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I Like It (When You Go Slow)
Aka, it’s all about the right person.“Haru…” Gou always rasped his name so beautifully; it drove him absolutely insane. Haru groaned against her skin, kissing the pale column of her throat. His practiced hands undid the buttons of her school blouse, all but ripping her cute (but in the way) school tie off her and onto the floor.Gou gasped, her eyes fluttering shut, and her nose scrunched up so cute, as his hands slid over the cups of her bra. She wore a red lacy one today. No doubt because she knew it was her colour and what it did to him.He looked at her, lips turned up in a smirk at the thought. Not that she noticed, with her eyes shut and her chest heaving as he thumbed her nipples through her bra. “You… are such a tease,” Haru said, leaning in close, his breath fanning against her cheek.She smiled, as he kissed the corner of her lips. “Says you,” she replied. She cracked open one of her eyes to look playfully at him. Running her fingers through his hair, she arched her back as he reached behind her to unclasp her bra. Now loose around her chest, and pooling on the bed with her unbuttoned blouse, Haru pushed the fabric aside to expose her breasts.Gou was so perfect. More perfect than Haru could ever describe. But there was no greater sight than her naked, stretched out on his bed.She was still wearing her skirt and those tantalizing white thigh high socks, but he’d get to those later.Haru leaned down, taking the peak of her left breast into his mouth. He marvelled at the way she twisted in pleasure as he circled her areola with his tongue. His hand slid up her chest to tweak her other nipple, and he moaned in satisfaction when she shuddered.Haru was her first everything. Her first date, her first boyfriend, her first kiss… it satisfied him to no end that he was the only man who had ever seen her like this. He treasured each of her firsts as if they were one of his own and wanted each one to be memorable. So, she could never forget.The first time he’d unbuttoned her school blouse she blushed so red, like the virgin she was. It was hard to believe that same girl, who shyly covered her chest with her arms, whimpering about how shy she was now lay underneath him as he palmed and sucked her cute little breasts until she grabbed his hand and shoved it between her legs.Haru had been her first for that too.They were slowly kissing on his bed, one hand sliding into the cup of her bra as the other traversed slowly down her abdomen. Haru grazed her belly button, stopping right before the waistband of her skirt. “Is this okay?” He’d asked her.Gou, who had her eyes squeezed shut, like she was afraid to see herself, nodded. She was nervous, the way her thighs had trembled around his hand. He’d never forget the way she gasped when his fingers pulled aside the bridge of her panties, skimming her folds, before sliding inside her. “Haru…” She choked out, toes curling.“Does it feel good Kou?” He whispered in her ear.She whined so beautifully, nodding and biting her lip, it nearly drove him mad.He loved that he gave her her first orgasm too.They went along their private life like this, one step at a time. While Haru had done all these things before, Gou had not, and he never wanted to do anything she was uncomfortable with. So, the months went on, with hands and lips, both over and under clothes, until she was ready for more.They’d talked about it a handful of times. Gou had asked him what it was like, how they’d do it. He entertained her questions, tried not to sound like he was pressuring her.Haru wanted her. But he’d wait until she wanted him too.And it brought them to this moment. It was the last day of school before summer vacation. They’d gone on an after dinner walk to the beach when it cooled outside, before turning in for the night in Haru’s empty house. Gou called her mom, who was at work, to tell her she’d be staying the night at Chigusa’s house for a sleepover. Although, that was more for if Rin called looking for her.They’d barely been inside for a few minutes before Haru pulled her up the stairs and into his bedroom.Gou was all the more eager to oblige him. “You’re impatient,” Haru teased her. But he humoured her, running the tips of his fingers against the fabric of her matching red panties.Gou whined; a bit too worked up to be embarrassed. “Haru…”“I know, I know,” he murmured softly, kissing her chest as he hooked his fingers around her underwear, pulling it down her legs. He was debating whether he should leave her skirt on or off, when she piped up.“Haru?”“Yeah?”She blushed, uncharacteristically shy after all the experiences they’d shared together. “Um… I was… I was thinking…m-maybe we… could do it. Today.”He raised an eyebrow at her, “You mean…?”“I um… I think I’m ready,” Gou said, bashfully. She was so cute. He always loved the way the tips of her ears turned red when she blushed.“We don’t have to, if you don’t want to,” Haru said, giving her a chance to mull it over.Gou shook her head, “N-no, I’m ready.” He didn’t think it was possible, but she turned redder. “I… I want it.”He studied her. The shuddering rise and fall of her chest with every breath, the shaking of her hands around his shoulders, the tickling of her fingers against the nape of his neck. Gou was everything. And he wanted to give her everything.Haru pressed his forehead against hers. Gou mewled so prettily, tilting her chin to meet his lips with her own. They kissed long and slow, like time didn’t matter. Haru tucked her hair behind her ear, marvelling at the way it fanned across his pillows like solar flares. “Haru?” Gou asked, eyes wide and staring into his soul.“I… just want to remember this moment,” Haru replied. It sounded cheesy, and he cringed as soon as the words came out of his mouth. But Gou laughed, so boisterous and free, the nervousness shadowing her features melting away.“Come here,” she whispered, pulling him in close until his torso was pressed against her bare skin. She held him, arms tight.“Are you okay?” Haru asked, when she didn’t say anything for a moment.“I’m… just a bit scared,” Gou mumbled back into the crook of his neck.His heart just about exploded. She was so innocent, and she wanted to lay herself bare to him, to give him everything. It made Haru’s chest feel tight just thinking about it. “We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do,” Haru said again.She shook her head. Gou finally loosened her grip on him, allowing him the slack to trace his fingers across her bare skin and watch her. “Just go slow, okay?”“Okay,” he breathed into her ear. His hand slid down her stomach, curling around the waistband of her skirt and tugging it down her toned legs. Her socks were next. Haru slowly peeled each sock off carefully, kissing every inch of Gou’s beautiful calves. “You’re so beautiful,” he murmured, always in awe of her. He’d seen her naked a million times before, but this time was different. The softness on her face, the openness to bare everything she had to him. Her love, outpouring with each bated breath, every flutter of her eyelashes. Haru wanted to love her like this for the rest of his life.Gou reached for the buckle of his belt. Haru swatted her hand away, instead taking the opportunity to intertwine their fingers. Gou looked at him, confused. “I want to take care of you first,” Haru said, kissing down her abdomen to her navel. Gou sighed dreamily, watching him through her half-hooded eyes and thick curtain of lashes.Haru pressed an open-mouthed kiss on her inner thigh, kissing and nipping at the tender skin until Gou started to squirm beneath him. Gou bit her lip, a strangled sound escaping her throat as his tongue licked a long languid stroke up her inner thigh to the apex of that sacred space between her legs.Releasing one of her hands from his, Haru slowly tucked two of his fingers inside her. He groaned as she shuddered, her body responding to his touch so beautifully. Gou gasped, the welcomed intrusion making her toes curl. “Haru…” she whispered, her eyes never leaving his. He simply smiled, lowering his head, to roll his tongue around her clit as he curled his fingers within her.Gou arched her back, breaking their eye contact as she tossed her head back. She looked so pretty like that, the slender line of her neck tracing a beautiful path to her collarbones. The moan that came out of her mouth was music to Haru’s ears. “Haru… ah…” Gou gasped; her fingers threaded through his hair.Haru groaned in satisfaction, his tongue never missing a beat as his fingers drove inside her. Faster and faster, her breath climbed higher and higher, her thighs closing around his head like he was wearing her like a necklace.Gou came with a sharp cry, her muscles flexing with pleasure. Haru drank in the sight of her, the way her eyes squeezed shut, and her mouth slung open. He would never tire of seeing her lose herself to pleasure. Pleasure only he had ever given to her.When Gou opened her eyes, she met his gaze, blushing sheepishly. “It… embarrasses me a bit that you have me all undone like this and you haven’t even taken your clothes off.”Haru smirked, sucking his fingers clean, and watching her flush when he did. “I guess we should fix that, shouldn’t we?” He removed his shirt with one solid motion. Haru tossed it somewhere on the floor to join her clothes. He loved the way Gou looked at him. She never had to say anything. Her eyes traced all the fine lines of his muscles, flickering in want and arousal. She was so hot when she looked at him like she burned for him.Haru tucked his fingers back in his mouth, wetting them before he slid his body against hers. Her breasts pressed against his torso, as she arched her back, when his fingers slowly worked inside her. Gou’s mouth opened; her head tilted back in a silent moan. Her pussy tightened so wonderfully around his fingers, Haru groaned. “Fuck Kou…” He murmured against her skin, kissing her neck. “You’re so tight…”She blushed, her fingernails scraping his shoulders as she clung to him. “Mm…” She sighed breathlessly, her hips moving in time with each thrust of his fingers. She squeezed her eyes shut, embarrassed. “A-are you going to…?”Haru smiled at her eagerness. “I will, I’m just taking my time with you, that’s all.” He tickled the shell of her ear with his nose, whispering softly to her, “I wanna make sure you’re completely ready to take my cock inside you.”Gou moaned, shuddering. Her insides squeezed around his fingers and Haru gave a satisfied groan. “Just like that, Kou,” he encouraged her.They spent what felt like ages like that, Haru’s body blanketing hers as he brought her to the edge with his fingers, dangling her right over the top. Gou’s breaths were splintered and gasping, writhing beneath him as she whined and whined for him. “Haru… please…”“Please what?” Haru asked.Gou whimpered frustratedly, peeking at him through the curtain of her lashes. Her cheeks were flushed, her lips swollen from all the open mouth kisses he’d showered on her. “Don’t make me say it,” Gou whined.Haru chuckled lowly, “Alright, alright.” He kissed her again, tasting the inside of her mouth, while he reached over her to open his nightstand dresser. His fingers closed around the small foil packaging he was looking for. He pulled away from Gou for a moment, to tear open the packaging with his teeth. He unbuckled his belt, kicking off his jeans. Gou’s eyes never left his body, watching in fascination and arousal as he rolled the condom on.Haru swept his hands under her back, propping her up against his pillows so she could be more comfortable. He kissed the corner of her eye, his lips lingering on her cheek. “Kou… if you feel like you need to stop, you tell me, and we’ll stop. Okay?” Haru wanted her so badly. But only if she wanted him just as badly. “Promise me.”Gou stroked his hair, cradling the nape of his neck with her hand. “I promise,” she whispered, opening her mouth for him to stick his tongue down her throat.Haru kissed her slowly and lazily, using his hands to spread her legs open wider. He pushed his hips against hers, relishing the way her body shivered when the head of his cock pressed between her legs. With his arms braced around her head, Haru slowly pushed inside her. Gou gasped, breaking their kiss for a moment as she adjusted to the deep pressure of it. “Ngh… Haru…”Haru was agonizingly slow, resisting the urge to thrust deep inside her and take her. She was so tight around his cock; it made him dizzy. “Are you okay?” He whispered, kissing her jaw, down the length of her chin, and her neck trying to distract her.“It feels… ha…” Gou whimpered, her eyes screwing shut. She pressed a hand to her lower abdomen, mouth agape. “I feel it… You’re… you’re h-huge…”In any other moment, Haru may have teased her for such a comment. He’d ask her how badly she wanted him, make her beg to feel every inch of him inside her. But right now, all he wanted, all he needed, was to make this comfortable for her. “Just relax,” Haru said, stroking her hair and kissing her neck. He slowly pushed deeper inside her, groaning as she clamped down so tight on him. “Shh… I got you.”Gou trembled, biting her lip. Her eyes were shut tight. “It… it hurts,” Gou gasped, her breath shaking.Haru stilled immediately, pulling his head back to look at her. “Do you want me to stop?”She shook her head adamantly, a shuddering breath escaping her throat. “No… Mm… Just give me a sec…” It was torturous for him to watch her like this, to know she was in pain and not be able to do anything. It was equally as torturous that with every breath she contracted around him and awakened every primal urge inside of him to fuck her senseless.“I’m sorry…” Gou whispered, embarrassed. “I’m not good at this at all…”Haru’s expression softened. He thumbed her cheek, kissing her gently. “I told you I’d go slow, right? Take all the time you want. I’m ready when you are.”Gou still seemed flustered, but comforted, when he took her hand and laced their fingers together. He kissed her cheek, then her jaw, and nuzzled his nose into the crook of her neck. Haru could feel her heart beating hard, her pulse jumping out of her throat against his lips. It took a moment, but she slowly started to relax beneath him. “I’m going to… move. Okay?” Haru said.The words were clunky and unsexy, but that didn’t matter. Gou nodded. Haru slowly inched deeper inside her, biting back a groan. Gou’s breath hitched, shuddering when he finally bottomed out, flush against her. Neither of them spoke for a moment, pressed together tight and panting. “You okay?” Haru asked again. His voice was pinched, as he grappled for even a smidge of self-control to stop himself from fucking her within an inch of her life, wanting to reassure her.Gou nodded. “I-I’m okay now.” Her hand gripped his tighter, opening her eyes and searching for his. He met her gaze with such a soft, comforting expression, it warmed her body from the inside out.Experimentally, Haru pulled away from her. He nearly whimpered from the sensation of her pussy tightening around his cock to keep him inside her. Gou looked just as undone, her nose wrinkling prettily as she panted noisily. “Haru… Haru…” She gasped, clasping his hand tightly in her own.Haru groaned, slowly thrusting back inside her. They both moaned, shivering in each other’s embrace. Haru’d had sex before, but never with someone he loved, like he did with Gou. “Kou…” Haru rasped, pressing wet kisses to the shell of her ear. “Can I…” He shuddered, breath labouring. It felt like all the blood in his body was hot with need. His head was fuzzy with lust, his desire to make love to her overwhelming his senses. He’d never felt so out of control before, her body driving him mad with desire for her.“Mhm,” Gou whimpered, her toes curling against the sheets on his bed. “Please…”Haru pulled out slowly again, this time nearly withdrawing from her fully. Gou gasped, her hips arching off the bed as though to follow him. Haru groaned, thrusting his hips forward in one fluid motion, overwhelmed by the sensation of her around him.“Haru! Ngh…” Gou moaned so prettily in his ear. The deep pressure of him inside her dotted her vision in stars. When he started to rock against her, hips grinding into her pelvis, she moaned louder and more debauched than she ever thought she was capable of.“Fuck Kou…” Haru whispered against her skin. “You feel so good…”She whined at the praise, tightening around him. Haru kissed her, his hips moving faster, relishing in every moan and gasp it forced out of Gou’s mouth.Gou wrapped her legs around his hips to pull him in closer still, crying his name as he moved faster. The only sound in the room was the creaking of his bed, and each breathy sound that poured from their mouths. But Gou couldn’t hear any of it over the sound of her heart pounding in her ears, and all the deep praising Haru poured over her.Haru felt his limit fast approaching, overwhelmed by how badly he loved her, and how good making her feel made him ache so deeply inside. He wanted to do this right, to please her over and over again before he even thought about himself. But she was so beautiful, sweaty and panting for him, he couldn’t control himself for much longer. “Kou…” Haru groaned, pulling an inch away so he could watch her face, his face twisted with agonizing pleasure. “Kou… fuck…”She seemed to understand the insinuation, squeezing her legs firmly around his hips. She held him tight as he shuddered, gasping her name as his hips pressed flush against her. Haru came with a sharp cry, his cock twitching deep inside her. Haru gasped for breath, his face hot and flushed, blue eyes burning with fire and passion. “Fuck, you are incredible,” he said, in awe.Gou smiled, carding her hands through his hair. “So are you.” He slowly pulled out from her, leaving her wriggling and gasping for more. Haru smirked, ducking his head down lower, until her fingers curled around the strands of his hair, and she moaned. “Haru…”“What?” He said, nipping at her inner thigh. He always looked so handsome like that, boyishly pleased and looking at her like she was the most precious thing he’d ever laid eyes on.Gou shook her head, “Nothing… I just love you.”Haru paused, momentarily disoriented, like he was waking from a dream. “I love you too.”It didn’t take too long for him to take her over the edge. Gou was riled up already, and his practiced fingers and tongue were like magic against her every will and need. His lips closed around her clit, tonguing that sensitive bundle of nerves over and over as his fingertips curled over her g-spot. She screamed when she finally came, sobbing his name with deep satisfaction that drove Haru mad.After removing and discarding the used condom, Haru crawled up the length of her body, and she kissed him, even though he surely tasted of her.They lay there quiet for a moment, both of them breathing hard, slick with sweat and sticky.“I… usually can do better than that,” Haru said, after a moment.Gou couldn’t help but burst out laughing. “Is that so?” Gou teased him.Haru frowned, gathering her up in his arms and kissing the top of her head. “I’m serious. Usually, I can make sure we… finish together.”Gou kept giggling, amused by his embarrassment outweighing hers for a change. “I must just be that good then.”It was Haru’s turn to laugh, but he smirked at her. “You have no idea what you do to me.”Gou sighed, relaxing her head against his chest, listening to the sound of his heartbeat. Each beat reminded her that he was really there, and his heart really did beat just for her. “It’s okay, we have lots of time to get better at it together.”She wasn’t looking at his face, but she could hear the smile in his voice as he stroked her hair, holding her tight. “Yeah,” he agreed, as she closed her eyes, taking in the sound of his voice. “We do.”