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It was a cold January night, Sicheng walked the icy roads alone. Unbothered by the nip in the air, he took his strides while making minimal footprints, similar to the walking pattern of a cat. It was a woodsy area, just a two way road to anyone's destination. A destination nobody would be meeting during a storm like this. A destination that wasn't clear to him.He wore a thin white button up, it was oversized to seem more like a dress. It was paired with capris of the same light cotton, and he didn't even have shoes on. Maybe not suitable attire for a snow storm, but for some reason, it didn't seem to bother Sicheng. He couldn't care less about being cold, that was all arbitrary now.There was a lot he'd forgotten, blurry fuzz in his brain where his adult life and relationships should've been. He wished he could've remembered the person that he was, at last, it wasn't as simple as seeing something and flipping a switch. It would probably take years to gain back what he'd lost.He'd known the roads would be empty, that's why he chose this night. Nobody needed to be there, nobody needed to see him. He couldn't remember how long he'd been walking, why he was walking down this road, couldn't remember what happened in the past few days. That's not important.What is of the utmost importance is getting to his destination... Oh shit, he just heard the sound of squeaky car breaks. He turns around to find a 1987 Honda Prelude pulled over by him, the car was 11 years out of style, it had damage to it's front end and looked like it hadn't been washed since the '70s. Its blotchy paint job definitely didn't help in giving it somewhat of an impoverished style.He saw the figure of a man sitting in the driver's seat through the passenger window, though he couldn't make out much of a decisive outline due to the blinding headlights that blurred his vision. The man leant over to his passenger door and cranked down the window. It was a bit awkward standing there and waiting as he vigorously rolled the handle around. Once the window was down, Sicheng bent down slightly to make eye contact, which he found uncomfortable, but he knew made other people feel at ease.It was then that he could properly make out the face of the driver, his eyes were like a doe, and his face was handsome yet rugged. He had sorrow in his glance. "It's so cold out, what are you doing out here walking alone?" A deep voice came out of the man, unsurprising since he exuded a more masculine energy. "I just need to get to my destination." Sicheng replied flatly. "I'll give you a ride, c'mon! Hope in." He opened the car door, and Sicheng slid in slyly.The man stared at Sicheng for a second, it confused him. He wasn't great at reading social queues, and he didn't quite understand what his gaze meant. "Is there something wrong?" The man shook his head, "N-No, you just... Remind me of an old friend."
His voice reflected an incredible sadness, a profound emptiness that Sicheng also felt when trying to regain his memories.An awkward silence ensued and the snow began to trickle down harder. He kept one hand on the wheel, Sicheng noticed he had a tattoo down his wrist, it was written in ancient Chinese characters. This brought up an odd sense of familiarity for Sicheng, he couldn't remember where he'd seen this before, but he knew he had.He had long black hair. They say hair holds memories, and it seemed like he was holding onto something he wanted to remember. "So... Um, hi my name is Xuxi. I'm heading to a cabin just up this road, would you like to stay until the weather chills out?" Sicheng wasn't sure how to respond. "You must be awfully cold in those thin clothes, I don't understand how you don't catch a case of hypothermia when your clothes damp like that."Sicheng stayed silent, glancing out the car window. His eyes, dutiful and brooding. "You know... You remind me a lot of someone from my past, he looked a lot like you. I actually came out here because I've been having a hard time, losing him was the worst thing that ever happened to me." Tears formed at the corners of his eyes, he attempted to hold them but they were still prevalent enough to be visible."I'll stay..." Xuxi raised an eyebrow, "Hmm?" Sicheng felt a sense of relation to Xuxi, his melancholy felt like a warm house. Sicheng couldn't remember why he felt such a profound sadness, but it mirrored Xuxi's. Adding upon that, Xuxi seemed so familiar to him, he was the first thing that familiar to him. "At the cabin, I want to stay at the cabin tonight."He felt like that would be the best decision, Xuxi definitely needed some company, and a bonus was that he could crash somewhere warm for a night. "Oh, good. I was lonely, and you don't need to be out in that cold with your clothes. Glad you told me now, our turn is right up here."He spun his steering wheel around and made the turn onto the gravelly dirt road. It was a short distance from it to the cabin, the ride there was a bit bumpy, but Sicheng didn't mind. He parked haphazardly by the door and clunk his keys down in the ignition to turn it off, and then he got out of the car. He came around and opened the car door for Sicheng and carried him bridal style into the cabin."You don't have to do this." Sicheng muttered under his breath. "I can't let you walk on that ice with no shoes on, what type of man would I be if I let you freeze like that?" While he seemed to get concerned easily, he was nice, he was thoughtful. Something about his touch felt like home. When Xuxi was carrying him, he noticed something odd. Something he hasn't seen in a long time.Sicheng's skin was so cold, and his skin was so unusually pale, it's as if he had no blood. One of Sicheng's ears was pointed at the end, it'd always been like that, but that was enough to make the resemblance seem less like coincidence. He opened the cabin door and headed into the cabin, he set Sicheng down, and that's when he asked; "What's your name?" His tone was very serious now, which made Sicheng feel nervous for some reason. "Sicheng. Dong Sicheng."Xuxi's eyes widened, he looked as if he'd seen a ghost. "H-How are you alive... I-I... I watched you die..." It hit Sicheng then, like a switch magically flipping in his brain. Xuxi didn't seem familiar because of Deja Vu, or any odd coincidence, he seemed familiar because he was. It flashed through Sicheng's head. How Xuxi and him met at a grocery store, their first date, when he moved in with Xuxi, when they got their '87 Honda Prelude, all of the sly kisses and passionate make out sessions. He remembered the way his touch felt, the way he used to rustle through his hair.When Sicheng got sick, when Xuxi got his tattoo, when they rented this cabin. The ring that's hidden in the cabinet by the laundry room, the one that's just sat there, because Xuxi never got the chance to use it. Didn't have enough time left to propose to Sicheng. He even remembered the tears that ran down Xuxi's face, during his last hour of life. How guilty he felt, leaving Xuxi. He seemed so broken, and Sicheng didn't wanna leave his side, he never did.This cabin must've been the destination he'd been wandering to the past three days. He never realized that he'd lived a life with such vivid colors. It's no wonder he didn't want to let it go. He'd rather be a cold ghost than move on without him. "I'm not alive, just sometimes... Sometimes dead doesn't mean gone." Xuxi wrapped his long arm around Sicheng and gave him the tightest squeeze. He wouldn't let go of Sicheng's tiny build, the endorphins that released from hugging him were so powerful.His hand lightly petted Sicheng's head, as he pulled him as close to himself as possible, tears subtly streaming down his cheeks. "Please don't ever leave me again. I can't do this without you." He gave him several scattered pecks, Sicheng felt so guilty for leaving Xuxi that distraught, but felt so comfortable within his touch.Sicheng leant in to kiss Xuxi's plump lips, even after life, this is the closest to heaven that he's ever been. Their tongues lightly collided, and Xuxi steered them towards the bedroom. He laid Sicheng down onto the soft blanket that laid atop the queen mattress that hasn't been used in years. Even after death, Sicheng still felt delicate, like a porcelain doll that Xuxi always felt scared to break. This time is skin was more supple, more cold and inhuman, but it felt like ecstasy just to touch.He began to unbutton Sicheng's cold blouse, his hands trembling a bit from the bits of frost scattered around the shirt. Once he got it off, he could see more of Sicheng's paper white skin, starkly contrasting his natural melanin. His skin was so light that it made his pokey pink nipples stand out in contrast, Xuxi knew that his nipples were more sensitive than most, that's why he loved making him go wild just from playing with them.He licked stripes around one, his long fingers creeping up and grabbing the other. As he began to suck, he could hear Sicheng start to moan. The noises that came out of the ghostly boy were as lewd as ever, but it didn't take much, because as Xuxi's mouth put in the work to make this feel as good as possible, Sicheng's moans became louder and his insatiable lust caused him to orgasm after only a little Xuxi began."Oh fuck! Xuxi that feels so amazing." He screamed out as his cock squirted through his translucent white pants. Xuxi smirked, taking pride in how quickly Sicheng succumbed to his hormones. He knew how much power he had over Sicheng's body, knew how attracted him he was. "You're even more sensitive than before."Xuxi pulled his pants down and noticed his cock was still hard, that's when he realized that Sicheng, in his ghostly form, had no refraction time. Xuxi could make him cum as many times as he wanted and Sicheng would still be able to cum again, this realization changed Xuxi's perspective. His new goal was to get Sicheng off as many times as he could.He wrapped his long fingers around Sicheng's cock and started stroking, the reaction he got out of Sicheng was so satisfying. His eyes lit up and he threw his head back, God, he was so pretty, even prettier than Xuxi remembered. He must've been blessed by Aphrodite in his afterlife, for he was the most ethereal thing that Xuxi had ever seen. His pace was so frustratingly slow, Sicheng felt like he was going to lose his mind."Please, faster, please." He cried out in desperation. "You like that?" He teased. "Yes!! Fuck yes!!" He then fastened his pace to an almost inhuman speed, making tears roll down Sicheng's face. My god, what a view it was. "X-Xuxi, I'm gonna cum so hard." He sobbed out, before his orgasm hit him once again, his cock squirting all over Xuxi's massive hand.Xuxi was definitely making up for lost time, he didn't know whether it was morbid curiosity or habit that made him lick up the semen off of his hand, but oddly enough it tasted the same. Everything about this was strange, but that was alright. Xuxi wasn't gonna complain about a single thing, this was a dream scenario.Sicheng was a mess, why would a ghost need to sweat? He wasn't sure. But the glisten it gave his skin was so pretty, he was so pretty. Lied there as if things never changed, as if nothing ever happened. He could feel his dick twitch, what a sight for sore eyes."B-Baby, I need you so badly, please..." He whimpered, his hormones were running wild, even if he didn't have a beating heart. "I'll give you the world Chengie, I'll do anything you want as long as you never have to go back in the ground." He got up and opened a drawer of the nightstand by the bed, and grabbed some – likely expired – lubricant. "I'm still in the ground, Xuxi. My body is rotting." Xuxi felt a pang in his chest, everything got too real for him when he heard that.It was a bitter reminder that no matter what, Sicheng was still – technically – dead. Sicheng took a notice to the way he stopped in his tracks, he could tell he shouldn't have said that. Could see how much it affected Xuxi. "Baby... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you sad." He turned around and walked back towards the bed. "I could never be sad in your presence." He leant in for another kiss, it was surprisingly that Sicheng's mouth was so warm, yet his hands were so cold.Xuxi shivered a bit when he felt those same hands pulling his shirt off. Sicheng loved his big arms, his masculine energy made him gush on occasion. He would've kept wandering until the end of time had he not regained his memory, and now he was in paradise. Xuxi's eyes looked like a doting puppy, loyal to whatever Sicheng pleased. His stick thin hands tussled with Xuxi's belt buckle, but they trembled at the weight of it. He'd never been strong, he was always weaker than most even before he got sick.Xuxi took his pants off himself, it really felt like things were back to the way they always were. He'd always have to do things for Sicheng because he was so weak. He stared at Xuxi with eager anticipation, until he saw his long, fat cock. It was standing up for him once again.He wanted it so bad, missed the feeling of being filled to the brim. It was so fucking big, just like his fingers. "Do you need me to prep you?" Sicheng shook his head, he didn't wanna wait a single second, and didn't think it would matter, since his physical body was long gone anyways. It wouldn't matter in this form.Xuxi squirted some lube onto his long cock and grabbed Sicheng's legs, his hands almost wrapping entirely around his skinny thighs, and aligned himself with his pretty pink hole. He slowly entered, not wanting to hurt Sicheng, even if it couldn't do any harm to him. It felt different for Sicheng, better, even. There was less pain in being stretch, instead it was only that euphoric feeling without any downside.Xuxi stayed still for a minute, until he heard Sicheng say; "You can move." He could tell by Sicheng's expression that there was no pain, he could read his face like a book. He began thrusting at a steady pace, his moans sent chills down Xuxi's spine, he sounded like a siren, that combined with the pleasure of feeling his tightness around him was otherworldly.He wanted to do anything to make Sicheng continue to moan like that, the thought of Sicheng feeling so much pleasure from him, feeling so turned on by him, drove Xuxi crazy. The thought that someone so ethereal could love him so fucking much that even death couldn't do them part, he thought he was the unluckiest man in the world, having to lose someone so incredible. But he was actually the luckiest.What they never mention with ghosts, is that not having to waste time with organs and the traditional idea of a functional body, it just makes your emotions heightened, lowers your pain levels, and makes everything feel better. The feeling that Sicheng had, just from Xuxi thrusting at a medium pace, was what he'd get when Xuxi would vigorously pound his G-spot in his human body.Xuxi sped up his pace, and as he pounded harder, something happened. He hit Sicheng's G-spot directly, causing him to cum immediately, he let out an almost blood curdling scream. The satisfaction was better than anything he'd ever felt in his life, but it didn't end there, Xuxi just kept hitting it over and over. There was no way he wasn't going to take advantage of Sicheng's zero refraction time.As he kept thrusting, he got closer and closer to his own orgasm. Sicheng just felt so perfect, tight and warm and wet, ugh, it drove him wild. "X-Xuxi, I'm gonna cum again." Sicheng whined, "Me too Chengie." His voice said in a grunt. Their moans were simultaneous and so were their orgasms. Xuxi was seeing stars, he'd never thought he'd feel Sicheng's amazing physique again, but here he was, spilling his load into a ghostly body while his pretty little dick squirted everywhere.Even after the fourth time, Sicheng really looked good when he came, what a sight to behold. Xuxi pulled out and laid beside Sicheng mildly breathless. He couldn't stop staring, it still felt unbelievable to him. Sicheng rolled over and cuddled into his chest, a feeling that Xuxi missed more than air."I don't ever have to leave you again, we can just be one forever, and nobody even has to know that I'm here." Xuxi kissed his forehead, "I'll never live a life without you again, I would rather die happy than live a life of despair. I'll follow you everywhere."
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The morning came around and the sun was blaring through the window, it was a bit blinding. Xuxi's eyes took a minute to adjust, when he saw Sicheng snuggled into his side, and realized that he'd been holding him through the night, that was confirmation that everything he remembered wasn't a lucid dream, but some sort of surrealist reality. He leant down and kissed his forehead, causing Sicheng to look up at him with enamored eyes. He was never asleep, he didn't need to. He simply mimicked what he remembered from when he did need sleep, and it wasn't something that Xuxi noticed since he fell asleep very quickly. It was something that Sicheng used to tease him about, how go to sleep the minute he could hit his pillow, Sicheng didn't even understand how it was possible.“Goodmorning, Angel.” The way the sun hit his skin, his white hair glistening in the backlighting, it was easy to believe that he was one. Sicheng gleamed satisfyingly, “Morning, sleepyhead.” He cooed, “I waited so long for you wake up.” He snuck up to give Xuxi's plump lips a kiss, they were dry and a bit chapped from the winter air, yet he loved that rugged feeling of when they were pressed against his. “Well then, I'm sorry I kept you waiting, that was not very gentlemanly of me.” Sicheng stroked his face gently, admiring his handsome features. He let out a little giggle, “You're a cutie.” Xuxi smiled, but there was a somber tone to his expression, it was a bit cathartic, for him. “It's been so long since I've seen you laugh.” He said, bittersweetly. “How long has it been?” Sicheng's curiosity piqued, he had a general idea, but he couldn't be too sure. Everything became a blur once he got sick. “6 years...”Sicheng's eyes widened, “Shit... I'm so sorry...” Even when having a general idea of the dates, hearing that number really contextualized Xuxi's sense of urgency, if he were a little clingy, it'd been for valid reason. “It's not your fault that you were dying... My family keeps telling me I need to move on, they say I've been living with your ghost, because I haven't gotten rid of any of your things. The truth is, I wish I'd been living with your ghost sooner. I was completely hopeless when I came down here, I thought this was the end of the line for me. I can't tell you what would've happened if I'd not found you.”Sicheng could somehow feel a pit form in his chest, Xuxi's words really had an effect on him. It genuinely hurt to think about how Xuxi felt, the pain he experienced when Sicheng couldn't do anything about it, nobody there to comfort him, to be there when he needed it most. And after 6 years, 6 years, the thought never crossed his mind to give even a passing glance to another. He wanted to cry, he couldn't stop picturing Xuxi's despair. It shattered his heart, the scenarios running through his mind. And the worst part is, he couldn't quite remember where he was in those 6 years. He was sure there was an afterlife, sure that where he was located at was divine. But, it'd all been wiped from his memory before his spirit was sent back to earth. He couldn't give Xuxi a solid answer to make him feel better, sugarcoat a place he can't remember. But, he also knew he wasn't meant to, Xuxi would've just felt guilty for dragging him back down to earth because of his own feelings, even if that couldn't be further from the truth. Suddenly, something came to mind that he felt the need to voice, something that he knew, deep down, was true. “I think that you're my personal heaven… Maybe at first, I wasn't ready. Maybe we weren't ready. But I think that, this is the happiest I'll ever feel. And that's what heaven is. Heaven is where your heart belongs.” Xuxi pulled Sicheng in tight, not loosening his grip on the ghost for a single moment. That's exactly what he needed to hear, everything felt less temporary now. It was less momentary, and more constant. Yet, he didn't wanna waste a single second even if their love was eternal. Even eternity wasn't enough time with Sicheng for him, the fulfillment he felt around Sicheng wasn't comparable to anything. It was his reason for breathing. “I... Love you, so much.” He whispered into his pointed ear, the one that made Xuxi approach him first, start a conversation with him at that tiny grocery store that got shut down only a few years after. They were grabbing for the same carton of milk and bumped into each other, and Xuxi made a comment about how his ear made him look like a faerie, his observation charmed Sicheng so much that he gave Xuxi his number. Every time Xuxi saw his ear, it brought him back to that moment. “I love you too.” Sicheng replied softlyThey just lied there for a while, enjoying each other's company without any interruption. It was so comfortable, the way their bodies fit together like puzzle pieces. It was after that when Sicheng started kissing his bare chest, his skin tasted so sweet that it was difficult to keep himself from wanting to taste every inch. He made his way lower and got under their blankets. Xuxi still had his morning wood, standing tall and twitching in Sicheng's presence.He licked a stripe along the base, giving the end a little suckle. Hearing Xuxi let out a soft grunt was enough to let Sicheng know he on the right path. He slowly brought his head down until he reached the base. His mouth was so warm, and just like usual, there was no gag reflex to worry about. Xuxi deserved this, after all he'd gone through, he deserved to be treated. The sheer size of his cock made things more difficult, but it was no problem for Sicheng, he could take it. He had before. He remembered the first time he sucked Xuxi off, his voice was scratchy for a week. After a couple of times, his throat got used to it, and he never lost his voice again. He knew exactly what to do to push Xuxi's buttons, and he did just that. He started bobbing his head painfully slow, it was driving Xuxi insane. “Go faster, babe.” He said in a groan. But Sicheng didn't, he kept at a steady pace and did not speed up at all, just his way of teasing his lover. “Please, go faster.” He whined. This time, he did, a lot faster. It gave Xuxi whiplash. Oh, he was good. It was so euphoric, his wet mouth wrapped around his cock, it felt incredible. He was so turned on in that moment, so deeply aroused by even the lightest graze. The speed that he was going at, the way he deep throated him with no challenge. He couldn't stay like this much longer.He really knew his body like the back of his hand, they were always a very sexually active couple, and their compatibility made them closer. They didn't just fuck, they made love. They made love so frequently, so carelessly. Sometimes it was messy, sometimes it was attentive. But they always knew what their bodies needed. “Chengie, I'm gonna cum.” He expressed breathlessly, Sicheng kept going, which he knew meant it was okay to cum in his mouth. That aroused him even more, the idea of filling his pretty mouth up with his seed, fuck, it was so attractive. He let out a bit of a moan, Sicheng milking him dry as he finished. He wondered what would happen if swallowed, he had no need to eat, he had no organs, he figured nothing would happen after deduction, and he wasn't wrong. Having his cum inside of him was always such a bonding experience, it was as if he'd become more of a part of Sicheng every time. With emotions running high, Sicheng knew he needed to unwind like that, knew he needed the care. “Hey, can I show you something?” Xuxi asked inconspicuously, “Sure.” Sicheng nodded and obliged. Xuxi made his way to a small cupboard in the laundry room, he opened it up and grabbed out a box of fabric softener sheets. Sicheng already knew what he had in store, but he wanted to feign surprise. Inside of the box was another box, a ring box. Xuxi opened it up, and inside was a beautifully crafted engagement ring with detailed engravings, and a big ruby placed in the center. Sicheng knew about it, but he never actually seen it. “That's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen..." Sicheng uttered breathlessly, “Is it too late to make things official?” Xuxi smiled, and Sicheng rushed in to hug him. “Of course not! We don't have to ever be separated.” He gave a kiss to his neck, he height difference became prevalent when they stood his. He leaned over and whispered one simple message in his ear, “You're my only everything.”
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Sicheng paced around nervously, he knew he shouldn't have felt so nervous about Xuxi leaving, but he couldn't help it. Thoughts raced through his mind, what if Xuxi wasn't able to see him after he came back? What if something happened to him and Sicheng was stuck on earth, wandering as his lover ascended to another plane? All these superfluous 'what-ifs.'He needed to get his mind off of this, needed to focus on something to make himself stop overthinking. He remembered they had a VCR here, Xuxi's uncle was kind enough to give it to him when he inherited the cabin. It was a couple years older than their one at home, but it worked well and that's all that mattered. He checked in their TV stand's cabinet to see what movies they had at this place.He figured it couldn't have been many, because they'd usually just rent a movie if they were wanting to see something when they stayed here. Luckily, there was one movie, it was one of Sicheng's favorites when he was alive. The movie 'Ghost' starring Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore, ironically enough. He remembered going to see it in the theater with Xuxi for the first time, how much he cried at the ending.Xuxi never understood why Patrick Swayze's character couldn't have just stayed with her as a ghost, Sicheng urged him to know that the fact that the ending was bittersweet reinforced the beauty of it, that you can't have your cake and eat it too, that life is short and that's what makes it so special. These conversations would go on for a while, but he could never convince Xuxi to agree. How ironic his sentiments grew to be.It'd been so long since he'd sat down and watched a movie, it was nice. Just relaxing and zoning off on a flic is a human luxury that he'd never realized how much he'd taken for granted. It made him kind of sad to think about, the movie came out to VHS right before he died. He remembered his family at the hospital with him on Christmas, Xuxi got him this movie on VHS the day it'd came out. Along with a plethora of other gifts which stacked way too high.He knew Xuxi bought more that year because, even as optimistic as he'd wanted to be, he knew that would be his last Christmas with a mortal Sicheng. He shouldn't think too much about this too much, it made him feel things he didn't quite understand. It was nice to be able to get comfortable without nodding out and falling asleep, he hated that about mortality.The thing about this day that was also nerve wracking was that Xuxi was moving out of their old apartment, it was a bit of a mourning period for him. All of the memories they'd had in that place, all the late night snacks, the laughter, the excessive kissing. It was the last place he lived in, truly
lived in. Unfortunately, Xuxi's finances took a big hit when Sicheng passed away.Sicheng's income was very helpful to stay afloat, and with his medical bills and the cost of the funeral on top of that, Xuxi fell deeper and deeper into financial hardship. There's no way that he could keep up with rent at their old place and taxes here, but the taxes at the cabin his grandfather passed down to him were a smaller amount, and added with the fact that they rented at the other place. It made the most sense to stay here.It frustrated Sicheng because he couldn't just go with Xuxi, there were too many variables, but someone seeing him was the most present threat. There was no way to explain this to anyone, nobody would understand the subtleties of this. He just knew he'd feel so relieved when Xuxi got home, and right as his impatience and anticipation peaked, he heard the cabin door unlocking.
He ran over to the door excitedly before it could even open, and after what felt like a century, the door finally swung open. Xuxi was holding a plethora of bags on his way in, he set them down by the door just to get them out of his hands. “The rest of the bags are in the car, wait here while I get them.” He told Sicheng. “Wait–” Xuxi stopped in his tracks at command, and Sicheng brought him in for a tight hug. “I missed you so much.” He nearly whined, and Xuxi gave him a kiss on the forehead. “I missed you too.”He let go and walked back to the car, and Sicheng trailed behind him like a loyal puppy. “You shouldn't be walking on the ground barefoot, you could really hurt yourself.” Xuxi warned, almost out of habit. It was in his nature to be protective of Sicheng. “Baby, I won't hurt myself and I think you know that. You don't have to worry about me for a minute anymore, the worst thing that could possibly happen already has.”It was so strange whenever the realization came back to him, it gave him such mixed emotions. The relief of him being around again, yet the recent memory depression he fell into after Sicheng's untimely passing. He tried not to dwell on it too much, the worst of it was over, and he felt happier than he had in years. “I still would rather you wear something out here.” He pouted a bit, causing Sicheng to let out a big sigh. “Fine, do you have my slippers?”Xuxi dug around the back seat, only to retrieve a pair of fluffy pastel pink slippers that had hard bottoms, they were the only pair of slippers that Sicheng liked, the others felt... Wrong. Whether they lacked proper cushion, or had a weird tag in the heal, or had scratchy faux fur, he found himself only able to wear this pair comfortably.He put them on, and the feeling was the same as ever. It was definitely much more comfortable than walking barefoot across the dirt. “Okay, maybe you were right.” He admitted, begrudgingly. “I know I was, you can't feel pleasure without at least a little bit pain.” He gave a slight teasing smirk. Then returned to grabbing a huge box out of the backseat, as he carried it in, Sicheng picked up all of the loose miscellaneous items that fell on the floorboard.
It was a way that he could help, since he was far too weak to carry any of the boxes. It only took a couple of minutes for him and Xuxi to get everything inside, after all of that, Xuxi closed the trunk and locked the doors. They made their way back inside, and now it was time to go through all of the boxes. Sicheng seemed a little disappointed, that he had to figure out where to put everything instead of being able to just bask in Xuxi's presence. He honestly didn't know how Xuxi managed, all of those years without him and, in a way, he still waited.Unpacking wouldn't be too bad, though, because at least he could do it with Xuxi. Maybe he was too clingy, but life is short, and if anyone knew that, it'd be Sicheng. “Hey, you remember when we got this?” Xuxi held up a more sexualized edition of a French maid dress, Sicheng giggled out of embarrassment, remembering when they stepped into that seedy shop, his face got beet red, but Xuxi assured him he wouldn't regret it. And he certainly didn't.The night they had with the different items they purchased was incredible, yet it still made him shy to recall. “You wanna try it on? I'd like to see you in something pretty.” He handed him the lingerie. Sicheng unzipped the back of it and
stripped himself of his white clothes, he slipped into the short, ruffled dress, and got it on as well as he could, but he couldn't zip it up in the back.
“Hey, is there any way you could zip me up?” And Xuxi's abnormally large hands took ahold of Sicheng's small waist and pulled him closer, his hand took up a majority of the space whenever he placed it there. And Sicheng enjoyed it, a bit too much he might say. Loved when Xuxi let out his rugged masculine energy, when he felt like an out of control damsel being told what to do. He zipped up the back of the dress with ease, Sicheng felt a bit excited by it. The way he just barely manhandled him, Xuxi knew that got him riled up.“Now turn around.” He ordered, Sicheng did, and what a sight it was. He looked so precious in a dress, just like a doll. The skirt was dangerously short, he felt like, if he did any slight movement, Xuxi would be able to see everything. The top was low cut, so Xuxi could get a clear view of his milky white collarbone. Even without the knee high stockings, it was still so perfect. What a sight for sore eyes, the way the dress accentuated his curves, his body was a piece of art.“Fuck...” Xuxi muttered under his breath, making Sicheng feel even more timid. He could feel Xuxi's eyes devouring him, and he enjoyed it more than he was willing to admit. He twirled around a little bit, appreciating how pretty the dress made him feel. “Do you like it?” He asked, knowing the answer just by Xuxi's expression. “Of course I do, you're... Devine.” His eyes wide as if there were stars shining in them as he stared at Sicheng.
The blush that arose to Sicheng's face was so cute, he never got too shy during most of their far too frequent lovemaking sessions, but when he got dressed up in a little skirt for Xuxi, he always became bashful. It was a bit too enjoyable for him, the way that Xuxi gazed at him, the way that the shape of the dress highlighted his thin figure, it was far too pleasing for him.“Come here, babygirl.” Xuxi declared, to which Sicheng sheepishly obliged. He grabbed him by the hips and arranged him to sit atop his lap. “I want you so bad right now.” He whispered in the ghost's ear. “Then take me.” Sicheng replied with a teasing chuckle. “Don't mind if I do.” He laid Sicheng down on the hardwood floor and began to finger his – already lubricated – hole. Sicheng let out a tiny whimper.The way that his lanky fingers curled inside of him, he could feel it throughout his whole body. The relentlessness of it, it was otherworldly. “You like that, pretty girl? You like being full just from my fingers? You act like a slut, but you feel like a virgin.” Sicheng moaned, it turned him on so much to hear Xuxi talk about him like that. The 180 he did from constantly showering Sicheng with adoration during their daily lives, and uttering the filthiest of obscenities in their bedroom, never failed to surprise him.“N-Need your cock, so bad.” He cried out, his face displayed such desperation, his eyes were so hungry – so pleading. The fact that Xuxi found him so desirable, it was so affirming, knowing a man as handsome as him could feel such a way towards Sicheng. He felt
so attractive, felt so shy about how much being in his miniskirt, and being treated like a princess, turned him on.He pounded harder, until his fingers were in just the right position, making Sicheng scream out and throw his head straight back. “This feels so good- G-Gonna cum...” Unable to control himself, he shot out his biggest load, he couldn't help but feel so horny for Xuxi in this moment. He looked Xuxi in the as he finished, making eye contact with the longer haired male. Aging made him so much more attractive, as a young man he was cute, but over 12 years he'd developed a more mature and pensive look, that Sicheng found unimaginably handsome.His 30s really hit him in a way that made Sicheng indescribably good-looking. “X-Xuxi, s-so good.” He was in a state of euphoria, like he was floating in space. He pulled his fingers out, and Sicheng whined at the loss. “You want me to fuck you now?” Xuxi said blatantly. “Please!” Sicheng moaned.He complied, unzipping his pants and pulling out his fat cock. He loved spoiling Sicheng rotten and giving him everything he wanted. He slowly inserted himself, but started to gradually pick up the pace of his thrusts. Sicheng was so tight, Xuxi wasn't kidding when he said he felt like a virgin, because it'd be unusual for someone to feel so snug around him after losing their virginity.Maybe he was going delirious at this point, since he was so used to Sicheng's body, and it'd been so long since he'd been with anyone else. One time was too much, a thousand times was never enough. He was too addicted to Sicheng's body that he couldn't give a passing thought to anyone else, ever since the day he met him, everyone else became a background character, the outside world was irrelevant, because his
world was Sicheng.His thrusts were rough and concentrated, Sicheng could feel his eyes water as he got pounded. He could feel Xuxi looking at him as if he could devour him, and the ghost was drunk on the affection he was receiving, shock waves sent to his body went Xuxi hit his prostate with vigor. If Sicheng were a gun, that was his trigger, he would shoot on command like his safety was off every time Xuxi pounded his G-spot just right.
“I'm gonna cum again.” He muttered lowly, “Then go ahead.” He let go, and it felt so incredible. He was in ecstasy, every part of his body tingled from pleasure. “Fuck! Xuxi!” He screamed out, whining do to the absolutely overstimulation he felt. Xuxi knew he was getting close just from the little show he put on, his thrusts became sloppier, and after a couple of times, he shot his warm load into Sicheng.He stayed there for a second, making sure he stayed inside of Sicheng until he was milked dry, then he pulled out and zipped his pants up. Sicheng laid there – breathlessly – while Xuxi admired the view, he'd made a mess of Sicheng, and that made satisfied.
“I just remembered we have to put all of this away.” Sicheng's chest noticeably moved up and down, as he panted heavily. “Shit...” Xuxi muttered. He grabbed ahold of the effeminate ghost and unzipped his dress, he stripped Sicheng of his cum stained outfit, but didn't hand him his all-white apparel. He thought it was too cold for that, not to mention that he's been wearing that nonstop for the past weekend.
Instead, he dug around a box, looking for something specific. After rustling through the cardboard box, he grabbed out a soft pink pair of pajamas. The fuzz on them was always very comfortable on Sicheng's skin, he knew that's why they were his favorite. He unbuttoned the top and slid them on his thin arms, buttoning them back up afterwards. He then had Sicheng lift his leg to get each pant leg on, and gently pulled them up.
Sicheng loved getting the princess treatment, even if he'd never say that, it made him feel so cared for. Knowing there was someone who worried about him, even now, he knew he was loved. He took ahold of Sicheng's hand and gave him a peck, making him titter.“You wanna help me put this away or you wanna continue being a succubus?” That made him laugh, he couldn't believe Xuxi sometimes. “If anything that was your fault and I think you know that, but yes I will help you unpack.” He told him with a genuine smile, what Sicheng was, he was so enamored. Another day of many to pass in his heaven.