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"Hey. Coffee," KJ says, sitting on the edge of the bed and laying a hand lightly on his lover's arm. "Breakfast is here too." Logan had a nightmare, and so KJ understands why his lover isn't springing out of bed all bushy-tailed. He tells himself that the nightmare had nothing to do with the upcoming wedding... and almost believes it."Mm. Thanks." Logan pushes up to sit against the headboard and takes the mug from KJ. It feels like he's been hit by a Mack truck which is a pretty shitty feeling on any day, but especially your wedding day. "You can go ahead and eat if you want. I need a few minutes to wake up.""Okay." KJ runs a hand through his shower-damp hair and sits down at the small table. "I've got some aspirin there for you, too," he tells his lover, still concerned. He's never quite gotten used to these mornings after. And maybe it's good that he hasn't."Thanks," Logan says again, downing the pills with a gulp of water. "Did you get any sleep?" he asks KJ, rubbing a hand over his face."Yeah, some. For a while there I thought you were going to be okay. But... you had a rough night," KJ says. And flushes. "I mean, obviously you know that already. Sorry.""Don't be," Logan says, sipping at his coffee. "I think it's just the lighter meds and the stress of Christmas and all that. They say even when it's good stress, it's still stress.""The stress of Christmas?" KJ asks, his heart pounding. "Or the stress of a wedding?""It could be," Logan admits, because he's promised never to be anything but truthful with KJ. "But honestly, I don't see how we could have made it any less stressful. We're getting married on a beach with only your family and a few friends in attendance. And," he makes sure he emphasizes this part, "I am so fucking thrilled to be marrying you today."KJ beams, comforted in an instant. "I can't wait to meet your friends today," he adds. "And you'll finally get to meet Kev, my best mate. He's the one I went to Africa with last year. He has an irrational fear of Barbary sheep, we discovered. Thinks they're secretly bloodthirsty."Logan laughs. "Those are the ones with the huge horns, right?""Right, huge, but... They're herbivores. I mean, what's to be scared of?" KJ asks, then reflects, "Except for the horns, I suppose."Logan laughs again and swings his legs out of the bed. "I'll be right back," he says, heading for the bathroom."Okay." KJ's gaze stays on his lover until Logan disappears, then he turns back to his breakfast. He's got butterflies, thinking about the big day ahead. Praying his mother will behave and the whole thing will go off without a hitch. And then they can celebrate with some surfing after the meal.Logan takes a piss and quickly washes up, throwing on one of the hotel bathrobes before he returns to KJ, this time joining him at the table. "Did I scare you last night?" he asks softly as he tops up his coffee.The soft tone catches KJ's attention in an instant. "Yes," he whispers, fully honest. Another time he might try to cushion Logan's feelings without outright lying, but...Fuck. Logan blows out a breath, his stomach roiling. "Were you afraid I'd hurt you?""No." KJ shakes his head. "I just felt bad that I couldn't soothe you.""Sometimes it just has to run its course," Logan says, wondering if he'll ever fully get out from under this. "Maybe I should go back on the heavier meds?"KJ's brow furrows and he scoots his chair around the table to sit next to Logan. "I don't know. What are the heavier meds for? Just to smooth out your sleep?" he questions, taking the moment very seriously. The issue on the table.Logan nods. "Yeah, I don't ever wake with them, but they have more side effects too.""Side effects," KJ echoes, his voice flat. "I don't want you all drugged-up," he says with a shake of his head. "I just want you. But, able-to-sleep you.""I've been doing pretty well, haven't I?" Logan asks, wondering if there's been more times KJ hasn't told him about. That he hasn't been aware of."Yes!" KJ leaps on this encouraging note. "You've been doing great," he assures his lover. "Just a few nightmares here and there. Usually when there's been stresses.""Then maybe we could wait until we get home before we decide?" Logan suggests. "Unless things get worse.""Absolutely." KJ links their fingers together and nods his head. "We don't need to make any snap decisions. Because you're still going to marry me today," he says with mock fierceness."Damn right I am," Logan says with a smile, leaning in for a kiss, grateful for the redirection.God, that smile. It turns KJ's insides gooey in an instant. He moans, lifting his hands to Logan's cheeks.Logan licks into KJ's mouth, deepening the kiss, his body responding quickly despite their conversation of just minutes before. "Do we have time?" he murmurs, not really caring, hand sliding down KJ's back, pulling him closer. They'll make time."Yes, sir," KJ whispers, as if the answer would ever be anything else. He gets up and straddles Logan, but doesn't quite dare risk the chair by letting it take his weight too. "Our last fuck as free men?" he teases, because heaven knows he couldn't be more thrilled at the prospect."Before we're chained to each other for the rest of our lives?" Logan teases back, so fucking ready for that. "Yes."KJ grins down at him and kisses Logan long and slow, fucking his tongue into his lover's mouth. "Come back to bed with me.""Gladly," Logan murmurs, grinning, already aching for his lover, his boy, the man who will soon be his husband. He lets KJ stand and then rises to his feet, linking their hands and leading KJ back to bed. There, he pushes KJ's robe from his shoulders, letting it drop to the floor, his own joining it a second later.Naked, KJ flops down on his back, already reaching for Logan. Spreading his thighs and relishing how vulnerable it feels, how right after all this time.Logan groans at the sight of him, shaking his head in disbelief that this man belongs to him. "You are so beautiful..." he murmurs, moving between KJ's thighs, brushing their mouths together. "I am so lucky..."KJ just grins. What could he say in response to that? After all, he thinks he's the lucky one. He strokes over Logan's shoulders and down his back, pulling his lover even closer. His cock rearing up in excitement."So fucking beautiful," Logan whispers, mouth moving along KJ's jaw and down his throat, forcing himself to slow down and savour this, despite his body's urgency.God, that feels good. Like he's something precious. KJ arches beneath his lover with a soft sigh, his fingers drawing aimless patterns on Logan's skin.Logan continues on, over KJ's shoulders, arms, down his chest, each nipple sucked into his mouth in turn, teeth working them to rigid peaks.A soft moan slips from KJ's lips, and he lifts his legs to tighten them around his lover. "You're really good at this," he whispers. "You're making me crazy but I never want you to stop.""Never?" Logan teases, biting one nipple.KJ whimpers. He lifts his hips, trying to rub against his lover. "Maybe... Maybe not never."Logan grins at that. "I could do this for hours," he says, biting the other nipple. "A whole day." Moving lower still. "Maybe more.""We actually have to go somewhere today," KJ protests with a groan. His body is starting to quiver, his excitement so fine-tuned to Logan's every teasing movement."Do we?" Logan teases, nosing along the length of KJ's erection."Yes..." The word disintegrates into a hiss, and KJ fists his hands in the bedclothes. "Please," he whispers, lifting his head to watch Logan. "Please, sir."Logan wraps a hand around KJ's cock and flicks his tongue over the crown, catching that drop of precum at its tip with a low groan, his own cock throbbing roughly.Ohh, god -- Logan is going to end him, KJ is certain of it. KJ whimpers, wriggles, needy and breakneck approaching desperate. Determined to hold out for whatever Logan wants to give him... Aw, hell. "Please!""Please what?" Logan teases, sucking the head into his mouth. Licking and nibbling and scraping his teeth against the flesh, working his way down the length.The answer is damn near a sob. "Please, sir, let me come in your mouth," KJ begs, his fingers sliding over Logan's shorn scalp and finding no purchase.Logan pulls off with an audible pop and stares up at KJ for a beat before nodding. "Count to thirty and you can come," he says, taking KJ back into his mouth, cheeks hollowing, tongue pressing here and there as he redoubles his efforts to drive his boy mad."Wha--? One," KJ says in the face of his bafflement. "Two, three..." He has to struggle to focus. "Twenty, sir." He swallows hard. "Twenty-one-twenty-two," he slurs, fighting the way his balls draw up in tense anticipation. Finally, "Thirty!" and his back snaps into an arch as he unloads into his fiance's mouth.Logan swallows every drop with a rough groan, his cock throbbing roughly, begging to be buried inside KJ. Wiping a hand over the back of his mouth, he moves up, between KJ's thighs, fitting cock to hole and slowly pushing inside.His body spasms and KJ cries out in protest, but in the next instant he grabs for Logan's shoulders, pulling him in closer and surging up to meet his thrusts."Oh, fuck," Logan grits out, fucking KJ harder, faster, any thought of savouring this completely gone in an instant, replaced by sheer lust and need.It's so fucking intense, like being devoured, some single-minded mission of possession. KJ gasps and rocks with Logan, offering himself up, desperate to feel his lover take his pleasure from him.It doesn't take much more, a dozen thrusts, barely, before Logan shouts out, coming so hard he almost goes blind with it. Spurt after hot thick spurt flooding his lover's body."God, yes," KJ whispers, clinging to Logan, his fingers slipping slightly in the sweat on his lover's back.Logan nods. "I love you so much," he whispers. "So so much.""Yeah?" KJ eases back so he can see his lover's eyes. He smiles. "Good." He kisses Logan. "Us, always.""Always," Logan says solemnly, brushing their lips together. He smiles too. "I guess we should get ready," he murmurs."Yeah." KJ bites his bottom lip for a moment, thinking. His smile is a touch shy when he says, "I have something for you.""Yeah?" Logan eases out with another kiss, settling beside KJ, leg still thrown over his."Yeah. Just... Give me a minute," KJ says, and wriggles out of bed. He grabs a towel from the bath and then detours to the closet for his suitcase. He carries back a large square package, wrapped in bright blue paper, which he hands to Logan before climbing back into bed with him.Logan's eyes widen at the sight of the package. "I didn't get you anything," he says, feeling guilty as hell.Huffing a soft laugh, KJ shakes his head. "Yes, you did. Just open it.""Okay," Logan says slowly, working the paper free. Inside there's a photo album and he glances at KJ again before opening the cover. "Oh wow," he says softly, stunned, the pictures inside from their South America trip, arranged in order, pictures of each of them, the few 'couple' shots they were able to arrange, the main sights and some candids. "This is amazing," he says, leafing through. "When did you find the time to do this?""Since we got here. I got the pics off my phone printed and I've been sneaking time while you were asleep. I thought you might want to add in some of your artistic shots, once we get back to Los Angeles and you develop those rolls of film how you want them," KJ answers, pleased by Logan's reaction.Logan nods, blowing out a soft breath, the thought and the work that went into putting the album together flooring him. "You're incredible," he whispers, leaning in to press a kiss to KJ's mouth. "You make me so happy."KJ's smile is as bright as sunshine. "Perfect," he says, looking into his lover's eyes. "That's all I want. For a really, really long time." He links their fingers together.