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The memory goes as follows: Raph and Mikey are playing a game where you shove your snouts into each other's asses over pjs, pretending to eat some substance smeared over each other's bare asshole, 'pretending' to be animals.Their dad comes in, stares. Tells them not to do that anymore. Walks away.But it feels good.They wait until their inattentive parent, likely in denial, goes about his business. Then they're back to it. Harder ass eating through little kid pjs.Disgusting.Raph doesn't know if Mikey remembers it.He spends every day wracked with guilt. Was it his idea to play the game? He thinks it was. His heart aches. He did something so horrible, did he know it was wrong? He was the oldest. He forced himself onto little Mikey, who was eager to please his big brother.Raph is a monster.Raph raped his little brother.The lure of incest was always there. Leo, with his smile and stupid jokes and the fluidity of how he does everything, the ease with which he floats through life.Raph fucked up. Told Donnie he loved Leo. Wanted to marry him, when Raph was far too young to know better, raised in isolation, nobody ever told him but Donnie almost definitely still knows.Nobody breathes a word of it.Raph knew he was always a monster, they always were uncomfortable around him.Donnie too. Raph wants Leo, he couldn't wait to have Angelo past what, 8 years old? 6? And Donnie makes Raph stare unabashedly at his beauty. He doesn't want to hold favorites, and he doesn't. But whenever he looks at Donnie the world fades away.Raph supposes that's true for how he looks at the others.But he's looking at Donnie right now, and he knows he's blushing, he has to be.He has donnie on his lap, sweet beautiful sensitive brilliant donnie, and they're kissing on the mouth. Surely they were old enough to know better. Raph, at least. He cant remember if he genuinely didn't know what he was doing was wrong because he was raised in isolation, or he was purposefully doing this because he knew Splinter wouldn't stop him.He remembers this, gets close, remembers how he declared leo to be his beloved, how he shoved his ass in mikey's face. His little angel.He sobs as he cums, apologizes in whispers to the air.Donnie's mics catch up on it.
Raph wants to be the first person to die from shame, he wants to be in agony and abused.Does everybody remember how disgusting he is? By some mercy, have they forgotten?Splinter knows. He does nothing to protect the others from the monster.
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It started with Splinter giving them an ed and shame with comments he didn't mean to be cruel. It ended in them all obsessed with decadence and the inverse. Being slutty, fat.Leo wants to be obscene.He wants to ruin his cunt, he wants it to swell and stretch and bulge and plop out of him. He succeeds, his ass is forced open for an hour a day to start on it's way to be completely gaped 24/7, his fat cheeks-Leo really let himself go after he became leader, stress eating and constantly high. Competent, sort of, less and less so by the day. He loves how his chin is pillowy, his tummy has rounded out past his fattened tits.He doesn't know whose baby he wants first. But he wants a baby in him, and a giant cock, badly.The largest dildo he can afford isnt thick enough. He dreams about Raph's cock. Beautifully fat though Leo is, Raph is twice his size, dangerously obese.Raph wants his baby in Leo, for both of them to keep fattening up, for the others to get softer and closer too.