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Thoma comes home after a long day of work. He locks the door and turns around. He’s surprised to find Arashi staring at him from the other side of the corridor. He looks like a predator, staring Thoma possessively up and down. Thoma blushes and before he can say something, Arashi takes a few steps and towers over Thoma. Pushing him against the door and pushing their lips together.
Thoma grabs Arashi’s collar, not sure whether to push him away, or pull him closer. He just got home, and is too tired for this. But if Arashi wants this, he can be good for him. Arashi moves his hands over Thoma’s body, grabbing his hips and pulling Thoma closer. Their clothed groins are pushed together, and they moan into each others’ mouths. Arashi’s grabs Thoma’s hair pulls a bit, pulling Thoma’s lips away from his. “You’re so pretty like this.” he says. Thoma’s cheeks turn even redder, he gets compliments a lot, but it still makes him blush. Arashi chuckles, he is the one making Thoma feel this way.
Thoma pulls Arashi closer, but Arashi doesn’t let him. He grabs Thoma’s wrists, puts them above his head together, and pushes. Thoma struggles a bit, wanting to kiss Arashi, but he also wants to be good for him. “I love you, Thoma. Say it.” Arashi says and kisses Thoma’s neck, placing kisses along his jaw. Thoma moans, “You love me.” Arashi moves his left hand to Thoma’s back, moving up and down under his jacket, feeling his muscles through his shirt. “You’re so good for me. Say it again.” Arashi says and bites Thoma’s shoulder. Thoma flinches and tries to move away, but Arashi pushes his body against him, trapping Thoma between the door and Arashi.
“Say it.” Arashi says, moving his hand down towards Thoma’s ass. “You love me.” Thoma says. Arashi grabs Thoma’s left cheek roughly, “Again.” “You love me.” Thoma moans, moving towards Arashi’s lips, but he moves away. “So needy, so pretty.” Arashi says with a sweet smile. He lets go of Thoma’s ass, and moves two fingers in front of Thoma’s mouth. “Open up, baby.” Thoma obediently opens his mouth, and accepts Arashi’s fingers. He closes his mouth around them, licking and sucking. “Good boy.”
Once Arashi’s fingers are wet enough he moves them towards Thoma’s ass. Thoma freezes, “No, no, not right now. I’m tired, I want to eat dinner. We never even talked about this, wait. Let’s talk abo-” “Shut up, slut.” Arashi says before roughly kissing Thoma, shutting him up in the process. Thoma is struggling to get away, but his hands are still above his head, and his body is stuck between the door and Arashi.
Arashi’s hands move under Thoma’s pants, and underwear, circling around Thoma’s hole. “Come on, Thoma. Be a good boy for me, you can do this. You’re so pretty like this. I love you, you know that. I would never do something to hurt you.” Arashi says. Thoma is on the edge of freaking out. “Say it for me baby.” Arashi says. Thoma is still struggling. Arashi pushes a finger inside. Thoma freezes, and his eyes widen. He tries to get away, standing on his toes, but Arashi moves his hand with Thoma.
Tears are falling down Thoma’s cheeks, “Stop, stop, red, I don’t want this, please.” Arashi chuckles, “You’re so pretty, begging like this. Stop being such a child, and take what I give to you. You know no one else would ever give you pleasure like I do. Say that I love you.” Thoma shakes his head. Arashi starts trusting his finger, making Thoma struggle more. Arashi knows he’s stronger than Thoma, and Thoma looks so pretty like this. He’s adorable when he tries to get away.
Arashi kisses Thoma’s tears away. “I love you, baby. You’re so pretty like this. Such a good boy for me. You can be a good boy, right?” Arashi says, while adding a second finger. Thoma flinches which causes their clothed cocks to push together, this makes Arashi moan. He starts kissing Thoma again, pushing his head roughly against the door. Thoma doesn’t kiss him back, he doesn’t open his mouth, he doesn’t obey. “Open your fucking mouth slut.” Arashi says. “Red, please, don’t do this. Stop.” Thoma begs. Arashi pushes his finger in rougher and quicker, Thoma lets out a pained cry. Arashi uses this moment to push in his tongue and starts exploring Thoma’s mouth.
Thoma keeps struggling, more tears are falling down his eyes, ending up in their mouths. Arashi pulls away, sighing dramatically. “Do you even love me back? You never let me do things to you. Every time I want to do something you’re acting so childish. It’s not like I’m hurting you. You’re so fucking weak, and useless. I made food for you, but I guess you don’t deserve that.” Arashi says angrily and walks towards the kitchen. Thoma walks behind him, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I can be good, I promise. Forgive me. I do love you, I love you so much.” he cries.
Thoma enters the kitchen after Arashi and looks around. Arashi set up a dinner with two candles, and the bowls are filled with Thoma’s favorite food, Rice Cake Soup. Arashi grabs a bowl and throws it down the drain in his anger. “No! Wait!” Thoma says, but it’s already too late. Arashi walks back to the table, grabs the candles, blows them out, and throws them in the trash. “Everytime I do something nice to you, you’re being a pain in the ass. Fuck you. You make me like this, I’m trying so hard to be nice, but you ruin it every time.” Arashi says.
He grabs the bowl that is still standing on the table and walks to their shared bedroom. Thoma hears the door slam closed and he flinches at the loud sound. Arashi is eating his food while sitting on the bed. He was looking forward to surprising Thoma with his favorite food, but it’s ruined now. Why does Thoma ruin things so easily? Does he not appreciate the effort he puts into things? He wanted to have a good evening, ask Thoma to have sex for the first time, make him feel so good. Make him beg for it, seeing him all pretty and flustered. Arashi would take care of Thoma, but it’s all ruined now.
Thoma falls to his knees, crying more, hands covering his face. Why does he always fuck up? Arashi told him he loved him over and over again, you wouldn’t hurt someone if you loved them, right? No, he would never do that, but Thoma keeps hurting him over and over. Thoma doesn’t want to hurt him. Arashi is the only person who actually cares about him, but Thoma keeps hurting him. Arashi didn’t actually hurt him. He did something that Thoma didn’t want, but he was trying to pleasure him. That’s how much he cares and loves Thoma.
Thoma isn’t even hungry anymore, he is disgusted by himself and doesn’t deserve to have something good. He feels sick in the stomach, and wants to throw up because of it. He hates himself, why does he keep doing this to people who care about him? Thoma keeps talking himself down for what feels like hours, until he feels like he should apologise.
Thoma knocks on the door of their shared bedroom, “Arashi?” Silence. “Arashi, I’m sorry for my behavior. I’m sorry I made you feel like this. I love you so much, and I’m glad you’re in my life. Please forgive me, I’ll do whatever you want.” Thoma says. The door opens and Arashi looks Thoma straight in the eyes. “Anything?” Arashi says softly. Thoma nods, “Yes, anything. Please, forgive me. I love you so much.” Thoma moves his hands to hold Arashi’s face. He pecks Arashi’s lips, “I love you.” Arashi smiles, and grabs Thoma’s face in return. “I love you too. I forgive you.” he says and kisses Thoma’s forehead.
“Do you want to have sex with me?” Arashi asks sweetly while kissing Thoma’s cheeks. Thoma freezes a bit, but recovers quickly. “Does that make you happy?” he asks. “Very.” Arashi responds while kissing Thoma’s nose. “Okay then. Let’s do it.” Thoma says with a nervous smile. Arashi’s smile broadens, showing his teeth. “I love you so much, baby.” he says and holds out his hand for Thoma to grab.
Arashi leads Thoma to their shared bed, turning them around so Thoma can lay on his back. Arashi hovers over Thoma and starts kissing his jaw. He starts pushing their clothed cocks together, moving in a rhythm that makes them both moan. Thoma moves his hand to the back of Arashi’s neck, and pulls him closer, kissing him deeper. Arashi smiles into the kiss, and moves his left hand to Thoma’s hips. Moving his hand over thoma’s pants, pulling it down so Thoma’s cock jumps free. It’s already half hard. Thoma moans and bucks up. That makes Arashi chuckle. “So needy, so pretty, baby. You’re being so good for me, I love you.” Arashi says, and afterwards kisses Thoma’s cheek.
Arashi helps Thoma undress until he’s completely naked. He rubs Thoma’s left nipple and sucks on his right, making Thoma arch his back off of the bed. Thoma moves one hand to Arashi’s head, not pushing, but just to hold something. He moves his other hand in front of his face, feeling ashamed of the pleasure that Arashi is giving him. Arashi sees it and grabs Thoma’s wrist, pushing it beside his head. “Don’t cover yourself, baby. You look so pretty like this. You’re such a slut for me.” Arashi says while pulling his left nipple. Thoma chokes out a moan, and he turns even more red.
Arashi sits up a bit straighter, he moves around until he’s on his knees between Thoma’s legs. “Please, take off your clothes.” Thoma says, also sitting up straight. Arachi chuckles, “Of course, baby. I love you. Can you say that for me?” Thoma helps Arashi remove his sweater while saying “You love me, baby. I love you too.” Thoma quickly steals a kiss from Arachi and waits for Arashi to remove his pants.
“Lay back down, baby. I will prepare your hole first, okay? Is that okay?” Arashi asks, while grabbing the lube out of their nightstand. Thoma lays back down and nods, tensing up a bit. Arashi notices, “You need to relax. Otherwise it will hurt more.” He rubs thoma’s sides, trying to comfort him. “You’re so pretty, baby. You look so handsome. My handsome slut.” Arachi says while continuing to rub Thoma’s sides. Thoma takes some deep breaths.
“Will you listen this time when I ask you to stop or use our safewords?” Thoma asks softly. Arashi moves back, looking offended. “What are you talking about? You never used them before.” he says with a raised voice. “I- I did. When I walked inside and yo-” “You NEVER used a safeword. I would never ignore them! I would never hurt you, you know that right. Tell me you know that.” Arashi says harshly, and moves away from Thoma. Thoma sits up straight and grabs Arashi’s wrist before he can get away again. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, forgive me. I will say them loud enough for you to hear. I’m sorry.” he says. “Okay, I’ll try to be careful, so you even have to use them. How does that sound?” Arashi asks. Thoma nods.
Arashi slowly gets back to the place between Thoma’s legs. He moves over so he’s hovering over Thoma again, keeping his body off of him. “I’m sorry you felt like I was ignoring your safeword. If I heard it I would immediately react and stop, you know that, right?” Arashi asks and holds Thoma’s cheek, moving his thumb sweetly along it. Thoma nods again, “I know, I know. I’m sorry.” Arashi smiles, “You don’t have to say your sorry, baby. Just next time be clearer, okay?” Thoma nods, feeling embarrassed for not being loud enough for Arashi to hear. If he just said it louder, this miscommunication wouldn’t have happened, he wouldn’t have hurt Arashi with his words.
Arashi kisses his lips and moves back to look at Thoma. He smiles sweetly at Thoma and it makes Thoma blush. “I love you.” Arashi says, and sits up again. He grabs the lube and pours some on his fingers. He moves to Thoma’s rim and circles around it. The coldness makes Thoma flinch, but he doesn’t move away. “Relax, baby.” Arashi says and moves his other hand over Thoma’s abs. Feeling him up and down, and smiling. He pushes one finger in and Thoma tenses up. “Relax, it will hurt less.” he says sweetly, moving his other hand to Thoma’s hard cock. He starts rubbing the head, making Thoma release soft gasps. Once Thoma relaxes again, Arashi pushes his finger in deeper, and starts moving in and out.
Thoma starts to wriggle, not sure whether to move away from the intrusion or towards it. It feels weird, but it doesn’t hurt per se. Arashi moves his nails along Thoma’s cock and Thoma’s back arches off the bed, head thrown back. “You’re such a pretty slut, baby. All for me.” Arashi says, and adds a second finger inside. Thoma reflects to move away, but Arashi pushes him down by the hips with his other hand. “Nu uh.” he tuts. He slowly starts moving once Thoma relaxes, his hand is moving up and down at the same time, distracting Thoma from the strange feeling.
“You're such a good boy for me Thoma. You look so pretty.” Arashi compliments Thoma, enjoying how Thoma responds to the praise. Thoma’s hands are holding on to the sheets, sometimes grabbing it if Arashi moves quicker on his dick. Arashi adds a third finger, and this time Thoma tenses too much. It feels so tight, so hot. “Slower, please.” Thoma says, but Arashi ignores him and pushes in deeper. “Slow down, please.” Thoma says again. Arashi keeps this up, but also starts moving his hand up and down Thoma’s cock quicker. Making Thoma squirm and his hands are grabbing the sheets tighter.
Thoma suddenly lets out a loud cry. Arashi smiles at Thoma, he found his prostate. He keeps pushing his fingers against it with each trust and Thoma’s back arches off the bed, moans escaping his mouth. Thoma moves his hand for his mouth, trying to muffle his sounds, but Arashi quickly grabs it away. Still moving inside Thoma, but his cock doesn’t get any stimulation anymore. Arashi pushes Thoma’s hand next to his head, kissing him roughly, taking his breath away. Thoma moans in his mouth, and it’s turning Arashi on even more. But, he would look so pretty with a gag ball in his pretty mouth, drool falling down his lips, silently begging for more pleasure that only Arashi can give him.
Thoma feels like he might come soon, he didn’t expect Arashi to find such a spot in his ass. He’s writhing from the feeling, moans escaping, looking like a mess. Suddenly, all stimulations stop. His ass is empty, Arashi’s lips are away, and he isn’t even touching him. “What-” “You know what would make you even prettier?” Arashi asks suspiciously. Thoma wants Arashi to touch him so he moves his hand towards Arashi’s chest, but he’s stopped. “Not yet, baby. I’ve got a gift for you. I would like to try something new.” Arashi says with a sweet smile. “A gift?” Thoma asks, moving to sit up straight. “Yeah.” Arashi responds and moves to the closet.
He grabs a medium sized gift and sits next to Thoma. He gives the gift to Thoma, and he stares at it suspiciously. “Is this really the right time? I was so close, baby.” Thoma whines. He moves his hand to pet Arashi’s cheek. Arashi laughs, “Just open it.” Thoma does as he’s asked and his eyes widen once he realises what it is. He gulps, turning red, looking at Arashi, and then to his feet. Arashi laughs, “You would look so pretty with this in your mouth.” He pecks Thoma on his cheek and pets his hair. “D-do you think it’s hot if I wear this?” Thoma asks unsurely. “So hot, baby.” Arashi responds and grabs Thoma’s cheeks to push their lips together. “So hot.” he whispers in Thoma’s mouth.
“Okay.” Thoma responds while blushing. Arashi takes the ball gag out of it’s box and moves it to Thoma’s face. “Open up, baby.” he says, and Thoma hesitantly opens his mouth. Arashi pushes the ball against Thoma’s mouth and tightens the strip behind his head. “How is it? Is it good?” Arashi asks, and Thoma nods. Arashi smiles and puts a hand on Thoma’s chest to push him down. Thoma’s back is against the mattress again, Arashi hovering over him. Arashi grabs new lube and immediately pushes three fingers in Thoma’s hole. A muffled cry escapes Thoma, and he grabs Arashi’s shoulders.
Arashi laughs quietly and kisses Thoma’s cheeks, jaw, neck, shoulders, everywhere he can touch. “I love you so much Thoma, you’re doing so good for me. Obeying like a good boy.” Arashi says and moves his fingers against Thoma’s prostate again. His back arches and he lets out such pretty moans. His hands are holding Arashi’s shoulders tighter, nails making marks.
Arashi sits back up and moves his fingers out, whipping them on the sheets. “Ready?” he asks and Thoma nods unsurely. Arashi grabs a condom, puts it on and adds lube. He grabs Thoma’s hard cock and starts moving his hand up and down. Thoma throws his head back and closes his eyes.
Arashi uses this moment to quickly push in all the way. Thoma’s eyes widen, and he lets out a pained cry. He tries to move away, crawling away, pushing Arashi away by his stomach. But Arashi hovers over him, grabbing his wrists and pushing them besides Thoma’s head. Thoma’s is trying to push him off, but Arashi is stronger. Tears are rolling down his cheeks. “Shh baby. This will only hurt for now, I will make you feel so good.” he says and kisses the tears away.
Thoma struggles to get his hands free, muffled words escaping his mouth, but Arashi is ignoring them. Thoma is still fighting to get away, but he can’t move. The pain hurts so much, he can barely see, blinded by his own tears. Why does Arashi do it like this? It hurts so bad.
Thoma is starting to freak out because he can’t use the safeword they agreed to. Thoma starts trashing again, moving his body, but it hurts more so he quickly decides to stop moving. His breathing is restricted, so his lack of oxygen is also making him a bit light-headed. It doesn’t help that the drool is covering the gag and his mouth. He can basically only breathe through his nose.
“You’re being so good for me Thoma.” Arashi says sweetly. He moves so one hand is holding both of Thoma’s, and he starts rubbing his cock again, even though it’s not as hard anymore. Thoma shakes his head, carefully trying to get out of Arashi’s grasp, but that makes him only laugh. Arashi licks his tears away and gives many small kisses, covering Thoma’s face. “You’ll feel better soon, I promise. I love you so so much.” Arashi whispers in Thoma’s ear and starts biting it. Thoma whips his head away.
Arashi didn’t like that, so the hand that was rubbing Thoma’s cock is quickly moved towards his throat. It’s grabbed roughly, and Arashi tightens around it. Stopping the little bit of oxygen Thoma was receiving. More tears escape his eyes, but he can’t make a sound. After a minute or so his body starts moving uncontrollably, fighting for oxygen. Is this how Thoma dies? Having sex with his boyfriend?
The last thing Thoma hears is a laughing Arashi. The moment he feels his consciousness slip, the hand holding is throat is gone. He gasps and takes in as much oxygen as he can. At the same time, Arashi starts pounding into him. Thoma screams, and moves, but it is no use. He’s stuck between the mattress and Arashi, he doesn’t even have enough energy to do anything. This isn’t how sex is supposed to go, is it? He doesn’t enjoy it at all.
Arashi leans down and starts kissing Thoma’s cheeks again. “I love you so much, baby. You’re being so good for me. Taking my dick like the slut that you are. Letting pretty tears fall.” he whispers in Thoma’s ear. Suddenly, the spot that made Thoma’s back arch is hit by Arashi’s cock. Thoma moans and whines, arching his back. That feels good, but he doesn’t like it. He’s in pain. But he feels his cock getting harder.
Thoma shakes his head again, trying to make Arashi realise that he doesn’t like it. Instead, Arashi slaps his head and grabs his throat, stopping all oxygen again. “ You are going to behave now, slut. You’re going to take what I give you, and you’ll enjoy it.” he says, giving a rough trust with each word. Making Thoma move a few centimeters in the process. Thoma starts to feel lightheaded again, and right before he can pass out, the hand is removed from his throat again.
He doesn’t like this at all. He tries to tell Arashi to stop, but it’s no use because of the gag ball. Thoma feels hopeless, not being able to do anything and forced to take it. This isn’t as romantic as he always dreamed it would be. This isn’t even close to what he thought it would be like. Thoma looks to the side, he can’t look at Arashi right now. His cheeks are roughly grabbed, forcing him to look at Arashi. Arashi spits on Thoma’s face and moves closer. “Look at me, slut. I want to see your pretty face.”
Thoma doesn’t even recognize the sweet boyfriend Arashi normally is. Why is he hurting him? Why is he not listening? He feels disgusted with the spit, Arashi already did that before and Thoma said he didn’t like that.
Arashi looks at Thoma, he’s so pretty like this. So submissive, not even protesting anymore. Just taking what he’s given like the slut Arashi is going to make from him. Thoma probably doesn’t even realise that his dick is hard and he’s on the edge of cumming. He’s not supposed to like this, Thoma is Arashi’s toy, only for his pleasure. He likes how he has control over Thoma, controlling his pleasure, controlling his breathing. He could kill Thoma if he wanted to. There’s nothing Thoma could do about it.
Arashi digs his nails into Thoma’s wrists, and Thoma’s flinches and tries to move, but no success. Arashi laughs cruelly, enjoying the pain he’s giving to his innocent boyfriend. He moves his lips to Thoma’s neck, and starts biting until he tastes iron. Thoma trying to get away, but Arashi hits him in the head again. Laughing at the shocked face Thoma shows to him.
“Take it, slut.” Arashi says simply and starts biting at a different spot. He feels Thoma struggling to stay still, he’s so obedient. It’s hurting him, but he’s still submissive and listening to Arashi. He moves to Thoma’s other side and starts marking him there too. He wants everyone to know that Thoma is taken. No one will touch Thoma without his permission. Arashi has so many ideas what to do with Thoma once he’s the obedient boy he’s going to make of him.
Arashi starts pounding harder, making Thoma cry harder again. Arashi smiles, “so pretty for me.” Thoma shakes his head again and closes his eyes. He gets slapped in the face again, and his throat is grabbed, again restricting his oxygen intake. Thoma cums over his stomach and his eyes roll up. Thoma’s body starts to trash again because of lack of oxygen. His eyes fly open with panic in them and he starts to move around. Looking panicked at Arashi, but Arashi doesn’t let go of his throat. He even grabs it a little tighter and licks Thoma’s tears away, again. “ Such a good, obedient boy for me.” he whispers before Thoma passes out.
Arashi looks at the passed out Thoma and moves out of his hole. He takes off the condom, throws it somewhere behind him and moves back in. He takes off the ball gag, kissing Thoma’s lips. He grabs his hips and starts thrusting as hard and fast as he can. He enjoys seeing Thoma’s unconscious body, covered in his marks, unmovable. He comes inside of Thoma and pulls out. Grabbing Thoma’s cheeks to look at his cum dripping out of his hole.
He backs away and grabs his kamera. Taking a picture of Thoma’s hole and his face. Arashi then takes a shower, leaving Thoma passed out on their bed. He smiles, he’s going to have so much fun with Thoma like this. When he wakes up and it is all dried. Once Arashi is finished he moves to the couch in the living room to sleep there, no way he’s going to clean Thoma, and the sheets, and everything. That’s Thoma’s job, he's already the housewife at the Kamisato estate, he can do that at home too.
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Thoma wakes up, he tries to move, but everything hurts. His ass, his shoulders and neck, his back. He sits up and is hit with a stinging pain. He lets go of some pained groans and tries to get off the bed. He stands up, but realises that there is something moving down his legs. Thoma hopes it’s not what he thinks it is. He turns around to look at the bed and shrieks once he sees the results. The bed is covered in blood, not just where his ass was, but small patches here and there.
He moves his hand towards his ass and feels liquid sliding down. He looks at his hand and there’s blood mixed with cum. He can’t remember that Arashi came inside, he put on a condom, right? Tears start to corner in his eyes again, it looks like someone has been murdered here. He falls to the ground in a fetal position and starts crying.
After a while the door opens, he peeks over his arms and tenses when he sees Arashi walking towards him. He quickly stands up and flinches when he feels everything hurt again. Arashi quickly moves towards him, but Thoma backs away. “Thoma, baby. What’s going on? Are you okay?” he asks with worry in his voice. Thoma looks at the bed and back at Arashi, thinking about ways to get away.
Arashi sees it and starts laughing. He walks over to Thoma and hugs him, holding the back of Thoma’s head and moves it towards his chest. “ Oh, baby. It’s normal that your hole bleeds while having anal sex or afterwards.” he says and cups Thoma’s cheeks. Thoma immediately grabs his wrists. “ Look at me, you're totally fine. There is nothing wrong with a little bit of blood. Okay?” Arashi says and kisses the tip of Thoma’s nose. Thoma looks at the bed and back to Arashi. “A little bit?” he asks. Arashi looks to the bed and back to Thoma. “Well, this was your first time, right? It’s less the more we do it. I promise.” he says and pecks Thoma on his lips.
“Why is there cum leaking out though? You used a condom, right?” Thoma asks while staring at his feet. “ Of course I used a condom. Maybe the condom wasn’t produced right and something slipped through?” he asks innocently. “ You know I would never do something without your permission, right?” Thoma’s eyes widened, yes he would.
He pulls Arashi’s hands away from his face and takes a few steps back. “You did. You didn’t listen when I tried to stop you. I pushed you away, and you grabbed me and pushed me down so I couldn’t move. I was in pain, and you didn’t stop.” Thoma says. “And that’s not all, you spit on me, even though we talked about that. I don’t like that. You also slapped me, what was that?” Thoma continues, getting more angry the more he realises what happened. “You hurted me, and enjoyed it, didn’t you? Do you even love me? You keep saying that, but you’re hurting me on purpose. Choosing to use a gag ball, knowing very well I can’t use the safe words we established. Did you do that on purpose?”
Arashi covers his face with his hands and sits down on the bed. He starts crying. “I’m sorry, baby. I never meant to hurt you. I thought you enjoyed it. You even came, remember? I made you come because I made you feel good, right?” he cries, and Thoma moves next to him and starts rubbing his back, and putting his cheek on Arashi’s shoulder. “I never want to hurt you, Thoma. You know that, right? And I love you so much.” Arashi asks and stares into Thoma’s eyes. Thoma feels like he should respond, “Yeah, I know.”
He starts feeling ashamed that he ever doubted that. He also came, so that gave Arashi the indication that he enjoyed it. Maybe he just needs to get used to the feeling before he can actually enjoy it? “I love you so much, Thoma. Repeat it, please.” Arashi says and kisses Thoma on the cheek. “You love me.” Thoma repeats. Arashi kisses Thoma on the lips and slips his tongue in. “Good boy.” he says when they break apart.
“I’m sorry to make you cry.” Thoma says and looks down at his feet. “Thank you, baby. I do appreciate it when you tell me when I did something you don’t like. I want our relationship to be built on trust from both parties. That also includes you, of course. But I also want you to know that you looked really pretty yesterday. You were blushing, and crying, and taking my dick so good. You were so pretty. I wish I could take you like this everyday. Making you feel so good on my cock, coming untouched. You were such a good boy last night, baby.” Arashi says and kisses Thoma softly on his head.
Thoma feels so stupid for ever doubting Arashi. He’s so sweet to him, giving him so many compliments. Telling him over and over how much he loves him. “I’m sorry I doubted you, Arashi. I love you, and thank you for loving me even more.” Thoma says and looks back at Arashi. “It’s okay, baby. I still love you just as much.” he responds, “Now, go clean up so we can eat breakfast before you have to go to the Kamisato estate. I made Sakura Mochi.” Thoma’s eyes light up, “Thank you.” Arashi stands up and leaves the room.
Thoma also stands up and is reminded of the pain again. He should probably take some medicine for it. He walks towards the bathroom. He looks in the mirror at himself and is shocked. His face is covered in tear stains, his stomach and chest is covered in his own cum. There are bite marks and hickeys all over his neck and shoulders, some even surrounded with blood. Well, Arashi wouldn’t do it if he didn’t think it was hot. So, it’s fine. He is going to have a hard time to cover it up though. He feels disgusted by himself.
Thoma takes a shower, cleans all the cum, blood, and tear stains off of him. He washed his hair, and gets out of the shower. He dries himself and looks again in the mirror. He looks better, the bite marks are still very much visible, but at least the blood and cum is gone.
He puts on his daily clothes and walks towards the kitchen. Arashi is waiting by the table, two plates already with Sakura Mochi. Thoma smiles and sits on the opposite side of Arashi. “Thank you so much for making this.” he says and digs in. Arashi moves his hand towards the bite marks on Thoma’s neck and pets over it. “These look so good on you, baby. So pretty for me. Now everyone knows you belong to me.” Arashi says and smiles. Thoma blushes at his words.
They eat their breakfast and then go their separate ways. Thoma goes to the Kamisato estate to start his daily chores there, and Arashi is a guard at the Kujou clan. Before the part ways, Arashi quickly grabs Thoma by the waist, pulling him closer. “My pretty boy. I love you.” he says and kisses Thoma, making Thoma feel so very loved.