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"I've never kissed anyone else before, so I don't know if I'll be any good at it," Shadow Yu looked down and conceded as he sat across from the other boy.He knew the only reason Kanji was helping him out like this was because he had never kissed another guy before and he wanted to show him what it was like, so he probably wasn't expecting the best kiss out of him, but this was his first time kissing someone else ever and he didn't want to disappoint the other shadow too much if he wasn't that great at it."Hey, don't worry about that kind of stuff, what's important is that you learn how to enjoy yourself while you do it," Kanji tilted up the other shadow's head to look at him and said."Learn how to enjoy myself...?""Yes, kissing another person... especially another man can be a wonderful feeling," Shadow Kanji explained as he continued to cup the other teen's face, "So it's important to allow yourself to enjoy it whenever the moment arises to be able to fully envelop yourself in that amazing feeling."The act of kissing someone could be so intimate and yet so passionate at the same time. No kiss was the same, even between the same two people because the more you kissed someone the more you got to know them. It was a thrilling feeling that could be replicated by nothing else in life, so that's why he wanted Yu to experience that for himself too and why he wanted to be the one that showed it to him."I think I get it; it means I shouldn't hold back right? I should just follow my instincts when it comes to this?" Yu asked.If he overthought it, then he wouldn't be able to enjoy it as much as he should, so he should just do what came natural and let his body do the talking for him."Correct! You're such a fast learner Handsome!" The blond praised.
Yu really was a smart shadow wasn't he? He was a good looker and intelligent just his type!"Handsome...?" Shadow Yu nervously asked."Mmmhmm! You're very handsome, everything about you is," Shadow Kanji insisted, "From those piercing grey eyes of yours to your cute adorable fluffy hair, I think I could find myself lost just staring at every inch of you all day."A smile appeared on Kanji's face when he saw how red Yu had turned, it seemed he wasn't used to someone complimenting him like that so honestly. He could have a little fun with this."So is it alright if I kiss you now Handsome?" Kanji leaned in and asked, "I just don't know how much longer I'll be able to stare at your irresistible face otherwise."Of course he was a good guy, so he would be gentle with Yu. Jumping straight into a rough passionate kiss with him was only something someone with no tact would do especially to someone who was new to kissing entirely. No, people needed to learn how to work their way up. They needed to learn how to savor the gentle kisses before they indulged in the rough passionate ones because when they did it only made those passionate ones even more thrilling.Yu silently nodded his head to give his approval, before he cupped Kanji's face in his own hands as well.Oh, so Yu was going to take this into his own hands too? Well colored him impressed, he had a lot of boldness for someone who seemed so unsure before, but if that was how he wanted to play this then he'd be more than willing to oblige him.The two of them closed their eyes and pulled each other closer to one another. They had been rather close as it was, so it hadn't took long for their lips to meet. He guided Yu a bit a first, making sure he got the general movement of the kiss down before he started venturing out in his own. The other shadow was a quick learner though and quickly took the kiss into his own hands. It started off slow at first, but Yu had become surprisingly needy in his actions over time. It was as if he was desperately hunting for more, more of this sweet feeling he had never experienced before in his life.And of course he wanted to do whatever he could to satisfy Yu's newfound craving of his, he wanted to show him to the full extent how great kissing another man could feel.So he matched Yu's hunger with his own, if Yu was going go all out than so was he. He slowly moved his hands down from Yu's face till they were wrapped around either side of his waist and when he saw the perfect opening, he pulled the other shadow so close to him that each of their chests were flushed against each other's own.Naturally, Yu responded to this in kind by moving his hands down from Kanji's face and wrapping them around either side of Kanji's neck so he could get an even better grip on him as he kissed him with even greater intensity than before."Oh, my! What a naughty boy Yu-kun!" Shadow Kanji teased when he suddenly felt his back pressed against the ground and the other shadow conveniently sitting on his lap on top of him."Sorry, that was too far was it?" Yu looked back down on the other shadow and embarrassingly asked. He might've gotten a bit too intense there with how he had toppled Kanji over to the floor mid kiss like that."No! No! Not at all! If anything it's clear you've got plenty of pent up feelings, if you're kissing someone like that," the blond
pointed out.And having pent of feelings like that certainly weren't good for no one."It's a good thing though I'm here though to help you out with that," Kanji assured him before he pulled Yu back down into another kiss.It would be irresponsible for him to leave Yu in this state after clearly waking something inside of him, so it was up to him to finish the job till Yu was satisfied.
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"You don't have to be embarrassed about it I know you're curious Yosuke!""I'm not curious!" The brunet insisted as he walked away from the other shadow. Wherever Kanji had gotten that idea from, he certainly had been wrong."Oh, yes you are! I saw how you were looking at me! That look of longing, of curiosity, of wanting something so bad even though it feels out of your reach," The blond dramatically said.
"It was clear as day that you were thinking about how much you wanted to kiss me!"Yosuke really didn't have to act all that bashful about it, if he was that curious what it was like to kiss another guy then all he had to do was ask and he'd be more than willing to give him a demonstration on what is was like."The only thing I was thinking about was how delusional you are!"
Shadow Yosuke turned back and shouted.Honestly, the other shadow was always spouting nonsense like this to rile him up. With how often it happened you'd think he be used to it by now, but he somehow always managed to find himself bickering with the other shadow in the end."Aw, c'mon darling you should just be honest with what you want," the blond walked closer to him and said, "It'll make you a lot happier if you live your life that way."Life was far too short for a person to hold themselves back like Yosuke was doing right now. If he embraced what he really wanted deep inside and stopped denying himself like he was doing, then he's sure that he'd feel a lot more fulfilled than he does right now."Be honest with what I want...? What the hell do you know about that?"Kanji was acting as if he knew more about himself than he himself did, it was really starting to irritate him."Well... I might not know everything you want, but what I do know is that right now what you clearly want is a kiss from another handsome shadow!"That much certainly hadn't changed, no matter how much Yosuke tried to deny it the look behind his eyes told the truth. What was that truth? Well, that truth that Yosuke was so desperately trying to hide about himself was the fact that if he didn't get some sweet male on male Shadow action right now than he would literally explode."I'm leaving," Yosuke announced before he turned around and began to walk off again. He never should've expected a serious answer out of Kanji in the first place."Hey! Hey! Wait! Just share one kiss with me and I promise I won't ever bring it up again!" The blond hurriedly scrambled over till he was in front of Yosuke and shouted.He couldn't let Yosuke leave that easily. The other boy still had yet to experience the wonderfulness of kissing another guy after all."You won't bring it up ever again?" The brunet skeptically asked."Nope, not ever again!" The blond replied."Never ever?" Yosuke confirmed."Never ever," Shadow Kanji put a hand to his chest and promised him. It was on a Shadow's honor.The brunet thought it over for a few moments before he frustratedly grumbled out a quiet "Fine," and grabbed the other shadow's face to kiss him."There you got your kiss now, are you finally happy?" Yosuke looked back at the other shadow and asked after he pulled away from the quick kiss he gave him.Kanji could shut up with all the kissing talk now because he had finally gotten what he wanted."I think I should be asking you that question, but with how red your face is I think I already know my answer to that," Shadow Kanji replied with a teasing smile of his own.The kiss Yosuke had given him had been amazingly short, it would probably classify more as a simple peck than anything else, but he had to be honest the fact that Yosuke looked so flustered over a simple peck really was quite adorable. It made him wonder how Yosuke would react to a deeper kiss than that? How would he react if the two of them went further than simply just kissing? All the different scenarios and reactions that conjured up in his mind, were wonderful. It made him want to see what other kind of facial expressions he could get out of Yosuke right now."Shut up!" The brunet flusteredly shouted back at him. The other shadow really was a pain in his ass he didn't know what he was going do with him.
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"Kiss a guy...? Why would I do that?" The bear looked up at the other shadow and confusedly asked. What a strange question it was to ask him all of a sudden."Why wouldn't you? Kissing another man can be a wonderful feeling," The blond said as he put both of his hands to his chest and reminisced.The feeling of another man's body pressed up against your own while you shared a passionate frenzy kiss with him that was enough to drive you both crazy, was a feeling unlike anything else in life."It's just a kiss I can't see anything that wonderful about it," Shadow Teddie admitted.Wasn't Kanji just hyping it up a bit too much here? I mean it was just a kiss they were talking about here, an act where too people pressed their lips together in an attempt to show affection to one another, he didn't see anything too special about it."Well, you can't properly say that though before you've kissed a guy can't you? You don't even have any experience to base your thought process on," Kanji pointed out."Sure I don't, but would that really change things?"Maybe Kanji did have a point, it's not like he had ever kissed anyone before so it's not like he was speaking from personal experience here, but even if he did would that really change how he felt about it?"You won't know until you try," The blond answered.If that was how Teddie really felt about kissing that was fine he wouldn't push it, but if he was even the slightest bit curious about it, then it was important for him to be able to explore those feelings.The bear thought over it for a few moments before he waddled over to Kanji and pressed his bear suit up against the other man's face."There I gave you a kiss," Teddie told the other shadow after he pulled away from him. He's not sure if he had done it right or if it was any good, but he had certainly done it.Surprised by the other bear's boldness, a slight blush appeared on Kanji's face before he asked, "See, now how did that feel?"When he imagined Teddie and him sharing a kiss he never would've guessed that he would've been the one who was blushing at the end of it like this. The bear certainly was full of surprises wasn't he?"It... wasn't unpleasant," the bear conceded. Despite how brief the kiss he had given had been, kissing Kanji had felt surprisingly warm for some strange reason."Well, then I guess that means I better give you plenty of more kisses where that comes from in return for the one you just gave me," Kanji squeezed the sides of Teddie's fluffy cheeks and said. Argh, he just couldn't get enough with how adorable the other bear was! He was sure his heart was going to explode because of how cute he was!