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(This was made for me by someone long ago, sadly I forgot :( since I have made this draft so long ago)
Lilian's pov:
well.... hello I'm Lilian Moon, the omega from the Black moon pack, no parents in sight as I'm an orphan, they died when I was born and only had the time to name me.... like literally, I was born and then name signed on the birth certificate before a rogue barged in the room and murdered them with the doctor, the stupid alpha saved me instead of letting me die and now I live in this world.I have reddish hair that reaches my chin and dull green eyes, I normally wear black combat boots, blue shorts, a light blue T-shirt and a thin black zip up hoodie.you may wonder why I know what I'm wearing and what colour they are, well.... I may be blind but my wolf, Athena, can see through my broken eyes, she's my guide and family, she can even share her memories with me but only when I'm sleeping so I can sort of 'see' the memories, the colours and the world around me then but there was always parts that I can't see.... that's memories for you.... even if you can see, your memories are never super detailed and such.... never perfect, other then that my sense of hearing and smell are through the roof, you cannot find better then me.... that's why I never needed anything to help me and why I successfully survived until this day.but my blindness made me the omega along with my lack of training and my parents lower ranking. no one knew Athena helped me see, all they knew was I could smell and hear better then them and they treated me like shit... worthless.... garbage.... and I started believing it a long time ago and believed it for years now.the alpha's daughter named Mia, 17 years old, was the worst but I couldn't help but always ask Athena to show me a memory of her, that's the only sharp memory I had, always sharpening with each 'look' I had at her, she was just so beautiful.... I am a useless and dumb lesbian aren't I?every boy fawned over her, her mid back length dirty blond hair, her ocean blue eyes, they made everyone and myself included, fall for her but she was my worst bully.... love is strange right?....we lived in a world of vampire, mages and hunters so I wasn't in the best place to live a stress free life and not always worrying about my lack of sight Athena compensated for at night and in the day. one person that was good to me was a human I met when I hadn't connected to Athena like this to see her memories, he was a mage and gave me a useful gift, everything I could wear would simply disappear when I shifted and appear when I was in human form again and I was eternally grateful for this, I would be unable to shift if not for it because it was hard to find new clothes and I would be naked which wouldn't end right. I was cleaning the house, it was my 16th birthday and the day wolves found their mates, I hoped mine would save me from all of this, to at least love me if he or she didn't stop this, at least spare a little time of their day for me, anything.... I would even go as far to say I don't care if it was only for sex but I want a mate that at least dose something with me and doesn't act like I don't exist... well maybe my mate is only 15 or something, you can't find your mate unless you are both old enough to find each other.I turned around when I heard a sound, steps coming down the stairs.
'it's Mia'
'thanks Athena'
'anything for you'
I silently giggled at Athena as I put the food I made to the table, to be honest it was hard to cook at first but after years of doing it while Athena commented and told me what to do it became easy................... and to be honest only a few of the adult knew about my blindness, their children simply hated me because their parents hated me and they found me strange."what?!" I hear Mia yelled and Athena yelled 'Mate' in my mind over and over, my heart skipped a beat and I dared to smile a little before I heard what came after that. "I, Mia Silvercrest, reject you as my mate, Lilian Moon" my heart broke in little pieces as tears appeared in my eyes but I didn't let them fall, stay strong Lilian.... s-stay strong.... s-s-stay....."I, Lilian Moon, accept your rejection as your mate, Mia Silvercrest" I said in a cold voice and ran up to my room.I had enough, I only stuck around as I had more chance of having a mate in this pack but now I'm leaving. Athena helped me pack the little stuff I owned and jumped from the window before running, running and running.Athena was crying so I could simply rely on my hearing, smell and knowledge to direct me through the forest and towards the pack boarder, they wouldn't realise I left anyway. I ran for three days before I stopped, I had tripped, fell, hit and broke bushes and myself as I had no idea where I was after Athena went silent, which scared me, rendering me blinder then what I already was, like before I had met her.I feel to my knees inside the unknown forest and screamed at the sky from the top of my lungs, the pain inside unbearable as tears cascaded down my face without wanting to stop, I cried and screamed at the sky for a long long time without moving from my place. I was cold, scared, lost.... blind.... I stayed leaning against the tree trunk and just waiting, no idea what was around me or what time of day it was, I just waiting for something to come put me out of my misery. and then I smelt bleach.... vampires... but I didn't run, I didn't care anymore.a hand grabbed my neck, lifting me off the ground and squeezed it but I didn't even fight, accepting my fate."what are you doing here you wolf scum?!" I didn't answer, not caring. "I said what you are doing here?!" I was slapped hard, cheek stinging."what's going on here?!" I hear the booming voice of a female."this wolf is on our land" I heard the male voice of the one holding me say with slight fear."why don't you just kill me already huh?!" I yelled, sobbing again."let her go" I was let free and fell to my knees."no! kill me! go through with it leach!" I yelled making many hisses be heard at the insult but I didn't care."why are you here little wolf?" the female voice said again but much more gently and from way closer then before."I-I ran from my pack after my mate rejected me" I said and she gasped, even vampires have mates but they call them 'destined ones' and they find them way later then wolves, at 22 years old only but they can feel the bond even if the other mate isn't 22 yet unlike us wolves that need to have both mate 16 or more."I'm sorry, come on take my hand" I reached out but I couldn't find it even after a few tries. "is everything okay?" she asked."I'm blind ma'am, my smell and hearing are better then anyone's but my wolf normally helps me around and sort of see but she isn't here right now" I said, wiping the tears off my face, I could sense pity and anger coming of multiple vampires around me, I was their natural enemy but being rejected by our mate was a pain all of them could imagine and pity me for, I could tell it was that as my sense of smell was the best, I could smell the different emotions around me... I know it's strange but I don't care.I felt the woman take my hand gently and pulling me in a hug."it's okay, would you want to stay with us? we may be vampires but we are really close with a wolf pack so we can take you there" that surprised me but I voice it."I-I can? you won't m-make me go back?""yes and no""please? I don't wanna go back there, ever""alright"I was pulled up on my feet and lead through the forest by the person I would later call mom and find out she's the vampires queen and owner of all the land in this country, even the ones where wolves lived.... the queen of the country.
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Lilian's pov:
I was laughing as I ran through the castle and away from Jade, she was the vampire queens real daughter and was older then me by two year and I'm currently 19.I was kind shocked and found myself dumb that I didn't notice that mom was the queen when I met her, you could literally smell her royal blood even if you weren't a vampire.I had become one of the strongest fighter of the wolf pack that lived here in the castle with mom and Jade, my smell and hearing got even better then back then as I had training now and I didn't even need Athena at times, I could determine how meany fingers someone was holding up just by listening to the movements of their muscles in their arms but only if concentrated, that was still hard even for me.... I need to work on it more, Athena still showed me my days while I slept and Jade, mom and the pack knew about that and also knew my past, it took some convincing to keep them for searching vengeance for me.I was happy on the outside but on the inside the rejection still hurt me when I thought about it, I still wanted to be there with her but I don't know why, wanting nothing to do with her ever again.I knew the castle by heart so Athena was laughing with me instead of being concentrated on guiding me through the walls."got you!" a pair of arms caught me making me squeal and pout."oh don't pout" Jade said poking my cheek and making me laugh, she had brown hair and eyes, just like the queen."you always win! you not blind vampire!" I said smacking her arm.you may think Jade is normal but in total honestly she's deaf but she can read minds, just like that mage gifted me with the ability the shift without ripping my clothes, she was gifted by mind reading because a mage owed a favour to mom, she can hear you thoughts and make you hear her thoughts if she wishes, it's something like a mind link us wolves have... might be because of that that mom took such a liking to me when we met and didn't let the vampire man kill me, I don't care about that really even if that's the case.I was now part of the red ocean pack as the beta and it was the best."now that was mean Lilian, I may see but all I will ever hear are the voices of people and the memories you pass me through a link I need to create" yes I had found a way to pass small memories of certain sounds to her if I thought of them hard enough, we were like blood siblings and loved each other to death as we are the only ones with such a deep connection because of our 'disabilities' as people call them.... plus we had each cut our hands at one point on purpose and kind of mixed our bloods so we was technically blood siblings."right sorry""aww not a problem""Lilian, Jade! your mother asks for you" a guard said, Jade would not read the mind of those she didn't like.... like this precise guard because once he knocked over one of her bookshelves so I needed to tell her what he said. "you asked for us mom?" I said as we walked in the throne room, the room smelled of bleach and mud too so I knew the alpha was here too, he was barely older then me but the best alpha here.... even if he insists I would do a better job, even if it would be true somehow a seeing person would still be better for that job."yes, one of the nearby packs needs help, rogues are becoming a serious threat to lots of packs so we're sending out people to train them" she said."and what's the problem? I can smell sadness and slight disgust" she chuckled."I can hide nothing from you can I?""nope!""alright........ the black moon pack is the one that we planed to send us out the alpha and a few other pack members and bring them back here because it's life or death and we can't leave them out there and it would do nothing if we sent help, it would be the same end" I gasped silently before I glared at nothing with my empty eyes."what?!" I yelled."please we have no other choice, it's only for a month after what they'll head back home if you wish that" the alpha said and I growled, my teeth sharpening and I wanted to hurt him..... bad."let it be but I will not go get them, I'll train them if you ask so but nothing more""that's all we ask of you" mom said and I stomped to the room I had, it was near the training grounds that where inside the castle walls and I had a door leading to a corridor only I had access to and that lead out to the training grounds, no one but mom, the alpha, Jade and I had the keys for that door.... wouldn't want people snooping around would we?
Mia's pov:
we were ready to move to that vampire castle to train us against the rogues, every wolf knew about that vampire family and they were the only one every wolf was fine with and let them walk their lands as they never hurt any of the packs and passed pacts that if protection was needed we could ask for it as in reality it was their land and we were only sort of ranting it out forever for free.now I was the alpha and it was stressful as Aria, my wolf, rarely talked to me since I wrongly threw my mate away, the second she accepted, I regretted it but couldn't find her on the pack lands after that day..... she had disappeared like the wind."alpha Mia?" I looked up and saw brown haired boy looking my age with four wolves, one female and three males, behind him and a few vampires."that would be me" I said."alright, I'm John, wolf from the castle, alpha of the red ocean pack, we where charged to bring you and your pack mates to the castle safely to start your training with us" he said."right, lead the way" we walked for a long time as the land of the vampires was biiiiiiiiig but finally saw the castle."welcome wolves, John, me and my daughters will personally show you to your rooms" the queen herself said after she came out to meet us in person!one girl had brown hair and the other red."it's an honour" I said."alright wolves! the men go with John, the women with my mother, the children and the old with my sister, Jade and all those that are to be trained come with me!" the red haired girl barked and growled, showing she was not a vampire like her sis or mom."any who are you to boss us around?" Kate, one of my deltas asked."you must have forgotten about me, not that I didn't expect it, it happened years ago..... but I'll refresh your memories.... I'm Lilian moon, that little omega of yours that's now a beta so do as I say!" she spat and my mouth hung open.... WAIT WHAT?!?! LILIAN?!?!"why would I listen to you of all people?" the next second, in the time I blink, Lilian was alright in front of her and holding her by the neck, her feet of the ground."listen here girly here I'm higher ranked then you! you will listen to me! I'll be your trainer so don't piss me off or I'll make your life a living hell to repay you!" she yelled and kicked her in the stomach, sending Kate flying backwards and knock over a few other wolves. "anyone else want's to fuck with me?!" she yelled but no one answered "good! now do as I told you!""don't kill them okay?" Jade and Lilian shrugged like she didn't care about anything living or dying."it's their problem if they are weak, I care for none of them" that hurt even if I knew she had all the rights to feel like this after what I did and what we did."but why do we get trained by her? shouldn't we get the strongest wolf" Alex, the beta, asked."well boy, she may be blind but she's the best fighter there is here! she's the beta and would even be a better alpha then me if she would just accept the title"......blind? I looked at Lilian and felt extremely guilty for all that I did back then, it explained her acting strange and her dull eyes, her inability to look people in the eyes and jerky movements when startled..... oh god....."I can smell your guilt Mia, don't think I forgive you" she said, 'looking' at me without seeing me before walking away."I would follow" Jade whispered and so we did. "this is the rooms you will be shearing, it's split in two, boy on one side and girls on the other and that's the door to the training grounds, that way is to get to the WC's and if you head back the way we came from there's the lunchroom, got it? good" she said "I'll wake you up at six sharp because I don't think you can be up at five, lazy idiots, you won't complain and follow my orders to the letter!" she said before walking away. "stop following me Mia" she said after a while."look I want to say I'm sor--" "I don't care, leave me be!" she yelled."bu--" "non buts! I want nothing to do with you got it?! you were my mate and you rejected me only because I was strange and without knowing it's not something I can change or try to change! sorry Mia but I want you as far from me as you can be!" she said and walked away, leaving me standing there for minutes on end."forgive me" I muttered out loud in the empty corridor.
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Lilian's pov:
I got up at 5 like I'm used to, slightly cursing I didn't get all the memory the entry memory of yesterday but that's a minor problem of mine right now.I got out of bed and Athena helped me find my stuff, I got my clothes and went to her shower, quickly showering and getting dressed, a black sport bra, dark blue shorts and combat boots before I walked out of my room by the door leading right to the training grounds and did my usual work out.
Mia's pov:
we all got woken up by the vampire that considered Lilian's sister woke us up, most grumbled but she ignored it."where are we going?" I asked but she didn't answer so I tapped her shoulder making her jump slightly."sorry what did you say?" she asked."you didn't hear me?" I asked slightly arrogantly because I was not yet awake like most of the people."well no I'm deaf" she said with a shrug "I can read thoughts tho, so that's why I know what you are saying to me right now but if I don't know you are talking to me I will not hear you.... well I still know sign language and can read lips quite well but why bother?" she explained."I asked where are we going?""to training""but breakfast?!" one of my wolves said."he said but breakfast?" I quickly told her as I could tell she wasn't prepared and didn't hear him."oh..... well only Lilian will tell, she wants you out right after you're awake so I guess you'll eat later" I heard some groans.the castle was very big so even the training place was at least three soccer field big with a lot of different things at least a quarter of it was inside and only separated by a glass wall.my jaw dropped when I saw Lilian, she was doing pull up on the inside part. (Lilian looks like this but a little buffer and with the hair/eye length/colour I gave you)
she let go and walked out, stopping in front of us, she heard us from that faraway?! she didn't even look tired or at least sweating from that."okay I can see...... well not really but I can see you are all up, you might wonder why you didn't eat breakfast, well it's not advised to do sport after eating and this way it will help burn more calories and make more muscle even if you eat right after, that food will be used to build muscles. you'll do as I tell you alright? those that do the best may get a few bonuses, doesn't count if I don't like you, you still get the bonus if you are good at this as a reward" she said before I saw John walking up to us while some snickered at the little joke she made about her vision but I find it sad, did she even get a description of me? did she even know she was my mate before I rejected her?... has she... with any means.... even ever seen me?"yo Lilian, I wanna join you and Jade today if I can" he said.
"alright, I could use an assistant as I'm kinda blind and can't catch all the details and Jade is Jade" Lilian got bonked on the head by said girl after saying that. "okay so, do 20 laps without your wolf helping you" she commanded and pushed Jade towards us, making her do the same with John following us willingly while she did her own laps already passing us multiple time, all with ease.I was one of the first to finish as the alpha must be stronger but Lilian still did the double of us, where we trained that badly?"okay now, 40 push up and 40 crouches"her training just started but all of us where already half dead except Jade and John who were most likely used to this."alright now 40 jumping jacks" "okay now after that we can see.... again, not me..... we can see what you can do and we will pair you up accordingly and you'll fight each other in human form without your wolf's help, we need to know how good you are and correct the mistakes""how could you teach us who to fight? working out I can understand but who fighting?" a boy asked curiously with no mockery heard in his voice so she didn't snap back like I've seen her do yesterday."what's your name?""Gary Woods""well Gary, I have ways of 'sort of' seeing but I will not get in to that, simply know that I do that with my hearing and smell, I can identify a person and know what they are doing, depending on the smell or movement they do.... and I still have a wolf, that's why I was that strange omega in your pack before I left" she explained, not getting mad at him at all and he nodded."alright, get paired up and we'll see what we need to change"
Lilian's pov:
I may not want to admit it but they are good at listening and doing as told, even those that still don't like me."hey Lilian want to spar with me? I am bored" John asked."sure" we stood in front of each other as Jade stayed with the rest, continuing their training, I closed my eyes as in a fight all was going so fast that Athena couldn't help me but I had learnt to fight without her.then I heard quick steps coming from my left and air moving, I caught John's fist in my hand and kicked him, the second I had a contact point you were done for and he knew so he jumped away, yanking his fist away from me and I heard a kick but I only had time to block, fighting was still a thing where if the enemy know what I can do, I could be in a lot of trouble.he was always moving, trying to confuse my hearing but I still sent a high kick in his face making him fall backwards as I stood there, my foot still a few centimetres of the ground before he yanked me forwards by grabbing my shorts.my first reflex being to grab my shorts to keep him from yanking them down and then the second reflex was to make a roll and then jump back at him, pining his arms down with my legs with my claws near his neck."I win, 124 wins and 0 loses" I said and heard him huff."damn I can't even beat a blind girl, even after all those tries... are you sure you don't want my title?""John I don't want to be the alpha" I sighed and helped him up, only noticing now the smell of all the wolves around us.... well shit. "Jade?""most did good but there is a few that are.... meh" she said and I nodded."alright..... follow Jade and John to the lunch room but before that there are a few rules, one, you need to come, two, you do as I tell you here, three don't eat before hand and four, never use that door" I said and walked away.even at this distance, it hurt me to be around Mia against, I hated her but deep inside I knew all I wanted was to be in her arms.... and I hated that....
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Lilian's pov:
I had changed in grey pants and a red T-shirt after the training and headed to the lunchroom, knew the wolves would be there but I still needed breakfast.I could smell all the wolves from the pack there, not only the ones being trained, I acknowledged none even if I felt their eyes on me and sat next to mom at the end of the table.I could tell the news of me being that little omega that ran away spread fast.I sighed as I heard a plate being placed in front of me, I caught the smell of bleach and roses making me smile.it was Rose, a maid yes but also my best friend other then Jade, I didn't need to talk, she knew what I liked so she would normally get it for me, at first I tried to tell her to stop but gave up after a while, that girl is stubborn as a mule, worst then Jade."so how did training go?" mom asked."well I can 'see' most are good but could need more training and there are the slackers" I said, making quotation marks with my fingers when I said see.
'Lilian? would you want to try something out?'
'what is it Athena?'
'you know that when I'm in control I don't see and you do? the person that's using the body is blind and the one not can see?'
'yeah I know that'
'don't be sassy..... what if we tried that I only take over your eyes? I know we tried and it is really hard and we fail a lot but I feel we have it down now and you could keep the body and see for real'
'are you sure it will work this time? cause there is no way I will pass next to that possibility!'
'I would say at max 2 minutes because we never done this successfully, I've only ever taken over once too so it may be even less but I believe in us and it could be useful to glance around and just familiarise yourself with who you'll train'
'please lets try it! I wanna see if I can see the world around me by my own eyes for once, even if it's for a few seconds, I believe we trained long enough to succeed'
"are you alright Lilian?" mom asked and I 'looked' up."huh?""you have been facing the table for five minutes now" she said and I could tell everyone was eavesdropping on our conversation since there was no sounds in the room."Athena wants to try to only take over my eyes again so I can really see for a short time, I mean seeing like you, I could see you and Jade even if it's just for a second and it will not be a memory of Athena for once, I believe we trained it enough to succeed this time as my eyes are still not overused this early in the day" I said with way to much excitement."oh my......" was all mom said."do it! I believe in you!" Jade exclaimed and I closed my eyes, everyone waiting for Athena to do her stuff, it took a few minutes as like she said before she rarely took over my body and much less such a small part of it as only the eyes.'try now' she said a bit unsure but hopeful.I gulped a little and instantly covered my eyes with my hands after opening them."Lilian?" Jade asked."way to much! I'm used to seeing memories which are mostly incomplete and blurry in the places Athena didn't directly see but this takes the cake, from the glimpse I got everything is so bright, sharp, detailed, coloured"
Mia's pov:
Lilian looked in the seventh heaven to have real vision for a few minutes and my heart was melting at her cuteness, like a pup that sees snow for the first time but this time it was seeing the world for the first time.she clung to Jade and her 'mom' like glue, using her limited time to look at everything she could.then our eyes met and I was surprised by feeling the same as when I rejected her.'Aria, what's going on?' I asked my wolf as she yipped happily.'I don't know but I'm happy!!!! ask her yourself because she looks as dumbfounded as you right now' it was true, Lilian looked like she was talking with her wolf with a slightly panicky look on her face."are you okay Lilian?" Jade asked."you know a wolf finds their mate by looking in their eyes and that I was rejected" it still hurt to hear it said "well I think what Mia rejected was only Athena as I could not see her at the time.... that would mean that I was still mateless and that makes...." she didn't finish but we knew what she meant now. "oh well..... bye bye vision it was nice to see you.... literally" she muttered as she was blind again.I was about to say something before my eyes widened at what I heard."I, Lilian moon, beta of the red ocean pack, reje--" Jade covered her mouth and didn't let go even as Lilian strugled."are you stupid!? most would wish for a second chance! and you get it with the same person! think a little!" Lilian pushed Jade away and stomped off, all could hear her curing my name. "fucking go after her! I stopped her from doing the same fucking mistake you did!" Jade almost barked at me and I took off fast, following Lilian's smell. I found her in the inside training area on a treadmill.I didn't know what to say, this isn't normally supposed to happen.... well there was no case of blind werewolf recorded in the books either so it may be possible.... having a chance with the same person as either the wolf or the human part could see, never both at the same time."are you done staring at me?" her cold voice snapped me out of my thoughts."I...... I-I....... sorry...... Lilian?""what?""sorry..... I was just scared..... I didn't know how to react""and you rejected me""I told you I was scared! I never was with a woman and with all the rumours..... I got scared of having you as a mate and didn't think""why are you telling me this?""please give me a second chance, you felt it, you even explained how this was possible..... so please..... please"she simply sighed and stopped the treadmill, got off and stopped in front of me, her dull eyes somehow staring directly in to mine, I could tell she couldn't see but it felt like she was staring through me.... how...."I want nothing to do with you....."I gasped silently..... I messed up big time.... she won't ever forgive me.... I had tears in my eyes, this was the time I could have made it up to her and...."....then why do I feel this way?" she muttered, tilting her head to the side."what" my voice was slightly higher pitched because I was about to cry and I knew even if I wished she didn't hear, her ears couldn't have missed it."I hate you yes...... and yet no..... I want you gone..... and yet no..... I didn't miss you.... and yet I do...." she said, listing off contradicting stuff. "..... I don't love you........ yet. I. still. do." my breath got caught in my throat. "I don't want to do this and simply reject you like you did with me........ but I won't""I'll prove you I changed, please!"she walked passed me as I stayed standing there, I hear a door open."you get one chance, no more" I hear her voice before the door closed.small at first and now big smile spread out on my face..... don't worry, you won't regret giving me one more chance..... the moon goddess did so I'll make you see how much I like you.
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Lilian's pov:
"stop complaining!" I barked at Mai and her gang of wolves, truly pathetic really, it's only been two days and everyone was complaining of cramps of muscles and sores.at least I had a few good wolves that were not complaining and I was honestly surprised who they were.the beta Alex, the delta Kate, the omega Gary and the alpha...... Mia."alright! Alex, Kate, Gray and Mia come over!" I yelled, they said their goodbyes to their sparing partners and came to me. "I'm honestly really happy with your work even if it's been three days only, yes even you Kate, I will not judge nor harden your work even after the scene you did when you came so don't think this is a punishment of sort, I wouldn't want to say that but I'm kind of proud of you guys, yes even you Mia even if I don't want to.... after eating you'll come over to my room" I told them, each 'looked'.... more like I smelled it.... but looked really happy with what I've said. I went up to my room and smiled, smelling Rose."hello Li" she called me by my nickname, here no one was forced to work for us or wear a maid outfit, everyone was here by their own free will.she was only a year older then me, light brown hair and eyes, she likes to wear revealing clothing which honestly I find ridiculous from the memories Athena showed me, I once laughed myself awake, she's only half vampire as her mother was human but she died at her birth.... that's what happens if a human woman has a supernatural baby and no mages were around like one that helped Jade and I, the mages would help to keep the mother alive after the birth of the child, since it took only 4 to 5 month of pregnancy for a creature like us instead of 9 for humans it had a huge shock on the mother's body which was often deadly."hi Rose" I said, she was sitting with her legs crossed at her ankles and propping herself on her elbows, if not she would be laying on the bed.I sat down and she passed her arms around my waist and laid her head on my shoulder, tracing motives on my exposed stomach.... did I tell you she liked flirting with me and trying to get in my pants? I didn't? must have forgotten."Rose please" I sighed "this is the third time this week" she went back to simply hugging me."sorry Li but you know me""yes that's the problem you little Casanova" I chuckled."that's simply mean Li, you are your brutal honesty will be the death of me..... why did you ask for me anyway? weren't you supposed to let Athena read right now?" she said, even tho I can't see Athena would read the books to me and she loved doing so.I blinked a few time before I remembered why I called her...... you see I could keep my eyes closed if I wished as I don't see but don't want to keep Athena from seeing and it's a habit now, something that wouldn't feel normal if not done since I've done it all my life."well a few wolves are doing well, like really well if you seen what bullshit they got taught, I want to give them a little motivation to work harder and maybe it will motivate the others to do the same""you're a good wolf Li always looking out for even those that you don't like, what do you wish for me to do?""please help me find some unused bathing suits for boys and girls and then find my own pair""do I get to see you change in them?""when will you stop chasing after me Rose, I already told you this years ago, I don't like you that way....... and you know what happened between me and a certain wolf, you'll find your destined one soon I'm sure of it" I said.
Rose's pov:
"I know.... but it makes my days less boring.... plus you should know it's hard to let it go, you still like Mia even when we first arrived after her having rejected you.... plus it's hard not to like you...." I said, letting her go and standing up, look through her big wardrobe, she had a lot of unused swimsuits, I would need to go find one for the boys.I got told oh so much time how she felt but I can't help it, I even feel like she should be my destined one but I know that's not possible as a vampire is rarely with a wolf and vise-versa but she's also already taken by that wolf..... I'll care for her as long as I'm her best friend and make sure that wolf doesn't hurt her again"here are yours, I put those that the girls can choose from next to you, I'll go get the boys" I said leaving the room. I sigh, think back to were I first saw her, we weren't always friends, I hated her at first to be honest and almost killed her.... I didn't know what silver did to wolves at the time.
flash back:
my father just dropped me of at the castle and ran away, I was the only permanent maid here and I hated it, hated the queen, hated the princess and hated everyone and anyone else, doing my work because I at least got a roof over my head for as long as I worked.
that hate stayed with my until I was 17, one day the queen came home with a crying fucking wolf.... I already hated those here enough but she needed to bring in another wolf and a cry baby at that.
I was called to the throne room by the queen, the princess was trying to cheer up the crying wolf girl.... damn it's already annoying.
"Rose my dear I would want you to help my new daughter out with everything she would need" I silently tsked.
as time went on, the more this girl annoyed me, making me do EVERYTHING! even getting water! it was only a few steps away from her but noooo miss wolfy was a lazy asshole.
one day some other butler was talking with her and I left, it's his problem for now and I finally am free for a little while..... but I stopped walking, it didn't feel right.... I groaned and turned around, running back, I didn't see them anymore.
I walked around the castle, growing worried when I didn't find them on castle grounds, the queen will kill me! she'll hang me!!
I looked around outside the castle and then I ran down to the last place they could be.... the cliff overlooking the lac....
I arrived in time to see the butler push her off.
"you asshole! why would you do that?!" I shook him while yelling at him, not knowing why I was angry.
"I will not serve a wolf, we already have enough around, one going missing will not change anything" I knocked him out for some reason, anger getting the best of me as I ran to the ledge and looked down.
I saw her waving her arms around, trying to stay above water but way to panicked for that and think clearly.
I cursed and pulled of my shoes, socks, pants and T-shirt, they would only weigh me down in the water and then jumped down.
damn the water is ice cold, I looked around and swam over, touching her and making her scream and hit me in the face.
"hey! calm the fuck down! you're blind or what?! just hold on me.... I'll get you out of here" I pulled her to me and she hugged my neck as I swam out and lead her out a path towards my clothes, I put them on again in silence.
"yes I am" she whispered.
"what?" I asked a little aggravated.
"YES I'M BLIND!!!" she yelled at me, crying, I was taken aback "I can't see since I was born! you think I would ask for you to do all those things if I could?! my wolf is not talking to me so I'm blinder then blind! she's my friend! guide! family! she's my eyes..... I'm lost here..... my mate rejected me..... no body loves me! I'm the fucking omega! everyone already hates me for my blindness!"
I was speechless...... and really guilty, I've always assumed she was only lazy to do anything.
I sighed.
"come on, take my hand, I'll get you back" I grabbed her hand gently and lead her back.
well.... she can still be annoying when she refused to use the eating utensils I handed her, saying she would eat with her 'special' ones.
"look they are still not cleaned so eat!" I showed food in her mouth and such but was never ready for what was to come.
by night she had paled and her face slightly turned green, she was shivering even in this warmth, it was worrying...... turned out to be silver poisoning because I forced her to eat something with silver utensils.
she was spend minutes vomiting in the toilet and shivering under her blankets, not eating for days and such but she never blamed me..... I don't understand.
flash back end:
after that accident we slowly became friends, it was much easier when she wolf was back to guide her around.I sighed and pulled out a few swimming trunks for the boys, Li had not precised how meany suits she wanted me to bring to her...... I'll put on my own swimsuit to tag along even if she doesn't want me to as I will not let them hurt her again or hurt herself with stupid shit.
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Mia's pov:
Alex, Grey, Kate and I were walking down the hallway."what do you think she would want with us?" Grey ask..... ever since Lilian had left and I took over the pack, I had prohibited anyone from touching another omega, not wanting to make the mistake as before..... plus Grey and Alex were mates and I didn't want him to hurt the omega stupidly like me."no idea" I said.I knocked on the door she told us was her room and her a faint come in.my jaw dropped at the sight.
oh mama mia pizzaria! if I wasn't gay before I sure was now! and I think that true for both of us girls and the boys turned straight again."alright girls.... you can chose between one of these swimsuits, I promise they are unused, then go change in them, boys yours should arrive soon"I had chosen this.
and Kate to this
"I got the swimsu-- oh hi, these are for you guys" a brown haired vampire said as she came in the room."Li can I come to?" she asked a bit to flirty in my opinion but Lilian said nothing, just nodded.she came back with this on.
while Alex got this
and Grey
"so you must wonder why we are all in swimsuits..... well follow me" Lilian said and I couldn't keep myself from staring at her butt..... just.... look at that butt, just look at it."alpha!" I shook my head and glared at Kate."told you not to call me that.""I know but you spaced out while staring at Lil--" I covered her mouth with my hand and held her tightly, I was not having her tell Lilian what I was doing! not after having her barely agree to give me a chance. "I present to you the family pool that normally only Jade and I use with Rose or mom as we have no one to bring here"
Kate ended up pushing me in the pool after Rose lectured me fort least 10 minutes on the mistake I did years ago by rejecting Lilian."lets wrestle!" Alex yelled as Grey sat on his shoulders, both grinning at the rest of us."you are with me girl" Rose pulled Kate to her and sat her on her shoulders without leaving her the time to protest."that would leave you and me" Lilian said as she seamed to have appeared next to me seemingly out of nowhere scaring me for a second.I blushed slightly as I nodded before remembering she couldn't see me.... but wait her wolf could so she technically could see me.I yelped as I was pulled out of my thinking by Lilian picking my up on her shoulders like the others, I almost fell backwards but she held my legs."careful there princess" she chuckled."you are the princess technically and the one that surprised ma" I poke her cheek until she swatted my hand away."charge!" Grey yelled while laughing and tried to push Kate off Rose's shoulders."lets help to girls out! gals before pals!" I said dramatically.Grey and Alex stood no chance against us just like Kate and Rose, an alpha and a beta are a deadly mix even if it comes to water fights. right now I was left alone in the pool with my thoughts as Lilian said I could stay while she showed the others the way back, even Rose didn't know but I know she was lying.... she was flirting with MY Lilian and she knew I was angry about it.I was floating on my back, I sighed with my eyes closed until I heard some kind of noise drowned out by the water but it sounded like my name so I sat up.it was Lilian with two cocktails in her hands."here" she handed me the smaller glass (on the left) and she kept the tall one (right and each had a straw in it okay?) before hoping in the water, at this part of the pool it reached just under under our boobs if you must know. we were standing with our back against the edge of the pool.
"thanks I guess" I said, taking a sip.... wow it's good."you're welcome" she answered, sipping her own drink as silence fell over us, fortunately it wasn't an awkward silence, it was nice and relaxing to be honest, I had finished my drink fast and put it on the stone ledge around the pool."can I ask you something?" Lilian asked with a sigh as she finished her drink too and put it on the ledge next to her."sure" I said."why were you scared" I sighed, knowing this question would come sooner or later."my father, the alpha at the time..... he..... he wanted me to marry a man and be his luna, he was really in the tradition that women should marry men and those that didn't worshipped the devil.... okay that's a bit of an exaggeration but still...... I.... I had a brother once, he was an adopted human but we were prohibited of calling ourselves siblings by our father, he fell in love with boy at school.... father was so pissed and when he's angry he tends to be violent..... it lead to the suicide of my brother, he didn't even bat an eye at that, I got really scared of what he would do if he found out I was your mate so I rejected you but never thought it would hurt this much. I thought I had gotten away but father or someone must have overheard me....""he still beat you for even having a female mate, even if I was rejected.......but that's still so wrong, a father shouldn't do that" she 'looked' at me."he wanted strong alpha pups and the fact that you were..... are female and were an omega angered him beyond belief""where is he now?" I had moved so I was facing towards her but still laying against the wall."the pack voted to kick him out of his alpha rank and out of the pack after he sent mom to the hospital for trying to stop him from hurting me, she was always alright with anyone having a same sex mate and father didn't take that well" I muttered as I stared in her dull and yet the most beautiful green eyes I've ever laid my own blue eyes upon in my life, not wanting to ever look away.I was unable to look away and even if she didn't see I could tell she was also unable to turn away from me.every part of her was perfect in my eyes, her smooth looking red hair, her dazzling eyes, her curvy body, everything....... how could I let fear deprive me from such amazing person?I haven't noticed we had moved closer until our lips met in a soft and slow kiss but sparks were still felt all over my body.we pull apart, I did it sadly as I opened my eyes, not even knowing when I closed them to begin with.she sighed and passed her left hand on my cheek as we stayed silent with her hand staying on my cheek and her thumb gently caressing it."I want to hate you for what you did back there, I want to stay mad like the first time I saw you again, I want to be cold like when I just decided to give you a second chance, I want to make you feel how much this all hurt, I want to be furious because you dared to kiss me right now............ but" she muttered but I clearly heard it in the silence around us, like even the birds stopped singing, the wind stopped blowing and the water stopped splashing."but?" I asked, slightly scared of the answer."but I can't help myself around you" I didn't understand what she meant until she passed her free hand around my waist and pulled me closer and kissed me again.I was surprised for a few seconds that she wasn't even remotely mad for even a second but smiled on the inside as I kissed back passing my arms around her neck.I will show you that you made the right choice by giving me a chance Lilian, I love you and only you.
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Mia's pov:
I wake up by falling out of the bed and not by Lilian's yelling at us to get up."huh?" I mutter and stand up, I walked over to the door as a paper is stuck to it.
training will be postponed until either the queen or the pack is back as Jade will be forced to do the paperwork and Lilian gave you a day off, not wanting to deal with you alone will we aren't here either.
-Love John
I hummed quietly and got dressed up in a simple white T-shirt and black pants, not caring about socks or shoes as the ground was mostly covered in carpet in these areas of the castle.I quickly brush out my blond hair and brush it behind my ear.I silently left the room with a smile dancing on my lips at the thought of yesterday.I knock on Lilian's door but I had already guessed she wouldn't be there, a try wouldn't hurt anyone would it?I was kinda following Lilian's forest smell to find her, wanting to talk with her.I find her out on a balcony, wearing shorts and a tank top, both different shade of blue, her hair slightly messy and staring of in nothingness with her broken eyes.... but I love them even then.her arms are crossed the stone wall she's leaning on and keeping her from falling to her death..... wow that went south fast.... anyway...."it's a nice day today" I say, leaning against the wall and staring at the sunrise."I wish I could see like you" she muttered."that would be good wouldn't it? but at least you have a way to see just like your sister has a way to hear" she 'looked' at me with a small smirk."I guess you're right but still, it would amazing, to finally have something you could never do since the day you came into this world, to be like other people that take such things as granted"it's true that I took vision as granted and I'm sure everyone did until they lost it or never had it."you still know how I-Jade looks like right?" I didn't want to sound selfish but she caught me, she laughed a little."yes I know how she, mom and everyone is, I already explain to you how I 'see'...... but of course I know how you look, I've known for a while, if I wanna be cheesy then..... your beauty even caught a blind persons eyes" it was my turn to laugh."you're right that's really cheesy" I said as I calmed down, loosing myself in her eyes like every time I looked at those green orbs.I gently passed my hand on her cheek and to the back of her neck, pulling her close in a kiss, the sparks never lessened from yesterday like other wolf said, 'the first kiss is always the best of the best' but I disagree, all of these are just as good if not better then the previous ones.we pull away after a while, still staring at each other in silence, neither wanting to break the peaceful silence around us."what are we?" I gently ask, it hurt to need to ask this but she may not want to be called a couple or something similar to that."I don't know, what would you want? I can't seam to be able to keep a grudge against you if that's what worries you"I smile and pull her in another kiss but this one was much shorter unfortunately."then will you be my girlfriend and mate again?" I asked excitedly."of course" she said causing me to kiss her again, she pushed me off of her while giggling stupidly.... but it sounded so cute oh my god!"wow there, where's the fire? such haste" she says, still giggling."in my pants" I say jokingly making her hit my shoulder "alright I was joking, I just really happy to have you as mine" I hug her and she lets me, not caring to free her arms from between both of us but neither cared, it felt right to have her in my arms like this."jeez who's cheesy right now?""shut up" I mutter.I won't leave her from now on, ever, she's mine and only mine, no one else's.... they can find their own mate because this perfect person was made for me and only me..... I love you Lilian and always will until the end of times and more.
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Lilian's pov:
I was having a pleasant walk around the castle with Jade when we heard a noise, looking at each other before sneaking towards the sound.we stopped near a door before kicking it in."don't move!" I yelled and heard someone drop something in fear before I was hit with something I could never see coming, a fire blast.... a magic fire blast.I heard Jade suffer the same fate, angering me, I shifted in my wolf form and jumped at the person.
I pushed them down and tried to bite them but a sort of dust was thrown in my face.I sneezed, unable to stop as I backed away, slowly blacking out because of it. I woke up at someone shaking me, I looked up and saw a crying Jade..... wait..... looked?"Jade?" I said..... but didn't hear my voice."I can't hear!" I yelled without hearing it and standing up, I looked at her, moving her arms around like she was blind, I could feel and see Athena but heard nothing she was saying."Jade nod if you hear me" I think I said, only proved when she nodded."I think that person switched our disabilities with that dust shit" she started crying more while I heard nothing of it but seeing was overwhelming me slowly, slightly panicking.soon I was breathing fast, my arms shaking.I felt a hesitant hand touch mine before I was pulled in a hug.
'please tell me you hear me'
Jade said and I looked at her."I-I do"
'that means my ability to contact you mentally is still with me and we can communicate like before'
"I-I can't hear and I s-see!"'I know this is harder on you then me since you saw things like this once for a few minutes and always heard but hearing doesn't affect me that much since you helped with the link between us and I can trust you with me not seeing but I need you to calm down' I took a few deep breaths and slowly calmed down.
'there we go, now we need to go see mom this instant'
"right" this still was a lot for me but we needed to do this, I stood up and helped Jade up."hold my shoulder, I knew the lay out of the castle while blind so I'll be able to lead us" when we arrived in the throne room I could see everyone eating and chatting but I heard nothing.mom smiled and said something, I started to cry it's to much for me.I soon found myself in Mia's arm as she tried saying something to me.
Mia's pov:
I was worried when she didn't answer me."m-mom" Jade was also crying but more composed "s-something bad happened""what is it""w-we.... more like Lilian heard a noise and we went to check it, it was a half mage half human looking through documents, we tried to stop him but he got away, throwing a strange pink dust at Lilian and it got everywhere in the room.... when we came too I could hear not see and she can see but not hear" I looked at Lilian."so you are saying an intruder exchanged your disabilities?" her mom asked, hugging her and she nodded, everyone around us muttering."y-yes but I don't think he knew it would do this" I had lead Lilian back to her room until the queen could get a mage to check on the girls, right now I was sitting on the edge of her bed with her head on my lap as I gently pass my hand in her hair.she really isn't taking this right which pains me to know I can't do anything else to help other then being here.I couldn't even tell her everything was going to be alright because she wouldn't hear me.she had her eyes closed since I bet seeing this much this long was a real shock to her.I tapped her shoulder to make her look up at me, I signalled her to sit up.I made gestures telling her to wait and I would be back soon, I hope she understood before I ran out, having an idea.
Lilian's pov:
I was a bit confused about what Mia wanted to say to me because what I got was that she needs to go get a watch and flatten it.I closed my eyes but stayed sitting, locked in a world of silence and darkness since I didn't wish to see right now.a few hours ago I would have wished I was able to see but I realise how much my blindness is missed by myself, I've was behaving like someone who just lost there sight, disoriented and missing what they lost.... I lost my blindness.... I was not made to see but on the contrary, I was made to not see for a reason the moon goddess never does anything without a reason.I felt a tap on my head and opened my eyes, filled with this unnatural world of colours and shapes that surrounded me.Mia was holding something not bigger then a notepad.-now we can talk- was written on the small white board as she turned it around with a small smile.my mouth hung open a little, I thought I would only be able to hear Jade and I felt so lonely, able to talk but not hear, a few tears fell down my face as I didn't move.she looked at me worried, turning the board back to her, writing on it and turning it back too me.-are you alright?-I nodded, wiping away my tears while looking her right in the eyes."I felt so lonely without my hearing, I don't want to see like this.... my hearing was one of the things that was the most important with sense of smell, they were the best.... and now I don't have one of them" I muttered.... or what I assume to me muttering since I didn't know if I was screaming of muttering.-it's okay love, I would never leave you alone- I read and she kissed my forehead with a smile.I shakily hugged her to me, she hugged me back.I was not alone and knew I would never be.
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Lilian's pov:
welp..... this suck balls.....I want to hear and I want to see nothing but the memories of Athena.... you don't miss something until you loose it.... or gain it.I walked through the castle with a hand on the wall and eyes closed to be sure I went in the right way... even if I knew it by heart, having sight made me doubt myself.I sighed, I had stopped talking a week or two ago since I couldn't hear myself and wasn't even sure if I was saying to good things to say.I never thought I'd miss my blindness and hearing this much.... I was not me without having lost my sight and my advance hearing was left in the dust somewhere.... I was nothing without those two.... my hearing was want supported me with my sense of smell throughout the years of my life.... now.... I could only relay on my smell, trying to feel the small vibration in the ground I never noticed until I was bare feet so I was right now....... and my sight....my sight.... I didn't want it, I don't.... I did look around at the start but I preferred not seeing anything and keeping my eyes closed.I'm grateful John continued the training I couldn't, I was so useless like this.... I was nothing.I spent most of my days laying in bed doing nothing else but being stuck in my thoughts with crying at time, I knew people came around and all but I was only able to recognise 4 without needing to open my eyes.... Jade... mom... Rose... Mia....Jade took this easier I think because she wasn't like me right now, mom tried to help us around as she could and searching though the whole kingdom for an answer, Rose it wasn't even a surprise since it's her job and we are best friends.... then there is Mia.... I don't get it.... how can she be so lovey dovey with me and not wondering if she should reject me again.... it's been a month or more after all.Athena tried to help but since I couldn't hear she was the only one able to, like with my blindness.I felt a tap on my wrist so I stopped, I did tell people to do that if they want to get my attention.I opened an eye just to know who it was before closing it, Mia.I smiled a little as she held my hands in hers, tugging on it a little so I let her guide me where she wanted to, I trust her anyway.I would still open one eyes for a few second to scan where I was, it became a reflex to check every few minutes in such a fashion where I was.I raised an eyebrow after closing my eye again, it was the throne room.'hi sis' I sighed, I'm happy that at least with Jade's mind reading ability she could talk to me, I waved.'so mom said she has found a mage that might know how to help us but will own him a favour which he will come collect when time is come' I nodded.'he ask if you are alright with the terms?' I nodded again.
'don't move he said'
I felt Mia let go of my hand and I gulped, I had a bad feeling about this so I opened one of my eyes.this man.
looked shady but his the only chance I have here.he was standing not far in front of me and noticed Jade was not far next to me.he said something to the people around as he held up a small bag and emptied pink dust thingy in his hand and before I knew if, he had gripped the back of my head and shoved his dust filled hand against my face, making me inhale a big dose of it in surprise.I punched him and stumbled back, gripping my face with a long scream I didn't hear, it was like the dust was burning my nose, mouth and eyes as it got in them, I fell on my knees, coughing and wheezing, barely seeing through the tears clouding my eyes.I closed it shut at I coughed more and whined in pain, it was worst then anything I had ever felt, make it stop!!!!I slowly coughed myself out on consciousness since I could barely breath in enough air and I was out soon.
Mia's pov:
"no matter what will happen you can't touch her until I say you can" this mage said before forcefully shoving his hand in Lilian's face.John caught my arm as I was about to run over when she stared to scream and holding her face.I frowned and looked away, fists tight, I hate seeing her hurt but knowing it will help her.... I'll wait through it.slowly the whining and coughing died down as she laid on the ground face first."okay now you princess take her hand, sorry but I'll need to do the same to you""i-it's fine" even if Jade seamed freaked out now and kneed down, searching around a bit for Lilian's hand before finding it and holding on tight.the mage waited a while."when will yo--" and he shoved the dust in her mouth, he was waiting to catch her off guard.Jade mostly coughed since it wasn't like Lilian with it getting in her nose and eyes too, soon she was out too."no one touches them!" he barked as I took a step forwards, I grumbled, standing next to John again.I don't know how long we waited before we got the green light, I instantly ran over to Lilian and brought her in my arms."they will be out at least for the rest of the day..... I'll be back for my favours when time comes" he said, facing the queen."so be it" was all she said.I picked up Lilian and brought her to her room, a small smile on my face since she wouldn't be so apathetic anymore because of this.I laid her on her bed after having kicked the door close.I sighed and brushed her hair out of her face gently before laying down on the bed behind her and pulling her close so her back was against my front and hugged her, my head in the crook of her neck as I softly sigh, closing my eyes, asleep before long.