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When Nick had found out you were a virgin it became a thing. Even though Elena had been there too and assured you she was well into uni before she'd lost her virginity.Nick even offered to "help you out", stating it would be a good experience for you. Jokingly adding that he had to warn you he might ruin you for other men.You'd laughed and thanked him but had to turn down his offer. You really only saw him as a friend and you didn't want to forever hear from him that he'd been your first.To be honest, if any werewolf had to be your first you wanted it to be Jeremy. But that wasn't gonna happen for many reasons, first being Jeremy didn't have sex. And also you don't think he saw you in that way, as much as you hoped.Finally after a few months of being occasionally teased by Nick you decided it really wasn't that big of a deal and you should just get it over with. People had causal sex all the time and maybe you being a virgin for so long was making you psych yourself out about it more than you should. It was just sex.Though that didn't mean you were about to sleep with Nick just to get it over with. But the next time you went out you were determined to just do it. Of course you wouldn't force anything but you weren't gonna be so quick to turn people down or reject any advances.It was the next Friday after dinner when Nick suggested an outing to the club à la classic Friday night activities. You'd agreed, feeling slightly nervous thinking about what you'd decided on. Elena agreed too if only for the change of pace and Clay agreed because Elena did. Antonio stated he'd sit this one out and Jeremy echoed his sentiments.While you got ready you looked at the dresses in your closet wondering what you should wear. Finally when you'd spent 20 minutes trying to decide, you just picked one that you thought was sexy but that was still comfortable. You did your hair and makeup and slid on a pair of matching shoes.When Nick called up the stairs for everyone you took one last look in the mirror and a deep breath and headed out of your room.You heard his voice in the study, "I poured us some shots!"You headed in knowing you'd need all the courage you could get.You spotted Nick in an expensive button up shirt, with the top few buttons left undone. When he looked up from the shots poured out on the table he let out a low whistle.You felt your cheeks warm and you looked away as you neared the table. As you approached you noticed Jeremy and Antonio sat on the couch and armchair nearby.Jeremy's eyes flicked to you for a second before doing a double-take.Your heart skipped at that and you were sure it was just your nerves playing tricks on you. You looked away and focused instead on Nick who was holding out a shot to you and looking you up and down shamelessly.You thanked him and were grateful that Elena and Clay had come through the doorway so Nick's attention was diverted to them, handing them shots and compliments as well.Shortly after, Nick, Elena, Clay, and you all piled into the same car ready to let loose a little.Your stomach was doing flips all the way to the club despite the shots you'd all had earlier. You tried to calm down by reminding yourself that it might not happen and you should just go with the flow.But it did. It did happen.You'd been at the bar getting another drink when an attractive guy with floppy hair and intense eyes had filled the space beside you, ordered a drink, and then introduced himself to you nonchalantly.You'd talked and got to know each other for a couple drinks and danced for a few songs before he was asking you if you wanted to find someplace quieter. You'd agreed, only vaguely aware of the nerves you'd had previous thanks to the several drinks in your system.He led you down a small hallway lined with people and into the mens' bathroom. Once inside he found an empty stall before he was on you. He kissed you with tongue and hoisted you up against the bathroom stall door. He didn't ask if you were a virgin or anything, just if you wanted to and you did. Next thing you know he was pulling a condom out of his wallet and putting it on his member and sliding home.It hurt a little but you ignored it and thankfully he didn't see the slight discomfort on your face as he rested his forehead against your shoulder and thrusted into you.Once the slight uncomfortable feeling went away, it felt... not bad? There was some pleasure in it but it felt kind of like the music booming from the other room. Far away and not very focused.Shortly after, it was over. He groaned into your skin and pulled out. He tied off and flushed the condom down the toilet.As you both straightened your clothes out he'd asked you if you'd come and you nodded and he flashed a smile and a good before asking if you wanted his number. You agreed to be polite and handed him your phone to punch it in. He handed you his in return.Once you handed his phone back to him and he handed yours back, his phone chimed and he checked it before swearing."Shit, I gotta go. My friend just puked in his girlfriend's bag."You nodded and he was quickly out of the stall saying he'd be looking out for your call.You left the bathroom and went back to the table and found Clay and Elena talking over drinks. As per usual, Nick had found someone and wouldn't be coming home with you guys.When you were all back in the car, minus Nick, Elena turned you from the passenger seat and cocked an eyebrow."Anything happen with that guy you were dancing with, Y/N?"You shrugged, "Just danced."You didn't want to make it a big deal and it didn't feel like a big deal. You weren't a virgin anymore. Maybe later if the topic came up you'd be like "Yeah, I hooked up with that guy at the bar." But right now? It just felt awkward to be like "Yeah, I just lost my virginity in the mens' bathroom."Elena just eyed you for a moment before nodding and looking ahead.Once you were back at Stonehaven and all filing into the house through the garage entrance, Antonio spotted you guys and called out, "How was the club?"You all followed to find them still in the study, fire crackling."It was fine." Elena said, then glanced over at you. "Nick and Y/N had a blast though."You shrugged as Antonio's eyes landed on yours and after a moment, his head tilted.You felt like he was seeing right through you and knew it was just paranoia. Didn't everyone think that they looked and felt different after losing their virginity?Still you glanced away from Antonio and your eyes met Jeremy's whose face was passive except for the tightness in his jaw."Alright, I'm exhausted and calling it a night." Clay announced.Elena echoed his sentiment and they left together.You took this as your chance to escape too and you bid everyone a goodnight. The next morning you slept in and missed breakfast. When you were finally dressed and heading down the stairs, you saw Nick on his way up.He smiled brightly. "Y/N, hey!""Hey." You replied as you made it to the step he had stopped on.He opened his mouth to say something but suddenly stopped, his head tilting sideways as a furrow formed between his brows.You were about to ask what when a voice called out to you. Elena. She was stood at the bottom of the stairs looking up."I saved some blueberry pancakes for you. They're in the oven."At that moment you realized how hungry you were and you thanked Elena before turning back to Nick who was still stood confused."Talk later?" You offered before heading down the rest of the stairs to the kitchen.You pushed open the kitchen door and turned towards the stove, your steps faltering slightly when you spotted Jeremy at the sink filling his paint water glass. You resumed your pace to the stove."Morning." You said and opened the oven door to find a plate covered in tinfoil with your name written on a sticky note stuck on top."Morning." Jeremy replied, voice slightly off.You glanced up to see if something was wrong but were met with his retreating figure as he left the kitchen, the door swinging behind him.Huh. You thought before brushing it off and pulling the pancakes out of the oven.The same kind of thing happened when you and Elena had went out onto the deck to enjoy the sunny weather. Jeremy had been out there, book open when he suddenly shut it and headed inside.When it happened again just as you'd put together your plate for dinner and sat down at the dining room table with everyone else, you took it personally.After dinner you found Jeremy in his studio. You brought a plate Antonio had fixed up for him.As usual, he knew it was you despite his back being towards you and his focus on his canvas, pencil hovering."Hey." You said quietly, unsure of how to act with Jeremy acting differently.You put his made-up plate on an empty side table. "Antonio put together a plate for you.""I'll give him my thanks." Jeremy said, not looking over.You hesitated, knowing this was your cue to go but you wanted to know if you'd done something wrong or maybe failed to do something and he was annoyed but not enough to tell you about it.You bolstered your courage and turned to him. "Did I do something wrong?""Sorry?""You're acting weird. I just wanna know if I did something so I can apologize or-""You haven't-" Jeremy said, turning to you and you stepped closer to him feeling like he was actually going to talk to you but then his jaw suddenly clenched shut and he turned to his canvas.You waited, confused, for him to finish his sentence but he didn't."Jeremy?" You prompted but he just kept his gaze on his artwork.Your eyebrows furrowed but after a moment you shrugged it off and headed out of the room.You decided to head up to your room to grab your headphones to go a walk. Once you grabbed them you headed back out into the hall and as you passed Nick's door opened."Hey, Y/N-" he spotted your headphones, "Walk? Mind if I join you?"You nodded. "Sure."It'd been about 10 minutes into the walk, when the mindless chatter died down and you both were just enjoying the sounds and life of the forest.Nick kept glancing at you.You finally broke, "What?"He hesitated a moment, before his eyebrow lifted and his mouth quirked. "Did you lose your virginity last night, Y/N?"You tripped as your foot misstepped and Nick grabbed you before you could fall.You reminded yourself you had nothing to be embarrassed of, especially now that you were not a virgin. Not that you should've been embarrassed in the first place."Um, yeah." You nodded and then kept walking, Nick following suit."No way, congrats! How was it?" He asked, looking over at you.His enthusiasm was contagious and you couldn't help but smile as you explained the pretty straightforward encounter to him.He shrugged, nodding. "I mean, pretty standard bar hookup but still, congratulations.""Thanks." You laughed.After a moment, you turned to him, interested. "How did you know I'd lost it? Or was it so obvious on my face?"He looked sheepish and rubbed the back of his neck. "No, uh... you smelled different."Your eyebrows rose, "What?"He gave a short laugh before shrugging. "You smelled like yourself, but you also smelled like... someone else. And not just like you were around that person but that they, you know, got close to you... intimately."Your walking slowed as you processed that. You knew scents were a thing for werewolves, but you'd never heard of that. And being a supernatural type that did't have a keen sense of smell you were unaware that you smelled differently."I showered when I came home. Did it not help?" You asked, slightly concerned.Nick shrugged. "I'm sure it did, but I still could smell it when you came down this morning. Now it's a bit fainter but still there if you're close. It must've been really strong when you came home, I'm surprised no one said anything."It clicked and you flushed again, remembering, "I mean, Elena did ask when we were on our way home if anything had happened and your dad kind of gave me a look. I thought I was just being paranoid."Nick laughed, a loud booming one. "Yep, then they definitely noticed. Guess they just didn't wanna be the ones to say it."You groaned, hiding your face in your hands momentarily. "That is really embarrassing. How do you manage knowing that everyone knows?"Nick pursed his lips, "I don't know. It's so common for me, I don't think anyone really bats an eye. Or expects anything less. Plus, I don't really care."You laughed and the rest of the walk was filled with Nick telling you about his own funny bar hookups.When you got back to Stonehaven you couldn't help but shower again even though Nick had said the scent was fading. You just felt self-conscious and didn't wanna walk around smelling like someone else. Especially not a stranger. It was a couple days later and you had just finished a book Jeremy had lent you.You headed down the stairs and found him in his study.You knocked and his head lifted from the pages he was poring over on the desk."Y/N." he said, eyes dropping back down to the papers.Your eyebrows pinched together slightly and you felt a pang of hurt but you ignored it and walked into the room heading over to his desk."I finished this. Thanks for lending it to me, it was good. I liked-""Just leave it there." Jeremy said, eyes glancing over to a spare corner on the desk.You frowned but put the book down where he said.Normally, you and Jeremy would talk about books you'd both read and he'd lend you some he liked or thought you would like. You would do the same.You felt a little frustrated. You wanted to talk to Jeremy but lately he'd been "busy" or just unable to be found.You opened your mouth to say something but the door pushed open and Nick's voice filled the air."Y/N! There you are. I'm bored and Clay and Elena don't wanna go out with me. Do you wanna go out?"You shook your head, "I'm talking to Jeremy."Jeremy's throat cleared making both yours and Nick's head turn. "She can go."This time the pang of hurt hit harder and it made you bristle, a flare of anger and stubbornness rising within you."No. I'm talking to you." You said clearly and resolutely, your eyes not leaving Jeremy's.Nick cleared his throat, "Okayyy. Um, maybe another time then."The door clicked shut behind him and you and Jeremy were left facing off. Well, for half a second before Jeremy looked back down at his papers and ignored you."What's your problem?" You asked somewhat harshly."Come again?" Jeremy asked, completely unfazed as he glanced from one paper to another."Why are you avoiding me? Why won't you talk to me?"His gaze stayed fixed downward as if you hadn't said anything."Or look at me?""Do you expect my attention to be on you at all times?" Jeremy asked, looking up at you and straightening.You frowned. "What? No.""Then accept the fact that I'm busy and don't want to talk."Silence hung in the air."Don't." You repeated."Sorry?"You looked at him, seeing him but also not. "You said, 'don't want to talk', not 'can't talk'."Jeremy's face shifted into one of understanding but he didn't make any move to clarify or, like you hoped, say that he'd used the wrong word.You felt anger rise within you at his sudden distance from you and the fact he wasn't offering any explanation. You hated how much it bothered you and how he stood there looking like it didn't bother him at all.You were so angry that you knew if you stayed there you'd say something you'd regret so you just clenched your fists, took a breath, and turned on your heel not looking back as you spat, "Whatever."Nick had gone out and Clay and Elena were nowhere to be found. Not that you wanted to hang out with them anyway, you weren't in any shape for company since you were stewing over Jeremy's cold shoulder.Still you paced your room back and forth feeling cooped up and like you wanted to do something other than think about what just happened.Your phone vibrated in your pocket and you stopped pacing hoping that Nick maybe had decided he was gonna swing back and pick you up to take you to do whatever he'd gone out to do.But as you checked the screen you saw a name you didn't recognize.[Connor ;): Hey! It's Connor, from the bar a few nights ago. I've been thinking about you a lot since then and wanted to know if you'd be up to hang out sometime... ]Immediately you thought no. But then something inside of you was saying yes. Yes. You did want to hang out. You wanted to get away from Stonehaven for a while and just not think.You shot back a quick greeting and an agreement asking if now was good. You waited a moment, wondering if you were being too eager to hang out with a stranger you only met briefly but didn't have to ponder long since three dots showed up and a thumbs up emoji came through.[Connor ;) : What's your address? I can come pick you up if you want ][You : Thanks, but I'm already out and about. Where do you want to meet up?][Connor ;) : Is the corner of 5th and Creek Street far from you? There's a fire restaurant nearby. We could grab dinner?]You sent back a thumbs up emoji and quickly got ready before heading downstairs.You darted into the kitchen to the key rack and a surge of spite made you grab Jeremy's car keys.Then you headed into the garage, got in his car, typed in the street address, and were off.It was only a twenty minute drive to the address and once you found a place to park you easily found Connor stood on the street corner looking about. He wore a grey-blue t-shirt and jeans and when he spotted you he smiled and lifted a hand.A wholesome dinner was had at the little hole-in-the-wall Italian restaurant two blocks away from the street corner full of small talk and pleasantries and general good cheer.What was not wholesome was the rushed hookup in the back of Connor's van. But you'd had a couple glasses of wine and they had you feeling like things were better ideas than they probably were. But really it wasn't your fault. You'd only offered to walk Connor to his van after he suggested walking you back to your car which you turned down. And you really did turn down his invitation to go back to his place. Plus it was dark, the sun having gone below the horizon hours ago. And then his van was one of the only vehicles left in the corner of the lot and hidden under the shade of a very low hanging and heavily branched tree. You only got in his car to talk and relax in his spacious back seat. You know just give yourself some time to let the alcohol leave your system before trying to drive home. It was all in the name of responsibility. Or at least that's what you told yourself.You both breathed heavily as you pulled your clothes back on."That was fun." Connor laughed as he did up the button on his jeans and fell back against the seat."Yeah." You said, pulling your shirt on.It was silent for a few moments while your breathing returned to normal."Do you want me to drive you back to yours?" Connor asked, quirking an eyebrow.You shook your head, "Thanks, but I drove here.""Oh right," He laughed. "Sorry."You shrugged, "It's all good. But I should probably head home.""Same here." Connor nodded and after a moment he opened the car door.When you passed through after him he suggested you hang out again sometime, you agreed.You both stood staring at each other until you turned halfway on your heel. "Um, thanks for a fun night. See you around?""Yeah, same here." He nodded and lifted his arms slightly and it took you a second to realize he was offering a hug."Oh, um." You leaned in slightly and gave him a quick one armed hug.When you pulled away he smiled and bid you a final goodnight which you returned before heading in the direction of where you left the car.The air was warm with a nice cool breeze which you appreciated since you decided to walk around for another 30 or so minutes before you no longer felt the pull of the alcohol in your system and were clear-headed enough to drive.Once you were back at the car, you drove to Stonehaven no longer feeling the anger or frustration you had felt earlier. If anything you felt pretty great.You pulled into the garage, noticing Nick's car in the drive.You had just returned Jeremy's keys to the key rack when Nick came through the kitchen door."Hey, Y/N. I brought Chinese for dinner, it's still out in the dining room.""Thanks, but I already ate."You walked past him to grab some water as he laughed."What?" You asked pouring yourself a glass."I was gonna ask where but I'm not sure I wanna know." Nick laughed giving you a look.It took you a second to clue in until you remembered the scent thing. You cringed internally."Har har, very funny, goodbye." You said heading out of the kitchen with your water.Though you laughed off Nick's comment, you showered once you were back up in your room. The next morning you woke up to an oddly quiet house. You tried not to think anything of it but as you dressed and got ready for the day you felt strangely on edge.As you headed down the stairs it was completely silent. There wasn't a single voice or noise or anything.You tried to think if maybe you missed the memo on something going on or if you'd forgotten. As you made your way to the kitchen you glanced into the surrounding rooms but found them empty.When you pushed open the door to the kitchen you found Jeremy at the counter pouring a cup of coffee.You were going to say good morning but then you remembered his dismissive attitude of you yesterday and the past few days and you held your tongue. You grabbed an orange from the fruit bowl and went to head out the kitchen door when Jeremy's voice stopped you."You took my car last night."You slowly turned to face Jeremy and seeing his eerily calm face slowly clicked the puzzle pieces into place as to why the whole place seemed deserted. It was.He watched you completely unfazed by the long silence stretching between you.Finally you found your voice. "I did.""Did I give you permission?"You flushed and looked away. "No.""Then why did you take it?"You chewed the inside of your cheek and looked down at the orange in your hands. "I guess I wanted to piss you off. For brushing me off these past few days."Jeremy was silent and after a moment you glanced up at him.His jaw was set."And you thought having sex in my car would fix that?"Your heart thudded, your face erupting in heat, and you looked away, "I didn't...""You didn't have sex in my car?" Jeremy repeated.You tilted your head as you winced slightly. "Not in your car, no."Jeremy closed the distance between you and his gaze bore down on you. You couldn't stand his intense scrutiny so you kept your head dipped and your eyes down."Shower. And then go take my car to be cleaned." Jeremy's voice was low and authoritative.Your head shot up and you couldn't help the humourless laugh that came out, "What?"Jeremy stayed silent, gaze unwavering.You stood your ground and crossed your arms. "Do you treat Nick this way? Or even Clay and Elena?"Jeremy's jaw tensed, "They don't have sex in my car."A spark of anger jumped within you and you tried to keep your voice reasonably level. "I didn't have sex in your car."It was silent as Jeremy stared at you. Then his nostrils flared just slightly and his eyes narrowed minutely. He straightened and turned, walking back to his coffee on the counter."I won't ask again." He said, back towards you.His expressions and the way he walked away from you gave you déjà vu from the past few days. It was an unsettling sight and one that you hoped to see less of.You took a deep breath."I'll take your car to be cleaned. I am sorry for taking it without asking. It didn't cross my mind that my scent would... and I didn't plan to hook up with Con- someone, it just happened."Jeremy kept his back to you, not saying anything. But he didn't leave either so you took it as he might actually be listening to you."Is this how it's gonna be just because my scent is a little different temporarily? You ignoring me and not being able to stand being in the same room. No one else seems to mind-"Jeremy turned swiftly, "I'm not everyone else."You stayed rooted in your spot and didn't know what to say.After a moment, you said, "You never answered my question."He was silent before a single "Yes" left his mouth and he turned and left the kitchen.You were left bewildered for a second before your legs were following after him."Jeremy." You called out to him but he kept walking, not turning or acknowledging you."Jeremy." You tried again.Eventually your quick strides caught up to him and you passed him and then stood in his path. He looked down at you, mouth in a hard line."Please tell me you're joking." You said.He didn't say anything."You're actually gonna revoke your friendship when I've hooked up with someone. Sex or you. That's what you're saying?"When he still didn't say anything, you laughed."Fine. Thanks for making the decision easy." You turned on your heel and stormed away. "Maybe get laid! So you won't be so pissed about being the only person not having fun!"Suddenly your movement forward was halted and you looked down to see a hand grabbing your wrist.You looked back heart skipping slightly as you watched Jeremy carefully. Never once had he grabbed you, not like this. Not unless it was to stop you from walking into danger or a trap."The keys are the other way. And another thing, you're not going to see that 'someone' again."You couldn't believe he actually thought he could decide who you could or couldn't see.Your tone hardened, "You can't make me do anything. I'm not a werewolf so I'm not Pack, your words hold no weight over me.""You're. Mine." Jeremy growled.You couldn't help the shiver that passed over you as you saw Jeremy the most angered you'd ever seen him. And even then his face was completely passive aside from the tenseness in his jaw and his blazing eyes.Suddenly a ringtone filled the air and it took you a second to break your eyes from Jeremy's and realize your back pocket was vibrating.A knot formed in your stomach when you realized who it must be. Neither Nick or Elena, the people who called you most, would phone when they knew you were possibly being reamed out by Jeremy.So that left one.With your free hand you went to check your phone and the second you pulled it out of your pocket, Jeremy's hand dropped from your wrist.Sure enough, Connor's name filled the small screen. You pressed the decline button and shut your phone off and shoved it into your pocket again.You looked back at Jeremy whose face had returned to normal and he looked slightly lost in thought before his eyes met yours again.He didn't say anything as he turned and disappeared into his study, leaving you confused as to what had just happened. You still saw Connor. But ever since your spat with Jeremy it seemed that Connor had become interwoven with Jeremy. You couldn't help your thoughts wandering back to the Pack Alpha whenever you were on your way to see Connor or when you guys were just talking or walking about.Jeremy was back to normal. Well, sort of.He didn't avoid you like the plague anymore but you guys still hadn't mended any fences. That would require talking which neither of you were doing. And you knew it would probably lay on you to break the silence but you just didn't know what to say. Or how to feel. Jeremy's "You're mine" had left you confused to say the least and you found yourself thinking about it way too much and getting no real answer to what it meant so you cut yourself off from thinking about it entirely.It was coming on to three weeks when the whole Jeremy question and coldness was starting to eat away at you. You'd started avoided seeing Connor because it'd become ridiculous the way your thoughts were increasingly wandering back to Stonehaven's owner.By the end of the fourth week of this you knew what you had to do.When you returned back to Stonehaven it was quiet. Granted, ever since Antonio and Nick had gone on their trip it had been mostly quiet.You walked past the kitchen, down the hall, and up the stairs so lost in your thoughts that you barely registered Jeremy walking past you."Y/N." Jeremy said, stopping his movement as his eyebrows lifted slightly in surprise."Jeremy." You returned, steps pausing."You're back early."Your eyebrows came together just slightly. "Um, yeah."You both stood in silence for a moment while you tried to figure out what to say but before you could figure it out Jeremy had walked off.You stood there for a moment before taking a breath and nodding and heading to your room. It was several days later when you were reading in the study that Jeremy and you found yourselves in the same room. You surmised he was working on translations based on the papers and books he kept looking back and forth between.After sometime, Nick ambled into the room and sprawled on the couch. He was quiet and watched you reading for a while until he broke and kicked your calf."Hey, Y/N. What ever happened to your guy?"You tensed up and felt suddenly hyperaware of Jeremy in your peripherals."Um," You said, trying to figure out what exactly to say until you figured honesty was probably the quickest way out of this conversation. "We ended things.""Why?"You shrugged, "Ran its course."Nick was silent a moment before adding "Well if you're looking to get back out there I'm always down for a club night, or I have this friend who-"Jeremy cleared his throat and Nick turned to look at him."If one were trying to get some work done, where would you suggest the place for it aside from one's study?"Nick took the hint and mumbled a sorry as he turned back to you and flashed his eyebrows.You gave him a half-smile and looked back to your book. After a minute, another person came into the study and since Elena and Clay weren't home it meant Antonio."Nicky, you took the keys." He chastised his son as he approached the couch where Nick was sprawled.Nick huffed and sat up, "Is it Pick-on-Nick day today or what?"He fished the keys out of his pocket and handed them to his Dad. "Where are you even going anyway?""To visit Hector, he's in town and wanted to catch up."Nick perked up at that, "Can I come?"Antonio nodded and tipped his head to the door. "If you're ready to go as you are. I'm leaving now."Nick nodded, "Yeah yeah, I'm ready."As he stood he turned back to you and smacked your arm. "See you.""See you. Have fun."Once Nick and Antonio left, the room settled into complete quiet again and you found your place in your book.Some time later the silence was broken."I hope you didn't break up with him because of my order." Jeremy said.You startled slightly at his voice and it took a second for his words to make sense.Your brows furrowed as you turned to look at him. "At that point it would've been a month since you made it. A little late don't you think?"Jeremy didn't say anything as he looked at his papers.You felt slightly annoyed at that and you tried to get back into your book but it kept bugging you.Finally you asked, "Did you take my advice? A month later?"Jeremy was silent and after a moment you glanced over at him to see him looking up at you with an eerily even look.Several seconds later Jeremy looked back down and you assumed it meant you'd gotten him back but you only had a second to gloat in your victory when he calmly added."Maybe if it was worth it. You've quit it so soon so it mustn't be that fun."Your jaw clenched and you stood, shoving the book closed and aside."It was plenty fun. But of course you had to ruin it."Jeremy was unfazed as he removed his glasses and stood."And how exactly did I ruin it? My orders clearly have no affect on you."He rounded his desk and met you in the middle of the room as you responded, borderline angrily."Ever since you made your stupid comment I couldn't stop thinking of it every time I saw him. I had to break it off because I just couldn't stand it anymore."Jeremy's jaw set and his mouth tightened. "Care to enlighten me on which comment was so stupid to you?""Right, sorry, there were many." You crossed your arms. "And if I do would you enlighten me on why you said it?"Jeremy looked like hard steel. "There's nothing to enlighten you on. Everything I said was clear and I don't lie."That threw a spanner in the works of the anger brewing in you. He didn't lie? That didn't make anything any clearer and finally you spat, "I can't be yours when you've never made me yours."Suddenly Jeremy was less than a foot away and you stumbled back, feet tripping up as you fell backwards.Jeremy's arm shot out and grabbed you securely around your waist before you could hit the floor.Your mouth opened at the abrupt change in circumstances and the feel of his controlled strength as he held you sturdily.Jeremy righted you back on your feet while your eyes couldn't help but stare at the scant inches between your bodies. You swore you could feel the heat emanating from his body.Your cheeks felt hot as you tried to brush off the feelings rising within you by finding some of that vitriol from moments earlier.Before you could say another word, Jeremy's deep and roughened voice filled the air. "Do you want me to make you mine?"You shuddered and you hated how your mind was so quick to call out yes. You couldn't bring yourself to say it so you just rolled your eyes. "That depends, are you gonna be all talk?"Jeremy let out a sound deep in his chest and suddenly you were being lifted. You scrambled to find your balance as he held you with one arm and brought you to his desk, using the other to push the contents off the top of it.You barely heard the heavy thuds of the books and rustling of the papers as you were dropped down onto the surface.Jeremy's mouth found yours and his lips moved against yours in a searing kiss that left you breathless as he pulled away way too quickly. You leaned in to find his mouth again, addicted already, but his lips instead found your neck, his hand coming to wrap around your throat as he used his fingers to angle your jaw upwards to give him better access."He could never make you feel like this." Jeremy's voice ghosted over your neck, carrying like a melody up to your ears. His mouth was slow and hot as he sucked and kissed your skin before moving to the other side of your neck.You struggled to break out of the trance his mouth was putting you under but you managed to get out, "How do you know he hasn't?"Jeremy licked a long stripe up your neck that had you shuddering and your thighs quivering around his legs. "By the way you're shaking around me."You removed your hands from gripping the desk's edge and laced one in his hair and the other on the junction where his neck met his shoulder. "I-it's just aftershocks, from almost f-falling."Jeremy gave a small smile into your neck. His mouth continued its assault until he found a spot that had you letting out a gasp and you felt a flood of heat rush through you from the top of your head to the tips of your toes.You tried to keep in your sounds of pleasure as to not seem so needy right from the jump but it was hard. You'd never felt anything like it and it felt really good. When you and Connor hooked up it was just kind of the basics, sometimes it'd be rough and fast other times slow but he'd never done anything like this. He'd never, and to be fair you'd never, put in much beforehand work.Jeremy seemed eager to hear you moan for him and he assaulted the spot on your neck with the perfect pressure and movements from his tongue. When his teeth joined the mix, that got you and you embarrassingly started whining as your legs pulled him flush against you."Please, Jeremy. You're killing me." You whined, and your hands dropped to the front of his sweater as you pulled him closer to you.Jeremy took the hint and detached from your neck. His hands found the hem of his sweater and he pulled it up and over his head, dropping it off to the side.You held back your gasp at seeing his bare torso. He was all firm muscle and you'd never thought of abs and Jeremy as synonymous but you were wrong. They were defined and drew your gaze lower to his v-line. Your core clenched and you reached out to pull him towards you using his belt loop. When he was in reach your hands found his lower abdomen and moved up his abs and between his chest and grabbed at his muscular shoulders."Evil." You shook your head and muttered over and over as your hands mapped out every inch of his body.He let out a small laugh as he watched you fawn over him. "What's evil?""That you look like this and you hide it under all your sweaters and long sleeves." You shook your head as your fingers felt and pressed into his hot, firm skin. "If I'd seen you around the house like this, or emerge out of the forest like this... I feel like I would've acted on my feelings a lot sooner."Jeremy let out a full laugh now, his muscles and skin moving underneath your fingertips.Suddenly he went quiet and you ran your fingertips up his wrists to his forearms past the juncture of his elbow and to his biceps."Acted on your feelings a lot sooner." Jeremy echoed. "And how soon would that have been?"You dropped your hands to the desk as you looked at the ground for a moment "Pretty soon I guess, but I knew you'd never feel that way so I didn't really let myself go there."Jeremy looked at you, brows furrowing. "I wish I could say that if I knew you felt that way I would've done something or said something, but I don't know if would have. But trust me if I'd known that day you came down in that dress for the club, you wouldn't have left the house."Your thighs involuntarily clenched, squeezing Jeremy's sides.His hand found the underside of your chin and he angled your head up to look at you."Even when I didn't know I still wanted to keep you home that night. I could tell not just by the way you were dressed but by the set of your shoulders and jaw that you were determined to do the one thing I knew would break me."You flushed red and your eyes danced away from his. "You knew?""I'd once overheard Nick throw a comment your way and since I'd never smelt anyone on you I figured it must've been true." Jeremy's jaw clenched, "I didn't hear half of what Tonio said that night, I kept thinking about you."You watched Jeremy's face as his eyes looked faraway. He continued, looking down at your legs around his."I'd completely forgotten about the issue of scent until you came home. Knowing you'd gone through with it and then knowing every other time it happened again..."Jeremy's hands found your thighs. The corner of his mouth lifted slightly, "I guess that is what tipped off my stupid comment."You internally groaned. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. I just... I don't know I guess it just made me unable to keep pretending I felt nothing when there was a possibility you might feel the same way.""Possibility." Jeremy mused and his head dipped down to your pulse point as his hands pulled you closer to him until your core was ghosting against the front of his jeans. "There's nothing about you that doesn't draw me in. Everything about you makes me want to do things I thought I had a handle on.""Then do it. You don't have to hold back with me, Jeremy."A rumble sounded in Jeremy throat as he licked up your neck. "Tell me if you need me to stop.""O-okay." You said breathlessly as his hands found your lower back and his hands splayed out and pulled you against him.Your core throbbed and you involuntarily shifted forward on the desk and rolled your hips again this.Jeremy let out a groan and this spurred you on, further amplifying the feeling between your legs.As you moved against the hardness forming in his jeans you felt Jeremy's hands move to the front of your body and his fingertips ghosted the hem of your shirt until you were breathless."Take it off." You said.Jeremy's fingers immediately gripped the hem and he pulled it up. You helped by raising your arms.Once it was off Jeremy threw it to the side and when he turned back to you his breath hitched and you flushed red, forcing yourself to keep your hands glued to the desk and not hide your bare chest.Jeremy stared at your chest entranced and he suddenly reached down and grabbed your thigh and hitched it higher over his hip which in turn tugged you right against him. Your core throbbed at feeling his member right flush against you and your cheeks felt hot. Your breath came faster as you stared at him with lust-blown pupils.Jeremy's other hand pressed flat against your lower stomach and you throbbed again and rocked against him at the feel of his hot and rough palm against your sensitive skin.His hand slid upward pressing against your sternum before veering to the right and his fingers splayed against your breast. He squeezed it slightly and his finger brushed your nipple and you couldn't help the moan that slipped out. If you weren't wet before you definitely were now.Jeremy was encouraged by your moans and his other hand came up and kneaded your other breast.Suddenly his head dipped down and his tongue swept over your nipple."Jeremy." You yelped not expecting it to be so sensitive or feel so good.Jeremy swirled his tongue over it again before lightly scraping his teeth against the bud. When he did the same to the other side you knew you couldn't be patient anymore. He'd worked you up to the point where your core was aching and you needed him. Badly.You forced your eyes open that had shut from the pleasure his mouth was inflicting upon you. Your hands scrambled to find his belt and before you could unbuckle it he pushed your hands away and did it himself much faster.He didn't go farther past throwing his belt away before his hands were on your pants and with a quick nod from you, he was pulling them down and off your legs.You were left bare expect for your soaked underwear and you became aware that this maybe wasn't the best place for this considering it was a wooden desk.You tried slipping off the desk mumbling about ruining the wood but Jeremy gripped your thighs and pushed you back on to the surface."You're not gonna ruin it." His voice was deep and rough as he stared down at you with dark and hooded eyes.You flushed and squirmed, feeling the wetness dripping out of you.Jeremy's eyes found between your legs and he grunted, his hands moving to your knees and spreading your thighs.You felt self-conscious already but Jeremy looked so uncharacteristically wrecked by the sight of you it made you forget about it entirely.He suddenly moved to get onto his knees but you quickly blurted out a "No. Please. I might genuinely pass out if you do that."Jeremy nodded and rose again.Noticing he was still wearing his jeans you motioned your chin at them, "Are those staying on?"The corner of his mouth twitched and his hands moved to unbutton them and soon he was kicking all his bottom layers off.When he stood up fully you couldn't help but stare at him in awe.He let you do that for about five seconds before he descended back to your neck and kissed and marked you.You reached out and touched his abdomen but when your hand moved lower, suddenly your wrist was halted, stopping your intended further movements."Impatient." Jeremy mumbled into your skin before pulling away from your neck.Your core throbbed and you reached for the sides of your underwear but Jeremy pushed your hands away before stripping them off himself.When he straightened his eyes were glued to your core and your face warmed."Jeremy, please... fuck me." You begged.His gaze broke from between your legs to your eyes and after a moment he situated himself between your thighs and pulled you closer to the edge of the desk.He reached down and aligned his well-endowed member to your core and you bit the inside of your cheek in anticipation.Jeremy's cock notched against your weeping core and you gasped at the feeling causing it to slip and sweep up your folds, nudging your clit.You moaned as Jeremy rocked forwards slightly, his hand catching himself on the desk.Jeremy quickly recovered and his hands found your hips as he repeated the motion.Your core throbbed around nothing as you moaned again and while he wasn't inside you, it felt really good so you weren't complaining. Yet.Jeremy must've felt the same way because he kept sliding his cock through your folds, his eyes glued to the way it opened you up and covered his cock until it was near dripping in your wetness.Finally you couldn't take it. "O-okay, Jeremy. Please, I need you."Less than a second later, Jeremy slid into you and your breath stuttered at the feeling of him stretching your walls and filling you up farther than you thought possible.When he bottomed out you gripped the desk's edge and moaned out his name. He gave you some time to adjust before slowly pulling out and thrusting just as slowly back in.He did this several more times, his fingertips pressing deeper into your hips as he looked like he was holding back.You let go of the desk's edge and held onto his shoulders instead."Ruin me." You begged.You didn't have to say anything more as Jeremy's thrusts picked up speed and soon he was railing into you at an inhuman speed.Moans fell one after the other out of your mouth and you squeezed your eyes shut at the pleasure building in your core.Suddenly Jeremy's hand left your hip and found the spot between your legs that had you clenching down on him as your peak hit you abruptly.Jeremy groaned out your name at the feeling of your core gripping his cock.Your body tremored as you bit down on his shoulder, tears spilling from the corner of your eyes as you cried his name.When you came back down, Jeremy slowed his pace and you pulled away from his torso feeling slightly embarrassed."Sorry." You said when your eyes met his.Jeremy shook his head, "For what? I plan to make you cum as many times as you slept with that someone."Your eyes widened and after a moment Jeremy's mouth quirked up slightly."I'm just kidding." He clarified.He slipped out of you and lifted you off the desk, steadying you as your feet found the ground.He spun you around and pressed your front down on the desk and slipped back into you. When he bottomed out he lowered his head to your ear, "But you're not leaving this room until I get at least three out of you."You bit the inside of your cheek to hold back a moan but your core betrayed you and you squeezed his member.Jeremy straightened and he began thrusting into you again and this time his cock hit deeper inside you brushing that spot that had you letting out a long moan.Jeremy hips hit flush against your ass every time and his moans were louder, his thrusts less measured and steady.His thrusts picked up speed and you felt your peak rising within you again. You tried to fight it off, your core clenching down as you struggled to get a grip on the pleasure wanting to crest within you.You didn't want to cum again before Jeremy did so you shakily pushed yourself up onto your elbows and you looked back at him.Jeremy's eyes met yours darkly as he kept thrusting into you, pushing his hips forward more forcefully against the tightness of your core. His hair was falling into his face but he made no move to push it back."Cum in me." You said, your voice choppy from his thrusts.A line formed between his brows and he growled at your words.You clenched down on him tighter. "Please, I need to feel you dripping inside me."Jeremy fell forward at that, his body curving over yours slightly, his hands coming to brace himself by your waist.He moaned your name and his eyes shut momentarily as his thrusts became uneven.Your core felt like it was about to burst at that and you pushed up from your elbows to place your hands over his."Let go let go let go." You pleaded, feeling your high about to take over.Jeremy let out a guttural groan at your words and he pressed so deep inside you he was flush against your cervix and you jolted forward at the feeling.His loud groan echoed around the room and the second his cum painted your walls you fell over the edge, your nails digging into the wood beneath your fingers that had fallen between Jeremy's.You sobbed out Jeremy's name as his hot spend continued to fill you and his hips kept thrusting into you prolonging both your highs.After who knows how long both your breathing returned to normal and Jeremy's hands slid out from beneath yours as he pressed a kiss to the center of your back.He slipped out of you and after a moment you pushed off the desk and straightened, turning back to face him.Jeremy's face was soft as he looked down at you and his hand reached up and caressed your face for a moment as his eyes held yours.His hands found your back and spread across your skin as he pulled your body flush against his. The soft skin of your stomach pressed against his firm abs. His hand moved from your back to down your ass until he was lifting your thigh up over his hipbone, exposing your core leaking both your spends.His hand found your core and you shuddered as his ring and middle finger dipped into your entrance and his thumb found your clit. He curved his fingers upwards pressing against that spongy spot within you and your mouth dropped open while a line formed between your brows.His eyes watched you unwaveringly as he thrust his fingers into you and circled your clit.Soft moans fell from your lips as the sensitivity of your previous orgasms heightened the feeling of his long and expert fingers rubbing your walls."J-Jer." You quietly moaned trying not to break from his gaze.His fingers moved precisely within you working you up again until you were gasping again. But he wasn't moving fast enough to send you over the edge, it just kept feeling better and better but not quite there. Especially not after you knew what his cock felt like.When Jeremy's fingers hooked into your spot again and his thumb pressed slightly harder you let out a rushed, "I want to ride you."Jeremy's fingers stopped as his eyes darkened. He removed his fingers from your core slowly and your heart picked up speed in anticipation as he gently lowered your leg from his hip.You didn't have to wait long because suddenly Jeremy was leading you to the fireplace, pulling you down to sit on the carpet in front of the crackling fire.He laid back on the carpet and you were quick to straddle his hips, shocked that he was hard again after such a short time.You braced yourself with one hand on his chest and the other nervously gripping his cock and guiding it to your entrance.When you sunk back down you felt the breath punch out of your lungs and already you throbbed around him at how deep he was in you.When you refocused and your eyes met Jeremy's you felt slightly embarrassed at being so on display and in control of the situation. But you quickly brushed those feelings off when Jeremy's hand slid up your knee to your thigh and he looked at you like you were a work of art.You shifted forward and grounded your hands steadily onto his abdomen as you began lifting yourself off his cock and then falling back down.It felt amazing to have him pressed deep within you, stretching your walls, and even better to see him clearly below you illuminated by the fire."Jeremy." you moaned.Your breath came quicker and heavier as your thrusts became faster and your thighs hugged closer to his body as you rocked your hips.Jeremy sat up and his lips kissed at your neck that had been thrown back as you dropped and lifted yourself on his hot and thick member.The angle change caused his cock to brush against that spot on your front wall and you cried out as each following up and down stroke passed against it."Oh fuck Jeremy, yes yes yes!" You moaned, nails digging in his shoulders as you rose and fell faster.When Jeremy's mouth found your nipple again you came the hardest you had so far, your eyes squeezing shut and your pussy quivering and clenching around his throbbing member. Jeremy helped you through your orgasm, thrusting up into you from below as your movements faltered from the pleasure firing off in your abdomen.When your breathing started to calm and your quivering and shaking eased off, he suddenly flipped you over so your back was on the carpet and he began railing into you, his arms caging you in on either side.You cried out as the flame was relit in your core and you stared up at him open-mouthed, in a daze.His faster and desperate thrusts prolonged your pleasure until your legs were shaking and you were crying unintelligible things feeling like you were going to pass out from the pleasure coursing through you.Finally, Jeremy thrust fully inside you, his fingers digging deep into the carpet as he came with a sonorous growl.His cum filled you to the brim and overflowed out the sides of your core as he continued to rut into you, shooting never ending ropes onto your quivering walls.You took a breather knowing that he'd said three orgasms and that you'd had your three. Your body felt boneless but on cloud nine as you lay on the carpet staring up at the perfect man above you.But Jeremy's eyes were still dark as he looked down between your bodies at your shared cum making a mess of his abdomen and the base of his cock."Jeremy?..." You asked cautiously.He pulled out of you and you were shocked when you registered that he was still hard. Your core clenched in disbelief.He suddenly leaned down gripping your thighs and he spread them apart exposing you fully. His head dove between your legs as your eyes widened and then a strangled gasp left your throat as his tongue came in contact with your overly-sensitive folds and clit.He looked like a man possessed as he sucked and licked and ate your pussy. And your body trembled at the feelings he was giving you."J-J-Jeremy." You whined and threw your head back unable to keep it up any longer.Your back arched when his tongue assaulted your clit and he sucked it into his mouth forcefully, laving his tongue over it over and over.You thighs shook around his head and you could feel the wetness pouring out of you on top of the cum already making a mess of you.Jeremy couldn't get enough of you and your moans and the taste of you marked by him that he pulled your thighs over his shoulders and ate you out more fervently.You cried out his name again and your hips found a life of their own as they writhed against his face and tongue and chased the pleasure that was overly abundant but clearly not enough.Jeremy's hands found your ass and he pushed your cunt deeper into his mouth, using his new grip to drag you up and down on his tongue. The feeling of being so used and manhandled and devoured had you reeling and your hands shot out to grip his hair."Fuck fuck fuck, Jeremy, fuck don't stop please-"Your body folded in on itself as Jeremy gave one hard and long suck to your clit and you came, squirting on his face."JEREMY!" You screamed.Jeremy's mouth caught most of it as he licked and sucked at your core like his life depended on it.You had barely come down from your earth-shattering high when Jeremy gave your clit a few last passes and sucks with his tongue."O-okay, you've proved your point." You laughed brokenly and breathlessly as you let go of his hair and he pulled away from your core."What point?" He asked, looking at you soberly as if he hadn't just been eating the life out of you."When you said that he could never make me feel like this." You clarified, trying to push yourself to sit up and struggling slightly from your jelly arms.Jeremy's jaw set and you realized after the fact that it probably wasn't a good time to bring up Connor.In an instant Jeremy stood and you scrambled up as well ready to apologize but he broke that train of thought when he reached out and lifted you off your feet.You yelped as you scrambled for purchase on his shoulders and his hands came and gripped your outer thighs to pull them around his hips.His cock nudged your core and you remembered he was still hard when he pulled out of you last. Your heart raced in fear and excitement. Surely he couldn't be thinking of fucking you again?Your question was answered as he sunk you back down on his cock and you let out a surprised moan, your eyes widening and your core instantly clenching down on his burning member.He jolted you upwards for a better grip and the feel of his cock dragging against your walls had you moaning again.To your shock he began walking away from the fireplace and when you realized his intention to leave the study you were about to stop him until you remembered the house was empty. Once that thought was squashed your focus turned to where he might be taking you. But then that got squashed at the feeling of his cock moving slightly in and out of you as he walked.You rocked your hips against his impatiently as you realized he was walking to the garage and it all made sense.Jeremy headed to his car and opened the back door with one hand. He dropped you back on your feet, his cock slipping out of you."Get in." He said and you quickly climbed in the back.Jeremy got in after you and shut the door behind him."You never took my car to be cleaned." Jeremy stated.You flushed, "I'm sure the smell is gone now.""Not the point." He shook his head and he pulled you so you were lying flat against the seats. "I think the only other logical solution is to replace it. With my scent claiming you."He didn't give you any time to reply before he hooked your knees over his elbows, spreading you as wide as the backseat allowed and shoved his cock inside you again.You felt sore but the determined and slightly angry look on Jeremy's face shut you up and instead replaced the soreness with a painful pleasure as he railed into you with no sign of stopping."You're mine." Jeremy growled and his cock thrust mercilessly into you as he picked up speed.You let out small whimpers feeling his cock bully the spot inside you that had you clenching and reeling from the pure pleasure it caused to be coursed through you."Say it." Jeremy grunted.You could barely find words with the relentlessness of his thrusts and the feelings overwhelming your senses.When Jeremy slowed to a stop your brain started working again and you quickly cried out what he wanted to hear."I'm yours, I'm yours! Please keep going!"Jeremy resumed his thrusts this time with more determination and soon his arms were tugging your legs further open as he drilled deeper into you.His eyes shut and a line formed between his eyebrows as he fucked into you and you could hear from his breathing that he was close.Your hands found his back and you bucked your hips up into his. "Cum in me, make me yours. I'm yours, only yours."Jeremy let out a guttural groan and his hips staccatoed forward as he pushed himself as far as he could go into you.The second his cum hit your cervix you were done for and stars exploded behind your eyelids. You screamed as you reached your peak.He thrusted forcefully ramming his cock and cum into you as he groaned with a wrecked throat. Your core kept sucking him in and clenching down on him as you both rode out the last of your highs.You both stayed where you were for who knows how long until you started to yawn.Jeremy immediately sat up at that, his cock slipping out of you and making you jolt forward slightly at the soreness and sensitivity you now felt in your core.He turned and opened the car door as your eyelids flagged watching him. Once he had it open he turned back to you and scooped you up in his arms. He said something you didn't entirely catch about cleaning you up and bed.You were half-asleep as Jeremy took you to his room, placing you in the middle of his king-size bed. You felt as he cleaned you up and put one of his shirts on you. You curled in on yourself, gripping the fabric that smelled of him until the bed eventually dipped and you felt his heat radiating beside you.With your eyes closed you instinctively found him and curled up against his side, laying your head on his chest and mumbling a content "Jeremy" before sleep overtook you.