on his shoulder while I felt one of his arms snickering around my waist, holding me tightly against him. Being still extremely tired, I looked up to the punk. "Can I kiss you?", he asked me, grinning widely. "I'd be mad if you didn't", I replied to him, somehow surprised but happy.The baseball star just nodded while he turned towards me, resting one of his warm hands on my cheek. Blushing slightly, I drove my hands towards his neck, tangling my fingers with his soft, unstyled, red hair. I could feel Leon's warm breath against the skin of my face before he leaned in further, closing the gap between our faces. I closed my eyes while I could feel my heart quicken up a bit while I kissed him back. His other hand drove towards my waist, gently squeezing it while he pulled me deeper into the kiss with his other hand on my cheek.After a while, the two of us parted eventually and looked into each other's eyes. "You're so fucking cute, you know that?", he let out to me while he slid a few hair strands behind my ear so they wouldn't fall into my face. "I'm glad you think so", I let out to him, wrapping my arms around his waist tightly while I snuggled into him, soon drifting off to sleep.
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Your P.O.VToday was the second of January. I knew damn well that my boyfriend Leon Kuwata would come home late today because of a game. He seemed a bit sad and disappointed when I said I wouldn't come and watch until I said that I still got something to prepare for his birthday. Then he seemed somehow excited and of course tried getting out of me what it was that I planned. We usually always said we wouldn't be doing a lot for our birthdays but every time, this turned out to be a lie from the both of us. I only said it wasn't so big but I knew damn that I planned quite some things.To be honest, it was the first time that I've actually gotten to bake something on my own without the help of other people so I PRAYED I wouldn't fuck this up. In case, I even bought some of the ingredients more than I needed just to make sure I'd still have enough if this fucked up.While I did the second part of the dough, I got out the part I already put into the oven. I opened it up, a hot wave of good smelling air hitting my face directly. I first forgot I wasn't wearing any oven gloves as I wanted to get it out and somehow burned a small part of my fingers. I clumsily put out the oven and held my fingers under the cold water of my sink in the kitchen before I dried them and got the oven gloves, not making the same mistake again.I got out the lower half of the cake and set it down on the kitchen counter next to the stove. At least I didn't burn my cake.. For the lower half of the cake, I did the same as I did just now only that I added baking cacao. Then I set Cherries on top of that and put it into the oven. While I was waiting for the lower half to cool off, I put the upper half without the cacao into the oven.That gave me some time to clean off the kitchen things I needed for later on and to make the cream that I'd use to connect the parts and to spread around the whole cake. I did as intended and then used the juice of the cherries to make a fruity part on top of that cake.I remember how that used to be my favorite cake in my childhood. My mom would always make that for my birthdays and I loved this cake, so I decided that I would do this for his birthday for breakfast.When I was finished, I looked at the time. Damn he would be back soon enough... I used the lowest part of the fridge to hide the cake and put some of the other things we kept in there and didn't open yet around it, hiding it well. To make it even less obvious, I put a pot of food that we ate today for lunch into the fridge as well so he wouldn't see it.Hastily, I pushed everything into the dishwasher and put it on so there would be no trace of evidence left.Shortly after, I heard someone opening the door with a key which must've been Leon. I soon headed out of the kitchen again, switching off the light on my way as I greeted the baseball star. "Hey babe", I let out to him as I gently kissed his cheek. He smiled at me, kissing my forehead while he was unwrapping his scarf and putting off his shoes and his coat. "Man I'm so done", he let out after he greeted me. "Was the game that exhausting?", I asked him as the two of us made our way into the living room. "The team just completely relies on me", Leon replied. "I mean- I guess since you're the ultimate baseball star and all-", I let out, scratching the back of my head. "Yea but that doesn't mean that they can COMPLETELY rely on me", the baseball star eventually replied. "Okay true", I let out to him."Though, now you're home so you can relax", I let out, wrapping my arms around his waist while snuggling into him. "Yea that's true", he let out, wrapping an arm around me while his other hand headed towards my head, gently laying it onto his chest. "It sucks that we have school tomorrow. I'd rather spend the day with you all alone", Leon soon let out. "I know it sucks but no worries, I've got something planned to make it up", I replied, grinning widely. "Oh c'mon, don't make me so hyped on it, you know I've got no patience", he whined. "I know, that's exactly WHY I do it", I let out, giggling. "Anyways I know so well you will L O V E what I prepared for you", I let out with an evil grin towards him. "You're evil, you know that?", he let out in response to me teasing him. I replied with a giggle.The next day, I woke up earlier than the baseball star. I quickly put off the alarm so he wouldn't wake up but when you think about it.. You could literally steal the bed under his attractive ass and he wouldn't wake up. I was still being tightly held by my boyfriend since we both fell asleep cuddling last night. Carefully, I sneaked out of the grip of my boyfriend and sneaked into the kitchens. I put some candles into the cake, lightening them up along with plates and glasses full of his favorite juice. I quickly headed towards the bathroom and fished my school uniform from the heater since I just washed it and I'll need that later on since we still have to go to school.I headed towards our shared bedroom again as I heard Leon's alarm ringing as a sign that he should wake up. I stood up and waited somehow nervously for him to arrive in the living room. I quickly headed towards the TV, switched on YouTube and got out a punk-rock version of Happy Birthday for him since I knew that he liked that kind of music.As soon as he eventually headed out of the bedroom being somehow confused why I wasn't there, he saw what I did and smiled sleepily at him. His hair was unstyled and hanging down messily from his head. "Happy birthday babe", I let out to the shirtless redhead, pulling him into a hug. "Thanks sweetheart", he let out in response, kissing my forehead.The two of us soon sat down on the table where Leon soon blew out the candles and put it out of the cake. I soon started to cut the cake into equal slices and put one of them onto each of our plates. "Dude that cake's so good. I had no idea you were good at baking", Leon soon let out to me. "Thanks! I'm actually not, I usually need help from others while I'm baking or cooking but I did this a lot of times with my mom when I was younger. It was my favorite cake", I explained to him as an answer to his statement."But if you think that that cake is awesome, just you wait until after school", I let out, grinning devilish. "OH COME ON- It's my birthday already so can't you tell me?", he whined, dramatically dropping his fork down onto the plate, making me giggle. "It'd kill the surprise. After school, we should still be able to have enough time to change out of our school uniform before we head there", I let out to him, taking a sip of my glass of juice.[Le time skip]The school day was so fucking long today. At least it felt that way and I could tell how he was getting way more impatient minute by minute and that was kind of funny to watch. After school, we hurried towards our apartment and changed into some clothes that we liked. I eventually even stole a shirt of his which was a little too large on me but I loved that shirt. I grabbed a backpack that I already prepared for this day. In there, was a box with the gift, the glove he used for baseball plays and which I sneaked into the backpack when he wasn't looking and of course my purse and my phone.I hastily slipped into my coat and my shoes before I headed outside with my boyfriend, taking him towards the station.We had to wait a little but eventually, the two of us were in a train. We sat there, just the two of us. "Okay I think now I can give you the tickets because when we arrive, you'll definitely know what I had planned", I let out to him, grabbing the box with the gift and handing it towards the punk. He looked excited as he opened it up, finding two tickets for a punk, rock and heavy metal festival inside. "Woah you're kidding! This is so cool", he let out to me, laying the box to the side as he was suddenly hugging me tightly. I smirked at his reaction.The thing with the festival was that one of our favorite bands were the finale and the big highlight and even gave autographs while another band played. "Man I can't believe you got those! I wanted to get tickets for that too but they were completely sold out", the punk soon let out as he let go of me, closing the box again while he was putting it back into the backpack. "And I even got your baseball glove with me so you can let it get signed", I added. "No fuckin way!", he let out, causing me to grin. "I would've taken your bat but... I don't think they would gonna let us in with that", I replied, scratching the back of my head.After some time of us driving with the train towards the place the concert was in, we got out eventually. The two of us hurried towards the Festival place, showed our tickets and got those kinds of fabric bracelets to prove that we were already in if we wanted to take a break and get outside and breathe some air. A band was currently playing but we didn't know that band, so it wasn't such a pain if we stood in the line for the autographs while it played. And besides that, we were still able to hear the music. It took us some time until we were there but luckily, they didn't take too long for everyone so we weren't too long in the line.When Leon and I were eventually there, the band members greeted us. "Could you gimme an autograph on my baseball glove?", he asked, handing it to them. "Sure thing. Here ya go buddy", one of the band members let out towards my boyfriend.Even I let them sign something which was important to me before we eventually left and headed towards the small stand which sold drinks. We quickly got some drinks as the band stopped and the next band started to build up. The space in front of the stage cleared itself and the people sat down on the sides of the building. We quickly headed down and saved ourselves a spot in the crowd which was close to the stage so we would see the band a lot better and then sat down on the floor.We could already see that the next band quickly started to build up their equipment. The banner of the next band already was let down in the background of the stage, showing the logo 'Dalriada'. I haven't really heard of that band but oh well. I was sure it was good. At least the soundcheck sounded nice.I haven't been on a lot of concerts and festivals but every single one I attended was so fucking awesome. This one was even better than any other concert or festival alone because of the occasion and how much Leon was enjoying himself. The only band I really knew was the big highlight at the end of the festival which happened to be a German Metal band called 'Tanzwut' (big big recommendation to any metal fan, this band is really great and so was their performance on the 'tanzt!' festival in Munich in November) since this was kind of a chance for underground bands to gain fans and attention which was cool. We get to listen to cool ass music and the bands get fans. I'd say a win-win situation.And not gonna lie, even though I didn't understand a word of Dalriada's songs since they were a Hungarian band, they were nice.And soon, finally, there was the finale. Leon and I sneaked our way into the front of the crowd like when it came to Dalriada and waited somehow impatiently while they were quickly building up their equipment.And soon enough, the band started off with a song that we both liked. It was the song 'Zieh dich aus'(For anyone interested, this is the song: https://youtu.be/AcRlOnPewqs)f I'd speak German, I'd prolly sing along with the song but that was hard when we both didn't really speak a lot of German besides some basic words. But besides that, the two of us really enjoyed ourselves. While the band played, I could see some dudes next to us headbang that it looked like a helicopter. That looked funny as fuck if you ask me.If I told my younger self that Bagpipes and Metal actually sounded really nice, I'd prolly wouldn't have believed myself.The song eventually finished, ending in the vocalist talking a bit with the crowd so the next choice of song would make sense. "Just before I went here, I took a picture of myself with the rest of the band to create a memory. Now, I want all of you that have a smartphone to take a picture of yourself with the person you came with or of yourself alone if you're alone here", he let out to us. I looked over to Leon who stood directly next to me and watched him as he pulled out his phone once again from his pocket which he had been taking videos and photos of the concert with all the time while he wrapped an arm around me. I grinned, resting my head on his shoulder as he took the first picture. I then rested one of my hand on his cheek that wasn't turned to me, pulling his face closer while I kissed his cheek, causing him to do another one.The vocalist gave us some time before he eventually played a song about self-love which gave now the part that we should take a picture of ourselves a sense.Soon, as the band wanted to sing the song 'Die Geister die wir riefen'. Tho, at the start of the song, as the vocalist wanted to sing the start, you couldn't hear a thing which was funny as fuck. Just imagine, the crowd being happy and making noise and the singer wants to sing and he opens his mouth and nothing comes out of it. That wasn't really a problem, he just went to the side and got himself another microphone, apologized for it and then headed back onto the stage, starting with the song.The atmosphere was so fucking great. I mean yes, the floor was kind of sticky from the beer that drunk people spilled while dancing along to the songs and it wasn't smelling that great but it was easy to ignore tbh. Leon and I went to a place where no sticky beer was starting to become a fix part of the floor in first place anyways. And it may have been loud but c'mon. What do you even expect from a punk, rock and metal festival anyways? It was super cool however.I soon looked at the time and after Tanzwut finished their song, we somehow pushed our way through the crowd since we had to catch the train. It was already past midnight and in like 20 minutes, the next train would be leaving. It was sad we had to leave now but there weren't many more songs so we wouldn't be missing out on a lot. We have seen the most from the band anyways.Even as we headed outside and the cold air hit our bodies, you could still hear a muffled version of the music that was being played in the main hall of the building. My boyfriend grabbed my hand immediately and held me close to him. "Thanks baby. that was awesome", Leon soon let out to me, planting a short, yet lovingly kiss on my lips with a large grin.Casually, we walked towards the station that wasn't that far from the festival place luckily. We still left a little earlier so we didn't have to hurry and so we could casually head there and because I was being kinda paranoid about it. I'd rather be there 10 minutes earlier than might not catching the train, especially since that was the last one that drove today.After a long train ride and after the train arrived 20 minutes too late, we eventually arrived at home at around 2am. I still heard a silent 'beep' from the festival and shortly after we got out, I still saw everything like through a weird filter but that was normal. The lights were pretty bright after all but I knew that that would go away pretty soon. It was a pain to get into bed and I knew tomorrow, I would be so dead and done for but whatever. I carried great memories from that evening and so did Leon.
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Chihiro's P.O.VEver since a while now, I have been feeling the urge to confess to the class that I am actually a boy and not a girl. I felt somehow guilty because I was lying to my classmates, especially when they were being all so kind to me.. Especially some of my best friends, Y/N, Mondo and Taka. I was feeling so bad and guilty about not letting them know about my secret..But if I was going to come out as a guy to everyone, I would have to get some tips how to because I had no idea how to do that right now. When everyone headed outside for break, I made my way towards some of my best friend's seats, Mondo's and Y/N's. I would have asked Taka too but he was already outside and I didn't want Y/N and Mondo to go outside before I could now. I gulped and eventually spoke up. "Um can I ask you two something..?", I spoke up, playing a bit with my hands. "'course, spit out", Mondo let out. "Sure, what is it?", Y/n asked me while leaning back. Both of their feet being rested on top of the table while they leaned back against the back of their chairs."If you wanted to tell.. let's say a secret to a large amount of people, how would you do that?", I asked my friends. "Hm.. I dunno. I'd prolly wait for a good moment and spit it out to get it over quickly", Mondo soon replied to my question. I wasn't sure if that was a good option for me. I wasn't sure if I could tell my secret in front of everyone being gathered. "I would pick some single people to tell it first and then see how it goes on. Maybe pick other people to tell..", Y/N let out. "that's actually a good idea..", I mumbled out to myself."Why are you asking Chihiro? Do you have something you want to get off your chest?", Y/n soon asked, breaking the silence again. This was my chance. This was a good time to tell. After all, only Y/n and Mondo were listening right now. I knew I could trust them.. Okay Chihiro.. Take a deep breath and.. do it. "Actually..", I began to spoke up. "Yes. You see.. I'm actually not.. a girl- I'm just getting a bit tired of hiding it in front of everyone and it doesn't feel quite fair as well", I let out, feeling somehow relieved that I did it. "Whoa for real?!", Mondo answered to my statement, almost falling off his chair of surprise while his eyes widened a bit. "That was.. surprising-", Y/N let out."A- Are you mad..?", I asked, somehow scared now. "I wouldn't say mad but ya know.. surprised as fuck. Why did ya tell us ya were a chick?", Mondo asked which caused me to explain my reasons. "I just don't want to hide myself in lies anymore", I added to my story. "I'm so sorry Chihiro- of course I'm not mad. In fact, I'm glad you came out with it now", I heard Y/n reply to my story. "Ya man seriously this shit must've been hard for ya", Mondo let out, scratching the back of his head. That somehow made me happy and relieved. "Thank you guys, seriously, you're being so nice to me", I let out, smiling widely at my friends. "of course. But seriously, we got your back", Y/N let out to me in response, making me nod.I was so glad that they caught it pretty well.. especially when it came to Y/N. They were always so supportive and nice to me, I couldn't help it. I had serious feelings for them, even if I didn't knowhow to tell them. I mean- I didn't even have the courage to tell them my secret until just now so how was I supposed to tell them- I sighed and tried to calm down. For now, all that mattered was that Y/N took my secret pretty well.After some more hours, there was another break. Before Taka could storm off again, I caught him in the hallway. "Hey Taka.. could I talk to you about a few things?", I asked him, being pretty glad that that was the big break so I had enough time to tell him everything. Taka didn't react too different than Y/N or Mondo did."Well, there is another thing that I would like to talk about..", I let out to the hall monitor, scratching the back of my head. "Of course! Be free to speak your mind", he let out to me while the two of us were sitting down at the side of the hallway. "You know.. Let's just say there is someone. Someone I really like.. I don't know how to approach them", I let out to him, my voice getting a bit quieter. "Oh.. I'm not sure what you can do to be honest.. I think I would tell this person directly, this is the best way to let it out. After all, if you don't confess, then you never know how the other person is feeling", Taka let out to me. "I know but- I'm not sure if I can do that", I replied to my friend.Taka and I talked a little more but more besides 'tell them', he couldn't really say and I couldn't blame him. After that, I decided that it would be the best to go to another person. At the end of the hallway, I saw Aoi snacking a donut. Perfect. She was alone and she was really nice to me too. And maybe, she had a bit more to say to my situation."Oh hey Chihiro!", Aoi let out as she was waving towards me seeming happy to see me. I smiled back at her, heading towards her so I was able to talk to her. "Are you okay? You seem like something is off", she asked me soon enough. I soon explained the same I did to Taka. I didn't mention Y/N's name but I also didn't tell her that I was a boy. I would do that soon enough."If you don't have enough courage to go towards that person and talk to them honestly, you could do it anonymously", Aoi let out. "What do you mean?", I asked her, moving my head a bit to the side. "You know, create a new e-mail which doesn't mention your name or write anonymous letters or something and talk to them and see how they react. Then you can come up in person", Aoi soon let out. "Wow that's really clever! Thank you!", I let out while a big smile was forming my lips.In the end of the school day, I headed towards my dorm. I did as Aoi said and created a new e-mail address that didn't say my name and started to type the e-mail..I sighed after I typed what I really felt.. I was trying my best to make it sound like it could come from anyone so they wouldn't guess beforehand that it was me. Should I really do that? I mean.. now it's not sent. There was still a turning back.But.. it was just like Taka said. If I didn't tell them how I was feeling, then I would never know how they were feeling towards me.. Your P.O.VAs soon as I was in my dorm, I got a notification on my phone. I got a new e-mail.. Though, for some reason, I didn't know the person that sent me the e-mail, at least, the address wasn't familiar.Dear Y/N,I know this will come a bit surprising but there is something you should know. I have feelings for you. You are always so kind, you are always making me feel better. Every time I talk to you, I can't help but feel happy. I've had those feelings for a while now but I couldn't bring myself to talk to you about it. Please, give me a chance to get to know you better.I was unsure how to feel about this but to be honest, that was kind of exciting. I mean.. I already had my eye on someone. Chihiro was always nice to me and it was really nice spending time with him. I was really glad when he felt like he could trust Mondo and me the most so we were the first ones to know his secret as well, even though I was somehow shocked about what he told us. But it was not like I was going to treat him any different. He was still the same person and it was not making me feel any different towards him. After all, he had his reasons to keep it a secret and after hearing all of this, I couldn't be mad.I eventually convinced myself and typed in a response. I didn't know why I even was responding since I already had my eye on Chihiro.. but something was telling me to do it. Maybe this even was chihiro, even if I shouldn't count on it. But the possibility was there I guessed.Hey,I'm not quite sure how to respond to that e-mail and I have to admit, I'm still somehow speechless. But something is telling me to respond, I just have no idea what. Something about you just sounds nice. So sure, I'd love to give you a chance to get to know me better.[Time skip]A few weeks had passed and that person that told me he loved me was chatting with me for a pretty long time. They never said who they were or gave any hint which was kinda making me even more hesitant about this whole thing.But when I opened up my mail today, I wasn't sure if I saw right.Dear Y/N,I know this might come by surprise but is it possible that we meet? I think after all this time of you writing with me online, I think you should know who I am. I mean, I already confessed so, the only thing you know should find out is my identity.I knew I was somehow hesitant about that, but I accepted. We figured out, it would be a nice idea to meet up half an hour before school started for us in front of my classroom. I mean, I could still reject whoever this was, so it should be fine. I hate rejecting others, it made me feel really bad for some reason.. I mean, of course- it hurts the other person. But there wasn't any other way around rejecting someone if you didn't share the feelings. But I really wanted to find out who it was now. I really was curious about it and I really wanted it to be Chihiro, even though I was lowering my expectations to not to get disappointed. I mean, the school was huge. It was not only my class this e-mail could come from, there was such a low chance for this to be exactly the person I laid my eye on.I took a deep breath and laid myself down in my bed. I was already half asleep when I suddenly shrugged together and quickly sat up, setting myself an alarm so I wouldn't miss the meeting with the stranger. After all, usually, a morning announcement woke us all up for school so I wasn't used to setting my alarms because I always relied on the morning announcement from the school's principal.The next morning, I woke up in my room. It was a bit bright outside already but it was earlier than I usually woke up anyways. I took a deep breath and sleepily moved my hand towards my phone and held it in front of my face. The bright light of my screen caused my eyes to hurt and to squeeze shut tightly. With my thumb of the hand I was holding my phone with, I reached out to the dismiss button to stop the alarm sound from making me pissed.I somehow got my ass out of my bed and got myself dressed in a casual pace. I wasn't exactly someone that got dressed up quickly in the morning so I set my alarm a bit earlier so I wouldn't have to hurry. I rubbed my eyes and yawned as I was finished and looked at the time.Just about time to head outside and meet the random person..I grabbed my keys and headed out of my dorm, heading towards the classroom. The hallway was still dark since no one was here besides me so I leaned back against the wall. I checked the time again out of nervousness. I was a little early so I just needed to wait..I closed my eyes for a brief moment but instantly ripped them open again as I heard footsteps coming down the hallway. The steps didn't sound too heavy. I turned my head towards the direction the footsteps were coming from and saw a small figure coming closer towards me. I couldn't see who it was from the far since the hallway was pretty dark but the closer they got, the more I could see that it was.."Chihiro?!", I let out, somehow surprised, my cheeks turning into a bright red. "You were the one writing those e-mails to me?", I asked, still extremely nervous. "Y- Yea.. I'm sorry I didn't say so earlier", he let out, looking down to his feet.I stepped back from the wall and now stood in front of him. I rested my hands on his shoulder and leaned a bit down to him to look into his face. "You don't have to be sorry Chihiro.. this is normal. and besides that..", I let out to him, assuring him, I'm not mad or anything. I took a deep breath, preparing myself to admit everything to him. "I actually feel the same way..", I confessed, smiling a little. "Wait- Really? You're not just saying that, are you?", he asked me. "What? of course not. I mean it. For real", I let out to my friend, now kissing his forehead which made him blush a little."I see", he let out, grinning a bit as he laid his hands on my waist as he was pulling me into a tight hug. "I'm glad", the programmer mumbled out while I hugged him back.
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Your P.O.VWhen it came to Valentine's day, I was somehow always insecure. It didn't happen too often that people showed interest in me and the fact that one of my best friends, the ultimate baseball star Leon Kuwata was somehow always getting dates on Valentine's day. I mean it made sense. Leon was extremely good looking. He was an international baseball star and a lot of people liked him. There were lots of fans that would die to go on a date with Leon. I was one of those fans. I know my situation sounded like a bad but typical scenario for a romance movie but hear me out-Leon was in the same class as me ever since we went in the first grade. The two of us somehow hated ourselves at first but when we were in 5th grade, the two of us were somehow forced to spend more time together since our class teacher wanted us to sit next to each other since she was mad that the students always talked during the lessons. So she sat students next to each other that would work somehow well. I mean- I was somehow quiet during lessons. I mean of course, everyone talked during lessons at some point but compared to my class back then, I was somewhat quiet so it would work out that the two of us sat next to each other.After that, the two of us started to get friends. Leon was getting more and more bitches and I secretly crushed on him ever since 8th grade. It wasn't always easy to see on how many dates he went with different girls but.. I mean at the other side I wasn't really surprised. He was an international star and I was just the quiet ultimate skater in the back of the classroom.Leon has been my best friend ever since ages and he was there for me when no one else would. Even though I often didn't tell him about my problems and even though he barely knew anything about what sometimes troubled me, he was there. So psychologically seen, it made sense that I would be crushing on him. But I knew it was wrong. I knew that I shouldn't be in love with him since I knew that I would only get hurt. After all, there were so may girls that wanted him and he could have every single of them. But even though I knew that, it was so god damn hard to get rid off these feelings. I knew so god damn well that I shouldn't be crushing on him but yet, I had been crushing on ihm since 4 years now. This felt so wrong.. but so right?With a sigh, I woke up from my loud alarm. It was a Japanese Metalcore song which I really liked so I set it as my alarm sound for the next time. I turned around in bed, reaching my hand out to my ringing and vibrating phone so I would be able to put the alarm off in time so my mom wouldn't complain to me about my choice of music. My mom was pretty conservative when it came to my taste in music. Everything that she didn't like, was trash. And metal was nothing that she liked in the slightest. She said that even linkin park was too heavy for her. FUCKING L I N K I N P A R K. But at the other side, she couldn't really tell me to listen to different music because- what was she going to do about it? I just liked the music. Just anything which was similar to punk, rock, metal and any other sub-genres, I enjoyed listening to. That was one of those similar intestes that kept Leon and me so close to each other. We enjoyed similar music and we talked a lot about this kind of music. We even went to concerts together and he took me out on my first ever concert. It wasn't a date but to be honest, I really wished it was.Since I was drowning in thoughts and memories of the first concert I went to in my whole life, I forgot to put off my loud alarm. I could already hear the yells from my mom in the kitchen. I shook my head to get back to reality and put off the alarm, being somehow mad that I couldn't go to the concert again. It was so fucking much fun, I really wanted to be on that concert again..After another 5 minutes of sitting in my bed, trying to get myself awake, I eventually managed to get my ass up towards the kitchen. I almost ran into 3 doors on my way to the kitchen, which was weird because I only had to pass 2 rooms.While I was forcing some breakfast down my throat, I took a peek at my phone. I saw the date. Of course, i t was February 14th. This day somehow always managed to push my mood down. I mean- it was just another reminder of how I wouldn't be going to be asked out by Leon. I mean I always hoped so but realistically, my hopes always got crushed.It took me some time to get ready for school but now I was there. I let out a yawn as I entered the half full classroom. I let myself down on my seat, Leon still not being there. I leaned myself back, my earphones still in my ear. It was way too early for school right now and my sleeping rhythm was way too bad for me to be motivated for school or even this day right now. I cracked my neck and stared at my phone, picking some more songs to listen to out while putting my headphones on full volume. I let out another yawn while I was scrolling through my songlist which had around a total of 460 songs, somehow unsure of what to pick. After debating with myself what I was in the mood for to listen to, I put on 'it never ends' from Bring me the horizon. I personally loved this song so fucking much. It had a great message and it had deep ass lyrics and besides that, it sounded fucking awesome. It was definitely one of my favorites in the last time.I was so deep in thoughts about what I should listen to that I shrieked together when I felt a tap on my shoulder while a large figure let themselves down on the chair next to me. I ripped one of my earphones out of my ear and looked next to me to see the familiar redhead sitting next to me, laughing. "Oh man it's so easy to scare you", he let out, still laughing a bit. "Fuck you too", I let out jokingly, chuckling whileI put away my phone and my headphones. Seeing him now made me forget the fact that it was Valentine's day for some reason, even if it should be the other way around. I mean- I wasn't complaining about the fact that I was somehow forgetting that it was Valentine's day.Hours and Hours passed. Luckily, we had a relatively short day today since a teacher was sick and the last 2 hours were free for us to go home. Right now, it was the last break for the day and usually, I stayed inside the classroom when we had break. Especially since it was February and it was cold as fuck outside but since I needed to go to the toilet, I quickly left the classroom.Leon's P.O.VNow that Y/N was going out of the classroom on her own, I didn't have any problems anymore. Since today was Valentine's day, my plan was to put a card on her desk and to actually ask her out and surprise her. I knew that I didn't have any problems when it came to getting a Valentine's date but this was different. This wasn't just a quick date which ended up in sex. I laid my eyes on the skater for some time now and this was just the perfect moment to confess. I wanted to go sure the feelings wouldn't fade so easily before I confessed since our friendship wa son risk. So I waited until Valentine's day. I never had any problems to ask someone out.Of course, I took my time to get close to the people I laid my eyes on and to confess feelings in a fitting way. I just wanted to do it right and in the right moment. Everything had to be perfect so my chances were good. But even though I often took my time to do everything right, I wasn't really afraid of asking someone out.I looked around the classroom. Not a lot of my classmates were inside the classroom. Only Mondo and Mukuro. Mondo knew my plan. I mean- we were friends and pretty close ones too. He was the first one and practically the only one up to now that knew about my feelings towards my best friend. And Mukuro was just sitting in the back of the classroom, both ears filled with earphones so she wouldn't notice anything. I got out the Valentine's card that I had prepared the night earlier and laid it down on Y/N's table, soon heading out of the classroom again so it wouldn't be too obvious from who the card was yet. After all, I wanted to surprise Y/N.Your P.O.VWhen I came back into the classroom, Leon was gone along with most of the class. I wasn't surprised since a lot of people headed outside during the breaks. I headed back towards my seat and got out my earphones along with my phone, playing some loud ass music before the break was over. I was surprised how I didn't notice the obvious Valentine's card earlier that was now on my desk. Who laid it there?I eventually decided to read the card.Y/N,Meet me today at the cafe. There is something very personal (and romantic) I want to ask you and I figured it would be best to do it today in this situation.I will be waiting for you at 2pm at table 3.I was confused.. Why would anyone want to meet me to tell me something personal? I usually never got asked out on a date on Valtentine's day. I was used to being sad in my bed all night, desperately hugging my body pillow to death. But I wasn't sure ifI should go. I mean- I didn't know who that person was. I mean- it could be a joke as well. But at the other side- I was pretty sure that Leon wouldn't really be interested in me romantically. So what was it that held me back? I mean- I didn't really have anything to lose. Besides that, I could maybe find a chance to distract myself from the whole feelings-dramatic with Leon.I eventually put the card into my school bag, letting it disappear in a folder where it was pretty much safe.The whole rest of the schoolday, I was somehow nervous. I mean- what if that was just a trap to embarrass me? Okay at that point I was clearly overreaecting. Ever since I have been in that class, no one was that mean to me. I mean of course I did jokes about myself with my friends but that was fine for all of us. We could take some joking insults. So there wasn't anyone that would pretend to be someone that wants to ask me out just to embarrass me.I sighed as I was getting home quickly, having just enough time to change myself into some more comfortable clothes and clothes that were suited better for a date in a cafe. I looked at myself in the mirror. I put on some slight make up and some basic, yet somehow suited clothing. It was nothing too fancy but it would definitely do for a date.I hurried out of the house, taking my phone and purse with me. I told my mom I was doing something with Leon since then, I didn't have to go through all that trouble to explain my situation. I headed towards the restaurant and prepared myself mentally. I took a deep breath and gently pushed the door open. Apparently a lot of people chose a cafe for dates since the cafe was pretty crowded. I looked around and headed towards table 3 where the note said he would be sitting. My eyes widened up in shock and surprise when Leon sat on the place. "Wha- What are you doing here?", I asked him, my cheeks turning into a slight shade of red. The redhead just grinned slightly. "I made myself pretty clear in the note, didn't I? sit down", he let out to me, leaning a bit back. I did what he said and sat down across of him. "Damn I had a feeling I knew this handwriting from somewhere", I let out to myself, chuckling. That caused him to let out a chuckle as well."So, why did you want me to be here?", I asked him, my head tilting slightly to the side in confusion. "I think you can already imagine what this is about. Y/N- I.. I like you. And I don't mean that just like some other dates I had and which usually turned out to be a one-night-stand. I mean that literally", Leon let out to me, his grin not fading. My face turned into a bright red one. Did he really just say that? "Wait- you mean that? LIke for real?", I asked the baseball star, my face still showing a somehow shocked and surprised but in a positive way. "Mhm", he let out with an approving undertone in his hum. "I uhm.. I don't know what to say-", I let out, scratching the back of my head.This was the point where I could tell that he was a bit unsure. At first he didn't show it. Wait. this wasn't the right way to say that. At first, he wasn't unsure. But that was the point where I could tell by his expression that he was getting a bit more nervous. I wanted to say something and tell him I liked him back but how? How was I going to say I loved him too? This was so hard... I didn't really want to embarrass myself but what did I have to lose? He told me he liked me and it wasn't seeming like it was a joke or a trap to expose my feelings towards him. I knew he meant it, his body language was telling me so, as well as the expressions in his pierced but handsome face. I knew that it was hard to fuck this situation up completely but what was I going to say? This came so by surprise, it was so hard to put my thoughts together in proper words which seemed to be worrying him."Listen I- I'm sorry if I was too forward", the redhead let out to me, now seeming even more down. Did he take it as a rejection? Fuck did I fuck everything up again?! I took a deep breath and looked straight into his face. "I never said I was going to reject your confession-", I eventually let out after taking my sweet time to put everything into words again. "Huh?", Leon soon replied, being obviously confused."You heard me right", I let out with a slight chuckle. "I mean it. I'm sorry if this made you somehow confused or unsure, I just- I don't have a lot of experience when it came to love stories or relationships so I barely have been in this kind of situation up till now. So it was somehow hard to put everything into words", I admitted, looking down on the table.Our conversation was interrupted by the waiter taking our order and soon bringing it towards our table. I took a sip of my [favorite drink available in a cafe] while my gaze was pointed towards the attractive redhead."Since when have you been crushing on me?", Leon asked me, a grin being visible on his face again. "You're going to laugh at me for that, no way I'm telling you", I let out, slightly chuckling. "Aw come on maan", Leon let out, slightly pouting. "If you're telling me, I'm telling you as well", I let out eventually which caused him to let out a sigh. "Okay then. You remember our prom? You didn't wanna be there obviously and you were there with me all the time. This was the day when I caught feelings for some reason", He admitted. "Now, your turn", he let out in response. "for me, it has been longer. Remember the last day before the christmas holidays in 9th grade? We had a charity run and I barley ate or drunk anything and some from another class were laughing at me because I was so slow. I mean- I barely ate or drank anything so it made sense. I almost collapsed this day and we joked, laughed and insulted those guys", I let out to him, scratching the back of my head. This was around 2-3 years ago so I was crushing on him for ages.The day today was awesome. We spent some good time in the cafe, thinking back some memories that the two of us made together and talking about our relationship. The two of us eventually decided that we should try it. I knew it maybe wasn't the best idea to date your best friend but.. it felt so right in this moment. I have been crushing on him for so much time and the feelings just wouldn't fade. And now he was confessing to me even though he could have any other woman?! As if I wasn't going to accept this confession.I took out my phone and looked at the time. "Aww man I kind of don't want to end this right now..", he admitted, looking out of the window. "Me neither. Do you want to spend some more time? I can come up with a lie and tell my mom we have to do a project together or something like that", I replied to my new boyfriend. "Yea of course. We can head over to my place", Leon let out to me. "Great then", I replied in response, looking at the redhead with a loving gaze.We paid our drinks and soon headed out of the cafe. I was lucky he didn't live too far away from the cafe so we didn't have to walk a long time. I could feel him grasping my hand, gently squeezing it before he quickened up his pace and pulled me towards his place.Leon soon let go of my hand when he unlocked the door, pushing the door open with one of his foot so the two of us could head inside. His place was really big and he lived alone. I mean- I wasn't really surprised. He was literally an international star- of course he would have more than enough money to live on his own without any kind of problems. I also loved the decoration in his large ass apartment.He quickly kicked off his shoes and hung his coat onto the wall and so did I. Leon quickly took my hand again and pulled me into his room. We both sat down on the edge of his bed. "What do you want to watch?", he asked me. "Hm.. I'm not really sure. I mean- I don't really mind anything", I replied to him eventually. I leaned against him while he put on a random ass movie he found first on Netflix. I could feel my heartbeat quicken up when I could feel his arm being wrapped around my shoulders, pulling me closer. I snuggled up further against him, resting my head on his shoulder.I got goose bumps on the skin of my body when I felt his large hands in my hair. I closed my eyes in comfort when I could feel him softly digging his nails into the skin of my head. "Why don't you chose another movie or series, I'll prepare something for us", the baseball star soon let out, leaving the room.I was somehow surprised by how random that was but oh well. I took his remote and scrolled through the list of netflix movies and series what we could watch but didn't really find anything good. I mean- he said he was taking some time to prepare the surprise so I took the chance and wrote my mom so she wouldn't really worry.Me: Hey mom. I'm coming home later todayMom: huh, why?Me: Sorry, I got caught up in a school project with a friend from my class.Mom: okay but write me when you're coming home.Mom: Don't think you can pull something like this too often though.I let out an annoyed sigh and put away my phone. It was annoying. My mom could be really annoying sometimes. I mean- I was okay with her sometimes not letting me out but I was barely even allowed to go outside. And when I didn't want to go out on my own, I was the laziest couch potato alive. I was definitely going to ask Leon if I was able to stay overnight today... I really didn't want to have to justify what I was doing today.I yawned just slightly while I was scrolling through the Netflix list of movies and series again. It has been a while since Leon was gone, what the hell was he doing right now?My question was soon to be answered when the door suddenly swung open, the large frame of my muscular boyfriend now standing in the frame.I ended up being guided by him, his hands covering my eyes while he guided me through his apartment. I was somehow excited and questioning myself what the surprise could be. I tried to take a peek but that was barely even possible since his hands were covering my eyes and I couldn't really look through his hands. "Just some more", he gently whispered into my ear. Leon soon opened up a door. A warm breeze was greeting me and giving me chills around my body. The rest of his apartment was pretty cold since after all, it was February so it was still winter. But entering this room was really warm."Can I see now?", I asked him, somehow impatiently. "Yea you can", he let out, taking his hands away from my eyes so I could eventually see the surprise now.We were... in his bathroom?? The bathtub was filled with hot water and some foam that hid some dark red rose petals. Candles were spread across the rest of the bathroom as well. Next to the bathtub was a towel and multiple bottles of shampoo and shower gel were spread on the edge of the tub. His expensive perfume was also in his bathroom, just on top of his sink. The light in the bathroom was turned off. The only thing that lightened up the bathroom were the candles and a small LED light which was turned to red.My eyes sparkled at this point. His intention was pretty clear but it felt so fucking right in this moment. "What do you say? You want to take a bath with me?", the international star asked me, a grin sneaking onto his face. "I'd be pretty damn stupid to not to say yes to that offer", I let out to him, grinning back at him. "Good good", he let out, pushing the door close with his foot.Before I knew, he stood tall in front of me. With a slight shade of red spreading across my cheeks, I looked up to the redhead, my hands now sneaking around his neck. I could feel his slightly muscular arms being wrapped around my waist, pulling me even closer towards his slim but somehow still muscular body. My heart sped up pretty quickly as he did that but yet, it was really comfortable to be held like that by someone that loved me.Before the already small gap between our faces was filled by him gently connecting his lips with mine, I could feel his hot breath tickling my cheeks gently. I closed my eyes and immediately kissed the star back, my hands now tangled in his soft, red hair. Butterflies formed in the pit of my stomach by how intense this kiss got. It was insane how many feelings and impressions you could get by just a single kiss. It felt so fucking awesome. I barely had any experience with any kind of relationships but that felt awesome.I stood on my toes while my boyfriend slid his tongue over the edge of my mouth slowly, gently swirling his own tongue around mine. While doing that, I could feel his fingers play with the hem of my shirt, sliding his fingers underneath it.That caused goosebumps to form all over my skin but I eventually parted from the kiss so he was able to pull my shirt over my head, letting it fall down onto the ground. With a swift and quick movement, I could also feel the baseball star unclipping my bra, letting it fall down to the ground as well. I noticed him soon taking a few steps back so he could pull off his own shirt, revealing his shirtless body. I stepped closer again, running my cold hands gently over his warm stomach. While my fingers traced his prominent abs, I could feel that the skin over his body formed some goose bumps. I moved my hand further over his body, now my whole palms driving over his half naked figure. My hands slid a bit upwards towards his pecs before I moved them a bit downwards again, resting on the buckle of his belt. Leon took the sign and unbuckled his pants, letting his ripped jeans fall down towards the ground before he kicked them away into one of the corners in his bathroom along with my own clothes.I quickly put off my pants as well, now only standing with my panties in front of him. My gaze observed the baseball player's body. He was so fucking attractive- I was still extremely shocked that someone like him would date someone like me. I mean okay I was an ultimate too. Ultimate skater to be exact. But he was the Ultimate Baseball star.. He could literally have any woman so why me? Why did he chose me over anyone else? I mean I wasn't complaining..Ever since years, I have been crushing on him so I was more than happy with him being together with me.The two of us quickly pulled off the rest of our both clothing. I dipped my toes into the hot water, soon followed by my foot and then my whole lower leg. With a relaxed sigh, I let myself slide in the hot water, pushing some rose petals aside so they circled my body. I pulled my knees to my body and rested my chin on my knees so Leon would fit into the bathtub as well. He soon followed, sitting down across of me while leaning against the back of the other side of the tub."Is the water too hot?", he asked me eventually. I just shook my head. "Everything's perfectly fine", I replied to the redhead. He soon reached for the remote for the radio, putting on some chill tunes. The music actually wasn't something that had got to do with metal this time. It actually was a song that was romantic and really added up to the situation.After Leon and I washed ourselves, I could feel him taking my hands before he pulled me into his lap. My cheeks turned into an incredibly dark shade of red when I could feel his growing erection poking at me. He looked into my face, his hand slowly stroking my cheek lovingly. "Do you want to continue?", he asked me, his other hand resting on my waist. I just nodded, unsure of what to say. But I really wanted this. It.. it just felt so fucking right right now. This just felt like an incredibly awesome dream that I never wanted to end.This moment ended in the two of us kissing once again. Once his tongue slowly slid over the edge of my mouth again, I played with his tongue piercing, using the tip of my tongue to swirl around it while my hips automatically grinded a bit further against his again. That caused me to feel his member hardening a bit more. My hand slowly slid from the back of his neck towards his hair, my fingers gently being tangled into his soft, wet hair. While I could feel one of his hands travelling down from my waist towards my ass and then to my thighs, I moved my other hand that wasn't tangled in his hair down his torso.I softly moaned into the kiss when I felt Leon's finger gently rubbing against my clit in slow motions. I could feel him grinning into the kiss when I did so before I moved my hand further down his body, wrapping my hand around the shaft of his dick. I opened one of my eyes to see that he was blushing in a dark shade of red as I did so. My heartbeat sped up once again when he moved a finger further down, pushing it into my entrance. I silently moaned into the kiss once again before I gently squeezed his shaft, slowly moving my hand up and down on it. That caused him to silently gasp into the kiss, laying his hand on my waist before tightening his grip around my waist, gently squeezing it. The baseball star pushed his finger further up just shortly after I quickened up my pace around his dick. My other hand that wasn't wrapped around his dick was resting on his cheek, pulling him further into the kiss. my moans slightly picked up on volume when I could feel another finger of his being introduced to my entrance, his fingers now moving even quicker. That caused me to pick up the pace of my hand around his dick as well, gently rubbing my thumb over his tip which caused his groans to get louder again as well.After some time of us doing this, the two of us removed our hands from each other's private parts and parted from the kiss that we shared up to now. The two of us looked at each other, slightly panting.A slight shiver went down my spine when I felt his hands grasping both of my hips, pulling me further into his lap. My heart beat like crazy when I could feel his tip gently tickling my clit. My hands went through his red, soft hair when he attached his lips to the skin of my neck, leaving some hickeys on my skin. While he continued spreading a few hickeys on my skin, I could feel him slowly pushing me down onto his length, being careful not to hurt me. I rested my head on the baseball star's shoulder as he did so, biting my lip to muffle a moan. After he pushed as much of his length into me as possible right now, he let me adjust his size for some time.It took me only a short time until I gave him the sign that he could start to move and so he did. I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly which caused some of the water to flow over the edge of the bathtub we were in. Leon moved slowly at first while he connected his lips with the skin over my collar bone again. My cheeks turned into a dark shade of red when he sucked at the part of the skin. I could hear him silently grunt against the skin of my collar bone when he continued to slowly thrust into me. I rested my head on top of his, giving a few silent moans from myself as he continued. I could feel his nails gently digging into my skin when his thrusts got a bit quicker.At that point, we didn't really care about how much water was going to overflow. At this point, the only thing that mattered was the two of us together. Especially now since we were a couple. Automatically pressing my boobs against the redheads chest, I tightened my arms around Leon. One of his hands soon slid upwards my waist, gently cupping one of my boobs before he let one of his fingers rest on my nipple. My heartbeat sped up even more when his hand started to massage my breast, squeezing it gently every few moments.When the redhead parted from my neck, stopping to give me hickeys, I looked a bit down my body, seeing that my neck and my collar bone along with the upper parts of my boobs were covered in many purple hickeys. Some of them were bigger, some of them smaller. HIs thrusts soon quickened up again before he kissed me once again, sliding his tongue into my mouth immediately after. The fact that he was silently moaning into the kiss was giving me a perfect chance to play with his tongue piercing using my own tongue. I swirled the tip of my tongue around the baseball player's piercing, rubbing it over his tongue which seemed to get him going even more. I rested my hands in his hair while doing that, gently untangling his wet, red hair strands.The quicker Leon became with his thrusts, the more water flowed over the edge of the bathtub, soon hitting the towel besides the tub. The towel was already soaked in water and we didn't even begin to dry ourselves with it. The slight soreness soon turned into pleasure. I parted from the kiss we shared up to now, resting my head on his shoulder, moaning into the skin of his shoulder.After some more time, the baseball star soon moved his hips as quickly as he could. His thrusts kept hitting all the right spots which caused me to have troubles to keep my moans down for the neighbors. But at the other side, I barely even cared about the neighbors in this moment. All I cared about was Leon.I dug my nails into the soft skin of his waist, careful not to hurt him while I felt that I was getting closer and closer to my release. I could tell that Leon was getting close as well, not only judging from the volume of his moans, groans and grunts but also considering the fact that his thrusts were getting more irregular and sloppier. I eventually decided to move my hips now as well, which caused even more water to flow over the tub. Leon soon let out some curses and swear under his moans, burying his face into my chest while he moved as quickly as possible. It didn't take long for him to eventually finish and release inside of me which eventually also sent me over the edge.Shortly after I was still somehow dizzy and wobbly but that soon faded. I lifted myself off his dick which soon softened. He eventually smiled at me, wrapping his strong arms around my shoulders and my body, pulling me into a tight embrace. This calmed me down so much.. I didn't want to leave the tub right now, I just wanted to stay like this. It was so damn comfortable and I wasn't regretting a single thing in this moment. My breath eventually slowed down as well and I wasn't breathing that irregular and quickly anymore. "I think we should be getting out of the tub right now", Leon let out to me, causing me to nod in agreement.Later that night, we were laying next to each other. I already told my mom that I wasn't going to come home this day and that she would see me tomorrow again. I yawned and was close to falling asleep. It was hard to keep my eyes open while the two of us laid cuddling in his bed, watching the movie I chose for the two of us. Leon was spooning me, caressing my arms while I noticed how my eyes fell shut over and over again until I eventually fell asleep completely..
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When I was in 8th grade with Josuke, I already had feelings towards him and it was somehow uncomfortable but comfortable at the same time. But me being me, a young 8th - grader that didn't have to do a lot with love before, it was being a pain to hide everything in front of him. and of course, me being also me, not knowing a lot about everything that has got to do with that topic, I failed to hide it. Miserably. And I got rejected.I was dumb enough to make a voice mail in the classroom when I thought that I was alone to a friend that didn't know Josuke. I told her everything about my crush and how I felt and gave her regular updates and all and when I was in class, thinking I was alone in the classroom in the break, I started a voicemail. Of course the forgot something in the classroom and heard me talking about him and my feelings towards him.Afterwards, he talked to me in private, rejecting me, trying to hurt me as less as he could but of course something like that always hurt. He told me he already suspected something like that before he listened to me taking the voice mail but this was kind of the most obvious thing that I could have done. I really fucked it up and I really wanted to disappear in that moment.But even though this was super uncomfortable and awkward in that moment, I was glad that Josuke was accepting about it. I mean- of course, we somehow grew distant towards each other during the next two weeks or so but it wasn't like we didn't see each other completely during that time. I was glad that he played it off somehow cool. We didn't talk as much anymore and we didn't hang out and afterwards, there were Christmas breaks for around 2 weeks so we didn't see each other during that time as well. That caused me to lose my feelings pretty quickly again which I was glad about and shortly after, it felt like nothing happened again.Right now, I was laying in my bed, looking at my phone. After some years after getting rejected by my best friend and after years of not really being successful when it came to dating, I eventually found a boyfriend. The first time I was super happy with him, it was like when I was being in love with Josuke some time ago but that quickly faded. After around a few months of relationship which turned out to work out well, he happened to reveal his true face. He started to get a bit more like a control freak and sometimes I even had to ask when I wanted to go to the supermarket to buy some drinks or some snacks for myself. And of course I knew that was pretty toxic but for some reason I couldn't get myself to break up. It was complicated. Even when we met, I felt like I wasn't really complete anymore. Even when we were directly next to each other, it felt like I was still alone. Of course I lost feelings because I don't think anyone likes to be monitored that way. But I didn't know if it was me being desperate about something like relationships and dating or if it was just the fact that I would feel bad to break up because that meant I had to hurt him. Or it was because of being afraid what he would do if I broke up.. I wasn't quite sure what the real reason was but it was probably a mixture of all of them.[Ex Boyfriend name] was just starting another argument about something really harmless and useless again. Right now, he was in an internship and was really done. But he wanted to talk to me in the evening and said that he would call at 9pm. But since I was really done from school as well, I fell asleep quickly in the evening but I set myself an alarm to half an hour before the call which I overslept for some reason because I set something wrong.I was really close to raging because of the fact that I had to send him a screenshot of the list of my alarms that I set on my phone that he would actually believe me that I wasn't just cheating on him or that I wasn't just ignoring him. I already clenched my free hand that wasn't just holding my phone into a fist tightly while I was trying to hold myself back from not snapping at him. At this point I already got a feeling that the relationship would be soon over but I shook it off. I mean- I was mentally prepared since weeks so I knew that it wouldn't hurt that bad.The next day I was somehow bad mooded because of the argument with my boyfriend but I tried to shake it off as well as I could. I mean- Neither my classmates, nor the teacher nor Josuke could do anything for my manipulative relationship. But besides that, I still found it hard to focus on the lessons and to focus on what Josuke told me. "Are you okay man? you seem distracted", he let out to me when I was constantly getting out my phone in the breaks, looking if my boyfriend texted me. "Yea just another argument with my boyfriend", I admitted to him, laying down my phone on the table, putting it on airplane mode so my boyfriend wouldn't bother me anymore during this day. "Again? I hate to say it but this can't be good for the relationship. Lately you almost always tell me you got an argument with that guy. We even stopped hanging out because he thinks you could cheat on him", Josuke let out, causing me to let out a sigh. "I know..", I let out, looking down on the desk of my seat in class. "I don't really know a lot about relationships and all but arguing that often isn't good. Of course arguments happen between couples but that's getting out of hand. What I wanna say is.. you probably don't want to hear about it but it may be best to think about a break up ya know?", Josuke let out.He sounded so different and grown up compared to our usual topics when we were talking. The two of us often did really bad but also somehow hilarious jokes about different topics. We always somehow goofed around so the "lecture" he just gave me was somehow unexpected and weirdly grown-up. But I guess he was just worrying about me because of the whole situation and all which is understandable.When I was walking the usual way home with my friend, he told me to keep him updated about the situation with [Ex Boyfriend's name] before our ways parted. I walked the rest of the way alone because Josuke's house was on our school way and we just passed it. I sighed and plugged the second earphone into my ear. When we were walking home, I usually always had one of them in my ear on silent volume so that I would be still able to perfectly hear him. I put the volume on full volume and sang along in my head while listening to the song. I knew exactly he was right but for some reason I didn't want it to be true..I sighed and entered my home, being lucky my parents were still at work. I put off the airplane mode and messily kicked off my shoes before I threw myself onto the couch, not even bothering to put out my earphones. Lots of notification sounds interrupted my favorite song and I looked on the task bar, seeing that my boyfriend wrote me and he wasn't happy.Him: How often do I have to tell you, put off the airplane mode when you're not homeHim: How do I know you're not cheating then?Me: This has gotta do with trustMe: How would you react when I would spam you when you meet up with your best friend and tell you that I can't trust you because you could be cheating?Him: that's something different! I'm not cheating on you and you don't have trust issues like I do.Me: oh wow now you're trying to say I'm cheating on you, I feel honored. If you didn't notice, I was in school. Want me to stop from going to school just because of your trust issues?Him: watch the sarcasm. I never said you did, I'm just making sure you're not cheating on me.Him: You know what? I'm SO close to break up.I took a deep breath and decided to let out all my anger. I put off my wifi and mobile data and typed a long text so he wouldn't interrupt me with different angry texts while I was writing.Me: You don't need to because I am doing it before you do. I'm done. I'm so sick of your stupid arguments because of your stupid trust issues. When I meet up with Josuke, I'm not doing it to cheat on you, I'm doing it to meet my best friend after a long day and to calm down. Why am I allowed to meet my best friend but you are allowed to meet yours? I know this sounds pretty childish but I don't care if you meet your best friend, I legit trusted you at the start of the relationship but the longer the relationship got, the less I trusted you and the less I cared if you cheated. I lost feelings long ago and you didn't even bother to notice. I'm sick of having to ask when I want to go and get some drinks or snacks from the store. I'm sick of having to show you my messages or give you my phone so you can check if I cheat. Fuck you. If you have that bad trust issues then you're clearly not ready for a relationship. Before you date, make sure you're ready and when you're not then try and work on your trust issues.I put on the wifi again and eventually sent the long text, soon getting some repliesHim: wait I just said that cuz I was madHim: I can change ykHim: If you help me work on my trust issues then everything is gonna be okay againI thought some time about a fitting reponse.Me: Fuck off.and then I blocked his contact.Not going to lie, of course I wasn't in the best mood after this but I was partly relieved I did it. and now I was able to hang out with Josuke without problem again so it was fine. But I was still confused about my feelings right now. It felt like a mixture of being pissed, sad, mad and relieved.. But why was I sad? Why the fuck was I sad? I didn't get it. I hated this relationship and I lost feelings long ago. I just needed an excuse to ultimately break up. He was toxic and really bad for me so why was I sad? I didn't even love him anymore at some point in the relationship. I just didn't get it. I played some more songs on full volume, trying to relax and to get my mind off track.To somehow distract me, I kept doing everything that I usually did in my free time. Studying, gaming, being on my phone but I was still somehow in a bad mood. I sighed and looked up on my ceiling. It was already pretty late and I was re-reading old chats with my best friend Josuke. Before I did that, I put off my wifi so he didn't think of me being creepy that I was online all the time. I felt.. weird. confused. I felt like I really wanted to be in his arms again. I felt like I wanted to kiss him, I felt like I really wanted to be close to him again. I was scared that I did catch feelings again but everything inside me tried to deny this possibility.I could feel my heartbeat quicken up while reading some old chats, remembering old and hilarious situations with him while starting to imagine some situations again as well. Everything inside me tried to deny the possibility but I wasn't convincing enough to lie to myself. But that didn't mean that that was going to stop me from denying the chance that I was possibly crushing on this guy again.I guess it made sense I would feel that way again, psychologically seen. I wasn't really happy in my last relationship and Josuke lit up my mood. Even though my ex prevented me to hang out with him often, I also often did lie to him that I was going to a store when I was with Josuke. And even if I didn't lie to him, I was with him in school. He distracted me from my problems and he cheered me up even though he often didn't know about them. I by far didn't tell him everything about my ex and when he didn't allow me to hang out with Josuke, I had to come up with a lie. But without even knowing about my situation, he was there and he cared for me. Of course that would make me think about him in a more romantic way. Of course, this made me feel differently towards him. Also the conversation today wouldn't stop going through my head. This was so unexpectedly grown-up, it just stuck to my mind. He completely changed his attitude for this short moment, it was somehow unexpected and gave me the feeling he seriously cared about me.To get my mind off topic, I did everything I could so it was completely silent. I listened to the sound coming from my mom's bedroom which was directly next to mine. I held my hand in front of my nose and my mouth to prevent me from making any sounds from breathing so I was able to listen to the sound a bit closer. I wanted to determine if she was snoring or if she was watching TV in her room. I couldn't quite figure it out so I snuck out of my room silently, careful not to make any loud noise that would cause her to wake up. Silently moving on the tips of my toes, I headed in front of her room door, holding my breath once again to figure out what the sound was. It was in fact her pretty loud snoring. I let out a relieved sigh and silently headed back towards my room again, quickly throwing on some baggy jeans, a loose shirt and a thin zip-up hoodie which was unzipped. I got my favorite necklace which was merchandise from my favorite band out of the drawer and hung it over my neck loosely soon followed by a necklace which was actually just a ring on a single black necklace without a pendant. You could open the ring in multiple ways, making it look like an uneven ball. It seemed pretty old and somehow old-fashioned but it was one of my favorite necklaces as well. It just somehow added up to my style.I grabbed my keys in case I would be so dumb to get myself locked out and stuffed them into the deep, large pockets of my jeans. I pushed my phone into the other front pocket of my jeans, soon followed by a hat since it was autumn and pretty fresh at night. The hat was also merchandise of a band that I liked. I plugged my earphones in and opened up the window. I rested my hand on the frame of the window, jumping over it with a swift movement. I stuffed something small into the edge of the window so it wouldn't fall shut. That way, it was more silent to enter again than to use the keys and go through the front door but considering my luck, it would definitely be better to just hop through the window again. Besides that, since it was just a small thing keeping the window open it didn't really look opened as well so no one would notice that it was actually opened up.I wasn't quite sure where to go so I just randomly walked around Morioh. I knew this city pretty well so I at least didn't have to risk getting lost which wasn't too unrealistic considering the fact that I had a geographic sense of a stone. I started to play some music on a medium volume while I headed along the pavement. I first noticed that it was actually raining when light drops of rain hit my body but since it wasn't raining way too heavily for me to enjoy, I didn't mind it. Actually, walking around Morioh in the rain was quite comfortable. Of course it sucked when it was raining a lot but when it was just slightly raining, this was somehow comfortable. It just somehow added up to the atmosphere of sneaking outside at night.After enjoying a quite refreshing walk around the town, I managed to end up on a bridge. Of course I wasn't thinking of jumping but I liked the view from this perspective. It was actually on a whole other side of the town, at least a 40 minute walk from home when you were hurrying so I was somehow surprised that I ended up here but this was a chill place to think about some stuff. I walked up to the ledge, resting my arms on it. My gaze was stuck to the view just before I quickly changed the song in my favorite playlist, checking out the current time real quick at the same time. It was now 1am. My mom was going to kill me if she knew I was there right now but meh. She wouldn't know. Hopefully.. But right now, I didn't really care about that. Every light in my room was out, my TV wasn't on as well and my door was shut so she wouldn't even have a reason to check on me at that time of the night.I kept drowning in thoughts while listening to my playlist when I heard someone yell which was just loud enough so I could hear it with my earphones on half volume. I raised my eyebrow and put out one of my earphones, turning my head to the side to see that it was Josuke. Why was Josuke here in first place? I mean- he lived closer to this place than I did, yea and there was a shortcut that I didn't take, yea but still. His mom would kill him if he snuck out, more than mine would. "DON'T JUMP", he yelled out, running towards me like we were in a really dramatic movie. Right now, he stood right in front of me, still panting from running.I took a moment to realize what was going on before I held my hand in front of my mouth, making a loud laughing sound followed by a giggle. "I wasn't gonna jump ya idiot, I like the view from up here", I let out to him, taking some steps away from the ledge of the bridge. "Woah I really expected the worst now", Josuke let out, taking some time to catch his breath. It was somehow cute that he was so worried about me just because he saw me standing besides a bridge but at the other side, he knew that I wasn't suicidal damn well.After me calming him a bit down, we decided to walk all the way back together. "What were you doing outside right now in first place? Your mom would kill you", he let out to me. "I snuck out to go for a walk just to get my head free. I could literally ask you the same question though", I replied to him, my head turning towards my tall friend. "And I'm giving you the same answer", he let out to me, causing me to nod. "I know you mom will kill you but want to hang out? It's been a while", I asked him. "Sure, my mom's not home currently anyways so she wouldn't know", he replied.I needed to get my head clearer than it already was after that walk and the best chance that I saw right now was shit-talking my ex with my best friend who I might had a crush on. I was pretty sure about the feelings but I could also see myself losing these feelings pretty quickly again. Even if Josuke would come up to me now and confess, I wouldn't be sure if I would start to date him immediately. Not only because of the toxic relationship I ended today but also because of the fact that I was unsure whether my feelings would stay or not. But I guess I didn't even really need to think about that scenario. Like, he already rejected me once so..The two of us arrived at my home and silently entered my room through my window. I left the window a small gap open so my room would have a cool breeze. "Sorry I know it's not quite clean", I let out, looking over some articles of clothing which were scattered across the floor of my room. "Do you really think I'd care about that? My room doesn't look any better", he let out, causing me to chuckle a bit. That was realistic though.After some time of talking which we had to do silently because of my mom, we were now talking about my ex. I told him I broke up, why I broke up and showed him some text messages that he sent me that were highly manipulative and that showed perfectly he was an extreme control freak. "Damn that's more serious than I thought-", Josuke let out. "Meh it's fine, I'm away from him now. Even though I broke up, of course I am not in the best mood so that's why I wanted to get my head clear", I explained to him, leaning back against the wall next to my bed. "Yea but still. Not allowing someone to meet their best friend just because you have trust issues then that's just toxic", Josuke let out, leaning against the other side of the bed so the two of us sat across of each other. I looked directly into his face and noticed how my heartbeat went up again. It was fun. For hours we were just half tired on my bed, shit talking my ex-boyfriend. We also drifted off to some old memories which also caused me to remember the times when I was still madly crushing on this guy.He let out a sigh. "Listen man I'm really not good at this and all.. and I know I already rejected you some years ago but..", Josuke let out which made me somehow confused. I could already see where this was going and that was the part that was confusing me so much. I thought he didn't like me romantically and only as a best friend- But I didn't say anything due to multiple reasons. First of all, I didn't know what to say and second of all, before I ruined the moment and completely misunderstood this situation and what Josuke wanted to say, I'd rather just let him speak his mind.He let out another sigh before eventually confessing his feelings towards me which he apparently developed around a few months ago. "I- I don't know what to say", I let out to him, burying my chin into my knees. "You don't need to. I just thought you should know it", Josuke let out, nervously looking to the side.Josuke was someone that was usually always goofy so seeing him so serious right now was so unusual. But at the other side, this was a really sensitive topic especially when you're convinced that the other one doesn't share your feelings. At this part, I was somehow speechless but wanted to say so many things at the same time. I eventually started to somehow act on my own and slid a bit towards my friend with the pompadour which was slightly messy due to the rain we just went through and laid my hand on his shoulder. "I never said I didn't share those feelings though. Ya know, even though I was really convinced you wouldn't like me back in that way like you rejected me back then, I still caught feelings again and- I don't know what to do right now. Maybe we should wait a little before officially starting a relationship?", I let out to him, resting my head against his shoulder. "Wait you mean that?", he asked me somehow surprised by my reply. "Yea, I mean it. What do you think? Maybe it's best to you know.. wait a little. It's definitely nothing against you but I just broke up with my ex-boyfriend so.. you know.", I replied to him, scratching the back of my head.As I said that, I could feel his arm being wrapped around me. "Of course. Let's just see if it works out between us before actually starting a relationship", Josuke soon let out to me. That caused me to smile widely as I hugged him out of nowhere, accidentally pushing him against the wall next to my bed, making him chuckle a bit while he ran his hands over my back gently. This was comforting. I was glad to have someone that understood me so well and that's really understandable towards me because of the suggestion to wait a bit before making it official between us.we eventually spent the rest of the night together cuddling like that and I'm not sure when but I fell asleep while we cuddled that way. Luckily I set an alarm for around 6am so Josuke could get back home in time without my parents noticing that he was there with me. Otherwise, things would have gotten REALLY awkward...
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Your P.O.VEver since a while now, I have been close friends with Kamisato Ayaka. But because I was visiting some friends and other family members, Beidou was nice enough to transport me to Monstadt. Most of my family lived in Monstadt actually and once I heard from Inazuma, I somehow managed it to make my way there. With Ayaka's help, I managed it to get away from Ritou which I was really really thankful for. Even though I liked Monstadt, Inazum was a really cool place as well. That didn't mean that I wasn't visiting my hometown though. I mean- I was away for some good time now, maybe a few months. Of course I took lots of things with me that were typical for Monstadt for Ayaka.Since we were close friends, of course I knew her housekeeper Thoma. I never talked a lot to him but judging by the few conversations we had, he was pretty nice. From what Ayaka had told me about him, he actually was from Monstadt to begin with. I didn't know that actually but when I heard it, it wasn't really surprising since Thoma was actually a pretty common name in Monstadt, I just never really thought a lot about him since I wasn't super close with him. But since he seemed so nice and since Ayaka told me a lot of good stuff about him, I decided to take a few things with me for him.I waved goodbye to Beidou who took me back to Inazuma again while holding my souvenirs for Thoma and Ayaka, in my other hand a suitcase with spare clothes and even more things. I wasn't quite sure what to get him so instead of just asking, I brought a few more things.. Maybe it wasn't too smart but whatever. After all, I could always keep those things as well. I cracked my neck when I felt the cool wind hitting my body. It was already in the late evening which was the reason why I asked myself if I shouldn't just go tomorrow to the Kamisato Estate but in the end, I still decided myself to make my way there now.I made my way through Ritou so I could head towards the Kamisato Estate and of course, Ayaka knew I would be arriving today. But I didn't think that she would send someone that would bring me from Ritou. I raised my eyebrow when I saw a really tall person heading towards me. At first I didn't really recognize this person since it wasn't that bright anymore and since he was still a bit far away but once he eventually got closer towards me, I could notice that the person that was heading towards me was Ayaka's housekeeper Thoma. "Hey there. Miss Kamisato is still out, she still has something to do. She asked me if I could get you from here", Thoma soon let out with a warm smile. "Oh that's nice! I actually wanted to talk to you as well because of something", I admitted to him while the two of us started walking out of Ritou. "Oh really?", he asked me, his head tilting a bit in curiosity while his gaze now was focused on me.I just nodded, quickly stopping to hand him over one of the large amounts of flowers. It was a mixture of Cecilias, Windwheel Asters and Dandelion seeds. "I brought some things from Monstadt since Ayaka told me you were from Monstadt", I let out to him, slightly smiling at him. "Wow that's really thoughtful of you. Thanks a lot!", he let out to me, a wide smile forming his lips before he gladly took the mixture of multiple flowers."Do you want me to help you carry your things?", Thoma soon asked me. "Are you sure? I don't mind carrying the stuff", I let out to him. "Of course I'm sure", Thoma let out before taking the suitcase with one of his hands while I carried the bags and the flowers for Ayaka. "Thanks, that's nice of you", I let out to him. The walk was a little long and it was a bit chilly outside but it was fine. I somehow managed to ignore the chilly temperature from the conversations Thoma and I had. Since I mentioned that Ayaka told me he was from Monstadt, he told me a few stories about his childhood. During our walk, I noticed how this was actually the first long conversation we had. I mean we talked a bit before but we never really had a chance to get like extremely close to each other but this was actually the first deep conversation that we had together alone.We were quickly ripped out of our conversation when some annoying wolf enemies (Idk how they're called lol) saw us and decided to attack the two of us. It took me by surprise but I let my bags with stuff from Monstadt fall down onto the ground. I quickly pulled out my bow while Thoma got himself ready. He activated his pyro shield which actually tanked pretty much. (A/N: I don't wanna hear ANYTHING, I have a god mode Thoma on my account. He literally tanked almost every attack of level 90 Shougun, he is crowned, has almost 38K HP which is more than some Zhonglis that I know. Thoma can be fucking nuts if you build him the correct way)I took an arrow and let it charge before I fired an [favorite element] arrow which directly hit the wolf into the head. Apparently, this wasn't enough to kill him. While Thoma attacked the other wolf some more times, the wolf that I hit targeted me and ran towards me quickly, wanting to attack me, I quickly dodged its attack, using the time of confusion to charge another attack. Just shortly before I was actually able to fire the shot, the wolf ran back towards me, leaving some wounds on my lower arm. "Ah shit", I cursed out from the sudden pain.Thoma seemed to notice that and quickly finished off the wolf that was targeting him before he headed towards me, putting up his pyro shield again. While he did that, I went a bit further away so the wolf didn't target me anymore. While he kept the wolf distracted, I took the time to charge another shot and hit it with a charged shot in the head again, which soon finished him off.Usually it was pretty fun to fight and wounds and stuff just were part of the whole experience. But those wolfs were so fucking annoying, I couldn't properly explain how much I hated these enemies. Not even boss enemies were as bad as those fucking wolfs. I mean- I just hated the damage you got from them. For my bad, these were even the big wolfs as well. Usually fighting was actually pretty fun. I mean the wounds and even some scars you got from battle wasn't and practice could be somehow exhausting as well but fighting against actual enemies and having the feeling that you're safe and that you're able to somehow protect yourself was actually pretty cool. I was actually a big fan of the feeling of lots of adrenaline like when you got on a roller coaster. The training was a good way to spend my time since it was keeping me somehow healthy and especially fighting with a bow was pretty fun. Not a lot of people fight with bows but that way, you can hit the enemies from a far distance which was really good. The only downside that I was able to think about right now was probably the aiming. You have to actually get used to the aiming. But I actually was a big fan of fighting with a bow, which was kinda obvious since I was actively using a bow. (A/N: sorry for the bow haters but I had to choose a weapon for the fighting scene and bows are just my number one favorites)I watched Thoma putting away his Polearm again before he turned towards me. "Are you okay? That wound looks pretty deep", he asked me, gently taking the lower part of my arm that wasn't hurt to take a look at my wound. He was actually pretty warm and his touch seemed somehow.. familiar and comfortable. But I eventually shook those thoughts off since I had other worries right now than the fact that his touch was somehow comfortable. "Yea I'm okay I guess. This isn't the first time those things attacked me so don't worry. Sometimes it's just a pain to fight these things with a bow", I let out to him eventually. "I know but we still need to actually treat this wound", Thoma let out. "We're not too far from the Kamisato Estate anyways so there I can treat the wound for you", he quickly added with a warm smile. I smiled back at the blonde guy and nodded as we headed further along the path after we quickly gathered the stuff that I brought with me from Monstadt as well.The rest of the way, we luckily didn't run into other enemies. I eventually rolled up my sleeve so the slightly dirty fabric wouldn't rub against the open wound all the time which would be really bad since then it would be easier for the wound to infect itself.Once the two of us arrived, we settled down eventually. He took the flowers I gave him with him to put it into a water-filled vase so they wouldn't dry out so quickly before he came back with some things to clean off the wounds. While I sat down on the ground, he kneeled in front of me, getting some things ready for cleaning the wounds. He took a small soft cotton ball which was soaked in high percentage alcohol to clean the wounds properly and took my hand with his free hand before he tapped the soaked cotton ball over the wounds. That was the part I hated most about fighting. When you got hurt, the cleaning of the wounds. It was so annoying and somehow hurt. When I felt the sharp sting from the cleaning alcohol against the open wounds, I let out a slight sound of pain which sounded like me sucking the air through my teeth. "I'm sorry if this hurts but it's necessary. If it's too much, feel free to squeeze my hand", he eventually offered to me, looking down to me while he stopped the cleaning for a short moment. I slightly smiled and nodded.It didn't take him long to continue, soon switching the cotton ball. He still wasn't finished since the wolf left multiple deeper cuts on my lower arm since it had multiple claws on it's paw. I bit my lip to muffle the sounds I usually would've made as soon as the new soaked cotton ball made contact with another cut of the wolf. Even though I didn't really want to squeeze his hand out of politeness, I did it out of instinct. I was relieved when he was done with the desinfection of the wounds. The housekeeper soon put some warm water on the wounds which only stung a little but it at least didn't hurt as much. With a clean and dry cloth, he carefully tapped onto the wounds until the skin around them was dry before he eventually wrapped everything up with some bandages around my arms."Damn you really do that often, don't you?", I asked him. "Yes of course. It's important to know how to clean the wounds of yourself and others or otherwise this can take a bad turn", Thoma explained to me. "Yea you're right I guess", I let out to him, scratching the back of my head, while looking down a bit. "Do you want to drink anything? I could get some tea ready since miss Kamisato should soon arrive as well", the housekeeper offered to me before he stood up. I looked up to him and noticed how fucking tall he actually was. I stood up as well. "Sure. Do you want me to help you?", I asked him. "If you want to", he replied to me. Eventually, the two of us headed into the kitchen together. While Thoma was heating the water, I got some of the flowers for Ayaka. "Do you have another vase here?", I asked him, my gaze now being turned towards the tall housekeeper. "yea it's in the drawer on your left", he let out to me while focusing on the tea again.I got out the vase out of the drawer and put enough water for the flowers in it, soon followed by the flowers. I put the vase onto the table where Ayaka and I sometimes ate together as a nice decoration. Before I knew it, I heard the housekeeper entering the room as well where he sat down the tea and some cups for the two of us.He sat down in front of me before he took the tea and poured it into my cup. "Thanks", I let out to him with a smile while I watched him pouring some into his own cup. While we drank some tea, we talked a bit more about Monstadt and all. I mean it made sense since that was a thing that we both had in common."Back then I used to have a really close friend. We lost contact but we were really close until he had to leave. We were in the same class in school and we played a lot during the breaks", I explained to him. "Wait- this sounds extremely similar-", Thoma soon mumbled out. "Huh? What do you mean?", I asked him. "I'm not exactly sure why but something about what you said just sounds extremely familiar to me", he replied to me. "You know, I had a friend like that as well when I was still in Monstadt but at some point I came to Inazuma and we lost contact", Thoma soon added.We talked about some more stuff until we realized that that lost friend of mine was actually him and that we knew each other when we were still pretty young. I was super shocked by the fact that I actually already knew him and that we were pretty close friends back then but I was also somehow happy. I really liked him back then because he was my best friend and now he sits directly in front of me."To be honest, this is somehow crazy right now. I didn't expect to meet you again", I let out to him, scratching the back of my head. "Yea I feel the same way. But I'm glad to have met you again", Thoma admitted, taking another sip of his cup of tea. I did the same thing, sipping at my cup when I heard the door opening. "Oh I think Miss Kamisato is here again", Thoma let out before getting up. I followed him towards the main entrance as he welcomed Ayaka. "Welcome back Y/N. Thanks Thoma for bringing Y/N here", she let out to the two of us. "No worries at all. Let me handle your coat", the tall blonde let out before hanging her coat to the side ordinarily. "I brought some things from Monstadt for you both", I let out to her. "Really? That's sweet, thank you!", she let out to me with a warm smile. "Do you want to stay for dinner? she asked me while the two of us headed towards the room where I put the flowers onto the table and where Thoma and I just sat together.Thoma disappeared into the kitchen since he wanted to prepare dinner while Ayaka and I talked a bit in the room. "I'm sorry I wasn't here when you arrived but I had something important to do", she let out to me. "No worries at all, I spent some time with Thoma and he took care of the wound I got from those stupid wolfs around here", I let out to her in response. "Oh really? That's nice then", she let out to me. "Thoma's a really good housekeeper, I didn't expect anything less from him", Ayaka soon replied to me. I told her the coincidence about Thoma and me and that the two of us actually knew each other back then and it somehow surprised her as well.Some time after the two of us were talking a bit while I was telling her some things that happened during my stay in Monstadt, Thoma came into the room again with the dinner. "Wait let me help putting the things onto the table", I let out to him while following him into the kitchen. "You don't need to help, really", the housekeeper let out but me being me, I insisted to help because he already did a lot for me and I kinda wanted to help him. I took the plates and put the chopsticks for everyone on top and headed again to the room where we were eating and set it down on the table. Thoma soon followed with a pot full of rice. I headed into the kitchen again and helped the housekeeper carry some more pots with some rice noodles covered in a slightly spicy sauce along with some vegetables and meat. This looked REALLY good-I had no idea how much Thoma had changed ever since I last saw him. He looked extremely different and he's so fucking tall now. also, he has changed a lot judging from the halfway faded memory of him from eternities ago. Personality wise, it didn't seem like he changed a lot. He always was pretty nice and that didn't change so really. It rather seemed like he was even nicer than before.I took my chopsticks and dug into the food as well as Ayaka and Thoma. During the food, Ayaka asked me if I wanted to stay overnight. It wasn't like it was my first time staying overnight but the last time was a lot of time ago which made sense considering the fact that I was in Monstadt for some good time. It was pretty late by now and the Kamisato Estate was actually some good time away from my actual home. It probably was the best to accept the offer.After all of us finished eating, I eventually accepted Ayaka's offer. "Alright then. Thoma would you mind sharing your room for tonight and getting ready some space to sleep for our guest?", Ayaka asked him. "Of course", he let out to her, standing up to get the room ready like Ayaka requested. I didn't think I'd have to sleep in Thoma's room since that usually wasn't the case when I was staying overnight but I didn't mind either. I didn't have a problem with him at all and besides that, he was really friendly towards me as well.I helped cleaning off the dishes and put the leftovers in the fridge so that we didn't have to throw them away and then soon followed Thoma into his room when it was time to go to bed. I said good night to Ayaka and then headed into Thoma's room after I changed myself into some more comfortable clothing. I almost broke out in laughter when I saw him in some pyjamas with the heads of cute little dogs on it. I didn't know how that still surprised me but he looked somehow cute in it. It somehow suited him for some reason."I see you like dogs", I let out to him, trying not to laugh a bit. I didn't know why I had to laugh but this was somehow so unexpected even though it shouldn't have been unexpected that it was fucking hilarious. "Yes I love them. Dogs are so sweet", he let out while letting himself fall down onto his bed. "I really like animals as well", I let out to him. It didn't surprise me that he liked dogs but surely those pyjamas did. It just fit to his personality that he loved dogs and animals in general.I didn't even notice that he made more space in his bed ready so we could sleep next to each other. "If it's too uncomfortable for you, then I can also sleep on the floor", Thoma let out to me when he noticed my gaze on the bed. "No No, don't worry, I'm fine with sharing a bed", I let out to him with a slight smile. "Alright then", the housekeeper let out to me before he slid a bit to the side so I was able to lay down next to him. I sat myself down on the bed.With a slight yawn I laid down, letting my back crack loudly. I rested my head against the pillow, staring up onto the ceiling. I am glad that I found Thoma again, even though I would've never had expected to meet him again, especially not in Inazuma. And I was also glad that he was so happy about the flowers and some typical food that I gave to him and Ayaka afterwards. I was just happy that I got to spend some time with him because otherwise, I probably wouldn't have realized that I actually knew him before I went to Inazuma. Thoma eventually got me out of my thoughts about our old friendship when he asked me if I wanted to sleep already and if he should put off the light. I told him I was a bit tired and so he put off the light. We tried to sleep eventually but we ended up talking a bit more about ourselves. I mean we just recently found each other again os it was only natural that the two of us are interested in each other's development. After all, it has been a really long time since we've actually talked to each other like that.Some months have passed after that day, a bit more than half a year, and I had to admit that I have actually developed some feelings for the blonde housekeeper after spending more and more time with him. Ever since we figured out that we knew each other, we spent some more time with each other, often with Ayaka but also sometimes without her. I knew that I shouldn't have these feelings towards him since that would only make things awkward between him and Ayaka but there wasn't anything that I could do against it as well. This wasn't just a small crush, this was literally love. And yes, even though it sounds like it's the same, it's actually not. A crush often develops out of a small thing like meeting someone you didn't know before that has the same interest and is sympathetic towards you. At the other hand, the feelings of actually being in love develop from a long friendship and from knowing someone very very well. While a crush often has rather a really intense feeling for just a short time and then fades again, the feeling of being in love often makes you feel rather peaceful and comfortable around that person. Of course you have those exciting feelings caused by oxytocin as well but a crush fades again after this phase while the feeling of being in love lasts a lot longer than just a crush and ends up in you feeling rather peaceful than hyped up in deep moments with that specific person. I know it's wrong to have those kind of feelings but I couldn't control those kind of thoughts after all.However, I just stood with Thoma in the kitchen, cleaning off the dishes. Today, the three of us spent some time with each other again and since Ayaka said she didn't feel well, she was already in her room. Thoma recommended that we would cook her some soup and some tea and bring it into her room later on. We just got her the soup and the tea and washed off the things that we used to cook. It was somehow sad that she suddenly turned ill but there wasn't a lot that Thoma and I could do. But since we were close friends, I at least wanted to help. Besides that, it meant that I was able to spend some more time with Thoma alone. I knew that the way of thinking wasn't the best when I was secretly hoping to lose the feelings again for his and Ayaka's sake but I just couldn't help it.It was already pretty late and the sun was already gone some hours ago. So when we finished washing everything off and I leaned against the counter, Thoma asked me if I wanted to stay overnight again. "Sure, why not", I let out to him with a slight smile. Of course I wouldn't reject that but taking care of Ayaka took a little longer than I thought so I didn't really have any spare clothing. But for my luck, Thoma thought about that and actually was ready to give me some spare clothing from his closet.I looked in the mirror in the bathroom of the Kamisato Estate, looking at myself in Thoma's way too oversized shirt and some shorts from Ayaka since I knew damn well (and Thoma probably did as well) that Thoma's pants didn't fit me. I mean it didn't make a difference if the shirt was too big since we were only sleeping as well but it was kind of uncomfortable when you wanted to stand up or walk and your pants always slide down. That's why he gave me some short sweatpants from Ayaka that she didn't wear anymore.When I looked at myself in the mirror, I noticed that Thoma's shirt that he gave me from his closet was way longer than the shorts of Ayaka so you would think that I didn't actually wear pants to begin with. But I didn't really care about that and I didn't think that Thoma did as well because he knew that I was wearing the short sweatpants underneath anyways. I stretched myself and quickly brushed through my hair before I eventually left the bathroom, now heading towards Thoma's room again. I knocked out of politeness before I opened the door slowly, letting myself in.I could feel my cheeks heat up a little when I saw that Thoma's pyjama shirt was still not buttoned up, revealing his chest. He was pretty thin but also somehow muscular. You could see his abs and slight pecks and that looked extremely good. He just smiled, greeted me and didn't really seem to mind that I was seeing him that way while we both sat down next to each other on the bed. "I'm sorry, did I startle you?", the housekeeper soon asked me probably meaning the fact that he was basically shirtless right now and that he probably saw that my cheeks turned into a slight shade of red as soon as I saw him like that. "No, don't worry. It's fine, if it's more comfortable you can stay that way. It just took me by surprise a bit, that's all", I replied to the tall blonde. I mean it was summer, so it was only natural that he was warm and that he would sweat a bit."Are you okay Y/N? You look a bit off. Are you starting to feel a bit sick as well?", he asked me while laying the back of his hand against my forehead, trying to see if I had fever. "No, don't worry, I'm fine", I let out to him. "Or is anything bothering you?", he asked me. It was so cute how he was caring about me which was making me even somehow more nervous in this situation right now.I couldn't properly describe how much I wanted to tell him how I really felt right now, how much I wanted to finally confess what was bothering me so much for the past few months. But I just couldn't really bring myself to actually do it and to actually confess. After all, I was just scared that things would get awkward. Not necessarily between us because I could already imagine that he wouldn't take it so badly and that he was able to see behind those things but it was mainly because of Ayaka. Even if he felt the same, I wasn't sure what she would think about our relationship. I mean I knew that she was really close with me and of course she liked Thoma as well and only talked well about him but I didn't want anything to change between those two as well. Besides that, it was just somehow embarrassing to confess and to get turned down by this person.I shook those thoughts off and tried to convince him that everything was okay but I felt like he knew that it wasn't. I felt like he knew extremely well that something was actually off. What if I would just do it.. What if I'd just confess? What was the worst that could happen? I mean- Thoma was really nice and I don't think that he would make things awkward. The more I thought about it, the more I got the feeling that he was the kind of person that wouldn't make things awkward or try to avoid me afterwards. But I still felt like this was a really really bad idea to do."Actually", I let out to him, not quite knowing what my mind was doing right now. Half of me wanted to slap myself for doing this and half of me wanted to slap the part of me that wanted to slap the part of me for wanting to actually confess to him. It felt like this was the worst idea I could actually have in this moment right now but something inside me still encouraged me to keep going. Maybe it was just the insane part of me speaking that was slowly going more and more insane moment by moment I didn't finally get this shit off my chest. After all, I have been carrying those feelings for quite a while now but I didn't have anyone that I could talk about my feelings with. I always had Thoma when it came to telling someone stuff I really needed to get off my chest but in this case, it was hard to talk to Thoma about it.I took a deep breath while I looked towards him, slightly tilting my head, seeing that he was just listening to me right now, letting me pick the right words in my mind. "I um.. Fuck it, let's make this short. I've been developing feelings for you ever since the last half year and it's been bugging me so god damn much. I know I shouldn't really feel that way towards you because there's always a chance that things would get awkward and stuff but I need to get that off my chest right now", I let out to him, looking down onto the fabric of the blanket.When I heard the silence in the room, I lifted my gaze again, turning it towards the tall blonde again. I could see that his cheeks turned into a dark shade of red when he listened to my confession and I could tell that it was slightly hard for him to pick his words but it seemed like he wanted to say something to me, so I just waited until he broke the silence which didn't take too long anymore. "Do you really mean that?", he asked me, somehow surprised and taken back by my sudden confession. "Of course I do. I wouldn't joke about stuff like feelings", I replied to him. Even though this was still a chance to lie to him and to take the confession back and all, I still decided to be honest. I already confessed so lying to him now wouldn't make it better.He took a deep breath but smiled. "I'm glad. You know.. it's kind of embarrassing but I have been feeling the same way ever since a while now", Thoma admitted, looking down as well. "Wait for real now?!", I let out, my mood suddenly lightening up again. I was super glad that he felt the same way which was kind of obvious. I mean, after confessing, of course you would be relieved when the other person felt the same way.The housekeeper just nodded, seeming really relieved as well. With a relieved and happy sigh, I let myself slightly fall to the side, causing me to lean slightly against the tall blonde. I could feel that my heart started to speed up a little when I could feel him wrapping his arm around my shoulder, gently caressing it a little. I was super comfortable right now. His touch just felt really really good, especially in this situation. His touch always had something really comfortable to me, even when we just met again after all those years and he treated my wounds that I got from the fight against those two big ass wolf enemies, it felt good.. "Do you want to try it?", he asked me, his head now turning towards me. "I'd be glad to", I replied to him with a large smile.Suddenly the atmosphere around us was super tense. Not in a bad way though, it just felt really really.. comfortable right now. It just felt like a really good moment. My heart sped up even more while the two of us were looking into each other's eyes pretty deeply . Both of our cheeks turned into a slight shade of red while it felt like the air around us got a bit thinner. Intense butterflies formed in the pit of my stomach when I noticed that Thoma was getting closer with his face. I closed my eyes when I could feel his hot breath slightly tickling the skin of my cheek. Almost instinctively, my hand slowly slid over his neck all the way towards his cheek, gently caressing it. Before I even realized it, I could feel his lips connecting with mine, making the butterflies in my lower stomach even more intense. Slightly holding my breath for a short moment, I kissed him back immediately.I couldn't properly describe how right that felt right now. It felt so fucking good to kiss him right now. While the kiss lasted some more time, I felt his other hand that wasn't wrapped around my shoulder slowly snickering towards my waist while my other hand that wasn't on his cheek tangled itself with the hair on the back of his head.After some time, the two of us parted again. While both of us were still glad about the fact that we were a couple now, we laid down next to each other after he shook off his pyjama top completely. I instantly wrapped my arms around his waist tightly, resting my head on his warm, naked chest while the cool breeze from his open window was hitting our bodies. It didn't take me too long to fall asleep in a comfortable atmosphere while hearing his heartbeat and feeling his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm and eventually, I drifted off to a comfortable sleep.
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Your P.O.VI woke up in a room. At first I was super confused that it looked so different from my room at home. All of a sudden, my bed looked super fancy, a lot of plants were in them, the room was actually clean and it just was different from my room at home. But when I thought about everything, I remembered what happened. I sat up and rubbed my eyes in tiredness. I was somehow involved in an exchange student program with the demon world. It was still super hard to actually believe but after a short introduction from Lucifer and Diavolo yesterday, I was told to head to my room eventually and rest a little. It still didn't get into my head. It was super hard to believe that just yesterday at the same time, I was in my own room, sleeping and waiting for the time when I should usually get up for school and now I was in the demon world, being told I was going to be there for a whole year with the 7 demons. I mean of course I heard of the demon world but that was only some legends and barely anyone really believed that this world existed. But when I just looked around and everything was so god damn different, it was still an extremely unrealistic and unbelievable moment. I pinched myself in hope I would wake up in my own room again but it didn't work. I mean the room was comfortable and all but seriously, this was so random that I wasn't sure how to feel about this.I mean, after all I was away from my friends and my family. I had the feeling that I definitely needed some time to get actually used to the things in the demon world. It wasn't like I hated it here and all but seriously, this was kind of scary. After all, this whole exchange student thing happened pretty randomly so of course I wasn't really prepared for all that. But at the other side, I didn't really think that I was going to get out of here before the exchange student program was over so I guess I could make the best out of the whole thing as well, even if it was somehow scary at first.I shook off my thoughts and got out of bed, eventually dressing myself for the day today. Diavolo gave me a timetable and apparently, I should head to breakfast with the demons. I yawned and quickly covered the bags under my eyes I had from probably not sleeping enough last night. That did make kind of sense though since it was hard for me to sleep anywhere that wasn't home. I let out another yawn and quickly did the rest of my daily morning routine before heading out of my room. The house looked actually pretty fancy. Old fashioned but fancy. it took me some time to find the right room and now I was kind of glad that I was so early since if I got up a little later, then I probably would have been late. And being late on your first day is kind of a bad idea after all. I gulped and opened up the door, entering a room with a large table. Almost everyone of the demons were sitting at the table, eating breakfast pretty peacefully. "Oh look, Y/N's finally here!", a demon who I remember as Asmodeus let out tot the others, causing everyone to look at my direction. "There's a seat left between me and Levi", the orange haired demon called Beelzebub let out to me. I only remembered a few names if I was being completely honest. If Beel didn't just tell me the name of the demon next to him, I probably wouldn't have remembered Levi's name.I nodded and sat down next to Beel and Levi, not quite knowing what to say, so I just picked a bit in my food and drank a bit of my drink that was standing in front of my plate. Some of the demons eventually arrived as well, being pretty late. Today was my first day of school and Mammon was told to guide me around. I still wasn't sure what to think of this whole thing. I wasn't super depressed about it or something, I just needed to get used to it I guess.I continued to pick around in my food when I heard the demon next to me speaking up. "Are you still eating this?", Beel eventually asked me. "Oh uh, no. You can have it if you want to", I let out to him, putting away my fork and my knife before sliding my plate over to his side. "Damn Y/N you don't have to let him have your breakfast. He gets more than enough food", the purple haired demon on my right let out eventually. "I know but I'm not too hungry anyways so it's fine", I let out, shrugging my shoulders before finishing my drink eventually. "But you need food to have enough energy for the day", Beelzebub let out to me with a full mouth which caused me to slightly chuckle. "Well of course you would say that as the avatar of gluttony. 'Sides that, you're kinda eating my breakfast right now. Though I'm skipping one breakfast so I'm not gonna die from that", I replied to him, still slightly chuckling. I had troubles understanding the next sentence from the orange haired demon since he was eating and stuff but if I had to guess then he probably talked about food.Afterwards, it was time for the first day of lessons in the demon world. Judging by the first few hours, it wasn't too bad. At least the demons were actually pretty nice to me. And in class, I sat between Mammon and Beelzebub. I was pretty glad to be in between those two. Beel came off as pretty nice to me and Mammon was pretty cool too besides his tough attitude since he was somewhat mad that it was him that had to look after me and show me around. Right now, it was break and a lot of the others were outside, catching fresh air or anywhere outside the classroom. Beel was still with me inside the classroom while he was whining that he was hungry. "Didn't you take any snacks or something with you?", I asked him, leaning a bit back. "Yea but I already ate everything when the teacher was looking away from me", he admitted, scratching the back of his head. I couldn't help but laugh a bit when I heard his stomach growl a bit. "You know, I took a few snacks with me from the human world. We can share those if you want", I offered. His eyes immediately lit up as soon as I offered him that we can share some snacks I brought.I eventually reached down into my bag, reaching out some small snacks. "Here you go", I let out to him, throwing it into his lap. "woah thanks!", he let out to me, immediately ripping open the packaging and eating the content of the packaging. I took a bite as well and just as I took the second bite, he was already done with the [fav snack] which I handed him over. "*munch munch* this is *munch* dewicus *munch munch*", he let out."Thanks Y/n!", Beel let out to me. I think I already found someone that I liked. I mean the others were super nice from what I knew as well, only that I was rather scared of Lucifer, but all of the others were really nice. I just talked the most with Beelzebub from all of the demons here and not going to lie, he was somehow hilarious sometimes. "Oh you got something there", I let out to him which caused him to tilt his head into my general direction while he indirectly leaned a bit in. I reached out my hand to his cheek, swiping off some crumbs from the snack of it. His cheek felt pretty warm but it was possible that my hands were in general rather cold. "O-Oh, thank you", the demon replied to me, with a slightly blushing face.Eventually some time had passed, maybe around 3 months? I wasn't exactly sure but that felt pretty realistic. I wasn't that scared of the demon world anymore even though I had to admit that it was hard to actually get used to the whole thing. But I managed to get closer to everyone here. I was especially close to Beel though. I didn't know why it was him in particular that gave me those kind of vibes but I was glad that I had him by my side not going to lie. This might sound pretty cheesy now but whatever. I had to admit that I was super embarrassed about it and stuff but I might have caught some feelings towards the demon. I knew this was kind of dumb since I wasn't even there for a long time. I was only there for a single year and stuff so it wasn't smart to emotionally attach myself to one of the demons. and besides that, this wasn't even the human world. It was a whole other world I was in right now than I usually was and I didn't even know that this world existed before I was dragged here. At the other side though, there was barely even anything you can do against emotionally attaching yourself to someone else. maybe except growing distant but first of all, I didn't really want to do that and second of all, even if I did want to do that, it was hard to avoid him when he sat directly next to me in classes and when he was one of the demons I lived with. The feelings were pretty uncomfortable for me but as long as I didn't show anything to the demon, it should be fine.I shook off my thoughts when I looked at my timetable. I yawned since it was still morning. It was my turn for the cooking duty today. It wasn't easy to cook the right things when you were on cooking duty since there was Beel. I really loved him but ta the other side, he ate a lot, which made sense since he was the avatar of gluttony. So it was pretty obvious I was going to stand a long long time in the kitchen to make the food for the demon brothers.After I eventually got myself ready for the day, I made my way to the kitchen, still yawning. It was still pretty early but I mean for cooking duty it made sense that I had to be awake early. I rubbed my eyes and now stood in the cold kitchen. With another yawn, I set down a pot onto the stove, getting out the recipes I was given for today so I was able to cook for today. I didn't like cooking duty but that was part of the daily life in here. Actually, the longer I was here, the more I enjoyed my stay in the demon world. It was a bit unusual, yes, but honestly it was still pretty cool once you realized what was actually going on here. I didn't even really want to think about the fact that I had to leave again after the year was over.. I was slightly sad that it was only a year but it was definitely better than not making this experience at all. I mean at first of course I was slightly scared about the fact that I was here since this was new. This whole world that I didn't even know that existed was new as hell to me so of course I was scared, especially since those were demons we were talking about. But once I got closer to every of them, the demons weren't a problem anymore. In fact, I actually pretty liked them. Of course the cooking duty was kind of a pain in the ass but it was part of the life here so I guess I just had to do it.When I started the preparations for the recipe, I got ripped out of my thoughts when someone entered the kitchen. I turned around to see that it was the familiar demon Beel. "Oh Y/N, what are you doing here?", he asked me, holding his stomach in being hungry. "I'm on cooking duty today. Let me guess, you came down here because you're hungry?", I asked him, slightly chuckling. "How did you guess?", he replied to me in an ironic tone of his voice, making me chuckle even more. "If you help me then you can try a little early", I offered to him. "DEAL", he immediately let out as he stood next to me.It was nice getting a little help, especially since Beel was the one that ate most of the food whoever on cooking duty made anyways. But it was also nice spending some more time with Beel alone without the other demons. Of course I liked the other demons as well but it was nice spending time alone with someone that you loved. "Could you hand out the ingredients to me?", I asked him. "mhm", he let out with a sleepy hum while he handed out some ingredients to me.It took me some time but I eventually prepared most of the food for the breakfast. I did a bit more than it was expected since I told beel that he could have some now when he helped me with the cooking duty today. The muscular demon ate most of it when I was just preparing the last bits of the food. I shrieked a bit up when I felt something suddenly cold on the tip of my nose just to see that Beel was smudging some of the sauce onto my face. "Hey!! you'll regret that", I let out to him, dipping both of my index fingers into the sauce I did for the breakfast, attempting to smudge that on his face as well. But before I could, the demon set down his food on the table of the kitchen and grabbed both of my wrists, holding me back from smudging the sauce onto his face. I struggled a bit back, trying to get my hands out of his grip but it was no use since he was pretty strong after all and pretty well trained so I just gave it up.The two of us looked at each other for some time and then broke out in laughter. The demon soon understood that I stopped struggling against his grip so he let one of his hands which was wrapped around my wrist loose again to wipe off the cold sauce on the tip of my nose. I could already feel the slight heat in my cheeks as he did so but I did use that chance to smudge some of it onto his cheek.The two of us got somewhat ripped out of that moment when someone else entered the kitchen. My gaze was now fixed on the now opened door and the tall figure in the beginning of the kitchen. "Ewww get a room you two", the purple haired demon let out to me. It was Levi who entered the kitchen and disturbed Beel's and my moment. My cheeks turned into a deep shade of red as soon as he said that when I thought about how this might come off when someone saw us like that. My gaze turned towards the avatar of gluttony again to see that his cheeks were now colored in a deep shade of red as well. The demon close in front of me eventually backed off but before we could even explain ourselves and that it wasn't what it looked like, Levi already left the room probably because he found the situation pretty awkward. That was understandable though. If I was the one entering when two people were in that situation, I'd probably leave as quickly as possible again."Sorry- I didn't really think about how this looks when someone walks in", Beel let out to me, scratching the back of his head. "No worries, we can explain everything to him later on", I replied to the demon, awkwardly scratching the back of my head. "Oh the food-", I quickly added, hurrying to the stove, taking it down to avoid it burning. But everything was fine with the food and I kinda managed to distract the two of us from the awkward situation just now and to change the topic."I guess most of the others must be awake already-", I let out to him. "Yea you're right. Let me help you carry the food to the dining room", he let out to me before taking some of the things for the breakfast. "Thanks", I let out to him, smiling at him when I took the rest of the things.Almost the whole day had passed by now and it was pretty late in the evening. I wasn't even really tired when I received a call from someone. Out of curiosity, I looked who it was and it was Beel. I just put it away since I explained Levi the thing in the kitchen in texts so he didn't think wrong of us and apologized for that since he seemed pretty awkward. But that didn't really matter right now. I picked up the phone eventually since I wanted to listen to the ringtone which was one of my favorite songs a bit longer.Beel: "Oh you're still up, good"Me: "Yea I'm not really tired"Beel: "Me neither"Me: "Why did you call me?"Beel: "I wanted to ask if you want to come over to my room and train a little with me. It's kinda boring to train by myself and you were the first one that responded to me"Me: "Sure why not. I'm not that good with sports and all though but I guess some self defense basics can't hurt"Beel: "Great! See you then"The sound of him hanging up soon followed. I quickly changed myself into some clothes you could wear for doing sports and made myself towards Beel's room. I knocked before eventually letting myself in, seeing Beel standing in the middle of his room in sweatpants and a tight tank top. "Hey", I let out to him, smiling before I stood next to him. "Yo! I thought we should start with some basic things to prepare ourselves", he let out to me. "I trust you when it comes to exercising so just tell me what to do I guess", I let out to him, awkwardly scratching the back of my head. "Okay then", he replied to me, explaining to me what exercises he wanted to do.I was glad that the two of us trained together. I mean I wasn't too interested in things like sport but I guess some self defense training wouldn't really hurt. And besides that, since I was here, I could use some time productively. After all, I did have the choice between staying in my room alone or being with someone I really liked and spending some time with that person. I really liked him so I was really glad that he invited me over for today night. And trying out something new wasn't too bad as well. But this was mainly about him if I was honest. I loved him and I hoped that we would be able to spend even more time like that with each other.Some time had passed and the demon told me how to beat someone properly. "Now that you know how to beat someone properly, hit me. I can take a few hits", he let out to me. "Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you", I let out to him, scratching the back of my head. "Don't worry, i'm a demon after all. A few hits won't do a lot to me", Beel replied to me. "Alright if you say so", I let out to him, doing as he said. I balled my hand into a fist, hitting him with all my might as he wanted me to. "woah not too bad", he let out to me. He flinched a little but it didn't seem to bother him too much like he said which kind of relieved me. "I told you that I could take a few hits", he let out to me, slightly chuckling. "Yea but still- I still kinda have a bad feeling about hitting you", I let out, scratching the back of my head.It was already 1am by the time we were done and we were both pretty tired. "You can stay overnight if you don't want to go all the way back to your room", Beel let out to me while he turned away from me so he could change into something he was able to sleep in. "I don't mind staying over but I would need to get back anyways to change myself. I didn't exactly plan on sleeping in the same clothes I worked out in just now", I let out to him, slightly chuckling. "I'mma be back in a few minutes, I'm just changing myself really quick", I let out to him before I silently closed the door behind me after I left his room.I made my way to my room again, paying attention not to wake anyone since it was pretty late after all. I opened up the door of my room, slowly sliding inside while I searched out some clothes to sleep in for the night. I decided to go with some short sweatpants and an oversized shirt before I made my way into Beel's room again. I was pretty well aware that I should be asleep right now and that I would definitely regret staying up so late tomorrow during the lessons but whatever. I mentally needed this with Beel right now. I knocked at the door, soon letting myself in again.When I entered, I saw that Beel was just making the couch in his room ready. "You can have my bed, then I'll take the couch", he let out to me. "You don't need to take the couch just because I'm staying over, seriously", I replied to the slightly muscular demon. "Are you sure? I don't want to make you uncomfortable when we stay in the same bed together", he replied towards me. "Seriously you're not making me uncomfortable with that", I answered the demon, scratching the back of my head while gently smiling towards him. "Alright then", he let out to me, unordinarily throwing the pillows and the blanket onto his bed again.The two of us eventually settled down on his bed together. It was pretty comfortable and really really warm as I slipped under the covers next to him. We usually wanted to sleep but that didn't really last for a really long time. Just after a few minutes, I already managed to pick up a conversation again which caused him to turn his body towards my direction so he was able to properly look at me. The dim lights in his room were still on so we could see each other still perfectly. "Why do you have two beds in your room when you only use one?", I asked him. "Oh uh.. the second bed belongs to my twin brother. Apparently he's in the human world right now", he replied to me. "Oh really? Wow that's cool, I didn't know you had a twin brother", I replied to him. "Yea I do miss him though", he let out to me, his expression now changing."I get how you feel. I also have family members and other people I have good relations to that I miss", I let out towards the demon. "Especially my best friend. We have been friends ever since ages now and a lot of people started to ship us ever since 7th grade", I explained to him. "Oh really?", he let out to me, seeming somewhat surprised. "uh-huh. It's dumb when you actually think about it since we've never been more than actual best friends but even my class teacher thought about us as a couple", I replied to him, scratching the back of my head in awkwardness.When I thought about it, this was one of the first times I've actually told one of the demons something that close and personal from my life. But I mean, it was Beel. I liked this man and he told me about his brother so it just somehow fit to the topic of our conversation I guess.I continued to tell Beel about my best friend and about how awkward it was that we were getting shipped. "You seem to really like him", he let out, half joking. "Not as a partner you jerk", I let out to him, gently hitting him in the upper arm with barely any force, making both of us chuckle. "Have you ever liked someone in a romantic way?", Beel asked me, looking into my face. "Yea I did. In fact, I kinda do right now", I replied to him, not quite thinking about what I was saying before I actually said it. I knew this was kind of dumb but I just had this temptation to actually tell Beel what I was feeling towards him. I knew I would fuck up a lot between us but it was hard seeing someone that you knew pretty well and know at the same time that you have secrets and just have to pretend like there was nothing going on.That caused to have caught his attention even more than before but I wasn't sure what was going on with him right now. Either he seemed just interested in me or he seemed slightly down and disappointed but hopeful at the same time and I couldn't quite point my finger on it. "I um.. forget what I said, I probably said too much anyways", I let out to him, scratching the back of my head while I wanted to slap myself for letting that slip. "What letter do they start with? If you don't mind telling", he let out to me, seeming suddenly curious.I was debating with myself whether I should tell him the truth or not. But even if I said the truth, I could still make up a fake name and tell him that it was someone from the human world if things didn't go well.. so fuck it.. I just hoped I didn't just ruin our friendship forever. "B", I let out o him, awkwardly looking away. From the corners of my eyes, I could see that he was looking like he was smiling for some reason. "Hm.. Bucifer?", he asked, obviously joking. I let out a slight laughter. "did you seriously forget that Barbatos also starts with a B?", I asked him, soon realizing how that sounded. "It's not Barbatos btw, just to make that clear", I quickly added, saving myself from the situation, which made him chuckle slightly.I wasn't sure how to act in that situation. I wasn't sure what to say and it was making everything extremely awkward for me. Should I just tell him that I loved him and not anyone else that coincidentally started with the letter B? This was just the best fitting moment for a confession which won't come up so soon anymore. And to be honest, it would be a great relief and it would lift some weight off my shoulders if I just confessed right here and now. At the other side, wouldn't it make things awkward between the two of us? Ah fuck it. I couldn't imagine the demon making things extremely awkward between us or going out of my way until things settled down which were the worst case scenarios. But when I thought about it, he couldn't really avoid me and I rather saw him as the type of guy that would just ignore the confession if he didn't feel the same way. So I guess here goes nothing.."You know, this someone is-", I let out, beginning a sentence which caught his interest and attention again immediately. I took a deep breath before continuing my sentence. "You. Now, there, I said it", I let out, wanting to bury my face into a pillow. I risked a look at the demon in front of me who now started to smile slightly. I could feel one of his warm hands on the skin of my cheek which now turned into a slight shade of red. He slightly moved my head a bit further towards his, making me feel his hot breath against the skin of my face. I didn't even realize what was going on now when I felt the demon's other arm being wrapped around my waist before he leaned in eventually. Just shortly before our both lips could connect, he whispered something. "I feel the same", I heard the demon whisper before he eventually leaned into a soft and warm kiss. My heart immediately sped up but I eventually kissed him back and closed my eyes. I slightly deepened the kiss by wrapping both of my arms around his neck, pulling him even closer towards me.After some time of us kissing, I could feel him part from the kiss. "I'm really glad you feel the same way as I do", he let out to me as he was pushing my head towards his chest by the back of my head. I just had to grin. "Me too", I let out to him b efore closing my eyes. I could hear his steady heartbeat as I was slowly drifting off to a peaceful sleep.
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- Leviathan is super easy to turn on despite him being not too socially active. Well, especially BECAUSE he is not too socially active. He barely even had any kind of experience when it comes to relationships with others or even sexually actions. It's not as if he is horny 24/7 but the moment you two started to hang out and the moment you two got closer with each other and started to also physically get closer (by cuddling, kissing etc), he is pretty easy to turn on.When you sit in his lap, kissing him and when you're pulling him closer towards you, driving your fingers through his hair should do the trick. It doesn't really need a lot of touching each other, just some kissing.- Some of his biggest turn-offs are things like BDSM or anything similar. He doesn't want to hurt you after all and it just feels wrong in his eyes. Since he doesn't have a lot of experience to begin with, he sees something like sex as something really intimate between two really close people so he doesn't enjoy BDSM in any way. Not when he gets hurt and not when he has to hurt you.- Some of his biggest turn-ons are things like teasing. He really enjoys it when you are teasing each other. He also really really enjoys it to receive blowjobs. He doesn't mind giving oral as well, he enjoys it as well and will do it with no hesitation but he just really enjoys it when you give him head.- When you actually give him head, he really enjoys it when you play around his tip with your tongue. He enjoys it when you play with his tip since it's a really sensitive part of his dick. He does tangle his fingers with your hair when you suck him off though he doesn't push your hand down. The demon just enjoys it way more when you do it on your own without him pushing you down or changing anything about the way you do it. Also, if you don't mind then he likes it when you swallow.- Especially during your first time with each other, he gets pretty nervous. He keeps panicking himself that he doesn't go too rough on you. And especially since it's the first time, he gets super riled up by it. By the time when he is so riled up and horny, he transforms into his demon form, which causes him to be even more careful not to hurt you or to go too rough on you. Sometimes, he's even so nervous about it that he forgets to be extra careful so he sometimes can get a little rough with you.- His favorite position is when he lays down and you're in his lap. that way, he can wrap his demon tail around your waist and guide you up and down on his dick. Especially since he barely has any experience, it reliefs him a little more since he has the feeling he can't do that much wrong than in any other position.- Even though he enjoys the time with you when you two get intimate, he doesn't really want others to notice that. So mostly, you'll be doing it when it's already pretty late and the other demons are sleeping and only in one of your rooms. He even got himself a real bed besides his bath tub in his room since sometimes you want to stay over. An da bath tub isn't quite the most comfortable place to be fucking. (He still keeps the bath tub though).- Afterwards he always asks you if you're okay. He doesn't want to hurt you so he just wants to make sure you're fine. He is also more than happy to cuddle with you and hug you after the two of you are done. And if it did actually happen that he hurt you on accident, he apologizes and keeps you close to him. If it hurts to walk for you, he'd also carry you around the demon school the next day.
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Your P.O.VThe situation I had been in in that moment was super intense and crazy. I didn't know how but I somehow.. ended up in a game of life and death, battling against a lot of other people. I was just laying down in my bed in my room, looking at my phone. I was just reading the diary entries for a few days in advance. I didn't even know how this was possible but for some reason the diary entries I wrote for a pretty long time now were now being written in advance and they were right without any exceptions and that was being used as a base for the killing game. I actually didn't even really want to call it a game.. It was sick and it somehow scared me.. and that day, at the very beginning of the game, a special girl started to cling onto me.It was Yuno Gasai. I was in the same class with her so I knew her pretty well. she was pretty, she was popular, she was a good student but from all of the available boys out of the whole class.. she chose a girl like me. I wasn't too social. I thought that she was cute for a long time now and didn't have the courage to even talk to her. But who could know that she knew so much about me when I barely knew anything about her besides her name- The day I noticed about the diary telling me the entries of upcoming days, she confessed her feelings to me for some reason..Honestly, I barely talked to her. I only did a joke about how I would take her on a date or be in a relationship with her because I liked her looks since my teacher already outed me in front of the whole class on accident. So she basically already knew I liked girls as well.. and she really was cute- I liked her pink, soft hair.. But besides that one joke I did which was only a half joke, the two of us barely even talked so that confession of hers was pretty surprising.. After all, how can she have feelings for me when she barely even knew anything about me?At first I was shaking it off and thinking that it was probably just a prank or something because she was popular and I wasn't so really. But after she kissed me.. I realized that she really meant it. Of course you can always kiss someone even without actual feelings but what made this even more obvious was the fact that she helped me through the first person trying to kill me. I was somewhat terrified at that point but she helped me with her diary. And when I got to know about her diary, I was shocked as hell. That was the point that made me question everything. That was the point that made me scared of her.Her whole diary was just about me. ONLY about me. And when the fact that the writing style and the thins we wrote down usually in our diaries was really true, then that meant that she also wrote about me all the time and that she was watching me the whole time, even before that life or death competition happened-What scared me most about people like her is that these people seemed like normal people. They didn't stand out a lot and were kind to others they weren't interested in or didn't lay their eyes on. They seemed friendly and like they were not a big threat. People like her fit into society perfectly without anyone noticing how fucked up they are. Yuno was one of these people. she perfectly integrated herself into the society and barely anyone even thought anything bad about her. She seemed kind, athletic, pretty and she had good grades. But I had no idea that she was secretly watching me, stalking me even, following me secretly without me knowing and writing everything into her diary. If this life or death game never happened then I wouldn't have know either.. I saw her kill without any sign of remorse. She claimed it was just for me- I knew that if we didn't kill them, then they would kill us instead but she just did it like it was killing a mosquito and pretended that nothing happened afterwards.. she was just like her usual self around me, being nice to me even after she killed people for my sake-Of course I had to do something too against enemies but- she was next level. And at first, I was terrified of her. I was terrified how she somehow got my phone number, constantly texting me even though i was so terrified by the killing game and partly of her. But actually.. I've gotten used to it. I knew that that was something actually no one should get used to but.. I had to deal with that every day. Even if I wanted to get rid off her, even if I tried to do something that would make her go away, even if it meant that I would have been all alone in that ridiculous situation we were in right now, she always found her way back to my side. At this point, I had nothing left but to accept her. and I hated to admit it but when she wasn't freaking all out over our enemies and killing them, she was extremely cute.. she cared about me.. and she did nice things to me- we even went on dates already, even if that was relatively at the start of this and this wasn't making me too happy in that moment.But if you left out the killing others part and the fact that she actually was a total psychopath who actually really needed therapy, she was.. cute.. and I liked her.. In the last time, there weren't any things that made me somehow mad at her or that scared me about her so.. We planned to do something together. We decided to do a picnic in the evening when the sun was just about to set.No matter how creepy she might have been, I still somehow got weirdly attached to her. And no matter how much I tried to stop myself from feeling that way, I couldn't stop thinking about her like that. It was insane and I didn't understand why I was like that. I knew she was trouble so why would I still think about her? And why would I agree to go on that date today with her? I didn't get it.. maybe I already had given up on trying to get rid off her since I knew she would always come back. and maybe, but only maybe, I had grown too used to her soft and nice side towards me.I didn't know what it was but the times where she was really nice to me was actually pretty great. I sighed and looked at myself in the mirror one more time. I was ready for our date.. I paired an oversized shirt with a jeans jacket and some jeans. I mean yes it was somehow warm but in the end, it was still evening and so it probably was going to get somewhat cool later on.. and even if it was too warm, you could always put off the jacket in the end anyways.. I put on the last accessories and put my phone into the pocket of my jeans. It was probably dumb to forget it at home.. Even if I was going out on a date and even though I was expecting it to be a peaceful evening right now, I still couldn't be sure that none of the other diary users would attack us during our date.. I mean- I didn't exactly plan to get myself killed on the date, it would kind of be a buzzkill.The loud sound of my doorbell ringing shook me out of my thoughts instantly. I shook my head to get my head free and quickly grabbed a backpack with my part of the things that I should bring for the picnic and hurried towards the door. I opened the door, instantly seeing Yuno. "Y/N-channn! I'm here as I promised", she let out to me cheerfully as usually with a smile on her face. I smiled back at her. "Yea I already packed everything so if you don't need anything we're good to go", I replied to her, scratching the back of my head. "No I have everything too", the yandere replied to me. "Alright then", I let out, letting my hand reach back towards the drawer in my hallway where my key was laying on. Obviously I would need to at least take a key with me. I stepped outside towards the girl, shutting the door behind me while I reached my hand into the pockets of my jeans, stuffing my keys inside them. Together, we walked towards the point we wanted to do our picnic on. It was quite some walk but the cool air was refreshing.As soon as the two of us arrived, I spread the blanket onto the grass and set down the things that I brought for the picnic today. But before I could put everything down, I looked a little upwards towards the pink haired girl. she had already held out a fork towards my mouth. "Say ahhh! This is a self made cake so I hope you like it", she let out to me. Not thinking much of it, I opened my mouth, causing her to put the fork inside it. I closed my mouth around the piece of metal and at the piece of the cake. "Wow this is delicious.. I didn't know that you are able to bake so well", I let out to Yuno, scratching the back of my head. That caused her to giggle. "Of course I spent a really long time preparing this for you", she replied to me, making me smile.Though it didn't take a lot more than just a few minutes until my sight got somehow blurry.. I had this weird feeling of dizzyness inside my head and I didn't exactly know what was going on. Until a realization hit me directly into my face.. What was.. inside that cake- Shit- Was it really a good idea to just trust her without thinking about her maybe doing something like that? But she always wanted me to be safe and she always protected me.. so why.. Why did she do that? My face went pale in panic as I didn't know what to do but I barely had any energy left inside the cells of my body to do anything against it. In those kinds of moments you just couldn't do anything against that. As soon as something not good for you enters your body and blood flow, you're basically done for except if you throw it up soon enough. But I figured it would be too late for that. Besides that, I just didn't think much of it whens he gave me that piece of cake.. It wasn't too unusual for her to do something nice for me so of course I wouldn't question what was inside that cake.. When it came to my safety she never did anything to harm it. she never ever did something that would maybe make me die or get hurt or anything similar. So of course I would trust her.. did she just use that fact against me?That was bad.. really, really bad...And before I knew it, My sight went completely blank and I just could feel my body hitting the grass with a muffled thud before i passed out completely.As I woke up again, a bright light was shining into my sleepy eyes. I only realized now, how bad my head actually hurt in that moment. I wanted to hold my hand in front of my eyes out of instinct but something was holding my hands down. Where was I...? with a headache I looked down to avoid the bright lights shining into my direction. I opened my eyes for just a bit just to see that my hands were tied? why were they tied up? and why was I sitting on a chair?After seeing that I had obvious struggles to adapt to the light in the room after being unconscious, Yuno turned the lights down again, smiling at me. My face went bright red as I saw that she was just in her underwear in front of me. If she wouldn't have put something into the cake so I would become unconscious, I probably would have admired her body. But in that moment, I was too busy realizing what happened in that moment right now. I was too busy thinking about how she managed to make me be unconscious- "What happened?", I asked her with a raspy, exhausted voice. When I opened my eyes once again, I noticed how I wasn't wearing anything but my underwear as well- If I hadn't been so lightheaded right now then I probably would have been worried about her seeing me like that and I would have been insecure about myself and embarrassed. But this wasn't the proper time to be worrying about something like that.She just came up to me without even answering my question. Only a few more moments later, I could feel her hand on my cheek, guiding my face a little upwards so I was looking at her. I was so confused and my head hurt like hell. She just giggled in a psychotic way. fuck I should have known it.. I should have known that it wasn't a good idea to trust her.. Yea she maybe did act all nice around me but she still killed people- and she did that to me right now even if some of the story was still unsure for me. My eyes finally got used to the light and so I was able to look into her face. I was obviously mad at her in that moment. Of course, who wouldn't be?! Who wouldn't want to slap someone after she kidnapped and drugged you.As I looked into her face, part of her body was covered in blood- Where.. did that blood come from? As if she was able to read my minds, she answered to my question. But maybe my gaze on her body covered in blood was pretty obvious to read. "Oh you're wondering where that blood comes from, riiight?", she asked me, tilting her head to the side slightly, shortly after giggling. "I took down the security guards of this place for us Y/N-chan! After all, I don't want them to interfer with our date", she let out, now getting closer again.My eyes once again examined her body. I noticed that her hair wasn't styled into the pigtails in the back of her head anymore like she always used to style her hair.. The sudden aching pain in my head shook my thoughts about yuno herself off for a second. What time was it? What day was it even? I had completely lost the sense of time and date in this moment which was understandable. As far as I could tell, there were no windows in the room and the light was now being dimmed so I had no idea what time of the day it was in that moment. Also, I didn't even know if it was even the same day. My parents must have been worried.The girl grinned at me and held my phone so I wa sable to look at it. I didn't exactly have a chance to grab it since my wrists were being tied to each side of the leans of the chair but I was clearly able to read what she wanted to show me. she showed me a chat.. Apparently, she was the one who texted my parents from my phone, telling them I was alright and that I would be staying with a classmate (probably referring to her) for a few days. Just as before, it felt like she was able to read minds. Exactly when I wanted to ask about my parents, she showed me the chat. At the other side, she still had her diary which was all about me so maybe she read it from there. But this wasn't really the thing I should be worrying about right now.She put away my phone again, resting it on a nearby table in the same room. she then came up to me. "Now we're finally alone. No one will disturb the two of us now, not even your new friends", she let out, giggling while she leaned over my chair. She wrapped her arms from behind around my neck, leaning over my tied body. and before I knew it, she grabbed my head and turned it slightly so I was looking at her. Her thumb caressed my cheek and her breath was already hitting my cheek, tickling my skin slightly. I didn't have any energy left to even try to refuse against her. Not that I had the chance to anyways with me being literally tied to a chair with her holding my head in place right now. He grip wasn't forceful though. Probably because she clearly knew that I barely had any energy left right now.My eyes widened as she softly connected her lips to mine, smiling against the kiss. I was too confused and to exhausted to do anything at that point. If I wasn't so worn out from the things she gave me at the picnic, I probably would have turned my head away from her to prevent her from kissing me but even though I wanted to do that in this moment, I couldn't. Everything inside me was trying to get away, was trying to make her go away and to stop kissing me but I was mentally so confused that I wasn't able to do anything. My vision was still somewhat blurry as well though it was getting better from moment to moment. That meant that at least whatever she gave me and whatever she baked into the pie, it was slowly starting to fade. At least its effects after waking up.As she turned away from me again, she rested her head on top of mine, giggling. "You're so cute Y/N-chan", she whispered out silently but still loud enough for me to hear. How did I even get into this? How did I deserve this? I mean yea I got it, she has an unhealthy obsession for me but.. did she really have to go that far to kidnap me? I could have understood it at least a little bit more if I turned her down before that but we had a date planned so what was the reason for this? I literally agreed to be on a date beforehand..time had passed on and on. I didn't know how much it was. It could have been days, it could have been even a week. Or maybe it was just half a day or some hours. I couldn't tell. I never had a chance to get to see a clock or a date. I yawned as I woke up again, the first thing I saw was like every morning Yuno. I must have been here for quite some time since she said something about me not eating for a while and her getting worried. "Come on Y/N- You have to eat. If you cooperate more, then the sooner we get out of here", she whispered into my ear as she leaned further towards me. So I just.. had to cooperate? I really wanted to see my Mom again and my dad. I wanted to see my friends and I never thought the day would come that I say that I really wanted to go to school again. I just wanted back the normal activities in my life before the killing game had started with all those future predictions in my digital diary. I just wanted back to my school, live a halfway normal life with Yuno (as long as she doesn't kidnap me anymore). And since Deus said that there would only be one winner, that meant that even if I happen to survive alongside of Yuno, only one of us would be able to survive. I sighed and decided to open my mouth as she held the spoon with some food on it in front of my mouth, waiting for me to open it.She smiled and guided the spoon into my mouth, causing me to close it around the spoon. I ate the food and it seemed to be something that I enjoyed. An aching pain rushed through the lower part of my body. I furrowed my eyebrows and squeezed my eyes shut a little in pain. It was my tailbone. all the sitting around in that chair in the same position really hurt. It hurt as hell especially since I already sprained my tailbone before.I knew that giving in to her and cooperating with her somehow was bad. Not only somehow. It probably gave her the feeling that she actually had control over me when I opened my mouth now for the spoon. Of course that must have given her the impression that she was able to get me to cooperate with her and that wasn't good if she wanted to have a healthy relationship like it was written in her diary. But at this point, I didn't have a choice. She would leave me locked up for years if she wanted to so if I wanted to get out, the quickest way was probably to cooperate. At least for now.I actually managed to eat in that moment. I have been refusing to eat ever since I woke up in here to show her that she doesn't have any control over me in that moment but in the end, I had to give in. My stomach already hurt because I was so hungry which was another reason why I thought that it must have been at least a few days that I have been here. Otherwise my stomach wouldn't have hurt so bad. But after all this time of me being here, I realized that no one was going to come and rescue me. My friends, my family- Everyone I had a good connection to were thinking nothing bad of my disappearance since Yuno sent them fake messages. So of course no one was going to come and rescue me. At this point, maybe it was just better to give in to her and eat a little. It would be really bad for my health if I continued to refuse too.."Since you ate so well, let me take you home again", she let out with a wide smile. My expression in my face was still the same as the past few days. I was pissed off but also overwhelmed and exhausted. I almost landed on the ground as she unbound my ties, letting me off the chair finally. But before my body could hit the cold ground, Yuno caught me. She wrapped her arm around my shoulder and supported my weight. "Careful Y/N, I don't want you to trip", she let out to me, smiling widely.I looked down to the ground as I followed her out of the room so we both could get our clothing again. I hated to admit it but even if she was a psychopath, she did care about me and she took some good care about me. that was what made me even sadder when I thought about the fact that not both of us were able to survive and win the life or death situation.When we entered the room, i was getting shaken out of my thoughts once again. She picked up my clothes and held my favorite shirt in front of me. "Come on, put your arms up", she let out to me with her usual cheerful voice. I didn't exactly have a chance so I just dd as she said and raised my arms, causing her to put the shirt over my body. When she put my favorite pants/skirt on me, she got up close behind me and wrapped her arms around my waist. she held the pants/skirt open for me so I was able to step inside it.I just watched her in mixed feelings as she put on her own clothes again as well, soon leading me out of the building again. When the bright sun hit my eyes I squeezed my eyes shut to protect my eyes. "The taxi is already waiting for us", she let out to me while she guided me towards the car, supporting my weight underneath her once again. I followed her since we were in a region I never saw and I was completely unfamilar with. Sitting down next to her in the back seats of the car, I closed my eyes once again and leaned my head against the window. I was so tired..I let out a yawn and felt myself doze off pretty quickly. But before I completely fell asleep, I could feel Yuno closing up on me again and leaning against my body. I couldn't actually do anything against it though since I was so tired.. And if I had the choice or strength to push her back, I didn't even know if I would have actually, even though she did all those things to me..And with that final thought, I slowly passed out from tiredness and my sight went black as I fell asleep again, this time actually being able to rest.
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Your P.O.VI just woke up from my brother walking into my room to wake me up. "Y/N wake up. You overheard your alarm however that's possible", Tobio let out to me. I opened my eyes to see the black haired guy in front of me. "oh right.. thanks", I let out to him sleepily. After rubbing my eyes, I got out of my bed, still extremely sleepy and somewhat weak. I let out a loud yawn and stumbled out of the door of my room, almost running into my doors.I was glad that I didn't have to walk a long time until I arrived at my school. Unlike my brother, I managed to get into the aoba johsai. I knew that i twas a private school and that the tests were going to be hard but for some reason,I had a super big advantage when it came to learning that Tobio didn't have. I managed to get the things I had to learn for school into my head in only a short amount of time. Psychologically seen, that doesn't make a lot of sense especially since I managed to keep most of the information in my mind. Especially when you consider the fact that you have to frequently revise already learned things so that you won't forget pieces of information saved with biochemic connections in your long term memory. Since the information in your long term memory are saved with biochemic connections instead of electric impulses like the short term memory or the sensory memory, it is saved for a long time with an almost unlimited capacity. Only pieces of information could be forgotten if you don't revise them often enough but already learned information can never be fully forgotten. But revising information for only a short amount of time was for some reason enough for me to keep my information actually in my memory. So I did the test to attend the school with ease. It wasn't hard in the slightest to pass the test so I was glad.My brother didn't make it to aoba Johsai though.. He instead went to Karasuno which also had a good reputation, besides the volleyball team of course. But aoba Johsai had just a thousand times better reputation. I went there for a pretty long time now. In fact, it was my last year before university. I was planning on studying [favorite subject] since that was the most interesting subject for my taste. It was still the start of the year and I was hyped up for the studying and things but.. I was kind of sad as well since I knew that Oikawa didn't want to go into the same direction so I could be sure that I wouldn't be seeing him during my time as a university student.. But maybe we have the chance to go to the same college. It kind of made me sad thinking about that the time on this school for both of us would be over after this year. But it couldn't be helped.Oikawa, who I almost always called by his first name Tooru was one of my closest and kind of only friends too at Aoba Johsai. At least, he was my only friend until he convinced me to join the volleyball team as a manager. I wasn't really the type for lots of sports. I mean I did SOME sports but only a little bit and only the necessary to keep myself somewhat fit. But I knew pretty much about volleyball itself, especially since my brother played it. It was interesting and it would be good for future job interviews I guessed. However, it was pretty fun and I got to know the boys from the volleyball team. And more importantly: I was able to spend some more time with Tooru. Well, that of course wasn't the main reason but it was a good benefit.However, Tooru was someone actually really important to me. He happened to sit right next to me during classes and the teacher seemed to enjoy to put the two of us into the same groups when we did some partner or group work as well. That way, we were forced to spend more time with each other which I didn't dislike at all. Even when I first saw him on my way to school on the first day, I immediately thought that he was cute. And was I wrong? In fact, I even think I have a small crush on him but I was sure that that would go away after some time anyways. Before I confessed to him, I just wanted to make sure these feelings actually stay and it's not just a small crush that goes away after a while. In fact, there is a difference between being in love and having a crush. Having a crush means having really intense feelings at the start but that goes away in a short while. Also, a crush usually is from the first sight or based on the looks and the impressions of this person while being in actual love means sincerely loving someone for a long time since a crush usually doesn't last longer than a few weeks, if even. The feeling of being in love also happen from a strong bond and from knowing someone for a long time. In general, instead of feeling super excited around a person like when you have a crush on someone, you feel rather safe around them.So I just wanted to make sure that this wasn't just a short crush on him. I was rather unsure since some points of both sides kind of apply to my situation. And besides that, what was making me rather insecure about confessing was the fact that he had so many fangirls. I knew that I should be getting used to them since I was around him for a long time but.. It was still somehow making me feel bad considering my situation. It just felt like I wasn't able to compete with a single of those girls and I hated it. But at this point I just had no choice but to try to ignore them and to try to hide the fact that I felt uncomfortable with them simping around him.Sometimes, they even waited until after training to talk to them which made me somewhat pissed off. Like yea I get it, you like Tooru but this was literally after a long, exhausting training so leave him some space god damn. He always seemed to play it cool but in situations like those I usually just told them nicely and respectfully that they should go and that Tooru was a little exhausted from the training and that they should go and talk to him tomorrow again.However. As I headed towards the kitchen, I could hear my phone letting out the sound I set as my notification sound. I opened up a text to see that it was Tooru who wrote me. He wrote me that he was a little late and if we could walk to school together today. With a slight smile, I answered him that we could and that I would be done in around 15 minutes. Luckily for me, Tobio woke me only 10 minutes before my alarm sound was ringing usually in the morning so I still had around enough time to get finished for school today and to actually head to school.After I quickly drank my drink, I headed towards my own room again, hastily putting on my school uniform and stuffed my books for today's lessons into my backpack along with my pencil case and a block with some sheets of paper. and by some sheets of paper I mean every single worksheet from the past few months of school from every single subject since I usually was always too lazy to put it into my folder. However, that way I just had everything with me even if I had to search quite some time.I quickly rushed towards the door with my brother stopping me. "Why are you so much in a hurry? You still have more than enough left and you forgot your lunch", Tobio let out to me, handing me the lunch. "Oh, I'm meeting up with someone to walk to school. But thanks", I let out, opening the zipper of my backpack again to stuff my lunch into the left space in it. "Did you seriously stick googly eyes to your backpack?", Tobio asked me, raising an eyebrow in confusion. That reaction made me chuckle. "Yea I did, why not? It looks hilarious", I replied to him, causing him to look even more confused. "However, I gotta go. My classmate wanted to pick me up any time soon", I let out to him, quickly leaving the house now.I turned my head to the end of the road to see that Tooru was already on his way to my house. I couldn't help but let my lips form a slight smile as I waited up for my friend while I watched him approaching me. "yahoo", he let out to me as he eventually arrived at my place, both of us now heading down the street. "Morning", I replied to Tooru. I honestly loved his way to say hi to me. Just the way he pronounced Yahoo was so fucking wholesome. "Did you study a lot for the psychology test today?", he asked me. "Not a bit honestly. The practice essays were enough for me to know the definitions of the human's memory and the three different types of memory", I replied to him. "After all, you know, it's not really a lot to remember anyways", I quickly added. "Hmm yea. I studied quite some time but only because of the definitions", Tooru replied to me. "Yea but I remember things like those pretty easily", I let out to him which caused him to chuckle. "Yea I know, you already told me", the dark haired boy replied to me, making me chuckle as well.As we arrived at the school together, we were just in time. However, I wasn't really able to concentrate myself that much since I was kind of excited to see the training game of volleyball today in the club. Today, Aoba Johsai was playing against Karasuno to train their skills. So I'd be able to see Tobio again, even though from the other side of the net. He already knew that I was the manager of the volleyball club since I was the one that asked him to give me some contact information of either the manager of his team or his coach so I was able to organize that training game.Though after what seemed like it would be an eternity, the school day finally went over. And there I stood, in the hall of the gym of our school with the trainer. More and more guys from the team arrived, ready for the training.I quickly made my way back to the gym, disappearing into the locker room. I put off my school uniform and changed into the training suit of aoba Johsai. I mean practically I wasn't actually part of the training besides throwing balls to people who needed to practice or who asked me to but it was comfortable and I got one as well.I got the sports shoes out of my bag, now disappearing into the hall again. Multiple team members were already in there, spending their time of break chilling in the hall. None of them were really training before it even started but they were talking to each other. I knew that Tooru would be coming later because of an appointment for the doctor. After all, he did hurt his knee some time ago. So up till then, I was alone with most of the rest of the volleyball team which I didn't have a problem with. I'd just be a little happier if Tooru was here right now.. putting one of my earphones into my ears, I leaned back against the wall, using the time to listen to my favorite songs before the training.After around half an hour of me listening to some of my favorite songs, I heard the trainer whistling, signaling all of us that he wants to begin the training. We all gathered in a semi circle in front of him, me next to him. "As you know, I used some contacts to organize a training game with the volleyball team of Karasuno. Even though this is just a training game, I want all of you to give it the best you can. This is a good opportunity to test your skills and how far you've improved after your last game and this is an important practice for upcoming matches. Very well then, good luck and give your best" I let out to the team, trying my best to sound motivational. "Yes!" The players called out just shortly before the volleyball team of Karasuno arrived in our gym.It seemed like my speech helped in some way. At least it seemed like they were taking it just as serious as an ordinary game. The game was already going on for a while as my good friend Tooru entered the hall, causing his annoying fangirls to talk and cheer immediately. I still thought that they were annoying the shit out of me but it couldn't be helped. I couldn't just tell them to fuck off during the game since they were allowed to watch. Nevertheless, I still couldn't really stand any of them.I watched my team as they were doing pretty well against my brother's team. I was honestly a little worried about my brother since his reputation as the king wasn't too well. But he actually seemed to be integrated well into the team. Judging by the rumors and the reputation of tobio he did a lot better and improved which was making me happy somehow.I was talking to the trainer in the later game and didn't look towards the field for a few moments. My gaze was just shortly stuck on my trainer's face until I felt a sudden aching pain in my face. It was a volleyball hitting me into my face thrown by one of Tobio's comerades. I flinched as the shock from a few seconds ago disappeared, causing the pain in especially my nostril area. The volleyball slowly dropped down to the ground with a silent thud. "Shit-", I let out, holding a hand in front of my nose. Drops of blood ran down my nose between the small gaps between my fingers, dropping onto the floor.If I looked into that direction I probably would have dodged the try to kill me with a volleyball. I was used to that and I knew how to dodge these balls. Also, this wasn't the only time that this had happened. Actually, Tooru already threw one of his balls into my face. Lucky for me, he didn't throw full throttle. Otherwise my nose would have been broken."Hinata you idiot! Don't just shoot the ball into my sibling's face!", Tobio yelled at the orange haired team comerades of his. "I didn't mean to! As if I would shoot their face on purpose!" He replied to him with a loud voice.I heard a whistling sound, signaling a break. Instantly, I saw Tooru walking up to me. "Hey everything okay?", He asked me, looking down to the blood drops. "It's fine don't worry about it", I replied. Well, it did hurt but it was actually not nearly as bad as the volleyball from Tooru. "Come on, I'll take you to the nurse's office", Tooru let out, casually wrapping an arm around my shoulders. My heart beat instantly went up as I felt that and my cheeks turned into a slight shade of red and that wasn't because of the volleyball that just hit me in the face. Shortly after, the two of us walked to the nurse's office together. As we passed Tobio, he watched us closely with an annoyed gaze in his face. I didn't quite get why he was looking at us so annoyed- it wasn't like Tooru did something or I."Could it be that tobio is your brother?", He asked me as soon as we were out of the gym, his arm still loosely wrapped around my shoulder. "Yea that's why I managed to organize the training game. Why do you ask? Do you know him?", i replied to him, tilting my head into his general direction. "Well.. let's just say we don't have a good past", He let out while he kept guiding me towards the nurse's office. "Oh really? What did he do?", i asked back, pronouncing the question of what he did with a dramatic voice as if implying that he often did something wrong. "Don't worry about it, it's got nothing to do with you. It's a thing between Tobio and me so I don't want to pull you into this", he let out now tilting his head towards me, gently smiling at me with that usual cocky smile of his. I smiled back at him while I could feel my cheeks heat up once again before I broke the eye contact and slightly lookef down to the ground.After some time, the nurse told me everything was okay and sent Tooru back to the game while I should wait here until the bleeding stopped which didnt take too long. As I came back, the game was already almost over. As I sat back down on the bench in the gym where I sat before, I watched my brother a little. Judging by his body language, he still seemed pretty pissed but what changed his attitude so quickly? The short comerade of his didn't do that on purpose anyways so it probably wasn't him he was angry at. But who then? Well, maybe I should ask him back at home."See you tomorrow in school Y/N", Tooru let out to my waving at me with a cocky smile in his face. "Yea see you Tooru", I let out to him, smiling back at him as he left the gym, making his way home. It was already dark and it was getting slightly cold. I shrieked up as a familiar voice ripped me out of my mind and my thoughts about Tooru. It was Tobio's. Just the tone in his voice and his words were confusing to me."Y/N I don't want you to talk to that guy", he let out to me. "What? Why?", I let out to him, furrying my eyebrows slightly while I turned around to him. The slight and cold breeze was brushing his hair strands out of his face as we looked at each other. I noticed how he wanted to talk and say something but before he could, I accidentally interrupted him. "You know, I get that you don't have a too well past with Tooru but that's not my problem, it's yours", I spoke up again. "Wait- why do you know about that?", Tobio asked me in a confused manner. "I don't know details but Tooru said that as he walked me to the nurses office", i replied. "Of course he did. I still don't want you to talk to him anymore", he replied. "Do you realize I'm the manager of the whole team? Him included. How can I not talk to him? Besides that, you can't just tell me not to talk to him anymore. I'm in his class and he is my friend", I let out, crossing my arms in front of my chest to make my statement sound even more serious. "Then don't manage the team anymore", he simply said. "excuse me? As if I'd just stop because you dont like a guy from my team. You don't have to get along with him, I do. And it's going well. I don't give a damn about what happened between you, its not my argument, its yours", I let out to him while starting to walk off, catching up with Tooru who I could barely see from the point where Tobio and I were standing.I sprinted towards him, letting my brother stay in front of the gym with his team. "Tooru wait up-", I let out as he finally stopped himself from walking, looking at me. I caught up, panting. "Is everything okay?", He asked me with a raised eyebrow. "I didn't want to walk with my brother", i let out to him as I looked up to him. "Oh? How comes?", He asked me curiously. "He told me to stop talking to you for some reason", I replied. "I don't care I won't stop spendinf time with you. As if I'd stop spendinf time with you just because he doesn't like me", he let out to me in response. "Exactly my words. He even wanted me to stop being manager because I'd talk to you that way", I let out. "Now thats ridiculous. You're doing a great job so why would you?", My friend with amazing hair exclaimed. "Like I said, EXACTLY my words. I don't have to do anything with your argument. So wanna meet up? Friday my brother's going to a training camp in Tokyo so only my mom's home. And she doesn't say anything against bringing friends with me", I offered. "you can even stay over if you want to", i added. "Sure why not", he replied with his usual cocky grin.Usually Tooru and I met up at his place or outside. The only times he came over was when Tobio coincidentally wasn't home since he often went to additional lessons so he was able to write better grades. And even then we often didn't have the time to hang out a lot because of the fact that we had to handle the volleyball practice and school at the same time. I mean it wasn't that hard ro me but probably for Tooru it was a little harder. After all he actually had to play and wasn't just the manager so it was a different story. Studying after training hard for hours was a little different than supporting the players and managing the club. Though he managed to do it well. He had good grades and was an excellent volleyball player and team captain. A handsome one as well."Well then, See you", I replied before standing on my toes, reaching my hand out so I would reach his hair. Of course I had to ruffle through my friend's hair. I just loved his hair. It was just so fluffy and soft and I couldn't resist. "Heyyy! Leave my hair be, I Styled it a lot this morning", he let out to me, pouting before he got his hair right again. That caused me to chuckle a little before disappearing into my home, immediately heading to my room. I didnt want to see Tobio today. Not until he calmed down a little.Somewhat exhausted, with a weak pain in my facial area, I let myself fall down onto the mattress. I kicked off the Aoba Johsai jacket but I was still wearing the rest of my sport clothes as I closed my eyes. I was so tired, I almost forgot the still slightly aching pain in my face as I fell asleep. Of course I still felt the pain but at this point I was so tired, it didn't bother me at that point.[Le time skip]I was waiting up on Tooru who wanted to do some extra practice that night and so I stayed with him in the gym since I had one of the sets of the keys for the gym. Today was pretty chilled especially the time when tooru and I were alone. And the best part: Tobio was in the trainings camp in Tokyo. After the night he told me not to talk to Tooru again, I didn't speak a lot to him. It wasn't like I was pouting but I just didn't know what to say or what to do after that argument. I couldn't just keep going on with whatever topic might come up after that argument. So I did my best to avoid conversations since that would be kind of awkward..It was pretty chilly outside since it was already dark and pretty late. Tooru sure took his sweet time changing into some clothes that weren't soaked in sweat. But since it was Friday and since we wanted to meet up today, I had to wait up for him. Well, I usually waited up for him anyways. I just didn't want to head back alone and Tobio had to walk the complete other way. And even if he went to Aoba Johsai, during the argument it was awkward to be around him a lot.The slight wind brushed strands of hair out of my face as I finally heard a door being opened up and a familiar voice finally speaking up to me again. "Yahoo!", my friend let out to me as the two of us headed down the pavement, both of us heading towards my home. I explored my school uniform's pockets for my keys and finally found them after some short time. I unlocked the door, instantly heading to my room with Tooru.My mom already knew that Tooru was coming over but I honestly was too exhausted to do anything with her and Tooru together. Of course we were going to grab dinner together with her but right now, I wanted some peace with him alone. After all, this was the closest time of us hanging out since we didn't have too much time to hang out together. I yawned and let myself fall down onto the mattress. As I looked towards my tall friend, I could see him looking around my room out of curiosity. I always did the same honestly. "Your room is nice", he let out to me as he sat down onto the bed besides me. "Thanks", I let out to him with a gentle smile as I sat up again so I was able to look at him a little. "Do you want to watch anything? I can get some snacks and you can search out a movie or a series or anything", I offered to him, handing the remote to him after I put on my TV and opened up netflix. "Yea sure", he replied to me with a cocky grin while I quickly left for some snacks. On my way to the kitchen, I headed to the bathroom to change myself into some short sweatpants and an oversized shirt so it was just more comfortable. I rushed into the kitchen and grabbed some chips and chilli cheese dip and rushed back into my room. Tooru already changed himself into some more comfortable clothes as well and he picked out a random movie he got.I got out a thick, comfortable blanket for the two of us while we both sat down onto my bed again. I wrapped the blanket around the two of us. And before I knew it, I felt the team captain wrapping an arm around my shoulders, pulling me close once again which caused my heart to beat up even more in my chest. He pulled me closer, causing my cheeks to turn into a slight shade of pink as my head was now automatically resting on top of his shoulder.Even though I tried to focus on the movie he picked out, it was hard not to be stuck in my thoughts because of how close we were in that moment. The only thing that actually managed to rip me out of my mind was a special scene in that movie. That movie contained multiple scenes where the protagonist was wildly making out with another person. I wasn't sure what to do in that moment so I just awkwardly looked towards Tooru, my face a little red. I noticed how he was turning his head towards me as well, grinning slightly. "It's so cute when you're blushing like that", he let out to me which made me even more blush. What even was this situation? it was making me so god damn nervous and how did I even get into that situation? I didn't get it- Like.. At all! But.. I wasn't complaining. After all, I knew damn well that I had feelings towards him and if I was so close to him right now and if he told me things like that, I wasn't complaining at all. "Y-you think so?", I asked, finding myself stuttering slightly while he got even closer with his face. He didn't actually answer but it was pretty clear what the answer to my question was. At that point, he was already that close that I could feel his breath against my cheek.Butterflies formed in the pit of my stomach as both of us closed our eyes and got even closer to each other until our lips finally connected. His hand immediately slid to my cheek, bringing me in closer as I kissed him back without even hesitating. I couldn't believe that was happening and that I was just kissing my best friend but I didn't complain about it. It would be kind of weird if I actually DID complain.One of Tooru's arms wrapped around my waist as he leaned in even more, causing both of us to lose balance and for me to land on my back onto the mattress of the bed, me pulling him with me. I wrapped my arms around his neck when he didn't break the kiss, pulling him a little closer towards me. It felt like intense butterflies were forming in the pit of my stomach but I enjoyed every single second of this.Tooru's hand gently squeezed my side, causing me to gasp a little which he used as a chance to slide his tongue into my mouth slowly but surely. Both, my breathing and my heartbeat quickened up by a lot as he explored my mouth with his tongue but I really enjoyed the feeling. Swirling my tongue around his, I pushed him closer into the kiss as I was entangling my fingers with the soft and fluffy locks of his hair. In response to that, I could clearly feel him smirking into the kiss. His kisses were really comfortable and they felt extremely good. He was an unsurprisingly good kisser if I was being honest. More and more moments passed and even if only a few minutes of the practically make-out session passed, it felt like very comfortable eternities. It just felt like the time around was was now being frozen and I loved every single second of it.Though, some time later, my door suddenly burst open. I thought that it was my mom wanting something from me but then I heard a deep voice. "Y/N, do you know where my- What the actual- WHAT IS OIKAWA DOING HERE?", tobio let out to me, his expression turning into anger quickly as he saw Tooru on top of me, making out with me.Our faces finally parted, both of us looking towards the door in shock now. A small string of saliva was still connecting our both lips. My face lit up in a dark red shade of embarrassment as Tobio stood in front of the door, tapping his foot, waiting for an answer. "I thought you were in the training camp in Tokyo", I let out shocked as Tooru climbed off my body. "I uhm.. didn't get well enough grades so I have to attend private lessons until my grades are better again- If I score better than 50 points tomorrow I can come after my team. But that's not the question here. What is HE doing here? I told you I didn't want you to talk to him anymore and now you're fucking him?", he asked me sounding overdramatic."I wasn't fucking him!", I exclaimed, my face turning even redder and redder by the second. "But you wanted to!", he let out to me in response. "that- that doesn't have anything to do with the situation right now", I let out to him while I got up again and stood in front of my brother. If Tobio didn't interfere, it may have even happened but he didn't need to know that. And it was making me kind of embarrassed. It was already hard enough that he saw us making out but admitting I may have been close to actually fucking him was a little much. Tooru decided to provoke Tobio a little by wrapping his arms around me from behind, resting his head on top of mine. Though, he kept quiet. "Of course it does!", he let out to me, raising his voice a little. "Well if you really want to know, I thought you were away for some time and invited Tooru over for a sleepover", I replied. "Yea I already got that part. But I told you I didn't want you to talk to him anymore. He isn't that much of a good guy you think", he told me. "Well, he's nice to me you know. And he has enough strength to differ from me and the argument with you unlike someone other. I can't just stop talking to him, he's literally in the volleyball team I'm managing and my classmate too. It's almost impossible to not to talk to him anymore", I let out to him, already furrowing my eyebrows in slight annoyance. "We already had this conversation and I'm not saying it again. I am NOT getting out of the volleyball team and I won't stop hanging out with Tooru. Your argument has to do shit with our situation and he is making me happy", I let out to him, now lowering my voice once again.Tobio took a deep breath as he seemed to think about my words. "Fine whatever. But try not to rub it under my nose and hang out when I'm not around", he let out as he closed the door again. With a relieved sigh, I let myself down onto the bed again, tooru soon following, chuckling slightly. "Well, that was awkward- But he doesn't seem to mind us anymore", he let out to me, kissing my forehead. I smiled up to him and nodded.And just as he was about to kiss me once again, Tobio ripped the door open again. "And remember, I can hear you two", he let out with a stern expression in his face, making us shriek together again a little. "Can I ask you something?", I asked him, scratching the back of my head. "Of course", he replied to me, his head tilting towards me a little. "You know.. what just happened.. between us? What is going on now?", I asked him, looking down confused to the ground. I could feel his warm hand on my chin, gently lifting it up so I was looking at him. He gave me a loving smile before answering my question. With his other hand, he took mine into it and gently squeezed it. "I'd be happy if you'd be my partner Y/N. Like, in a relationship", he admitted to me. I smiled back at him and nodded. "I'd be happy to", I let out to him in response, kissing his forehead gently. He rested his hand on my chin once again and tilted my hea dupwards, making me look at him. With a large smile, I looked at him as he leaned in close again, once again connecting his lips to mine.
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A/N: I'm sorry for not doing requests recently, like I already said, i got a lot to do considering kinktober so only a small Headcanon chapter right now. I did not forget your requests and I will work on them between my kinktober preparations- Liam- When it comes to the confession, there are three possible scenarios.1: you aren't as introverted as him and don't have social anxiety either: In that case, you will have to be the one that has to confess because I'm sure that Levi wouldn't be able to, mentally. This man really needs some self-esteem and probably thinks something like 'I'm just an stinky Otaku, they wouldn't love me back so it's better to keep my feelings hidden to not make everything awkward'2: You are just as introverted as him but since Levi isn't really hiding his feelings for you well, the other demons noticed, just as your feelings too. It's obvious that you two love each other and so the demon brothers (probably mammon and Asmo) try to play cupid. Asmo because he thinks you're too cute together and Mammon because it's annoying him how you don't get your feelings for each other and just wants you two to finally speak with each other about it.3: Asmo and Mammon fail to play cupid so one of them goes to you and talks about your crush on him and the other one to Levi and they're straight up telling you.- After a long time of trying to get together, you've finally become a couple. Most of your dates are conventions or anime watching dates which you don't mind at all. It's cute to watch Levi getting really excited and nerdy about his hobbies and games and you often join into his gaming and anime watching sessions. He also put a second chair in his room for the time when he still hasn't quite gotten used to physical affection but afterwards, you just sat in his lap.- Sleepovers are only in your room. I mean who would want to sleep in a bath tub? Nothing against his preference but with two people, it wouldn't be very comfortable. So you basically always hang out in his room until you decide to go to bed which is like really late at night and then you two would go into your room. If it's too early for him or if he still isn't tired, he sneaks his small gaming console or his D.D.D with him and waits until you're asleep to play some games or watch something until he is tired too. He thinks he is sneaky but you sometimes catch him doing that.If you're already asleep before you are able to head back into your room, he usually carries you to your room, heads back to change himself into something to sleep if he isn't too tired for it and to switch off his gaming PC and / or other consoles and heads into your room too.- When it comes to physical affection, he is very touch starved but at the same time really hesitant with it. At first you went pretty slow with the physical affection stuff, only a few touches and a few pecks on the cheek or the lips from time to time but he grew to it pretty quickly. But even after he got used to it, he still blushes a lot. But he is the type of guy to tell you if he doesn't want something but he usually barely does.He likes to cuddle you during sleep though. He enjoys it when you lay your head onto his chest or the other way around. He doesn't really care in what position you cuddle, he is not really picky. The only positions he doesn't like is where his gamer back hurts. Because let's be real, Levi probably has a really bad posture. (relatable.)- Levi is the type of guy to sleep like 4 hours a night but he is probably still really energized enough for school. Though, on weekends, he sleeps like really long to get the sleep he misses during the school days. Of course he spends the time he has to usually sleep at night for gaming or watching anime, preferably with you, so good luck getting him out of bed in the morning of a weekend. It's going to be a challenge.Also, if he isn't sleeping with you next to him, he sleeps in really weird postures, not adding to his bad posture and back problems. He also talks a lot while he is sleeping (relatable too.)- The first kiss was like really awkward between you two. It happened basically just after the confession. He mumbled something like that it felt like a dream that you really loved him back and that he is just a nerd and an otaku and that he wasn't expecting a confession from you. You interrupted him pretty soon, taking his hand and squeezing it a little, getting his attention. You two stared at each other which felt like eternities and somehow got closer and then kissed each other.It wasn't a long kiss but he was a little awkward at first. He couldn't deny that he liked it though and then he definitely believed your confession.Hilarious/adorable little fun facts:- sometimes caught him mumbling your name in his dreams- he practiced kissing with his body pillow but he is too ashamed to tell anyone, even you. He thinks people would laugh at him for that