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Jun was lost.He couldn't think, which was saying a lot considering he put himself through an intense medical program for a degree and a title that confirmed he could think well. Those senses were gone, those skills sharpened over years of school and energy drink-fueled nights were dulled, lost to the perfect way Tetsu's weight pinned him to the bed.Jun couldn't even remember the doubts that had threatened to delay this moment. The details were lost to his mind, trivial worries that Jun would be embarrassed to admit to later, shoved from consideration by every thrust of Tetsu's cock. There was no questioning or wondering, it was Tetsu's cock that drove into Jun, making him moan open-mouthed into the pillow, his own dick rutting into the mess of precome and lube in the sheets.Jun was lost.The only thing that anchored him was Tetsu.Tetsu didn't say much but every touch was like a lifeline, tangling them together, mooring Jun to Tetsu so he wouldn't drift away. One of Tetsu's hands was on Jun's hip, the other buried in Jun's hair. Tetsu's head was heavy between Jun's shoulders, his breath, his groans, the occasional kiss hot against Jun's skin all that kept Jun from slipping from his tether entirely.Jun barely tracked the weight lifting from his back as Tetsu pressed up, trailing kisses as he went, over Jun's shoulders, along his neck, ending in soft touches to his cheek, his temple, his forehead. The tenderness made Jun move, arching his back in an attempt to get even more, desperate for the irrational.He couldn't think.Jun was lost."Tetsu," he panted, moaning when Tetsu's grip tightened in his hair. He nodded even though it hurt. "Tetsu, Tetsu, fuck."Tetsu made a questioning sound, another gentle kiss encouraging Jun to let go of his tongue."Fuck, I-" Jun shuddered as Tetsu sank into him, deep and hard, shredding the last threads of his coherency. "Come inside me," he begged, the desire shaking out of his chest. "Please. Fuck. Mark me, I want- I need-""Fuck."Tetsu bit the swear into Jun's neck, breathing heavy as he stopped with their bodies pressed as close as they could be. Jun could feel Tetsu but he couldn't see him. He could feel Tetsu drag his teeth over his shoulder, he could feel Tetsu's arm constrict tightly around his middle. Tetsu lay still long enough for Jun's own words to come back to him, their desperation, their irrationality. He was on the verge of grasping to take them back when Tetsu ground into him, their moans ringing out in harmony."You're perfect," Tetsu said, pulling Jun's head to the side. Jun could glimpse the fire in Tetsu's eyes, burning wild with both desire and devotion. "Perfect," he said again. "You're perfect."Jun didn't get a chance to argue.Tetsu kicked Jun's legs further apart, using the arm around Jun's middle to lift him partially from the bed. He braced his other hand over Jun's shoulder, putting what felt like every kilogram of his weight into thrusting into Jun, not giving Jun even a moment to breathe. Jun couldn't do anything but moan, the pillow under him hot with sweat and spit. He couldn't think to touch himself, he didn't need it, the potential of his release winding tighter and tighter inside of him as Tetsu drove them both up the bed.Jun was lost."Tetsu." Jun was so winded he could barely speak. "Tetsu," he panted, finding Tetsu's hand and digging his fingers into him. "Fuck. Tetsu, fuck, please, please-""I'm here." Tears hit Jun's eyes when he felt Tetsu's hand close around his dick. Tetsu nosed at Jun's nape, tender and strong and gentle and rough all at once. "I've got you."Jun shook at the conflicting sensations, the slow stroke of Tetsu's hand on his dick, the hard and heavy thrust of his cock, shoved into his orgasm by a sentiment from Tetsu that was so soft, so intimate, so promising."Be mine, Jun."Jun shout-sobbed into the pillow, trembling under Tetsu as all of his senses blended into a indecipherable mess of input, no delimiter between sight or sound or touch, just feeling. He floated through the rush of his release until his legs gave out and Tetsu alone was holding him up.He felt Tetsu set him down on the bed, a hand gently combing through his hair, light kisses touching Jun's cheek and shoulder and hands. Jun groaned at the feeling of Tetsu leaving him, turning his face into a cool, clean pillow. He sighed when wet fingers slipped into him. Tetsu found Jun for a kiss, a soft meeting of their mouths as Jun basked in the slow push and pull of being marked. There was a small, distant, rational part of his mind that could guess that Tetsu was fucking Jun's own come into him but the near, eager, animal part of him was soothed by Tetsu being the one to do it, to take him, to want him.To want to keep him.The only thing that anchored him was Tetsu.Jun's whole body felt heavy and sated as he was turned, coaxed into Tetsu's arms and a clean part of the bed. He felt Tetsu settle next to him, meeting Jun with a warm smile when he opened his eyes. Tetsu also seemed heavy and sated with a hint of concern creasing his brow."Are you okay?" Tetsu asked.Jun took a moment to let the question wrap around him like Tetsu's embrace. He nodded slowly."Yeah," he said, trying to clear the rasp from his voice. "I'm fine," he said when Tetsu's concern didn't ease. "I'm okay. It was... it was good.""Good?" Tetsu asked."Great," Jun grumbled. Amusement chased away Tetsu's concern, stealing some of Jun's embarrassment away with it. "Stop fishing for compliments," he said, knowing full well that wasn't what Tetsu was doing.Jun threw his arm over Tetsu, pulling him in. Tetsu's hand came up to touch Jun's face, his thumb stroking over Jun's cheek."I'm sorry," Tetsu said, smiling through the false accusation."You should be." A flash of color caught Jun's eye and he grabbed Tetsu's hand, pushing his arm out so they could both see it. "I can't believe you're still wearing this," he said, tugging at the silly band on Tetsu's wrist.Tetsu looked at the stretch of blue rubber, bends and curves marking its shape."I like it," he said. "You gave it to me."Jun couldn't stop himself from smiling at the simplicity of Tetsu's statement, so straightforward, so genuine, so true. He tugged at the silly band again, dragging it up to the base of Tetsu's hand. He didn't know what the shape was; he hadn't looked at it before he gave it to Tetsu and he couldn't tell what it was while Tetsu had it on. He was curious but not enough to have Tetsu take it off to find out.In a way, Jun hoped he would never know what shape it was.He tangled their fingers together only to untangle them and let go of Tetsu's hand."Can you get me my pants?" he asked.Tetsu looked confused. "Your pants?""Just get them for me."Tetsu complied with his request, turning away from Jun to reach over the edge of the bed and retrieve Jun's scrubs pants from the floor. He handed them to Jun, who turned them over in his hands until he found the pockets. There were more silly bandz, as expected, in an assortment of colors and shapes. Jun threw his pants towards the foot of the bed and picked at the fistful of rubber bands, sorting and untangling them to loop over his waiting fingers.Jun took Tetsu's hand and slid all of the silly bandz onto his wrist, the lone blue one he gave Tetsu months ago now one band of color in a chaotic rubber rainbow."There," he said, tangling their fingers together again. "Now everyone will know."Tetsu looked at his new collection of silly bandz."Know what?" he asked.Jun looked at Tetsu, their joined hands, and the mess of colors on his wrist."That you're mine."Tetsu met Jun's gaze."Right?" he asked.Jun held his breath until Tetsu nodded solemnly."Yes," he answered. "I'm yours."Jun breathed out his relief, a grin breaking out over his face when Tetsu smiled. He pulled at Tetsu with both hands, dragging Tetsu into a kiss that would explain so much more than Jun's words ever could. He sank into the kiss, into the steadiness of Tetsu, every touch drawing him back, keeping him close, guiding him home.A lifeline, a mooring, a tether.Jun was found.