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From an early age, Charlie tried to keep his emotions and feelings to himself, knowing that people could use them against him. So when it came to love, or rather, Charlie falling in love with someone, there was no chance that this person would know about Charlie's feelings for them. Which led to his heart breaking, when that person found someone else. Charlie couldn't blame these people for it because they didn't know they were hurting him, so over time he also learned not to be too bothered by it when the girl or boy he loved found hers or his other half. That was a thing, at least until Charlie met Knox. Knox was 'some' boy in his class, but then he became his friend, even best friend and also his partner in group projects. Charlie also had many other best friends, like Neil who was his childhood best friend. When both boys went to Welton, a new friend appeared - Meeks. After him there was Pitts and Cameron which, by the way, Charlie liked the least. Cameron was his roommate so Charlie thought they would become best friends, but that didn't happen. Charlie was the loud type of person - he played the saxophone constantly, didn't really want to study, he also complained a lot and talked even more. Cameron was his opposite - he preferred silence and hated music. He spent the afternoon studying and didn't want to talk to Charlie. Because of their differences, their room was the most common source of every drama at the whole school. Both Charlie and Cameron begged to be moved to separate rooms, but the school refused.When Charlie felt the urge to kill Cameron, Neil suggested that Charlie move into his room for a while, which Charlie agreed to without hesitation. Everyone was fine with it, but that had to change when Neil got a new roommate. Todd Anderson, who was the opposite of Neil. Charlie had a bet with Meeks and Pitts on when Neil and Todd would end up like him and Cameron. None of them won because something most unexpected happened - Neil and Todd fell in love. Charlie was happy for them, and even though he didn't like Todd at first, he now really liked him. Back to being best friends with Knox, he wasn't just Charlie's another best friend like the rest of the poets. Knox took Charlie's breath away when he saw him. Charlie lied to himself many times that his feelings weren't serious, that Knox wasn't that pretty and that they were just regular friends. But that's what Neil said about Todd at the beginning of their friendship. Charlie felt stupid with all these feelings because no matter how many times he tried to suppress them or prove that he wasn't jealous when Knox mentioned his girlfriend, he always failed and came back to one conclusion, which was that he loved Knox and there was nothing he could do about it. Charlie didn't want to love him. He stopped doing things like that when he was 16. Every tap on the shoulder, every accidental touch of the hand, every look or anything that Knox would do, Charlie loved it and wanted more. When Knox mentioned his girlfriend at the first dead poets meeting, something in Charlie broke, or rather crumbled. Now every time he saw Knox with Chris, he felt the same burning feeling inside that he couldn't do anything about. Knox could see that Charlie was acting differently around him compared to their other friends, but when he asked what was going on or if something was wrong, Charlie could come up with the perfect lie on the spot. It was the same with the others, when they saw Charlie turn red in Knox's presence, Charlie immediately came up with the best lies to fool them. Charlie thought his friends were a bit stupid for not figuring out what was going on this whole time or confronting him with the question 'Do you like Knox?'. Well, Charlie thought so until Neil asked him about it.In his defense, Charlie wasn't thinking straight at the time because Neil attacked him by asking 'if he liked anyone' while Charlie was hungover and had a cold. When Charlie was sick, he would answer every question. And it happened, Charlie answered without hesitation that he loved Knox, not that he liked him, but that he loved him. At first, Neil thought Charlie wasn't serious, so he asked him about his answer when Charlie wasn't sick anymore. Charlie felt stupid and ashamed, but after some time he admitted that he was telling the truth. So Neil was the first and only one to know about Charlie's feelings. Until... Well, until Todd found out, it was due to an accident, specifically when Neil and Charlie were talking about it in Neil's room and they didn't hear Todd come in. And those were the only two people who knew. However, Charlie suprisingly wasn't afraid that Neil or Todd would tell anyone because he knew he could trust them the most of all.
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"What if he broke up with Chris? Would you tell him?" asked Neil, who was sitting on the windowsill and looking at Charlie.
"He will never break up with her" said Charlie who was lying upside down on Neil's bed, with his legs on the wall and head hanging out of bed.
"But theoretically, if he did"
"He won't do it, even theoretically"
"What if she breaks up with him?" Todd said quietly, lifting his head from his book.
"Then Knox will have a break down and definitely won't think about a relationship with me"
"Why do you have to be so pessimistic?" Neil said, jumping off the windowsill.
"I'm not pessimistic" Charlie said indignantly, turning to sit on the bed.
"You are" Todd said under his breath.
"Fuck you two" Charlie sighed and laid on his back, looking at the ceiling "Maybe I am a little pessimistic when it comes to feelings but that does not make any difference in Knox wanting me the same way I want him"
"A little?" Neil said looking at him with pity and Todd nudged him with his shoulder.
"Okay, I've had enough of people feeling sorry for me. I'm going to argue with Cameron for a bit, see ya" Charlie said as he left the room.
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And so another month passed. Charlie couldn't cope with his own feelings, and the fact that Knox had become extremely clingy lately didn't make the situation any better. There was one occasion when Charlie had to fight not to get an erection while Knox was reading an erotic poem. Leaving the cave, Charlie waited until Knox, Meeks and Cameron were a little further away so they wouldn't hear what he was talking about with Neil and Todd. Charlie swore Pitts was somewhere up front too, so he started talking about Knox.
"Fuck Neil, I have so many things to tell you. I swear Knox is getting prettier every time meeting, I can't stand it anymore, why does he have to be so fucking pretty"
"What?!" said Pitts who was actually behind Charlie.
"Fuck I- Shit listen, forget what I said"
"What is he supposed to forget?" said Neil, who was just now leaving the cave, followed by Todd.
"Where the fuck have you been" Charlie said devastated.
"Can someone tell me what the hell is going on?" said Pitts who was a little shocked.
"I'd also like to know what Pitts is supposed to forget"
"Charlie said Knox is getting prettier, and I have no idea what the fuck is happening. Do you like Knox?"
Charlie looked at Neil and then Todd with frightened eyes.
"Char, it's okay, I think you can tell him" Neil said reassuringly.
"But-"
"He'd already heard it anyway" Todd said as he moved closer to Charlie.
"Fine, but you are not allowed to tell anyone, because if I find out that someone knows from you, you can say goodbye to your radio"
"I won't tell anyone, I swear"
"Okay, I like Knox, that's all, we can forget about it now" Charlie said turning around and heading towards Welton.
-Charlie swore to himself that this time, Pitts would really be the last person to know about it. Unfortunately, he was wrong because a week later Meeks found out, also not on purpose. From the very beginning of their friendship, they all knew that Meeks couldn't keep his mouth shut when it came to 'someone' liking 'someone'. Example A - Todd and Neil. Neil told all the poets that he liked Todd. Everyone knew they had to keep it a secret, and even though Meeks swore he wouldn't tell anyone, he did. Or more precisely, he told Todd. Not on purpose, of course. But if not Meeks, Todd would never have written the poem for Neil and would never have put it on Neil's pillow. In fact, you could say that Todd and Neil were now together thanks to Meeks. Example B - Knox and Chris. Knox, before his relationship with Chris, referred to her as his girlfriend when he talked about her, so it wasn't exactly Meeks' fault. When everyone finally met Chris, Meeks asked if Knox was as annoying boyfriend as he was annoying friend. He said it jokingly, of course, but it made Chris find out about Knox's feelings for her. But again, thanks to him, Knox and Chris were together. Unfortunately, in Charlie's case this was not possible because Knox had a girlfriend. Thanks to fucking Meeks.At first Charlie was very careful not to let Meeks know anything, but Meeks was the type of person who kept asking the same question over and over again until he got the answer. It all started with one question 'Do you like someone?' and when the question was asked for the 20th time, Charlie broke and said 'Yes'. He regretted it very much because now the question he kept hearing was 'who do you like', but Charlie didn't give up so easily this time. But something always has to end, so when he was tired after school, Meeks decided he wanted to play a game of 'quick questions and answers'. At first, the questions were stupid and unimportant."Summer or winter" Meeks asked him short questions."Summer" Charlie answered quickly because his job was to answer without thinking, whatever came to his mind first."Keating or Nolan" "Keating, easy""Green or red""Red""Who do you like""Knox" And then he realized what he said. He immediately tensed up and his facial expression didn't look happy."Damn Nuwanda, I would never have thought about it""You tricked me" said Charlie who wasn't happy with how Meeks played."I was just curious, I didn't know you would actually answer or that you would say his name" he replied, trying to defend himself."That wasn't cool of you" "I won't tell anyone""About what?" said Cameron who had just entered the room."That Charlie loves Knox. This time I won't tell anyone""The fuck Meeks?!" Charlie shouted."Excuse me, what did you say?" Cameron asked, clearly surprised."I thought he knew!""Fuck Meeks!""I'm really sorry, I swear I won't tell anyone, and Knox won't find out anything""You say it every time!""But this time I'll really stick to it! If Knox finds out from my fault, you can tell everyone I kissed Pitts at a party last year""You did what!?" Charlie and Cameron said at the same time."Oh, yeah, I wasn't supposed to talk about that either""Okay, go, just don't tell anyone else""Of course""And the same goes for you" says Charlie, pointing at Cameron."As much as I don't like you, I don't want your relationship with Knox to be destroyed so I won't tell him""That's actually nice, thanks"-Just as Charlie hadn't allowed himself to share his feelings a few months ago, now he didn't care anymore. His feelings for Knox also began to fade. Charlie slowly accepted that his dream boy had his dream girl. Chris recently invited all the poets to a party at her place and they all decided to go. And just like that, Charlie was having fun with the rest of his friends at the party. Everyone thought Charlie would be the drunkest, but it turned out he was the second most sober. Knox stood with them the whole time, sometimes only walking away to Chris, Charlie swore that just a moment ago Knox was standing somewhere nearby but now he was gone, probably to find Chris again. And so Charlie waited for Knox to return, because even though his feelings were weaker, they were still not gone. Or rather, it seemed to him that they were weaker, but when he saw Knox kissing Chris in the crowd and then they immediately disappeared to go upstairs, Charlie felt a pang, a lack of air and he had to go outside immediately. He managed to push through the crowd outside, and when he came out and saw that no one was there, he let a few tears roll down his cheeks and then leaned his hands on the stair railing. He didn't know how long he stood there, but he was already getting used to the cold."Charlie?" he heard from behind him, he quickly straightened up and wiped his tears, turning to the person who was talking to him. "Knox? What happend?" he said, seeing that his friend's eyes were filled with tears. "I think Chris broke up with me" Knox said quietly as tears began to stream down his cheeks.Would it be wrong of Charlie to say he was a little relieved? Probably yes. That's why he walked up to Knox and hugged him because he knew his friend needed it right now. Knox returned the hug almost immediately, pulling Charlie closer. He felt Knox's tears soaking his sweatshirt, but he didn't care. The only thing that mattered now was Knox."Do you want to tell me what happened?" Charlie finally asked, stroking Knox's back."It's stupid""Just tell me, but y'know, you don't have to if you don't want to""We were getting closer to doing it, and I-""You?""I closed my eyes and said someone else's name" Charlie didn't expect this at all "she got mad and said that we need to take a break" Knox said looking at Charlie's face."Do you want to go back to Welton for now? We can talk quietly, wrap ourselves in blankets and look at the ceiling" Charlie said, wiping Knox's tears."Yeah we can do that" he said, sniffling.
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Back in Charlie's room, Knox sat on his bed and wrapped himself in a blanket, staring blankly at the floor. Charlie sat down next to him and didn't know what to do, but soon Knox hugged him again and started crying silently.
"It's all my fault" said Knox who placed his head on Charlie's chest.
"Maybe a little, but it's going to be okay, I think that you and Chris will stay friends eventually"
"I don't care about her anymore, I never cared about her in that way. I was just stupid. I'm in love with someone else, and I just made her suffer now"
"I thought she meant the world to you""I think I just wanted it to seem that way" Knox said as he stood up and wiped his tears.
"Will you try for your true love now?" Charlie asked, clenching one of his fists on the sheets.
"I think I need to clear things up with Chris first"
"Oh yeah, right" Charlie said and his gaze lifted to the ceiling "You know, I can talk to her and help you guys figure things out"
"This is probably not a good idea""Why you think that? I thought that Chris liked me""Well yeah but-""But what?""It was your name that I said" Knox said seriously, looking and moving away from Charlie.Charlie froze. Did Knox really said his name when he was with Chris? This must be a joke, right? "You're saying this now because you're drunk, right?""I'm not drunk" he replied, looking into Charlie's eyes this time "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that, I'm stupid. Please forget about it""No" Charlie said shortly."What?""I said no" Charlie repeated and moved closer to Knox, wiping the tears from his cheeks again.Knox breathed slowly and felt Charlie's breath approaching on his lips. They both closed their eyes and closed the distance between them. At first their lips were just slightly touching each other, but then it turned into real full kisses. Charlie held Knox's cheeks pulling him closer, Knox placed one hand on Charlie's thigh and the other on his hip. As their kisses became deeper and deeper, they began to run out of air and pulled away from each other. They both looked into each other's eyes and breathed heavily."I think I should go to my own room""Yeah maybe you should""Thank you Charlie, goodnight" Knox said and as he was about to leave the room, Charlie quickly stood up, walking over to him and giving him a quick kiss on the lips."Goodnight" he said with a smile.-All the poets (except Charlie, Knox and Todd) had hangovers. They were lucky that it was Saturday and they could stay in bed all day."I'm going to check on the others" Charlie said to a half-conscious Cameron. When Charlie left the room, he actually went to see Knox. He knocked on the door and, hearing a quiet 'come in', he went inside, closing the door behind him."I thought you'd never come" Knox said, getting up from the bed and immediately walking over to Charlie.When they were close enough for Charlie to run the tip of his nose against Knox's lips, Knox grabbed him around the waist and pressed his lips against Charlie's. Charlie tangled his hands in Knox's hair and pulled their bodies closer."Charlie you there? Some packages got delivered with your name on it" They heard Cameron's voice from behind the door and immediately moved apart from eachother."Yeah I'm here, I'll come take them inside soon" "Do you have to go now?" Knox asked."No, I said soon, so it could be in another 15 minutes" Charlie said, moving closer to Knox again. Knox just smiled back at him and kissed him.A short time later, Knox pulled away with a mixed expression."Did something happen?" asked Charlie, who looked at Knox with concern."I have to talk with Chris" Knox replied, placing his hand in his hair."Well, you have all day to do it""Yeah yeah I know, but maybe it's better if I don't do it the day after? Maybe I'll meet her on Monday""If that's what you prefer, then do it"Knox smiled and hugged Charlie innocently. Charlie didn't know that he was about to be rolled over onto Knox's bed, who would tickle him."Fuck Knox stop it!" Charlie said through laughter as he tried to push Knox's hands away."You can't stop me" he replied, taking Charlie's wrists and pinning them above his head with his hand. Meanwhile with his other hand he was still tickling Charlie, who was now trying to push him away with his legs. Knox found Charlie's ticklish spot, which made Charlie arch his back and then lower himself, lifting his hips up, causing friction between their crotches. Both boys immediately stopped moving."Shit, sorry" Charlie said, looking at Knox who was still in the same position as if he was frozen "I think I'll go and see what kind of packages are waiting for me" he added, slipping out from under Knox and walking to the door."Char?" Knox finally said."Yes?""Do you want to go out tomorrow?""Are you asking me out on a date?""Maybe""Then yes, I'd love to go on a date with you Knoxie"The packages that came to Charlie were still lying under the door to his room. It was one big box and 3 smaller packages, all from his mother. The box was quite heavy, so it took him a while to drag it into the room. Charlie left everything in the middle of the room and lied down on the bed, not intending to look inside. "Are you going to unpack it?" asked Cameron who was sitting at the desk."No, I don't think so" Charlie replied indifferently, deliberately trying to irritate Cameron because he knew that he didn't like it when the room was dirty or something was blocking the way. Cameron just sighed and said something to himself, but Charlie didn't care. All he could think about now was his date with Knox.Two days ago, Charlie wouldn't have expected to ever go on a date with Knox. 'Does Knox love me?' Charlie couldn't stop thinking about it, because does Knox, the boy he has liked for a very long time, really like him too? Charlie smiled to himself, but immediately stopped when he remembered he wasn't alone in the room. -Charlie spent the whole day getting ready, but when he was about to leave, he realized that he didn't know what to wear. Of course he went to Neil with it. He hadn't thought about the fact that Neil would want an explanation as to why Charlie suddenly needed advice on such things, but since Neil was the first to know that Charlie liked Knox, he might be the first again, to know that Charlie was going on a date with Knox. At first Neil thought Charlie was joking, then he thought Charlie had misunderstood Knox, but then he believed it when he saw Charlie and Knox sneaking outside the school walls together. "Will I find out where we're going?" Charlie asked, moving closer to Knox but not taking his hand because he wasn't sure if he could get to this stage with Knox yet."You'll find out when we get there" Knox replied with a smile.It turned out that Knox took them to a small cafe where all the poets used to go. Charlie liked this place very much, but he never said it out loud. Seeing the place, he immediately smiled at Knox. Their date wasn't very long but it was still perfect. When they got back to Welton it was quite dark and everyone was in their rooms. Knox and Charlie stood in the middle of the hall between the doors to their separate rooms. "Thank you for today, I enjoyed it" Charlie said, hesitantly reaching for Knox's hands."Me too" Knox replied, moving closer to Charlie, then looked quickly around and seeing that no one was there, he leaned down to Charlie and kissed him gently on the lips.Charlie released his hands and placed them on Knox's jaw, deepening the kiss. Knox placed his hands on Charlie's hips and pulled him closer to him, completely closing the distance between them. Suddenly they heard something hitting the floor, they quickly moved away from each other and looked towards where the noise came from. Neil was standing by the shower door, picking up an empty shampoo bottle from the floor. Charlie breathed a sigh of relief, but Knox was a little tense."I didn't see anything, you can continue" Neil said quickly walking into his room. "Shit, he can't tell anyone" said Knox who was obviously worried."And he won't""You think so?""I know so" Charlie replied, slowly hugging Knox, who was now more relaxed "Goodnight Knoxie, good luck talking to Chris""Thanks, goodnight"-The next day, Charlie and Knox hardly spent any time together because either there were classes or they couldn't find themselves in the crowd during breaks. They didn't talk much at lunch either because they were sitting with the other poets. After school, Knox left Welton secretly to go talk to Chris, so Charlie was left alone and worried that something might go wrong. That's why he was sitting now, looking at the still unpacked packages and thinking about how Chris would react when Knox showed up at her house to explain everything. In fact, Charlie had been sitting there for an hour and a half now."Are you going to unpack it and clean it up, or are you just going to stare at it?" Cameron asked irritably."I'll just sit there until they open themselves" replied Charlie gruffly, who was starting to get more and more angry that Knox was gone, imagining worst-case scenarios such as Knox leaving him for Chris."Nuwanda is back" Cameron said, snorting under his breath, which pissed Charlie off even more, to the point where he started arguing with him."Shut the fuck up" Charlie said as he got out of bed."Or what?" this was enough for Charlie to walk up to Cameron and want to hit him, but the door to their room opened and Knox walked in."Where the fuck have you been" Charlie said, now turning to him."I guess I'll go" Cameron said and left the room."Sorry, I know I've been gone for long, but Chris didn't want to talk to me for the first half hour""And what happend next" "We officially broke up" Knox said, his voice breaking. Charlie immediately softened and hugged Knox.They stood like that for a moment until Knox looked at Charlie's face and kissed him. Charlie kissed him back and moved closer to him, causing Knox to tighten his grip on Charlie's waist. Charlie groaned uncontrollably into Knox's mouth, causing both of them to open their eyes. Without hesitation, Knox began to push Charlie backwards until they both fell onto the bed. Now, Charlie was lying on the bed and Knox was lying on top of him, or rather leaning over him while unbuttoning Charlie's shirt. Feeling short of air, they pulled away, their lips red from kissing, Knox with messy hair and Charlie with his shirt unbuttoned. They breathed heavily and looked into each other's eyes. Knox quickly got out of bed and walked to the door, locking it. Meanwhile, Charlie took off his shirt and threw it somewhere on the floor. When Knox returned to Charlie, he jumped on his lap and began unbuttoning his shirt."Fuck, Char" Knox said as he felt Charlie start kissing his neck and moving his hips a little. They were both hard and they knew it. When Charlie finally managed to remove Knox's shirt, he grabbed him around the waist and flipped him over so that Charlie was lying underneath him again. Knox began trailing kisses along Charlie's jaw and neck, then moving to his chest, stomach, and finally to the waistband of his pants.Charlie let out a soft moan and then Knox's hands took off his belt and then unbuttoned his pants. Knox pulled down Charlie's pants and tossed them behind him. Knox moved closer to Charlie's face and kissed him immediately, trying to push his tongue into his mouth. Charlie tangled his fingers in Knox's hair, pulling at them. Knox moaned into Charlie's mouth and moved his body closer so that his crotch could rub against the one beneath him. "Knox fucking do something please" Charlie begged, squeezing his eyes shut. Knox gave him one last quick kiss on the lips and moved down. Charlie tilted his head back and murmured a quiet 'mhm' and after a while Knox took off his boxers."May I?" Knox asked quietly, scanning Charlie's entire naked body with his eyes."Yes fucking please" After these words, Knox didn't think twice and simply took Charlie's hard penis in his hand, making him moan. Knox lowered himself and began trailing short kisses down Charlie's length, stopping to lick his tip. Charlie covered his mouth with his hand and his back arched. Knox slowly began to take more and more of Charlie into his mouth, increasing his pace as well. When Charlie finally dared to look at Knox, all he saw was his head moving up and down. Charlie placed his hand on Knox's head, not to make Knox speed up his movements, but so that he could verify that he was definitely awake. Charlie, feeling that he was getting closer, uncontrollably raised his hips up, making Knox choke on him. But that didn't stop him from continuing to suck Charlie, all he did was hold Charlie's hips, signaling him not to do that again."Charlie, are you still mad? You closed the door and I forgot my book. Can you let me in?" Cameron said from behind the door, tugging lightly on the handle. Charlie froze but that didn't stop Knox from continuing to suck on Charlie's cock. "A-actually, I'm busy cleaning out these boxes, c-come back in about 10 minutes?" Charlie said, looking at Knox who looked at him and muttered 'more' into his cock, causing vibrations to run through him and Charlie tightening his grip on the sheets "or in about 20-25 minutes, it will- ah- take me a while" Charlie said, feeling a warm feeling rise in his stomach."Fine" Cameron replied and as he walked away from the door, Charlie quickly said to Knox, 'I'm close'. Knox pulled Charlie's cock out of his mouth, leaving a string of saliva between his lips and the head of Charlie's dick. "We have to hurry" Charlie said looking at Knox, wiping his mouth with his thumb."Do you have any lube?""No""Okay, spit should do" Knox said putting 3 fingers to Charlie's mouth. "What am I supposed to do?" Charlie asked confused."Suck them" Knox replied, to which Charlie opened his mouth, salivating thoroughly on Knox's fingers to make them wet enough. Knox, seeing Charlie with his fingers in his mouth, muttered 'fuck' and unbuttoned his pants with his other hand, pulling them down so he could stay in his underwear. After less than a minute, Knox pulled his fingers from Charlie's mouth and rubbed one of them at his entrance. Charlie tensed and hissed at the sudden sensation."Should we stop?" Knox asked worriedly."No, just do what you need to do" Charlie replied, smiling slightly at Knox, assuring him that he definitely want it. Knox inserted one finger into him. Charlie tensed again and closed his eyes, Knox leaned down and kissed him gently so Charlie could get more likely used to it. When he felt Charlie relax into the kiss, he began to move his finger. "You can add another one" Charlie said, Knox nodded and inserted a second finger into him, making Charlie moan in pleasure. Knox was stretching Charlie out, crossing and curling his fingers inside him and that made Charlie moan pretty loudly. When Knox wanted to add a third finger, Charlie stopped him by saying "I'm ready" And as Knox leaned down to kiss Charlie again, there was a knock on the door."Damn it Cameron, it's only been 5 minutes!""It's Anderson, not Cameron""Oh, what do you want?""I just wanted to ask if everything was okay because Cameron said you were really nervous about something today""I'm f-ah-ine" Charlie replied with a groan as Knox bit down on his neck."You don't sound like it" Todd said leaning against the door and Charlie pushed Knox's head away from his neck."I'm really fine, I'm just trying to move the box" Charlie said unsurely, sounding like he didn't believe what he was saying "this one is just really oh fuck big and hard" Charlie said, looking at Knox, who had removed his underwear."Hard?" Todd asked."I-I mean heavy!" Charlie corrected himself as he felt Knox begin to press the tip of his penis against Charlie's entrance."You need any help?""No! T-thanks, you can go now""Oh, okay" Todd replied, and as he heard him leave, Charlie frowned at Knox."You fucking animal" he said but then moaned again as he felt Knox slowly enter him."I can fuck you like an animal if you want" whispered Knox, who bent down to be next to Charlie's ear. He didn't expect this answer, so all he did was hook his legs around Knox's hips, feeling how he was entering him deeper and faster with every second. Charlie didn't even try to stifle his moans anymore and he didn't even hold back from screaming Knox's name. It didn't take them long to feel a warm feeling forming in their lower abdomens, so after a while Charlie screamed 'fuck yes!' and he came on both his and Knox's stomach after Knox hit his sensitive spot several times. Knox came soon after, filling Charlie from the inside while screaming his name. They were both breathing heavily and loudly. Knox got out of Charlie and just looked at the slight mess they had made. Charlie pulled Knox into a tender kiss.
"I think we need to clean up a bit"
"Can't, too tired" Charlie replied, smirking. Knox got out of bed and went to Charlie's nightstand, pulling out some tissues.
"Hey, you had lube!" Knox said, returning to Charlie.
"Really? Weird" Charlie replied, laughing quietly. Knox started wiping their stomachs and chests with tissues, then throwing them into the trash, and going to the door to unlock it. He lied down next to Charlie and covered them both with the blanket."Move closer" Knox said, closing his eyes and pulling Charlie closer to him."Aren't you afraid that they will see us and start to suspect something?""So? I just wanted to fall asleep in my boyfriend's arms""Boyfriend's?" Charlie asked uncertainly, as if he was afraid."Oh, sorry, I just thought-""I like how it sounds" Charlie replied and smiled, placing a kiss on Knox's cheek, snuggling closer to him "Goodnight boyfriend""Goodnight love" Knox replied with a smile and buried his nose in Charlie's hair as he fell asleep.