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Keith knew he wasn't fully human. He'd known since he was little. It'd become more obvious the older he got and he recognized how aspects of his body weren't like other people's. His skin had a faint purple undertone and his teeth were maybe a little sharper than expected. But the most glaring difference was thankfully hidden in his pants ninety-nine percent of the time.His dick wasn't external like humans were. It was internal and most of the time unless he was aroused it just looked like he had a slit where his dick was supposed to be. Even his balls were kept hidden by it.Being half-galra, aside from the weird part where his mom was gone for most of his life, really wasn't too difficult to handle after a while. It was tricky, but living with your body for decades, you eventually learn how to make things work. He learned that he couldn't just start to piss and he needed to run his fingers over his slit a bit to get the tip of his cock out. It didn't take a long time to get his dick out enough to piss but did sort of cause him to become conditioned to expect some level of pleasure while pissing. It'd be a bit hard to handle at first, getting turned on every time, but he made it work, usually being careful to not get too aroused. As he'd aged he just sort of accepted that he was a little kinky and ran with it.He'd thought he'd done his time with weird body things but after joining the Blade of Marmora he started to notice more and more changes. He kept some of his human features but his skin changed to a light purple. He also started to notice that while he had a healthy sex drive in general, it was starting to get out of hand.He'd gotten off earlier that morning and still he was already feeling the simmer of need in his hips. They'd come back from a mission and he'd showered off the sweat and dirt, thrown his suit into the laundry basket and moved his fingers over his slit. He'd had to piss for a while and he wanted to piss before he jerked off. His slit was slick after a minute and he could feel his dick filling out. He spread the slit and dipped two fingers into the wet heat. He circled the tips of his fingers around the head of his cock encouraging it to continue to move out. Normally, this would be enough to piss and not make a mess. But since he was going to get off after this, he kept going until his purple cock was fully exposed and his balls were heavy. He moaned at the pleasure before stopping his movements. If he got too hard he wouldn't be able to piss and he'd held it in too long to wait any longer.He aimed his half-hard cock to the toilet and relaxed his muscles, watching the piss drip out of him slowly before the stream became heavy. He could masturbate while he pissed, he'd done it before, but he was tired from the mission and he didn't want to deal with the clean up right then. He continued to piss, letting the last of it jet out in short bursts before shaking the last drops off his dick.He flushed and washed his hands. He was going to get dirty again but he needed to find his lube and he didn't want to touch his stuff with piss and slick covered hands. He wasn't sure he'd actually want anything inside of him but he knew better than to get himself riled up only to have to hunt around for his lube for ten minutes.He located his lube and threw it onto the bedspread to grab later and leaned into his pillows. His cock was still out, but a little less hard. He moved his hand over it, gathering the natural lube his body produced around the base of his cock, to ease the friction. It was generally enough to masturbate but it wasn't enough if he wanted to do more like stuff a few fingers into himself. He massaged the glands and moaned, letting his body lean into the pleasure. He was going to get off, hopefully with an intense orgasm, and then pass out for the next nine hours. He reached down and rubbed over his slit below his cock. He kept it up until his balls were out and he could roll and grip them. He jerked off and came into his fist, feeling the way his balls drew up in his hands. He'd washed his hands off and fall asleep like he planned.Normally, he was so exhausted from training and missions he slept through the night, but lately he'd been waking up, jolting out of his sleep too quickly and shoving his sheets off to move to the bathroom while holding his dick, that had at some point started to poke out of his slit. He'd barely make it to the bathroom before he was pissing and last week he'd actually started pissing into his hand before he even made it over to the toilet.It was bizarre. He could hold it in perfectly fine his entire life but lately he'd noticed he had to go more often and it seemed to creep up on him quickly.He stood over the toilet, head groggy and tried to not make a mess. He wiped off the stray drips that had come out and dirtied his inner thighs before washing his hands and flopping back into bed, falling back asleep in moments.He thought it was maybe a stress thing, that he had to piss this often. Being in the Blades was different and he had a lot to learn.He could ask the others but it felt embarrassing to admit he needed to cum and piss so often. The Blade of Marmora was full of mature fighters who probably already saw Keith as a kid. He didn't want to reinforce the idea by telling them about the changes he was going through. He wasn't in pain either, so he figured it was fine.He thought it would pass but one night he jolted awake and gasped. Hot piss was gushing out of him. He needed to hold it in but it was like his muscles wouldn't respond. He quickly grabbed his thick blanket and shoved it into his crotch. His bed was probably a mess but he hoped, as the urine came out and his hips ground forward, that the blanket would take the burnt of it. He felt panicked and mortified that he was pissing the bed at twenty-something, but it also felt good. Something about it scratched a part of his brain he didn't know existed. He couldn't stop the stream and he was hard and he liked the meld of the sensations together.He whined as he bunched the blanket up more and ground into the wet fabric, it rubbed against his cock in a way that had him panting. He let his body react without holding back. He was already a mess and he didn't try to stop the thick ropes of cum from shooting out of his cock.He came down from the high and with mild annoyance, cleaned himself and his bed up.Again, he kept this to himself, now feeling even more determined to not tell anyone else. He didn't want anyone to know he pissed the bed.Except, it kept happening and it kept feeling good. He'd tried limiting how much he drank before bed and pissing right before he went to sleep but it seemed to have no effect.He only seemed to get more horny and now he had to piss so often it was becoming an issue on missions. He was already starting to notice, even if he avoided touching himself too much, his cock was rock hard anytime he pissed. He had to get creative finding ways to hide his arousal or get off quickly while still not messing up his schedule.Finally, after almost botching a stealth assignment to gather intel on some galra troops, Keith was forced into a room with Kolivan, Ulaz, and Thace.His back felt sweaty. How was he going to explain this? He could lie and say he'd drank too much but one, that made him look stupid and ill-prepared, and two, it wouldn't hold up if this kept happening. He tried to keep a cool face, but in the face of three members he admired, he wasn't able to truly relax.He stood in front of them, mouth pressed together. He knew he deserved to get chewed out but with his wetting and subsequent masturbation he was getting less sleep and he could feel his usual temper rearing its head. He tried to breath through his immediate desire to snap at them, knowing it wouldn't be helpful.He expected them to lay into him but they motioned him over to the sitting area with long couches.Keith sat down but didn't lean back. He knew he'd messed up and he didn't want them thinking he was being nonchalant about his mistake."Keith, how much do you know about galra biology?" Kolivan asked. His face and tone lacked the anger Keith expected to be faced with.His brows scrunched together. He didn't know how to respond to the question, still reeling from the unexpected topic."Not too much. I know a little more since joining, but Earth doesn't exactly have a library for alien biology, at least not when I was there." He said, trying to figure out where they were going with this discussion."So, you're unaware of the expected changes and what's developmentally normal, particularly at your age?" Ulaz asked.Keith tried to not get annoyed at the odd questions. He hated when he didn't know what was going on and his shame about his recent issues was pushing full force at the front of his head, reminding him of how little control he had over his body right now."No." He said in a tense voice.Thace nodded and they collectively seemed to agree on something unspoken."What's going on? Why are you asking me about that? I thought you brought me in here to tear me a new one for almost costing us the mission?"Kolivan moved a hand to the back of his neck and gripped it firmly. Keith couldn't fight the immediate calm that seemed to settle over him at the touch."What the fuck?" He said, alarmed at how breathy his voice sounded. His felt something in his hips too, but ignored it as Kolivan didn't let him go."You're only half-galra, so, your biology is a little different, as is the timeline. However, this is still the usual age you'd be experiencing this sort of thing." He explained.Keith felt kind of sleepy in his grasp, like he wanted to curl up and rest. "This sort of thing, why does this feel like this?" He asked. Kolivan removed his hand and the sleepiness faded quickly."Galra have some unique biology responses to essentially what you might call puberty. Except, unlike humans, our puberty happens a decade or so later, when galra are adults. We also have packs, which you know about already." Keith felt his head fill with questions. "Why are you mentioning this now?" He pressed his lips together as it hit him. He was going through puberty, in his twenties, and his mentors had to tell him because he didn't even recognize that one, was a thing, and two, that he was going through it.He tried to control the purple blush that bloomed across his face as he realized they probably knew what he'd been going through, assuming the recent changes were all attributable to the whole biology, time-line thing."Have you been urinating the bed lately?" Thace asked. His tone didn't hold any judgement but Keith still balked and he tried to get up and leave. Kolivan grabbed his arm and massaged over the back of his neck again, calming him easily. "It's normal and actually a healthy sign your maturing as expected. This conversation is personal, we recognize that, but galra in a given pack, that aren't biologically related, are meant to help one another through this period. There's nothing shameful about this." Thace said, hoping to reassure him.Keith appreciated on some level that he was trying to make him feel better but he'd just been asked if he was incapable of holding his piss in by three people he looked up to. His entire body burned, but Kolivan's touch was managing the worst of the initial distress, keeping him in place.Finally, he nodded, avoiding the eyes of everyone in the room."Does it feel urgent now?"He nodded again, wondering how many questions they were going to ask before they let him go. Probably a lot and that wouldn't even include the lecture he still had coming his way for earlier."How often do you masturbate now?" Ulaz asked with a mild curiosity, like he was asking what the weather would be like tomorrow.Keith took a deep breath in and blew it out. He wasn't counting but he had to piss a lot and every time pissed he'd have to get off because otherwise his dick wouldn't go down. He wasn't sure how he didn't chafe, but he guessed the natural lubricant was helpful for that. "I don't know, a lot, more than usual." He was already embarrassed and he didn't see a point in lying now that they clearly knew what to expect from his answers. "I always liked the feeling of pissing but now I get hard ever time and I have to get off after."Ulaz nodded, "again, that's normal. Even the part of getting aroused by urinating. It's sort of ingrained in us, because we have to stimulate ourselves to urinate, it's a common thing to become conditioned in us, to like the two acts together."Keith felt some of his tension melt. He didn't have a lot of shame about his sexual preferences now, but it was nice to hear that he wasn't weird for liking what he did."How long does this last?" He had been excited to finally join the Blades and these new developments felt like they were going to make it difficult to go on missions."A while, maybe a year, it can vary. It's not ideal but it's an important process. This is meant to strengthen the pack bonds glara have with their core group. You're new and right at the point that this should be happening to you. It's meant to help us all feel closer to you, to support you, and strengthen the trust we have."Keith could see that. His pack tendencies had felt like they were more present lately. He'd thought it was just because time had passed and he'd spent more time around them. "You won't be able to go on missions for a month or two as your needs reach their peak, but after that, we'll continue to help you and it should calm down. You'll be able to go out without us needing to help you piss or get off as often."Keith felt his head spin. It was a lot of new information and a major change in his schedule."What do you mean, you're going to help?" He asked. He felt bad for the way his body was reacting to the idea of them helping him get off, among other things. They were all strong and people he looked up to. Not to mention he'd harbored minor crushes for all three of them. Finding it hard to deny the attraction he felt to them."If we help, it'll settle the pack bond. The frequent urination and getting off is meant to illicit pack helping. If we do, you're body and instincts will be satisfied and calm down. You'll still need to orgasm and piss often, but over time it'll lessen." He buried his face in his hands, trying to accept what he was being told. He could leave or say no but he liked the idea of them helping, even if it was still mortifying on some level. Plus, he wouldn't be able to do much if this continued at the same frequency. At least with their help, it'd lessen a little bit."And you're all okay with that?" He asked, trying to understand how they could be open to doing this for him for a year."It's seen a normal part of development and you're forgetting, we'll enjoy it too. We're designed to find this pleasurable. If you truly don't want this, we'll help you find someone else to help. Or there are worlds to rest and recuperate for the year as well." Kolivan said as his hand trailed through Keith's hair.He almost purred as his nails ran over his scalp.His mind supplied him with images of the other's hard and touching themselves or fucking him. His dick swelled and he tensed again. The others noticed his arousal as it pressed to his suit, slightly distending the fabric."When was the last time you got off?""During the mission earlier, that's why I left my spot and almost got caught trying to get back to my position." He explained, covering his crotch with his hands. It didn't hide what was happening but his dick was only getting harder and he felt like it was a lot to show the outline of it through his suit. They'd mentioned a lot in the last few minutes but no one had said exactly when they were going to start to help him. "Would you like our assistance?" Thace asked and moved to sit beside Keith. He felt the heat coming off of them both. There was still space between them but their bodies were large. Sitting between them made him want to spread his thighs and beg someone to touch him.It seemed that even with it being new information, both his body and mind were quickly warming up to the idea of their help."Yeah, I want your help." He said and bit his lip as Ulaz and Kolivan watched Thace move to rub over his crotch, pushing Keith's hands out of the way.He moaned at the touch. His suit felt sticky and you could see his shaft and the outline of the head of his cock, pressing against the fabric.Ulaz had a hand between his legs, but he seemed content to not rush himself. Instead, just teasing over his slit."Do you generally get off first, or piss?" Kolivan asked."Piss, but sometimes I get too hard and I have to cum before I can get off." He said, trying to breath through the sparks of heat, Thace was causing as he continued to rub over him, through the fabric.Eventually, the suit became too restricted and Kolivan unzipped the center so Keith's dick and slit were visible. Keith whined as thick fingers rubbed over his slit. Thace continued to touch him around the base, pressing inside a little to feel his balls as Kolivan jerked him off slowly. He tensed, an automatic response as piss leaked out of him. He made a noise of distress. He was turned on and liked everything that was happening but it didn't totally get rid of his concern about pissing on their hands."Sh, let it happen, it'll feel good. That's the whole point." Thace comforted him.Keith panted as more piss dribbled out of him and trailed over their hands. Thace moved lower and pressed his fingers over his entrance."We should fill you sometime." Thace said and smiled at Keith's reaction. He didn't press his fingers in and Keith almost wished he would. His fingers were larger than his and he knew it'd feel better than his own.Keith hadn't been this turned on ever. He looked up and saw Ulaz jerking himself off. His length was long and Keith wanted it inside of him. Kolivan seemed to sense what he wanted."Relax, you have at least a year to get your pleasure with us. Ulaz will fuck you during a meeting or something. For now, let's start with this."Keith didn't always love authority but the firmness of Kolivan's words washed over him and he started pissing, the stream arching up before splattering onto the floor. The act felt right in a way he didn't fully understand. But clearly the others enjoyed seeing him do it as well. "Good, piss and then you'll get to cum."He ground his hips forward as his cock filled out and interrupted the spray. He whined as Kolivan pressed on his lower stomach, gauging how much he still had in him. He lifted Keith into his lap and spread his legs. It gave Ulaz an even better view of how his entrance clenched and his balls hung between his legs.Thace moved closed and took over jerking him off.He could feel Kolivan's cock under him but it seemed like they were focusing on him for now.He gripped at their arms as the hand moving over his length increased its pace."Nnn, ahh, fuck, I'm gonna cum!" He barely got the words out before his body was tensing and he arched his back as cum shot out of him. His stream started up right after and he was too tired to worry about it getting all over him and Kolivan.Kolivan ground into him, clearly enjoying the feeling of his piss soaking into him.Keith watched as Ulaz brought himself to orgasm, cumming into his hand to avoid making things more dirty. His mouth salivated at the way his length softened and rested on his thigh. He hoped at some point, they'd let him warm their cocks with his throat. Thace's dick was curved towards his stomach and he'd grabbed some lube from somewhere while Keith was recovering from his orgasm. He had three fingers buried inside of him."Kolivan, fuck me." Thace said and Kolivan nodded.Ulaz came and grabbed Keith, tucking him into his lap to watch the other two fuck.Keith got off again as Ulaz moved him so that his dick was between Keith's legs and he could grip them both in his hand.Later, Ulaz ended up carrying him to his room, his legs were so weak, telling him the others would clean up."You might want to piss the bed before you go to sleep. Your body is following your instinct to mark. Because you're not doing it on purpose, you mind takes over and forces you to. If you do it on purpose, you might not wake up and you'll have a chance to chose when you do it. Don't worry about the mess, it's a part of the process, just throw it down the laundry chute like you do all your other clothes. " He suggested. Keith's bladder was empty from earlier, but he knew it would fill quickly.He could shower and wash off the sweat, cum, and piss, but if he was just going to piss himself he figured he might as well wait. He laid on his stomach and flipped through a data pad, catching up on news and responding to messages from the other paladins to kill time. After about an hour and a half his bladder felt full again and he was grinding into the mattress. He moved and knelt on the bed. His slit felt swollen from all the attention it'd gotten earlier but he felt the familiar need growing. He moved his hands to his center and found his cock was already pressing to get out. It only took a few moments to get the tip to push past the barrier.He had to piss badly and he didn't do more and instead grabbed a pillow and put it between his legs. He'd still make a mess, but this might work better than the sheets. He let his weight drop onto it and rolled his hips a few times, enjoying the way it pressed along his slit and entrance. He wasn't even actively trying to get it to come out, but piss leaked out anyways. His muscles automatically tried to tighten but he was quickly getting better at just letting it happen. He pressed into the plush pillow and felt more urine slip out of his dick. The wet, hot feeling around him felt good and he was moving his hips before he could stop. He kept the pace slow and felt his bladder empty gradually, in longer and longer spurts. His orgasm crept up on him and he was cumming as piss dribbled out. His pleasure made his muscles clench and his stream came out hard and arched over the pillow that had became dislodged, and covered the mattress. He fisted his cock and came before letting his piss leak out onto the bed.-They kept their word and it became standard for Keith to sit on or beside one of his core pack members in meetings or during down time. He'd fuck himself on their cocks and piss on the floor. He still felt embarrassed even though he knew it was normal and no one was bothered, but the pleasure was too intense to discontinue.Sometimes, if he needed to focus he'd just rubbed his slit and piss before jerking off during the meeting. It felt odd to be exposed like that but it worked out.When his own feelings seemed to interfere too much, one of them would offer to piss with him. They explained it was better to just help him go whenever and wherever he was, otherwise they'd have to interrupt meetings about every half hour and that felt like a waste of time.One time Keith had been turned on and Thace had opened himself up and ordered Keith to fuck him as they were lazing around after a mission. He'd moaned and pressed his swollen cock into him. He wasn't that big compared to the others but he'd come to realize how much Thace liked something, anything inside of him. He'd pissed in him as Thace clenched around him, whining at the sensations. He'd pulled out and Kolivan had immediately lined his cock up. Ulaz had joined them later and worked Keith through another orgasm.He hadn't been expecting this when he'd joined but as he grew closer to them and he became satisfied in ways he'd never had before, he came to fully accept it.